Numbers Game ~ Part 27
Pairings: Cross Guild x Fem!Reader x Shanks
Numbers Game Masterlist
Word Count: 8775
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Extras: Author's Vision of the Party Attire ~ Reader ~ The Boys
Summary: Cedrick Sylvad joins the Cross Guild for an after dinner drink after you watch your sweet, lovely clown murder a man for you.
Author's Note: I hope it doesn't cause any confusion, but I'm going to adjust the readers POV symbols to match everyone else's (it's been driving me crazy, lol). I didn't know I was going to be doing all this POV switching when I started, so from now on each section marked with ~~~🌲🌲🌲~~~ will be the reader's current POV, and reader's flashbacks will be marked with ~~~⏰🌲🌲🌲⏰~~~ I will eventually edit the previous chapters for consistency, but I'm too busy writing right now! 🥰
Alternate POV Symbols:
🌲 ~ Reader | 🐊 ~ Crocodile | 🗡 ~ Mihawk | 🤡 ~ Buggy | 🔴 ~ Shanks | ⏰ ~ Flashbacks for listed POV | ⚫ ~ Scenes depicting Dark Content as listed in Author's Notes
!!! SPOILER WARNING !!! Fic contains spoilers for the end of the Wano arc
Rating/Warnings: Author May Choose to Exclude some Warnings to Avoid Spoilers for Certain Chapters, Explicit Sexual Content, 18+ ONLY, MDNI, AFAB!Reader, She/Her Pronouns for Reader, Reader-Insert, Use of Y/N, Dark Content, Blood & Violence, PTSD, Panic Attacks, Dissociation, Grief, Swearing, Alcohol, Cigars, Smut, Fluff, Angst, Guilt, Drama, Jealousy, Manipulation, Pet Names, Power Imbalance, Cross Guild boys are VILLAINS, Possessive Behavior, Teasing, Threats, Biting, Flirting, PIV Sex, Cunnilingus, Blowjobs, Relationship Drama, Inappropriate Use of Akuma no Mi | Devil Fruit Powers, Shameless Shameless Smut, Other Additional Tags to Be Added
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~~~🤡🤡🤡~~~
No thought. No hesitation.
Instinct. The clown’s hands had already been gripping the man’s face, forcing him to look toward the crowd of leeches.
“...The Cross Guild, and their overpriced whore–”
Killing had never been that fucking satisfying. The sound of that neck snapping felt like some grand bell, ringing just for her.
There she was.
My girl. My star. You know I love you, don’t you?
Y/N stared down, beautiful eyes held wide as she scanned that dead piece of shit’s body before returning to his gaze, his smile.
She smiled back.
Buggy drank her in, feeling as though he could stay there forever, sustained, sated, safe. The world was quiet and warm, soft and secret, just for them.
My shining star really does love me.
Her smile deepened, so cute he felt he might faint when she started to chew on her bottom lip.
What a feeling.
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~~~⏰🤡🤡🤡⏰~~~
“New Giant Warriors?’ More like New Giant Pains in my Ass!”
“You said it, boss!”
Buggy sighed, feeling stress building into a pressure between his brows.
“Go grab another bottle,” he ordered, shooing his henchman away from the booth before he gave in to the urge to start yelling.
This tavern is way too fucking snooty for that. Pricey as shit too.
“I’m sorry to intrude, sir, but I couldn’t help but overhear about your business concerns. I’d like to offer my services as a financial advisor, if you’re open to–”
“Excuse me? Oh, uh… What?”
Buggy gawked at the gorgeous woman that had just said so many strange words, her professional attire, and polite smile making him itch. His eyes darted around, not seeing any groups she could have been with that might have dared her to talk to the pirate clown.
“My name is Y/N, and I’d love to sit for an interview. If I may take up some more of your time, Captain Buggy, sir?”
Buggy nodded, forcing his mouth to close while she took his crew member’s seat. He sat up a little straighter, tugging at his striped vest as if it would make him look any less of a mess than he was.
“Here, Captain–”
“Bring a fresh glass, then scram.”
~~~
Buggy couldn’t understand her con. She wasn’t asking for money out the gate. Somehow, this stunning woman almost managed to bore him with her numbers rant. Her method of persuasion was nowhere near flashy enough to swindle him, if anyone.
Might work on nerds.
He hadn’t meant to snort, giving an awkward smile when Y/N stopped talking about diversification long enough to chew on her lip, staring into her empty glass. She’d downed her first drink too fast, and nodded at Buggy’s offer for a refill.
“I’d be happy to provide a list of ref—“
“Why are you doing this?”
She’s so pretty. Too pretty.
“I’m sorry?”
Buggy took a breath, trying not to take his shit out on this random woman at a tavern, but if she was fucking with him…
“I mean, why are you talking to me? Really?”
He needed to stop looking at her. She got cuter and cuter with every little expression that danced across her features.
“I’d like to be your financial advisor, and provide support as you grow Buggy’s Delivery—“
“Boring.”
Y/N’s lips parted in a shocked smile, before she snared Buggy with the most brutal trap he’d ever come across.
She laughed.
A surprised sound, almost sharp, as sparks lit up behind her eyes.
“It is boring, isn’t it?”
The clown shook his head while the stranger devolved into giggles, losing her perfect posture when she slumped against the booth’s cushioned bench.
“I’m great at my job, Captain Buggy,” Y/N declared after catching her breath. “I want to go with you, and I know that my skills will help your business thrive.”
What a weird girl.
“I don’t take people on without getting to know them a bit,” Buggy offered tentatively as he topped off his glass. “If you’re gonna join my crew, I need to know what kind of person you are.”
“How can I—“
“How about you start by talking about anything besides numbers,” Buggy ordered, knocking lightly on the table in front of her.
“Oh…”
She frowned, and his world seemed to shrink until it wrapped around her, everything else going dark.
I like the smile better.
“Fine,” the clown gave an exaggerated sigh, slipping a small box out of one of the many hidden pockets of his vest. “Since you like numbers so much, why don’t you help me out with a little trick…”
~~~
“It’s the six of spades,” Y/N chirped, glowing more with every correct prediction as Buggy shuffled the cards, laying out a certain number face up, and face down. He’d let his voice shift for her, that playful, encouraging tone he used to make his marks feel special.
“Alright, doll, count for me.”
Y/N counted while he laid out the rest of the cards one by one, until she called out “twenty two,” and her hand flew toward him.
She’d reached for the deck, but grabbed his hand instead. The clown was too fast, revealing the six of spades with a satisfied smirk while this beautiful woman gave a flustered apology.
“I’m impressed, numbers girl,” Buggy teased, starting to see the potential for an enjoyable evening the longer Y/N kept gazing at him like that.
Been awhile. Maybe I found another clown freak to play with for a night.
“So, do you accept my offer, Captain Buggy?”
“Yeah, sure,” he nodded, still not getting her kink or her con, but that smile was too much to say no to. “Do you wanna, uh… Would you like to go somewhere a little more private?”
Wait for it…
“I’d love to!”
Y/N had only paused for a second, but her eyes showed a flash of heat, and Buggy couldn’t read any fear or disgust in them.
Gotta be a clown kink.
~~~
Swanky was the only way he could describe this room, and Buggy knew they’d charge him for getting greasepaint on those fancy ass sheets.
He stopped giving a shit as soon as Y/N kicked off her shoes, ignoring the other luxurious furniture to sit on the edge of the bed.
He tried not to sigh, not to think.
Just enjoy the beautiful woman that clearly wanted to fuck him right now, no matter what her reasons might be.
“Did I say you could sit on my bed,” he rasped, enjoying her little gasp when he towered over her, his gloved fingers tilting her chin up to meet his gaze.
“I-I’m sorry, Captain. I’ll—“
“You’ll tell me exactly what you want me to do to you, numbers girl,” the clown ordered, letting the moment take over. “Captain’s orders.”
Those lovely eyes rolled back. He was gonna make them cross tonight, gonna fuck this little clown fucker dumb.
“Kiss me, please.”
Why is she looking at me like that?
Y/N grabbed his hand that still held her chin, tugging softly, asking instead of demanding that he sit beside her.
There was something about her. Something that made him ignore the alarm bells ringing in his head.
He gave no resistance, falling into her orbit. She smelled so good as he sat close, watching her face for anything that could snap him out of this.
What he saw only dragged him deeper.
“I’m so glad I met you tonight, Captain,” Y/N breathed. She placed a gentle hand against his jaw, not seeming to care about the mess while her thumb traced over his colorful mask.
“Shut up,” Buggy whispered, barely a sound while he stared at her lips, not realizing that he’d already leaned in.
“Yes, Captain,” Y/N smiled, melting into his kiss. She didn’t flinch or freeze when his nose pressed against her skin. She hadn’t asked him to take it off.
Her kiss made him dizzy, and the clown had to grab her, pulling her body close as though he’d fly off into space without her to keep him here.
She didn’t complain about the bitter colors on her tongue, or smearing across her face. She didn’t pull away.
Little, eager noises left her throat, spilling into his mouth like ambrosia, like a drug, and he fed her with growls, pulling her onto his lap.
This strange girl struggled to feel him, her stuffy clothes bunching up, restricting her eager hips until he finally broke the kiss with a laugh.
“Want some help, dollface?”
“Mhm,” she nodded, breathless while her shaky fingers fought to tear her free.
“I’ve got you,” he promised, stopping her frantic hands. “Before we start, you got a safe—“
“Hopscotch,” she rushed, writhing in his lap, impatience looking way too fucking cute on her. “And I’m on birth control.”
“You really came prepared, didn’t you,” Buggy teased, cutting off her reply by tossing her onto the bed.
His body pulsed at how fucking desperate she seemed to be, gasping and whining while he helped her out of those boring clothes.
“You’re so beautiful…”
Buggy hadn’t meant to say it out loud, but her body’s reaction made it worth it.
Finally, there was nothing left but her panties, and the clown could feel himself slipping away, ready to lose himself for just a little while in this woman’s gorgeous body.
Just for a little while.
“Oh, fuck. You’re…”
“Please, Captain,” Y/N begged while Buggy teased his fingers around the perfect, dripping pussy he’d just revealed. “I need— oh f-fuuck…”
“Yeah, baby,” he taunted. Buggy had to hold in his own needy noises at how quickly she’d soaked through the fabric, his fingers still gloved while he fucked two of them into her. “Need Captain Buggy to make you scream tonight?”
“Y-yes, Captain.”
“Gonna keep following orders, pretty?”
“Mm, yes, plea—“
“Clean your mess,” Buggy growled, taking his fingers back to rub across her lips, his body thrusting on its own from the eager way she’d taken them in. She licked and sucked, pulling her own taste from the glove while she watched him undo the buckles of his vest with his free hand.
Buggy was caught now, the look in her eyes driving him mad while her dainty fingers started circling her clit.
He tried to pull his hand back, needing to be naked now, to be inside of her right fucking now, but she grabbed his wrist. Sucking his fingers one last time, she bit into the wet fabric, laughing through her teeth while she struggled to pull off his glove.
Alarm bells.
Yet, her laugh did him in.
“Try the dry one, baby,” Buggy chuckled, offering his other hand. “Like this.”
He bit the wet glove, showing her how to do it until they were both laughing, and he almost forgot what they’d been doing.
Y/N hadn't forgotten. She attacked him, palming him through his pants when she couldn’t undo them fast enough.
“Did I tell you—“
“Sorry, I’m sorry, please,” Y/N breathed. She brought one of his bare hands to her chest, and the pounding of her heart was hypnotizing. Almost as hypnotizing as her next words.
“Please, fuck me. I need you, Buggy.”
The instinct to fly to pieces so he could hold every part of her down while he took her was so strong, the clown had to clench his teeth, a low whine leaving his throat while he stood to pull off his clothes.
Being with a clown was one thing. It was rare to find someone that wouldn’t be scared or disgusted by his body splitting apart.
But gods damn, she’s making it hard to hold together.
Biting her lip, Y/N gave him big, innocent eyes while she played with herself again. A little flicker of pride went through him at the hungry look she gave when she saw his leaking cock, mouth falling open while she watched him stroke all that precum over his tip, down his shaft.
“Say it again, pretty,” he rasped.
“Fuck me, please. I need you, Buggy.”
“Of course you do,” the Warlord growled, making her gasp when he was suddenly there, spreading her thighs apart to circle his tip around her clit, shoving her little fingers out of the way. Her filthy moan made him forget his rule.
He always fucked strangers from behind the first time, just in case they made that face.
Buggy lined himself up, and all he saw on her face was delicious desperation while he forced his way into her warm, perfect cunt. She was too fucking much.
Sweet fingers gripping his skin. Soft, pouting lips. His name, louder, and louder.
“Oh gods, Buggy!”
“What, baby,” he panted. Buggy couldn’t stop himself, fucking her so deep he thought he’d drown. He pulled one of her legs against him, her foot dangling over his shoulder while she screamed so fucking pretty for him. “What… Gonna come for your captain again?”
“Yes! Buggy, feels so… F-fuck, mm coming, Captain…”
Y/N screamed herself hoarse, those lovely eyes finally crossing before Buggy groaned, laughing at her little tongue hanging out, and her leg, twitching violently against his chest.
“Mmn, fuck yeah. Flashy girl, taking your captain’s come so… so fucking good, baby.”
Gods, look at her…
Buggy stared down at his strange lover, and they took turns twitching and laughing until he finally pulled out of her, fighting a stupid twinge of regret that it had to end.
“Here you— shit, I’m sorry,” Buggy cursed. His floating hand had dropped a towel beside her after fetching it from the bathroom without thinking. It froze in the air while he braced for less fun screams to start.
At least it was good while it lasted.
“Whoa! That’s a devil fruit power, right? I forgot you were supposed to have one,” Y/N asked brightly. She reached out, lacing her fingers with his floating hand.
Buggy went blank.
She held his hand as their breathing relaxed, smiling softly at him while he forgot that he was supposed to reply. Until she let out a little whine, trying to stretch her leg that was still propped up against his chest.
“Fuck, sorry,” Buggy hurried as he helped her move, taking his hand back so he could wipe them both up. Although she’d need some more thorough cleaning to get rid of the evidence of fucking a clown.
“Do you wanna use the shower before you go?”
“Oh,” Y/N frowned, her sweet eyes fucking with him again. “Do you want me to leave?”
“Well, I—“
“But I can still come with you, right,” she fretted, covering herself with the dirty towel. “Please, I’ll respect your boundaries if you don’t want me like… I will be strictly professional. You won’t find a better pick than me to help you get your finances—“
“You can stay here if you want to,” Buggy offered. He didn’t have the energy for all of those promises and lies, but if she wanted to stay for the night, he’d take it.
“Okay, Captain!”
Joy seemed to fill her as she kissed him quick, dragging him to the bathroom.
He stayed behind, sending her with just a hand, and her surprised laugh brought a real smile to his lips when she stomped back to convince the rest of his body to join her.
I think she’s my favorite clown fucker.
Buggy chuckled to himself as they settled into bed, kissing the stranger’s temple when she hummed a question.
Alarm bells kept ringing, but she was so soft, and warm, and sweet. She let him hold her. The alarm bells got quieter, and Buggy found himself pulled into the best sleep he’d had in a long time.
It’s okay if it’s just tonight. She’s gonna leave, but… right now is nice.
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~~~⏰🌲🌲🌲⏰~~~
Wow, he snores.
You held in your giggle, sighing at how comfortable you felt in this pirate’s arms.
All of your impulsive decisions of the night were fucking insane, yet you still ached for tomorrow. A naïve hope filled you that maybe, just maybe, if you got on that boat, if you got away, all of these worries and guilty thoughts would disappear.
I’m tired of this boring life.
Selfish. Entitled.
Yet an adventure with this sweet, funny, beautiful man was too tempting to resist.
Soft dreams tonight. No storms. No snails.
You dreamt of playing a game of cards with a pair of floating hands, and you woke with a smile.
~~~⏰🌲🌲🌲⏰~~~
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Buggy.
The need to touch him, to kiss him, almost sent your body into a panic.
“Rabbit, are you— oh…” Mihawk checked in while the applause went on and on. You couldn’t look away from your clown’s glowing smile, his dancing eyes, but you heard Mihawk’s voice change in just those few words.
Concern. Curiosity. Then something like satisfaction. A little laugh left you when you realized you could practically hear him arching a brow.
“What do I smell like right now,” you teased, feeling high. Feeling here.
“Mm, you smell like our little rabbit again,” Mihawk purred, touching your knee for just a moment. “Like our sweet girl. Like our pretty star.”
Chills ran over your entire body at those bewitching words, and at the skill with which Buggy wrapped up the show. He managed to bring the crowd down, make them sigh, make them laugh, and make them leave, all while his eyes stayed locked onto yours.
Until he finally looked away, and you followed his line of sight to find what had torn your clown from you.
Red hair rushed out of the room, that Emperor of the Sea not sparing a glance toward the clown on the stage.
No.
Reality flooded back like crashing waves, destroying the pretty castle of sand you’d become too attached to.
He promised. He has to take Buggy. Has to make him happy.
“Rabbit?”
“That was quite the show,” Uncle Cedrick hummed as he made his way to the head table, jerking his head toward the staff that were cleaning the blood from the stage. “Is there somewhere we can retire for our after dinner drink? My ship’s bar has quite the selection of—“
“We have a lounge,” Crocodile interrupted, his husky voice thick with danger.
“Hi,” Buggy breathed as he appeared beside you.
“That was an amazing show, President Buggy.”
You gave him a fraction of the smile you wanted too, but he nodded, listening to your need for distance.
Crocodile led the way, and you found yourself walking behind your uncle, feeling a strange need to protect his back while your swordsman and your clown followed close behind.
Would they kill him for me?
That smile on Buggy’s face glowed in your mind, but was drowned out by all the rest. All the old. All the inevitable.
Soon you were dizzy, familiar halls pulling you into a fog.
“Why are there so many rugs,” you frowned, no longer in your body when you stepped into the lounge. The plush carpet around the couch was covered in a random collection of beautiful, extravagant rugs. The coffee table was gone, leaving nothing between the ridiculous, green couch, and matching chairs.
“We couldn’t spare any staff to pull up the carpet today,” Mihawk drawled while he floated toward the bar.
“What happened to the carpet,” Buggy asked, his actual floating hands helping to pass out glasses of wine.
“Let’s discuss home improvement projects when we’re not hosting guests,” Crocodile warned, staring hard at Uncle Cedrick while he relaxed into one of the chairs.
“Excellent vintage,” he praised, and part of you almost laughed at the look on Mihawk’s face.
Then your lovers’ faces all turned to you, frowning when you sat in the chair beside your uncle.
Buggy took your spot on the couch, his eyes almost losing their shine, until he floated one of the bar stools beside your chair.
“Thank you, Mr. President,” you coughed, grateful to set your glass down before your shaky hands made a mess on the new rugs. He didn’t bother giving your guest the same courtesy. Buggy just watched you, until you looked down at your fingers, trying not to twist them.
“How about a toast,” Uncle Cedrick beamed, lifting his glass, his commanding gaze forcing you to look his way. “To my incredible niece, and her esteemed employers. It’s been an honor attending such an impressive event.”
Silence followed, but everyone’s lips tasted wine.
“Why are you here, Mr. Sylvad?”
Buggy’s voice was dark, measured, and frightening when matched with his glinting eyes.
Yet, Uncle Cedrick smiled, chuckling as if his life weren’t one wrong breath away from being ended. You weren’t surprised.
He feared nothing. He had no reason to.
“I’m here for Y/N, of course,” he answered, humming while he took another sip. Your uncle radiated ease, as though you were just a normal family enjoying a weekend trip. “It’s time for my dear niece to come home.”
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~~~⏰🤡🤡🤡⏰~~~
“Good morning, Captain Buggy!”
What the fuck…
“I ordered us some coffee,” Y/N beamed, pulling on her boring, wrinkled clothes. “I need to head to the office, so I can contact my clients to let them know I’m leaving. Then I just need to grab a couple things from home, and say goodbye to my sister. Should I meet you back here, or—“
“That’s too elaborate,” Buggy yawned as he rolled away from her sunny smile, wanting to go back to his dream where everything stayed nice and warm. “You can just say you changed your mind. Or your grandma died. Or you have amnesia or something. Thanks for a fun night.”
…
“What?”
That’s some damn good acting.
Buggy rolled back to face her, shocked by the convincing amount of pain on her face to match that quavering voice, one of her shoes dangling, forgotten in her hand.
“I said it’s alright,” the clown soothed, really hoping he wouldn’t have to hold her fucking hand just so she could stuff her guilt and self pity down long enough to leave. Those people were almost worse than the outright assholes.
“Please don’t leave without me,” she begged, going to her knees at the edge of the bed, tilting her head to meet his eyes. “Please, Captain Buggy. I swear I… I’m not lying. Please—“
“Fuck it, fine. I’ll wait here today,” he groaned, rubbing his hands over his face while he rolled onto his back. “I’m outta here by five. If you’re fucking with me—“
“Thank you!”
Buggy moaned, the sudden weight of this crazy woman sending him reeling. She let out a needy gasp, as though she hadn’t expected to find the clown so fucking hard when she’d jumped on him.
“Captain!”
“What are you doing?”
“Can I, Captain?”
“Okay, but you… fuuuck, you’re something else. You’re— gods, keep doing that, baby…”
She’s definitely my favorite clown fucker.
~~~
Buggy waited.
Round and round his thoughts went. Sometimes a spot of hope would shine through, but it was always trampled quickly by well earned doubt, anger, or humiliation.
Although the memory of her lips kept disrupting his cycle, leaving his face hot while he stared at the table.
Fuck this. Not gonna sit here, and let her make a fool out of…
“Captain Buggy,” she called out, dragging a single suitcase behind her. She gave him a breathless smile, but her eyes were a bit red, with a hint of puffiness. The thought of her crying pushed away all the things he should have cared about.
“Are you okay? You look—“
“Oh, I’m sorry, sir,” Y/N cringed, looking away with a self deprecating laugh. “Goodbyes always get me emotional, but I’m ready to go. When can we leave?”
“Are you insane?”
Buggy hadn’t meant to sound so harsh, sighing at the hurt look in her eyes while he motioned for her to sit.
“I’m not sure what—“
“You have a fancy job,” he started, struggling to refocus after he spotted a bit of missed paint below her ear. “You’ve got enough berry to drink at this snooty place after work. You’re gorgeous. You’re way too smart…”
The clown trailed off, almost losing his momentum again at the pleased smile his last few words put on her face.
“You know I’m a fucking pirate, right? A Warlord of the Sea?”
“Of course, sir.”
“You know what Buggy’s Delivery—“
“I’m aware, Captain,” Y/N assured, her voice slipping into professional distance, something almost frightening beneath that even tone. “Mercenaries may be a legal gray area, but I see no issues with a country that doesn’t have an adequate fighting force paying for outside help to protect themselves. I don’t see why soldiers paid for through your service are any different than soldiers paid or forced to fight by their own governments.”
“But they are different,” Buggy grinned, loving the way her eyes lit up at his satisfied chuckle. “Our fighters are better.”
The world shrunk down, wrapping around her once again. She let out a breath, her lips struggling to hold in a smile.
“Does this mean I got the job?”
“We’ll see how the probationary period goes, dollface,” the Warlord teased, floating one of his hands to carry her suitcase while the other helped her out of her seat.
“We’ll spend most of our time on my island,” he bragged, walking almost too fast for her toward the docks, “but wait ‘til you get a look at my ship! It’s– oh, how are you with boats?”
Her pause made him stop in his tracks, and she walked into him, stumbling before he caught her. Lifting her chin, the captain inspected his new recruit, frowning at how little she seemed to give away.
“Have you never been on a boat, or are you afraid of boats?”
“I…”
“Boat’s are pretty much a requirement to being a fucking pirate, numbers girl. I’m not gonna—“
“I know how to sail. I just got scared for a while after a storm,” she let out, fire building in her eyes. “But I didn’t want to be scared. I made myself go out on the water. Boats don’t bother me anymore.”
“Well, I hadn’t planned on making my financial advisor get her hands dirty, but it’s always good to have another sailor aboard.”
Buggy lifted her hand with his free one, floating it up to kiss red across her knuckles.
Fuck. She’s not gonna stay. This is probably just some stupid, long con.
Still, I might as well enjoy it while it lasts.
He could have left it there, meaningless and fun, but the fire in her eyes, and the words she’d declared, kept him rooted.
“What about storms?”
“I’m sorry?”
That soft smile couldn’t cover up all the anger and fear it tried to hide.
“You’re not afraid of boats anymore, but what about storms?”
Buggy almost turned and left her there, not wanting to bring such a hassle onto his ship, no matter how lovely her lips were. Not if she was too cowardly to tell the truth, or at least to come up with a decent lie.
“I’m not good with storms,” she breathed, staring up at him like a challenge. Like she wouldn’t let just anyone force her to say something like that.
“That’s alright, pretty,” Buggy soothed, wrapping his arm around her shoulders while he led her toward the ship. “You’re my flashy financial adviser now. If there’s a storm, you can stay nice and toasty in the cabin while the rest of us do the manual labor. I’ll even put that in writing if you— whoa, hey…”
“I won’t let you down, Captain,” she hummed, hugging him close just as they reached the Big Top.
“Hey, Captain, who’s your friend,” Mohji called over cheerfully, leading Richie up the ramp to the deck. The lion gave a gentle roar, a sweet greeting to the ears of his crew, but it made Y/N yelp, clinging to him even tighter.
Buggy didn’t think, just laughed while he lifted this strange girl into the air, floating her up to the ship while his feet raced up the long way.
“Alright, numbers girl,” he rasped, ignoring his need to breathe while he stared at her gorgeous face. “This is your last chance. Want me to leave you on the docks? Or do you wanna have a flashy adventure with the Great Captain Buggy, Warlord of the Sea?”
“No more ‘numbers girl,” she giggled, that perfect sound trapping him again. “I want to be your flashy girl now, Captain.”
“Really,” he purred, losing his mind at all the sweet noises she kept making for him, especially these cute little whines she just started, like she’d already forgotten how to talk.
Y/N made him forget all his rules. Don’t get attached. Don’t like them too much. Don’t fall for the con.
She’s staying…
Buggy forgot every fucking thing on the planet when she giggled for him again, and it was a miracle that he got her into the cabin before he took her in front of his crew.
They didn't leave that cabin until they landed at Karai Bari.
Y/N made him greedy for things he’d sworn off hunting for. Buggy was blissfully lost, holding on to her for days, weeks, months, only getting more fucking desperate to enjoy every moment before this sweet lie came to an end. Her laughter, her touch, even the air around her made him high.
This Warlord of the Sea wasn’t even angry that she was going to leave. He was just grateful for every morning when he woke to find that those words were still true, a comforting mantra that played in his mind while he stole her from the world for another day.
She’s still here.
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~~~🌲🌲🌲~~~
“She’s not going anywhere,” Crocodile growled, resting his arm around Buggy’s shoulders as the clown started hovering out of his seat at your uncle’s announcement.
“I assure you, gentlemen, I have no intention of forcing her, violently or otherwise. I’m just here to chat,” he purred, arching a brow at you. “You did explain my insurance, did you not? I’d hate for something—“
“Don’t hurt him,” you cut him off, though your voice was empty now, and your eyes couldn’t quite meet any of those on the couch. “If he doesn’t call…”
“Such an honor to speak with someone so well… protected,” Mihawk stepped in, poison dripping in every word. “To have what amounts to your own personal Buster Call is quite the feat.”
“Oh, it’s nothing so outlandish as that,” Uncle Cedrick laughed, brushing the fake compliment away with a wave of his hand. His eyes crawled over you again, and you caught the satisfied smirk he failed to hide. He didn’t need to hide it. “Just friends in high places. One of the perks of our family name.”
Silence. The most painfully awkward silence you’d ever felt.
“Now, it’s time for you to honor that name, niece. You’ve had your fun.”
“Why do you need her anyway,” the clown spat. His fingers tapped at his knee, until Mihawk rested his hand there. Buggy’s breath calmed a bit as he let his fingers go still over the swordsman’s, but he never looked away from his target. “You already got everything! She’s not the heir, so just leave—“
Uncle Cedrick’s laughter was the smug twist of a key, the cruel sound of your cage being shut and locked forever.
“Is that what she told you,” he shook his head, still recovering from laughter. Uncle seemed to be having a grand old time stomping all over your sand castle. “I wonder how many more lies my little niece has been feeding you.”
“What are you saying,” Crocodile asked coldly. Braving a glance at his face gave you nothing, those frightening features were closed off to you now.
“Well, I suppose it’s a good sign that you never trusted these pirates,” he sighed, not noticing the creaks from the couch while three villains refrained from murdering him yet again.
“Explain,” Mihawk ordered, sharp, deadly.
Uncle Cedrick threw you a taunting smile.
“Y/N is Arbo Sylvad’s sole heir.”
It’s over.
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“No more Numbers Girl. Y/N is Captain Buggy’s Flashy Girl now,” Buggy mimicked your voice, pulling the notepad and pen from your hands.
“Buggy,” you groaned, uselessly pulling on his arms to grab for his hands, only for everything to float out of reach. “Please, Bugs. I just want to do my job, baby. I want to help you.”
At first it was sweet.
“Mm, but you help me everyday,” your clown purred, pulling you closer on that fancy, green couch. “My pretty star, helping me shine…”
Months of this.
“Buggy, plea— Mm, we need to work on the… fuck…”
Months of your sweet clown not wanting to leave your side for a second.
“What does my flashy girl need to work on,” Buggy teased, starting to kiss along your thighs after kneeling between them. He’d barely touched you, and you were already sighing, eyes already fluttering for him.
Months of forgetting the world, forgetting everything but each other.
“Finances, Bugs,” you urged, curling your fingers into his hair to try to make him focus.
Just listen to me, Buggy.
You’d pulled his hair too hard, and the little moan he let out made your body ache, always hungry for him.
“Okay, star,” Buggy rasped, eyes going dark. "I promise. We’ll start bright and early tomorrow, and you can tell me all those long words you like.”
“Why tomorrow? We have plenty of—“
“It’s already lunchtime,” he scolded in mock horror. “It’s best to start work like that—“
“It’s not even eleven— Oh gods… Buggy, you promise? Just work tomorrow? Just… mmn, please...”
“I promise,” Buggy beamed, his perfect face shining when he pulled away from your needy cunt long enough to tease you. “I promise I’m gonna make my pretty star laugh, and come, and shine for me every fucking day. Now, is my flashy girl gonna let her captain finish his lunch?”
It was hard to think. You didn’t want to think. You’d never been with someone for this long before. Was it normal to get frustrated with him like this? Was it normal to still melt every time he touched you?
Nothing about your life felt normal, but this felt like the closest to thing real that you’d ever get. These last few months with Buggy were the brightest your life had been since… He shined so bright, and you wanted to disappear with him into the night sky, lost forever.
You just wished he would listen, and you wished you could stop giving in every single time.
But then you’d give in, and remember why you couldn’t stop.
“Please, Bugs.”
“Whatcha need, flashy girl,” the clown teased, pressing little kisses and bites along your thighs.
“I need you, Buggy,” you begged, spreading your legs wide for him as your head fell back. “Need your lips, your tongue, your nose…”
“Oh yeah? Such a small list,” Buggy scolded, his breath moving closer, teasing against all that wetness he’d drawn from you.
“Captain Buggy.”
It came out in a whine now, and you pouted more when he laughed at your pathetic face.
“Need your teeth, your hands, your fingers,” you listed, aching for him. The manic look in his eyes while he watched you fall apart for him made you need him more.
“I need your cock inside me now, Buggy, please.”
“My girl’s so good for me,” he breathed over your core, leaving teasing kisses around where you needed him, until you were twitching, almost sobbing for him. “But don’t rush your captain. I haven’t finished my lunch yet.”
Tomorrow. We’ll work tomorrow.
Tomorrow was too late.
~~~⏰🌲🌲🌲⏰~~~
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“It’s true, Y/N,” Mihawk let out, that dangerous voice sharp enough to stab through the clown’s pathetic soul. “You have an opportunity to live an interesting life. Don’t disappoint us by lowering yourself for that clown.”
They’re right, baby.
She didn’t speak, and Buggy ached to float to her, to make sure she was okay, but he was wrecked. Useless. They’d tossed his head behind the couch like a piece of trash, and Crocodile was still using his body as a footrest.
“Say it, Y/N,” Crocodile commanded her.
It’s all my fault, star.
“Wh-What…”
The scarred man kicked Buggy again, this time sending his body across the floor. The clown fought to choke them down, but weak, broken noises left his lips, and he broke even further when he heard Y/N gasping for him. She was so close, right there.
I never should have taken her. I’m an idiot. Selfish. They’re gonna hurt my–
“Say it.”
“I won’t… I won’t lower myself for that clown.”
Good. I never deserved you, star. Why didn’t I listen to you?
Now he listened.
Crocodile and Mihawk were praising her, but Buggy didn’t hear them. Just the rustle of movement, and Y/N’s strained, desperate breathing. He knew that breathing.
She was trying so hard.
I’m not worth it, baby. Just an idiot. Can’t believe I actually thought… No. It was stupid.
You could never love me.
I’ll never be anything but a fucking joke.
~~~⏰🤡🤡🤡⏰~~~
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“That doesn’t make any sense,” Buggy denied. You wanted to grab him, to run away right now, before any more of your shame could crawl into the light.
“If Y/N is the sole heir, then why are you holding the reins?”
Mihawk held his wineglass a little closer, as though he were protecting his precious red from hearing such a sordid tale.
You coughed another sick laugh, shaking your head toward the floor.
“My benevolent brother doted on your young CFO here,” Uncle Cedrick began, relaxing into the chair. He always loved to hear himself talk.
“I wanna hear it from you,” Crocodile ordered. Unreadable silver eyes gutted you like his hook just might if he didn’t like your story.
Why did you curse me, dad?
You had never wanted your story to be different more than you did right now.
“Uncle Cedrick is standing in. I won't become the heir until… Until I decide I’m ready.”
“What does that mean,” he rasped, patting his jacket for cigars that didn’t seem to be there.
“It means…”
What’s the point? It’s done now.
“What my niece means to say is that instead of honoring her father’s last wish, fulfilling her responsibilities, and accepting the family wealth, Y/N decided that she would rather live a ‘boring’ life,” Uncle Cedrick gave a patronizing laugh. “Sylvad’s heiress would rather work at a bank. It boggles the mind, honestly.”
“Miss Y/N is free to make her own choices,” Mihawk threatened, finally setting his comfort wine aside.
“But of course,” your uncle conceded the point, waving his hand before turning to you again. “If only my dear brother hadn’t been so cruel, although maybe not as cruel as my niece.”
“What the fuck are you talking about,” Buggy growled.
“Get to the point, Sylvad,” Crocodile warned, rubbing that large hand over the clown’s shoulders.
“Arbo decided to give Y/N everything, including the decision of whether or not to release her mother and sister’s rightful inheritance, but only when she takes up her role,” he tutted, sipping his wine while his eyes sparkled at you. “Who knows what drove my brother to such a heartless choice. Although it’s possible that he wasn’t aware of how selfish his favorite little daughter could be.”
“Don’t,” you breathed, all of your villains tilting forward.
“Your insurance may be effective, Sylvad,” Mihawk threatened, predator eyes focused on his prey. “However, accidents can still occur. Mind your fucking tongue.”
“My apologies,” he laughed. Everything was easy, everything was always working out for him. “You’re right, of course. I shouldn’t be airing our family’s dirty laundry in front of my gracious hosts.”
“Is that it?”
Buggy laughed, chaotic and perfect, and it made you forget for just a moment.
“You feel bad for not making your mom and sister stupid rich? Well, boo fuckin’ hoo,” he mocked, his fake crying face pulling a small, strangled laugh from your throat. “That’s not your fucking job!”
My sweet, lovely clown.
A sigh moved through you, and you let your body relax, let your eyes drift closed.
Pretending.
“I suppose you’re right,” that needling voice went on, narrowing in on you again. “You’ve spent all these years avoiding your responsibilities as heir, but at least you were safe.”
“Miss Y/N is safe with us.”
Crocodile’s rough voice pulled your eyes open, and you found the three of them watching you, eyes softer than they should be. You shivered, until Uncle Cedrick made you freeze.
“That may be so, but it’s been months since you ran away. Kat’s been worried sick about you, Y/N. Dr. Vorsan’s been doing what he can to help, but you can’t blame her for being scared for her sister.”
He tilted his head toward you, catching your eyes while practiced compassion took over his features.
“Dr. Vorsan is concerned for you too, niece. Your decisions have—“
“Who’s this doctor,” Crocodile questioned.
Your world went dull.
“Keeping more secrets, niece? Well, I suppose that’s to be expected from such a troubled mind.”
“Your mind’s about to be fucking troubled you fucking—“
“Please,” your whimpered plea made the clown go still.
“Star?”
“It’s a shame, really,” your uncle explained. “It only makes sense, of course. After the tragedy of her father’s death, and that little incident with the snail…”
No.
“Dr. Vorsan always warned us there’d be lifelong effects from that sort of trauma, especially on someone so young.”
Stop.
You wanted to pretend one last time. To see their eyes before they changed. Now you couldn’t look away.
Just a little bit longer.
Uncle Cedrick lost his somber tone, looking down the couch while he complained until he landed on Crocodile.
“I suppose it could be worse. The doctor said we’d be lucky if promiscuity was her worst flaw. You know what they say about girls with daddy issues—“
“STOP!!!”
Crocodile’s eyes had been wide with rage, but now he was shaking. The point of his hook was a hair’s breadth away from your skin after you’d leapt between him and his prey. Mihawk and Buggy had joined him when he lunged toward Uncle Cedrick, but now they pulled him back, breaking the scarred man out of his frozen moment.
“Sweetheart… I’m so sorry.”
“I’m leaving.”
Such a small sentence, and your voice was so quiet, yet the eruption it caused was overwhelming. These three, powerful men looked panicked, all speaking at once while they beseeched you, begged for you to not mean those two little words.
“What? No, star, you don’t need to—“
“Darling, we’re here. Whatever you need—“
“Please, sweet girl, let us help—“
“Wonderful! I knew you’d see reason.” Uncle Cedrick clapped a hand on his knee before standing, already making his way out of the room.
“You were always so smart, Y/N. I’ll meet you in the foyer, so you can say your little goodbyes. Thank you, gentlemen—“
“Get out!”
The door closed, and Crocodile’s face fell, regret following his newest show of rage.
“Baby, you’re not going.”
“I'm done pretending. I’m going home,” you declared, pulling away from Buggy’s touch, fighting not to meet those beautiful eyes.
“Sweetheart, please,” Crocodile begged, going to his knees. Those large fingers cradled your face, and you had to meet his gaze. “I’m so sorry, I’ll be better. I’ll protect you. I love you, Y/N. Let me help—“
“I told you what I want, Crocodile. I’ll never forgive you if you make me your prisoner again.”
You’d hurt this frightening man. This ex-Warlord of the Sea. His name on your lips made his face crumple, made something break.
Sick laughter almost rolled off your tongue at the thought of how few people could claim that they had hurt this terrifying, secretly soft man.
“Rabbit,” Mihawk breathed, pulling you aside. His wicked fingers danced over your hair, trailing down to trace soothing lines along the sides of your face until you almost sighed.
“Please don’t leave, darling,” the swordsman rasped, those predator's eyes going desperate while he scanned your features. “I'll do anything. I love you, rabbit. I need—“
“Thanks for pretending,” you forced out as you tore yourself free, looking away before you could see how your words would affect this untouchable man. “It was fun, but I'm done playing. I hope you find a new toy soon.”
Your foot caught on that pile of fancy rugs when you ran toward the door, but Buggy was there. His upper body lifted you high, his sweet smile almost making you forget. He was always so good at making you forget the world.
“Put me down.”
“I don’t believe you,” Buggy whispered, setting you on your feet, and squeezing your cheeks together before you shook him off.
“I don’t—“
“I’m sorry I didn’t listen before, star. I should have—“
“I’m leaving. I want to go.”
“You’re not saying anything mean to me,” the clown teased, a crooked smirk catching your breath. “You can’t, huh? I knew it. I knew I was never a joke to you, baby.”
“I want to go…”
“I’ll listen this time, star,” he promised, kneeling so he could gaze up at you with that manic love in his eyes. “I think you wanna stay. The only way I’ll believe that you want us to let you go is if you promise me something.”
He started searching his silly red outfit for hidden pockets, pulling out his item with a magician’s flourish. You were shaking while you watched him, your feet wobbling in those pretty shoes that had barely managed to stay on when you tripped.
“What’d ya think, dollface?”
Hypnotizing.
A silver, oval locket, almost the length of your palm, swung back and forth in front of your eyes until he placed it into your hand.
Etched onto the metal was a ship sailing under a night sky. A smattering of stars floated above the scene, but one star stood out with a halo of rays spreading wide, gorgeous details showing that this was the one.
And that little ship was pointed straight toward it, guided by its shining star.
“I wanted to give it to you a while ago, but I didn’t think— well, you know.”
He nodded toward the wounded villains who’d both gone to their knees now, while his lips still trapped you with that sweet, mischievous smile.
“Anyway... I love you, Y/N. You’re my shining star,” the clown confessed, gripping your arms while you tried not to fall to the floor. “I’m never gonna believe that you don’t love me back. If you really want me to let you go, you gotta promise you’ll keep me close to your heart, baby. Tell me you’ll always keep a piece of me with you.”
His hands floated up, fastening that long chain around your neck before pressing the heavy locket against your heart.
“Stay. Or promise you’ll keep me here forever. I’m not letting you leave if you—“
“I promise,” you choked out, grabbing the gloved hand that held the locket.
“My flashy girl,” he winked. Your sweet, lovely clown. “I’m gonna miss you, baby.”
If I cry, I won’t leave.
Nodding. Swallowing. Shaking.
Walking away.
Not looking back.
~~~
Your mind hovered above your body, thankfully numbing the pain of leaving this strange place you’d almost thought of as home.
Numb was good. Numb was better.
Numb got you through Uncle Cedrick’s gloating long enough to request to retire to your own quarters, but privacy gave your body permission to feel, no matter how hard you tried to resist.
No.
Need to be numb.
Alone on a luxurious bed in a beautiful dress, you ached for emptiness. For drugs, for pain. That thought made you sob, the sound strangled while you fought to stuff it all down deep.
It’s just for daydreams now. Just daydreams.
You should have left the locket there. Or thrown it into the sea. It would only make it hurt worse.
Struggling with the seam, you found a key hole, and let out a pathetic laugh. It would have been nice to see his face again. Yet something else caught your eye, something tiny etched onto the back.
6♠️
“I’m sorry, Buggy,” you cried, slow, painful tears finally escaping. “I’m so sorry.”
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Crocodile never felt helpless. Yet she had left him on his knees.
He couldn’t pick himself back up.
Mihawk had let himself feel a new range of emotions these last few days. Explored them, fought them, accepted them.
Now he hated them.
Though not as much as he hated himself.
Buggy sat on the ground between his old torturers, ruining another pair of gloves when he rested his head in his hands.
“What the fuck are you all doing?”
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~~~🐊🤡🔴🗡️~~~
Shanks had practically fled the banquet hall, and guilt followed close behind. Guilt that he didn’t care about the man that had died strung up like a prize at a circus.
All he cared about was Buggy.
And Y/N.
“What’s wrong with you,” he panicked, the sight of the Cross Guild in silent agony across the floor sending him reeling. He marched toward Mihawk first, pulling the man up by a shoulder of his fancy coat. The swordsman didn’t even cringe at the rough treatment to that exquisite fabric.
“I just watched her follow that asshole to the docks! Why didn’t you stop her?”
“Can’t force her,” Crocodile rasped as he slumped to the side, sounding like he was speaking to himself.
“She didn’t…” Mihawk trailed off, leaving Shanks horrified while he watched his old friend, his powerful lover, disappear inside himself.
“Let’s go get her,” the red haired pirate demanded, slapping Mihawk hard enough to make those golden eyes flare. “Sylvad doesn’t know I’m your friend. He wants to have a friendly chat with an Emperor of the Sea.”
Shanks pulled out the card, the man’s overwhelming cologne wafting along with it.
“We can take the Red Force, alright? We’ll get her—“
“We can’t,” Mihawk pushed Shanks back, aching for more violence. “She wanted to go. I can’t do that to her again. Can’t—“
“You don’t need to be sorry, star…”
“Bugs,” Shanks asked, fear gripping him when he went to his murmuring clown. Buggy had a finger stuffed into one of his ears, and a bittersweet smile playing on his lips.
“Charmed the sea beast, huh? I knew you could, shit head.”
“What's going on, Buggy,” Crocodile asked, voice tired, almost done. Mihawk moved closer, touching a hand to the larger man’s arm. They both closed their eyes for a moment before studying their manic clown.
“She’s smart,” Buggy yelled, his brief optimism replaced by vicious determination as the sounds in his head grew louder. “Y/N didn’t wanna leave with that asshole! And she knew exactly what to say to make all of us do what she wanted. Not to mention how scared she was of that mini Buster Call bullshit. She’s…”
“You’re right,” Crocodile rasped, clenching that large fist, but trying not to slam it into anything. He’d broken too many things already.
“We still can’t force her,” Mihawk breathed, replaying every word she’d spat at him.
“There’s something else going on...” Buggy shook, his body going to pieces to pace and float in front of this strange mix of his old enemies and lovers. “Y/N’s smart. There’s gotta be a reason. Once I know what it is, we’ll go help her. I'm gonna make it stop.”
“What do you mean,” Shanks asked, grimacing when those particular words left his lips.
“I mean, she’s CRYING!!”
Buggy couldn’t take any more of it, screaming with useless fury while he thrashed around the room. There was no way for the other men to grab hold of him, or to stop him without hurting him. They called his name, letting him rage until he brought his body together to collapse onto that green, velvet couch.
His three, dangerous lovers knelt in front of him with concerned eyes, their gentle hands trying to soothe.
Shanks pulled that extravagant hat off of Buggy’s head to brush blue hair from the clown’s face.
“Buggy, you’re missing an ear.”
“Not missing,” Buggy choked, those faraway sounds like seawater drowning his heart.
“Listening.”
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Part 28
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