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citrusvein · 2 years

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at work and my stomach is KILLING me. im so tired. it hurts so much and i cant do my work cause im stuck in the bathroom and i feel horrible cause my boss and coworker have to do so much cause im in here.

#like they said i could be in here but im fighting for my life #i need more caffiene but itll make me end up in here again #we open in 40 min 😭#i probably look as shitty as i feel #i just hope i can stay awake

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nerdsandbabyteeth · 1 year

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Future

#toh #the owl house #I’m not a huntlow truther but I have realised I can just decide the characters r however I want and make myself like huntlow vaguely #drew r this on a whim bc I was abt to fall asleep on thr desk in my free today and needed to stay awake and I really like it #I hope the heads look proportional I can’t be bothered to fi if not tho

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your-stranger-halfblood-things · 3 months

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Sometimes it's okay to beat things up *grabs baseball bat* PENNYWISE GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE

#just thinking about all the times richie visited eddies grave- OH WAIT HE COULDNT #because eddie didnt fucking get buried and his body is stuck in the sewers and richie tried HE TRIED to get eddie out #but the other stopped him so the sewers wouldnt crumble on him and kill him too #so he had to leave the person he grew up loving and was tormented for by bullies and a clown #so not only did he get picked on for being gay but he also had his best friend and first lover probably only lover die in his arms #eds richie would whisper when they would sleep over as kids #eds richie whispers now in hopes that eddies ghost can hear him and feel his loneliness as he stays awake for days thinking about eddie #and the face he made when he died and richie will sob in the dead of night just begging for eddie to come back #all because i liked a boy #he thought because he thinks pennywise did all this because he's gay and queer and gross and a freak and he deserves this #so he feels like pennywise did him right and eddies death was his fault #fuck pennywise #reddie #welcome to my ted talk #richie tozier #eddie kaspbrak #richie x eddie #eddie x richie #it 2017 #it 2019 #it book #it movie #pennywise #pennywise the dancing clown #pennywise the clown #homophobia

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biblicallyaccuratepigeons · 7 months

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Fanfic save me

Save me fanfiction

#I'm falling asleep and bleiugghhhhhhhh i just wanna stay awake but i have fuckin work at #yeah at 4:30 tomorrow #i wish i had more work so i could do this on the days i want to instead of having to fucking clean my area for sleep so early #so i can do well at work in hopes that i get scheduled more often even though there's no chance #bleeeererrrreeeeeeegghhhhhggggghhhhhhhhhhhh #i just. i just need a second job. i need a second job.

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doyeons · 5 months

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eberything was better when she was here >:(

#bella.txt #unfair… she’s gone and hazel’s almost equally grey as she is her regular fur color #i still have an assignment to do thts worth a notable amount of points due before my 8am class tmrw but um #i think i might just go to bed and try to do it in the morning 😭#bc rn im feeling like if i stay awake w/ my thoughts ill need to check myself into a hospital or smth 😭#mayb i can get extension.. ive never asked for one the whole time ive been here but maybe #anyways gn. i hope im normal in a few hours

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tenojan-in-tevinter · 1 year

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Another art! Was on a roll so I decided to finally draw my Tav :) idk how I feel about the style that happened it's different from what I normally do but we'll see. The coloring was my favorite part

#baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 tav #my tav #viktor tavton #baldurs gate fanart #my art #may have accidentally stayed up all night once again due to getting into a groove #oh well I'll just drink caffeine and hope I can stay awake all day #baldurs gate 3 tav #what else uhh #digital art #bg3 art #bg3 fanart #baldurs gate oc #sorry about the quality I drew it tiny so I had to crop all the extra space away lol #i could have just made him bigger in retrospect but there'd be a slightly different quality issue

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pyrriax · 11 months

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peace and love on planet earth.

this fic is. going places.

#haunted ecosystem #my day can be summed up in : two shitty conversations that i hated & one nice comment on asomatous #and also shaking like a sick dog. but thats unrelatedly related #idk i was gonna make an actual post about this fic then i opened the vault and felt nauseous so nvm about the original point of this post #i drew something? i dont think it really counted as drawing but today has been. a day. its 2:50am. why am i awake #pro tip go the fuck to sleep when it gets dark. you arent going to make good choices when its dark.#i have an ending for artificial stars? i have the idea for the other main fics of the series. i have an ambition that'll kill me one day #remind me to delete this later #im gonna go watch some random videos and hope this feeling passes. it's going to be okay and there is love in the world.#there is so much love you cannot even imagine. you'll learn about it when the time is right. there is love there is love there is love #there is so so much love and it exists for everyone out there. especially the people who are hurt / hurting. i love you. forever.#i care and i will listen to your woes and hardships and i will be there god damnit. stay. stay just a little longer #i learnt i write hardships that i wish i hadnt had to overcome alone. i write love ive never understood. i write the world the way i see it #so brimming with life and beautiful. its so beautiful.#goodnight tumblr. so much love <3

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imabiscuitinthousandworlds · 1 year

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IF I DISAPPEAR OFF THE FACE OF TUMBLR IN A FEW HOURS AND DON'T RETURN THIS EVENING SLASH NIGHT ASSUME I HAVE FIED DIED THIS FEELS LIKE A VERY TEAL POSSIBILITY RIGHT NOW

#MY HANDS ARE SHAKING AND I SAW LIKE FOUR DOTS JUST SEIM AROUND MY VIDION #YES I DID SLEEP ONLY FIVE HOURS AND THEN DRINK AN ENTIRE CAN OF MONSTER TO SOMEHOW STAY AWAKE #IN MY DEFENSE OTHERWISE I WOULD HAVE SLEPT THROUGH THE LAST FRENCH LESSON BEFORE THE EXAM #BUT ALSO EVERY EINGLE VAD EFFECTNOF CAFFEINE HAS HIT ME I AM SHAKY AND ZHERE IS A FLUTTERING BALL OF ANCIETY IN MY CHEST #I HAVE REGREST #REGRETS #I ALSO STKLL HAVE TO PRACTICEE A SONG WITH ANOTHER GAL WHICH EELL PLAY IN FRONT OF KIKE EVERYONE #AND FOR SOME REAON I THIUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA TO GO TO THAT ONE THEATRE ADAPTSTION AT OUR SCHOOL THIS EVENING #THERE IS SO MUCH HAPPENING #I AM STRESS AND SLEEP DEPRIVATION AND ANXIETY AND MOST OF THOSE IS BC OF CAFFEINE #THIS WAS A BAD IDEA #IG ANYONE KNOWS HOW TO FLUSH CSFFEINE OUT OD YOUR SYSTEM FAST ID APPPREAFIATE IT #BEFORE I VIBRATE INTO A SIXTH DIMENSIO INSGESD OF SLEEPING BEFORE THE EXAM #ANYWAY AS I SAID I HOPE I DONT DIE #HEART TOO FAST FEELS LIKE A REAL OPTION RN LMAO #SORRY OF THALL THE FAPSLOCK #FOR ALL THE CAPSLOCK #THIS IS FINE #a biscuit's rambles

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douglasfeiffel · 1 year

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I was dealing with the emotional impact of pasithea 33, listening to the credits and knowing that it would be the last I’d hear of this amazing podcast and- hold on a second. Harlan Guthrie???

#hi everyone! it is hour 41 in my whimsical journey to get home. I am in hell. I am in misery. words cannot describe what I am feeling rn #the pasithea powder #I’ve been awake for. a long time #I also fell asleep while listening to hfth but like a weird half asleep that I’m not really falling sleep #damn what happened to agent blanc…#ROWLEYYYYYYY #screaming throwing up etc etc #I love Morbius #MOREAU #they have the weirdest thing going on #anyway. I hope wherever Jane Sophie Moreau etc are they’re happy. maybe even agent blanc too even though I still hate him #can we all just hope I don’t have to stay awake much longer

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seventh-district · 1 year

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screaming shaking crying trembling wailing sobbing throwing up punching the wall in anguish and agony and angst etc etc etc

#Seven.txt #Seven’s Public Diary #cw vent post #kinda?? i guess??#cw dentist #anyways yeah. i have to go to the dentist soon and i wanna throw up just thinking abt it #someone just fucking hit me with a tranq gun and get it over with already oh my god i don’t wanna do thisssssss #but don’t actually do that cause i would deadass revoke someone’s breathing privileges if they ever sedated me without my consent #that’s part of what i’m so afraid of. i don’t know what i’m gonna do if they say i have to be put under general anesthesia for this.#i will literally cry and run out of the building #so here’s hoping that they can just numb it and keep me awake #i need to stay awake for this man it’s the only way i can handle it. i don’t wanna be vulnerable like that.#hhhhhhh last time i was in a dentist chair i was shaking uncontrollably and it’s so embarrassing when my body does that shit #i’m so afraid it’s gonna be like that again cause my fear has gotten so much worse as i’ve put off going #but my father will be there with me so maybe my need to appear strong in front of him will override my body’s need to shake in fear lmao #so i’ve got someone to take me and i’ve thankfully got the money saved to afford it so realistically i shouldn’t be upset #but i am so so afraid and no amount of logic is gonna help me out here. i already know that #i just have to go do it like i have to force myself to do all the other things i’m afraid of #ugh. i can’t tell if i’m nauseous cause of the pain radiating from my jaw bone to my brow bone or if it’s anxiety #or if it’s cause i couldn’t eat last night. or all three. probably all three #i’ve never had any cavities or serious issues with my teeth before in my life so this is so so so new and scary and i hate it #but i want the pain to stop so i gotta get this fixed. and never eat anything with sugar or acid or anything ever again #and brush my teeth one million times a day so this doesn’t happen again #sighs and collapses on the floor. i guess i couldn’t run from the consequences of my mentally ill actions forever #also no for once i didn’t actually punch anything. that was just a figure of speech. and i’m in enough pain as it is rn lmao

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capricores · 1 year

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getting asks makes me so happy, thank you guys for trusting my input and for taking the time to send asks!! 🥺💖

i have a feeling i'm going to be online quite often this week, so if anyone has any questions about astrology, spiritual stuff, healing, anything, i'm always here!! happy to answer asks about certain placements (ie: gemini moon traits, mutable dominance traits, etc), compatibility (taurus x scorpio sun compatibility), astrology topics (what do the planets mean, what are the houses, etc), take requests for posts (ie: what does saturn in the signs mean), etc!!! <3