Piper: why are there letters in math.
Leo: its to show an unknown. If you really want to make it easier just rearrange
Piper: huh?
Leo: BRERDRMRARS
Piper: what the actual fuck Leo?!
Leo: its just BEDMAS but with Rs to show rearranging. Let me show you.
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okay exam update cuz im actually really pissed off.
so im autistic + adhd, and only been diagnosed relatively recently, so i havent really been getting assistance until now. (autism diagnosis last year, adhd 2 years ago.)
my last exam was (still is) this period, and im going home once i finish it. one of my other exams i was sent to special ed (itās called different things in australia and other schools but i dont wanna get doxxed) and the chick helping me (weāll call her charlie) told me she couldnt even read the questions out to meā¦ like i legit get more help in my normal exam conditions.
she told me WHILE HAVING A PANIC ATTACK āi think i know why your so upset, because you know you dont listen in class and just sleep and draw on your hand.ā cunt, what..?
HOW ARE YOU WORKING WITH NEURODIVERGENT KIDS..?
i literally have spent my whole life wondering why i cant listen in class and hearing ājust reread it.ā or āyour not listening hard enough.ā is so fucking tiring. maybe explain it? she refused to help me because i āwasnt approvedā to have a helper
the school knows im autistic so why do i have to be approved to get the help i need? like you dont have to make up all these forms and files. you have teachers who can help me literally in the building who could help me but you refuse.
okok i got rlly off topic but tldr on what happened today:
my teacher sent me to the special ed area to do my exam (last time he did they told me to go back) also shout out to my english teacher hes a legend. he gave me my sheet, i took a ritalin, said bye to the people i liked and left. (i used to take ritalin daily but now i jst take it to focus better in exams and shit)
i went to se and saw a couple kids i knew. one i hated and didnt know why he was there, one who has some mental problems so i understood why he was there. hes a sweetie. and some chick i knew who broke her wrist and had to write on a laptop.
so one by one they were assigned a teacher who would sit with them and help them/ read out questions and then the lady said āoh chloe your not supposed to be here, you have to go back to class.ā
are you fucking kidding me.
i completely understand its not her or my teachers fault im not meant to be there, but im allowed to be a little frustrated. i asked why i kept getting sent here and why i couldnāt get help.
same shit about documents and boring stuff.
keep in mind i get ndis funding so i thought that would impact my education experience but nope, literally nothing. i also understand there could be things my mum hasnt done and thatās completely ok she has her own life, but also THE SCHOOL KNOWS IM AUTISTIC. that should be enough. its like i only get the help if i start ditching class and become an eshay or some shit like i shouldnt have to become a troubled kid to get help.
so the lady said my only benefit i even got from the school is like 5 minutes extra time. and she told me i could either go back to class or do my exam here( which means i could get no help/ questions read to me.)
ngl this was dumb of me but i said ok bc i didnt want to go back to class after saying bye to everyoneš
so i sat there with one airpod in, a pen that didnt fucking work, the only help i could get was eavesdropping on what the assistant teachers were saying but they were so quiet. i did manage to write some stuff but it was pretty fucking stressful. i couldnt stop thinking about what charlie said (the lady helping me with my maths the week before.)
this may sound super dumb but i saw a crow fly onto a table outside and i felt like it was watching over me. like it was looking right at me. it made me feel a bit better and i got some work done.
it wouldve been fine if those fucking assistant teachers didnt keep giving me pitiful looks like bro. i know im fucked.
anyway i finished my exam (barely) and went to the bathroom to tell my friend ab what happened, caught a bus home and am about to play dbd š¾
sorry for the long post im jst so pissedš but ily guys and ill post i swearš
song of the day:
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AHHHH YOURE SO ADORABLE.
Damnnn fake gagging??? ššI didn't know I was that baddddd. What can a girl do when she's soooo down bad.
How is your maths working out sooooo neat. I have the worst handwriting ever and then my thought process is wack so like everything always ends up in different areas yk.
Chemistry calculations are the worst and it doesn't help that I also despise chem with a passion but bio calculations make me actually wanna drop school and pursue other career options(š¤).
Mrs.B sounds like a B fr fr like why sooo mean. Don't stress about your writing too much. As always I believe in youuuuā¤ļø
- ā¤ļø
(Nooooo don't beee sadddd I'm sorry honey. I think our time difference is hugee. I am also training and working a lot so I sleep a lot and my schedule is haywire but trust, you always on my mindā¤ļøā¤ļø)
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(also sorry AGAIN i read this in the middle of my 2 hour class and then spent a lot of time smiling at the floor instead of paying attention but now iām home and can sit down and properly reply itās like weāre exchanging letters LMAO)
NO LIKE i mean iām having fun! i like it if you couldnāt tell LMAOO iām giggling and kicking my feet! i think you are doing exactly what a girl should do when she is down bad š¤š¤ she just hates to see a real bitch (me) win (be happy) (im mostly kidding we love each other fr)
omg i thank god everyday that i have at least somewhat decent handwriting but real on the thought process being wackā¦ especially w math like i go all over the place thatās probs why itās my worst subject
boooooooo you just donāt understand the magic of chemistry itās amazing!!!!! like omg nomenclature??? i loved that unit sm!!!! the first test of the year i literally got a 100/100 likkkeeee also i LOVE nuclear chem but anyways.
wait hold on i already took bio but i donāt remember CALCULATIONS??? but i think it might be diff considering my bio course is called living environment where i live
OK NO. NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!! MRS B IS THE SWEETEST MOST NICEST PROFOUND AMAZING PERSON IN THE WORLD LIKE I LOVE HER SO MUCH SHE CHANGES MY LIFE ON THE DAILY BUT SOMETIMES SHES A LITTLE BLUNT
today she gave me and my bff honey chocolate hearts and once she gave us bread (thereās a picture somewhere of me and my friend walking through the hall with slices of bread in our mouths) and also she brought in a crockpot of spaghetti and force fed me I DONT LIKE MARINARA SAUCE i was like āno thank you!ā and she said āADDIE WHAT!! NO NO YOU EAT THE PASTAā
hahaā¦ iāll try not to stress but i think we all know how that will work outā¦
(i headcanon england for you btw or like some sort of european country around there bc likeā¦. āmathSā and āapologiSeā and also the whole cm thing. wait what are you training for like a marathon or is that just supposed to mean like you just go to the gym? anyways i hope you donāt overwork yourself ā¹ļø ā¹ļøalso i think YOU should tell ME about YOUR day š)
(well ig i feel a little bit better if iām always on your mind š¤š¤š¤) (youāre always on mine tho š)
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I didn't know what to post so I just said to myself: "Why not speak about life in Liceo Classico?" Honestly I know you guys don't care about it but hey I'm going to speak about it because I'm kinda bored so yeah šš¤
Let's start with a brief introduction of what is the Liceo Classico.
The Italian āLiceo Classicoā is a high school major in humanities: it is possibly the only high school in the world where pupils study both Latin and Ancient Greek and itās internationally renowned for its advanced curricula in philosophy, literature and history. The literal translation from Italian to English of āLiceo Classicoā is āClassical Lyceumā but, as we anticipated above, itās correctly translated as āhumanistic secondary schoolā or āhigh school major in humanitiesā. The āLiceo Classicoā is the oldest and most prestigious secondary school in Italy and, before 2012, was actually divided in two segments: the first two years ā called "Ginnasio" or āGymnasiumā ā trained the students for the second part ā the real āLiceoā ā which lasts three years. Now, the first two years are called "biennio" (transl. two-year period) and the last three "triennio" (transl. three-year period). Besides that, it was considered so prestigious that, up to 1969, you could not attend an Italian university of any kind if you hadnāt obtained a āLiceo Classicoā diploma.
This is our week hours. The translation is:
Monday:
8.15-9.15= Italian
9.15-10.15= Science
10.25-11.15= English
11.15-12.15= Maths
12.15-13.15= Religion
Tuesday:
8.15-9.15= Latin/[Ancient] Greek
9.15-10.15= Latin/[Ancient] Greek
10.25-11.15= English
11.15-12.15= Italian
12.15-13.15= Geography and history
Wednesday:
8.15-9.15= P.E
9.15-10.15= P.E.
10.25-11.15= Latin/[Ancient] Greek
11.15-12.15= Latin/[Ancient] Greek
12.15-13.15= / (we leave school earlier)
Thursday:
8.15-9.15= Latin/[Ancient] Greek
9.15-10.15= English
10.25-11.15= Geography and history
11.15-12.15= Maths
12.15-13.15= /
Friday:
8.15-9.15= Latin/[Ancient] Greek
9.15-10.15= Latin/[Ancient] Greek
10.25-11.15= Geography and history
11.15-12.15= Maths
12.15-13.15= Latin/[Ancient] Greek
Saturday:
8.15-9.15= Latin/[Ancient] Greek
9.15-10.15= Science
10.25-11.15= Italian
11.15-12.15= Italian
12.15-13.15= /
Our school schedule is not messed up at all, actually. This is really good, considering many things. Of course, we have homework everyday and this week, for example, we had a test every day and the next days we'll have tests so yes, this is normal here. Oh, plus, not only tests, but also oral exams where our geography and history professor gives us 110 pages for the next day at 11.27 p.m. Oh, and she's a real bastard, like, she calls 8 people to her desks, does 2 questions each (things that she didn't say in class/things that aren't in the book), she continues to interrogate even when the bell of the end of the lesson rings and she gave all the people in my class a 3 (We have a 1-10 grading system, and below 6 it's a red grade, an insufficient). Like, for tomorrow, I have 130 pages plus the greek oral exam! Oh, also, today our latin-greek prof (don't get me wrong, we love her) entered our class and said "put your desks apart šš" That means, there was a surprise test. Of greek. And god I went to school with 37.4 degrees of temperature (basically a fever) and pfft my mind was not working so yes š
These stuff that you see up here are our daily homeworks...of greek. Because yes, we have latin too for the same day!
These are the homework I had to do for today.
Ahem, so, after you cried and asked yourself why the fuck did you go to this school, you watch the clock and see it's 1 am and you think you can finally sleep, but you remember that the professor said some homework in class and she didn't put it on electronic register. With the will to live below zero, you take the enormous dictionaries.
The last step is believing that God actually exists, since you finished at 4 am and you have 2 hours to rest before waking up earlier (6 am) than the other days since you didn't understand half of the stuff that your prof will interrogate you on.
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What Homeschool Was Like(wasnāt really school at all):
I was labeled in school with a ālearning disabilityā and made to feel I was incapable of doing things on my own. I cried a lot when it came to homework and learning anything new. By the 7th grade, Iām spent. I just canāt continue pushing myself. I felt I couldnāt get past this ālabelā and I simply gave up. I stopped doing my homework because all day at school, teacherās aids make me feel like I āneed their helpā then they send me all this homework home to suddenly do it on my own??? Talk about being confusedā¦. So at some point, Iām failing the 7th grade. The one teacherās aid, felt sorry for me because I wasnāt a kid who ever caused ātroubleā and she knew I was failingā¦ She took it upon herself, took me into a back room privately and GAVE ME THE ANSWER BOOK!! Literally I cheated my way through that yearā¦
Eventually I felt guilty for lying and cheating, so I confessed to my mom and she was furious at the school system!! They had a meeting about me and basically the teacherās aid said there wasnāt enough āhelpā for me, that they were already underpaid and they didnāt wanna see me fail. (They didnāt wanna lose money) My mom made the choice to start homeschooling after that! Oh happy day, I was THRILLED!!! I didnāt know what would come of it all thoughā¦
Once Iām homeschooled, I now have to reprogram my entire brain and way of thinking. My mom sets this book Infront of me and says āOk, get startedā š¤Øš³ I just sat thereā¦ Eventually I was like, āUm, arenāt you going to read it to me???ā My mom was flabbergasted and says, āYOU KNOW HOW TO READ!!ā I explained to her that the teacherās aid ALWAYS read papers to me. I wasnāt ever allowed to do it on my ownā¦ My mom made me read stuff on my own and try to get the answers by myself. However, I had gotten lazy and use to cheating so whenever my mom would leave for work, I would go to the back of the book and coppy the answers š Then my mom would come home and say, āYou better not be cheating.ā š¤£š¤£š¤£ I was.
Throughout the 1st year of homeschool, I realize how insanely quiet it is with everyone gone to work and me by myself trying to fight the temptation to cheat. I learned to talk to myself šš¤Øšš¤£ Yep. I was my own companion and I would sit at the piano every chance, talk to myself about what song I wanted to write next or sneak to watch MTV. My Christian mother was very against mtv but back then it was more about music videos than it is now. I just wanted to listen to music. Eventually my Uncle Sam needs a babysitter because he has a boat load of kids and I would go babysit for weeks at a time. I practically lived at my uncleās house when I was 14.
At 15, Iām now technically a 9th grader and we move into my grandmaās house to take care of her because sheās diagnosed with dementia. Everyone has to work so that leaves me with her all day. I still helped my Uncle Sam out when I could and now my brother needs me to help with his kids too. I pretty much raised my broās kids!!!! 7 years my grandma lived and I was with her alllllll the time. My entire teen life was devoted to her and my broās kids. School was pushed on to the back burner and I pretty much gave up on my education. I never stopped learning music though. I continued to write music daily. I spent many many days changing diapers, making lunch, getting my grandmaās medicine for her and writing songs. Thatās all I did with my life for so long. I did not take care of my own needs. They were completely pushed onto the back burner.
When Iām turning 18, I go for my GED and take adult classes at night but it seems too hard. I give up again š Then I got my 1st boyfriend, Stewart who had also dropped out of school and never got his GED. Together we went to night classes and he helped me with my math šš»šš»šš»šš» He passed before I did but then we graduated together with all these 50/60 year old adults LOL š¤£š¤£š¤£ I never dreamt that was how my life would turn out and I STILL felt stupid. I had never learned how to drive a car, I was too scared š„ŗ I had to dump Stewart because he refused to work ever and was taking advantage of my parents š
Being home all day to take care of everyone, made it impossible to date and thatās why all of my boyfriends were from the internet. It made it EXTREMELY easy to date emotionally unavailable men because they can lie so easy over text and I was so incredibly lonely and insecure. I had no confidence and felt totally invisible every day of my life. To be āseenā by anybody was a big deal to me. Also, some celebrities would acknowledge song covers of mine or even songs I wrote. I never took that as āsuccessā. I never felt good about myself. I continued to put myself downā¦.
I never would even attempt to learn to drive a car till I was 27 and met my husband. He was the 1st person to give me any confidence to try!! I would get frustrated when I would make a mistake on the road and shout āIām just too stupid!ā ššš BUT my sweet husband would get mad and yell back āYou canāt say that about yourself!!!!!ā ā¤ļøāš©¹ā¤ļøāš©¹ā¤ļøāš©¹ wow I do give him all the credit for helping me learn to drive. He was with me when I passed my drivers test and I ran out to him with my papers and shouted āI PASSED!!!!ā ahhh man that didnāt stop there though. The 1st time I have to drive myself to the grocery store after weāre married, Iām pacing the floor with so much anxiety worried Iām not gonna be able to do it. I had to pray and talk myself into doing it.
For the most part, I have come to realize that people will label you and project their own limits and fears on you. You can wear those labels OR you can gradually work to break free from that. One baby step at a time. I use to get so overwhelmed with life and have these suicide attacks, just these outburst of hysteria where Iām feeling life is way too hard on me, Iām overly sad from being betrayed by Cody and Andrew, plus Jake always coming around and being critical too āas my good friend who wants whatās best for meā. I took a lot of hits!! My mom would always pray for me, calm me down and talk me off the ledge. She knew I struggled but she didnāt know how bad it was. I wouldnāt tell her about my online boyfriends because itās embarrassing and shameful. I was sending my nudes online to these men and Jake posted them on twitter and facebook. I often worry my photos are still floating around out there šš but itās my own fault!! I canāt take it back.
Today, I am still fighting against the āold meā and the lies I endured all my life. I WILL overcome all of it but probably not all at once. Itās always one day at a time ā¤ļøāš©¹šš»šš»šš»
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