#i havent suffered enough to be suffering like this!

[yuri-for-businesswomen]

i hate that i already told everyone how happy i was allegedly and that i was getting my shit together allegedly but now i realise that it was all hinging on this job and well. the illusion has crumbled! i remember how much i hate office jobs but also dont know what else to do and i remember why i have such issues holding down a job because i get burned out so easily! fuck! and i told too many people i intend on trying sobriety which. also not actually. sobriety would be great to get into fitness and cooking fresh again but! for that i need a fix routine and its not possible with my work schedule! i dont know what to do i wish i did not have to pay rent and shit so i can try out some stuff to find something that i can actually do. im right back where i was six years ago and four years ago and one year ago…

i had a week off two weeks ago and i was not really able to do much because of a minor surgery and i finally had the mind to read and i took so many walks and it was so nice and ever since i have not been able to shake the feeling things are not working out the way i thought they were. fuck i thought i was finally able to settle and work on myself and be secure but im just back where i was and i feel like now everyone is expecting me to get better and everyone thinks im in a much better place mentally and i feel like a huge disappointment because it was all an illusion.

and i feel so ungrateful and guilty because of all the women stuck in prostitution and i had the privilege to exit and get a posh job im in such a privileged position why cant i just be content and do my silly little job why do i feel so fucking depressed and like i want to scream and so demotivated. well i guess the world around has not changed either and we live in fucking depressing times. but why is it affecting me in a way i cant do my job and provide for myself. aggh

[canonkiller]

do you consider your self made?

[murcielagatito]

maybe im not looking in the right circles (bc honestly if youre a poc fan do you even want to look at the spiderverse tags) pero like i havent seen anyone mention the fact that miguel and pavitr’s (spideys that have also not followed canon) spiders are also upside down

[moeblob]

Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

[bacchuschucklefuck]

I love how you completely changed everyone’s wardrobe for the Beach Episode, save for gorgug’s hoodie (do they take it in the water?) do you wanna talk about the outfit choices at all?

I mean there's not a lot to talk about there I think? I'm a big fashion-focused character design artist, I'll say that, but a lot of that I can't really translate into words sadly... there are just certain character-specific silhouettes that once u've picked out u can hang onto to give them new clothes and it'll usually be good that's kinda how I do it. I fully see gorgug going Anywhere in that hoodie tho I think by this point babygirl's like I have a theory it's indestructible and I intend to test it

[dbphantom]

Hate having adhd went to go work on my fallout modpack, got distracted while going to disable the steam overlay, ended up in the points shop, went to go edit my profile, decided to change my pfp, found a buried folder I forgot existed, found some old Veneer art I forgot existed, spent 45 minutes looking at all the old photos, STILL HAVE NOT TOGGLED ONE SIMPLE OPTION THAT SHOULD'VE TAKEN 30 SECONDS AT MOST

[neonsbian]

man....i hope all the budget for the rv cb went into the music bc i am rlly not loving these teasers

[lord-squiggletits]

"Rodimus is a better Prime because it didn't hurt for him to bond with the Matrix while for Optimus it did" headcanon/theory my beloathed.

One day I'm literally gonna snap and make a whole post addressing why what's wrong bc I'm tired of the inaccuracy and tired of ppl not understanding the Point TM of IDW and its version of the Matrix/Primacy and even more tired of people putting down Optimus in favor of Rodimus by essentially arguing that being unworthy means you deserve to be punished/put in pain bc you just weren't good enough to hold the Symbol of Ultimate Authority

[snekdood]

i think this is what happens when leftists avoid conservative beliefs and talking points as much as possible- to the point where they can't even recognize it when it's in their own spaces. you have to familiarize yourself with the enemies arguments to be able to actually have convictions you can defend. if a conservative brought up their fear of hormone blockers and the best argument you have is "well trans people deserve to exist and be happy", then you're not able to defend your beliefs, then your beliefs easily crumble when someone gives a more convincing counter argument to yours, and you could very well be convinced that person is right if you don't know better. learn their beliefs, educate yourself on the material, come back and correct them bc 9 times out of 10 conservatives are always making some shit up, its actually really satisfying to catch them on that and give them the correct information. but if you don't know how to do that you're no better than the average person who doesn't know what dogwhistles are and doesn't get what the big deal is about tolerating capitalism

[kamwashere]

good omens to our flag means death: you copy my ship dynamic, i copy your finale

[doctorwhoisadhd]

i need to fall asleep on someone immediately

[plumbogs]

i love making backstory images to put in as decoration. family album stuff yay

[isenstar777]

After nearly 6 weeks of struggling with my ribs, the pain had suddenly nearly gone! Still have to take it easy because I feel a gentle twinge now and again, but it's a far cry from before.

[abyssmalice]

"the tsaritsa's eleventh is many things — a young girl, a spoiled child, an infuriating troublemaker. and a trained killer, without a doubt. so play it safe with her, before she stops playing with you."

(alt variants under the cut bc i can't decide between 50% or 52% opacity apparently)

[rpfisfine]

my friend pisses me off soooooo bad

[svampira]

ples be nice to me this took an embarassing amount of time