#i need to eat breakfast

[artsandstoriesandstuff]

Good official morning everyone! :)

[gandalfsbignaturals]

i made tje mistake of sitting down and hes so cute... i cant bear 2 leave him....

[tundrakatiebean]

Ok I know I’m harping on this a lot this week but it is WILD to me how obvious the major stressor is in my life. Like I knew that but being face to face with it for a week after going low contact makes it super obvious. I was great yesterday because I was just chilling in my house but now the Spector is coming back and I’m avoiding getting dressed and getting out of bed for like two hours and being stressed about it.

[re-decorate]

how do i convince myself to get out of bed

[drywall-muncher]

What's the opposite of one?

From a math perspective it should be -1.

That makes sense but it's not very natural, -1 doesn't really appear in the world. (Antimatter can suck my balls)

So I guess the next best thing would be 0 since it can (arguably) show up naturally in the world.

Okay so 0 is the opposite of 1 in a natural sense. Cool.

But even still, if that's the case then 2 could be the opposite of 1. Because what's so different than having 1 thing? You could argue having nothing. You could also argue having 2 things. 3 things? No. That takes it too far. 1 is the individual and the opposite of the individual can't be the trio, it certainly is very different than the individual but not the opposite. The opposite has to contrast the original in a way that relates to the original but with a twist.

0 is nothing. Absolutely nothing. So the contrast of absolutely nothing should be absolutely something. And nothing gets more absolute than 1.

2 is 1 but doubled. 1 represents solo, the individual, the single isolated instance of something. So the contrast of the individual has to be the group, 2. But 3 is too much. 2 is the bare minimum to create a group but it is also the first to do it. It takes the solid, steel mountain of 1's individuality, and splits it. From then on splitting it is much easier and far less impressive.

So I feel like it's a scale:

(ignoring -1 because I can)

0 is the closest opposite to 1, since it has the greatest contrast while also being related. 0 is the ether; emptiness and nothingness across an infinite time. And 1 is the something. The something that breaks out of that void and makes.. well itself.

Then it's 2, the second closest opposite to 1. It is very related to 1 and has some contrast. Having 1 of something makes it feel important, but having another of it breaks that importance. 2 breaks 1 by having another 1, a clever twist.

But I feel like if we got rid of 2 and just had 0 and 1 we'd be fine; the world would carry on. But if we got rid of 0 and just had 2 and 1? Then the world would be incomplete. It's just too drastic of a change. Which is why I think 0 is the greater opposite of 1. It just has a much more severe difference.

Tl;dr: All of this to say that the New York Times Daily Mini Crossword puzzle needs to stop giving out these vague ass hints like "what's the opposite of the card game Uno" 🤬

[toastsnaffler]

flatmate gets back in 3 hours yayyayayyyy

[a9saga]

tbt - tommy february6 - je t'aime je t'aime // gays, please rise for our national anthem

[popcorn-plots]

I should be doing homework but instead...

(idek if this is popular anymore, I just need motivation tbh)

1 note and I'll go take a shower

25 notes and I'll get off Tumblr and finish my homework.

50 notes and I'll put away my laundry

100 notes and I'll fix my sleep schedule

150 notes and I'll start eating breakfast before school for the rest of the school year

200 notes and I'll tell my parents what I want for my birthday

250 notes and I'll start handing out my resume/applying to jobs [did not get hired anywhere, and I'm gone most of the summer anyways]

300 notes and I'll start running 1 mile every week

350 notes and I'll finish/publish a wip [trans Stephen fic, the public has determined]

400 notes and I'll finish the next chapter of BtSA [posted here]

450 notes and I'll spend 10 minutes a day working on my novel (;-;)

500 notes and I answer my emails

550 notes and I get a pixie cut (I've been wanting a shorter cut for months) [LOOK HERE]

600 notes and I'll fix my Doctor Strange cosplay (and post pictures) [new magnets came, once I fix it, me and my friend are going to do a photo shoot]

(1000 notes and I'll come out as genderfluid to my therapist, despite how terrifying it is)

(1500 notes and I'll come out to my favorite teacher OR my ally YW leader)

(if, for some reason, and probably with divine intervention, we hit 20,000 notes..... I may consider coming out to my parents and/or my ward friends.)

[technicolourcowboy]

He would listen to mitski I think

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

rough day...

[faaun]

last night i got home kind of tipsy and very much in tears and my mother told me the force you exert to keep someone in your life is proportional to the force with which they will leave your life. if you have to fight tooth and claw to keep them, their leaving will be just as hard, just as harsh, and just as definite.

[moonchild-in-blue]

Lukewarm take: I hate breakfast in bed. No, not even coffee. No. Breakfast on the couch though? Big yes.

[lyss-butterscotch]

Yall seem to like Herrah alot so have some herrah doodles

[alliumdykes]

Its so fun to see mcytblr go off the fucking rails in excitement about Tommy’s video. Like not only did he diss the green guy but he also made a BANGER song in the same video (and dissed him a tad in that song as well)

[hyunpic]

let’s all look at hyune’s nails

[jubmato]

i was gonna buy myself the stanley parable: ultra deluxe but i ended up having to spend the money i had for it on my goddamn therapy appointment. fuck my gay chungus life