#i should um. go to sleep
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shoutout to agent stone for being the prettiest man alive
#i was supposed to be working on my school work#but oh well#um. um. yeah. whatever.#my ipad is almost dead again omfg#k im gonna go pretend to do work now - is gonna go read fanfics#my art#stobotnik#idk what to tag this#dr robotnik#agent stone#(btw i really like stones fandom name ive seen on ao3. aban is such a pretty name)#(its canon to me)#also fun fact i couldnt care less about sonic im here just for these two.#as ive said before: theyre like the most dysfunctional functional qpr ever#k i should go sleep actually
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I do think some of the handwringing I've seen about "hate" is funny because from what I can tell, even on twitter people are being surprisingly civil. The cast hasn't even had to make a big announcement clarifying a situation because everyone misinterpreted something and worked themselves into a furor. It took less than 12 hours after the c2 finale before Matt and Liam were like, "Uh, what do you mean, we literally said on stream Caleb and Essek get together." But there's also been a significant shift online since then to the point where anything short of "the precious baby blorbos were treated so niceys :3" is considered vicious hate, for some reason*, so I can't say I'm really surprised.
#*narrator voice: the reason was anti-intellectualism.#god tbt when everyone was like 'I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY DIDN'T COMMIT TO THE GAY SHIP. COWARDS'#WHILE beauyasha existed. first of all.#and then when they clarified suddenly everyone was like 'UM HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO PAY ATTENTION TO THAT I WAS SLEEP DEPRIVED'#and it's like look. at a certain point if you know you're exhausted and prone to crankiness you gotta take a step back my dude.#you have to be like 'well I will check if I missed something later when I am not falling over' and then like. go to bed.#instead of spiraling out of control on the dash and getting everyone else worked up#like you are allowed to do that you are your own person on the internet and I don't control you but#if you get defensive when called about it I am allowed to tell you you should take some fucking responsibility for your choices#and also grow the fuck up.#cr spoilers#cr discourse
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oh hey look i actually bothered to make the tickly version to this piece!! this is what was going on in my head when i drew the og
kink/nsfw/fetish blogs dni please!!!
#tickle art#my art#lee!blitz#ler!striker#i love that my striker 'redes' looks exactly like canon with almost no changes#and blitz is virtually unrecognizable. how it should be i think#im sorry you cant make me draw his fuckass forehead id rather die#helluva boss tickle#um. runs away and hides foresver#stri//ker is my biggest tkle crush.......ever#so this is shameful. im literally posting this and then immediately going to sleep LOL#sorry i havent drawn in a whilleeee ive been busy graduating college :)#also my birthday is tomorrwo so this is kind of a birthday present To Me
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kiss ask prompt compilation
just putting all of these in one place. had a lot of fun with them :) and did get a bit carried away. and they got long. but. the fun is the important part
laevis/zevran - a kiss while someone watches
arum/anders - a kiss out of spite
mullein/edwin - a kiss to the inner thigh
mullein/dorian - a rough kiss
vervain/emmrich - a kiss against a wall
#OKAY now i’m going to sleep. i promise. or at least going to lie down#but um. smiles. you should read these i like them#laevis tabris#arum hawke#mullein lavellan#vervain mercar#eliasposts
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あなたに命が戻るなら 届くなら
わたしはどうなろうと構わないのに
#i don't know what happened. i was supposed to sleep an hour and a half ago guys. now i am here#when i came to i was holding this and my gtech 🧍♂️#this isn't meant to be taken literally at all btw i promise this did not physically occur ever JFSHHDGJ but it hints. it hints...#god how did i get here i was just supposed to make a funny post then GO TO BED 😭#sobs#anyway 🥹 um. id.v gay people.#ari.art#mine#the shadow you hide would soon become mine.♡#on one hand i was like “should i translate the caption” but also like. it's funner if i don't 😁 okay bye
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don't you just love reading a fic and there's clear content warnings for every chapter as it deals rather explicitly with topics of anxiety and depression amd you confidently go "ha that doesn't apply to me" and then you're 10 chapters in and you have to put it down because you're sobbing at 4am because the content warnings does, actually, apply to you? yeah
#fuuuuck um. i should be going to sleep i think. the fact that it#'s 4 in the morning probably isn't helping
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well um i-
im severly unwell
#im not okay#gbye#i should sleep#even tho its 19:30#theres a vision here im having#and um#i should just eat my noodles and stop thinking#its getting out of hand#im going to bash my head trough a wall that sounds like a plan#ll30#aa23
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i go back and forth on bringing back my ship with gentaro
#i still love her#i had started a fic bc i'm still upset with her treatment in a recent drama track#and u kno what i did still like a lot of my OC. renaissance perhaps?#idk it's midnight sorry i wasn't on a lot today and was mostly just posting silly thoughts hopefully i'll be on a bit more this weekend!#📖 remain my dream#wtf it's been over a year since i posted in the tag#um. a lot happened it's a really long story#but part of me wants to go home to her#again it is midnight i should sleep LOL
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It's the way it takes at least three business days to recover and become normal again when you have a sneeze-related dream about that one fandom that you generally do not bring into the boundaries of the fetish... like okay whoa there let's slow DOWN
#does anyone else have this or does everyone else just fuck with any fandom their into in this area of your life#like idk... some just feel so forbidden to me like my brain just doesn't wanna go there#(except apparently it DOES wanna do there when I am SLEEPING)#I'd say the fandom but fuck if anyone on this site is gonna know it.#haha wait that's a lie. anyways#um I also thought it was real because I like? was reading some normal fic of the like ten that exist on ao3#and I fell asleep and still thought I was reading this thing and it sure did take a turn in the third chapter! wow! SHDHFHD#woke up and thought damn. that's crazy. what the chances- oh. nvm. HAHAHA#anyways that being said. I think you guys should create for whatever the fuck fandom you want here if it feels right#go crazy! go stupid! yeah!#let your weird dreams become your reality or something like that. maybe mine will do (maybe) (possibly) (dawg idk if i have strength)#*too
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That post about huge red flags from exes is going around and I’m like well mine requires some background reading
#xrdslog#um basically. made a bet they could convince me to kiss them and constantly hinted at it until it happened and then bragged about it a lot#then I told them I was aro#then we got a headmate that they had a crush on and started dating#and then used that to argue that I should date them bc it’s easier if it’s both of us#and then prioritized me over him#also: this headmate is one I have a father and son relationship with#so what the hell#also told me they fixated on people and they still loved me but they were fixated on their friend so couldn’t give me attention#their friend who they called their not-girlfriend. because that friend’s husband wasn’t comfortable with her being poly#and they still wanted to date her so they just called her that instead#gifted me an expensive adult toy and then took it and gave it to said not girlfriend#which. ok sure. but then why tell me it was a gift#demanded to talk to certain headmates and made a big fuss about knowing exactly who did what even though they were rarely correct#pushed me away whenever they were sad and then was upset I wasn’t comforting them#I baked banana bread once on a whim and then they constantly made me make it for them when I didn’t want to#NEEDED music playing at night and fans on them and they got upset if I didn’t want to sleep by them even though I couldn’t#‘pretended’ to choke me when I got a rare item in final fantasy before them#wanted to rp with me but demanded I start it because they were tired of starting rps with their friend. ok. not my fault ?#more than once tried to get me to sign a lease with them even though I had no money or job#got mad at me because my art was good? and they didn’t think theirs was or that they were creative?#did not ever compliment me without an insult attached for the last three years of our relationship#constantly tried to talk about sex or illegal things in front of my mom#constantly bragged about how they were going to become rich when their grandma died and hoped it happened soon#The Entire Trauma Part where they barely comforted me at all#oh also I spent basically sixteen hours a day in VC with them every day and they broke up with me for not spending enough time with them#even though I could not Possibly have spent More time with them#there is more than this. but this is off the top of my head. lol.
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good night i am so ososo tired that everyt time i blunk i start to fall asleep so im trpyugn with ny mane wring ig sghut what the fyck did i just wrtei ok buye
#i bet i would pfass out the monemetn ti get to fhafsda wait no table what this isnt thsgfnksjk giving swith tehe pinkins sthi swa wait what#im tryngint to say#thgat#i thunk i am going to pass out whgate my head hits the pullow lujke they sfdsay it will in movies or somethign itfk wait am i sending wthis#waithd ano nim not sending to anyginoe this i stumbkl#no#um very tiredd#ouh g=biw wg=ny ete s=s ckaised afayb#they should stop doing that becausrd i am atryngiunt to type here wait u think tshts th wwrng dcocyment yoy eneed to save#a fcapy#of the photots yknow#what knprshots#i dunniuhow#i tjstga tgunfs tgat gte starts are gingt ti akkugrs ib edat abd we wukk get ti gyfsa bad juyts sba dh u hst=abest motyaks#gtthnaks tsleep#aadiods sleep#bvye awakegeiness#iii wnatve i can talk in spanigs in so good at spansish jacob ptracticed with me hes bverb ad tho ge cabt d ut rugt abd ge sats ge diesbt#eplecrtive#electiveeeesds#epext#epelctice#epectives#so si yo nececito doimo rb otque tebgi ncycgi syeni t etestir t oy no no pyedi hablar esoebaikd ny t vueient oh ny i don thaveeha enything#elskhea anything tealseto do oh that resminds me of whgwht wait weabt ti wabgt spansih#becer fmginfas#k wahgt how do ihatag this piuths#eunouahfa nehys#anyies#aeunouns
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CRUSH HIS HEAD
#i should be going to sleep now but um . Really liking hulk grey im gonna sleep when im done reading this#ive always liked leonard from the little snippits ive seen of him... nice to see the gimmick of this book is bruce talking to him#❓.txt
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Hmmmmm plot technicalities time:
The secondary plot driving conflict is supposed to be the shelfes (powerful and rich family in the city) vs the evil corp but uhhhhh WHY
Okay. Maybe the Shelfes are onto the corp and have some intel that can cause trouble to them. The Shelfes are a bit allied with the local government or something and it's in their best interest to serve Justice and take down their big ass trafficking ring and whole Thing going on. The corp, obviously, doesn't really like that so they want to take down the Shelfes. Maybe kill their members and watch them fall
Whatever it is. The missions at the corp are divided *mainly* in two: private and contracted. Contracted are when well. Someone hires them to do Stuff. Personal are when they ain't hired and do it for themselves. I considered the whole anti-shelfe thing might be a contracted mission (so itd be nothing personal) but that would require me to write a third party into the story and the whole thing of Espada is to keep things simple. Sooo no contracted mission for them. It's their own problem
Any way, the unnamed evil corp is putting in place multiple operations as steps in a bigger plan to destroying the Shelfes. Ann and Espa's mission at the beggining is also one of them. But now. WHAT does this consist of
Not killing one of the Shelfes themselves; they are for some reason on the town just next to the city where the family's core is settled. What are Ann and Espa sent to do there??????
Destroy facilities in town? Kidnap employees of their business? Nevermind i dont even know wtf is their goddamn business ;) what do rich families even do man. Plant false evidence to get authorities on their trail? Tbh I don't think that would even work. What do you do when you want to dethrone one of the most powerful families in the state who wants your evil corp dead
#espada wip#should i work a bit inti the shelfe's part worldbuilding for a sec yeah maybe i should#actually. i need to decide WHERE this story even takes plACe#is it brazil. is it a madeup country im making up on the spot#where is this country in. making a border with brazil. whats its deal. its history#was it colonized by england. or portugal. a mix? what is their deal#this might affect the shelfes business hmmmm#yknow what#SIMPLE!#simple sami. simple!#brazil it is#let us make up a new state#in the um norteast area to make things easier#now brazil has 27 states isn't it cool#oh i should make up this fake state's flagggg#okay i might have just done a good move#i should. brush my teeth and then try to organize the worldbuilding document a bit before going to sleep.......
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And re: more socializing: I’ve been… able to verbalize my whole queerness… Multiple times already this semester. I don’t think I ever could have predicted that for myself.
#🌸 minminrambles#In efforts to keep myself from going horrendously sad over lost social connections I will be GOING SILLLY and possibly GOING TO SLEEP#Like I am visibly queer. I’m visibly butch. And yet I haven’t quite verbalized this before in school.#I think I’m going to be more… me.#From telling a professor ‘oh will we be talking about non traditional gender roles in this class? B/c. *gestures at myself.* I’m not exactl#A traditional woman. So I’m interested in that.”#And having an ice breaker activity that asks for a favorite history figure and me saying ‘oh yea Leslie Feinberg’ ‘who?’ ‘O. Ah. Um.’#And The Femme with her ‘butches please interact’ sticker. GAH. I did a silly little point at it.#Being out of the closet is more than just… having pins and badges and such.#It’s standing tall and being able to proclaim myself huh. Like yeah. I’m not a typical woman.#Yeah a big favorite novel of mine is Stone Butch Blues.#Yeah I’m wearing a tie to class and im going to intentionally lower my voice’s pitch and yeah#Scratches head.#Looks at the time. Oh holy moly I should sleep huh.#But Yeagh I’m just here in awe that I am being more out there with my queerness. Who knew this shy butch had it in him!#<- I always SAY she/any pronouns but never go for the ANY part of it. So I will refer to myself by all matters of pronouns.#I can be a he or a she or an it or a they or a xe or whatever else. I am whatever. Truly.#<- I am ‘whatever’ on MY terms. <3#Anyway goodnight tumblr and goodnight whoever reads this
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Hi how are you? Ask game time!
16, 47, 65 & 93?
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Hi anon!! I’m doing wonderfully rn! God bless the end of finals and the upcoming summer break. How are you? (Should you feel comfortable enough to reply, of course! I don’t bite :3) Thank you for giving me a chance to ramble :3 um. 16 got long so it’s at the bottom 🥰
47: how well-decorated is your bedroom?
That depends! If you mean well decorated as in how much decoration, yes, lots! Well as in nice/aesthetic um? I like it, but I know my maximalist style can be a Lot for some people LMAO. I have posters and D&D art everywhere, a rainbow carpet, Christmas lights strung through my bookshelf, knick knacks everywhere, etc.
65: do you have a Signature Outfit™?
Oh yes absolutely. Or at least a signature formula: graphic t-shirt under matching button up, jeans or shorts, maybe a cap or beanie. Here’s my favorite button up and jeans just for sillies :3

93: favorite game?
In an every context possible way (board game vs video game vs ttrpg), D&D, hands fucking down. But in terms of video games, I adore the Mass Effect series. No other video game series has made me cry quite so much. Baldur’s Gate 3 is a close second, though I am still in Act 3.
16: is there anyone you're not biologically related to that you consider "family"?
ABSOLUTELY. In fact, why don’t I tag those of them that exist here as an excuse to be a huge fucking sap about it and so you all can go follow them. (Uh. This gets long, so adding a read more thing. I get sappy after 10 pm oopsies)
While I am no longer in the fandom that brought us all together (nor are most of them), I do have to thank that fandom for being what put us all in one place. One beta reading comment left on a fic inspired me to finally pick up D&D again after years of failed campaigns—and we’ve been going strong near a year and a half now. This D&D group is fucking everything to me. These people have been with my through the lowest points of my life and I owe everything to them. Not only are they all talented in art, writing, poetry, and the many things they do, but they are all absolutely incredible people and the best friends I ever could have asked for. One little comment genuinely changed my life.
@daughterofdrearburh is one of the coolest people in the world. She’s smart as a whip, hilarious as fuck, and one of the kindest hearts I’ve ever met. If you get the chance, you should bug her about her novel (I am the number one Starblossom fan) and about her horse, Ginger, who she has made incredible strides with. I admire her a lot. Also about her homebrew/framkensteined together TTRPG she’s running, because it’s a fucking blast!!
@ninthhousesteel was actually the first of the gang that I was mutuals with!! She’s also incredibly funny (probably the most hilarious person I know, seriously they pop out of fucking nowhere with one liners that’ll leave you in stitches). She’s so fucking smart and doing incredible things in engineering (I may not understand it, but I know they’re going to do great things), as well as being a great artist and wonderful writer. Also? Incredible taste in music, frankly. Another thing to bug them about!
@haaawaiianshirt is like. I don’t even know where to start. The best personality ever. She’s funny, outgoing, unbelievably sweet, with just the right amount of bite! She’s like summertime personified, just warm and the best to be around. You can’t help but smile. Add onto that the most delicious art style and an incredible talent for so many different crafts (ask her about crochet beast!!). They’re going to be famous one day for being behind the set design of all your favorite theme parks and theme park rides.
@candle-lion is so COOL. I genuinely look up to her so so so much. Again with the super funny (literally can’t breathe with this group, you will be in stitches). One of the most talented writers I’ve ever had the pleasure of reading, an incredible DM, master at roleplay and making characters you can’t help but fall in love with, as a player or a DM. I admire everything she does in teaching—she is exactly the kind of teacher that our world is in desperate need of. She’s going to change lives, I just know it.
@lavenderlevetan where Emmie is summertime, Eve is autumn. She’s so unbelievably chill, a breath of fresh air to be around, a warm mug of tea of a person, if you catch my drift. She’s so sweet and so smart and sooo wonderful to hang out with, with possibly the most lovely laugh ever. Her writing is immaculate, and god I just LOVE the way she builds characters. You can’t help but be sucked into their inner workings. And yet another incredible artist!!
@suwunnysideup the master storyteller. I have never met someone with such a skill for weaving together stories and characters in such a beautiful web that you can’t help but be starstruck. Seriously, the world building is insane and so in depth, you can see how much they really care. They’re a fucking riot and my best fucking friend. Once again, another insanely talented artist, I need to shake their art like a chew toy. Ask them about carpe diem :3
And last but not least, while not an active PC in our main campaign, the group would not be complete without @avocadosockz . Our resident meme maker, comedian, character arc instigator, beloved guest star NPC, and best audience in the world—while also joining our side campaign as the funniest possible character choice in the world (ask her about Sadie!). Another amazingly supportive person who I appreciate with all of my heart, I love bouncing evil ideas off of her in DMs to enact upon the rest of the party. Excited for our next little scheme >:3
That’s the D&D group covered but I’m not done, if you would believe it. I will take every single chance to be a complete sap about my friends.
More people I met through fandom! I haven’t talked to them as much in recent months, which I’m terribly guilty about, they are all incredible people. @lionydoorin is a wonderful artist and a super sweet person, someone you can always rely on. They’re going to med school and I know they’re going to be fucking amazing in their field. @idyllghost is another rad artist and one of my first really good friends here in Tumblr! He’s so sweet, so funny, and so good at poetry and writing too. An artistic genius in so many ways.
@whiteredrose13 is possibly my oldest internet friend. I think we’re going on?? 5+ years now? Which isn’t much compared to some of y’all, but it’s a lot to me. Rose is one of the kindest, most supportive people in the entire world. She’s so unbelievably patient, listening to me ramble on and on about my D&D campaign and my unfinished writings. Speaking of, because I’m literally surrounded by talent, they are yet another insanely wonderful artist AND writer, with an incredible world and the most lovable OCs ever. Gabe and Ana and their entire family will always live rent free in my brain 🫶
And a special shout-out to the one irl friend who has stuck by me through everything 🫶 Elaina is so kind, so funny, so fucking smart, the best taste in music, one of my favorite people to talk for hours with. I wish we hung out more :,) (Side note, Em I’m realizing the two of you are like two sides of the same coin and would get along so we’ll probably)
If I forgot anyone, know that you are loved in equal measure, I am simply sleepy and functioning on post finals brain fry 🫶
#god#um dont ask me to talk about non blood family after 10 pm#you will activate the sappiest part of my heart and get word vomited at#hey guys I love you so much#you make my life so so so much better#you have changed my life for the better#you’ve probably saved it too#you should go follow all of these people they’re so cool#I should go to sleep now#I literally teared up writing this#idk how to emphasize just how dear you all are to me#in any case uh#hi anon#thank you for the asks :3#and letting me be a big fucking sap :3#ask game
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my favorite game to play with the ao3 search bar is looking up a thought i had in my head and seeing if anyone has written anything about it and then being disappointed but motivated.
*checks clipboard silently and crosses out something*
ice skating lumity fic
firefighter au
graveyard worker luz/ghost amity au
#i should really go to sleep#um maybe ill talk about the girl in the graveyard soon bc omg#idk why but the idea of amity being a ghost and haunting luz and the both of them being annoyed with one another like “why are you here”#“i live here. WHY are YOU in my house.” -> “you stole my necklace!!” -> “wdym!! i bought it from a-” -> “turn it over” -> “...oh”#mb i really wanna just talk about midwestern farmland stuff because god the imagery of gravel roads and wide open spaces idk man#im like insane over it in my head. i am eating drywall about luz working at a graveyard and amity haunting her bc oh whoops she now has her#necklace and woah you know what? “if you even care i didnt ask to be burned at the stake”#i will do more later
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