#i just wanna d1e rn

[magxit]

I just wanna know how matty is feeling rn, he finally gets to be with his crush from a decade ago. I would d1e!!!

I want to know how is feeling about his mouth bringing so much hate onto Taylor. Like you get a shot with your dream girl and you doing a podcast a couple months before you are given a second chance has the potential to ruin everything.

[wanttobed0ll]

Ngl in a deep d3pr3ssive episode rn. In the middle of a real complicated situation with my partner. I just wanna crawl into a hole and d1e. I dont have the energy for anything. Nothing makes sense... nothing seems worth it. I just want to disappear.

[faverinfairy444]

i feel like throwing up

i just wanna d1e rn

i'm just internally de@d at this point

im just

staring at the train tracks just thinking about it

[slowly-shattering-heart]

Dear best friend, I wanna reach out to you and tell you how bad I'm hurting right now, that I don't think I can take this life anymore. But I don't want to burden you or make you sad because I don't think there's anything that can take this feeling away anymore. Even when im doing things I enjoy, I still want to d1e. I wish I could make it go away. I wish I knew how to tell you all the things in my head rn, but for now I will just give you laughter and smiles because all I wanna do is make you laugh and smile, I never want to make you sad, ever. I love you so much.

[ur-moms-depressed-bestie]

I hate myself so much srsly

So remember the girl I used to be friends with and my crush

I thought they didn't know each other but turns out they do and they seem to get along super well

Today at the bus just now they just started talking and I tried so hard not to cry my friend saw it and he got worried

I'm sorry I always have to be such a burden

The thing is, if they know each other and also get along there's no way he'd ever even wanna talk to me

BRO MY FRIEND FVCKING IGNORED ME AT THE BUS STOP.

I was right there standing fvcking next to her waiting for her to say hi or s o m e t h i n g but she straight up ignored me

This is actually terrifying am I srsly losing someone fr again and this time it's someone everyone loves

It feels like she was the only reason people ever talked to me I want to d1e so bad rn

I fvcking hate relationships friendships crushes everything it never works out everyone always leaves me I want to dissapear so bad

[tears-and-daggers]

I never do anything right, can't I just fucking die already?

[limielle]

quick doodle page for my last legacy mc + the beginnings of a sprite for the character template xd i know his personality doesnt fit mc’s if u think abt the way sage’s story goes but lace can fix him i promise

thoughts under the cut

i started playing this game with felix’s route and felt like it was rlly... i dont know. i wasn’t into it like i was with the arcana. but i liked sage’s introduction so i thought i’d try it out before really making up my mind about it and found that part of the story very fun. i’ve only caught up to sage for now, and im going to try and give felix another go and then anisa (i heard her story is on hiatus rn tho? so i wanna take it slow lmfao before i d1e)

overall i really enjoyed the story and the pacing of the romance felt a lot more realistic and comfortable for me compared to the arcana where you jump right in. i love the arcana btw i just. it always moved so fast (wc, if you’ve played the story, makes sense, but still xd)

i really dont like isekai and “average earth person gets pulled into a magical world and becomes special” tropes so I made my mc come from another video game world! he probably comes from a jrpg world. played around with the idea of him coming from a cyberpunk type world because the culture shock would be hilarious but maybe for another mc.

i got lots of thoughts about lace (and pre and post time skip sage? what a twist) and im hoping i can pump out more drawings for this game than i did for the arcana, since the arcana happened when my art career was beginning and i was rly frustrated with my lack of skill back then xd

[sapphorarelyreads]

im not even kidding i wanna fking die

my mental health is so fucked up no meds no therapy works

its a fucking nightmare

i just dont wanna fucking exist god i fucking cant deal with this

i just cant its so fucking hard and the only reason im alive rn is ik if i d1e my funeral s gonna cost money and i dont wanna be a fucking burden idek if this is me pmsing cause im supposed to get it very soon or this is a manifestation of my mental illnesses or its because of the finals i have tomorrow

this is so fucking cruel of whatever put humanity on this planet to just sit and watch me suffer every single day for the past 5 years wishing i was dead every single second

[saintobio]

the moment i heard about going to the grocery i KNEW we were gonna see her holy shit and this guy suna is INSANE fuck yall im gonna kill them both oh my god i cant believe he's telling ME she's his other half like... i already see it?? u gotta stfu u ugly

Anonymous said

sophia annoying ass bitch! oh my god got the notes to practice her stupid handwriting shes literally insane she needs to be locked up holy fuck i dont even care how much they love each other!!! this happiness was supposed to be mine!!!! i was NOT the one who took him but SHE took him from me im crying i CANT

Anonymous said

PLS I’M CRYING OVER CH 4 AHSJFHDJHDJSHSKSHSKSJSKSJS I just wanna enter that universe and throw hands or maybe ask Sophia what it’s like to build a relationship on lies while we all casually eat dinner ❤️ Pls if Y/N ain’t fighting, I’m fighting for her 💀💀💀

Anonymous said

omg I hate her fucking guts 😀 I’m so distraught like fuck offffffffff you sneaky sneaky stupid gorgeous bitch 🙄🤚🏼

Anonymous said

sophia is underestimating me if she thinks im not writing her name on the death note RN

Anonymous said

and sophia had the nerve to ask for MY room, bitch okay ill show u my cumstains on the sheet cause ur BF fucking ME hope ur heart gets crushed like idc u love each other u gotta HURT too fuck u d1e

when i tell yall my askbox is divided 😭😭😭 some are yelling and some are crying fr pleasejdjd i’ll have u guys know that sophia is kissing sunarin right now as we speak !! ahahshsb

[kyotarou]

hi i’m gonna log out of tumblr for the day and possibly the week because hq writing tumblr is a very scary and triggering place rn. skip this post if you don’t wanna see me rant.

to everyone waiting on a matchup, i’m sorry!! i’ll get to them i swear, i just need a bit of space rn.

and to my lovely bokuto anon and mod, i’m so sorry for being such a negative nancy. currently not in the best place rn and i understand if u don’t wanna interact for a while </3

bottom line: it’s never ok to tell someone to off themselves or d1e. even though those words were not directed towards me, they’re extremely triggering and now i feel really icky :,)

what’s going on makes me very very scared of my future on tumblr esp since i’m turning 17 this year lol. i plan on staying here for a while but with everything that’s happening rn i’m terrified that someone is going to make me despise this app/website.

[midday0dreams]

Hwy just wanna cry and i need to get this out of my chest-

I don’t feel special, and probably will never do…….……i have no friends and no one talks to me and i feel so lost in my emotions rn! I feel like i am unworthy of love and affection.. i feel like a failure. No one will fall in love with me as well.. i am not pretty and i have a awkward and quiet personality and the shitty one as well.. people are always scared to talk to me because i look “cold” . I run away from reality by writing and no one reads it which makes me feel so Humiliated and just i wanna D1E

hey.. not dont say that!

people are dumb okay? looks at history.. who cares?

you are special, there is one copy of you in this world 💕

you can send me your links and I will read them and reblog them if you want, and you can make a lot friends here if you are open to them.