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#i havent felt like making a post this long and dramatic and whiny in years
zamalie
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3 years
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im required to finish a speech class for my AA and i initially went oh. Just once huh. Yeah this is fine I can power through it! what could go wrong
#suicide tw
#in tags
#yeah so uh
#my suicidal ideation hasnt been this bad since i was scraping by senior year unmedicated
#its not the professors fault at all shes fine its just that the whole fucking point of the class fucks me over
#realistically the only way i could get thru it w/o ripping myself to shreds due to stress is to just. remove the public speaking aspect of i
#which is the whole point of the class. so obviously nobody would ever want to let me do that
#and its REQUIRED. they REQUIRED this fucking course. its not doing shit to benefit me it just makes me want to swan dive off the roof
#and dont even get me wrong here its not that im giving up without trying
#i went way out of my comfort zone and put together a speech i actually really liked
#the fucking thing tanked my grade
#it had points taken off because i panicked and had to do it late but even if it didnt
#it wouldve only roped me a low C
#im doing fine on almost EVERY other part of the course but the speeches
#for the love of fucking god. i am begging you to just let me opt out. i cannot take this anymore
#i tried it your way and fell flat on my face just dont. dont make me. fuck
#negativity
#vent
#i havent felt like making a post this long and dramatic and whiny in years
#it is really not a pleasant feeling to have to relive just. fuck i cant do this
#im not in a good enough state to complete this outline
#im just. going to sleep. i cannot make myself go to that class tomorrow it wont happen
#dottxt
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