#i love my boy sm ughh

[coichii]

BROWNIE BATTER - FELIX

pairing - bf!felix ♥︎ fem!reader

genre: fluff

word count: 0.6k

warnings: mentions of food, smooching

A/N : happy birthday felix <3 we all love you sm! (On an unrelated note I’ve been getting a lot of verbal engagement really which I really appreciate so much :)) thank you guys for readying my works!)

“I found the cocoa powder Lix!” You yell out. The boy responds with a small screech, making you giggle.

It was Felix’s birthday today. You’re not complaining about how the day was turning out now, but you do wish you hadn’t let Felix talk you out of taking him somewhere special.

When you had proposed the idea, he immediately said “a day spent with you is the perfect one for me” which of course, awe! but also ughh. You just want to show him your love, but, if this is what he wants to do on his birthday, you’ll oblige.

“Good, that’s means we don’t have to buy some anymore.” You hear him pant as he runs back towards you.

“Great, now all we need is some flour. Could you check the cabinets babe?” He nods at you, following your instructions and beginning to scavenge the cabinets.

While he’s looking, you begin to mix the ingredients you already had together. “Ok, cocoa powder, butter, sugar, anddd flour. Thank you baby!” you chirp as he walks back over to you, flour in hand.

He pours the flour into the mixing bowl and begins to stir. You watch silently as he focuses on getting the right consistency. He looks so adorable like this, all fixated on the task at hand.

“Done!” He cheers. “Wanna taste?”

You nod as he places the spatula near your mouth for you to lick. It taste amazing. It’s the perfect amount of sweetness and texture. Felix’s recipes were always perfect, but these were immaculate.

“Lix, your recipe is so good! These are delicious baby” you smile, grabbing the spatula to feed it to him. “Mhm you’re right! These taste extra good today.”

“It’s because I helped you” You giggle. He giggles back, flashing that smile of his that fills your heart with so much happiness.

He grabs the mixture before putting it into a pan. Every move of his is careful and calculated as to not spill any. Once he finishes he puts the brownie mix into the oven and sets it for 30 minutes.

“I still wish you had let me take you out” you turn to him, pouting which makes him chuckle. “Hey what’s funny!”

“You wanting this day to be perfect when it already is.” He teased. “Baby, I love everyday spent with you. This day is just as special.”

Felix always had a way with his words, making you swoon for him each time he opened his mouth. A blush formed on your face as you were about to respond, but he kept speaking.

“You know how earlier you said the brownies tasted better because you helped?” You nod. “I think- no I know that’s the truth. As cliché or corny as it sounds, I think the extra ingredient was love, because this is the best birthday I have ever had.”

You have no words to respond to him with, to lovestruck to think. All you can do is press your lips against his in a loving kiss.

The kiss is gently but passionate, Felix wrapping his arms around your waist. It’s soft and loving, saying things words could never describe. He grabs you and pulls you in deeper, inhaling softly.

The only thing pulling you out of the kiss is the sound of a ding!

“The brownies are done!” he says against your lips, regretfully pulling away to pull them out of the oven.

“Thank you baby, this is truthfully the best birthday I’ve ever had.” He said, and you could tell from the look in his eyes that he was being sincere.

All this moment does is solidify your need to be together forever, love pouring out of every part of him. It re-solidifies it for him too, the diamond ring in his dresser that he can’t wait to surprise you with is doing the same thing.

back to masterlist…

[ryemackerel]

dont mind the song guys ive literally been obsessed with space girl for weeks atp oh my GOD anyways.

you sure as hell know i had so so much fun designing the ellsworld girls i love them??? fun fact this is my first time drawing them again since 2018! tried giving them their own outfits to make them a little more different compared to their eddsworld versions!! :)) like to imagine they'd have their own hcs and interests compared to the boys, i see the girls being their own separate people. 🫶

also i dont say this enough but i love drawing hairstyles sm UGHH ell with a bob is something ive been wanting to draw for so long bro 😭😭

[ohitsjustgen]

Miles G Morales (42) x Reader

Inspired by a photo on Pinterest

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"Boy if you don't stop moving I swear."

Currently it was a Friday night 7 P.M to be exact and Miles needed his hair re-braided. Usually he would ask Mrs. Morales, but she was currently doing overtime at the hospital so it was up to you to do it. However there is just one tiny little problem..miles is VERY tender headed and he would NOT sit still if his life depended on it.

You held the rat-tailed comb to his scalp again attempting to part it into two sections. But not surprised, he moved at the slight movement.

"Ughh milesss" you groan, rubbing your eyes with your palms.

"Ok ok I'm sorry, I'll sit still this time I promise" he says trying to be reasurring

"You said that 4 times already"

There was a small chuckle escaping his lips.

"Oh so you think this is funny? If you move one more time there will be no hugs, kisses or cuddles for a week" you say sternly knowing good and well you don't mean it.

You place gel in between the crooked part and brush it out, slicking it down in the process. Then you continue to braid his hair taking three strands in between your fingers. He flinches every now and then but not as extreme as before. Once you finish the braid you give the boy a hand held mirror to look at it.

"How does it look?" You ask tying a rubber band on the end of the braid to hold it in place.

"Looks better than what my unc did" Letting a hefty laugh escape his lips he hands the mirror back.

"Before you do the other side, can we stretch?" He says craning his neck to look back at you. Almost giving you a begging expression.

You roll your eyes "fine" you say putting down the hair products you were holding.

He gets up from his criss crossed position on the floor and stretches his arms and legs.

"Do you want anything from the kitchen?" He asks letting his back pop from his stretches.

"Just a water please" you request while grabbing your phone to play your Spotify playlist.

"Gotchu"

The boy comes back shortly after holding two room temperature waters in both hands, a bag of (Your favorite chips) in his mouth and a bag of Cheetos in the crevas of his arm. While sitting down he gives you your requested items and you begin to work on his head again.

"Die for you" by The Weeknd begins to play and the reflective moonlight begins to shine throughout the room.

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A/N: I love this sm 🗿

[kneelingshadowsalome]

OK OK OK, but can we revisit the daughter "sitcom" scenarios?! I loved them sm.

Imagine Engel is out somewhere, like the store or whatever. Their daughter, who is about 12-13 at the time, just got her first period...😦

She just kinda awkwardly walks into the room and is trying to figure out how to tell him...

Konig is totally panicking, probably frantically calling Engels phone to get home ASAP. Poor boy probably didn't even know that you can get your period at that age and thinks some really bad is happening 😭.

But once everything has settled down, he starts to treat her the same way he treats Engel on her period, maybe even letting her stay home from school.

König is 1000 miles away from his comfort zone

I imagine the conversation goes something like this: (D=daughter, K=König, R/E=reader/Engel)

D: “I think my period just started…”

K: “Ja? Just remember to do your homework.”

D: “No, I mean… I think I just got my first period? I’m bleeding–”

K: “Bleeding? Where?? ”

D: “…??? There...?”

*uncomfortable staring and silence”

D: “I just… Do you know where mom keeps her pads?”

K: “...Pads?”

D: “Dad!! You’re just repeating my words!”

She leaves the room to look for the pads herself while König calls her mother: now imagine a colonel, a commanding officer of thousands of soldiers, responsible for important pre-decisions throughout the whole organization, calling his wife and asking what to do in this kind of a situation 🧍‍♂️ König is rubbing the back of his neck while walking anxious circles in the living room, almost bumps into a sofa while Engel calmly explains what's going on and that this is all completely normal.

When she comes back, König has just closed the phone, sighs, then takes a rather stiff stance to indicate he is about to give an important speech.

“Now then, my pretty young fawn. You are not my little girl anymore… Today, you’ve become a woman–”

“Dad, wtf?!? Ughh….”

She storms out of the room again, about to die from cringe: why does his father have to be such an embarrassment and an awkward mess? Why the hell did her mother even want this odd big loser as her man???

She’s sick of his stupid speeches and ridiculous rules and poor attempts at jokes, she's more than sick of listening to her parents’ disgusting cooing all the time. Only the noise canceling headphones can block out his dad’s profuse lovesick confessions before they start to bonk each other, thinking she can’t hear it all upstairs. Meanwhile she's not allowed to have a life of her own because the "world is a dangerous place"...

She can't wait to get out of this household, especially when even more cringeworthy conversations follow once her mother comes home. The only reason she's eavesdropping is because they're finally speaking of her instead of "how beautiful his sweet Engel looks" or "how silly and clumsy her big bear is":

K: “Does this mean she starts to have boyfriends?”

E/R: “She probably has had a few already.”

K: “What?!”

E/R: “Well not really. They’re just kids, fooling around. I wouldn't worry about it yet.”

K: “Should I talk to her about… you know, birds and bees? Just in case?”

E/R: “You? Absolutely not.”

K: “But–”

E/R: “I’ll talk to her at some point. They probably have sex education at school.”

K: “She can’t go to school. She said she was in pain.”

E/R: *sighs*

K: “What...? I already called them and said she's ill.”

E/R: “She's not ill, silly. It's just a period, it comes every month. You of all people should know...”

K: “Ja, I know... The torture days :)”

E/R: “Torture days for who?”

K: “I'm in so much pain every month, you have no idea...”

(Daughter upstairs makes a furious dive for her headphones :|)

[burntb4bydoll]

I have an opposite request here. I’ve always been super insecure about having a large chest since I feel like no matter what I wear it’ll get sexualized and judged. Do you think you could write about Bill and a s/o with the same issue?

Dude me too I hate it sm ughh

Bill Kaulitz x fem!reader

As soon as you walked into your house you rush to the bedroom and open your dresser to look for a new shirt. Bill trails slowly behind you, watching as you forcefully pull open the squeaky drawer. He stands in the doorway as his eyes follow you as you pull out a baggy shirt and rip off the one you were wearing. You pull on the new, much larger shirt onto your body and throw yourself to lay face down into your mattress.

Bill strides over to where you lay on the bed and sits next to you. He runs his hand down your back comfortingly,

“Are you ok sweetheart?” He asks quietly with a concerned look on his face. You turn your head to look at the lovely boy in front of you and shake your head. His lips form into a frown and his hand on your back comes up to stroke your cheek. “Whats the matter? I thought you looked pretty in that outfit.”

“So did I until I saw the way people were staring. Didn’t you see that old lady giving me those dirty looks? Or that creepy guy who couldn’t pull his eyes away from my chest?” Bills gaze softened when he sees the tears forming in your eyes.

“Oh honey, I’m sorry. Those people are stupid for treating you like that. Why didn’t you say anything? I would have said something..” his tone is so sweet, and it warms your heart that he would stand up for you.

“I know you would have Bill… but it wouldn’t make a difference. Everywhere I go this happens!” You’re sadness slowly turns back into anger as you sit up quickly. He just sighs and pulls you forward so that your head is resting in his neck and his arms wrap around your waist.

“Im so sorry. I know it must suck, but I think you are absolutely perfect just the way you are. And I would do anything to make sure people respect you, you know that right?” He says while pulling away to look into your eyes. You just smile and nod at him. He pulls you back into his embrace and kisses you temple.

[nxzz-skz]

FIRST EVER FF

so im not rlly good at writing smut or anything like that saurrr im gonna try for the first time

Pls feel free to leave tips and stuff for me cuz like i need help 😭

SUNGHOON FF~

When he pretends to be ur bf in front of ur ex (this isn’t smut btw im not ready to write that yet 😢)

Reader has a crush on sunghoon

(I’ll be addressing the reader as y/n)( fem reader)

Btw i love Yeonjun sm i just thought he kinda seems hot being the playboy type ( no hate pls 😭)

Y/n pov:

~Ughh why can’t i get at least one day off from the mess that my life is. I want to just bury all my stress underground and keep it there so someone else can be buried in it one day. I hate school so much! 😭

But one thing i don’t hate about school is my love 😍 , the only person i would ever come to school for.

Well i mean the boy who doesn't know i exist, Park Sunghoon..

Ugh pull yourself together y/n I can’t believe you were actually thinking about him that way. You have school to focus on right now, so there’s no time to be thinking about your classmate like that!

As i was looking at my timetable to see which class i was off to next, someone harshly bumped into me from behind, stepping on the heel of my foot and I hissed in pain. I whipped my head around furiously to see who decided to dampen my already miserable mood.

“Who the h…”

I was at a loss for words when meeting eyes with the supposedly blind suspect who clearly didn’t see me walking in front of them.

I thought i was dreaming but then again nothing good ever happened to me and i realized that this was the beginning of my worst nightmare.

It was Yeonjun, the boy who had broken my heart after chasing after my best friend whilst still being together with me.

I despise him, and never wanted to face him again but clearly fate was very much against me today. I vowed that once i was dead i would fight whichever god or superior being that was making me deal with this bs.

Author POV:

Y/n was extremely shocked and taken aback when coming face to face with her ex. But as well as being shocked she was more so pissed off with that fact that she had to face him after two months of successfully ignoring and getting over him.

( Yeonjun and y/n has lasted for 1 year, and they were the schools hottest IT couple, but they had to eventually break up due to the fact that Yeonjun just couldn’t keep his dick in his pants. They unfortunately left it on some negative terms)

Yeonjun smirked, seeing his cute little ex looking enraged in front of him.

He was never actually interested in her, only playing with her feelings due to the fact that most guys wanted her, which wasn't surprising as she was marked as the ‘cutest girl on campus”. He had no regrets in toying with her, especially after he’s now got her ex-best friend trailing after him like a lost puppy.

He looked y/n up and down with a sexy smirk and let out a low whistle.

YJ: “Long time no see darling. Looks like you’ve matured quite a bit”

Y/n instantly felt sick and uncomfortable and backed away, knowing that he was just a playboy and didn’t mean anything he said.

Y/N “ What are you doing here? Why are you talking to me?” She spat out instantly.

More students were filing into the corridors and classes were about to start soon, so y/n just wanted a quick answer and to then dash over to her next class.

YJ “ Well, good news for you, you wont have to miss me anymore as im moving up into your class”

Y/N “ Stop lying, you’ve already done enough of that with me in the past”

Silence fell between the two and y/n widened her eyes, slowly realizing that he wasn’t taking the piss.

Y/N “ Well, g-good for you” she stuttered, trying to run off and pray that he gets moved back down as soon as possible

Y/n sighed in disappointment whilst walking to her locker. She just wanted to spend the next year focusing on her studies with no distractions but now she has her ex being the centre of her attention every day.

Wondering how long she had left till her next class, in dire need of a coffee, she looked at her watch and let out a loud gasp.

Y/N “ Shit! Theres only two minutes left and my class is on the other side of campus” she exclaimed with a cry, and started running to her next class. “ How am i going to get a seat next to him now 😭!”

She quickly held on to her books tight whilst running the 50 mile sprint all the way to her next class. She couldn’t miss the chance to grab a seat next to the love of her life!

Y/N POV:

Oh god, I’m late, where is he?

I scanned the room but Sunghoon wasn’t anywhere to be seen. I guess I should just get a seat before people try and sit next to me.

I bagged a window seat as i was in dire need of some fresh air. And settled down, leaning my head on my crossed arms.

‘I need to refresh, especially after that chaotic encounter with Yeonjun’

I-i…can’t be seen with him flirting with me, especially infront of Sunghoon.

I closed my eyes hoping to get some rest as for some reason the teacher still wasn’t here, when all of a sudden the girls sitting behind me started squealing with joy.

I guess ‘ The Great Ice Price Sunghoon’ has finally arrived.

Of course i wasn’t the only one who loved him. Girls were dying to be with him and boys were trying to be friends with him left, right and centre.

Sunghoon entered and one girl fell to the floor and started fake sobbing.

Damm that girl was sick.

Girl: “ Sunghoon.. help..please..someone pushed me! “

Sunghoon just walked right past her without batting an eyelid

Yep that’s my boy…

I was smiling at the scene when i felt someone’s gaze on me and i made eye contact with Sunghoon.

All of a sudden his eyes drift towards the vacant seat next to me and he strides towards me while maintaining eye-contact.

My breath was stuck in my throat and i was mentally repeating the mantra ‘y/n act cool, y/n act cool’

Fuck.

Y/N : “ Hey Sunghoon! I didn’t see you there!’

Shit why did i say that, he literally made EYECONTACT with me across the classroom.

Sunghoon smiled a tight-lipped smile and pointed at the chair beside me.

SH: “ Umm..hey y/n..is this seat taken?”

Hold up. Was he asking…to sit..next to..me??? Of all people???

Y/N: “ ohh y-yeah o-of course it’s totally empty!”

I was mentally cursing and screaming at my self for stuttering and praying that he hadn’t noticed.

SH “ okie thanks y/n”

And he sat down while taking his books out of his bag and laying then on the desk.

Oh god he is so gorgeous, i need to stop staring before he notices but it’s too difficult to tear my gaze away from his beautiful face.

Ugh stop staring y/n….

AUTHOR POV:

Y/n was continuously staring at Sunghoon, not realizing that he had eventually noticed…

He smiled knowing that she was admiring him and continued to pretend to read his book.

SH: “ Am i that good-looking?”

Y/n was startled as she was snapped out of her trance. Her cheeks flushed bright red from embarrassment and she attempted to hide her face by looking away

Sunghoon turned his head away from his book and turned towards the flustered y/n.

He chuckled at the fact that she had turned into a strawberry just because of him.

SH: “ So was something bothering you? Is there something on my face?”

She decided to ignore his smart comment and tried to change the subject.

Y/N: “ uhh…no….anyways have you finished the maths assignment?”

SH: “hmm not really..it’s half done but i still need to finish the research part.”

They made light conversation for a while, chatting about school work and their friends groups, when the teacher had finally arrived and the class started.

TIMESKIP

(Pretend that y/n is reading a very popular book)

Y/N POV:

Class had ended and i stayed behind for a while to finish up some work, but when i entered that cafeteria, Sunghoon was nowhere to be seen.

I grabbed my lunch tray and scanned the room in a search to find somewhere to sit. It wasn’t that the room was full, it was more like I was looking for him or for somewhere where he would sit next to me.

Finally my gaze landed on his table and all his friends. I started to make my way towards it and I noticed he was sitting with a few people I hadn’t seen him with before.

Y/N: “Hey Sunghoon!”

Sunghoon swiveled around to see who it was.

He beckoned me towards his table with a welcoming smile on his face

SH: “ Hey y/n, come take a seat!”

I suddenly stopped in my tracks when the person sitting next to him turned around and flashed me a wide Cheshire Cat grin.

It was Yeonjun.

I quickly sat down opposite them, and he gazed at me with a mischievous smirk. I had a gut feeling that something about this was very odd.

SH: “ Oh yeah, y/n, this is the new guy wh-“

Sunghoon was then rudely cut off by Yeonjun

YJ: “ Don’t worry we’ve met before..”

I hate this guy so fucking much.

Sunghoons eyes were darting between me and Yeonjun.

SH: “ oh so you guys know each other already?”

YJ: “Oh ye-“

I instantly cut him off, not wanting him to ruin everything for me.

Y/N: “Oh yes, babe! I remembered him from when we used to go elementary school together this morning!”

I knew exactly what i was doing and it was working. I saw Sunghoons eyes widen and Yeonjuns smile falter a little.

YJ: “ Babe??”

Y/N: “ Oh yeah! Meet Sunghoon, my boyfriend”

I scooted closer to Sunghoon and linked my arm through his, whilst smiling up at him and hoping he would understand what i was doing.

I was so in love with him that I was happy with fake dating him just to get rid of my ex who would be in the way of me making this real.

I could see that Sunghoon was still in shock and i tried to mentally send him an apology.

SH: “I-“

Y/N: “ Well i hope you can excuse us Yeonjun, but me and my boyfriend need to go out for work, so see you around i guess!”

I hoped that Yeonjun would finally get the message and leave me alone once and for all.

I took a hold of Sunghoons wrist and hurriedly dragged him outside with me. He was still in visible shock, especially after we had just left our lunches there.

We reached an empty classroom and i took a deep breath before apologizing to him.

Y/N: “Sunghoon, I am so,so sorry! If you would listen I promise I had my reasons!”

Sunghoon didn’t reply but instead slowly moved towards me until there was barely two inches between us.

SH: “ Care to explain your reasons?”

My palms were sweaty and my knees were on the verge of collapsing due to the intense closeness between us.

I gulped.

Y/N: “Well the thing is, he’s my ex and ever since he moved up into our class, he just wont leave me alone”

Y/N: “ We were together for quite a while but we were clearly never happy. I never liked how he would stare at other girls and flirt with everyone who ever spoke to him, and he was way too possessive over me. In the end, he ended up blaming it all on me since i was the one with a pretty best friend, whom he couldn’t take his eyes off”

Sunghoon calmly and attentively listened to me rant about my past toxic relationship.

Sunghoon raised an eyebrow and his eyes filled with concern

SH: “ So Yeonjun is your playboy ex? And he was with me just to get to you?”

Y/N: “ I-i dont know about that for sure, but im pretty sure he’s only talking to me just to make me relieve these horrible past memories.”

I looked down whilst have a visual representation of those horrible time filling my mind.

Y/N: “Please Sunghoon, just pretend to be my boyfriend when we’re in front of him, and i promise I’ll do whatever you want me to”

I was desperate to cut Yeonjun out of my life. I wanted to never have anything to do with him. Even if it meant having to try and hide my true feelings for Sunghoon.

Sunghoon took a moment to think about it as i was anxiously waiting for his reply.

SH: “You..you will do whatever i say??”

I nodded eagerly.

SH: “ How long would we have to pretend for?”

Y/N: “Hmmm..not long, i guess until he finally gets the message and decides to leave me alone for good”

SH: “Fine I’ll do it but im only telling you what i want after we are finished”

I was filled with joy after the fact that he agreed but i was still a bit nervous thinking about what his condition could be that he wouldn’t want to tell me now.

Besides, I shouldn’t be nervous since now that we had both agreed to it, I wouldn’t give up until i had forever gotten Yeonjun out of my life.

SH: “ We just have to pretend to be a couple right?”

Y/N: “Yup, and we have to make it believable. By the way, are you sure you dont have any problems with this?”

SH: “ No not really, i just want to get you out of this mess”

He then pecked my nose and i was left feeling very taken aback. I could feel the blood rushing toward my cheeks and my whole body filled with warmth.

Did he really just do that even though he already knew how nervous i was before???

I could feel my face turning red and i was in a desperate need to get out of there before he could see.

Y/N: “L-Let’s go..”

Sunghoon chuckled at my stuttering and followed behind me.

TIMESKIP

(Y/n and sunghoon have left the classroom)

AUTHOR POV:

After Sunghoon and y/n were done with their conversation, they headed towards the basketball court in order to spend their free period there.

Unfortunately, Yeonjun clearly had the same idea.

Yeonjun waved at Sunghoon, and y/n tried to make her escape when suddenly a strong pair of arm encircled her waist.

Sunghoon smirked and whispered in her ear.

SH: “What about our plan, babe?”

Y/n was blushing and Yeonjun started to walk towards the “couple”

YJ: “ Where did you two run off two after lunch? We couldn’t find you anywhere”

SH: “ Oh you know, just spending some quality time with my girlfriend”

Sunghoon then hugged her body firmly against his.

Y/n was a blushing mess and was mentally telling herself that there was nothing wrong about her “BOYFRIEND” touching her.

Yeonjun was clearly uncomfortable with the sight in front of him and excused himself whilst walking away with a sigh.

Y/n immediately removed herself from Sunghoons arms as she was about to mentally die.

Sunghoon also suddenly stood up straight now feeling flustered after not knowing what came over him during those few moments.

They both looked away from each other, not knowing that one of them was in love, but the other one was now falling even harder.

ENDING

Authors note:

I’m not really good at writing very romantic stuff but i am currently trying for anther story and I’ll see if i will release it. I’m going to end it here and ig u can use your imagination to see who confessed first!

[crippling-pages]

finished hooky 3 and

im not as... depressed as I thought I would be

Well I AM depressed because the series ended T.T I think the reason I'm not completely screaming and crying in pain is because the ending was so sweet and beautiful :') And the book was kinda?? Fluffier?? Healing-ish?? Than the other too. But that does not mean i felt like crying at some scenes

When Dorian was fighting the spirit omg and then he ran away full on sobbing my boy please ToT

But Monica came after him and they kissed <33333333 sigh finally

NICO AND DANIIIII mwah they too were bootieful

I need to talk about Dorian being in a coma for three years. For one, and I say this nicely

Dorian with longass hair is going to be in my nightmares forever.

No offense, but I'm siding with Nico, it's scary as heck.

But like literally a day after waking up from a 3 year coma the first thing he does he get a hair cut and help out the town.

THE STANDARD I SAYYYYYYY

not him panicking about seeing monica again though hehe

Also NOT MONICA GETTING MARRIED TO WILLIAM!?!?!?! oh good gods-

Nah but MONICAAAAAAA MY ~QUEEN~ she is the potion masterrrrrr (Omg but Dorian was so excited and proud when he saw her secret lab place)

no but Dorian... he needs to cry a bit more T.T

Nico trying to hard with the crystal ball ToT Btw im so happy for him he has a powerr

Dorian in shorts lmaooooo ToT XDD

Then trying to get Dani to remember again was so bittersweet like... omg

and then when she DID get them back dudes I almost cried ToT

The general ending is so cute thoo <333

PROFESSOR WYTTE IS REAL GUYSSSSSS omg and his and Monica's date ughh so cute <3

NICO AND DANIIIII

The epologs were adorable, I love them sm <33

I also found out that apparently some scenes from the original version on webtoon got cut from the book version?? So now Im going through the Webtoon one to try and see all the scenes I missed reading the physical version T.T

I've already found and read a few though!! Most were just some minor cuts from scenes. Like the wine scene, the talk with Damien and Dorian (hehe), the closet scene with Dorian and Monica (Dorian's so funny lol) + more of the picnic scene, the bathroom scene with Nico, and the rose scene <3333 Sigh Dorian and Monica are the cutesttt <33 Also the kiss scene with Will and Damiennn eeehhehehee

Right now though, I'm 100000000% going to go Hooky crazy with fanfics on Ao3 or Wattpad, and on Pintrest, and with memes and JNHBGVFCDFGHJ I'll probably be writing of them too because my dear children I love them so much.

Hooky is and forever will be amazing <3

I LOVE HOOKY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[witch128chick]

hi!!!

I WANNA KNOW ABT THE THEATER KIDS WIP PLEASE!! (i wanna do that wip list thing too, and i will, but im not at home rn to list everything out ughh-) but i would like to know about it!!

(idk if we can ask abt multiple bc all of them look interesting lol)

Hiii!!!

Omgg i knew you'd choose that one! :D alright let's get into it

(It's a little spoiler for smth buuuut idc this is one of my fave hcs)

So as a little summary, Edric and Emira were theatre kids and little Amity would go to their performances (i hope that's the word sorry) with their parents. (They always sat in front row.) She looked up to them and was really proud of them and wanted to have the same support they got from their parents for doing so good on stage. So when Amity was old enough she joined too and she got a semi-important role and wanted all her fam to see her on stage. (The twins weren't in the theatre club anymore they quitted for some reason idk.) She ofc told her parents about it too but they didn't say exactly if they'd come see her or not bc they had an important business smth on the same day. When the day has come, Amity was nervous and was really looking forward to prove her parents that she can be just as good as her siblings. However after the performance was done and they turned on the lights on the audience too, she couldn't find her parents. She almost started crying when she noticed her siblings tho who were cheering for her and they looked genuinely happy for her.

"And oh boy, was she so so extremely proud of her siblings. She loved seeing them on stage and when she heard everyone clapping, she always wanted to stand up and scream 'yes, they're my siblings!' The smile on her face didn't fade until a long time has passed. And she wanted exactly what Ed and Em had. Their parents were proud of them and they gave them forehead kisses, hugs and even flowers to congratulate them. Amity wanted the same." (Little snippet lol but it needs to be heavily edited)

After this Amity quit too and decided that she liked Grudgby more anyway

Hehe that was Theatre Kids!! Hope you liked it 🫣 :D also i can't wait to see your wips too!! Idm if you ask more! I'd gladly talk about any of them thank you sm for being interested!!!

[matchacowbee]

ughh i love your art so much its so cute 😭💗💗 everything you draw is always so fluffy and adorable and honestly SUCH high quality i love it sm 💖 it honestly really inspires me to write <3

btw that link drawing you did recently is so amazing omg i literally know nothing about zelda but your drawing is literally so cute i love it 😭💖 also the shading in it is literally so good the hair is so detailed you did such a great job on it <3

srry i rlly just wanted to pop in and say this lol <3 i hope ur having a good day/night and i hope your tattoo is healing well !! 💗💗

AHHHH THANK U 🥹🥹

omg I’m so glad that u like my blog and I love reading your fics all the time too, like holy shit u write so well :0

tysm abt the link drawing too, honestly I don’t know much about legend of Zelda besides what my friends tell me, and my own experience with botw lol BUT I HAD TO DRAW OUR BOY LINK AFTER SEEING THAT CUTSCENE SKSKFK

my tattoo is also healing fine tysm for looking out!! <3 💗💗💗💗💗

[leistung]

FULL  NAME: armin arlert. MEANING: old German name taken from the latin arminus, meaning "hero" or a form of Herman, meaning "army man" other meanings include: "Universal, Whole" NICKNAME(S):  armie, hot flash. GENDER:   genderfluid trans male ETHNICITY:  eldian HEIGHT:  5'3 AGE:  22 ZODIAC:  scorpio

SPOKEN  LANGUAGES:  eldian, knows how to read the marleyan written variant. PHYSICAL CHARACTERISTICS: vibrant blonde hair, vibrant hazel eyes, some pretty expressive eyebrows tbh HAIR  COLOUR:  blonde/honeyed in the summer months EYE  COLOUR:  hazel SKIN  TONE:  general warm tones that remain no matter the season. doesn't really tan in the sun, mostly just burns before returning back. BODY  TYPE: at first, rather scrawny but after more time with the scouts armin develops toned muscle. nothing over the top, but there is definitely a very obvious visible difference. VOICE:  steady, usually a very calming voice. armin speaks fast when he gets heated/passionate/invested in a subject and his voice grows louder in such instances too. can switch to a pretty harsh and commanding, cold tone when needed. DOMINANT  HAND:  right POSTURE:  very good posture, not only from his time with the scouts but even before that. his grandfather always got on him about it and given armin's height, he's always kept it up as an attempt to appear taller where possible. SCARS:  armin's body was made up of a lot of scars from training in early life but even before that, he had a fair amount from the times he'd get picked on as kid. in particular was a scar by his left eyebrow-- this faded after inheriting his titan. armin also has top surgery scars though they are now significantly faded and by the end of series aren't visible at all. TATTOOS:  n/a until post-series when he gets an ocean wave tattoo much like this one as a nod to his and eren's friendship. the tattoo is located on his inner right arm. MOST  NOTICEABLE  FEATURE(S): tragically, his height, he knows this. but also his hair is a very distinct feature even after multiple different haircuts/styles.

CHILDHOOD PLACE  OF  BIRTH: shiganshina district within wall maria HOMETOWN:  shiganshina district MANNER  OF  BIRTH:  natural birth, one month before due date FIRST  WORDS:  papa SIBLINGS: n/a PARENTS:  nadina & cariel arlert. deceased. PARENT  INVOLVEMENT:  armin's parents were very loving and happy to have a child, but their love and wonder, their curiosity for the outside world meant their priorities were never entirely fixed with raising their child. even while his parents were still around, armin's grandfather put more time into raising him than they ever did. he loved his parents and grew up with the same wide eyed wonder about the outside world, but he also held a bitterness toward them, especially learning the truth of their deaths and that they left him behind without a second thought. armin's grandfather was always heavily involved with his upbringing and armin credits him for raising him with respect for others but a passion to get what he wants. his grandfather was always the one to help armin pick his name and was incredibly supportive of him living his truth.

ADULT LIFE OCCUPATION: 15th commander of the survey corps & then peace talks diplomat CURRENT RESIDENCE: post series there is a lot of moving about, never truly settling in those three years CLOSE  FRIENDS: eren jaeger & mikasa ackerman were always armin's closest and longest friends. RELATIONSHIP  STATUS: single FINANCIAL  STATUS:  grew up often dipping between rough stability and poor and struggling DRIVER’S  LICENSE:   yes, got it post series CRIMINAL  RECORD:  wiped clean, ish. however he commit obviously, a lot of war-related crimes, murder etc.

VICES: armin uses drugs like cannabis fairly often, sometimes smokes, drinks a bit but it's all mostly done in privacy. SEX / ROMANCE:  armin craves intimacy with others through both romantic actions and through sexual. he's obviously grown up surrounded by war and it's never exactly been a high priority thing, but it is something he craves intensely. he's a kind romancer, putting thought into any acts to ensure things are always deeply personal and meaningful. SEXUAL  ORIENTATION:  bisexual ROMANTIC  ORIENTATION: biromantic // as an addition to these, armin is also polyam PREFERRED  EMOTIONAL  ROLE:  tends to lean to more 'dominant' in a way, particularly in later life, taking on a more care giving, listening kind of role. he likes to be emotionally supportive to his partner(s) and be their strength, even if he has a habit of ignoring his own needs in the process. PREFERRED  SEXUAL  ROLE:  and here it's much the same, armin tends to lean more heavily towards a dominant role. for much of his life, he felt out of control. even when in positions of power, there was a distinct feeling that the world around him was always one step away from crumbling. this has always been a very clear and easy way to feel in control. armin is very confident in it too, but he is never overly harsh, not unless it is an agreed upon thing with partner(s). he struggles to actually let go of this, the same as with the emotional role, but with the right person he'd be open to attempting letting those walls etc down. but generally, he likes and feels most comfortable here, like this. LOVE  LANGUAGE:  acts of service & physical touch are armin's key love languages. armin is an affectionate and considerate person. he pays attention to people, remembers a lot of small details about a person and uses those to express his feelings. physical touch is a heavy one though for him and it's deployed a lot. the acts of service tend to tie in with his dominant tendencies and will often have an overlap with that. LIBIDO: fairly high, but he's spent a lot of time pushing it down through life due to the whole a lot of other shit going on. but generally, he likes to have sex regularly especially since he has such intense attachments to the feelings related to it: the control, the connection with another person etc. RELATIONSHIP  TENDENCIES:  when armin is in a relationship, he is deeply committed. he will pour his soul into it, give everything to ensure it works and all parties are happy and cherished. he doesn't do anything by halves. while he can sometimes be distant just simply due to the fact he overworks himself, armin will still always try to be attentive and he's very good at communicating and likes to make sure everyone involved feels heard and seen.

MISC THEME  SONG:  the world is ugly by my chemical romance HOBBIES  TO  PASS  TIME:  reading is armin's main outlet, but he also enjoys painting MENTAL  ILLNESSES: armin has depression, ptsd & generalised anxiety disorder. PHYSICAL  ILLNESSES.  n/a, but does often experience chronic phantom pain. LEFT  OR  RIGHT  BRAINED:   more left brained PHOBIAS:  n/a, but can often be uncomfortable in prolonged silences so always tends to need some kind of background noise. SELF  CONFIDENCE  LEVEL:  armin struggled deeply with his confidence growing up and it had a direct impact on his performance in certain areas. years of bullying and of comparing himself to others meant that armin didn't always believe in his own potential. however, with more time and after having people actually listen to him and allow him the chance to speak and be heard, it began to grow. it was like a fire growing till eventually, it was unstoppable. armin knows his areas of strength and he has full confidence in it, rightfully so.

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[natsumiheart]

We can be a

*☆~CO-LADIES-IN-WAITING~☆* ヽ(・∀・)ﾉ

[messysketchyobeyme]

Compilation of Diavolo’s Feelings for MC before S3

Hey, I just wanted to make a comp of all of the moments hinting at Diavolo’s growing feelings for the MC before he became officially datable in season three...just for my own volition.

A lot of Diavolo’s dialogue and actions during season two made me go 🤨 until he and the rest of the side characters were revealed as datable in the upcoming season, and everything made sense. I know I’m like...really late on this, but I just wanted to add all of the screenshots of those moments.

Also, I know that this entire post is pointless because Diavolo confesses in the next season and we all know that he’s in love with the MC and has been in love for a long time but shhhhh

Now, there are parts where it’s a little difficult (at least for me) to discern whether Diavolo is just being friendly or if there’s romantic intent, especially considering how he’s the only demon to be genuinely nice to the MC at first. (Aside from Barbatos’ polite indifference, but I don’t think that counts). Anyway, if you have any more screenshots you’d like to include, feel free to do so! 

Spoilers for season two below:

One of the first parts that made me say, “UM” out loud was

Hard Mode Lesson 28-16:

For context, MC and co are all celebrating the end of the play, when Belphegor brings up a specific line that MC delivers about confessing their feelings to the prince. Lucifer comes in and asks for the MC to say those lines to him again, which prompts Diavolo to remark,

And then the brothers and Diavolo all get in line for MC to confess their dying feelings for each of them one by one. 

...are none of them embarrassed??

Since the other characters in this scene are the brothers (and therefore all have/are capable of having romantic feelings for the MC), Diavolo is an outlier. Why would he want MC to say the lines to him in the first place? This could easily be excused as Diavolo being #quirky or whatever, but I think that even as early as Lesson 28, he wants MC to desire him, to love him, even if it were just scripted lines in a play. 

Afterward, we have 

Lesson 39-4:

Diavolo asks MC for a dance. If you accept wholeheartedly, he says: 

While dancing (do people talk while dancing?), he goes on about how important MC is and blah blah blah. Most of his comments could be attributed to him being genuinely proud of the MC and what they have done to strengthen the bond between the three worlds, which he obviously is. But some of the things he says are a bit...personal.

What he’s saying is incredibly loaded, and I know part of it is because MC like,, saved the three worlds or whatever (no biggie), but this is all just...so much.

Especially what he says next.

He wants MC to stay by his side, specifically, but gets cold feet at the last second. 😭✋ Sir, you know that you can keep talking even after the song ends, right? Ughh, I love him sm

After that, Luke swoops in and asks MC to go dance with him. :) how cute wow baby boy of course i’d dance with you--

What’s wrong, Diavolo? Don’t want MC to leave so soon? Don’t want them going back to the human world? Afraid of them almost getting hurt again? :) :) :)

If you’re not a monster and offer to have one more dance with him (sorry, Luke), Diavolo does this:

HE’S BLUSHING *shakes him like a bottle of milk* Diavolo is pining so hard wow okay get some help

Lesson 40-22:

In this lesson, Diavolo and Barbatos bust the brothers for trying to KIDNAP MC. What were they thinking Why couldn’t they just ask MC to run away with them What is wrong with the brothers 💀💀💀

Anyway, lol, Diavolo is in a tight spot because he desperately wants MC to stay  with him, but he knows that he needs MC to go back to the Human world to like...keep peace or something like that. Look at what he says if you affirm that you want to remain in the Devildom:

Why are you “truly happy” all of the sudden? MC didn’t say they wanted to stay with you, nerd 🙄 /j /j ily

Then, Mammon calls him out:

For a moment, Diavolo remains silent.

Which, imo, speaks volumes. Of course, after his pause, Diavolo goes on to talk about how although he wants MC to live with them in the Devildom, MC needs to leave to guide the rest of the human world to bring harmony to all three realms. 

I don’t know how smooching demons is bringing peace, but who am I to judge?

Either way, call it self-indulgence, but I like to think in that brief pause, Diavolo is tempted to ask MC to stay in the Devildom. Stay with him. Love him.

Ah, but you love the brothers, don’t you?

Yeah...

[cyancherub]

cassie youve gone and killed me. on a writing hiatus and then to return and deliver that delicious, delicious gem of aki x reader? your brain, i kiss it!!!

i loved the devil you gave the reader!!! very cool very hot. reminded me a little of you know who. if only they were as cool as the reader :( but aki, my boy, my bby what a dog!!! naughty naughty man!!

him crowding his huge body over hers on the desk!!! i feel like he is so warm. fuck fuck fuck!!! i am seeing it in my minds eye! THE KISSING. the kissing! i am utterly destroyed at the imagery. slip your tongue into my mouth aki :(((((

he is such a good boy that having a such menace and tease for a partner is the perfect dynamic.

TEACH ME SOME MANNERS!! he would!!!! seee soft dom soft dom soft dom!! ughh sickening actually *sobbing that he isnt real*

ughhh aki is so hot and the all images i had while reading sent me into a downward spiral. i am actively sinning!! it was hot!!! another great read!!

HII JEN <333 sorry im so late to this but LFKGHJJDSJG STOPPP IM GONNA SCREAMMM im so glad u liked it!!!!

ive been on struggle street with writing my long stuff tbh but that one was fun bc it was short so it was much easier to work with !! AAAAAHHH GLAD U LIKED THE LIL CORRUPTION DEVIL THING its pretty unrealistic for their universe i think AHAH because it's not really. very useful in terms of devil hunting BUT I RLY WANTED TO WRITE THE MIND CONTROL THING and it was FUN!!

BUT YEAHHHHASDSJDHJSH i love him bc generally i see him as pretty vanilla but i think w the right person and in the right circumstances he can be a bit of a freak LMFAOO. BUT YEAH!!!! THE DESK PART WAS SO FUN I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO GET HIM TO BEND ME OVER . dear god LMAOO and hes SO TALLL????? like his concept art is 190cm or around 6'3 i think?? it makes me scream hes so sexy i will die LMFAO

BUT YEAHHH LIKE U SAID!!! aki x menace reader.. such a good dynamic bc he's always just " :| " like he really is Some Guy but i think he'd enjoy a freaky lil partner LOLOL

SOFT DOM AKIIIII HE LIVES IN MY HEAD!!!! i know hes the king of gentle instruction BUT ALSO STRICT DISCIPLINE OH GOD !(*@(!*@(* i just. GRIPS MY HEADBOARD im going to lose my mindGJFEYDEYF BUT ANYWAY THANK U SM FOR THE NICE MESSAGE IM SO STOKED U ENJOYED IT WAS SO MUCH FUN TO WRITE. KISSES U

[baecvlt]

Could I request a Kaz X Ultimate Archer female reader during the killing game? She's selectively mute and only talks to people she actually likes, and she starts to get very close with Kaz.

One day she's training and firing arrows at various targets and she accidentally shoots an arrow through his hat and almost hits him and she's all "I'm so sorry!" But her voice is super squeaky and shy and Pretty and Kaz is just like: 😍

Kazuichi x Fem!Ultimate Archer Reader who is Selectively Mute

a/n: love it sm wow

“So, pretty crazy this island stuff, huh?”

You were taking your arrows out, when you realized he was talking to you. You nodded, slinging your quiver and grabbing your bow. “The name’s Kazuichi Soda,” he said, sticking his hand out. Facing him, you awkwardly shook his. “What’s yours?”. You pointed to the embroidery on your quiver, stating your name. “Nice,” he said. You smiled, taking and arrow and aiming. Before shooting, you looked at him, his eyes. You followed them to a random fruit on a tree. You aimed your bow, shooting.

The fruit fell to the floor.

“Holy shit!,” he yelled, running to the fallen fruit. He picked it up, looking back at you. “Hey, did you track my eyes? I was just looking at that,” he asked, to which you nodded in response. “That’s so cool. You’re pretty good at that. Is it your ultimate?”. You nodded, excitedly.

“Cool...Wait—!”

He stared off at something else. “Now, shoot at what I’m looking at”. You got close to him and looked at his eyes. A random soda can. You breathed out, almost a scoff as you shot at it just right. He screamed excitedly. “I’m gonna go walk around the island,” he said as he picked up the arrow,“You wanna come with?”. He handed you the arrow. Normally, you’d say no, but this time you shrugged. He seemed friendly, remembering how before the school shit, your mom said you needed more friends. “Okay, then. Let’s go!”.

You walked to the store and bought sodas, which he went on a rant on how good the brand was, but he prefers the cherry ones, so hopefully we get off this island situation and he can get one. You walked along the island, stopping at the beat to sit on the sand where he also ranted about cars, being a mechanic, but specifically taking his mechanic career further and building a space ship. “You probably think it’s stupid, but it’s a life long dream,” he ended with a smile,“What’d you think?”. You smiled back, holding a thumbs up.

“I’m glad you think you, I just— I just want this more than anything”

You rubbed his back, he looked at you. “You’re real nice,” he muttered,“I’ll take you back to your cabin”. You nodded, standing up with him. “Come on,” he said, holding your hand,“God, why is it so dark?”. You made it to your cabin in good time. “Well, I’ll see ya tomorrow,” he waved. You waved back as he walked away.

The next morning, you accidentally slept in late. Like, really late. When you woke up, you woke up to a conversation outside. “Her? How? She hasn’t uttered a word!”. It was that short, blond one. “But she listens to me!,” Kazuichi argued.

“Well, at least it takes your mind off Sonia”

“Huh? Oh, yeah that. Whatever, let’s go to the beach!”

“Ughh! Fine!”

You smiled, blushing. Shrugging it off, you went to grab and put on your clothes, officially starting your day. You left the cabin, seeing Sonia and some other girls outside. “Oh! It’s great to see you’re awake, we were worried!!!,” she exclaimed,“We were just headed to the beach, won’t you join us?”. You were unsure, but still nodded. You ran back inside for your arrows, just in case you got bored. You swiftly headed back with the girls.

When you got there, you used a pocketknife you carried with you to carve targets into the trees. You began to aim, shooting.

Aim and shoot, aim and shoot. It was easy.

You looked around, seeing Kazuichi. He waved and smiled at you with his toothy grin. Damnit, you were blushing. Thank god you were so so far from him. Had you been any closer, he might’ve seen the red glow on your face. You waved back, then turned to your targets, aiming. You released the bow, realizing that it was taking a while for the bow to hit the target...it should’ve hit the target by now—

“AGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!”

Oh. OH.

Everyone turned to look at Kazuichi, wooden bow in his head. Wait, never mind. You had only shot his hat. He took off his beanie, staring at the bow in shock. You ran up to him as fast as you could. He looked at you and his expression remained the same. “Oh my god! I’m so sorry!,” you blurted, but it was more of a squeak,“Are you okay?!”. His grin came back, now everyone stared at you. “Yeah, I’m fine...even better now”. You were confused, until he yelled:

“Your voice is frickin’ adorable!”

You gasped, covering your mouth and he kept going.

“You’re a total babe! I mean, I did think you were the hottest here, before Sonia, but your voice! It’s so cute! GAH! You’re voice is so sweet to me, I just wanna—”

Without even thinking, you pounced on the boy, knocking him to the ground where you kissed him. Literally no thought process was there. You just knew you wanted him to shut up. I think, you might’ve forgotten that the entire class was there witnessing it all. You pulled away, face as red as a fire engine. “S-Stop talking,” you whispered. “Okay,” he whispered back.

“Everyone’s staring at me, aren’t they?”

“Yeah. Can I take you to my cabin”

All you could do was nod, keeping the conversation light.

[willothewhisper]

CONGRATS ON 100 MY LOVE:)

cym as dead poets society characters!

i did not know u were in the dps fandom sjsjmams im so happy u arei love those boys

Thankyouu sm bb💓💓💓

Don't even get me started how good dps is ughh it's everything to me 😭😭

Everyone of the following characters are literal angels so dw I have casted you well lmao

John keating- @revvs-trash @time-is-the-stuff-of-dreams

Todd- @all-thestoriesaretrue @theenchanteddreamer @crazy-beautiful

Neil- @clarys-heosphoros @clockworknights @this-beautiful-mess-tonight

Charlie- @anotherteenageroninternet @reyna-herondale

Knox- @untowardflower @notdxbya

These are all the characters i liked and cared for, rest all fuck em

[bambisgirl]

um HELLURRR?? I DIDNT KNOW WHERE TO WRITE THIS IN REPLY TO YOU REBLOGGING MY FIC WITH ALL OF YOUR NICE COMMENTS??? i literally was cheesing ear to ear you are the sweetest girl on the PLANETTT I COULD SOB!! YOUR COMMENTS LITERALLY MAKE MY DAY so nice and for what i literally do not deserve you at all <\3 ALSO I AGREE WITH YOU SAYING HEE WOULD BE LIKE THAT IN REAL LIFE LIKE YESSS YOU GET ME 😩 like super soft & sweet but totally obsessed with your body and he won’t admit it unless you make the first move <\3 HELP ME UGHH 😮‍💨😮‍💨 sorry i’m literally saying this in an ask that’s so lame of me but i just wanted to say THANK YOU FOR LOVING MY WRITING I APPRECIATE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK USER BAMBISGIRL. ❤️ i luv ur personality sm let’s b moots

OMG HELLO HELLO!!! <333 pLEASE NOOO OMG 😭😭 i could literally be doing anything and just stop n rant about bend till i break LIKE?? VIDIA YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU'VE ACTUALLY DONE TO ME?? can i even call you vidia?? SKJDFH IM SORRY

YOU'RE THE SWEETEST EVER LIKE :((( you're just the coolest person n i love @heecrush so much like you're genuinely so so nice n funny pls i always check to see if you posted stuff or answered asks <///3

JUST SO U KNOW ILL NEVER STOP TALKING AB UR FICS LIKE.... something in me changed.... hee is literally the best boy and you're the best person ever 😭😭 i love the way u write so much >:D i swear its a healthy obsession when it comes to bend til i break.... ok well not so healthy i just love it so much im literally the #1 fan <3

USER HEECRUSH / RYUZHRT u have no idea how happy you made me 😭😭😭😭😭 my personality?? PLS WHAT i'd love to be moots goodbye im??? hyperventilating???