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cowboysmp3 · 9 months

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one of my favourite irishisms is adding -ín (-een) to smthn when u mean a small amount like a spoonín of sugar / a smidgeín of work like it’s just very cute

#the irish habit of mixing irish language in with english is always delightful #u will often hear irish people throw in a random irish word when speaking to other irish folk #it’s sweet i think #i miss it a lot when i’m not here

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soosoosoup · 2 months

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treasure planet au: cabin boy duties

#dreamworks trolls #trolls #trolls au #treasure planet au #trolls branch #trolls john dory #trolls rhonda #rewatched ‘I’m still here’ & wanted to redraw it!!!#there’s so many options!!#so decided to take it slow w/ the jacket drape bc ughuuuu it’s so sweet #still want to do some more later btw #raaaahhh rhonda #missed drawing JD Silver #did not miss the cybernetics though ha #simplification to the rescue!!#honestly all there is to this au is a bunch of redraws lol #they're fun to make & learn a lot about shading and stuff #really rushed the bckgrnd haha #& in background i mean painting over the little bits where jim or silver peek out #trolls fanart #my art <3 #excuse the messiness #late night posting but beating the buzzer let's goooo #the framing of some of these are meh to me lol but thats just what happens when messing w/ movie frames lol

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incorrect-fnaf-quotes · 3 months

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After the Pizza Sim fire in the Swap AU, the remains of the animatronics simply remained there, damaged. When the Plex started to get built, nothing happened.

During the Burntrap ending, when the three go down there, S!Glitchtrap would initially come across S!Scrap Baby... and something almost feels familiar, but he isn’t sure why.

She’s the only one he actually spots during that ending—due to a lot of other stuff going on, and the fact that the rest happen to be scattered around the remains of the place.

During Ruin, when he and S!Cassie—along with S!Michael, who wanted to explore the ruined Plex, end up heading down there, they do discover more—such as S!Scraptrap himself.

It feels even familiar to S!Glitchtrap, S!Cassie’s surprised, and S!Michael’s sad. Ever since the fire initially happened, he wasn’t really aware of what the fates were of the others.

He’s just being sad about his dad, completely unaware of the truth of S!Glitchtrap—and the same goes for the rabbit himself. He’s just trying to comfort him.

#Not a quote #FNaF AU #Swap AU #Save tag #S!Michael: Man I miss my family- I miss my dad. We were reunited when the fire happened.#S!Glitchtrap (Is His Dad): Oh I’m so sorry for that Mike :(#S!Glitchtrap (IS HIS DAD): Maybe he’s watching out for you #Michael Afton #He’s still going through a bunch here #But at least he didn’t get scooped 👍 among other little things #But there’s still a lot #Glitchtrap #Malhare

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dreadful-luck · 8 days

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GGS TEAM PAST!!!

#DUUUDE THIS WAS SO FUN #dreadful #veji #art #splatoon #splatoon 3 #grand festival #grand fest splatoon #Man I shed like a few tears by the end of the reveal news thing #Like not out of sadness cause my team lost but just from the joy that all this happened and I was here for it.#I never got to experience splatoon 2’s final fest so I’ve waited 3 years for this and I’m…. Just so happy!#If you couldn’t tell from the colours in the drawing I’m team future btw #I laughed so hard seeing the results lol we got NOTHING #Oh and I guess I should put my reasoning for my pick of future #so here it is:#I picked it because the future scares me. But it’s gonna happen anyway so I might as well look forward to it #I can’t let myself worry about where I’ll end up and who I’ll be when I’m older #But I do need to keep looking forward #I also chose it cause of deep cut. Like that was a big factor in my choice #Their music shaped my tastes. I just love it so much #And sure the characters themselves aren’t as fleshed out as the other idols #But they still mean a lot to me as splatoon 3 is the game that got me into the franchise #Even though I played 2 before 3 could never fully enjoy it as I came too late #I missed every splatfest cause I got it a year before splat3 #So I could never connect the way I did to 3 #Hearing anarchy rainbow for the first time changed me man. I fell in love instantly. It just means so much.#As an autistic person I actually surprisingly don’t really stim that much. But hearing anarchy rainbow just… flipped a switch.#I couldn’t stop moving. Literally like DJ Octavio man. It was a crazy experience to just feel like I had to move.#to walk around or something. To wave and flap my arms. Copy their dances. It sounds a little weird and childish when it’s written down #But it’s true. Splatoon’s music showed me that my autistic stimming was something I should embrace.

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raiiny-bay · 2 months

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good morning

#i slept for 14 hours #also. hi.#how is everyone. what did i miss. i haven’t been on in a few weeks.#basically it’s too hot to sit at my computer so. yea. sucks.#really miss my boys #i have been working on the slaughter house AU here & there but mostly #i’ve been playing a lot of animal crossing #a lot. of animal crossing.#i’m hoping i can get on my pc soon though bc i really wanna finish that big edit i started a month ago #it’s literally almost done i just haven’t been able to work on it #plus dhes’ birthday is next week & i have nothing for it!!!!!!#n e way.#gonna try to catch up on stuff soon but. idk when #rainyrambles

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floral-hex · 7 months

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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

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gumdefense · 11 months

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Beloved

#ace attorney #ace attorney anime #dick gumshoe #general my post tag #he’s so he when he him when he #he looks so cute here #I’m normal about him #starting rewatching the anime bc I missed it #i have my gripes with it but I still love it a lot #it’s just comforting

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that-was-anticlimactic · 5 months

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one of the worst feelings ever is wanting to write but your hands hurt too much or the words just don’t want to work so you just sit there staring at a half finished doc with tears in your eyes bc you want to write and you need to write but everything is telling you that you can’t

#and that you’re a terrible writer and that no one cares aaaaaaand imposter syndrome kicks in and you just feel like crap #bc all your friends have been wriying recejtky so why can’t you??? cause they’re bETTER THAN YOU #lol idk why my head is so bad today #the feelings of inferiority and emptiness and idk worthlessness are strong and i hate it but i can’t stop it #i just wanna write!!! and like what i write!!!#but i Can’t and i haven’t liked anything i’ve written in Months and ugh i hate not being able to d something i wanna do #oh and now i’m crying??? why the frick am i cRYING litetally why is typing this making me Worse #sorry guys needed to rant #the inadequacy was strong today #something something students keep telling me how much they dislike me or how i’m whiny for asking them to be respectful and like #i Know i shouldn’t compare myself to my friends but gosh it’s hard when they’re all like. so much better than me.#and i don’t have a lot of time to be on tumblr bc of work so i just feel like i’m watching everything from afar and it’s no one’s fault but #my brain’s like no one is Doing anything it’s just my brain being dumb and i can’t stand it and I want to stop feeling empty and like i’m #missing a part of myself and like the words i write don’t matter gOD why can’t i just feel happy with where i am and not care what the kids #who hate me say or realize that no one cares that i’m not on much like i’m still Here and trying to interact it’s not like everyone hates me #for being busy or for liking side characters more than the main characters and just—#sorry #that felt good actually #idk what came over me #imma just. imma shower. then maybe delete my tags #sorry if anyone got this far aT ALL grace is either asleep or trying to sleep so i don’t wanna bother them since they slept poorly last nigh #okay done now for real sorry delete tags later sorry if you saw this and how freaking messed up ky freaking brain is

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prisonpodcast · 5 months

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some ccs are just straight up nuts there’s no other explanation

#saw a comment on r/dwt2 and it made me look into the moonzy/draggie situation #this freak accused him of having ‘grooming tendencies’ when he was YOUNGER than her #he showed all their DMs and it was just reciprocated flirting ??#he was initiated more but it seemed reciprocal to me?#she just got mad at him bc he replied to one of her tweets where she was flirting with Karl with ‘ouch’#<- replied in DMs I mean #I guess bc she thought the flirting was a joke ??#how is this an ‘experience’ you need to speak up about im loosing my mind #‘guy flirted with me I flirted back but I wasn’t really interested pls show ur sympathies and like and subscribe🥺’#and in her statement she was talking about an anon who came out about their experiences prior #saying they had been groomed but draggie had fully debunked that years ago #so idk why she was bringing that up ??#and ofc you have aim.sey and max and sniff in the replies with their heart emojis #straight up nuts I’m losing brain cells here #btw she’s the one who said something about how a lot of ccs didn’t support her #including big ones from that ‘stupid mine.craft server’ (meaning dsmp obv)#just nuts straight up nuts #negativity #like I have to be missing something (and if I am pls tell me but I don’t think I am???)#because saying this cringe flirting with someone YOUNGER THAN YOUUU is ‘groomer tendencies’ is fucking nuts #it’s just what is with these people like what’s wrong with them #why does mildly uncomfortable experience = horrible predator we need to inform the public about bc they’re a danger to society #sorry I’m done I’m just actually upset lol

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kavehater · 2 months

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I’ll never understand younger siblings whining about their older siblings moving away like I bet yall were nasty and annoying too like wow all those years and you claim to adore the older sibling and post oh woe is me the older sibling abandoned me … girl … the older sibling didn’t have a parental certificate or anything.

#since when were we friends nor did I have any obligation over you or towards you #we are literally roommates here acting like we’re friends #dora daily #I say this cause I saw yet another younger sibling on tiktok trying to make themselves a victim like the older one is clearly avoiding the #whole family and changing their phone number so u guys don’t contact for a reason like wth did you guys do that’s so bad they would go #through all that trouble #‘older siblings will never understand how doing that affects us physically and mentally’ oh quit whining and cope #I didn’t have an older sibling I relied on only myself heck not even strangers help me when I’m in dire need #I think yall need to cope harder and wake up to the real world #not all younger siblings but a lot of them like my little brother 13yo is good id never want to abandon him but the rest … yeah bye #idgaf you should’ve not been an idiot because believe me ik kids mess up but not like this #and now she’s grovelling at my feet bye grovel harder #like just an hour ago or so she came up to me and was like I’m going to school for the first day are you gonna miss me #I said no because she always tells me no when I ask her if she missed me #and somehow she had the audacity to be upset like okay #the same girl who tells me to move out btw #my mum said oh u have to be her best friend cause if she has nobody here then she will have to rely on strangers #and she would find herself in trouble cause they don’t have good intent oh gee I wonder which person caused me to do that #it’s honestly ironic #like Eris and virtue happened because she couldn’t step up and be a normal mother byeeee #and anyways whyre you acting like having a sibling is essential #it honestly isn’t like why would I be nice to a girl who dogs on me and beats me up and is disrespectful #she’s not that young anymore she’s almost 12 #‘oh they have different personalities’ well i hate hers and im not to be forced to like it either its my right

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tvrningout · 7 months

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what if… i said i might wanna try writing on discord… how would we feel

#not long term! but in the event that i don’t have it in me to be here #bc ngl sometimes tumblr doesn’t help my mental state :’ )#i just wanna have ways of still being able to write with some of my mutuals #and running a blog is a lot of work. trying to reach out and build interactions is a lot of work #and it’s fun work! but when i’m already feeling overwhelmed by my life outside of tumblr it can be a little much i think #i dunno i’m just thinking bc i don’t wanna feel disconnected from everyone i don’t wanna disappear for a few months like before #it’s very easy to just retreat into my bubble and keep to myself and leave people be but like :( i wanna keep bugging my friends on here :(#asdfgh i’m being silly but really i don’t wanna miss out on chatting with y’all and smushing our characters together #i worry about creating distance unintentionally bc i’m in a ‘rest’ period of my life #i’m rambling atp :’ ) but pls just know i care so much about y’all!! and i do miss y’all to bits!!#and just bc i’m not here doesn’t mean i’m not thinking about our dorks or cooking up new stuff to hit y’all with later hehe #but pls take care of yourselves pace yourselves be kind to yourselves #you deserve it i promise you do 💜#get ready to ramble | ooc

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callixton · 9 months

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oh i am on the Brink of a mental breakdown. and like a real one. i am going to feel so so fucking terrible and guilty if i don’t go to the first week of mac rehearsal bc i need to recover but i am also getting the sense that i Need to recover. i have never been this burnt out or genuinely terrified of starting a new semester in my life.