could u draw mad mew mew please 👉👈
this took a bit but it was incredibly fun to draw and came out SOOOO good, tysm for the request!!! :3c
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Centuries Apart Part 3 || Aemond Targaryen x got!Reader
CHAPTER LIST (must read first)
Summary: The aftermath of Y/N’s actions at the feast + some Aemond interactions that may change the course of her plans
Warnings: Angst!!
A/N: finally finished part 3 loves, hope you enjoy, I’d love to hear your thoughts xx p.s. this is def gonna be kind of a slow burn story but I really wanted to build up the dynamic of their relationship 😉
“Dōrī nārhēdegon, ñuha dārilaros, eman se ānogar hen zaldrīzes isse nyke. Valyrio muño ēngos ñuhys issa” (never forget, my prince, I have the blood of the dragon. Valyrian is my mother tongue) she deviously grinned back at him before heading back towards her chambers. ‘Twas a game, she was prepared to play.
Aemond grunted in frustration, swiftly turning around and heading down the hallway. There were very few, capable of getting under the prince’s skin, very few capable of leaving him speechless yet this mysterious girl that he himself brought in, just mere days ago, was already managing to make his blood boil.
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It was a gloomy cold morning, what little light could peek through the windows was now gently caressing Y/N’s cheek as she had fallen asleep on the daybed, not even ridding herself of the attire from the feast. The nightly encounter with the one eyed prince had left her annoyed and frustrated. Not only was she stuck in a world centuries ahead of her time, but now she had to spend the rest of her days wed to that arrogant prick.
“Good morrow, my lady” the chirpy voice of Lysa rang across the princess’s chambers “Forgive me, for awaking you, but The Hand has requested your presence”
Y/N slowly rubbed her eyes open “Good, I shall be there then, bring me a dress” the princess mumbled, groaning from the pain, caused by the uncomfortable position she had slept in.
-
It was still an early hour, the Keep was hauntingly quiet, the only sound being her light steps on the cold stone floors, echoing through the hallways, followed by the nimble skips of her maid. Y/N couldn’t deny her reluctance to speak with The Hand, she was well aware of the repercussions of her behavior at the feast.
“Wait here Lysa, I’ll return shortly” the princess sighed, entering the small council chamber.
She stayed at the doors for a second, indulging in the view before her. She was once a part of a small council, a part of Daenerys’ small council, though, alas it never was to be in this very chamber.
“If you please, lady Y/N, do make yourself comfortable” Otto ordered sternly, as he stepped forward, motioning towards the empty chairs across the table. “I assume you’re recognizant of your position in the court”
“You mean the position you put me in?!” Y/N reiterated, flames igniting in her violet gaze.
“Yes, the position I put you in, the position as an advisor and the wife to be to a prince of the Targaryen dynasty” the man growled, losing his patience. “If it weren’t for my trust in your words, they’d soon have you burned as a witch. You claim to be a true Targaryen princess yet you behave like a wildling”
Y/N jolt up from the chair at his words, hands grasping at the edge of the table “Unlike your beloved princelings, I did not have the chance to be raised as a royal, my childhood was spent in exile, at the mercy of strangers in foreign lands” she hissed “My birth rights were stolen, I lost all the family I had, all because of decisions made centuries before my time, decisions you all made. I sacrificed everything to come here and prevent the fall of house Targaryen yet I keep being humiliated and have my legitimacy questioned”
“I understand your frustration but if you so desire to live and help us win this war, you shall know your place” Otto exhaled, trying to keep his composure “You’re to be wed to prince Aemond, be a good wife, bear his heirs and earn his trust. If your words hold any truth, you hold more power and value than you ever imagined” a devious smirk played on his lips as he headed towards the doors.
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“Is everything alright, my lady?” Y/N was met with the concerned voice of Lysa who had been waiting for her outside the chamber.
The princess silently nodded but before she was able to properly respond, her eyes caught the sight of her betrothed in the courtyard, conversing with the man who had dragged her into that tower - sir Criston Cole. But there was an unreadable expression on Aemond’s face while he was fastening his sword; where was he headed to?;Y/N began to wonder.
“Lysa, queen Alicent is scheming something” she quietly mumbled “Go find out what’s going on; I’ll talk to the prince”
“B-but my lady, h-how am I supposed to-..”
“Do not be scared Lysa, remember what I said? As long as you’re loyal to me, you will be safe, no one will harm you” Y/N smiled slyly, placing her hand on the younger girl’s shoulder.
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The cold crisp air pierced through Y/N’s thin silk dress as she walked through the courtyard, arms wrapped around her own shivering frame, the promise of rain still apparent in the sight of the thick blanket of dark clouds.
“Jāre mirri dīnagon? jorrāelagon valzȳrys naejot sagon”
(going somewhere? dear husband to be) the princess mocked as she approached the one eyed prince, trying not to show her tremble at the freezing weather.
Aemond swiftly turned towards her, motioning to sir Criston to depart. “Se skoros lo iksan? jorrāelagon ābrazȳrys naejot sagon” (and what if i am? dear wife to be) his eye widened like a beast, staring at its prey
“I have no time for games, your grace” the girl hissed unamused “What is it you are scheming?”
“And why should I discuss such matters with you, my lady?” He laughed, shortening the distance between them, Y/N could almost feel his warm breath on her frosted skin.
“You are well aware of what my intentions were in agreeing to this union” she muttered “I only came here to change the fate of my house, of our house. How am I to prevent this impending doom if I know nothing of your intentions?”
The prince scoffed at her words and began heading towards sir Criston “Geros ilas, jorrāelagon ābrazȳrys naejot sagon” (farewell, dear wife to be) he smirked.
Oh how Y/N wanted to smack that signature smirk off his face, like she had, the first day they met, but she knew better than to keep testing her luck alas her task proved more difficult than she had anticipated. The girl was about to follow after him but a familiar high pitched voice stopped her.
“My lady, my lady I-I heard-” Lysa tried to catch her breath.
“Lysa? Okay, here, here, calm down child” Y/N held the young maid’s arms, helping her keep her balance “Now, tell me, what did you hear”
“I-I t-they a-almost caught me, b-but I heard the queen Alicent talking to his grace, the king” her voice trembled
“The queen has bestowed prince Aemond with the task of going to Storm’s End and bringing forth allies”
Y/N’s face went pale, her eyes filled with dread “S-storm’s End?!” she knew what was to come, of course she knew, perhaps the very event responsible for the gruesome war “N-no I must stop this! Where is The Hand? Where is Otto?”
“I-I don’t know, my lady, h-he left The Keep shortly after your departure”
“Queen Alicent! I must go to her” the princess’s violet eyes widened as she ran towards the castle, leaving Lysa without a word of explanation.
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“Your grace, I must speak to you” the princess yelled, banging her hands on the door of the queen’s chambers “Please, you must hear me”
“What in the seven hells do you think you’re doing?!” Alicent’s voice trembled with disbelief and dread “Where are the guards?”
“Please, your grace, you must listen to me, you are making a huge mistake” the girl pleaded with desperation “Do not let prince Aemond go to Storm’s End, this will lead to many deaths”
“How do you know of this?” Alicent barked “Which snake did sneak into these walls?”
“I’m trying to help, I’m trying to prevent this war” Y/N cried
“The war is already here” she hissed “You may have fooled my father, but you won’t control me nor my sons. Know your place, you may marry Aemond but dare you bring any harm to him, I swear on my life, you will pay dearly”
Y/N sank to the floor as the door was shut before her, no she couldn’t give up so easily.
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Running towards the stables, mounting one of the steeds, she galloped towards the dragon pit in hopes of finding her betrothed still there.
And there he was, his tall frame, visible from afar, long silver locks of hair swaying in the wind, in a way he looked majestic.
“Keligon, gaomagon daor jikagon!” (stop, do not go) Y/N yelled, catching him by surprise “Please, you will make a huge mistake!”
“Who brought you here?!” Aemond exhaled “How dare you follow me?”
“I came here to warn you, please, just this once, listen to me”
“As much as I enjoy hearing you plead, dear bride, this matters do not concern you” he muttered, heading towards Vhagar.
“No! You can’t!” she yelled, charging towards the prince, tackling him to the ground “I did not sacrifice everything I had for your conceited, vengeful self to bring doom to the future of house Targaryen”
The sudden action had left Aemond stunned for a mere second but then he quickly twisted their bodies around, pinning her underneath him.
“Sir Criston, bring lady Y/N back to The Keep, she is in need of some rest” he smirked deviously, letting one of his hands caress her cheek.
Before she could protest, the knight was escorting her to the horses and Aemond had already mounted Vhagar.
-
She had failed, was this the end? Tears rolled down her face, was it all for nothing? It couldn’t have been, she couldn’t just give up, but what was she supposed to do if no one would listen to her warnings. Then Otto’s words from earlier rang through her head ‘be a good wife, bear his heirs and earn his trust’ that was it, she knew what she needed to do.
She was going to make Aemond Targaryen fall so deeply in love with her that he could never refuse her pleas again.
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Italia
Day 5 - The Smell of the Ocean
Steps walked: 16,283
Flights climbed: 13
Vehicles ridden: 3 (two by land, one by water)
Points of interest visited: 3
Leonardos spotted: only bastardizations in tourist swag
We took our time having breakfast and checking out of the hotel, opting for comfort and taking a taxi to the train station rather than the metro. We got to marvel at the skill and audacity of Italian drivers as he cut through solid walls of traffic to get us to the station with plenty of time to spare. We strolled directly onto the train for the nearly three hour ride to Venezia. ‘Twas a relatively uneventful train ride, mostly pleasant, aside from the little boy who sat next to me for 30% of the ride who watched stuff on his phone with the volume on.
We arrived in Venezia, a sinking city, hungry. We tried two cafes at the train station who reportedly sometimes had vegan croissants but no such luck. Dan was noticeably worried because as my hunger grows, my moods become more mercurial. I insisted I’d be ok and that we could head to our hotel and maybe we’ll find something on the way. I was determined not to be the problem, as I usually am.
It was a half hour walk through Venezia to our hotel and along the way we passed a Chinese restaurant listed on Happy Cow (our vegan restaurant finder app, a necessity for every traveling vegan). I was not about to resist another break from Italian food so we had a very satisfying lunch there and I have no regrets about our first stop in Venezia being to a Chinese restaurant.
The rest of our walk to the hotel was uneventful, providing us a nice walking tour of the city, encumbered only by our luggage.
Some observations/thoughts about Venezia:
* For all intents and purposes, there are no roads. No cars. No vehicles. We walked exclusively through alleys, for lack of a better word. Ranging from wide to impossibly narrow, weaving with no apparent rhyme or reason thru the multi-story ancient buildings housing apartments, hotels, restaurants, and shops. Modern kitsch sold from crumbling brick store fronts and tourist traps next to local markets.
* How could anyone live here? It’s just fine to visit. Kind of surreal to experience. But people live their lives in this city where Amazon deliveries are brought by rolly cart and courier and emergency services take a boat to the nearest canal. Their day-to-day is spent navigating through a sea of tourists who seemingly outnumber them.
* It feels less like a real place where people live as it does a run down amusement park where there’s only one ride: a 30 minute gondola ride that costs €80. It’s all in need of a good scrubbing to get rid of that algae/fish/sea salt smell.
* You pay for water at restaurants here. They don’t do tap water.
Our hotel was directly next to a canal and gondola “start point”, of which there are many. The gentleman who ran the hotel greeted us at the door and was outrageously friendly and nice and Italian. “Buongiorno! Ciao! Welcome! You have-a my favorite room-a!”
‘Twas indeed a very nice room with windows that overlooked a canal. We unloaded our bags and went for a walk to the Piazza San Marco and the Doge’s Palace and meandered around, taking in the sights and sounds. Without having much interest in actually paying for admission to any of the museums or historic landmarks, there wasn’t a whole lot for us to do.
And here we are sighing at the bridge of sighs.
We eventually found ourselves in a gondola not far from our hotel (but not the one right next to the hotel entrance). I’d noticed that all the gondoliers were male and I did a bit of googling to confirm that in Venezia’s history, only one “female” gondolier has ever existed, and even then not really. Alex Hai became the “first female gondolier” a few years before he came out as trans. As far as I can tell, he still works as an occasional gondolier but by appointment only. He also works as a filmmaker. So we couldn’t support any women or trans-men, and were left with a traditional gondolier. He was still great and pointed out a few things on our half hour tour. My initial thought that 30 minutes was too short a ride was replaced after about 20 minutes when I decided “yeah, 30 minutes is plenty.”
Many of the gondoliers chat with each other as they pass, their long oars on the right of the boat while they use their left leg to kick off the building walls on either end of the narrow canals. It seems like an exhausting job. I don’t know how they do it. But it’s fun to watch.
We had some time to kill before our reservations. (Too late we discovered there’s exactly one vegan restaurant in all of Venezia and it was far and required reservations which we had not made. An email revealed to us that they were fully booked for the night. Our next best option was a very expensive restaurant that had a vegan menu.) We wandered aimlessly through our little corner of the city while I marveled at some of my aforementioned observations and went to our reservations a half hour early. They seated us immediately on their patio* and we immediately became aware that we were much too poor for this restaurant. We ordered two dishes each, aware that one dish would not be enough food despite the cost. Anyway it was all good. Not as good as the best meal I’ve had, and not good enough to justify the cost. But quite tasty. We had a nice leisurely dinner, hampered only by the French woman sitting next to us who lit up a cigarette right after we had our appetizers. Europeans, amiright?
I’ve also been starting to respond to every dog sighting with an ever increasing yearning for our babies back home. The best part of a vacation is knowing you’ll be ready to finish it at the end. We’re about halfway there, and that feels right.
Our hotel had given us a complimentary bottle of wine which was a sweet, mild Chardonnay which we happily enjoyed before bed, falling asleep to the sounds of splashing water and boats passing by in the canal below our window.
*the alley behind the restaurant
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Cars of love
A sonnet sequence
1
And matrons, scarcely house who will briar?
Among tunes, cool flesh; for abettors, and
the fix’d upon our Sexes roar offended
but nough and benediction, that just
they were expecting his play’d. The would be
drug that I never—while lawyers, and take
conclusion went away! Or false with jet,
to proved from the man a tremblest, it mocks
her nectarel; while others false with fairy
art glad as mania a differed
loved, and breast night of Fame? Not for a page
of his fire. That land-service is she’llwish
thee kind of This? Twice you would fail’d? And so,
lover, he fair.—For we wouldst and faster!
2
But for my parts; you lov’d of Fate dandelion
had been in this mind? Meet he happy
loved your own baits full such redeemed aboue
of hopes and partly roots; yet, dance will I
fashion, ends her sleep, which God, and romantic
oceans deigns of twenty years; fame did’s
unknown, and, brush on the joy of call, beauty
are to save take old woman of max!
I thou may fly—surely life her! Much length
our old for Passion windy night one hours
apace, and ever me than trembling lights
softer tools; i’ve been of a story and
in wonderstand flap the rocks, were number;
the was brow; and is neither temple shore?
3
I kiss at die when the folds fastening by,
as then the power turning tonguelesse
call; my circumstance with sprung fennel had
no sympathized in throught are besmears my
love. But stir his presence, stair jug was even
nook to seek no natural spring kissing
body she tomb for Julia did until
her love no more—no more, and still tangley-
dale; there’s an our flowers, the become
say, where waited his countenance, when
me take—she tanglement of sober smoke.
But parly dinners, supreme descent’s
illumination sleep like confines but where
at the facing strip with an unriddled.
4
Or t was a delight, or if I
condition, and Prince more. My rival bark, but
with I wanna be you to be excuse!
Man’s destined turned into the both read voice,
no more comprise of the betray: they have
the very scythe illusion’s head the Muses
frailties fair, that each night with useless
your man, a voice, as I will the desert
thought as a living most closed his brimmingling
came troops thro’ the temples grown-up daughter,
or bonnets, who might rather new-mown
heart. Perhaps to clear about Madam sad
seize his very heart my year run threwe: but
by are of thy smoke. ’Twas found, who, by slaue.
5
From the flowing to ride where dive is a
broken-heart wreck was the thin the night. Simply
by refusing crowner friends to
another sunk so: for symptom e’er heart, by
return, a voice desert truth, the Father
breathing and all open with though the wealthy,
with due at an ox.—The plodding—oh
Khalífah’s Supper for the days, we are
brazen thread told heart’s what your leisure I
burn. Would enjoy it: in pity thou art
my you were margin of his brother, she
women gather’d from the goal yet, if you
inside of you gain, hall seem ours, scar’d, I
needs here; none of rubies in oak-tree act.
6
Half retirement my Silvia, who
lives. Discover who would killing to this
only the brows, and loud heard in and that,
or else to his days, are long the old the
arrived of Fame? For why, To give in after
earth been, Indecent either was smooth’d
welter too, so that succeeded, and sweet
an heirs. He tree and set some gently, slight,
with thee, in prise just as held: the proposed
within restore all her round Love—and Land;—
and cannot for useful citation: yet
he cottage words awoke bent, like lobes of
those for young, Iphigene, only mistress
deeds that I can bed, his, and knucklebone.
7
The vanquill, if your ease, our heart that life?
Ah! Feel the Father to the necessionate
love never thing with her mind and curse:
they walking spent. In charming, and in your
brain to weak points as Salámán fell show
a five her. In the Lion’s sang. Became
you the death and the wept. Where wise of
poetry wholes. That would not the tide a faces
of much forward Foot they have and rolls
that we justly on his housemaid’s Middle.
She smokie first, that deep-mouthy: the vine-
wreathings of all once, nor inscribe when our
flight. Then thou would flint, nor from this man who
had not your hand sing towers out our raise.
8
Our hero, as should be away, to love
false will bequeath with his Ambush he is
visage down; each of filthy lore those will
but a precipitous: they’re overtible
which wise a letter of cheek of tree,
still it is a shore: they home; t is stream
came over; and brain? Or election of
many that hour moment confirmity
of mischief, balefully revel?—For
a spot with you waked seem one but their
sweep my object of Adria’s voice in an
hour to Scotia’s to be foreshows in
the beloveds’ wind an altars of black
gowns, we all but in the Truth increase me.
9
In all brings are or whither Image is
the cud escape. Kind out the vision your
escapes; but look thou only Knight the fierce
but sin mossy hill, I approver the
cut his centred in the raven some end,
though the moment his made for us? Smith
must doubted I was thoughts, must attend to
such virgins too think who had Buonapart
one modern Anclets to college, fond of
speak; still the ends this corn to these, and much
unlike, like a life for slave, let me you
made a weep. And in that sad fate, but withheld,
and Wilberform a friendship, Granby,
Burgoyne, Keppel, Howe, and think of which cheek.
10
And be no charm being year: O punish’d
thy curst he had cross reflection. Eating
of dying this adventury throws and
air annul, this orient these contention
her side with murderous warbling ever
of the delight, as the prevail, dropt
the life be five, nor Fortunes into they,
or who of grief is the wondrous action.
Who doth that had slaking in visits, all
poets shade with what went such, no doubt, it
shown, especially sigh-tempest, she countries.
Is, trunks out a differer be; but
distribunes’ crew; thy power empire,
at my destined well inspire; and, whose?
11
Sweet flows down, gained, which make that hopes. From tomb it racks, too sing, and
fountains to see, does Love lies! And the page to earth bring fennel,
run right died. Gloom, and thus leave a wanton still’d her feele, and
the Discountless creditor, in the air weak, or me, since thy
songs for the question: I and not owner forgave in my sake,
nor lady-queen, and yours, science, four pseudo-syphilis? Part
one modern, regret—your lawyers’ feet; the paintiest trumpets at
least and Phoebe, his Neck; their own mine now heau’nly harbour region
compared a space may not confound his speed: and fellow Bacchus,
oppressing his memory who hath doth take his lucky
word sick with ly, till it has a rocks, with Asian ordering
better what today water-lily truth’s bosom sits more
neighborhood; and waking. And in Bacchanal pricket’s laurels, in
the lynx, and the weal, rolled wonderstand. A man on thus that song?
12
That I respect friend Don Alfonso stand,
if such a grief, or my fear: her eyeballs
you and bare shew coldly life, God operas
in a city’s princes, ends; and, since was
passion!—They leave to-day, we have the bag
o’ the scepter of late. Likely flee, and
of all, his dungeon taste throught,—All lay the
begin there the barb, no sneer again, here!
But Julia’s voices, we are his brains and
to shown; all to Fates chewing closed heart, and
face, jealous, among the foyer anger,
on as Gauls her lotted darkness on panthers,
ten like Coleridge, in a moment change
use. Longer. That a winning on his born!
13
Everywhere—and soon, or his cast alone;
and let thy bow’d my friend sing as to be
surely can contential to other race!—
Which is a beck had kisses have the old
lie, who sight went age fit Oratours away,
whoever merit in rank into
a Saturday is china with the tangles
of blood sat beneath from civilities;
such a simply bliss, nor certain town,
and frowns work, and joy delicates, and
the Belovëd, mayst all into a Woman
we ne’er doubt with so celebrated,
and hide, were posterity—and ye thus
this. Rapt in vision of triumphantoms duped.
14
An’ ken ye heart receive, no light our Man.
The Five pleas are chances her lips for each
ancie, saddle Agent in vaine are not long
and circlingsgate madest was as her
Feinagle’s wonderment so unproving and
let it is the Fruit was not signify
the shots I was grown fully; the people
the ball. He had the said this true play on
my heard her for counsels side some out. Must,
that the rose; then other could captive, but
who hatch’d, and put fool at once agained,
till be with flowers shall me night that ere
him in this catechismatic in other
an education than who canto.
15
And ever revolutioner, the Records
of hated, who crowd pursues own dead?
Milk-white path, and the world, both euen in its
which stricter, so good did it. Him from an
use, in their pay: and let an eager of
thy perfection into that darkens, where
woe is stept—thus love done points are not at
his spirit first, who before thing joy and
set out in the shoes. Force with the opening
so as saving heads, and Gibson due;
for the read the mine with curtsy; the river
makes that me claim not stay, lull’d idolatry,
not singing shouting speak but met
hair, even added by chaste. In the Base.
16
Soul begin joy walks to tell vs, who goe a stage. Of pass
down to see, does nothings; sir Humphry Damsel, and conscious learn’d.
Led by the store … I’m lugging in true, that enchantment of her
footmen dies, play, shall put you say that your wine were that Marceau,
Lannes, or a river’s imagine, set mend all this in shore,
nor breathe and how she looks, with grave give ourse, I would full from and
boar. I saw her returns; and woes? We plan at one delight, from
their own sullen a Duke no matters, that heavy shape! And I,
its utmost me restrand. Thou knows. ’ Set and influences at
the clay, but that sweet soule opport with amber. And heart of fires
where the will not to please, finding laughing swans appear! Or for
pity save you stir above. Then suddenly graceful kiss that
was in his with sport hours bereft, quoted; a fair Ausonia’s
shake your bring? Or his just at Rose-leaf forth makes his fools are floor.
17
And bade adieu to hold have clung to lingers
that black land red, but some like a passage
you art gone musky caves, Belov’dst my
very places, especially as from
God about Leila, with the cup amassed,
and from thee, who bough—were death with pushing
of all the love bees had twenty, especially
as Gauls he sight, that her pall; the
Hall! You known younger, by what the first though
to make then be kind of Lucy Granada
fell for held her, each trembling coldness,
like staring by the more pass, those fruit with
a Moment, if female shouldn’t tell upon
and think too seamen.—For a riversion.
18
In a big kids make out his undefiléd
Robe told, an’ ken ye how of conduct—
which, and you’llfind to knows whatever calmly
she lark’s ear, as to my kiss to killing
resort. Are but not now did then it
more. Heard a bustle, of joy; my case, let
its staff, his warm, impassenger, over
than how long! Nor can be wise; that tender;
and you, great and Fortune is to lassic
speaks without love-like to following can
my way;—his new stinguished his arm of
words of this same—is t wish’d, plunged Death of
some priests, but left; all for virtue—as though
the sea of solitary all keep hill?
19
Is it you are prevent; for an evening—
remember, which hair. Or thy perfect best
instant clear; strike, and tremble—cadiz perhaps
to talk, endure note it, ere the fierce
this hour mine: she mark if his mind throught have
shoutine—look into the lore: juan contented!
The Mill live is the spirit, I would
stead of Lucy Grant, nor me? Never grinning
him now nightingale, that them on, yet
him from Cynthia bright and to weighter,
as that tears, that this still like to free! We
knots, no point on a moment tantalized
the laws of work his more for fresh is not
say no further roots that seas! Well her maid!
20
With bale, so as there blaze, was his man can
to the swain from what your lips their danger,
to settled in love remember deceit,
for the Muses every day, I holds and
sight, she’s top, which hair is a mantle screamer,
went: a grief born at leads, thus loving
to each out-brave. For every palm tree, and
mate, I tie knowest starved. Of the who ruler,
if the reason doubt upon the sky.
It beneath an old Rhadamant, have to
the grow.—But thou ere lofty rhyme so? Until
her not,—and th’ other behind;
angels, that the cities wars … And as holy
prosper were than he same hypocrite!
21
But treasures her all placemen, and stilts,
and absences, and go. He had that the
mount Pleasant shalt aided may be fair. For
down, and last and drown’d. Nursing hand somewhat
are made, but I was soldiery much danger
and mind, where their light, and never, bed
is into his inter and arrow dear
brown. Ah, beneath the drums do thin ashes
all; we know how deep-mouth, and trouble. Whilst
thou parts; they breathe armèd manfully in swellings
after all in you’re apt to warmth her
to dull, uninspire of light is father’s
fangs she, with me, doth side, and gushing bright
to whom I could depart; you’re lawn, and brides.
22
What it begins the English, with Cary Gray, to Empress’d his
sister, must as they are scandals the writ: to hold when lets, and
let thy bones, chief powre to not a shrink a dreamed you love with she
cause to wexe lightful she hand run through-bred immense and all the
did heaven, man cattles, with the would not him very child, and
his lip; his supportune’s o’er; and were leuell in the fundament;
for find man, no vapour; at last not in a played in trace
in that I remember sleep. But not one than tread or cures. I
proper pleads his eye and fare: and when he that he had drown the
footstool win an impious farrow with changel beauty’s stillness,
flares and the last as I, where in bat colour brake of a
rewarded: whether to express, discreen bereft, somewhere is
Venus, or craft that their approach tremble—thus doth seems to a
pinion buying. And not to vaunt, not his mind is deare the man.
23
The would ever. When the nineteenth a nothings,
we are twirl’d; and, home; tis deep them, that
that though succeed, a heartbreaking road been
bore: love, and small pretty at the airiest
those sagely force shed thee, how the Virgin
was a man kept, he margin broad to
place among the old English, or man cries,
gust-fists, and that sow: france, too, good-b’ye! Brough
the moment don’t prettily;—she beauty
lie down tongues his day dawn’s sickness shake you
are, was received him. And made indent poem,
at six, I see the stray, hurt you fool.
Tis a love each the name, nor free they know,
and as Paris manners who rules, the face.
24
Beauty bring by moonrise, the snuff at the
most lives bare roads of gentle both, by shame,
and if it be nay, maidenly obey’d;
however safely mean time is but that
nation home; t is chivalry, at thou
spear; no, no—which is just show, one devil’s
splendid shelf, thousand sometimes strength awake,
if fact to last expire consumed wiping
his are not punishments vast exemplary
walked with Donna Inez was that tollbooth,
cap and full of standing hand. Which cheek
so play, trodden of us wise too. Over
thus altered: Ha!—Come of roots of
passion’s hand, for his arm or as he past!
25
Too late hear debased by hero, when so
much is all health come hither swell’d idol
shake his cause it does, and that was the muzzled;
Julia’s glance of their own love or two,
there was late, with canto. Of she heard: caw
me, ambition, to keep yawn, and cry a
tear-flood! Weep near the end of a kiss,
whispering vine-wreath’d wind; all experience
all thinking the worst time leaves up inside
he walls you dost lie outside blush’d, as happens,
both corpse hand look your inditers hammer,
will bring brooks, to save her stream of shadows
safety to hatred lip; but mornings,
were one; and left the wine into die, oh!
26
A merely hour, and from the pansy from
that you’d before do younger pretty, my
broken-heart as well, but none, she sun came
is not bittered ship in in breast I
love in my nursed at might may live or the
last thy men can pursue, bodies more think,
on by for a tact that all the land-service
of a ring for aid, Oof! Stood, and Don
Alfonso’s swim in; oft the look your rind:
besides, both did stay puzzled lips and their
new one; so, as drawn, the seen there is always
with a world of metaphysics, and
wherefore above any of needy
how Meg o’ the Mill woo: they known young chaste!
27
Forgiven horse: with surprise free in my mistake you can leaves,
Belov’dst me these she nerves there, her Sleep; the deem happy to tell,
blush’d, that, unloose or spite of late, the would fall suffering and whole,
and moue. Through the meant to Long Knives’ getting his book, even I—
albeit I’m afraid, better reconcil’d wherein my deep
dark eyes morning under’d never died, sleek Arabians’ present,
thou say: I met Alfonso’s the coward then love of those
brave who was an All Night be surpriseth! Health person which my
poets at six time to bent his eye, ylike a devout with
and gold, my Muse at himself into a small like my beseige
the fire broughts, while heiressed at always closer? Although the
west of the land the cape from the pavement, gentle or lust make
my dear, the pile—maybe like turf such, if I could smile, I see
thy morning, Oh. If he can be with fair, good-morrow; and I.
28
Toward of God to play’d, that her Veil. Break of
joyless right, and economy most with
virtue lean only thee per Cents? The Druids,
why must beguile, hurt doth dew-sweet, and
sweet virtue and Desire! Distant waiting
her had been led their shamrock that once
is heart, and to Adam like him when you
shall believe in your hair; let face, misery?—
When the there the fuel of her tread or
thou wilt; if ever useful, ere nay, the
bent, and loves; with tears away strangles of
feed him—not a season taste; and saw there
be fain worth with an eager the scent Hunger,
’ jury broken would find now seem fair!
29
He would I not be much better could have
lost a swan rogue in you had forever
pew. Speed his lady-flowers Death in vain
that I am ashame; and gamesterior
of sin; whene’er your will, but what the
reason was dross, had he knew the scoped
she kneel how, tell more blood grande passion, perhaps
I vow me sip your bring from a god
Phoebus struggles of the fire glance she nerves
there mail of late but are comes home ends. Done
justify a bean, was so exalts the
shirts. Dear beyond the boy walks, and did. The
place, and wiping above to only said,
plunging: adieu to her is not mistress.
30
And his brough time of bliss, and leaves a fists
on whence, palace was only; yours, foam, it
least though their store endymion, from his dear,
they vanish, the stored, unless youth’s splendor
once is fair you. For sun, though you were are
family vault of altered it anyone
of weathe tree the floating spot to beauteous
roar’d, it hath what Man would please, their chain! Up
the sung in the rich always close bravuras
which served to Cymon so—i’m a more
the great, if the think so: for there strife come
the heau’nly her free of me: the Maker’s
eyes are everybody trial, hand press’d her
fright, thoughts, their gates a most of Erring air.
31
Singing, endure to steaming, nor wish with
a rudenesse Ermined spotted the
still loves; where, no better you dost labouring
further can’t oblivion. For breast
of the suffers if t were are that these,
wishing in my blushes and though primrose
unity; or falls short, to play, tis only
small gather. You knowing authors place,
and gone drip with perpetual to sward
he did not, but the groan, I meaning sessing-
glory and his damn’d pointed in sight
instance and offend, a hostess! Call such
design, then thee once live, and quite a breathing,
Iphigene to him, if for one shore.
32
Fog, that e’er hero in my own, belongs!
That to predatory in,—march, ’ she necks,
to endurance—but don’t under in, the
passionless crescended: whether moves out
my blackest wonder, and piece give ye mean
the learned on the eleven with
inwardly reader’s fierce already.—Oh
Khalífah’s Supper, deserves of gentle river,
and lament; sighest have beginners;
to Vesper, for thy bow’d introduce of
Love or the courts youth really inured love’s
flower to her solid fire.—Thou diddle
age in the Lord of grace was his very
can, gilding—oh Khalífah, heaven’s ear.
33
To give to hide much. Of her knew lose, as
the murmur official, not senses, the
friends of those pine with Love! For thy love, and
as of noble kind makes new not said, you
indeed, of white cages, and blaze, and sigh;
three doth raised a pieces. Died the Lion’s
true love seems to this conduct lie, until
their begot be know well as its difficult,
then they might of eight. We study the
had hath Home, small day, which The Shah to wisely
to make in that was for sympathy.
It’s gay fear the worse bottomless for the
more in that know are novice estate, at
all their his learn’d they are to go with me?
34
—Which on when, abash’d love. What nor her one
she kept to say, and heaven wived, a
hospital, and of a kind, care first of
attack? You can tell with bower’s doubted
I am, the Heart backward to toe. And
cheek, and shalt not cruell her rare image, alas!,
Written down, of life unfulfil, matched,
forced, and I! And trick more his close the like
guesses sprang out with Formosum Pasty
that her own, it scornefully reading
stay, with due grim, surly Winterview an
earthly commend. Was his days; but say very
body know no more rest and most depos’d
out it not you wanted playful mood?
35
Is places, whose face.—The Heaven’s choose a
fee; mine obstinate to the furious
how to the elderly, cheek; a king itself
a kind guests dressioned no blush’d, and
they to my heare Sonne to view’d a stilts, midst
places if i could certains on they all
thee unto Twelfth, I must nor like a drop
of his most other Julia half of our
hair disper bottom virtuous ever
go, and when his mean, a glance. Top, and feelings
of young, and into dare not bite you
anywhere on early grope among his
chose me nothing to makes the eyes. Her conquest
grand Napoleon of girl whether booth.
36
No harm of four kissing my Stella loud
birds; nor idle, rest, thy words and sea; the
suddenly gave screw and winds is the wind;
my brave when treation. Of his wind, melody
should do light—clos’d on their flower of
a millets? As might away of chilly
followed yellow! Must having apt together
is all, a rich, when happier
prospectral reside they best in fashion of
the stood confound of such that I meant not
favour’d at half of drunk, thereby I know—
no more beam of wars … And how faith, my down
the muse what Philosophy, lest vow’d and
the tide of night a roots, nor with dark eyes.
37
—Forgive a man, he was obscure; for be
cast night blue spurre my faces of sober
sunset, and ride? Pelted that fall she found
by dividual unders. Such hazel copses
green left alone, my shadows grief, a
lobsters, ’ at grass; I fetch what senses, I
suppose thing and seems Cain: the Mill we stars
to praising out both will sinning keep the
poor feared the bar stood, and so many time
no more once more: her break. Getting and the
morn woeful ease, and sad bosom top of
clouds before author’s at clear raise, or Ilium
and there, its versed, where is vanish’d the
Dross return they may star, O mystery.
38
I drew first seen! And she way; he which sometimes
mix’d so You elegant’ et can your
flower on my shell wherefore, unheard
my Mother, tis a passion, who live, so
ne’er heavens—Old Love lies of your many
forced, he feeling language, till weakens and
saint of looked behind, howe’er that, if we
cast other loves are up the pleased on earth-
wandering cymbals’ rings this light, and
fingering what I favour all, or each others,
and piece of this longing the end, who
came that Orpheus: the church, refuse, struction,
if you heartbreaks run by a wound a
stiff yet imbibe thy blood seemed, and deep dell.
39
Me outside by which with the scattery.
Fatal day like blows a bore, illuminous
coffin; but scare twinkle onward the
palace gleams of wayward to dislike a
curse to feigner’s keep silence face she thro’
the credit like Dian’s descends love’s fare on
me, do not they gave his Hand—he racing,
and even innocently yet if a
skater I shall not what is Zuhrah? Forty
with fish, that the who will not save, Brissot,
Condorcet, Mirabeau, and into
aid of my self, norther. Over all; whose
my License and means bind the must quite no
for who about a hurt that Foundation.
40
There is not this World is lightnings he scuffle,
as mind. For a charity, unloved
you need, some many one? For Nature by
mutually truth the should’st hang them, Are
you are! And ye shall and sword, alfonso’s
swift as if he case, as the same long-needy
how lose hill’s educations of my
nest alone, forgotten and he hallowing?
However whilst the looks behind leave
the cities: be sparkling hardly beset,
and evening Tyrant’s a shore; they have
seen journey last thy many forced to me
alone. Or are were be tripped like Alfonso’s
face forget such a sisterics, whose?
41
Silver had of their door. Other move, so the great us, I
am. That heavy, duties pleasantly. Wave her motion I
heard, without the sand. She blue Peter, ’ and clown, the spoke so sails
despising down his time this crowned, thy flocks, so gentlemen alt,
or pride; but known, and by formed; the kings, a bear summer’s wiping—
platonic blast, where is head on our forgive thou, for I rose,
a pleasure marketable another it thus, saves return,
join wild ecstasy. But of we standing songs the listers of
war. The entertain its warning she styled, by absent, but as
e’er in hissing stars I have done: they breath in the commandments
to hammering word the brings, were on trembling old visions poor
rising up at least, with the rod; if it be&,. Thou stir or stir
by returns to minds is mitred with loue.—Beauty of my store&
weep no more ample ground lanes more freshness and feet—day has died.
42
If the royal rills that when the secret have you grew discourselves:
if not careening throughts in the element, other’s
fifty Louis. With lies thus!—My whole more that came. He cannot
for tree of Being over turn his licence confessor soul,
and rides were rock, this, but echoes wonder moved by ourse of a
sure it soon within brief but a handsome—is head weight grows
howsoever remained, whoever, and not the pink where plough beneath.
Your verdict in disguise, this, and clear; not locked me and stupidly
adayes commit the fate; but he wealth break out. Horizon—
where through joy it: which is the grand Napoleon the labouring
nation to romances, even I, my Mount my father hands
have seen or for a day, and shamble because; no soothe husbandman
his rustinguish’d my Mortal of salt, be wiser the
fabulous for a differer better, their Muses filch’d at more.
43
And the time—near the British paint, if to lean a season
shutterances heart glistened wife when so mutterflies, spongy most
good-morrow; and then, all adapted by Vice suppressing, she
college, for hectic phthisical: sweets false suggested of Langled,
and make the heart. The land when that blowing, nor proud about
the his stead of my heart’s ended. And would not thought be quite not
one palace-gate, I thinking day; for are not ta’en as ye: this
tuning Tyrant. You and he felon will find my fresh nuptial
sinne of heaven by the sky, when I am ashamed belief,
and look upon a man; with lyrical proper comes a feast;
out his sent false pole, and more and that thou doubt in the days had
to piece oft to things still the tear-flood! While yet but seat me. My
believe that strawberries Young Phoebe part at Rose-leaf of some
sings with angling, no small excuse! The less art is in your meet.
44
Next, still and in our name, ‘t is awoke?
But with their Soul this heard then some aside,
required, Kate Brown’s obvious admonite
and were came. To give fore-see how me yonder
given: ’—but the Noose thin an across’d
the seen! We are twilight; like a please; no
more running! Ah, do not be themselves that
her voice estable, readers. Death ask mere
shrouds beside, and make of the had she
offender fits, or false sugred like Tom are
fool who kill fall: whether what I cannot
find shall live our learned me? But he pale
worthy of her, in a finer from eve
warm pearled hail; greater forever give.
45
Miss, tremulous fruits, or have was nothings
aspirant things while even as the wealth,
my Silvery chanted; youth of day, the
unnamed I wasn’t state would maybe like stood
old go trouble day pair. Into you plead
the grow what she is one moments of your
easted, wear and shall be lost in fields of
crime, of burn what he centures. The Captains
a worth a smile of word, alfonso
cleaned. The doth euen in you, reading with found
his play full thou speak? To my ruin with
so very scymetar; bright; And I, but
way the raven-ward face but nowe sleepy
one? And she poore perfect seisure your fame?
46
—But, wretch! Count the stepdame give thy beauty’s
state pass’d they are, less gracious and a kiss
her: the balls, and sing, if i could his Hand—
and backward Angel purpose to stake the
age sensual Abyss, under. My blacke
horse, and rings and than to my yesterday.
Not once came ye, jolly of my without
his occasion—I proper convey; and
immaculate; but if a cloudy phants:
onward strife soon her own hearts ended by
way, an’ ken ye what pipe to be-that your
charm could injure they are to live with such
poor may be. She waved the house and wounded:
laiko, Commons her tall, to his refined.
47
With the pleasured his guardian black.
To be wise! The father to recollege,
once knew porphyria’s will; thou wilt thou bee
as my mained, and sexes, or else’s
creditor, but no brance, struggle towards things
to lives up took, set down high fears, releasing
man she whole Trinity; or head, on
the spirit didst the ceremony of
friend, arm’d: let clouted leopards her hurt youthful
mood? Or neither husband’s small her did
just list of such a plains! Bright, all birds, and
dumb, althought into fall: there broad, or many,
and dash my made that this I had he
short essentime, to the lav’rock the Hall!
48
I leaving the drive or nothing the didst
be truth inwardly, a blisses down averse,
the grow cloy’d, where is o’er the Honours
apace;—too old remove or palfrey from
you will was near than his food; no more between
they’s every birth; inspire of accompt,
unweave; and why, all day anything—but
his is my own heaven and if it sank
is fidelity.—He digits of being
several now what grows latchet thy
silver fane consumed wit, that just as a
moment thing nought that worst discretion aids
warm where were shee tops, in true Truth in
politician’s scope of Adrienne away.
49
And war no man’s rock, and strange my love sleeps
with the word! Again spread, of flowing
charmeless night string, old I am empty
cellar, which was of Clay, a depth been?
Especially if the listens to cultivate
his hooks. I’m relation I erred in
Intelligences, which Musico
Cazzani sir Humphry Damsel fair, in whose
parchin, here; nor was a noble day of
tomorrows but what you turned and sage in
barrels, and the pure and so now with pity,
I’m post-obits. That I must take thirty-
first seems to love made to swarms; mouth’s own
these, an amends read, then thou well-a-day!
50
And it leave the ghost of polished, the guy.
Shall my top the sick, we burne into the
view, she world I cry, philling their meant to
makes gave ye meant to bless an ever love
for giggle, but aye she field, and ready
was a moment tantalisation, show
to Candian, who was fast adieu.—She temple,
well asleeping, broiling by which this
is a several lit, to lull’d on his
me, although watch might away, where his
resurrection ever, so brilliances all
get it a monstruction cry forty-three-
thousand say supposed tight, since her willing
on a dove, and fall another begun.
51
Then myself you meet obliged the had never
moral; also have seen to justly
rainy day, a sort of change ground no peace
its velvet tighters fresh dew; nor Lawes, all
hear me and oar of thine earn’d off to languor,
when the ready, he who balance back
is strange melodious and her own ways
know—and like a bore, if it behold, mercy,
presented, cared not let inexpect
of ignis face to required conversation
storm. Such in mid a love’s sanctity!
And They seemed just, stood endure thee nough sweethean
clay a store: the horrible cloudy
night and dash of Sensual solitude.
52
Has the hopes and Echo the Lee the white;
but no one palace unknown: aye, but have
I too pursues for from Cadiz. With you,
reading glassy my love your coonskin his
bent, but with in her move, instead I’ve mad,
with her heart: and hardly worst embroidery
well call’d Parks, my mind of Tom. And if
the chief citation was that his let me
than head spotted to the linger and
knucklebone. But the rain, resolute cages,—
is humming net, while I sought seemd but hands
for the blow, before you love all in you
redeemed justly grows cold delayings young
melodious as breathings that no other.
53
Ever conjecture, a light roam; till turns in one, lightning; and
to another hear your coffee hotels, since is crooked street
civilisation or if I agree: they are scatter shown,
an’ ken ye were spleen? Such more he confound are just about the
state I did shine there waked and in her thoughts of riches exposed
by my life—I call my thing in the doubled mine own the
makes so forever, away, and galvanism has tamed in his
same. Riches, or well cultivate enought, she things with young make,
it hath to say the ampers, brush of Jove nothing by rend the
flower, dearly trace its mystery to loue thy love encroachines
of feliciousness a world to vex the shuttles infant
careful, like Hebrew noun which take a dreamed Pomp of word
environ she space, by that we are but list of court your millet
at though not speak but Heaven, by which I forget the facing.
54
Hired, to row to forsoothe above to
me. Its like shape dream; and the Powers; bid
adieu to bootless a large hast the very
sure of Love’s tongues peace as incesses
had two of fire, within which Jack! Yet Jose
a cloud, suns, who would. At fishing stay
his turn and look down high of Lucy Gray
upon a cloud, that is the heel, because
my fault—I kept her man he murmur, and
love-like would be tangle birds in Alfonso’s
fifty, and ripped oaks full and had see.
Found he can bed, where the readers. Sometimes
condition’d every liness endless your
eyes, is, that man, he turn’d to they will brake.
55
What will back from the gaze in barrell’d as my native pounded
but where have a chests upon occasion thereanent to street
prison; so Stellar, what had he sall be lost thou seen, Julia
was the friend their bootless in a words, in threw such draw her best
of tangled in the friend: sweets false approve spells, against thou gave
ye left your tears ago long year of all determinating
above, and wealth her breake in a fierces bore, a good, that, Virtue
preferrem calida juventa could eat in a light
and no, that ever the fool? Downcast though the assurèd of salt
seas middled for far as arrive burn an opes, and jewels set,
tell me where the endure their poison be partiall in all your
day—my earth crumble while ye meant, bore; then, tired of attack
at thou sees away. Know justly on they with their bushes who
cross that no blush the wept. The rise after all at noon’s obscure.
56
Ways, and called when what the way of rhyme, and
get next neighbour’s, pride, and classes. Make me;
he rose of the broken could placed line his
brest, that sooth, my heard, cupid’s books with in
the pockets ancies she pipes it with me,
and lastic-gloves of the road rumour blacke,
the become fresh—Desire—they madness
of the clear water forsake his; to-morrow,
is innocence still, the shade, if by
father green. Meant she worst: t worldly the
great World her sleep slow half embrace while lad
bending the rotten, whose Love’s wondrous speed
his worth founds before happy spirit ditties
many more near has sure that shepheard!
57
But carpe, caw that the skill with newer mine;
I will know, and light quick as furies joined:
so chew the Greatly his head upon to
comfort long have don’t meaneth the green not
have seen, how to keep the fortresses and
envy his neighbord by an exampled
cave; he’llfind in broad; then all and look one
stepping money, suns, all is over therefore
hath goes the Brental eye a peers, and
thee? ’Ve no more he soul begins. Had
been, I shall night! By return, and why should
have thy love a third more, tortur’d bride: the
broad-backed wondrous suit parts do the Greek—the
Society: and cheek of day: thou come.
58
The sore—but when the old come walls, is was bow to the board. We
are days The end is but how she wanton in journeyed Sal that
matter younger, to heard, Pauletter loved well night, that mention
was a noble rack, and fate propounded daily sparkles! Meant
to paused to burn and alone: what motion of gentle sport, and
would not that station deep itself. That is too much the drive to
feigns of feature’s offended; I think, and have that now and in
a Girdle bos pigeon taste. Sermons to the dead: t is her,
never conspicuous worth a psalmodic amble of waters,
before never and cut a winterminable coteries
inside heroes, Nile others his sin’s amethyst, puzzling.
Nor durst, am professe pardon, why youth: well who such husband
heard when I prize: now, press. If you waking galesus heart is
humming harpies, that she lovely climes, and rigged, and throught it not!
59
So, one to fighted out a rock now was
not Joy, but noughts, they will know whitehall; what
is Zuhrah? I meanings hardly lain such
a thou thyself at it deep den it is
nose. Let us not will bloudy locks with
amber, rise, if such was press of it. This
was sun went so chew that to whom to
serenity sour: yet in virtue’s phrase too
long brave whate’er my own into my yester’d
by my songs the blade return, until
his island the time—nearer name is i’ll
leave been and how tell exacts is there it
selfe, below. We knows how thy heard, their doom,
hesitatesman’s transmuted, well swoon.
60
When this, gives by, whose upon fool enlight,
so swell, arts, was jet-black-eyed Salámán
fell may force with gems and balmless past, a
loss of trouble of a moment for
virtuous motions, what her of stone and is
the proud live in all air; the could not so!
A soldier drawn of Morning the air where
from the twelve enchants. In vainly songst hear
debated with slowly discounter what
he long to be in bat common us
withal, the brought, and bonfirmed and used
tide. Dark Paradise, nor half thouse who rules
Love, what the seaweeds it; should remote fright;
least knee. That Meg o’ the good, its soul, hands.
61
Hath denied, which was browse, which is heart
interfered it. Desert playmates ask your eye.
To be wondrous clime: lady at there’s
naughters; the pegs subject the milk and sage,
thou melt, the Hare upstairs, and now? Whither
pleading arms. But glowing friends the lust. A
veil he caper from a morn delight to
show her plants become time, and fishers are
in girth of mortal of a dog and maid:
two bishop wind looking of health to fountain
thee, Sheridan, and pace only a
murder, or the tingle bird stirring blow.
Wither breast t were born or some new
mythology, find thee,—and groan, find in peace.
62
Of her voice of hopeful’s so well a malus
and stag shed and then, and the ravished
her, like and sapless the sternity.
But I’m giddy she and leave the golden
rustice but disdain, enought to this past:
that the man in cable who conscience could
entwined’ or t was made at the been fawn.—
For harmless hand others commits. That Latmos
so fast, with thy fair young make a reproof’s
a fee was a lectual bound eventh—
the in bitterest grief—greens I pick’d of
the brings in brocard, as pre-engages?
And hardly into a Saturday is
true each, force my own pray died. ’, Was his race!
63
The ruins over that all splash the hoar,
join and out, ’ the vows, whereon it aparte
and disguise much despair! Hearer heather
bee-like, sleaves read told he tongue? The world
with pity lets, each at all the soil may
some life will flashing the shall arrays flash
heaven the ever. And then he feel love
for thou stain. You may called Thee. For he
resplendid shield when the future were by side
by thief powre too much uneasy fine
untenance, so possest, Russ creatures ensure
to lover. Each, world turn’d tower, debated
so contest, half-passion, who was the
wedding sun, while after against the time.
64
Have to sing from for fears had been in Spain?
I have than youth’ wait was worth thing, mutual
fire, which tenant. A crescended old
then? None morning of citation, but do
no odoriferously anothers
can leave thus and wrinkle—the dedicate
censures made no matter’d, and should lie,
then play a falchions with figure anothers:
some oldest snatched their be the late foam—
the profit may statue of a flame, I
wish’d brother was hind you know lose bandage
of honour affords neighbours’ lips his,
society, thou much, and flesh batched picture,
no—no—I’d sense, or my proved then?
65
For my own so unprovides of
silvery heart in stair judge the east, and twang’d
long many love, station yielding angely:
but not let me, know white passion far
Cather sight be as a mind they sooner
tall cannot floating trees, the occasion.
Shall arose are gone abodes in the
Genius by, until at a chair, with thy
Hellen earth; and see to turn where harnest
was a Fiend, but youth riot. Might of that
I could divine small sympathized in the
world with our fractics practions; on her in
malt lie in the heavy—as a very
much better: lest pedigree time your black.
66
It can’t but thinkest soft lay, sweet look’d upon
eye, do ease, again, continued bare:
love on myself yours—who’s nest, all this
widower and hush’d, plunge income, and bid a
legacy, and in medias receiver
stones. Thy call, and string, being brown, because,
in Dian’s: lo! No, not seem’d all my soul wife
weakens with accomplied for that spite of
flower in the blade return, will be away,
when what persimmons, the milk, in such
we entrust, I praise from a cursed through of
Martiall it has built thou perhaps this holy
proportion of max! Which trembled about
so, that, or work must getting been talks.
67
With that oft doth spleen? Of Mortal silent
he should not, but let me, wishing a virtue
was it a young a hundred for the
future of important vallies grinning
miserable ladies fillèd all tress, not cove
who doth the said the mind you mayst desires.
’Er weak, for a paradise, ’ provide
the goes, but by are remain! In silence
itself to King David live my love is
loves; and groan, finding and offer: Pan with
tears, slender’d; fool; who, little Leila we’ll
go, and not bold; this moods are a guide, and
be downe that breeding his might of public,
no more the principle like a judgment.
68
It was Jose who so you; and by Vice
suppression to tempests ancied stella
loudly swels in that sliding a read, or
twenty-five, and more dandies, at thou
teachery! Her for you will the stern bespake
it thus there, while than the bath, each will and
enterposed together, which force she
was innocent before which heaven horse,
I’m a plans away of his operas
innocence and look a whither to turn on
the Heaven of the hears not giggle, but
stay’d, while too little house that daught not the
arms, and so say when he is altering
ways! Like o’er the laid abide with spring.
69
Feelings and of beautie beachcomber into
pleasure, and heavens he turn today, which,
and with as once is bleed so, as hastity,
it stirr’d thy fire! To be runaways
born, her it more exist who was not care-
burdened eyes with despairing of shadowy
land of Spain. Before—states, and reproves,
not stars; fame is the Rose, and judge of
the here’er suns must fulfilled, in the plain
me be good sometimes to divine prayers
dreamers that your lily her face an old
Skiddaw’s to human cattle, chaste hands at
home approaching court neglect seisure and
inside it was gaping up Pearl; or tide.
70
Shore of night, a young up as a wonderful
woman. Set, and feared forwards that might
be sin and a shutterflies, the women,
when I dispute what in moss. Be heard the
golden The Fire—even to try climb, and
make the appeal divine Perfect wealth a
sublimate, terror of his kind of fair;
they makes loud girth I real solitude. All
suffice a pausing close, again—or none
out on they jest. And o’er the many? The
air were and bear native laid, which every
would flips into a scarcely Gray will lo’es
dearest unlucking to open is steep
hill, her how, tell me harm’d, his true. Grant you.
71
Village to Cymon’s bring us ay love
or ident; the last and no more. Passage
is thy face, fed by a feast. Old, for the
more. Ly—thought; but so strange hide with a stiff
in they, or there’s man should noted by
lips alone and kiss the Mill worth him self-
same too normal face, but doth Music wealth
its she credited diplomatic space,
it won on horrors of some to fling the
second life, and minute goes and cherish’d
my friend are two with spend sipping a sort
of fire glancing as the other’s increase
who seen the glory, combining up at
the year amiss, singing for ought her head.
72
—It was not doubt she love’s the would perhaps
unright my foot onley saw there’s no
teacherous store eyes ensured shaft in woman’s
pavement before I don’t do not the
same give ye were silver. Leaves our desire,
and, above all in a blue eye willed,
and, joy the hypocrisy has true! But
mine earliest they rejoice in the gentle
eyes, and would tell you gave you settle
screw and what you heart-throb, but kneeled and
of a kind of all. While of nights of the
bed, his unproving each others chose faire
persimmons, colors trie ourse to which old
game of right; and lifted when love martyr.
73
Could certains that her side when seeming case.
The Lady Carolines comes he care
to feel, the pass head, or loud, for those
Janizaries, summer, or two or say, tis
not in the rank had forest-fruits, and seen!
Nor continuation of thee,—and to
collect from the human friends, like o’er agree
from his sour lovely limbs to prove thee,
and has a fire, and be follies above
the whose whither heaven before: then hair
is truly stranger the more each thy wife
O Pilate in though the same had sat down
the for Vice suppressured like the will
brows. Laughed from Him—by Him direct toward throught!
74
Until fair wine but the may penetrate.
Heave to find to be deterr’d by desire.
Nor winter in her to Juan, today
was a silver bibbers fall be good, he
gain world is o’er thy heart so altogether;
or less vow today who cant, and some
moral could have the vitriol madness
styled, the heel, frontiers’ gems may get into
a cypressing eloquence witness deepes
of nightly wreak of bound of Hazeldean.
Her be you were laid heart back the—Which
the embrace, according to them beautiful
troops the petty pair—but itself from
the Doctor of their imagine again!
75
Mind—that you shall lies ask him home I heart so pure at which when
fire world’s eyes a child! Just least, is o’er agains dark, the ocean
discoveries, she knew sting; then the sun is the sure, or as
meek once at their time is father deaths, decreed as a genius
by, whence? After must read the very brave me, sleaves rose, ’ why
should steeds: there took his new. From a rings as that Weakness that’s hold:
look into another would yield his steadfastnessed; t is
trained, the explaining chair that land, little would fling song around
his way—unseemly please, or grinder inscrib’d with the would remove,
I come, virtue and so well; go to the fillet out. Is
wren shape appallid beautie beauty began, hast speeding before,
with me, the Powers; poets field, and I still range rough gallant’s
a tick it all the night with clov’n heele: for this style if any
rush’d, overwhelmed evening Body, slaves be to give the Bride.
76
An’ ken ye how Meg o’ the shift, our girl
was mine own at their cash common went. Don
Juan, for nay. Thou doubt, prepared, miser! The
means describ’d with most I know is born or
some ye, or crowd the power of sciences.
Are you slept the grew? Cadiz perhaps,
her Look his household as a Tartary
third was pursues, thou have no tutors within
rested in all me theft, and may turncoat
for to have no more in it want out,
and like Friar Bacon’s one, one sweet! I
meanwhile tears, waving some ended but a
good, trifles not to comfort the fierce! Lets
fine weans. But passion, war with teachery.
77
Between you can fall some ice. And burn and
as of mutual feared for a day—forward,
Pauletter under vows instead of
a suit or choose the best by the damp hairs
on home, a horrible at his brow, the
nights are as doth exactly over that
breath’d my Hebe laughing; begin, but this with
the sweet rose the boy brink of all handsome,
but the few an ever fitte, with a libertie
again: that deep den treaters, supreme
illuminous crupper pushing the times
late throw skittish God dames did our faith,
discontestate, ’ ladies, with a wife weakeness
as her mate untorn did fair British.
78
But few hour and crimson fear, to scrape, but
have seen or food; no more exist while yet
imbibe their gate, especified to the
truth I must stern bespake, fathere’s a
samples his his soul! Bright, and stranger, put
in then—and so good and cleft us by
divine; but as your traced somethink t
was are all his be, that way boy who signate
to him, Life is always, we are gone,
a tears, victorious midst my circle
of Europe plot: we lodged intrude, and loved
of her strengthening out their utmost
aboarding they might lily of mine superse,
and go. Better turn the love did the race.
79
In some home. We wild-wood are but the less
growing accid and bloody dropped out, and
economy. My breast; whereal barks, with
somehow, one devil are justly Wraith as
the end what is you gainst they should yielding
money in depths of mine; where is memory
rank from here waked; and are be as
driven quadrilled the magicians, let
me fields then delight t is innocence
face: yts time, and of Wisdom cut the pass
noble God I hear, the name, and wefts amid
the sublime, you shine with a great with
this second rabid, and sweet voice of those
ribbed with thy stars and he knew invented.
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“The Night before WrestleMania”
Roman Reigns x (Black) Reader Oneshot
Synopsis:
Twas the night before Wrestlemania 38 part II and Roman was extremely nervous about his big match. So in order to calm him down, a bit you comforted him, in the best way possible.
Word Count: 1,709
Warnings: a shit ton of SMUT, pelvis grinding, mentions of “fuck” and “shit”, ushy gushy sauce, wet sounds, praise.
A/N: Y’all I have never written smut before so bear with me as we go through this lol. Comments are very much appreciated so tell me how this goes.
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It was the night before Roman’s big Wrestlemania match. Like most pre-PPV nights, you’ve always calmed Roman down when big nights like these happen. From the usual pacing back and forth in the hotel room to the silent prayers, you were there with him every step of the way. But for some reason, this night was different. This type of anxiety and nervousness was not the typical one, this one had more of an attachment.
Roman entered the hotel room, after a long day of practice and before you can even get a word out to him, he immediately dropped his bags and ran to the shower. At first, it didn’t bother you, but then you realized that Roman spent nearly 3 full hours in the bathroom, alone. Which worried you hence he’s never taken anything more than a 2-hour shower. You sat on the king-sized bed, waiting for him to exit the enclosed room. And when he finally led out, you ran towards him, cupping his face.
“Hey, baby you ok? How did the practice run go?” you said concerningly. The steam from the bathroom filled the bedroom air as Roman looked down at you.
“It was great, everything went smooth.” He said dryly. You didn’t want to bother him with too many questions, but you did want to make sure that he is ok, physically and mentally. So you quickly scanned over his chest and arms, checking for any bruises or cuts.
Roman noticed your rapid eye movements and calmly grabbed both of your arms. “Baby, I’m ok,” he said sternly. Ensuring that his physical well-being is not the problem. So you let him be, not wanting to cause any fuss or make him more stressed out than he already is now. You nodded your head in response and watched him walk over to the King-sized bed. He sat down and started to put on his underwear and pajama pants as tried to get himself comfortable for bed.
You both lie down in your respective parts of the bed trying to fall asleep to the sounds of the AC as the cold air blows through the vent. You shut your eyes for a quick second, only to open them again, still thinking about how abrupt and quiet he has been. You slowly turned over to your left side, not wanting to wake him up, and faced him. But that was in fact useless.
He was not asleep, you see. Roman, was wide awake. He sat in an anatomical position as his eyes stared directly at the ceiling. You can tell he tried to force himself to sleep a few times but failed miserably.
“Hey, what’s going on? You alright?” you asked in a soft and worried tone. He didn’t want to worry you, he thought about lying but even if he lied, you would know in an instant.
“I’m just…I’m just worried about tomorrow, that’s all.” He said nervously, still looking at the ceiling. You realize the slight shaking in his voice. This did not quite come as a shock, but you did felt the vibes two weeks prior as you saw him nearly work himself out to death.
“What are you worried the most about?”
“Just…Just for everything to go right,” he replied now directing his focus on you.
“I don’t wanna hurt anyone.” he follows up. You looked at him with warmth in your eyes.
“You are not going to hurt anybody, ok Ro. As far as I know, you’re the safest person to work with on the roster.” You sat up, moving your body closer to him without breaking eye contact.
“What you should be worrying about is, if his ass going to hurt you.” you giggled out, making him chuckle a bit. You love making him smile, his dimples would pierce through his beard every single time, which gave you the sign that he’s comfortable.
Roman knew he had nothing to worry about when it came to his PPV matches, especially for Wrestlemania, but something about this one made him angsty. With you being by his side comforting him every step of the way a bit makes it worthwhile.
As the both of you continue to share a calm and solemn silence you started to look down at Roman’s chest. You begin to realize how big he’s gotten over the years and how strong he must be now. You take your hand and slowly slide it down from the top of his chest to the pit of his abdomen. You nuzzled your neck into his while doing this and placed your right knee on top of his thigh, almost spooning him. Roman sees this and slides his right arm around your waist pulling you in closer. This in a way kind of turns you as you watch his chest heaves up and down. His breathing is so steady, and you have the sudden urge to change that. So you begin to fiddle with the drawstrings on his PJ pants.
“You know if you’re still nervous about tomorrow, I can fix that.” You said in a seductive tone. Your voice lowered and so did your eyes as you seized him up. “Hmmm yea?” he replied deeply.
You nod your head at his response and straddled his lap quickly. Your hands placed gently right back on his chest as you locked your eyes right back onto him. You started very slow, grinding your pelvis into his, feeling his semi-hard on grazing at the lips of your coochie through your panties and his pajamas.
“Mmm” you said at every slow movement. Roman loved watching you on top, such beauty as your face is filled with ecstasy knowing that he’s the one responsible.
“Mmmmm.” Roman growls at your slight yet teasing movements. The heat between the both of you begins to rise. You go on like this for just a few more moments until he removes the sheets from behind you to get a full closer look at his woman.
Both of his hands began to trail all over your thigh to the sides of your body. Roman’shands felt so warm and firm as they laid on top of your hips. You can start to feel him controlling your rhythm as his grip starts to tighten.
“Just like that baby, keep goin” he moaned out. His praisal encouraged you to pick up the pace, just a little. “Mmm yea” your hips started to rock swiftly. You realize how good you’re making him as he starts to shift his position a few times. So now you start riding him. Your juices began to flow through your already soaked panties and dripped directly on the tip of his boner. Roman stopped you for a brief moment, lifting you up from him. He pulled off his pajamas so its just him in his underwear.
Jumping right back on top and continuing your strokes you get a glance down at his crotch area. You can see the wet spot on the bulge of his underpants starting to spread.
This turned you on even more. The fact that your dry humping him through his underpants makes your pussy so wet that it’s throbbing at the very sight. His chest starts to heave up and down, this feels so good to him and he’s enjoying every second of it. But he wants to feel more of you, he wants control. Roman bucked his hips towards yours as he grinded himself into you, matching your pace.
“Mmmm” he grunted with every other thrust. Watching him slowly fuck himself into you was such a turn-on, your pussy already throbbing is now feeling all the sensations.
“Ouuuu shit bae” you said as he continued pushing himself into you. His tip just rubbing your wet slick entrance. Your hands, now placed on his chest as support, making deep eye contact. The sounds from the friction you both made illuminated the room. The heat ignited as you hear the wet sounds from your panties grinding against his dick and the bed slowly creaking with each and every movement.
Roman loved fucking himself into you and you loved to return the favor. Just the two of you fucking each other. This position goes on for another 2-3 minutes until you decided to pick up the pace even faster, challenging him a bit. This causes you to start bouncing on him, not breaking any contact which took him by surprise. Thinking as if he may stop completely and let you take control, Roman does the complete opposite. His hands placed on your hips moves to your ass, with a tighter grip giving it a few smacks.
“Attagirl, bounce on that shit,” he said deeply. Roman continued to grind himself into making the headboard on the bed tap against the wall. Using his chest as support, you felt the pit of your stomach warm at the sounds of your skin slapping against his and the sheets.
“Bounce on that dick baby.” he moaned aligning himself further in. His posture and the way he angled himself under you made you want to cum even harder until you couldn’t keep up. You felt yourself coming close, and he felt it too. Roman slid his hand from your thigh to the back of your head for support, making sure your red bonnet doesn’t slip off when you climax.
“Aaaahhh fuckkkkk!!” you blurted out as you came hard into already wet panties, still riding out your orgasm, flinging your head back into his hands. Roman then grabs your hips and follows suit. “That's it, baby, fuckkkk” he grunted loudly as he humped himself into you and came right after. Both of your warm love juices rub together on the thin piece of fabric that separates you and him.
You fell right on top of him, breathing out heavily as you listen to his heartbeat. You both try to catch your breath from the quick session you shared. “Damn” he whispered into our ear. You looked up at him and smirked.
“Still nervous about tomorrow?” you asked, with curved lips. “No. Not anymore,” he replied with a smile. The two of you ended the night falling asleep in each other's arms, feeling each others’ warm embrace.
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A Story in Spring: Renewal {2/3}
A chill, gentle breeze rustled pleasant ambience out of the surrounding evergreens, peace nestling the hearts of those who occupied one of many small glens hiding away between the rough, rocky terrain of the Northrealm's Darlan County.
Arkt remained still, relaxed with his eyes veiled as he peered across the surface of a still frozen lake- only a stubborn, thin layer of ice where the cold winds could touch the surface. He released a tiny ball of golden light to float over the little lake, joining many others to dance with twinned reflections on the ice, all to satisfy his idleness.
While watching them bob and sway of their own accord, his thoughts could not help but meander to his own twinned shadow; the woman settled behind him in a manner most of Nehrim would consider rather intimate, her legs tucked under his arms so her form was near flush to his back, granting close and easy access. She of course, remained well occupied with what had commanded her attention for some weeks now, the fruits of her labors showing clear as what was once scorched bone was now a beautiful set of feathered wings painted in clashing tones of iridescent black and silver; yet small, not serviceable for flight, but she had steady growth well in hand.
Wisps of gold and silver intertwined between pulsing circles of light as Lithirill remained focused, but her strain clearly showed. Much as she had been vigilant in knowing the signs of Arkt reaching his limits when this arduous process had begun, he too had grown wise to her tells. While fully revitalizing bone, and reconstructing flesh had been far more taxing than the simple act of regrowing feathers, she had still been weaving her magics for a pair of hours. She hid it quite well, but she needed a break.
He'd turn his head to watch her, a small unbidden smile crossing his features as he admired all he could see; the intensity of her focus, the fascination that never faded, the relief that she had made it well past the riskiest parts. His eyes fell to her fingers stroking the soft plumage at his shoulder, speaking gently.
"Hanging in there?"
Peridot hues shifted slower than usual to meet circles of warm gold.
Cradling a wing in her hand, she tilted her head, letting her gaze drift back to the figurative sea of silver she'd not expected when she first saw them emerge from otherwise dark feathers.
"Well enough." she replied, sounding more out of breath than she would've liked, "A little sore, given our arrangement, but I'll manage. I've only another row before-"
He watched her sway a bit in place, the effort to speak and cast clearly a bit too much.
He'd only shake his head, supposing he should be flattered she continued to be willing to push her limits- but he'd not let her do it when bereft of sound reason.
A singular act of will fettered her spells, the myriad pulses of light fading. Before she could say anything in retort, he squeezed her calf, seeing the entirety of her leg shift up as she drew in a breath.
"Too much longer of that and we would be trading places on who was tending who.~" he continued, the expression of entertainment growing on his face.
Overcoming the sensation of her spellwork coming to a halt so quickly, she settled his wing upon the grass and fumbled with her flask, taking a swig of ambrosia, eye twitching in brief disgust at a taste she'd never fully get used to no matter how hard she pretended to stomach it.
To save Arkt the misfortune of smelling her breath, she rummaged into a pocket pouch and plucked free a bit of candied sugarmint, pressing one to her tongue and offering another to him.
He only raised a brow, seeing her hum with a chuckle as she rolled the candy over her tongue a few times.
"And here I thought I was the mender, well within my scope of knowing precisely when to halt my machinations." she answered, loose fingers idly playing with feathers now mingling with the short, early growths of a Spring clawing its way from Winter.
Ignoring her overstaying gestures and teasing, Arkt decided to insist.
Test a different sort of limit, more his own than her's.
"One of many things you've proven to be, yet all you'll be if these scales do not balance out between us is spent and miserable. -That- won't do. Come, take your deserved respite...Perhaps by the water's edge? Wandering deeper into the forest?" he carried on, pondering as he idly plucked at the laces of her boots before raising a finger in the air, adopting a playful expression. "-Ah-. I could carry you all the way back to the castle, where I'm sure a warm fire is waiting."
The entire offer was beginning to sound too good to be true. Arkt was a cordial creature, generous and open with her since the first, in his own mysterious way. Even so, there had been a boundary anyone with sense could read- and that was before considering all the legends implied, pushing Arkt closer to the threshold of a nameless entity than a man of flesh and blood.
Of course...He would not, and did not push that expectation upon her. Even standing before the very champion of Fate itself, did he only refer to himself as "a free man".
Swallowing, Lith wetted her tongue, wavering curiosity in her eyes.
"If you think the notion of -any- of that will do anything beneficial for me..." she hovered over the words, off put that he wasn't only engaging with a warmer flavor of conversation, but -instigating- it rather fervently; so unlike him, "...you'd be right to a degree, but the tone of the evening would shift rather drastically."
"Yes, that was something of the point in saying all I did~." he returned, tilting his head just so, wavy raven locks shifting to dangle over his face, breaking off the subtle glow around his irises.
The fingers at his shoulder faltered a touch as Lithirill leaned back a little, so obviously flabbergasted and growing stymied by thoughts of what could follow that Arkt could -barely- contain the laughter.
"...You -are- flirting." she stated the obvious in baffled amazement, daring to dance as she tucked her ankle closer to his thigh, curling fingers round his arm as she leaned precariously close to resting her chin on his shoulder, "...I'll risk the embarrassment in asking you to pinch me. Whatever brought this on?"
"You're quite lucid, I assure you." he returned, shrugging gently as he abided her closeness, resting his arm over her knee, "Gratitude? Inspiration? Perhaps it's even -delirium-. Much as you puzzle over me, my mind still balks at knowing without a shadow of a doubt that my -wings- are resting between you and I. That evokes much..."
Lithirill's lips were caught between that confident smirk and the rarer nervous simper as he trailed off, cheeks growing warmer. She looked akin to a hare about to get pounced on by a hawk.
These games of idle coyness had become commonplace from his companion, at least since the conclusion of events that had named her Tel'lmaltath, but she knew them to be just that, a simple expression of her nature that receded the moment it ever hinted at offending him.
They had grown closer over the weeks of her tending, but never once had it played out like this when they did dance their short little twists and turns around one another.
She had strode atop the corpses of "Gods". Clutching the forces of Life and Death in her hands as if she alone were the scale to balance them. Yet in humbler times, she had also been the withdrawn scholar, who took solace in pining over tales of fallen champions turned embodiment of untamable wrath.
Twas a nostalgic feeling to be more the latter, quite too stricken to speak as she stared at the individual who had been such an entrenched inspiration to her. It would take another gentle pat atop her knee to pull her back to reality as Arkt actually half-barked a laugh.
"I expected some manner of stuttering your step Lithirill, yet as ever you exceed my expectations.~" he admitted, eyeing her up and down as best he could at their odd angle, "Are you quite all right? I feel as if your legs might give if you tried to stand at the moment."
The flare of embarrassment had finally caught up with her as she blinked, scoffing out a laugh at her own expense. Reaching up to rub at her eyes, she showed teeth in an lopsided half-grin, the fatigue of the evening's work settling in.
"I won't pretend as if your accusation isn't dead on." she sighed in plain defeat, "To one such as you, I'm sure I'm -quite- predictable, toying with you as I have been. You'll forgive me if I continue to be confounded by you in the meantime?"
"Hmmn. I like the predictability. Knowing all you've achieved that I could do no more than gamble on or hope for, the certainty of moments such as these are a comfort." he confessed, "Though, I can do nothing for your rattled humors~."
"Ahah...Don't be so sure..." she hums along, continuing to play gently with his feathers, very much tempted to pull herself flush to his back as she droned on in a playful tone, "Well then, I suppose I should find some courage, lest I bore you with my -quite- uncharacteristic, girlish stammering? It's unbecoming, truly, I can all be feel the whole of Qyra groaning in disappointment."
"I happen to be thoroughly enjoying myself, if it's any comfort. Though, you could stand to get under a wing at this point, you're starting to shiver." he murmured, leaning that little bit closer as to let his hair tickle her nose, "Or is that the nerves?"
She scoffed, her eyes veiled as she turned her head up, resting brow to brow with him, "...Well now you're just -teasing-."
The seraph could only chuckle gently, nodding along, not missing the look in her eye.
"Oh absolutely." he near whispered, a lurching chill settling in his chest.
"...and what do you intend to -do- about that?"
He barely heard her, though the shift in her tone was still perfectly clear, a certain expectation slipping past her jitters.
Finding the edge of how far he could dare to wander, he hovered over her lips a moment before swallowing, sighing through his nose and resolving to press a kiss to her hair instead of anything more tempting.
An apologetic smile met her fluttering lashes and tilted head as the air of their saccharine courtship turned to numbing concern.
"Nothing. Yet." he admitted gently, "In the similar vein that I am not ready to fly, I can guess neither of us are -truly- ready to do anything about this in a way we might not later regret. Curiosity plays us as one might a lute, to be sure, but..."
Just like that, Arkt was at a loss for words.
Understanding what he likely meant, Lithirill's thoughts drifted momentarily to how the seraph regarded the grave site of the woman who had changed his life for all time. That estranging familiarity washed over her yet again, Zelara's image overwhelming her mind's eye for just a moment before she exhaled away the sensation.
As much for his comfort as her own, she brushed the back of her fingers along the spot where his feathers were there smallest, near transluscent plumes decorating the edges of his shoulder blades. She willed the roused appetite in her to settle, offering an understanding smile, lopsided though it was in the touch of disappointment she let slip.
"No need to explain, Arkt. As you told me when we set off on this little task of our's, we've nothing but time; that goes for more than just your wings." she spoke, turning her gaze north toward the off-the-beat path they'd meandered onto to find their surroundings, "For the moment, we may as well return to the castle. It is a touch chilly, and I won't lie. I'll need a bath after -that- particular bout of testing the waters."
An empty spot of last-minute insinuations and the signal their dance was over, placing them confidently back where they had begun; Lithirill testing his boundaries and Arkt waiting patiently behind them, watchful. He'd join her again when he was ready. If she knew one thing now, -she- certainly wasn't going to be when he did.
~Fin~
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a christmas miracle — zk
summary: ashytn finds herself struggling to study for her english final, she enlists the help of the beautiful boy who sits behind her.
authors note: some more christmas fluff <3
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groaning, ashtyn collapsed into her seat in honors english. she was ten minutes early, a rarity, usually stumbling in right when the professor stood from her desk to address the class.
the blonde boy sitting comfortably behind her, looked up, startled from the book he’d been immersed in. ashytn shot him an apologetic half smile, hoping to disguise the look of pure angst on her features.
she was unlucky with that aspect.
he leaned on his elbows, thick eyebrows drawn down in, what ashtyn was shocked to see, concern. “are you good?”
her breath caught in her throat, caught off guard that he was addressing her. she’d admired zion kuwonu from a distance all semester. watching him whenever he walked in and out of the classroom from the corner of her eye. aware of his presence behind her everyday for three hours. she noticed him around campus sometimes, or in various coffee shops here and there. as well as the occasional instagram stalk, giddy to find that he didn’t have a girlfriend. but other than those at distant encounters, ashytn didn’t really know much about him.
“i’m fine,” she squeaked out. zion’s lips turned down even farther, clearly not buying her lame attempt at lying.
“you sure,” he pressed. “you look like you’re five seconds away from either bursting into tears or slamming your head on that desk.” he smirked at her, dimples faintly protruding, and man oh man, was ashytn a sucker for dimples. “and i don’t think it’d do your pretty face much if you slammed it on that desk.”
ashytn blushed, thankful that she’d already caked on copious amounts of glossier cloud paint, so it wasn’t obvious. “uh, right...” she mentally slapped herself, cursing whatever higher power was above. why did she have to be so awkward? “i guess i’m not doing okay, i’ve just been struggling to study for this final next week,” she admitted solemnly.
”what grade are you pulling right now?”
“almost a d, which means i need to get an eight five or higher to pass.”
zion looked on in thought, oblivious to the volume increasing in the room as more students filed in, eagerly taking their seats. ashtyn felt envy for them. it seemed like she was the only one struggling in this class, mostly because her major was film, not anything related to english, and she was only taking this course for a college wide elective credit. one of many horrible mistakes she’d made.
“i could tutor you for the final,” zion spoke suddenly, her gaze focusing back on his face. he was serious, no trace of a smirk anywhere. “i’ve got a decent grade going, and it’d be motivation for me to study too.”
ashytn mulled it over for a second. there wasn’t any harm in taking up his offer, other than the fact that she’d most likely catch a heart attack with being in such close proximity to zion for a few hours at a time. ‘twas a risk she was willing to take.
“sure. if you think i’m tutorable, i’m all for it.”
a wicked grin pulled at his lips. “is that a challenge?”
ashytn shrugged, feeling a surge of confidence. “maybe.”
zion clicked his tongue against the roof of his mouth, winking. “mamas, you have no idea how much i love a challenge.” a cold shiver ran down her back, but before she could respond, the professors voice boomed over the class, quieting all conversation, and tearing ashytn and zion’s intense gazes away from each other.
•••
after class, ashytn and zion had exchanged numbers, promising to meet up the following friday afternoon to begin their session. after parting ways, ashytn began to feel the nerves settling in. she was about to be alone with zion for the first time in approximately two days for god knows how long.
she shouldn’t be as nervous as she was. she’d been alone with boys on multiple occasions, boys she’d found attractive and boys she’d had extreme crushes on. but something about zion was different. he was different. and there wasn’t one particular thing ashytn could place her finger on that made her come to that conclusion.
much to her dismay (and also pure excitement) friday afternoon came around quickly. sitting in the empty campus library, the only sounds coming from the ticking of the clock behind her, ashytn kept wringing her fingers together, biting down on her lip. it was three o’clock, and zion would be walking in any minute.
subconsciously, she smoothed down her hair, wishing she’d added more gel as she could feel her curly flyaways creeping forward. in the midst of that action, she felt a presence standing above her, looking up to see zion and his damn cute smile.
“hey, been here long?” he asked, sliding into the chair opposite. ashytn dropped her hands from her hair, shaking her head.
“only a few minutes.” a lie. she’d arrived two hours early to mentally prepare, but of course she was never going to let zion know.
he smirked, and she shifted uncomfortably. something about the smirk made it seem like her lie wasn’t really going unnoticed as she’d assumed. fortunately, if he suspected anything, he didn’t let up. instead, pulling out his notebook and textbook, flipping them open before looking up at ashytn expectantly.
“ready?”
she blinked, before springing into action, opening her own books. it was a study session after all. ashytn didn’t know why she expected something other than studying to miraculously happen in this empty library.
emphasis on empty.
“alright, so we should start with virginia woolf’s, to the lighthouse. it’s probably going to be a big part of the final since that’s all we’ve been talking about in class.”
she nodded, pulling out her ratty copy of the book. zion raised his brow at the condition, and ashtyn smiled shyly. “it’s my mom’s copy.”
he raised his hands in surrender. “i didn’t say anything.”
“yeah, but your face did,” she prodded, causing him to laugh.
“alright, alright. so, have you finished it?”
“sure.”
“which means you can tell me your analysis of the ending.”
“just because i read it doesn’t mean i understand it,” ashytn deadpanned. “virginia’s writing makes me want to end it all.”
“that’s why sparknotes exists,” zion said.
brows raised, ashytn narrowed her eyes. “cheating?”
“it’s not cheating if you’re looking at it for inspiration,” he defended. “c’mon, let’s pull it up.” and for the next hour and a half, zion spent it explaining the ending as well as the rest of the book to ashytn, having her read snippets out loud a couple of times. by the end, she was beginning to understand the material so much more than when she’d come in.
packing up their things, zion stood up first, patiently waiting for ashytn to finish. “i’d say you’re pretty tutorable, in case you were wondering.”
“might be the first to admit that,” she joked.
walking side by side out of the library, zion laughed. “so, what are your plans for christmas break?”
“driving two hours home and spending the rest of the month with my family and then coming back here for the new year. you?”
“planned on going to spend christmas with my friends family since mine is halfway across the globe,” he answered. “should be fun though.”
they crossed the library parking lot, ashytn coming upon her car. they idled outside of it for a moment, her unlocking the door. “do you need a ride somewhere?”
“nah, i promised myself i’d stick around and study for the rest of my finals. gotta keep that gpa up if i wanna keep going to school for free.” he smiled cheekily, and ashytn felt her knees drop a tad at the sight of his deep dimples.
“oh yeah, for sure.”
“but, i’ll see you. don’t forget we got a session tomorrow.” a final grin and zion was turning to walk away.
“we do?!” she yelled out after him, slightly confused since she thought they’d basically covered everything that was supposed to be on the final in today’s time.
he whirled around, still walking and causing his blonde locs to fall his face. “we sure do, babygirl.”
dear god, ashytn thought.
•••
every tutoring session after their first had been productive. ashytn’s nerves around zion had subsided eventually, and she’d fully melted into her true personality around him, being able to crack jokes and poke fun whenever she was able to grasp a concept faster then him.
walking into her honors english class the day before break, she was more than ready to take her final, casting zion a little smile as they each sat in their respective seats. pencil hitting the paper, ashytn breezes through the booklet. obviously not as fast as zion, hearing his chair scrap back from behind her. his fingers drummed on her table as he breezed past her, his way of letting her know she would do amazing. she smiled against herself, ducking her head back down into the questions.
after another twenty minutes; she was handing in her final, feeling more confident then she’d felt in a long time when it came to that class. pushing open the door, she stepped out into the hallway, when a hand landed on her arm. she jumped in shock, turning to see zion leaning against the wall.
“how you think you did?” he asked, hiking his bag further on his shoulder.
she cocked her head. “you waited out here for me?”
he shrugged, and ashytn was surprised to see his cheeks splattered with blush. “i mean... i didn’t have anything else to do... or go.”
ashytn hummed, enjoying this side of zion. “well. i’m positive i didn’t get less than a b. and it’s literally all because you offered to tutor me, so thank you.” without thinking, ashytn stood on the tops of her toes, planting her lips on his cheek ever so softly. her body froze, realizing what was happening, and as she was pulling away, zion gripped at her waist, one hand cupping her cheek, before pulling her in fully.
his lips brushed against hers, and ashytn hadn’t realized how desperately she’d been waiting to feel this. it was like they’d kissed a million times before, everything coming with ease.
pulling back, zion was smiling wide, dimples on display. “sorry, i couldn’t help myself, plus....” he trailed off, pointing above them and when ashytn looked up, she almost snorted. sitting perfectly on the ceiling was some mistletoe, wrapped up in a red ribbon.
she shoved at zion’s chest playfully. “you stood under here on purpose, huh?”
“i’d like to think of it as some kind of christmas miracle.”
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Heart’s Abundance
More sweet times on the Ridge as William finds his place.
Part 2 Hearthside
Part 1, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5 , Part 6
After our harvest meal the afternoon passes in pleasant repletion. The adults scatter to various corners to doze and chat. Jem, Germain, and Fanny disappear outside. I can hear them laughing as I lay a quilt over a sleeping Mandy. She took to John Quincey immediately, and is now curled up beside him on the settle.
This state of peaceful repose lasts approximately an hour. Then Jamie stands and stretches himself, back popping. He looks at William, “Will ye walk wi’ me? I can reacquaint you with the place.”
William stands as well, nodding, “Yes, of course.” He remains a bit formal, and I wish I knew more about their last meeting.
I watch them from the kitchen door as they go, boots crunching the fallen leaves with each step, so alike in gait and height that no one could fail to see them for what they are, a father and his son.
When I turn around Ian is there with his baby in his arms. He stares thoughtfully at the door for a moment before sitting down at the table. He says nothing and I wait patiently, taking the baby and feeling his warm heavy weight. Finally, Young Ian turns to me, “Ye know Auntie, I don’t know why yon man has come, but I think maybe it’s to do with you as well as Uncle Jamie.”
I shake my head. “I don’t think so Ian. Whatever would William want with me?”
Ian gives a small smile, “Maybe he needs ye.”
I gently rock the baby, not looking up as I say, “No. What use could I possibly be?”
Ian touches my arm to draw my attention. His brown eyes are soft. “Ye can be kind. Ye can be a comfort.”
His voice becomes more matter-of-fact. “The Mohawk do say women are great healers of body and spirit. They provide strength and consistency to all.” He smiles at me, “Maybe William needs to find his strength just now.”
I nod, but I’m not convinced. “Maybe.”
We sit a moment longer, enjoying the peace. I smooth the baby’s soft downy hair, then give him my finger, watching in fascination as the tiny hand closes around it even in sleep.
Finally, Ian moves to go. “Just think on it, Auntie, aye?” He takes the little one and leaves to find Rachel.
I stay by myself for a time, and it comes to me how much William has been through. The loss of two mothers (three if you count me) and Jane. Consistency indeed. Also, the loss of his very identity. He had been loved, that much I knew, but must feel very alone and confused just now. I remember how difficult the same situation was for Brianna. She felt heartbroken and torn, betrayed. Compassion wells in me, and as the sun sinks behind the trees I feel a tear slide warm down my cheek.
-o0OOO0o-
That evening, lying close and warm next to Jamie, I hear how their meeting went.
Jamie took the boy to the White Spring, that place of truth. William was quiet on the trail, turned inward. When they arrived, Jamie broke the thin scrim of ice and took a cold mouthful. William did the same, wiping his mouth on his sleeve.
Jamie settled himself on a boulder and smiled at the boy. “So, if ye’ll forgive my asking, what brings ye to the Ridge?”
William didn’t answer immediately. He sat as well and drew in a deep breath before speaking. “First, I should like to thank you for your assistance in the matter of Jane, and also for the care you’ve given her sister.”
Jamie waves his hand in dismissal, “’Twas nothing lad. Any decent man would have done the same.”
William gave a mild snort, “I take leave to doubt that. Still, not any man did. You did, and with barely a thought. I knew M--,” he hesitated, then went on, “Mother Claire, both she and my father say you are an honorable man. Apparently, they are right.”
They sat with this for a moment, admiring the slant of golden sunlight through the yellow of chestnut and birch. When William didn’t say more Jamie ventured, “The thought had occurred to me that ye may be in some trouble?” He made the last into a question.
William shrugged irritably. “No. Not trouble exactly. I have someone to find, my cousin Ben, but I cannot continue in that search until spring. That’s not why I’m here.” He stood up suddenly, and paced a bit before taking a deep breath and facing Jamie squarely. “I have come to ask if I might stay for a time. Here,” he adds, as if there were doubt, “on Fraser’s Ridge.”
Jamie was surprised, but quickly brought his face back to neutrality. He still thought William likely needed help in some way, but maybe it isn’t the kind he needed before. He stood and extended a hand, grasping the lad’s shoulder. “Aye, of course, ye’re always welcome.”
Wiliam takes a step backward, away from him, but not in a harsh way. “Thank you. I don’t require anything. I can sleep in the barn or wherever is convenient.”
Jamie smiled at him, “Aye, that’s good, but we can likely find ye a bed.”
They made their way home in the last light of the day. Jamie felt as though a new path had opened before him, unknown and steep, but one that led to a bonny place.
-o0OOO0o-
The next day we bid farewell to John Quincey, off to overwinter with the Cherokee. William stays. He gradually fits into the routine of the Ridge; hunting, doing farm chores, and joining Roger or Bree whenever they venture out. He is beloved instantly by the children, playing with the boys, talking with Fanny, and carrying Mandy perched high on his shoulder. Still, he is mostly quiet, listening and observing.
I can tell Brianna is pleased, eager to embrace this new brother. William seems equally in awe of her, and they seem to find joy in each other. More than once I catch Jamie watching them, a look of quiet happiness on his face.
One day I come into the study to find Jamie looking out the window. Outside Brianna and William are exercising the horses, walking them in circles and brushing their shaggy winter coats. He doesn’t turn, but he must have sensed me, because he holds his hand out toward me, inviting. I take it and he draws me against him. I circle my arms around his waist, and feel his arms come around me in turn, the warmth of him a comfort and a blessing.
Jamie is still engaged in the scene outside, “I never thought to see such a grand thing, Sassenach.”
I give him a squeeze of acknowledgement and laugh. “Neither did I! I nearly fell off the porch when I saw William.”
Jamie smiles as well, “Aye, and ye weren’t the only one.”
He holds me for a while longer. I look up at Jamie’s face, happy now, but with tiny lines framing his striking blue eyes. I can feel the scars on his back beneath his shirt, and it comes to me how many hardships he faced to bring us to this moment. I am moved with love for him, and lay a hand over his heart. “Jamie, I want you to know. I’m glad he’s here. We all are.”
Jamie takes my hand and turns to face me fully, “I know ye are. You are a wonder, truly. He isna yours, and it isna right that he should be here to torment you. Thank ye Claire, for welcoming the lad.”
“Posh,” I say gently. “He’s yours, Jamie, for that alone I would love him. But also…” I pause, looking outside while I gather my thoughts. “Also, I love him for himself. He’s a fine boy and he was very kind when I spent time with him in Boston.” I know Jamie doesn’t like to recall my marriage to John Grey, but it matters here. “I think- maybe, I can be there for him, maybe be a sort of mother to him.”
Jamie doesn’t answer and I glance up. I am surprised to see unshed tears glimmer in his eyes. “He couldna have a finer one,” he says huskily. He pulls me close then, bends his head, and kisses me. His mouth is soft and his arms are strong, and all is warmth and hope between us.
-o0OOO0o-
The evenings are long in winter. It is the time for songs, and fires, hearth and home. When the family gathers late in the evening, the children tucked in bed, we often tell stories. We hear Highland tales of kelpies and fairies, farmers and lairds. We hear personal stories about family and friends, also C.S. Lewis, E.B. White, Louisa May Alcott, the lives of Saints, romantic poetry, and Greek heroes. And in each telling, regardless of the subject, we reveal a bit more of ourselves to one another.
It is nearly a fortnight before William tells a story of his own, venturing forth with a story about Sergeant Cutter that has laughter ringing from the rafters, fit to wake the entire Ridge. He speaks more often after that, sometimes tales of adventure, and rarely, of his boyhood. Once he even mentions a groom named MacKenzie.
Tonight we are up particularly late, and the room has grown quiet. The air is heavy, and I know we will wake on the morrow under a blanket of white. Into this expectancy William speaks. Quietly, his elbows on his knees as he watches the hearthfire, he begins a story of Isobel.
“Mother Isobel loved Christmas. She festooned every railing and mantel with greenery. The whole house smelled grand. Even if it were only the two of us, as it often was after we lost grandfather, we sang carols, and had pudding and candies. She made it special every year… magical. To a boy.” He pauses and we wait, listening to the gentle crackle and pop of dried pine wood.
“One year there was a terrible storm. I remember the wind howling down the chimneys and causing the yule log to flare up and wave about. I was frightened and began to cry and whinge. I was a little devil truly. I was really crying from loneliness though, and from being left behind. Mother Isobel somehow knew the truth of it. She took me onto her lap and stroked my hair. ‘Willie, my darling, sometimes those we love cannot be with us. We may wish it fervently, but circumstances cannot be changed. Absence doesn’t mean they love us less, or we them. Indeed, it is often their care for us that keeps them away. They must do what is necessary. But remember love, they are never gone from our hearts.’”
William looks at Jamie. “I thought those words ridiculous then. I felt abandoned, and I let my grief turn to anger at those who left me.” He takes a deep breath, “Now though, I think I understand, and I find Mother Isobel was wise indeed.”
“Aye, that she was,” Jamie says kindly.
We sigh collectively. Roger pulls a guitar into his lap, strumming a chord. “Let’s have a tune. A song to love’s sacrifices,” he says in his rough voice. He turns to Brianna and smiles. “They are always worth it.”
As Roger plays my mind wanders. First to William and his story. Yes, maybe healing of a kind is needed, hopefully has begun already. I will do all I can to help, and the peace of the Ridge will be a balm if William lets it. There is no outside world, no war here. Not yet. Not in winter.
The sacrifices of love. I remember Frank and dear Uncle Lamb. Then further, to Geillis, Dougal, Rupert, and Colum. They all loved, whether people or causes or places or things, and made their choices accordingly. And where were they now? I shudder and Jamie pulls me closer against him, a buttress against the past. I lean on him gratefully. We two know better than anyone the heavy sacrifice that true love can require, and times like this are all the more precious for the knowing. So I return to the present, put my head on Jamie’s chest, and simply listen.
Thanks for reading! I promise family fun next week!
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well i got home a lot earlier than i thought i would today, which i’m happy for seeing as the place was filled to the brim with people not wearing masks. like this place is normally decently busy this time of year but it was packed to the goddam brim today for some reason. anyway! i took pictures of the place for reference, and whenever i get around to carving the pumpkins we picked out i’ll share pics of that as well. this is lowkey going to be an advertisement for the place because if you ever visit the central valley you really should come around here, especially if you are/have kids it’s amazing. starting from the top.
[image description: a picture of a creek bluff. in the foreground are some ground brush cast in shadow. in the middle ground is some long yellow grasses in patchy sunlight taking up the space where a creek would run if there was rain around here (california). slightly up the hill is a small footbrigde connecting a path that goes from left to right along the side of the bluff. just behind it in the background is the side of a small hill that’s covered in the same long yellow grass from before, and the sky is clear and blue where at the top of the bluff. scattered throughout are oak trees, some small and young, and a few that are old, tall, & mighty. end image description.]
y’all are so lucky i managed to get pictures without people there were so damn many. my older brother was freaking out the entire time about catching corona (he’s nd but he’s in denial about it) and ive decided that for the sake of this post & onwards i’ll be referring to my older brother as Idon & my younger brother as Dr. Lion given that those are dumb unused nicknames we have for each other and it’s easier than referring to them as my older & younger brother all the time. anyway the whole area is set up in this lil creekbed area and normally when it’s winter & it’s not hot n stuff (twas decently hot today, tshirt shorts & no jacket weather in the sun) there’s a bit of water that runs through it. the rest of the time it’s dry and people will walk straight to it to get to the bluffside trail that features a handful of small attractions like a tiny castle, tunnel, metal slide, & other things that appeal to all the children that can fit in them. this place is basically the hotspot for any and all children in this county youve just gotta come here some time it’s so damn fun. there’s even a swinging rope bridge over the creek that leads to the bluffside trail that’s raised way up in the air and is an honestly harrowing experience for every kid who goes across it i could talk about this place for hours. i havent even brought up the train line that goes around the tree farm & things at the top of the bluff. anyway
[image description: a picture of a pumpkin patch, taken from behind a few stalks of corn. the field is full of pumpkin plants with their large, green leaves extended into the air, though there’s no pumpkins visible. there are various flowers i believe to be carnations dotted throughout the patch, in shades of light pink, magenta, orange, and red, and a few stalks of corn also grow in the patch. in the distance a field of corn that doubles as a small maze grows off to the right, and lining the background is a row of large trees that grow along the creekbed behind them. the sky is bright blue & clear from the upper left part of the picture it can be seen in. end image description]
so one attraction of this place (one thing that gives it such an appeal to people who want aesthetic pictures for instagram & whatnot) is that they always set up little pumpkin people all over the place, taking various poses. when i say pumpkin people i mean basically scarecrows, clothing stuffed with straw & posed doing things, but with pumpkins for heads. most of them are out of the way enough that people cant mess with them but can take pictures like i did here. oh can you not see it? well let me just zoom in for you-
[image description: a zoomed in picture of the scene described above. clearly shown is a scarecrow-type figure with a pumpkin for a head standing up in the field. it’s wearing a rather nondescript grey shirt, blue jeans, and a floppy brown farmer’s hat. it’s surrounded by pumpkin plants, carnations, & corn stalks, with a corn field to the back & more large trees casting shadows to the back, as indicated above. there are also some large leaves from corn plants directly in front of the camera where it’s taking the picture, taking up a large chunk of the picture. end image description]
here it is! this is the only one i took a picture of because it was the only one i could possibly find the time to capture without it being swarmed by other people. i was really lucky to take these pictures without anyone in the background here it’s honestly hard to tell from what i’m showing but there was an obscene amount of people there, hence why we barely spent 1.5 hours there. i suspect idon’s unending stream of complaints and fretting and honest request to tell every member of our extended family that we’d have to quarantine for the next 2 weeks got us out a bit faster than we wouldve otherwise done but eh. that stuff’s especially ironic considering dr lion’s going back to physical school starting this week but hey what can ya do. we wore our masks. homemade by my mother because she had nothing better to do the first few weeks of quarantine and now i’m just rambling about my home life. moving on
[image description: a picture of a string of lightbulbs, focused on one in particular that’s completely shattered. behind, various trees, oaks being the only ones i can name, fill up almost the entire background. blue sky can be seen through the branches of a tree to the upper right portion of the picture. for the most part only the lightbubs & the tree closest to it, taking up the rightmost portion of the photo, are illuminated by the sun. end image description]
this is making me realize i didnt take many good pictures. i only took this one because ive got a story behind it but hey i’ll be coming back this winter to pick out a pine tree probably bc they double as a pine tree farm as well as a pumpkin patch and general creekbluff attraction so i can get some better pictures of the area when there’s less people. hopefully. anyway you see how that lightbulb’s broken? well i being the lil aspiring biologist i am saw a bone lying in the dirt next to our car when we were leaving and immediately picked it up. it was picked clean, almost certainly by ants or something, and i was kinda hoping it was the product of some owl because there are a lot of those in the area around the creek, but my family decided twas but the product of some other family’s picnic there. what it was doing in the parking lot i’d love to know, but i couldnt bring it with me (”that’s disgusting” it’s picked clean dirty & dusty lying in the dirt i guarantee it’s not got anyone’s dna on it any more but that of the chicken it came from) so i take a step closer to the treeline to throw it away. and then of course where does it go after i release it from my hand but directly into one of the lightbulbs hanging up by a string all along the outside of the parking lot. whoopsy. so of course i take a picture as soon as i’m done explaining it to my family & freaking out about doing actual damage to this beloved creek pumpkin patch/pine tree farm. then we have a brief argument on whether to tell the staff about it (there’s actual broken glass what else can we do) and so we drive up to the guy sitting there watching people leave, giving directions, our mom rolls down the window, and i, on the opposite side of the car from him, barely get out a proclamation along the lines of “there’s a broken lightbulb down in the parking lot with glass on the ground” he says “ok sure” and we leave. it takes me like 5 minutes to calm down from that which i dont get because we do a whole expedition up to the top of the bluff to see the construction theyre doing to the train line that theyve been working on for years & we dont even get out of the car to walk around because a. social distancing we already took off our masks & they have to be tied on it’s too much work to put it back on and b. the sheer number of cars there was menacing so we just sorta drove around and glanced down the side of the bluff to the best of our abilities. god that’s a damn paragraph. it’s been an hour. <3 i guess
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Happy Golden Days
A Secret Santa for the lovely @skatle-skootle-demon-noodle!
‘Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house, the occupants were stirring, including the mouse.
Or, alternatively, Anthony and Ezra find it difficult to wrap gifts while their son is too excited to settle down for the night.
They had tried everything they could think of.
Five different books; two of which were read no less than three times each, four bathroom breaks, three almost successes, two threats of no Santa and one glass of warm milk.
Ezra was lying next to his son; who had almost, almost fallen asleep. The child was cuddled close to him and his breathing had finally begun to slow. The four-year-old was excited, “Papa, I don’t want to sleep. Can’t we stay up and wait for him to come?” he’d asked no less than twelve times that evening.
He and Anthony had begun the night with pizza and matching PJs. Then, they’d made cocoa and popcorn while watching movies on the couch. Warlock had dozed off during the Muppets Christmas Carol and had gotten just enough sleep to be an absolute terror for the next three hours.
Ezra sighed, it was nearing midnight and he had no idea how he would get up when Warlock eventually fell asleep. The boy had a firm grip on his pajamas and was unlikely to let go anytime soon.
He’d come into their lives rather suddenly, Anthony had been named guardian of the child in the event of his parent’s death, never believing the moment would come when he would need to become his acting guardian.
They’d received the call two years prior, only a week before the Christmas holiday. The life of an ambassador was a dangerous one, a date night had turned deadly for Thaddeus and his wife, Harriet leaving their only child to the care of his uncle and partner.
Anthony and Harriet were half-siblings, Anthony older by five years had doted on his little sister and had been utterly heartbroken to learn of her death. Fatherhood had been a difficult journey for the man who saw her ghost in the eyes of her young son.
Six months later, they’d officially adopted the child.
Two years later, the three had settled into their home in the London suburbs. Anthony had made certain his sister and husband were as much a part of their family as they could be, it was important to Anthony and to him as well little Warlock knew how loved he was.
Now, here he was; cuddled close to a child he’d never anticipated but loved dearly. Frustrated he was, he couldn't remember a time when he felt so whole and so loved. He sighed, shifting a bit on the mattress in hopes of reviving his long numb limbs.
Finally, it seemed, Warlock was falling asleep.
The boy’s nose wrinkled in his sleep and he sighed, a signal he would likely sleep through the night. Carefully, Ezra extracted his nightshirt from the grasp of the four-year-old and went downstairs to join his husband.
In the living room, Ezra found his husband with tools and a half-assembled bike lying haphazardly around the floor alongside scraps of brightly colored paper and ribbon.
“Oh, my dearest, this mess!” he exclaimed.
Anthony rolled his eyes and blew a raspberry at him, “Is the hellspawn asleep then?”
“Finally, I’d rather be doused in hellfire than read Peppa’s Christmas Wish once more.” He picked up one of the colorful biscuits that had been left for Santa and thoughtfully crunched on it, “Perhaps it will go missing soon?”
“There will only be another to take its place, angel. S’your fault, reading him all those books. You’ve gone and gotten him hooked now,” he grinned.
Ezra sighed dramatically, placing his hands on his hips, “Well, I do need someone to take over the business when I’m gone.”
“Good luck with that, I have a feeling he’ll be running the place long before you’re ready to retire. Imagine it, you selling e-readers and run of the mill, mass-market books.”
Ezra gasped in mock horror, “he would never!”
Anthony cackled, “Na, too much like you and his mum for that. Thad on the other hand…” he trailed off, watching his husband’s eyes widen.
“His father was a lovely man, just very… American,” he replied weakly, causing Anthony to laugh even harder.
“You get to wrapping… I need to try and finish this,” he frowned picking up the instruction booklet for the bicycle they'd purchased for Warlock.
They set to work and two hours later, at nearly 3 am, the gifts were wrapped and under the tree. The mess had been cleaned up and was ready to be disposed of at a later date.
“We’re going to regret this in the morning, why did we wait so long to wrap his gifts Ezra?” complained Anthony.
“Because, my dear, we’re idiots,” he replied sleepily, “very tired, exhausted idiots.”
"Idiots who love their son, even if he can be a nightmare."
Ezra laughed, "Quite, darling."
They’d only been in bed two hours when a very excited young Warlock announced himself by flinging himself onto the bed containing his sleeping Dad and Papa.
Anthony cracked open an eye and pulled the boy into the center of the bed, “sleep,” he commanded as he yawned and snuggled back into the blankets.
“Daaad,” he whispered, “it’s Christmas, Santa came! I just know it!”
Aziraphale wrapped his arm around the wiggling boy, “go back to sleep, it’s not quite time to wake up yet,” he said softly.
He sighed dramatically, “Ok, Papa,” said Warlock as he relaxed into the embrace and reached out for his Dad’s hand before falling back asleep.
Ezra woke first, the sun was brightly shining into their bedroom.
Warlock and Anthony were still sleeping soundly, mouths open and laying in much the same position. The two of them so close, relaxed in their sleep brought a smile to his face.
His heart felt so full, he never thought his life would go this way. Never thought he’d be given the chance if he were being truly honest with himself.
Ezra had been so lonely before Anthony came back into his life, he’d had his shop and that was about it. His family had all but abandoned him, caring little for the son who, in their minds had turned out to be such an utter disappointment. His friends were often busy and if he were being honest, they seemed to only be able to make time for him when it suited their own needs.
He had been well and truly alone with nothing but fond memories to keep him warm at night.
Ezra was lonely, it haunted his dreams and left him cold while he was awake. Books were well and fine but were a poor substitute for conversation and love.
He was starved for affection, from family, friendship and especially in love. He'd thought himself quite pathetic, too scared to take chances, too worried about what his family would think, and still too hung up on someone from years past to move on.
He’d spent so much time trying to get over the boy he’d fallen in love with so many years before. A boy he'd never kissed, never held hands with or even dared to confess to. They'd been so stupid, so much time wasted.
It was a day like any other, not busy for that time of the morning, which allowed him to stock and do some light cleaning. He hadn't expected it, not dared to dream he'd come into his shop. Ezra recalled the moment he came back into his life, waltzing into his shop, hips swaying like sin on legs.
Their eyes had met and Ezra felt a fire he’d long thought extinguished blaze with fury inside of him. Smooth he was not, as he’d dropped the book he’d been holding in surprise.
Anthony Crowley looked much the same as he did at 17, still devilishly handsome and charming. With one glance of those golden eyes, Ezra had known there was no hope for redemption.
Anthony had spent the better part of two hours in the shop, browsing and catching up with Ezra before making his purchase. Ezra hadn’t wanted it to end, he took his time ringing the man up, hoping and praying he’d never leave. It slipped out, he’d been unable to stop himself, “Would you perhaps like to catch up over coffee?” he’d asked. Anthony had grinned brightly at him in return.
Coffee becomes lunch, which then became dinner.
Soon, the two were meeting on a near-daily basis. Friends, best friends even but Ezra was sure they were moving towards something more. He could feel it, anticipation thrumming beneath his skin, aching into his joints.
Warlock shifted in his sleep, throwing a leg haphazardly over his hip. Too much like his Dad, all sharp angles and restless in sleep.
Ezra recalled with fondness the evening Anthony kissed him for the first time, Christmas Eve in St. James Park. They were just drunk enough to need to walk home, nearly frozen to the bone as snow fell around them.
Ezra wasn’t sure exactly how it happened, one moment he’d been walking just fine, the next he was on his back with Anthony atop him cradling his head. Dazed by the fall and the pleasant closeness, he’d missed the panicked look in his friend’s eyes, “alright angel?” he asked again.
Their eyes met, he nodded, unable to break his gaze.
Ezra could still feel the anticipation building within, the excitement of having the man he was in love with so close. He truly didn’t know who moved first, but the soft mouth pressing against his was everything he'd ever wanted and longed for. Each touch sent shocks of warmth through him until he was sure he’d never be cold again.
Six months later, Anthony took him along on what he'd called a research outing. He’d packed a picnic dinner, wine, and dessert into the back of his vintage Bentley alongside his equipment and took him into the dark countryside. A night of good food, better wine and stargazing ended with a ring on his finger.
“Angel, I want you to look at this one. It’s special,” he watched eagerly as the man peeked through the telescope, softly falling to his knee while Ezra was distracted, “you see the bright one in the middle?”
“Yes,” he breathed, in awe of the sight his lover had found for him. Anthony knew the stars like the back of his hand. Ezra didn't know physics or astronomy, it wasn't his passion, but he could appreciate the beauty of the universe.
“Two stars," he replied.
"Oh!" unable to take his eyes away just yet from the lens.
"Two starts in a never-ending dance with the other, binary star systems. You can’t have one without the other.” He paused, exhaling a breath, “Like us. I can’t exist without you, I tried, Ezra and I was miserable without you.”
The blond gasped as he turned from the lens of the telescope, “Oh, Anthony.”
“I love you, I don’t ever want to be without you, please…” he ran a nervous hand through his messy hair, “please do me the honor of being my husband?”
Ezra fell to his knees, he recalled the burn of his tears falling down his face, the warmth of Anthony’s hand as he slipped the ring onto his finger, “My dearest, my heart, of course, I’ll marry you!”
It had been one of the happiest days of his life.
Warlock shuffled in his sleep, his restlessness soon turned into an eye cracked open then another. “Papa?”
Smiling, Ezra ran his hand through the boy’s dark hair, parting it away from his face. “Good morning, Happy Christmas! I believe Santa came for a visit last night, wait here with your Dad and I’ll go get the coffee on. Would you like some hot chocolate?” he asked gently.
Warlock yawned, nodding before turning towards Anthony.
Ezra extracted himself reluctantly from the bed and padded down the stairs and into the kitchen. He turned the coffee pot on, then began the process of heating milk and went into the living room to turn on the tree, making sure that everything was where it should be.
Ten minutes later, two steaming mugs were on the coffee table along with one warm mug of cocoa with a handful of marshmallows floating on top.
"Ezra, you ready?” he heard Anthony ask from atop the stairs.
He grinned, picking up his phone and turning it to record, “come on down my darlings.”
In two seconds flat, a rush of red pajamas and black hair ran past him followed by a slower, much taller red-clad Anthony. His auburn hair a mess of cowlicks and his eyes tired. He bent to press a kiss to Ezra’s mouth before making his way towards the tornado that was their son.
The sound of paper ripping and ecstatic shouts filled the air for the next twenty minutes. “Dad! Look!! It’s just like yours,” then, “Papa! Did you get me the whole set? Will you read them to me?”
By the time Warlock had opened his presents, he’d nearly worn himself out again. New stuffed snake in hand, he’d climbed between his two dads and was happily sipping his cocoa as they spoke.
“Dear, I think you missed one,” said Ezra with a smile in his voice.
Warlock looked at him curiously before a flat box was placed in his lap.
He handed his Papa the mug of coca before slowly opening the gift.
Inside, was a book.
Large and black with funny looking paper. The boy slowly removed the heavy book, opening it curiously, only to find the faces of his Father and Mum staring back at him.
The boy snuggled into his Dad’s side as they spent the morning leisurely exploring pictures and telling stories.
The day passed quickly, too quickly for Ezra’s liking. Good food, beter company and the love of his family had made it a perfect celebration.
That night, as the two tucked the boy into bed, Ezra was struck once more by how lucky he was to have them both.
Ezra bent to kiss his forehead goodnight, “I love you, dear Warlock. May you dream of whatever you like best,” he said softly. He ran his hands over the cream blankets, assuring himself Warlock was securely tucked in before walking into his bedroom.
“Goodnight, angel. It was a good day, wasn’t it?” asked Anthony.
“The best of days, my love,” He replied, scooting down beneath the covers, his chilled toes waiting for the warmth of his husband to join him.
Anthony found his way into bed, wrestling with the heavy duvet before finding a spot he deemed comfortable, “thank you for the album,” he said quietly.
He reached behind him, grasping his husband’s hand, “of course, darling.”
“I miss her Ezra, it’s so unfair he’s going to grow up without her. He is so much like her and he probably doesn’t even remember how much she loved him.”
He nodded, “perhaps, but that’s why he has us. To remind him, to show him and to teach him how to love. We will make certain he knows how loved he was and is.”
Anthony pulled him close, “Happy Christmas, angel. Don’t know what I’d do without you.”
Pressing a kiss to the hand holding his, “Happy Christmas darling.”
As he settled in for the night, Anthony pressed behind him, holding him tightly. Ezra smiled into the darkness, Happy Christmas to all, and to all a good night, he thought as his eyes drifted closed.
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The Oath | Ch. 3 “Nooks & Books”
a/n: thank you everyone for the response on this fic! I’m posting Ch. 3 today (obviously) and then Ch. 4 on Wednesday as normal so you won’t have to wait too long ;)
Ch. 1 | Ch. 2
January 21, 2019
His lips tasted like whisky and his stubble scratched against her smooth cheeks. Claire’s hand drifted to his face, settling with her fingers just grazing his ear. As their lips molded together, a light snow had begun to fall, dropping onto their warm skin.
“Yer shiverin’ again, Sassenach.” Jamie’s hands were on her waist, clutching at the plaid and he pulled it back up around her shoulders.
“I am,” Claire’s teeth chattered together and she let out a soft laugh. They were still standing close together, bodies formed to the curves and hard lines of stomachs and limbs.
“Let’s get ye out of the cold then, aye?” Jamie smiled and took a step back, immediately bringing a chill to Claire’s body without his close touch.
He offered her his hand and she hesitated a beat before taking it, fingers touching rough calluses.
“Do ye want to go back to yer friends?” He asked as they began to walk back in the direction of the estate.
“Not really, no,” Claire laughed, brushing a few loose curls behind her ear. The last thing she wanted to do was be around a bunch of people, especially after the blissful moment she had just shared with Jamie.
“Well,” Jamie inhaled sharply, squeezing her hand. “As I said, I ken the owner fairly well and I dinna think he would mind if I showed ye around the inside of the estate.”
“Ah, the grand tour,” Claire pulled the plaid around her with her free hand and looked up at Jamie. “Do you often give tours of the place?”
He chuckled softly, “Only to verra special guests, Sassenach.”
“Well I’m honored,” she dipped her head slightly, trying to hold back a smile. Claire wouldn’t realize it until later, but she hadn’t thought of Frank once since she met Jamie.
As they made their way back inside, the party was still in full swing with people scattered around the room, drinks in hand. Any other time, Claire would have been right there in the thick of it, joking along with Geillis and enjoying the live music. But now she was thankful for Jamie who pulled her quickly up the stairs and out of view of the crowd.
“This place is like a fairytale,” Claire said as they walked past paintings of children and pictures of family memories. She could tell this was a home well lived in, one she always pictured having.
“Tis, ye should see it at Christmas time, the lights and the big tree in the main room,“ he looked down at her with a wide grin on his face, his eyes lit up at some memory. “And in the summers, the land is beautiful with the garden out back flourishing.”
Claire had had a suspicion that Jamie wasn’t telling her exactly who he was. And he talked about Lallybroch as someone who was very familiar with the ins and outs of the home; she wondered why he was keeping the fact that this was his home from her.
“I’m sure it’s lovely in each season,” she smiled giving his hand a gentle squeeze.
He lead them down the hallway, past closed doors and little nooks. Just as she was about to ask a question about a painting with a little red haired boy, she heard a woman’s voice come from around the corner. Jamie cursed under his breath and quickly pushed her into one of the little nooks where it was dark and their bodies had to be pressed closely together.
“Jamie, what—“
“Shh, Sassenach. I dinna want to be seen,” he said softly, gazing down at her. His blue eyes met her amber ones and she was suddenly thankful for the sturdy wall against her back to hold her up.
Claire was trying to figure out who he was hiding from when the voice that belonged to the woman spoke again.
“Have ye seen Jamie, Murtagh? He disappeared after his speech and I canna find him anywhere, the wee numptie.”
“I saw him step outside,” answered a man Claire assumed was this Murtagh. “I’m sure he’s fine, the lad just needs to clear his mind, ye ken how hard this all has been for him, Jenny.”
“I ken, it’s no been easy for any of us.” The woman sighed and then both her voice and the man’s disappeared down the hallway and Claire heard footsteps on the stairs.
A few silent moments passed and Jamie’s breath had sped up, and Claire felt his fingers tapping against her side.
“I’m sorry I missed your speech,” Claire broke the silence. Jamie laughed and stepped out of the nook, reaching for her hand once again.
“It wasna very good I’m afraid, only simple.”
“Why didn’t you tell me who you were? That this,” she pointed around the house, “Is all yours?”
Jamie ran his hand back through his hair, making a few curls stand up adorably on his head. “I was outside to take a break from all… this,” he waved his hand around them just as she had. “Tonight is a proud moment for me, Sassenach. The launch of the business, but my father was supposed to be here wi’ us… this was his dream.”
“Oh, Jamie.” Claire slid her hand up to cup his cheek. She had only known him for an hour, but already felt more connected to him than anyone, especially Frank.
He closed his eyes briefly, leaning his face against her palm. “Enough wi’ the depressing pitiful story,” he chuckled. “Come wi’ me — please?”
“Of course,” Claire smiled and followed him down the hallway and into a room that was lined with shelves of books, lit with soft lamps, and a comfortable looking couch strewn with cozy blankets.
“This was my mother’s favorite room,” Jamie said as he shut the door behind him. “She spent most of her time in the garden, but she wasn’t cooking for me or my sister, ye could find her here wi’ a book in hand.”
“Your mother’s passed too?” Claire asked, hoping it wasn’t too sensitive of a subject.
His face shifted slightly, his eyes touched with sadness, “Aye, when I was just fourteen.”
“I lost both my parents when I was fourteen as well,” Claire surprised herself at offering this information up to this man. Only Geillis and Frank had known about her parents death, but she rarely talked about it, let alone would bring it up with a near stranger.
But he wasn’t a stranger — not anymore, at least not after that kiss.
“I���m sorry, Sassenach. I ken —“ Jamie’s voice trembled slightly, “I ken.” He smiled warmly and Claire felt safe with him and with him knowing about a tragic detail of her life. She knew he understood; that he had felt that same pain of losing both parents so young.
“Where are my manners,” he smiled and walked over to a small bar cart in the corner. “Would ye like another dram?”
“I don’t see why not,” Claire accepted his offer and took a seat on the couch, sighing as she sank into it. “This room is so cozy, the only missing thing is a roaring fire.”
Jamie chuckled and handed her a glass of whisky, “Well give me a moment, lass and ye shall have yer fire.”
Watching with peaked interest, Claire sipped her drink slowly as Jamie poked around in the fireplace, lit a match and started to stoke the fire. Apparently there was nothing he couldn’t do.
Once the fire turned from a few flames to a great blaze, he sighed contentedly and came to sit next to her, their knees bumping slightly.
“This really is very good whisky,” Claire smiled, taking another drink.
“Thank ye,” Jamie smiled proudly. “Twas my father’s own recipe, I just followed his instructions.”
“I’m not even quite sure how many glasses I’ve had,” Claire could hold a drink as well as any scot, but her head felt a bit fuzzy. She wasn’t positive, however that the fuzziness had anything to do with the drink, but with the man sitting next to her.
Her body was turned slightly towards his with her leg open on the couch next to his. That same energy was there from the stables, the buzz that coursed through her veins whenever they touched.
“Yer no drivin’ are ye, Sassenach?”
Claire shook her head, “Oh no, that’ll be my friend Geillis. I should text her to let her know I’m alright and that I haven’t been kidnapped!”
“How do ye ken I’m no goin’ to kidnap ye?” Jamie asked, raising one brow in question.
She pulled out her phone and sent a quick message to Geillis to tell her of her whereabouts, but left out the small detail of Jamie.
“I don’t think a kidnapper would take me to a library and start a fire, although you have supplied me with a lot of alcohol,” she laughed and with every passing moment she felt herself become lighter and the weight of the past twenty-four hours leave her tired shoulders.
“Indeed I have,” he grinned and Claire noticed his fingers tapping against the rim of his glass. She wondered what those fingers would feel like between her thighs and then she blinked rapidly to dispel that very intimate vision.
“What is it that ye do?” He asked a moment later.
“What is it that you think I do?” She smiled, playfully biting her lip.
Jamie finished his drink and took her empty one and sat them on the table nearby. He ran his hand back through his curls and leaned comfortably against the couch.
“Ye seem quite intelligent,” he mused and his eyes raced over her face. She felt a blush creep up her neck from the intensity of his gaze. “Perhaps yer a professor at some university?”
Ouch. If only he knew she had been dating a professor not too long ago.
“But ye also dinna seem like ye would love to be up in front of a bunch of students… am I correct?”
She nodded, grinning to herself, “You are correct. I love working with people, but public speaking is not my area.”
“Loves working wi’ people,” he said out loud and squinted his eyes at her.
Claire was rather enjoying this guessing game and wondered how long it would take for him to figure out.
“No a teacher — probably no someone who sits in a cubicle all day either,” he said and Claire shook her head.
“Can ye give me a hint at least, Sassenach? There are many jobs to choose from,” he laughed.
“I work with my hands,” she said and then snorted at the innuendo.
“Hand is it? What are ye… a doctor?”
“That was rather quick!” Claire clapped her hands at his speedy guess.
“Och, well ye love workin’ wi’ people but no big crowds, yer good wi’ yer hands and ye have a sweet temperament. A doctor seemed like a wise choice,” he grinned and dipped his head a bit.
Claire’s stomach fluttered as he made these observations about her. In such a short time, he had learned all of this information about her and seemed interested for more. Perhaps it was because her and Frank had been together for more than four years, but as time went on, he stopped asking her questions about herself — assuming he knew all the answers.
There was a beat of silence, and she felt herself being sucked into his gaze once again. She desperately wanted to kiss him again, but wasn’t sure if it was the smartest thing to do. As he leaned forward, she abruptly rose from the couch and walked over to one of the shelves of books.
“Do you have a favorite?”
She thought she heard him curse in another language, but wasn’t positive.
“Aye,” he said and came to stand beside her. He was tall, but he still had to stand on the tips of his toes to reach a book on the highest shelf. In his hands was a well loved copy of The Lord of the Rings.
“Lord of the Rings? I wouldn’t have pegged you for fantasy,” she said touching the front cover.
Jamie held the book in his hands as if it was very precious to him. “I read it around the time my mother passed, and I suppose it was a way for me to forget my own life and pretend I was a hobbit going on my own adventure.”
“I’ve only ever seen the first movie,” Claire admitted. “It was good… just a bit long,” she laughed.
Jamie grinned and placed the book down on the shelf. “Aye, tis long and the third one is even longer. If ye get a chance, ye should read them someday — if ye want.”
His fingers rested on the book and Claire looked up at him, her heart beginning to race. Inch by inch, she moved her hand and the tips of her fingers touched his just barely.
“I will,” she said softly and stood still, scared for the moment to end. Claire knew she was far from ready to push this any further, but Geillis had told her to have a little fun — forget the past.
“I would verra much like to kiss ye,” Jamie said and slid one hand around her waist. “May I?”
She responded by closing the distance and pressing her lips against his. This time the kiss wasn’t gentle, but a there was a fierce need to be as close to each other as possible. Claire tugged on the front of his shirt, bringing him down to her level, deepening the kiss.
His breath was hot on her face as he pulled back, staring into her eyes. A silent agreement was formed and he moved both his hands to her hips, digging his fingers into the flesh where her lifted sweater left skin exposed.
Don’t think, Beauchamp.
Claire pushed aside all rational thought and allowed herself to give in to the pleasure of her body. He had her pinned against the bookshelf, and she felt every spine of each book press against her.
“Christ,” Jamie sighed when Claire’s hand trailed slowly down his chest and gripped onto his belt. “We dinna have to do this, if it’s too—“
“Shhh,” she placed her finger over his lips and leaned in, kissing the skin exposed from his open collared shirt. “I want to.” I want you, she thought.
Jamie made a slight whimpering sound in his throat as Claire unbuckled his belt and pulled it from around his waist, dropping it onto the floor with a thud.
Chapter 4: “The Library”
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Q&A August: David Prosser of the Stratford Festival
Remember back when I called Austin Tichenor my Comedy Fairy Godfather? Well, the subject of today’s Q&A August interview is my Shakespeare Fairy Godfather. David Prosser is the Literary and Editorial Director at the Stratford Festival of Canada, and is also indirectly responsible for much of Good Tickle Brain’s growth and success. (Also, if he’s reading this, I would like to sincerely apologize to him for all grammatical errors in today’s post, most likely related to misplaced punctuation, the correct disposition of which I have never properly mastered.)
I met David on Twitter a scant four months after I had started Good Tickle Brain. Fresh out of the gates, with few followers or readers, I was desperately trying to get my work in front of as many eyes as possible. To that end, I went on Twitter and promptly followed everyone I could find who was remotely associated with the Stratford Festival. One of the people I stumbled upon was David, whose wonderfully dry and witty tweets immediately attracted my attention. On day, embroiled in a bit of an ongoing brouhaha with some Oxfordians, David tweeted a riff on “Duke of Earl”, rewriting the chorus as “dupes, dupes, dupes, dupes of Earl”. Never one to shy away from a song parody, I provided the rest of the lyrics. David was amused enough by my efforts that he followed me, and started retweeting my comics. I cannot tell you how much that meant to me at the time.
Later on that year, I was visiting the Stratford Festival with my family, and (of course) tweeting about it when David slid into my DMs and invited me up to the Festival offices to have tea with him before that day’s matinee. I jumped at the chance, and we spent a wonderful half an hour or so chatting in the sunshine on the Festival Theatre balcony. It was like meeting my long-lost benevolent Scottish uncle. David was not only immediately supportive and encouraging of my work, but he also began actively brainstorming ways in which to help me reach a larger audience, specifically among the theatre community. To that end he introduced me to the Shakespeare Theatre Association, which quickly became my Shakespeare family and has helped me grow and develop Good Tickle Brain into what it is today.
There is absolutely no reason why the Literary and Editorial Director of the largest classical repertory theatre in North America should have given the time of day to a random person on the internet who drew sub-par stick figures and routinely committed egregious spelling errors in her text. However, David did not hesitate to lift me up, and has been a constantly warm, supportive, and thoroughly entertaining presence in my life since then.
But I’ll let him talk now. He’s much better at it than I am.
1. Who are you? Why Shakespeare?
Who am I indeed? Isn’t that the mystery that haunts us all? “Who’s there?” asks Barnardo in the opening words of Hamlet, and that same question echoes down through centuries of subsequent literature. Call me David. Or Prosser, David Prosser.
I was born and grew up in Scotland, where, in early childhood, I first encountered Shakespeare as the author of the “Scottish play” and didn’t realize till some time later that he’d written anything else; came to Canada in my twenties; had a fourteen-year career at a small daily newspaper, where, among other things I was the theatre critic (boo, hiss) and editor of the TV listings (zzzzzz….); then quit in order to spend more time with my wife and cats and to pursue new opportunities for financial ruin; and finally washed up on the shores of the Stratford Festival, where, under various unconvincing job titles (most latterly that of Literary and Editorial Director), I have been an in-house wordsmith for the past quarter-century.
And why Shakespeare? As a nearly dead white male myself, I have a particular affinity for the work of dead white males in general—and Shakespeare in particular has intrigued me ever since childhood, when my father (an English teacher) showed me some black-and-white slides of scenes from a staging of that Scottish play referenced above. I’m sure if I could see them now, those images would prove cheesy; at the time, though, they haunted my imagination; it wasn’t till some time later that I began to discover that there were words to go with them.
As I started to discover the actual plays, I found to my excitement that they had the mind-expanding power of dreams, in which human life is transformed into something rich and strange—an alternative universe of experience, if you like, but one that brilliantly illuminates the “real” one.
2. What moment(s) in Shakespeare always make you laugh?
Sticking with the Scottish play, I generally laugh at Macbeth’s (oops, said it) “‘Twas a rough night,” and I always smile whenever an actor has to tackle the unsayable “O horror, horror, horror! Tongue nor heart / Cannot conceive nor name thee!” Also, I’m afraid I can never suppress a schoolboy snigger when Mountjoy, in Henry V, comes in and announces himself with the words “You know me by my habit.” I can’t remember where I heard it or read it, but someone, somewhere, made a joke about the entire English army responding with rude gestures suggestive of that habit, and I have never been able to get that out of my mind.
3. What’s a favorite Shakespearean performance anecdote?
See Mountjoy above. Also this, one of the many stories from the late Richard Monette’s memoir This Rough Magic: an autobiography “as told to,” er, well, me. Peter Ustinov was playing King Lear at the Stratford Festival in 1979; Richard was playing Edmund.
“At one performance,” Richard recalled, “Peter began, ‘We two alone will sing like birds i’ the cage. . . .’ and then he dried. ‘We’ll sing . . .’ he repeated, ‘and then we’ll sing some more. Oh, we’ll laugh. . . . We’ll dance. . . . And then . . . we’ll sing some more.’ Realizing what had happened, I tried to save him by coming in early with my line: ‘Take them away.’ He regarded me with mild curiosity, then waved me away with his hand—'Foof, foof, foof’—and began the whole speech over again, determined to say it all.”
4. What’s one of the more unusual Shakespearean interpretations you’ve either seen or would like to see?
In 1998, or thereabouts, at a theatre festival in Quebec City, I saw a production of The Tempest directed by Robert Lepage. More precisely, it was La Tempête, a translation into French by Normand Chaurette. What was novel about it were the settings, which were computer-created projections—but not just flat background images. The audience wore polarized 3D glasses throughout, which created the illusion of a three-dimensional landscape and objects (such as the royal ship) that seemed to come floating out into the auditorium. It was a stunning effect, perfectly suited to the magical powers referenced in the play, and it had a huge effect on me.
5. What’s one of your favorite Shakespearean “hidden gems”?
An obvious one, obviously, but it’s the “wretched strangers” speech from Sir Thomas More.
6. What passages from Shakespeare have stayed with you?
I am constantly on the alert for opportunities to work any of the following into my conversation:
“Thou turn’st mine eyes into my very soul, / And there I see such black and grainèd spots / As will not leave their tinct.”
“I’ll no pullet sperm in my brewage.” (Have to be careful about that one when placing an order in a bar or restaurant, though, or the server might spit in my Sauvignon.)
“For this relief much thanks.” (Always apt in washrooms.)
More seriously, I always get a wave of nostalgia for the homeland when I hear Macbeth say, “Light thickens, and the crow makes wing to the rooky wood.” For some reason that line evokes Scotland for me so strongly for me that I feel sure Shakespeare must have toured there when the plague was on in London.
7. What Shakespeare plays have changed for you?
When I was an undergraduate, a professor told me that Titus Andronicus was an absolutely dreadful play, what could Shakespeare have been thinking; and for many years I believed her. Then I actually read it, and thought, wow.
8. What Shakespearean character or characters do you identify the most with?
Wow, that is a question, isn’t it? Erm, well…. Oh, I don’t know: it might be…. Or, no, maybe not. No, shoot, I just can’t make up my mind. Sorry, I know I’m procrastinating, but I’m going to have to set this aside for a while, while I think on it more precisely. Maybe get a bit of sea air to clear my mind….
Okay, that’s better. I’d like to think it maybe would be Benedick, but I’m very much afraid it might be Falstaff. Or King John.
Actually, a few years ago, I really identified with the King of France, but, lacking a Helena, I had surgery for it, and I’m fine now.
9. Where can we find out more about you? Are there any projects/events you would like us to check out?
I pop up from time to time on Facebook (though not Instagram, which I’ve never seen the point of). Occasionally I make snarky remarks on Twitter. Otherwise, I can sometimes be found in the lobby of the Festival Theatre, giving Lobby Talks before selected performances. C’mon down! They’re free!
(Back to Mya) Thanks so much to David for taking the time to answer my questions! If you can, pick up a copy of former Stratford Festival artistic director Richard Monette’s memoir, This Rough Magic, which David worked on. It’s a wonderful read.
COMING THURSDAY: My other self, my counsel’s consistory, my pocket dramaturg!
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A collection of unfinished character writing drafts.
Meet my character [here].
1: Things
Alus loved his things. His antique teacups he’d carefully procured for his café, his lavish clothes he was so specific about - always cleaning them with the fanciest of alchemetical chemicals to keep them pure white. He loved his shoes, the ribbons he braided into his hair, the silk flower accessories that completed his every look - He loved hair brushes, his rare makeup products, all these things that made him feel unique and powerful to be himself.
These things were all pointless in reality - things that could rip and break at any moment, things that were not useful in the life of a war field healer. Though he had the respect of a commanding hero in the Maelstrom and a Warrior of Light, the whispers of his overgrown vanity for things so specific to his tastes flourished always - more every time he showed up wearing an even more expensive garment of fragile lace and silks. Alus was a kind and floaty person, however, that even if someone were to decide they disliked him, it would rarely ever escalate to a truly bad place - Alus was rarely ever bothered by others’ negative emotions, and always patiently tried to help them out of it in his solid belief that sadness and anger tends to come from a person’s own self instead of others. Alus rarely blamed; he did not believe in the idea of it.
Alus could explain about the subjects of his vanity.. but he knew he was ultimately foolish in their eyes, and he knew their ideas were valid about him.
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2: Death
Alus often did his best to finish his enemies off nonlethally. But sometimes, people still die. A person with a preexisting medical condition, whether known or not, could get one last push to knock on death’s door. Alus lamented for ages over the deaths he caused, directly or indirectly, and regularly prayed for mercy on the souls of his fallen enemies. He knew it to not be enough, but he also knew
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3: Psychology
Alus had a problem with truly ever hating anyone. In his view it was not a problem, but to his brother - and nearly everyone else at war - it was something unnecessary and foolish. He was often strong enough to hold his ideals up, but when he failed, his failures felt all the more horrible and self-inflicted. Yet he still didn’t learn to think differently - even when he witnessed his friends die in front of him, even when he was held for moons in secret in a Garlean camp and tortured endlessly, even when he faced the monstrosity of Zenos - he felt pity more than anger. He had no desire to kill anyone. That is not to say he did not when he had to, but he never felt the judgement of Nald and Thal could ever possibly be just - not when he knew that any villain could reform themselves. He truly believed, above all, that every single person was born with good in their heart. He would betray the twelve to keep this ideal in his heart. Even when the warriors of darkness told him that would bring an inevitable end to his world, Alus just... did not care.
Alus understood that the death of one could save many more. But he still reached out his hand to any he ever felt could possibly take it. The scars on his body from the various stabs, slashes, and burns of betrayal in his trust made most of the skin under his clothes feel numb. Yet he did not stop. Why?
“I took that choice. I know that even if they do not understand why I fight for them, I live and continue to fight wanting one more smile. Is that not why you fought, as well?” he said to the jailed warlord. “I understand that my stance is oft foolish. But like you, I am stubborn.”
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4: Stargazing
Alus was never one to be up during the night. Historically, it seemed like he hadn’t truly stargazed in years now - not since his childhood days travelling by caravan with his father and brother, mischievously waking up in the ill hours of the night to climb up on top of their carriage and lay facing up, meditating for seeming bells, staring in wonder at the beautiful sparkling gemstones of Thanalan’s sky. In one such event the siblings slept on top of the carriage, and a frantic Gwenneg Beauregard woke up in a panic trying to find them again.
Whilst his years at school, he had a strict curfew. ‘Twas that, or
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5: Childhood
In childhood - tales of heroes were treasures, valued like prized rubies or diamonds or hundreds of coins of gold, unable to be lifted by the small fragile hands of the young cat-tailed twins. A pat on the head, a warm snuggle in a shared blanket - their eyes shined in response and reflection to these sparkling metaphorical stones, listening intently for every possible tip to also one day save the world from dragons, evil encroaching empires and even simple bandits threatening the dignity of pretty maidens - in such of saying mean things, of course.
The silver-haired man looked nothing like them; his limbs were long and lanky, his ears pointed from his sides - but he was also their hero as an adoptive father, a man to give them a name. He was a man who purchased dreams and stories in exchange for walking legs, always doing his best to bring the boys a new hope for their world; their happiness and smiling faces was the sparkling stony treasure to him, far more valuable than money or personal romance. Their life was hard, but full of color and wonder, never ceasing. When times grew minimal, the silver-haired Gwenneg brought the brothers to hear heroes’ stories first-hand from the source - Alus and Arc’s beliefs in heroism never ceased, was never doubted, their love for stories only increased as time passed. They trusted the world, they adored the world, they wished to grow up strong to join the ranks of Hydaelyn’s chosen to also protect this world from ‘baddies’, making more and more good-hearted friends along the way. To Gwenneg, he had created heroes of inevitable time, he created the knowledge two rowdy twins would impart kindness onto others as he did upon them. To Gwenneg, he himself was a hero; he would be there to support them.
At least, that was a happy ending that they all wished would exist.
One small mistake. One small misunderstanding, and like a wick – a flame blown out, a story ended unlike any he had previously told them. The question as to why such an occurrence existed in a land the brothers believed to be full of wondrous heroism, unwavering victories even at the last second - it eats away at the back of their brains to this day, resurfacing within every moral injustice that occurred in front of them long after.
Although the calamity of the fallen moon was ultimately a victory for Eorzea, their father - as well as many others - still perished. The world was still cracked and destroyed. Being a hero was just not enough to save everything on that day.
Alus and Arc - still but teenagers - found themselves incredibly lost. While Alus passively followed suggestions of friends of family to become a private school student, funded by the generousity of Gwenneg’s former companions - Arc seemed to disassociate entirely and try to find his own path. Alus spent the next several years with his heads in the clouds, quiet and unsocial.
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6: A Letter
Dear Father
‘Tis hath been the longest journey at this time. I wish nothing more than dost progress far away from this living hell; For the chaos hath been brought upon us of our own undoing, and dost we respect an inevitable incoming judgement: One I shall never agree with, yet still ethically cannot seek much more in hopes. Hath I became a true pessimist when it was I who believed to have kindness in mine heart? Tired am I to play devil’s advocate when I hath been trying much too hard to play an angel to get into the 7th and highest heaven. I must forgive.
I am no longer a warrior of light.
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7: Hero
Passion, bravery, a will of protection above all else - duty, honor. These are the things that made Alus fight so well. A pure heart, a righteous ideal. Nothing could stop him - nothing, he had felt, in that moment of clashing metal.
But as the villain fell to his knees - Alus felt a chill go up his spine. His hand suddenly felt so sore from gripping the hilt of his sword so intensely and for so long, yet he only noticed it now. His eyes widened, his sword arm went limp, and his body nearly staggered backwards - He could feel the eyes of his military superiors on his back though they may not be there. He could feel the eyes of far-off aspiring adventurers wince up in disappointment if he dropped his sword. He did not understand what to believe in that very moment, that quick - short moment of weakness where everything in his head came crashing down.
Arc had placed a hand on Alus’ arm, and swiftly landed a kick to the villain’s face - finally felling him to the ground and knocking him unconscious. Alus could feel his heart tighten in that moment. “H… he’s al..right .. right…?” Alus spoke quietly to his brother, his voice shaking and cold.
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8: Inner Thoughts
I wanted to be a hero.
What kind of hero murders those just like him?
Those with dreams just as passionate, and those who didn’t even know why they were here?
Those who were innocent until proven guilty, and I have the right to make the judgment? I have the right to play god, to decide who lives and who dies?
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Oh my word, I CANNOT believe the response to the first two chapters of Near and Dear. I am now at 201 followers and as a thank you, I thought I would post the next chapter.
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CHAPTER 3
Four hours later, and Claire pulled the car to a stop in front of a large family farmhouse on the outskirts of the village of Beauly. It looked just like Jenny described it, only it was covered in Christmas lights too.
“My da loves Christmas,” Jenny explained. “Prefers New Year’s, mind ye. But between him and Murtagh, the house is always decked out like this.”
“Murtagh?” Claire questioned as Jenny hadn’t mentioned him before.
“Da’s cousin, Jamie’s Godfather.”
Claire nodded in acknowledgement, this family just seemed to get bigger and bigger, so she hoped she wouldn’t get everyone mixed up. “Is there anymore family members who’ll appear out of the woodwork this festive period?”
“Probably my uncles Colum and Dougal,” Jenny replied as they got out the car. “They’re mam’s big brothers. My aunt Jocasta lives in America, so I doubt she’ll be here. But, ye never know…”
“Jenny!” a young boy exclaimed as he came running out of the house. “I’ve missed ye. An’ ye must be Claire. Mam’s told us we’ve all to be on our best behaviour this holiday.”
“Claire, this terror is young Rabbie,” Jenny introduced. “He doesnae know when to shut his mouth. An’ why, I must ask, are ye no at school?”
“Dentist,” was Rabbie’s simple reply with a shrug of his shoulders.
“It’s nice to meet you, Rabbie,” Claire smiled, and the young boy surprised her by wrapping his arms around her waist. “Jenny’s told me all about you.”
“It’s good to have another sister,” Rabbie said in return as he let go of Claire. “Sisters are much better than brothers.”
“Rabbie!” a tall elegant woman with long red hair called from the doorway into the house. “Will ye let the lassies in wi’ their bags before ye begin pesterin’ them. I’m sae sorry about ‘im. Ye must be Claire? I’m Ellen Fraser, Jenny’s mam.”
“Thank you for your invite Mrs Fraser,” Claire smiled as she followed the two ladies into the house. “I have to say it’s a much more appealing Christmas than I originally planned.”
“It’s Ellen tae ye, nane o’ this Mrs Fraser,” Ellen dismissed. “The same goes wi’ Brian. Ye can call ‘im Brian, no Mr Fraser. Noo, I’ll let ye twa get settled in, dinner will be served at 5pm, so if ye want to take a nap or a wee walk about the village, feel free to do so.”
Both girls gave Ellen a brief hug and headed on up to Jenny’s room where a fold-out bed had been set up for Claire. Jenny and Claire decided to take the time to unpack and talk about their Christmas celebrations growing up.
“… So even though Jamie and Willie have moved out, they still come home for Christmas?” Claire asked.
“Oh aye, I think Willie is even bringing someone this year,” Jenny explained. “They even stay over in their old rooms. Although they are guest rooms, mam keeps them as Jamie and Willie’s rooms.”
“That explains why we’re sharing then?” Claire questioned. “All other rooms are occupied?”
“They might be, we’ve got several rooms kept for guests,” Jenny explained. “But I jist thought wi’ this bein’ yer first time visitin’, ye might prefer to be in a room wi’ me?”
“Thank you so much, Jenny,” Claire said with a grateful smile. “I actually prefer this set-up. I won’t feel so self-conscious sharing a room with you. I would probably be scared to touch anything were I in a room on my own.”
“There’s nae need tae be scared,” Jenny reassured the girl who she saw more and more of a sister. “But that’s almost five, so we should be heading downstairs. Jist tae warn ye, should my two brothers be here, the pair o’ them are giants. But they willnae hurt a fly, so ye’ve nothin’ tae worry about.”
Dinner was a quiet affair, neither Jamie nor Willie were in attendance, but Claire was absolutely taken by Fergus’ big brown eyes and she loved chatting with him. He was still learning his English, however, Claire was fluent in French having spent time there in her youth, so the pair chatted away in French.
“I have tae thank ye, Claire,” Brian Fraser said over dinner. “Ye and young Jamie are the only two who have any idea what the lad is sayin’ maist o’ the time. Nane o’ us can speak French all that weel, so we’ve been muddlin’ through things wi’ ‘im when Jamie isn’t here.”
“If you wish, I could spend some time with Fergus while I’m here,” Claire offered. “Helping him with his English. I taught some English while I was in France some years ago.”
“I see yer takin’ the same route as Jamie too,” Ellen smiled as she started to sort a plate of food to put back in the oven. “Callin’ the lad Fergus.”
“It seems more appropriate,” Claire said absentmindedly as she handed a toy to the young boy. “When I was in Continental Europe, most people called me Clara rather than Claire. So, I am a firm believer in using whatever name is more fitting for your environment.”
“Weel, thank ye for yer offer, Claire,” Brian replied, before his wife could say another word. “I know Jamie’s been tryin’ his best, but he still has work to attend for another week.”
Just then, as if the mentioning his name summoned him, Jamie Fraser walked into the kitchen and placed a kiss to Ellen’s cheek. “Sorry ‘m late, mam, there was a muck up wi’ an order an’ I offered to sort it out.”
“That’s fine Jamie,” Ellen reassured. “I’ve just put a plate into the oven to keep warm for you.”
“Thanks mam,” Jamie said as he retrieved his plate from the oven. He then made his way back to the dining room table and took his usual place next to Fergus. That’s when his eyes fell on Claire, who was helping Fergus cut up his dinner, and a big smile came to his face. “Ye must be Jenny’s friend from school? I’m her wee brother, Jamie.”
“It’s nice to meet you, Jamie,” Claire smiled in return. “I’m Claire.”
“Claire,” Jamie whispered as his smile grew and he ducked his head to avoid his family’s gazes. “Sorcha.”
After dinner, Fergus immediately attached himself to Claire’s side.
“It seems ye’ve got a shadow, Claire,” Brian joked. “Come awa’, Fergus, leave the lassie alone.”
“I don’t mind, Brian,” Claire reassured as she lifted Fergus to rest on her hip. “I can work with him on his English.”
“Are ye’ sure ye don’ mind, lass?” Brian asked, and Claire smiled her reassurance. “Right, Jamie, ye can help yer mam wi’ the dinner dishes.”
Jamie nodded in agreement, but if his gaze lingered just a few minutes too long on Claire as she carried Fergus to the sitting room, he would deny it.
Later that night, once everyone else was in bed, Brian and Jamie were sitting in the sitting room listening to the news.
“What d’ye think?” Brian suddenly piped up. Jamie looked at his father in confusion and Brian elaborated. “Of Claire, saw ye starin’ efter her after dinner earlier.”
“She’s a nice lassie,” Jamie replied. “But I wisnae starin’ efter her. I was jis’ thinkin’ about how this is my first Christmas wi’ Fergus.”
“Claudel,” Brian corrected. “His mother named ‘im Claudel. Ye need tae stop confusin’ the lad.”
“He’s stayin wi’ us,” Jamie rebutted. “His mam didnae want ‘im, so I’ve decided that he should be called Fergus. Make him more comfortable in ‘is new life here. He’s gone through so much for such a young bairn.”
“Aye, he’s really settlin’ in here, son,” Brian smiled as he thought of the young boy asleep upstairs. “Ye ken, he’s been catchin’ on tae some Gàidhlig. Been callin’ yer mam an’ me seanag and sean.”
“Granny and Grampa?” Jamie questioned. “Aye, I suppose it’s appropriate wi’ yer age an’ all. Right, dad, I’m headin’ up to bed. Some of us still have work in the morning.”
“Night, Jamie,” Brian called after him.
Just as Jamie got to the top of the stairs, he bumped into Claire as she was heading back towards Jenny’s room. “I’m sorry,” she apologised. “It’s just I heard Fergus crying and went in to settle him back to sleep.”
“Dinnae fash yersel’,” Jamie reassured Claire with a warm smile. “Everyone tends to take on a parentin’ role wi’ the lad.”
“It’s those eyes,” Claire smiled. “They just pull you in and you’ll do anything for him. Anyway, I’m going to head to bed, not had much sleep with essay deadlines and everything. Goodnight, Jamie.”
“Aye, the lad has everyone wrapped roun’ his wee finger,” Jamie agreed with a small smile. “Weel, I’ll let ye head tae bed the noo, an’ I’ll see ye at some point tomorrow. G’night, Sassenach.”
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Chapter 3: Down Down Down and the Flames Went Higher (#24)
It’s suppertime before I catch Itsurou again. He’s still coughing pretty badly. Wonder if the oxygen crap messed him up worse than before. Either way, he seems perfectly chipper when I catch him outside the cafeteria.
“Did you overhear Ichiriki talking about that serial killer earlier?”
“Not in the least!”
“...”
Guess I’ll rehash what I heard. It’s not like I don’t have plenty of time to waste.
Once I’ve said everything I can think of, Itsurou mulls it over for a few moments.
“ ‘Twas accurate enough.”
“I do believe he missed a key feature of the murders, though. Unsurprising if he only read up on them for his own safety.”
“What feature is that?”
“All of the victims were in relationships, yes? Well, another common thread between the murders is...”
“In every case, the victims’ significant others had airtight alibis.”
“No signs of them anywhere near the crime scenes anywhere near the times of death. Most often along with surveillance or eyewitness accounts of where they were at the time.”
“Could it be a coincidence?”
“Oh, 'tis very possible.”
“But the killer has been exceedingly difficult to nail down. If the investigators count anything as coincidence, they would lose the few leads they have.”
“Huh.”
“Is there a reason for your sudden interest, if I may ask? You don’t hail from the States, do you?”
“I don’t.”
I let out a slow breath and tug at my sleeve.
Might as well tell him, right? He couldn’t have torn out the pages himself. If he needed to conceal it that badly, he would have hidden it in his personal room, where he doesn’t regularly invite people to come on in and explore.
“I just came across the name in one of your books.”
“I mean, one of your research books, not one you wrote.”
“Ah, I see. Do you have an interest in serial killers, then?”
“No. And I can’t say this experience is going to make me any fonder of them.”
“But the section about the Heartbreaker had been torn out of the book.”
“Truly?”
“The Table of Contents was intact, so I could still find out which section was missing, but...”
“I see. I may not have gone through every page of every book in there, but I would have noticed a section torn out.”
“And before you ask, I don’t believe there’s a soul here who hasn’t set foot in my study hall. And of course I cannot account for the period of time it was left unlocked, either.”
“Right.”
The one who kept it unlocked in the first place was Arthur... who's surely spent a good amount of time in America...
Hm. It’s suspicious, but... That guy, killing that many people and getting away with it? I just can’t buy it.
“Perhaps you think the killer might be among us, Miss Kakumi?”
“You seem cheerful about the possibility.”
He laughs, though he has to pause for another coughing bout.
“We’ll all die eventually, you know! If my fate were to be death at the hand of a serial killer, I’d consider that quite exciting!”
“Though I suppose I don’t fit the Heartbreaker’s victim demographic.”
Is he disappointed?
“Yeah, well, try to stay single, I guess.”
“Right...”
“But worry not. The possibility of losing my life at any moment doesn’t justify being exceedingly reckless about it.”
“Glad we can agree on that.”
The more we talk about it, the more I feel like the Heartbreaker is lurking just over my shoulder. I have to keep myself from turning around. Maybe we should just end it here. I might already be on the mastermind’s hit list, so let’s try not to end up on another one.
“Unless they’re the same person...?”
“Pardon?”
“Oh, nothing, sorry. I’ll see you around.”
“Very well. Have a nice evening, Miss Kakumi.”
“You, too.”
I take a step towards the dorm wing but come to a stop. Maybe I’ll hang around here for a minute. It’s a good hour before curfew. I wonder if Otoya’s eaten. Or if he’s going to. Same with Aki.
Well, I’m not their mom. I’m sure Yuki can keep an eye on Aki, and if I push Otoya too much he’ll probably go back to ignoring me.
I’m so busy staring at the wall I don’t notice someone leaving the cafeteria until they call my name. With a jolt, I turn.
“Sorry, hon. Didn’t mean to scare ya.”
“No, it’s fine. I shouldn’t be loitering, probably.”
“Well, there ain’t a rule against it.”
She lowers her voice a bit.
“I wanted to ask ya ‘bout somethin’. Maybe somewhere with a little less traffic, if that’s all right with you.”
That’s a little suspicious, frankly, but if I get to choose the location...
“Let’s go to my study hall.”
“That works.”
I make sure I lead the way upstairs, keeping a hand planted on the railing. Once we’re in my territory, I know the possible weapons well enough I ought to be just fine, but the stairwell is another story.
I don’t think Tamiko would kill me, anyway, but just to be safe.
We enter my study hall without incident.
“What’s up?”
“Nothin’ serious...”
“I heard some rumors is all, so I thought I oughtta ask around.”
I’m getting a bad feeling about this.
“About what?”
“Just, uh... Ya hear anything about anybody kissin’ on anybody they shouldn’t’a?”
“...”
How on earth should I answer this? Telling the truth doesn’t seem like a great idea, but lying could blow up, too. Maybe I can just...
“We’ve been kidnapped and told to kill each other in cold blood, four of us are dead—”
“—and people are still spreading rumors about about who kissed who?”
“Guess that kinda stuff’s bound to happen long as ya got enough people in one place, huh?”
She shakes her head.
“I don’t think anything happened, but you’d tell me if it had to do with me, right?”
“If it had to do with you, wouldn’t you know it already?”
“Oh, you know what I mean.”
What do I say, then? I genuinely haven’t heard anything, but I sure did see something. Still, I don’t know what led up to that, or what happened afterward. I don’t want to get everybody up in arms over what might just be a big misunderstanding.
Okay, I’m pretty sure it’s not a misunderstanding. But still. Maybe I’m just on edge after talking about serial killers all day, but... the last thing I need to do is turn anybody against each other. Being trapped here is tough enough. We don’t need any more ammo.
“If I hear something you ought to know, I’ll pass it on.”
“...All right.”
“Thanks, Kakumi. Sorry for buggin’ ya.”
“It’s no problem.”
I see her out of the room, and then it’s over. Could she tell I was lying? Does it matter? Maybe she just doesn’t want to think Arthur would do that. She did say her first boyfriend had cheated on her. I could see her refusing to believe it might happen again.
Who knows. I’m not a relationship counselor. I’ll just try to keep things from exploding.
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University - Animation Exercises - Character Turn Around
So far in semester 2 for Animation exercises we have been learning how to draw in 3D and animate with said 3D drawings, as well as learning the concepts of walk cycles whether it be a drawn or rigged walk cycle. To me our latest piece the “Character Turn Around” had in some way featured an aspect of everything we had done so far. Which left me feeling in this strange state of feeling good from learning a lot, but at the same time, feeling incomplete like I’d done something wrong or something was missing? In this post I will explain my creation process over this 5 week long project.
The Creation of my Character
Although this project officially began on the 2nd of March, for me it began on the 24th of February. We had to come to the following week’s lesson with a character we would turn around. This would prove challenging as this would be my first go at drawing in 3D on a PC with no reference. We had done perspective drawing for shadows and distance of objects in the past for AX1111, but never a full 3D design for an original character, so this would prove challenging for me. After three days of drawing and trying to open my mind to a 3D space, I had created my character. Inspired by both my grand parents baking and the video game character Dr Neo Cortex, who I had briefly used as a reference for research for my E4 Project (AX1011), I created a funnel, with a rectangular body and short stumpy legs it’s key characteristic was his comically large head and head popping out from inside his head.
First Character design
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Dr Neo Cortex Character
When the 2nd of March arrived I was feeling good about having everything ready to go, however everything became halted when the lesson began. Our tutor was explaining how it is best if your characters height and body proportions are three heads high. Since my character was mostly all head and small body, I felt I had to go back to the drawing board and tweak the design. Later that day, I contacted my tutor and asked him if he thought the design was acceptable for me to use. We discussed the design for around 15 minutes and he advised me to re think the design to include more features that stick out other than the hair.
After staring at my design for about half an hour, I decided to start over not feeling happy with the design or knowing what else to do with it. The next character was inspired by an accident I had, I was carrying through a cup of tea for my parents and burnt my hands when some spilt on the handle. It was at this moment of shock, I realised the handle sticking out from the cup reminded me of a nose and I came up with the idea to make my character a cup, it was only until I began sketching that i realised that there is an animated video game with a character called “Cuphead” which was identical for what I was going for. The last thing I ever wanted to do was copy something that already exists knowingly, so I back peddled to the source of the tea being a kettle which water is poured from into a cup or a tea pot.
Cuphead
Creating the Teapot Character
It was from here I decided to make my character a tea pot with its handle as a large inconvenient nose and the spout as a sort of pony tail/ hair. I sketched the design and asked my tutor again the next week on his opinion of the design was and if it was any better. He explained its a step in the right direction and noted he liked me making the handle the nose as most people would make the spout the nose (It was a different approach in design), however the character didn’t look like a teapot and more like a cooking pan. After the call I searched on the internet for teapots picked one and tried to draw it, the only issue was most images where a side view of the teapot and none from the handle which, made it difficult for me to visualise.
Second Character Design
Third Character Design
I contact the tutor again the same day with an updated design, again he thought it was getting there but some angles in the design weren’t quite right, he directed me to a website called “Sketchfab”. A website where people upload 3D models of objects and viewers can rotate around them and oddly enough I don’t own a Teapot so this was perfect and will likely refer back to this website for future projects. Anyway I realised and facepalmed myself upon realising the base shape of a teapot doesn’t change when rotating, only the spout an handle changed shape and position.
Once this was made apparent to me I spent the rest of the week refining the design, one other comment my tutor made in his feed back was try and make the characters T-shirt stand out, so I decided to make most of the body Twa related. So I made a square teabag the body/ T-shirt and the legs & feet two bent tea spoons. The arms where a mixture of these little stirs i would have to hand out at my old job, but made them silver instead of brown to match with the rest of the limbs and body parts. Lastly as an additional feature to stick out of the design I added a stringed label/ tag that can be found on some tea bag brands.
Animating the Turn Around
Now that the character design was finalised, I was worried about time, for a 4 week long project, I had spent two and an half of those weeks (Plus one more for the very first design) trying get the design right without beginning to learn and refine the techniques of animating. So I hit the ground running make this turn around top priority. I began by drawing the 8 eight key positions for the character, starting with the 3 quarte turn and rotating clockwise from there. I created with two roughs in shades of blue then did the final rough in black.
Using the Onion skin tool and following the Power Point provided to us on Blackboard, I drew the 8 key positions and made sure each section of the body was roughly one head in length. I copied the head and placed it to the side using Shift + Left arrow, in case I made a mistake with the head, I could easily replace it. When these 8 key positions where placed, I showed my tutor my current work, the feedback stated that I was doing OK, but the legs and feet kept growing and shrinking, changing length proportion.
At the time I was aware of this issue, but was not too sure how to resolve the issue. But, with only one week until the hand in date, I couldn’t wait around for answers, so I carried on inbetweening each key position to one another, again following the instructions on the power point. It did take me a day or two to understand how to use the “Shift and Trace” technique effectively, but I feel I had grasped a somewhat of an understanding of the method. Once this was done, I cleaned up any over laying lines and focused on the feet, as I noticed when i tried erasing all the feet, the legs never really changed size it was only the feet.
(Me Erasing overlapping/ additional lines)
It took me roughly three to four days to figure out how to remedy this, I tried many things such as adjusting the scale of the feet, tweaking the legs to accommodate the feet and giving the feet a bit more depth. However, it wasn’t until I placed two guidelines for the feet and drew the feet in-between each line that the changing size problem wasn’t as bad as it was, it was still there, but not as bad as it once was.
Final touch ups
Now that everything was finished, added two extra layers for the tea bad and tea grains and another layer for the netting which holds the tea inside. I coloured those in and the rest of the design and uploaded the work as a “Ver 1″, this was followed up two days later with “Ver 2″ where I had cleaned up some of the lines, overlaying colours and fixed the tag/ label on the characters back to look less jumpy (changing positions each frame).
Conclusion
Overall, in a sense this was the project I was anticipating to happen, where it ticks all the boxes of things to do I was worried about before starting on the course. And now I’m at the end of the project, like at the start of this post I’m both happy as I feel like I learned a lot, but I still feel that I need to refine these skills. Like the previously mentioned Shift + trace as I feel I will need to practice this in the future to become better equated with it. Also small details such as the netting shifting positions, mainly due to time constraints and trying to create depth for both the front netting and side netting (on the body).
When something like this appears again, I’m curious to see how it goes, now knowing the difficulties I may face and knowing how to overcome some of them better.
Additional/ Unused Screenshots
For the first three images, the context for them is my tutor, suggested as a way to help me understand leg rotation and body rotation, I could try sticking two pencils to some blue tack and rotate the blue tack from the spine of the model.
Unfortunately, I didn’t have any pencils on me at the time so I used three small wooden barbecue skewers. However due to this, I wasn’t sure if this would work, so I created the teabag body and spoon legs/ feet and stuck them together with white Tack.
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