#i prepared myself over the weekend

[itmightneverbetherighttime]

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[theygender]

Google search "how to act normal around your gf's potential new fwb"

[sputnikodin]

i need about twice as many hours in the day and four times as much ability to focus

[yohankang]

so proud of myself for surviving this week :')

[bionicdogs]

booker hip update since it’s relevant:

his hips suck. thanks to the librela his day to day pain is minimal to nonexistent but he’s a high energy, high drive dog. keeping him chill enough to not hurt himself is near impossible without heavy doses of sedatives, which i’m not willing to do to him. he has oral meds on standby for bad days. he doesn’t need them often, really just for camping trips. thankfully swimming doesn’t cause him any pain. we built our pool with an 18” sun shelf so the dogs wouldn’t have to jump in the water to swim and it definitely paid off. the dog is obsessed with swimming so i’m glad he can do that, at least.

his birthday is next week, he’s turning four. our local boutique dog shop brought back their dog birthday cakes so he’ll be getting one of those. i intend to go all out since i don’t know how many birthdays he’s going to get and each one could very well be his last.

[t0t411y-n0t-hum4n]

how do yall like, exist?

[mischiefmanifold]

hi today my therapist told me that I'm running on survival mode and that I'm so anxious that I physically cannot sleep until I get so tired I pass out and then oversleep which stresses me out more

I bought a new alarm clock to try over the weekend to maybe feel less anxious about going to sleep (I've been scared to sleep because of how often I oversleep)

[todayisafridaynight]

fuck are you looking at. bitch.

[whoregaylorenzo]

ugh

[hellguarded-moved]

// fuck me

[unimportantweirdo]

why am i my own worst enemy when it comes to routine

[risingsunresistance]

as of right now i'm on track to finish all my capstone stuff the weekend before hypixel's anniversary, so i'll get to actually enjoy it at the dorm aaaaaaa

prepare your dash for 4/13 (not THAT 4/13 tho, just a fantastic coincidence) and then the resistance anniversary 3 days after that 👍

[munamania]

it’s just i spend so much time sharing little things about myself in the hopes that it sparks a connection with people and also i guess that maybe sometimes people will think of me yk. to feel like i exist outside of my own head. i dont think this is a bad thing it’s just where im at it’s a natural want for connection and it like. works for me. and i also dont think it’s bad to have the friends i do that are like ‘surface level’ yk. i still appreciate them and love them. it’s just, this is where im at, desperately clawing in different spaces in my life to be known even tho it’s embarrassing lol. and it just sucks that i never had to try to with her. not only did we have this extremely insane chemistry right off the bat, she’s someone that in like every way has made it seem like she actively wants to know me. beyond just the polite and whatever kind of level. and it’s like, of course that feels absolutely amazing given ive been pining since day 1 but also i just like her a lot as a person. you know. and it all sucks and makes me wanna combust sometimes that things aren’t the way i’d like them to be between us of course lmfao but i also think she’s an incredible person and she’s managed to make me feel so safe and calm and simultaneously obviously fucking crazy and energized and whatever. u know. whatever my point is here im gonna be done now <3

[bumbling-a-bee]

100% on my history midterm....perhaps there are good things in the world....

[srdcovka]

(hopefully) aced the lit test, now only econ of terminology on thursday

[adore-gregor]

So