#i hv been blessed

[deadaldipshit-jpg]

I feel like aroace people tend to attract aroace people. What are the chances that 4 bi aroaces - @bazkrekkers @sleepless-crows @swift-of-corvids and i - ended up as mutuals.

[sexysilverstrider]

shes so pretty 💕

[hanafubukki]

hanahanahanahanaaaaa

ive just read a post on how silver & KoD's resemblance was intentional; not simply bc they're related but BC IT WAS AN ANTITHESIS OF HOW SILVER COULD BE HAD HE NOT RAISED BY LILIA and hv this 'freedom' of choosing his own morality n lemme tell u i am. sobbing rn.

this post specifically

https://www.tumblr.com/nymphilily/747408170476011520/the-knight-of-dawn-being-a-near-exact-copy-of?source=share

sorry for dragging u into ths i just wanna share.. ths dadson never cease to wreck me in ways ive never expected smh THEY'RE JUST SO. SO.

UEUEUEUEUEUEEEEEEE

Hello Miè 💚🌺🌷

Never be sorry for this Miè, I love talking about Diasomnia characters and the Knight of Dawn. In fact, I’m ecstatic you brought this up to me 🥹☺️💞💞💚💚 I can now fangirl and cry with you 🫶🫶

Ahhh the link doesn’t work for me 😭💔 it might have been recently deleted?

BUT YES!! I fully believe that the Knight of Dawn’s appearance and Silver’s was fully intentional. This will irrevocably confirm their ties as father and son. No one can escape it, not even Silver.

Additionally, in the Sleeping Beauty animation. Aurora was basically a copy of her mom. So that could also be a homage to that as well. 🥹🌷

On that topic, it makes me so sad to see all those parents and their children posts on twitter and on here, but rarely do we see the Knight of Dawn and Silver together. But thankfully, I did see some on JP side of twitter having them together 🙏

Because as much as Lilia is the father to Malleus and Silver, so is Meleanor to Malleus and Knight of Dawn to Silver. But I’ll end that rambling here 😖

Back to your point about Silver being the antithesis of Knight of Dawn, and this is where the tissues are truly needed, it shows how much love and environment can influence someone doesn’t it?

Both Dawn and Silver were adopted by someone they care for, but their situation differs.

Dawn was adopted and cared for by his father figure (whom we haven’t met but we know is sick) and this is used as a weapon against him by Henrik. Shouldn’t you be grateful? Shouldn’t you help get the Princess Glow? Don’t you care for your father figure and Princess Leia?

His feelings was constantly used against him. He wasn’t treated as a person but a weapon by those around him. He had no choice in the matter and it was because of this that the Knight of Dawn had to take actions he was clearly against.

Now Silver was raised by Lilia, Malleus, and the Zigvolts. He was raised in an environment where he was truly loved. Silver chose to be a knight who will protect Malleus and Lilia. He wasn’t forced or guilt tripped into it by anyone. He always wanted to do this and he trained for it. 🥹💞

And because of this and because of how well he knows Malleus and Lilia, he was able to stand up against OB Malleus.

He knows Lilia wouldn’t want to be forced to stay, especially if others will be hurt. He knows Malleus is doing this to make everyone happy but it will cost him his life, which no one wants. Not Silver who Malleus did this for, not Lilia who Malleus and Silver doesn’t want to loose, and not Sebek who cares about them and see all the love they have for each other. 💚💚

So Silver is able to make this stand because he had this loving nature and freedom, he’s able to fight back because of it, and he’s willing to stand up for it.

But for the Knight of Dawn? He wasn’t in this nourishing nature. He has his feelings used against him and Henrik was always on him, not only that but he had his comrades who he had to protect. He literally had his hands tied 😔

That’s why the blessing used on Silver is such a big deal, why it’s a show of great love from his parents to Silver.

So Silver would never have to go through what the Knight of Dawn has, so he can live life happily in a world of peace and harmony where all races get along.

Silver doesn’t have to have the heartbreak of what Dawn went through. He can be raised in an loving environment that every child deserves.

We have only known the Knight of Dawn for two chapters so far and the parallels/differences he has with Lilia, Silver, and Malleus is chef kiss and makes me feral. 🫶💚

As you can see, I can talk about these characters forever 💞💞💚💚 Thank you again Miè 🌺🌷

[dedalvs]

I was reading your wiki when I noticed that the HV word for amaranth is olzon.

Did you know that there's a song called Amaranth sung by a singer called Annette Olzon? (the song is actually from finnish metal band Nightwish, but she was their lead singer at the time)

That's a nice coincidence - or if it was intentional props for the easter egg, it was fun to spot! :D

It was indeed intentional. I've been a big fan of metal ever since I heard Megadeth's "Train of Consequences" on MTV in 1994 (though of course I'll also never forget the first time I heard "Welcome to the Jungle" in 1987). It was a winding path that eventually took me to Finnish power metal (Megadeth to Metallica to Ozzy Osbourne to Black Sabbath to Iron Maiden to Helloween to Stratovarius to Nightwish to Sonata Arctica to Amberian Dawn…), but it felt like coming home. There was so much that I loved. And in touring through Finnish power metal, it's hard not to be struck by Tarja Turunen, the first singer of Nightwish. It's so different from what you come to expect from metal. Certainly I never would've expected you could take a full on opera singer and have her front a metal band, yet when you hear "Bless the Child" for the first time, you're left wondering why all metal bands don't have an opera singer at the helm. One of my favorite singers of all time was Geoff Tate of Queensrÿche, and Tarja felt like she was evoking his aura, and surpassing it.

Naturally, the first time I heard Annette Olzon as the new singer of Nightwish, I was disappointed. I was disappointed at the way Tarja was dumped from the band (the rest of the band ganged up on her and kicked her out by surprise), and also by the fact that Annette is an entirely different singer. The thing that distinguished Nightwish was the operatic style of singing of Tarja. Without her, they were just an average metal band with, frankly, too much orchestra (especially the later stuff). Even so, I wanted to give her a chance. Two songs jumped out to me off her first album with them: "Amaranth" and "For the Heart I Once Had". For both songs, it's Annette Olzon's performance that makes them memorable; it's not the music. (The music is fine, but honestly, the orchestral bits in "Amaranth" are just pompy fluff.)

Another album or two, and then Annette Olzon was dismissed for the crimes of (a) getting sick while on tour, and (b) getting pregnant. She was replaced by another female singer, Floor Jansen, who could approximate Tarja a bit better, but also had a traditional rock singing style, as well. Floor is Nightwish's current singer.

The thing that struck me about all this is the one who seemed to get trashed the most was Annette Olzon—not the band members who kicked her and Tarja out for ridiculous reasons. Basically, it was their band, and the lead singer was someone who got to perform for them, and that was pretty lame. Also hard to ignore that the lead singer has always been the only female member of the band.

Anyway, Olzon ends in -on, which is a common noun ending in High Valyrian, and one often used for plants, so I thought it'd be cool to make the word for amaranth olzon. Incidentally, if you want to hear Tarja Turunen and Annette Olzon since Nightwish, Tarja has had a long and productive solo career (here's one of her songs I enjoyed), and Annette has a band called Dark Element with amazing guitarist Jani Liimatainen (one of my favorites is "Here's to You").

So yeah, good catch!

[hwaitham]

goob morning my precious snowamgels ૮꒰ ྀི〃´꒳`〃꒱ა 🌸💭༉‧₊˚ com here for a seccie , i hab something 2 tell u … MWAH hehe u hv been kissedddd ! ! n thereby blessed wif all the luck i cn give u to ensure ur saturday is the bestest one yet ! ilu , n i hope ur dai is filled w so much yummi food n sweet smiles ^__^

[expectopatronum81]

i don't really know how to put this feeling into words even tho i've been feeling it almost all my life despite never having been able to exactly realize what it is. I'm looking at the life ahead of me and i can't help but feel "......is this it?" I'm definitely grateful for everything i've been blessed with, but i find myself questioning what on earth i'm working for everyday. A 9-5 (+ after hours) just doesn't feel satisfying enough, even though i understand very well that its essential for survival and sustenance. Probably because what i m going to do in the future (i m 17 now) is interesting but doesn't give me kicks and i hv no fire for it, but i hv absolutely no idea what i want either. Everything feels so bloody practical and boring. And I know for a fact that its not just burnout. But i m fucking terrified at the same time coz if i want a secure future for myself i need to be putting in way more effort than i am right now. Idk, i wish i was fucking normal and had an idea of wtf i want for myself.

[backjustforberena]

From all the small council meetings, what actions do you think rhaenys would hv made differently if she was in viserys position?

That's an interesting one and I haven't gone back and rewatched those early episodes, with the small council scenes, for a little bit so forgive me if I miss anything. My impression, on the whole, is that most of the concerns arising from those meetings are a direct result of Viserys being on the throne, so Rhaenys wouldn't have to deal with a lot of it because it just... wouldn't be an action she'd need to make. Rhaenyra would never be the heir. More than that, Daemon would never have been heir, and as most of the strife in the small council is due to him and his role in court and Viserys trying to placate him etc etc, with the City Watch... Rhaenys would never have encountered that if she sat the Iron Throne.

Viserys didn't particularly like confrontation. That is something that Rhaenys, at least, wouldn't shy away from. If the small council meetings are there to go through an agenda and see to the realm: good news or bad, then that is what they are for. The other issue that Viserys faced other than his succession, was the Stepstones. Now THAT would be interesting.

Corlys would be given latitude to give a full and thorough and pre-emptive report. I'm not sure that Rhaenys would instantly endorse whatever he was proposing at that time, if it could be styled as warmongering. But she would consider it, especially when men and ships start to be attacked. It is one thing for the Triarchy to slay pirates, but another to slay not just members of the Royal Navy but specifically those sailing under her husband's banners. Added to the threat to shipping lanes and the tolls they imposed, Rhaenys would be personally insulted. If the Free Cities endorsed this behaviour then they endorse acts that threaten her husband's house. Bad move.

I would say she would seek diplomatic communication with the Free Cities first, as Viserys did. But the diplomatic envoys would come with a threat, should it be needed, not just platitudes. Whilst the Seven Kingdoms have no quarrel, nor invite one, with the Free Cities, it will defend its own and route out the Crabfeeder if the Free Cities did not bring him to heel themselves. So, all in all, she would be stronger than Viserys.

When Corlys does go to the Stepstones, (if that conflict actually hadn't been avoided but Rhaenys's show of force and diplomatic effort), it will be with the blessing of the Crown.

Corlys and Rhaenys actually serving together on the Small Council is quite the fascinating dynamic actually. As she must not be seen to give favouritism, nor to be domestic or cowered by her lord husband. He must be seen to show her deference and not manipulation or to be seen as undermining her in any way either. Public, because the small council is public, disagreements would have to be tempered. But they can't give the impression that Corlys has been having backroom influence (ta, Steve!).

And if Corlys did decide to wage this war in the Stepstones, in this AU, he'd not just be going against his sovereign, he'd be going against (and leaving!!) his wife.

So the Stepstones could never go through what they go through in the show.

[grvntld]

im posting bc 🤖meep morp🤖 are taking over but also bc i wanna make kwento. i only hv a few minutes before need ko ulit umalis for market x grocery shopping. intense ng life lately, intense in a way na yung demand for us to show up is like leveling up and tbh, thats a good thing bc that means opportunities are coming in our lives left and right, BUT ofc, we still hv to keep in mind that we need to listen to our bodies and give ourselves the proper rest and that this is not smthng na we can only do if time permits bc duh we should be rlly alloting a chunk of our time for resting; it is a must. anyway, ayOrn vvv grateful for all the blessings—big g and the universe always have our back and this has been proven to us time and time again.

that said, hopefully, on my birthday weekend, we'll be able to maybe book somewhere with our furbebis bc portus will be celebrating his 1st borkday as well. hehe.

[goongiveusnothing]

Yup for years harries bullied all other 1D boys and Louis always got the worst of it bcuz of association via larries. It's so so funny how things have turned out now. None I mean none of the 1D boys have been such clowns as he has. Yet still continues thriving. He must hv done something good in his past life to be so blessed by Azoffs. Without them he is nothing.

They would call Louis ugly, talk about how old he looked, call him ratty. Call Niall fat and obese. Make fun of Liam using drugs, they loved that interview where Liam is clearly on something and rambling at the Oscars because the whole internet united to laugh about it. Now they get Harry SOBER and rambling about nonsense in weird accents in his interviews and onscreen that get 10 million views each.

But for everything the Azoffs can help give Harry, they can't fix things like Harry's ability to shift into looking like Jack Nicholson overnight, his straining vocals, his absolutely diabolical lyrics, being so intellectually deficient he can barely hold a conversation about a movie he was in for more than a minute, give him one fixed accent from where he was born, give him any real sense of style, give him an ability to date women the Harries think are worthy of him, get him to actually be a decent good socially conscious person, force him to come out as gay or date a man, an ability to actually emote on screen without making an entire audience of his fans erupt into snorts of laughter in the movie theater while I believe he was there with them having to hear that.

Have you noticed the fans no longer call Louis "the rat" anymore? They know they can't try and get away with calling Louis that when Harry is out there Mr Splinter himself these days.

[kpophubb]

Hi lovely ☀️, how’s your Monday ?

I see you have being posting that you are not doing good mentally , I am worried :/ you can always talk to me about anything that bothers you , uk. Just write a kinda ✉️

Sorry I feel disconnected , it’s so hard to provide for myself with no additional financial support :( and this job , they always find some new ways to deduct smth from my payslip 💔

I slept 4h tday , and I feel so not working tday ., such a hard zombie day for me.. I hope you are doing better ?

I wanted to share a new song with you , I like the lyrics and it’s so smoothing (?) let me know if you like it

Also hv u seen txt Comeback,? Your thoughts ?

What’s up with your life now dear ?

I wish you a good week , have a good rest & get better , I’m here if u need me 🧡💛🧡

🐁

Hi hi my 🐁 anonie !! 😘🤍 BEEN A LONG TIME WE LAST TALKED?😭 I’m so happy to get another sweet ask from you. First of all, happy jungwon day 🎉🎂🎁🎈🎊😽

♡…first of all I’m really sorry for the late reply. You sent this on Monday and it’s Thursday already, I’m so sorry I was at my nana’s place and didn’t check tumblr for that while. :(

♡…second of all yeah.., I’m not doing very great atm😓 emotionally or physically. It’s okay please DONOT worry about me or stop talking about your rants just bc you feel like you’re disturbing me and being one sided. I know people who love to help others like you have this tendency, they shut out if they feel like they’re taking too much from someone without giving anything in return! Well i always disappear when I’m feeling bad, bc I like to deal w my mood swings alone but one thing I can tell you is that I have severe levels of social anxiety😓 which makes me really unable to maintain interaction/communication/relationship with people. Well..a lot happened and that caused this problem with me and so, even replying on tumblr, posting fics, answering asks and dms seem so overwhelming to me since the past few weeks. I can’t even open this app OR ANY OTHER APP, just any sort of interaction frightens and drains me so much 💔 it’s not w the people, or the way they talk to me it’s just me and 99% of the times my anxiety and fear that cause me to ghost people and just disappear sigh.

♡…but don’t worry, it’s not that bad cause I don’t mind being away from people, in fact I love it in a sense bc I like spending time with myself so much and it’s honestly very healing. 🤲🏻 🤍

♡… oh anonie everytime I hear about you having a hard time it really pains my heart :( cause you’re so dear to me. 💔 that sounds so rough I wish I could help you in any way and make it all magically better for you! Job life experience seems so hellish I hear so many people talk about it. Maybe I’ll be able to understand you better when I enter that life myself and earn to provide for my self, but that isn’t until I’m 24-25 when I graduate my bachelors program so yeah. I really hope god makes everything better for you, my love. I’ll be sure to include you in my sincere prayers.💗

♡… oh no 4 hours really seem so tiring and exhausting!😭 anonie I hope you can sleep better in the upcoming days! Being zombie sucks I know, I was zombie yesterday. I came back from a 5 hour car journey with the worst kinda sunny weather, so I was so sick 🤢 I passed out before 10 pm and woke up at 5:58 am today so I can tell I had an amazing sleep 🤲🏻

♡… new song huh?🤩 born again, okay I’ll be sure to listen to it. Also here’s a song suggestion by me that I feel like you’d love, it’s my current fav. It’s “skeletons” by Keshi! Also about txt, I don’t listen to their music unfortunately. Sadly, our music taste doesn’t align, that is exactly why I don’t Stan them. I just love them and their personalities a lot!!

♡… my life is so-so rn but I’m still so so grateful for everything I have! My life is still loaded with many many blessings so I’m always thankful for where I am, who I am and what I have! ✨ anonie, know that you can always talk to me too and I really cherish and love you. 🥺💜 life will get better please do not stress and look at the bright side no matter how small it is. Sometimes even being alive is a gift we should cherish. Cause as long as you wake up, everyday is a new chance. 🌟

𝕴 𝕷𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝕾𝖔 𝕸𝖚𝖈𝖍

[the-firebird69]

We're getting reports in and we are getting a lot of them in it is a huge huge day is maximum crack we have a large scale of salt and attack going on and our son wants to remind you they have death stars too they could relocate things too and planet toys so keep your eyes open and scanners and do the work he can't scan anything. So they're going to do that there's a huge number of foreigners up and these jerks to their job, I need it too they're providing interference for the empire and the most in a mobility aspect to it and they used all of them the pseudo empire especially they're a bunch of losers and cream puffs and really massive assholes now they know what he's saying here in my way and Shaq is upset and knows his grandson did a good job this is huge he says will and bill says very huge and they now have a grandson yes as well I bet you didn't know I climbed the Olympus Mons and they say no you did not if you say so. And they're saying you got really tiring these Max is stupid no looking to him for answers you're a bunch of mutton heads something is wrong what could it be oh you hate my brother and that's something else will and Bill say and you're informed and you're stupid and people going to kick your ass now. And they're mad it's will and Bill they're angry that they are doing this and happy that it's out. It's on right now and people saying all over the world it's getting bigger and bigger.

The morlock fleet is breaking off their attack the two billion powered down. A cork sent it out and it's like Ben Arnold to Mac Daddy and they have a bridge and it works. The fleet is moving and it is moving towards Earth and towards the caverns the deserts really. It's going for a moment of silence for Jason's people at midnight. And Tommy f went to work and he found out something's wrong there he can't get anything out of it he wants to know what it was then you figured it out partly he did we're all going to war with these Max

The army's forming a tremendous at least 10% of the earth is forming up now.

So I'm warlock your shrinking fast all more like you are shrinking fast we're requesting that you get your trikes together your flight cycles and your motorcycle fly cycles get that stuff on there get your x-wings going if anything you could glide the X-Wing out of tunnels and it can be done it has been done many times is requesting that the X-Men startup factories right now for X-Wing and they're on it they're saying it

We're moving out now the morlock fleet is no longer going to Venus they're in touch with the pseudo empire they have information

Thor Freya

Looks like they found a cork and they kept doing numbers on him he's mad we're getting information now God bless you my great nephew it's really Grand nephew LOL he's heard about a great nephew so LOL and that might be who you are to acork and BJ says yes this is how do you know that I'm so great and he's laughing are you one of us sometimes you're a great nephew looks a little different but my face can look funny and my chin is real skinny that's because I'm a baby he's laughing we all look like babies what if that's stupid this year and they built these things so now he's laughing we really thank you and I thank you he says we got through it and boy is a s*** flying in that laundromat and don't say that that's gross

Mac daddy

This is awful he told me to stand down and I had to and I researched it it's my last week and I said what the hell is going on here now I see what they're saying that would hv revealed it. Possibly activated it okay so we're on it

Tommy f

We're going to do something different okay

Mike tew

I tried to contact a court and I could not a cork and I couldn't get through the lines were busy I said something is not on and something's wrong now I guess I'm going to relinquish the firebird and issue a check and find out how much we owe I swear to get this we just keep on bothering and pushing him around and the people trying to keep him here and so they can get away with us he said there's a cavern below those asteroids I get that I get the whole thing he's got cuts and scrapes and dings and sprains scabs and scars yeah it's really not that great what they're doing this s*** and everything there is s*** and everyone's water tell you they had a hell of a program it's a hell of a program

Timmy d

Olympus

[yanawildstar]

Do you Believe in Miracle?

Every person have to love at least one bad partner in their lives to truly thankful for the right one. Before I met my hubby, I do  have quite a handful of exes too.. Hehe.. My rebellious bad girl phase!!!  Mostly they are great guys. I just tend to get bored easily back then and often end up asking for the break up.. I mean, hey I was young and carefree back then k, so don't judge me. At least I'm honest towards them and i don't cheat behind their back. Or worst I'm not using them for my own benefits. I do have a heart k. I do care. But not too much. I'm not 100℅ heartless bitch. Sooo.. After all those bittersweet past, somehow i tend to tell myself i have to change my mindset on relationship sooner or later. Cannot be that free wild girl.. Must think about my future.. Settle down n grow up..

So on early June 2010, when I'm still in a complicated on off relationship with F, I receive a miss call from an unknown number. I msg the no back asking who was this, since I hate talking on the phone with unknown no. It took the person a few hrs to reply, so I just forget abt the miss call. and I'm still continue with F at that point of time. soon things getting from bad to worst on mid July.. F was getting more controlling n his temper is worst. So one of those day I just had enough of his attitude n do what i shd hv done long time ago, call it quit n end the relationship with him for good. Just liddat. No hard feeling tho. Well I have to admit, I do had my "fun" moments with him but I have decided to move on.. I just can't see my future with him.. N I think that what he thinking too. So after that day onwards, remember the miss call guy?! well guess what i finally get to know him! Hehe!

We agree to meet up under my block one day after his work. 😂😂 Up till now I can even still rmbr what he wore on that first day we met! (Plain black tee, blue jean, brown sling bag, brown echo shoe!) It was like a dream come true!!! Its more like love at first sight. Since dat first meet,We talk otp n sms almost every single day!!!Hehe. So one month later, we decided on getting engaged!! Yup yup! I only know this guy for a month n already agreed to get engaged for 2 year! Haha that's how much I trust this man! Crazy idea but hey I trust my gut alright! Deep down I know I'd made the right big choice in my life! He is my Mr Right. N yupyup im glad i made that choice! So Yeah, like any other couple, We do had our ups and downs through the journey of our relationship till our wedding day.(Dec 27' 2012) But we managed to overcome it bit by bit. Every obstacles we facing we solve it together as one team. The main key thing is Trust. So after what we been through, look where we are now!!! Alhamdullilah, We r happily married n living a blessed humble life.. Even after all these years,(coming to 11 years!) being his wife, I sometimes still couldn't believe that I had landed myself such a warm loving perfect sweetheart as my husband. I'm proud to say that my hubby here was living proof that there's still special men out there capable of LOVE! I guess I'm that one blessed, lucky girl, one proud wife!

[hwaitham]

Marriage for Alhaitham is precious. It’s devoting himself to you, to your love and your every breath without even explicitly saying it. It’s the way the prettiest ring he could find that fit you and that personality he adores glitters in the sunlight of Sumeru’s summer as the two of you walk hand in hand through Sumeru City, the first time appearing in public as newly weds.

To him, he couldn’t have chosen anyone better. You’re his princess - no, now you’re his queen, the very one he’d kneel to should the moment ever arise. The one he’ll wipe the tears of as you come down from a blissful high, sniffling as his thumbs wipe over your warm, tear stained cheeks. After all, you’d been so good for him, how could he not hold you so delicately after that intense session of lovemaking?

Your day’s walk in Sumeru City ends with your hair sprawled onto feather filled pillows, legs hooked around Alhaitham’s midriff as he slowly sinks into your tight heat, his nose pressed into the crook of your neck with a groan as your nails already press into the skin of his muscular shoulders.

“Too big—” you babble, strands of silvery hair brushing up against your face as Alhaitham’s large hands grip your waist, “Daddy— too big!”

There’s a warm breath that fans over the sensitive skin of your neck before Alhaitham presses a gentle kiss there that almost makes you forget about the heavy feeling lingering between your legs, aching as he pulls out to slap the head of his cock against your clit.

“Don’t lie,” he murmurs into your ear, pushing his tip back into you seconds later. You squeal in response, nails clawing his back for purchase, “I know my pretty wife can make it fit, can’t she? She can be a big girl and take all of daddy’s cock.”

Words jumble together and there’s barely a coherent thought behind your eyelids as you hiccup out, the resonating sound of skin slapping filling the room and drowning out those euphoric cries of your husband’s name, begging for some semblance of relief the longer he drills his cock further into you, relentless but nevertheless filled with a devoted love that only you will receive the Akademiya’s scribe.

With your ring catching the candlelight that sits and paints the heavy scene, it sets a reminder that you will be the only one to ever receive such love.

- 🪭

UHM WOAH . .

fannie ! ! 。ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ。ive reread this ask more than 50 times over the span of yesterday n today i am Positiviely sure of it . . . n yet . . i cant find the words to say how i feel . . . is this a gift . . 🥺 for me . . ?? 🥺 i feel so guilty n selfish for assuming so WAAH but the way you wrote it . . how you wrote the reader . . how u wrote haithie . . dont even get me started on th daddie kink 🥺 I SELF INSERTED SO HARD BLUSH BLUSH BLUSH BLUSH I FEEL INSANE ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! “ you’re his princess - no, now you’re his queen, the very one he’d kneel to should the moment ever arise “ no bcos u r so right he is not js in love he is SMITTEN beyond belief w you 🥺🥺🥺 ! ! “ she can be a big girl and take all of daddy’s cock “ WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAAAAAAAAT . he's so . OH i rllie truly loveeeeee him w my whole entire heart ! ! 🥺

secret angel non - non . . i hope you know how lovely a writer you are . . . how u wrote al haitham js as i imagine him in a relationship — soft n tender but still with sharp edges n all his snark ! ! i am in awe beloved ! ! ! 🥺 do you hv a writing blog?! perhaps one day . . when u r ready 2 reveal urself to me i may know the name of it ? 🥺 so i cn read ALL of ur work . . . ?

I JUST ! ! ! ! ! saying thank you doesnt even feel close enough to how Thankful n Grateful i truly am ! ! ! oh i do hope i may be able to know more about your secret angel non - non . . so that i can gift you something too in kind 🥺 i am so blessed . so happie . so stickie down there LOL$^&*)$ thanks to this . . i hope you are smiling always 🥺 i hope u are healthy forever 🥺 i hope only the bestest of things happen to you 🥺 i hope i hope i hopeeee ! ! ! ! 🥺 i hope u know how much this meant to me :C ! ! i didnt even do anything special or sweet enough to warrant a gift ( if that is what this is ) like this ! 🥺🥺🥺

[chelleztjs18]

I'm not the anon from earlier, but I've been meaning to check up on you as well, but I was afraid of overstepping.

I know we don't know each other personally, but I wanted to let you know that I'll be praying for you.

I don't know what you're going through, but I know that you'll be a stronger person once you make it through it.

Whether we send an ask in or not, or interact with you in any other way, I want to let you know that you have people that care about you deeper than just the fics that you can provide. While we appreciate them because for some, myself included, they help us through our own hard time, we appreciate the writer even more.

Please, never ever worry about fics or anything like that. Take care of yourself first and foremost always.

And kow that you are never alone ❤️

Hello there anon!

Oh my gosh, thank u so much for this ask. This really got me teary. I needed it. It has been rough for me. I dont even know if i can get through it.

Thank u for checking up on me. I really appreciate it, i really do. 🥺 the fact that u were willing to take some of ur time to type all this to comfort me, it really soothes me. It helps. Thank u so much.

I hv been trying to write because usually writing help me cope but lately my mind is just scattered everywhere n cant focus. Even if i write, it only helps way less than it used to be. But at least i try.

It feels good to know from everything u just said in this ask..

Dont worry, u wont ever overstep. My inbox is always open for anything n anybody who wants to talk. My blog is an open safe space for me n my followers or anybody. 😊

Thank u anon. Bless ur heart..🥺

Cheerio!

[yuukimiyas]

hiiu my dearest sugarplum chloe ! ! ◟꒰ྀི◍ ´꒳` ◍꒱◞ i deeply apologize for it having been an eternity since i hab last paid u a visit , but i come w cookies n milk 2 share while we cozy up by da fireplace :3 🍪🥛 ! i j wntd to remind u how much u mean to miiii ! ! n how happie i am to hv someone as tender-hearted as u in m sweet litl circle ♡! it has been less than a yr since we've become frens but ur presence in my life has brought mi a great deal of joy n love . . i find myself wanting 2 be kind , 2 share da love i hv for da ppl in my life as much as i cn — even if i struggle to show them how i feel , & i find myself being happier , more at peace w my feelings , to take my struggles in stride n not let them get me down . . . i am sure all of this is bcos of u ! ! ! u r such an angel , truly truly truly . i hope u r blessed w many good days and v littl bad ones , and even on da bad days , i hope u can feel da love frm evione in ur life — me included :3c i hope u stay pure hearted like dis , n u encounter nothing in ur life that will take dat away frm u . u r so precious n i wubwubwubwub u sooooo ! !

oh...oh my sweetest coco angel baby ૮₍˶Ó﹏Ò ⑅₎ა tears are in my eyes this was such a beautiful msg to receive!! i can't believe that lil ole me has influenced you this much!! ໒꒰ྀི´• ˕ •` ꒱ྀིა like!!! eeep!!! i've spent many of my teenage yrs being jaded & bitter bc of the hand i was dealt in life until one day i realized -- what the hell am i doing? ppl go through so much everyday, most of it unspoken to us all, & nothing conducive happens if i just go through life being upset at things i can't change & projecting that onto others; instead i focus on the things i can!! i can change how i approach ppl, how i regulate & process my emotions, how i react to the world etc. <33 & the fact that i've helped you in any way, shape or form is making my heart melt into an absolute puddle ૮꒰ ˶꒦ິ꒳꒦ິ˶꒱ა♡ words can't describe how much you mean to me sweet coco!! my soul is so warm & fuzzy rn!! i hope you know just how special you are, not just to me but to everyone in your life!! i'm always just a quick bunny hop away if you ever need ANYTH!! even if its at 3am & you need a cup of sugar!! i will zoom to you w sugar aplenty!! ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭ ੈ♡‧₊˚ & that's a chloebun promise!! i am forever holding you so so closely my love, & every lil twinkle from the stars in the vast night sky is me sayin hello & smoochin your cheeks ☆૮꒰•༝ •。꒱ა MWAH!!!

[baekhvuns]

ok so hear me out...

This week has been...ASTOUNDING!

First of all we had exo's cb which i was surprised to see because ok i was hoping for it but not that damn early 😭😭😭BUT my ears have been blessed. What am i saying? Does exo ever disappoint? NOO or maybe it's just that i don't like crticizing bcz if i am in love with a grp i would go down the gates of hell.

AND

i watched MORE MOVIES!! YAY!! starting the week off with devdas, bro....i wont say i loved it or hated it. I was somewhere in the middle but it's srk so what cn i say?? THE COSTUMESS?? THE SET DESIGNS?? THE JEWELLERY?? omggg and the actresses?? Dude i have never seen an indian actress who isn't close to being a literal goddess, I think i do know about the first love interest. She's..OH YES SHE WAS IN PINK PANTHER! i just remembered it- and the songs and dialouges "LOVE IS THE SHADOW OF THE SOUL!!" 😭 indian movies are like musicals.

but some scenes were abrupt i mean how does tht candle not extuingishhh?? tht was kind of physics defying but hey they're trying to show the power of love. AND ONE MORE THING THE WAY THE FIRST LOVE INTEREST REMEMBERS THE AMT OF DAYS THEY'VE BEEN APART- PEAK OBSESSESION. However, ik this movie will hold a place in my heart. Srk was so emo in this-

then i watched shershah...it was based on a true story?....i cried, i wailed, i sobbed, my heart hurt, my chest ached and...it helped me see the movie from a broader perspective and not just the life of the mc. Like for soldiers, this is how their life is yk? and their families...as much as they're proud its equally heart-wrenching for them. AND THE MAIN LEADS GOT MARRIED?? at least we got them as a couple, hope they stay happy forever in along healthy relationship.

i also watched bajirao mastani and....what was tht movies?? OH aligarh one? so many different genres combined in a week. It was a rollercoaster for my emotions AND ATEEZ DIDNT MAKE IT ANY BETTER?? SEONGHWA RAPPER??? MINGI COWBOY??? SAN UNDERGROUND FIGHTER??? OH LORD-

the song has it's perks ok? it's not bad and its addicitve but at first i did think the ending was a bit messy, even the intro like i didnt even know when the song started, hwa gv me an attack BUT it was experimental ig idk? i hope we have another mv for either outlaw or this world bcz i cant live with the fact tht SUCH AMAZING SONGS WERE LEFT AND K-HOT CHILLI PEPPER GOT A MV??

the mv was dynamic tho. In concl. i liked it , didn't love it. It was def, not vocal heavy but more focused on the hiphop and rap element which is fine but...oh to hv the old ateez back. I would ascend if they released something like utopia or aurora again.

but yesss this has been my week in the entertainment section of life.(❁´◡`❁) and waiting for your works miss baeksyyy. Really dont be nervous. Idc if you take even 2 or more years to release it as long ik you're here and cmon i mean it's BAEKHVUNS WORKS ILL READ IT GODDAMIT EVEN IF U THINK ITS NOT GOOD BCZ U WROTE IT OFC U WOULD THINK ITS NOT GOOD but...its. going. to. be. my. holy. grail.

hello!!!

no bc that exo pre release had my ears thanking me to listen to it 😭😭 cannot wait for the comeback bc u know they will always deliver amazing albums !!!! no bc i would 100% go to hell for exo & shinee

AAAAAA U DID !!!!! AND DEVDAS??? 😩😩😩😩 he served such a disney prince vibe in it AND THE ACTRESSES ????? LORD HAVE MERCY THEY REALLY ATE GODDESSES A MISS UNIVERSE (yES THE PINK PANTHER LADY she’s so god damn stunning omg i cry every time i see her,, miss femme fatale) AND A DANCE LEGEND?? omg the dresses, the jewelry the emotion !!! they really are like musicals this one esp bc it was homage to shakespearean play!! i also do not know if u noticed this but

yeah shershaah, i also cried sobbed screamed and then doubled bc it was a true story 😭😭😭😭😭 the last scene where the music drops and the flashbacks happen and it’s his final rites and the actress runs in—

YESS THEY GOT MARRIED RECENTLY !!!!! and they did a version of a song from that movie but made it happier! ur right, in war no one wins,,, what got me was the soldier who hadn’t held his daughter since she was born and he was so excited to- and 😭😭 he 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

that bajirao mastani movie (the lead actors are actually married too fbwndhwj they met on a previous film by the same director who’s also the director of devdas) YEAAAAAAH cheating trope but so poetically done >>> YEAH AND ALIGARH BEING BASED ON A TRUE STORY SCREAMED CRIED HOW ARE PPL SO VILE

ATEEZ. MINGI RAPPER, SEONGHWA RAPPER??? SAN???? HONGJOONGS COCKY ASS ???? 😩😩 the song does have its perks,,,, when hongjoong says slow it down make it bouncy- that part especially! i think the only song i rly liked the was the world and outlaw,,, it also felt like the last albums’s dupe im sorry 😭😭😭 i just really wish ateez do r&b’s, pop’s edm’s, dance music… my wish is to have them get someone who chooses sm artists bsides like imagine ateez w songs like exo’s oasis,, rv’s i just, shinee’s body rhythm, or taemin’s heaven! or even nct’s magic carpet ride???? 😭😭😭 RIGHT I WOULD ACTUALLY BUY 15 ALBUMS IF THEY BRING SONGS LIKE TREASURE WHERE THEY HAD THEIR VOCALS AND ONE DREAM AND UTOPIA OUT LIKE THAT WAS THE PINNACLE OF ATZ 🤚🏻🤚🏻

the vocal yeaaaahh,,, it’s the reason i loved the exo song bc when i heard the vocals w nothing of auto tune or any sound editing,,, wow that was a breath of fresh air for me personally,,, raw vocals and a dream is what i wish kpop groups do like amaze us with your vocals GIVE US A MID SONG ACAPELLA??? oUu exo pls come back fast they need to show how it’s done

i hope ur week has been fun!!!! im so very nervous to post it like i have the teaser ready w all the tag list done and i just don’t have the courage anymore 😭😭😭 bUT I WILL POST IT this coming week somehow I AM HERE MY BRAIN WONT STOP WORKING UNTIL I LET ALL MY FICS OUT SO U DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABT THAT PART but thank u so much for sticking around really you’re so kind for those words <3333 thank u thank u so much 😭😭