#i made progress...got stuck...

[dizzybizz]

mostly jrwi riptide but also @bardace's oc forts is here

[bf-rally]

the headache is here

gonna try to code again today

[thatfriendlyanon]

no longer tiny joys tuesday but it's been a pretty rocky week so far so some things from today that have given me some encouragement:

washed my hair (<- always makes me feel less gross)

was productive (and it wasn't as much of a mental battle to focus/be productive like it was yesterday)! particularly in writing a lot of my journal spreads (something i've been behind on and takes a lot of effort for me to do), i did it while listening through a new playlist & drinking coffee & i enjoyed the whole process & am way more caught up

finished a drawing i started last night

read two more chapters of my book; i'm nearing the end and it's still so good ;;

spent some time (being productive) at a cafe with my brother :)

^ he & i watched another episode of hilda once we got home, while i ate a pb&j sandwich, and he's enjoying it and i'd forgotten how much of a comfort show it is for me :))

drove to/from the cafe And to/from the grocery store and! felt considerably less stressed about it than i have my previous driving trips!! also my brother is a very patient & great driving teacher & i am very grateful for him

spent the evening writing/editing poetry & making Processing journal spreads (which i haven't done in a Very Long Time [since...july??] it is. so so good for my brain.) & listening to new truth-music (anchor hymns <3) & feeling a bit more of God's comfort/compassion/grace than i have in awhile <3

[ohbo-ohno]

i made the horrendous mistake of watching the start of an old rdr2 playthrough while taking a break from writing and it was possibly the worst decision i've ever made

[try-set-me-on-fire]

Have not made a ton of progress over the last week or two but have made my to do list more complicated

[cerealmonster15]

it also occurred to me like yesterday that in my kali/sil fic I’ve been writing I think I like, focused so hard on figuring out characterization and relationship dynamic accuracy and also just fighting for my life with the plot that I believe I neglected to like. Mention silvers sleepy boy situation like,,, at all. Maybe once offhandedly??? Like I didn’t forget it’s a part of him but I think somehow I just forgot to work it into the fic at all when it’s generally a pretty big part of his character 😭😭😭 like maybe it’s bc we’ve been in book 7 and it hasn’t come up in the dream zone (I forget if he mentioned if he’s just not sleepy boy in the dream realms, probably lol) so maybe that’s why I forgot??? But even then I literally went to some of the vignettes to study how he talks with kalim and the sleepies does come up in those examples….. I feel like it’s just something I was like “yeah yeah that’s a given I need to figure out the rest of him rn tho cuz he’s more than just a sleepy guy” so hard that it slipped my mind completely….. I went too hard in the other direction….

[astragatwo]

Lasso tool Rain World creatures ft. my first 3 tamed lizards

Purple slugcat in the middle belongs to my buddy @upr0ar!

[pandeshiro]

It took a while but here it is! I made something! It's a MafuEna inspired song from an Ao3 fic titled, "Life as a Japanese's Collage Student in America" by RebelGirlburnout. Please do check their works it's pretty awesome!

Premieres at 1pm PHT

YouTube Link

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[lilworms]

sometimes i remember traumatic moments in my life and i’m kind of stunned by how detached i am from them now

[immortalsins]

spoke to my mother before coming to visit the other day and out of the blue she was like oh btw your brother has bought himself a banjo

[komashkathesilly]

ngl hollow knight is the coolest most gorgeous game ive played but its not for the weak losers like me. im kinda loosing my mind ngl

[xawkward-ariesx]

Of course, when I'm trying to sleep at 3am is when I finally figured out how to fix that transition scene that I've been stuck on for months, thank god I have docs on my phone

[gurorori]

i will be a hater for a minute. i hate the whole 'ohh i was too mature for my age as a kid but now i'm immature as an adult' cause never once have i seen anyone talk about the case where you were never mature. i never at all felt it or was on the same level with our peers at any point in life and that's a very different experience. the very few things we were into as a kid/teen were always juxtaposed with the things others were doing that were wiser and more sensible and more in touch with. whatever expectations are in place and whatever is gauged as mature

[blyszczopies]

I like Timo, the person. I've watched your art grow over the years n I understand the feeling of deep shame at the core of your existence which is truly comprised of only your experiences... It is hard to shake the feeling, I am sorry you carry its weight.

I hope that you can get to a new part of the world, wherever your future takes you, as everyone deserves to live outside of their hometown at least once, if they want. People are not meant to be alone, yet a lot of us are, and it makes us sick. It makes it hard to be alive when we need others to live; we are social creatures. It feels good to be known, and even if I do not know you as your physical self, I think it is a nice and modern thing to be able to be seen for your mind and thoughts first and foremost .

Your art carries a kindred feeling to it that feels to be a universal human expression that appears over time; a lot of the psychological dynamics of your art over time is very familiar, I don't know how to describe that though. Emotional space reflected through this furry symbology lens is something that exists beyond furry, but is very powerful.

As myself a human being trans furry and also once a lesbian, and a very dissociative person, I wish you best of luck and know that you are part of my world in a way that is very abstract from the online space, but i respect you from this long time through being a teenager and now an adult.

I wish you a good New Year, and I wish your future self to visit you in good health in a dream until you become them. 🎆

When you meet your people I hope you can take a deep breath in true community, wherever it may be out there yet unknown by you

i have read this ask several times, i keep coming back to it. it makes me tear up. just the fact alone that someone decided to give such a thoughtful reply to my messy drunk venting... thank you. thank you so much for taking your time to reach out to me, to write all of that. youre very kind.

i also wish you a good new year, may it show you the same kindness you had shown me ⛅️

[arsonists-oatmeal]

hi fallen london fandom have a sketch of my oc

Name: The Restless Collector. Age: ???(young-ish) Gender:???????????? -Ambition: Bag a Legend -Has always been a bit off on the human scale (and will become a whole lot more inhuman once I up monstrous anatomy and finish my Ambition (hehe third city veils is going into the brine)) -Actually got put in prison after repeatedly getting into bar fights on the surface -H u n g r y -Based off that one silhouette with the disheveled hair and hat (didn’t bother pulling up image refs so I just kind of visualized a suitable outfit)