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elvesofnoldor · 9 months

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honestly it truly is fucking nearly impossible to adapt interview with the vampire (1976) into any sort of visual medium that is 1. honest to the source material and 2. not triggering as fuck to watch. The only adaptation of IWTV that i will accept is a MAG style found footage audio drama of the entire book told as the conversation between Louis and Daniel. It'd be presented as the cassette tapes that the conversation was committed to, so it'd have the cassette tape audio effect the way that MAG episodes had. It'd also have the sort of eerie non-diegetic ambient mood music that MAG has, and the soundtrack would played over passages that's most revealing of Louis' true character. Different than the book, Daniel would interrupt Louis when Louis describes Claudia in very gross and p*do language, asking him to clarify, so that audience is more directly called to ask to question what kind of person Louis really is. And instead of ending in Daniel asking to be made into a vampire, this audio drama would end in Daniel questioning the narrative that Louis presented and Louis' intent for inviting him home after spotting him at the bar, angering Louis and prompting Louis to attack him. The cassette tapes would abruptly end with the attack. The End.

#tbh all the child abuse parts...smh i really do not like anne rice as a person sometimes #i guess you'd have to give it a trigger/content warning #but i think we as a society should have progressed to a point where we can understand IWTV as the horror story that it is #and sympathize with lestat and claudia #also i miss the magnus archives :( i should do a re-listen of the episodes #mae overshares #This audio drama'd be so easy to make #you only need two voice actors and some royalty free music #hummm idk maybe i should talk to my thesis supervisor about something #probably still gonna make what i was gonna make but idk #i just wanna graduate already

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sixth-head-of-the-hydra · 8 days

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My algebra/geometry/statistics/ethics teacher is surprisingly in the "men are useless without women" part of feminism while also being one of the most "women belong in the kitchen and their only purpose is to take care of children" kind of people I've meet

#how does he do it #wtf #i hate him #I miss my old teacher #I just wanna graduate already #I wasn't born to deal with this shit

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stuckinapril · 4 months

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might have a parisian girl era soon. we’ll see

#uncle who lives in belgium knows i graduated a year early + currently studying for the mcat #and he’s practically begging me to visit him in belgium and study there #and belgium is only around 2 hours away from paris so you best believe id be taking the train there every day #the thing is i study full time & only have a minimal part time job on the side so he and my mom would have to foot that bill #and idk i’d feel so bad. i’m already so spoiled. like i never had to work a day in my life but im 21 #it’s very much in arab culture to spoil the daughters like this but still !!!#it just feels like i have to put my big girl pants on and start saving + relying on myself more & more when it comes to that #so that’s probably what i’ll be doing. plus i have research + my neuro internship here and i cant just drop that #but once i get a research publication in a few months + save up my own money im seriously considering j putting myself on a plane & going #i’m sure he and my mom would have no problem paying but it feels wrong. this is one thing i rly wanna pay upfront myself i think #but if i do manage to pull it off it’d be so cool bc i rly wanna see him #and i rly wanna bust out the 8 years i have in french #p

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sailforvalinor · 3 months

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Val Is Pretty Sure She Might Be Losing Her Mind, more at 11

#okay so y’all. do you happen to remember Alcott Boy? the guy I had a crush on from school last year (or really the whole time I’ve been in #college honestly) who had Opinions on Little Women #yeah him. anyway I thought I was over my crush on him but GUESS WHAT it’s back and worse than ever #like I only have one class with him that’s once a week but guys guys I feel like I’m LOSING MY MIND like. I’ve never felt the urge to #actually go up to a guy and say ‘hey do you wanna go out with me?’!! like I would never actually do that but the urge is most definitely #there??? and it’s not even that he’s cute (although I mean I think he’s cute) but he’s really really intelligent and funny and very notably #always willing to bring up his faith in class discussions (and this isn’t really the campus for that) and I’ve always admired him for that #(this is also the boy that looked at something I wrote in fiction class and said ‘that’s it that’s what love is supposed to be like!!’ LIKE #) and I genuinely don’t know what to do #like should I be concerned that I feel this strongly so soon after The Boy?? should I be concerned that this might just be limerance???#my roommate has been offering to talk to him for me and ask if he’s single and is it insane that I’m actually considering it???#like if I’m going to now is the ideal time—I’ve already had my class with him this week and spring break is next week #and I’m certain he would never make me feel bad if he didn’t feel the same. but if he did wouldn’t he have said something by now? I don’t #know I don’t know I don’t knooowww #but I graduate in two months and I don’t want to regret it for the rest of my life

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pinkpastels113 · 28 days

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six more days till i’m done with this shit

#wenz can talk #i just wanna graduate already and not deal with anymore school anything school related #academic things #class of 2024

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bangcakes · 5 months

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#well ladies. what does it mean when he tells you he doesnt wanna keep in touch with the others anymore but then joins the server anyway #in which you know that the only person he tolerates (dare i say likes) is you #or maybe i sound insane idk. wish he'd make a Move on me already but then xmas IS v close so i mean #i get it #n also say it goes bad right.... have to see eaxh other at graduation #what im saying is..... if no moves have been made .... gonna ask him out in feb after graduation GZUDDTJITTDTDIZJT #IF i still feel the same and i think he'll say yes. hhhhhh this shid is so hard #im also like ... worried that the guy i made friends with that turned out to be snakey is like.... going to attempt to turn everybody #against me bc like...... one of my friends isnt answering me rn. tho she could be busy... im just Worried #he'll never turn the guy i have a crush on or my other friend against me tho. they dont like/trust him at all XTXIXTDIITDDIT #idk.... guess i'll just wait and see...#i cant stand... dealing with ppl that act like theyre still in hs. like come on ur in your 30s 😭😭😭#n e way... a lil rant LOL #personal

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ilonacho · 7 months

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it hit me what makes me the most miserable abt my work week is how it’s just school all over again. just hanging in there until the weekend. repeat. repeat. repeat

#5 outta 7 days im at work. 2 days of freedom #2 days to do chores n run errands n relax n sleep n draw n catch up w/ friends n go places #and if u gotta reschedule itll be weeks before ur available again #like for months now ive tried to get together w/ friends but our days off dont match n shit keeps coming up #not to mention im fucking tired! im exhausted! i want to sleep in and then draw the rest of the day!#i think the worst part is that back in school.. at least it didnt matter as much? because it all led to an end aka graduation?#like i didnt mind the wait for next weekend as much cuz it was temporary #like eventually ill graduate and then ill have freedom! (i thought? for some reason??)#but now its like.. the weeks are going by so fast this year is already almost over i turn 26 in 2 weeks #and this is.. the rest of my life? like youre kidding right? this cant be it?#i get off work n then i have to take care of the cats n chores n then eat dinner n then shower n then its late and i gotta sleep #before work the next day. i dont have time nor energy to rly do anything #and ill get that feeling of like. oh well at least it brings me closer to the next ‘weekend’#but i dont wanna live weekend to weekend #i mean im thankful to have a job n coworkers i love like i truly hate it there sometimes but i also am happy and thankful for it #but yknow.. it shouldnt have to be like this #i worded this so much better in the shower but im tired of feeling like school part 2 like what the fuck man #ive had work every single day since we came back from our trip n i just dont have time/energy for anything #i need to open commissions back up but i havent even gotten around to starting one a friend asked for #not to mention this years christmas card ive barely got the sketch done for #and again. my favourite holiday. halloween is on tuesday and while we did plan halloweeny stuff it just has not felt like halloween #i havent had any ideas/energy/time for any halloweeny art #+chores n errands etc lmao we havent even been to the grocery store yet (calling us out here)#it just. suuuuucks aaaaaass man the world is so beautiful life is a gift i dont wanna spend it like this

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rosenfey · 8 months

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I want my books already but the pakig delivery company said its gonna be late october </3

#ambie.txt #maybe by then I will figure out where to put them actually #because my library is absolutely packed. rip. might have to start stacking them #but they are already stacked. I need to make new stacks on the previous stacks #oh god #it never ends #I just wanna hold my new babies and read theeeem #I haven't read anything out of choice for years now I'm returning to my roots #as soon as I graduated fjdn I'm like OK NOW I CAN READ BECAUSE I WANT TO #and not because I must lmao

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httpiastri · 28 days

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Opinion on the kimi rumors?

oooo i assume you mean abt him replacing logan? welllll honestly idk really what to think. replacing him after miami seems way too soon for me, replacing him for/after imola is also very early….. i'm kinda feeling the "give him a year or two in f2 before rushing him into it goddamnit", HOWEVER i'm also someone who sees being challenged as something positive. like, if he could get the williams seat and get a lot of tips and inspiration from a good driver like alex, that could be good for him. it's all about how well and quickly he adapts i think, and he's always been quite quick at that, no? if we think of it as something that can be good in the future for him and not just about what he performs today, i do kinda see it as something positive

that's just looking at it form a kimi perspective, though. thinking about logan breaks my heart because he does not deserve that, christ. they said last winter that they trust him and wanna keep going with him, and then they wanna replace him in the middle of the season?? make up your god damn minds williams. give him a proper chance (without giving away his car to alex lol) and then fire him after the season if you're not happy. this doesn't sit right with me :(

bUTTTT my biggest concern/thought/question: if kimi does end up moving up, who's taking his seat in f2????? place your bets down below 😎😎

#idk if they would wanna go for someone who's already 'graduated' or just move someone up #because let's say that dino and gabriele are both fighting for the f3 championship by then???….#WAIT or are the rumors about moving kimi up AFTER monza?……#no he turns 18 before monza so it's gotta be for monza #no??#either way after monza they can move up some f3 dude……..#ahhhh #okay im just rambling #biased but i do want it to be dino :)#asks!#anon!#kimi antonelli #f2

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supercantaloupe · 1 month

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as much as im ready for the semester to be over i am. dreading. the arrival of may

#i wanna talk about me #i'm already alone and stressed and overworked and need a break but #at least during the school year i have work. and orchestra #which is to say. my social life.#but when summer comes everyone leaves. and i'm alone again. with not nearly enough to do.#and half the people who left aren't going to come back anyway because they're graduating.#i'm so fucking tired man. can i just fall asleep and wake up and have it be like a year or two in the future #with a job. and a circle of in person friends nearby. who actually like me not just tolerate me #and not needing to avoid certain areas of the city or worry about hiding my necklace in public lr #lest i get hate crimed for existing while jewish #i'm so tired. can it be over yet please

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starseungs · 1 month

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can they stop making me do things that forces me to go to campus and be out for practically the whole day 😭💔

#꒰ ✒️ : cielle's diary ꒱#I JUST WANNA HAVE TIME TO WRITE WHILE IM STILL MOTIVATED TO ;;;;#like girl i'm done !!!i submitted by graduation application already and its approved !!!#i dont wanna be back for while unless it has smth to do with grad ....

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undefeatednils · 2 months

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Stuff in tags, only wanna semi-scream into the void

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#nils talking #feeling very tired after this week #the start was so full of uncertainty and while a bit of relief has set in #I'm just drained #tomorrow I'll be visiting a friend for a semi-regular thing and I'm not really in the mood #but I also don't wanna cancel so I hope I'll just feel better tomorrow than I did the last few days #bc I do feel kinda lonely rn and like I'm treading water #I need change and closure and I won't get it before the year is over #too many variables too much that still needs to happen first #but there could be smaller changes that are less drastic #connections that don't need to be for a long time but rather beautiful moments #or a deepening of connections I already have but which are very marginal #at the moment I see both potential within me but also my current limits and limitations #anyway I just hope that the next few months will bring happiness and progress for me #I don't wish to fade away into the background #I want to try my best at making an impact and being remembered fondly #to not just be the awkward fat person that stood in the corner of the party #or who was just a random fellow student or coworker #I hate feeling powerless but it's so difficult to change things when you lack the energy #sorry about this if you read this you're entitled to compensation #also for the record I don't recommend looking up what former classmates are doing a decade after graduating school #it's a mostly depressing affair

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airenyah · 2 months

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should i just. study theater- film- und medienwissenschaft

#it will keep me stuck here even longer but #i am so tempted #i don't even have to graduate from that like. what if i just signed up and took the courses i'm interested in #go sit in the lectures without taking the exams in the end #it's not like i need the title anyway i already have one BA #who cares if i finish a 2nd one or not #it would be purely for personal interest #airenyah plappert #yeah it's one of those nights where i'm having a crisis about my future career #i need to go work in theater and/or film so fucking bad #that's the only thing so far that has felt SO RIGHT #like dgmw i have fun working with adobe programs and i have a huge passion for language and culture #but neither graphic design as a job #not what we've been doing in my translation classes #has really called out to me as a career #on the contrary. it all makes me wanna scream "I DON'T FUCKING WANNA BE DOING THIS AS A JOB THIS IS A HOBBY TO ME''#but when i'm at rehearsals? even when i'm super overwhelmed bc i'm doing the shitty assistant director's job as a fucking hospitantin #it just doesn't feel like work to me at all like. i constantly have to remind myself that i have to say things like ''i'm at work''#or ''i can't i have to work'' bc i keep forgetting that it is in fact work #i have so much fun making sure everything is in order and i love taking care of my actors #and i'm GOOD at it. it's easy for me #god can june just fucking come around i just wanna start rehearsals already #screaming into the void

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fyodorloveclub · 4 months

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biochemistry is gonna actually be the death of me

#someone shoot me please #I JUST WANNA BE GRADUATED ALREADY PLEASEEEE #being a stem girlie is all fun and games until you actually have to be one

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sailermoon · 1 year

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everyone stop telling me how poorly teachers are treated/paid u are not helping my cause here 😭

#like why is that appropriate to say #as if I don’t know these things already #I just wanna graduate and figure my life out like once I have a degree I feel like I’ll have a better idea of wtf I’m doing

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constantly-confused-queer · 2 months

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Senior meetings are the stupidest thing ever. They had someone come in and talk to us about fucking happiness for half an hour. Like dude. Shut the fuck up, nobody cares. We all know we're depressed, why are you talking about it?

#20 days #i just wanna graduate #i wanna leave school #i dont care about it #its so stupid just let us go already #I speak

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