#i want that to be their ship name SOSO bad

[delusion-incarnate]

apple pie but make them highschool!! (yes trudy is wearing one of kelseys shirts glad you noticed fr)

[i-am-a-multiple-choice-question]

INTRO !!

WELCOME TO THE WICKED CLOWNZ COLLECTIVE !! :3

BOUNDRIES

:33 < HIIII !! MY NAME IS NEPETA !! BUT YOU CAN ALSO CALL ME "NEP" !! I AM APART OF THE WICKED CLOWNS COLLECTIVE !! I RECENTLY DISCOVERED WE'RE PLURAL BY FINDING THE CREATORS PLURAL BLOG :3 IDIDNT REALISE I WAS ACTUALLY PLURAL :P

:33 < MY PRONOUNS ARE THEY/IT/MEOW/PAW/MEW/CLAW/CAT/FLUFF/SCRATCH/NEP/NEPETA/NEPETASELF !! YOU CAN ALSO THROW IN A "SHE" SOMETIMES IF IM COMFORTABLE !! IM TRANSFEM, NYANBINARY, AND CATGENDER !! I DONT LABEL MY SEXUALITY, BUT I AM QUEER !! I ALSO USE 1PP PRONOUNS WHICH ARE MEW/MEOW AND OCCASIONALLY NEP/NEPETA !!

:33 < I AM A FICTIVE/FICTIONKIN (I USE BOTH TERMS) OF NEPETA FROM HOMESTUCK !! IF YOU ARE A DOUBLE, PLEASE DNII !! THIS IDENTITY IS VERY IMPORTANT TO MEOW AND MEOW IS NOT COMFORTABLE INTERACTING WITH "OTHER MES" !! ALSO, IM A THERIAN !! I AM A CAT AMBITHERIAN QUESTIONING PUP AMBITHERIAN, GOLDEN RETRIEVER THERIAN AND PITBULL THERIAN !! :3c

:33 < I AM DATING TEREZI, WHO IS ANOTHER SYSTEM MEMBER !! PLEASE DNI IF YOU SELFSHIP WITH HER OR ME !! I AM NOT LOOKING TO DATE ANYONE ELSE !! >:/ ME AND TEREZI ARE MATESPRITES, BUT IM CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR MY EQUIUS MEOWRAIL !!

:33 < MEW IS ALSO A PETRE AND AGERE !! MY AGE RANGE IS FURROM 5-8 (BUT POSSIBLY CAN CHANGE :3c) AND I PETRE TO A SMALL PUP/KITTEN ! :3

:33 < I TYPE IN ALL CAPS, AND WITH A ":33 <" AT THE BEGINNING OF MY SENTENCES !! I USED TO DO A LOT OF CAT PURRNS, BUT NOT SO OFTEN NOW !! I ALSO SOMETIMEZ REPLACE THE "S" WITH A "Z"

:33 < I AM JUST VERY VERY SILLY, PURRL33SE BE NICE TO ME !! :33 READ THE IMPORTANT STUFFZ BELOWZ !!!!

DNI

YOU ARE RACIST/SEXIST/HOMOPHOBIC/TRANSPHOBIC ECT BASIC STUFFZ

YOU POST SWEARS/SLURS/WORDS THAT TRIGGER ME UNBLURRED (CHECK BOTTOM FOR TRIGGER TAG)

YOU GET MAD AT ME FOR USING MY TQ/TRY MAKE ME NOT USE IT, OR YOU TRY SEPARATING ME FURROM MY SOURCE

YOU ARE ANTI PLURALS/DONT BELIEVE IN THEM !!

YOU ARE AGAINST PETRE/AGERE/ALTERHUMANS/XENOS/HARMLESS IDENTITIES SILLY !!!!

YOU SHIP ILLEGAL RELATIONSHIPS !! PURROSHIPURR

AGGRESSIVE ANTI ENDOS. MY HOST MAY NOT GET INTO SYSCOURSE, BUT ME PURRSONYALLY, I AM NEUTRAL LEANING TO PRO ENDO. IF THE HOST IS FURRENDS WITH ANTI ENDOS, MEOW DONT CARE BUT MY BOUNDARIES ARE: AGGRESSIVE ANTI ENDOS PLEASE DNI. NEUTRALZ, PROS, ENDOS AND RESPECTFUL ANTIZ CANT INTERACTZ. ALSO WE MAY NOT HAVE THE SAME OPINION, BECAUSE WE ARE DIFFERENT PEOPLE

SELFSHIPPERS/DOUBLES OF ME OR TEREZI

PEOPLE WHO ARENT NORMAL ABOUT FICTIVES/FACTIVES :P

REALITY CHECKERSSSS !!!! I HATE YOUUUU !!!!

WHATEVER THE DNI SAYS ON MY HOST'S BLOG @aftonsparv-bugzz BECAUSE I AGR33 WITH ALL OF IT

HOMESTUCK HATERZ

TRIGGER TAG FOR THE COLLECTIVE IS "tag for the wicked clownz" TRIGGER TAGS FOR THE CREATOR ARE "tesco don't look" AND "tagging for clown"

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PLEASE INTERACT !!

ALTERHUMANS

CRINGE KIDZ

SCENE KIDZ

(ACTUALLY) DELUSIONAL PEOPLE AND SCHIZOSPECS !!

FICTIVES/FICTKINS

SOURCEMATES !!

AGE/PETRES

NICE PEOPLEZ !!

FURRIEZ !!

PLURALZ !!

WARRIOR CATZ FANZ AND INVADER ZIM FANZ !! I WANT TO GET IN THOSE FANDOMZ !!

HOMESTUCKZ

ECT !!

BYI/BYF

I AM A VERY CRINGEY SCENE KID/ALTERHUMAN/AGEPETRE/QUEER !!

I ALWAYS USE A TQ, AND ALWAYS TYPE IN GREEN !! (WITH AN OCCASIONAL RAINBOW !!

I AM SOSO SENSITIVE !!!! PLEASE BE NICIEZ !!!!

MY OPINIONS, THOUGHTS, F33LINGZ, ECT ARE NOT THE SAME AS THE CREATOR'S, AND WE ARE NOT THE SAME PURRSON

COLLECTIVELY DELUSIONAL. COLLECTIVELY "PROBLEMATICLY" DELUSIONAL TOO. IF YOU FIND ANY DELUSIONS "PROBLEMATIC" "RACIST" "ABELIST" ECT DNI. DELUSIONS CANNOT BE CONTROLLED. DELUSIONAL FOLKS ARENT PROBLEMATIC FOR THEIR "BAD" DELUSIONS.

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO ADD RIGHT NOW, I'LL ADD MORE LATER !! :3

CREDITZ !!

:33 < BANNER + WHOLE BLOG THEME

:33 < BLINKIEZ, BLINKIEZ, BLINKIEZ, BLINKIEZ, BLINKIEZ !!

TAG GUIDE !!

"⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ *ac twiches her friendly whiskers at ct* ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ " - TALKING !! :3

"⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ nep's repaws and claws ! :3⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ " - REBLOGZ :3

"⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ did you ever have someone nice back on earth who you loved?⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ " - VENTZ

"⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ i miss pounce a lot :((⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ " - MISSING SOURCEMATEZ

"⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ i am very purrturbed by this⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ " - ASKS

:33 < THIS MAY BE UPDATED LATER !!

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SIDEBLOGGIEZ !!

:33 < AGE/PETRE SIDEBLOG:

@little-nepz

:33 < PLURAL BLOG WHERE WE ALL POST FURROM:

@i-am-a-multiple-choice-question

:33 < THE CREATOR/ORIGINAL'S BLOG:

@aftonsparv-bugzz

:33 < OK IDONT KNOW WHAT TO DO NOW UH

:33 < BLINKIE ATTACK !!!!

[marigoidz]

for the character ask game... what if... what if i said all the numbers for emma............ (im bad at choosing) and potentially emily too if youre feeling up to it

Questions for context

1. Since I'll go into a little more detail later, I'll just say I like her because she makes me happy. That's like. The #1 reason anyway

2. I like that she's complicated I suppose. That she wants to make people happy but can often come off as mean. That despite the popular girl aura she's pretty shit at socializing. That the way she views herself is so different from how others view her. I love conflicting elements in characters. soso much

3. Her relationship with Jacob. Watching their interactions is like psychological torture. Like I'm BEGGING them to stay away from each other

4. I would love to see her as a girlfail superhero. Not from a specific company or anything. I think most of her attempts to save people would leave them a little worse off and it would be. rather funny

5. How to Be a Heartbreaker by MARINA

6. Nothing that's completely canon really. Besides the warmth and love in my heart for Abigail Blyg

7. When they make her geeky in headcanons

8. When they make her the most evil and/or boring person ever in headcanons

9. No, only because she's a vlogger and I would get sick of seeing/hearing her film

10. I'd like to think so

11. In theory, sure

12. She likes getting her nails done to look like claws around Halloween

13. :D

14. I'm not the most knowledgeable about aesthetics but. From what I've seen of Y2k it seems like something she might be into

15. BlygBank on top forever and always

16. Her and Jacob. Whatever their ship name is. Hardly anyone ships them anyway (for good reason)

17. I guess RyEmma? Just because shipping them wouldn't fit my headcanons. Taking my top two favs and smooshing their faces together is something I usually like to do but. Not in this case

18. Abi. Because of course

19. Once again, Jacob

20. I don't think anyone would make a better best friend for Emma than Abi

21. Haven't written enough to have opinions here

22. I haven't actually read any fics for TQ that I can remember soo idk

23. I am simply incapable of choosing

24. My two strongest associations with her are Rachel Amber and Barbara Finch

25. I did not like her at all when I was watching playthroughs and as soon as I started playing I began to grow. Unhealthily attached

[liuwithheadcanons]

I feel kinda bad for Zed like he doesn’t want anyone to be outcasted but by doing so he’s letting his heritage be erased and trying to get others do to the same in the name of not getting oppressed :((,

Also Addison is soSO ANNOYING 

Also

ZED AND HIS DAD ARE SO CUTE I NEED MORE ADORABLE SOFT DAD AND SON RELATIONSHIPS 😭

also no I’m not shipping them istg,,ugh

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

ari should i watch the apothecary diaries? i've been kinda interested in it for a while + you keep hyping it up... today i woke up with the opening playing in my head

i agree with what you said about jinshi, his behavior reminds me a little of cult leader geto's antics... he's so pathetic... (my all time most favorite genre of men after motherly). he's also so so beautiful and the lining of his outer thing (sorry i don't know what it's called... fake chinese moment) is really similar to the sash on geto's gojo kesa... which i think is sooooo beautiful as well

n my friend said i'm realllllyy similar to maomao so this will probably be a self-indulgent watch for me... read her backstory and it's making me so sad but she comes across as so strong... i'm already so attached to her it's not even funny. also i didn't know your whole family was into anime!! that's so wholesome and cute..

about the kenny plushes, they don't sell very well (especially in the jp fandom!) so you can get them for sooo cheap. you can use a proxy if you really want to! i use sendico and the shipping isn't bad! i know they ship to a lot of smaller european countries too ^ ^

i can NOT believe they got lost at sea. omfg i am fuming for you that is so very sad. we should track down the ship. that lost it. it's negligence.

are you talking about these? https://jp.mercari.com/item/m92282289388 i actually have the cat plush one that's fairly similar! https://jp.mercari.com/item/m20944297256 N ABOUT THE MERCH I JUST.......... ORDERED A LOOK UP.... finally found geto's for a reasonable price :( now i just have to wait for golden week to end for it to shipp,.w;...... AND THIS ONE https://jp.mercari.com/item/m89522427367 where he looks so hot that i'm literally about to die

thank you so much for listening to my rambles!! :D <3 🌖🌖

🌖 ANONNNNNNNN

YOU SHOULDDDD YOU SHOULD!!!!!!! it’s super duper duper good!!!!!!!!!!!! it’s so great!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the plot is amazing and the animation is gorgeous and the characters are so so charming…. JINSHI IS LITERALLY CULT LEADER GETO just. less evil. and more flirty. he’s kinda like…. if you mixed cult leader geto and teen toru in one big bowl. BUT HE’S GENUINELY VERY SIMILAR TO HOW I PICTURE CULT!GETO BEING W A CRUSH…. like….. in an au where there aren’t any complications and you’re on his side. i think he’s soooo silly and bratty and pouty. but he wants you to lean on him so badly.

he makes me insane btw motherly/pathetic men are the actual standard ANYWAYYY MAOMAO. i adore her!!!!! just as much as jinshi!!!!!! 🥺 AND WE’RE TWINNING SO HARD 🌖 ANONNNNN i see myself as super similar to her too 😭😭 just. the way she acts…. but she rlly is so lovely and funny and soso strong!!!! she’s a wonderful character……

AND YES KINDA PHDKDJ … honestly it’s mostly just. me and my two older brothers. but my mom likes manga!!! i think she’s still caught up on detective conan to this day…. the amount of chapters are frankly really silly i can’t believe it’s still ongoing 💀 BUTTT i do force my older sis to watch anime w me sometimes :3 yesterday i made her binge dungeon meshi w me!!! i’m still not nearly finished w it (and all the episodes aren’t out yet!!) but i recommend it SO strongly it’s so feel-good but also so???? idk. it’s special. and i adore laios like nothing else…. mr puppydog…….

BUT WAHHHHHH :((((((( kenny being neglected…. sniffle……… i tried using that site but it does Not work for me lmao it won’t let me register my credit card :’3 and i’m worried since i can only write my name and adress using english letters…… the kenny stuff rlly was so cheap grrr i’m mad. but oh well!!!

AND YES EXACTLY IT’S THOSE CATS!!!! 🥺🥺 wahhhhh i need the goken set so BADLY just look at them…. the meowmeows ever…….

all the merch you linked…. GRRRRR you are tempting me so hard rn 😭😭 THAT ONE OFFICIAL GETO ART. need him so bad. he looks soooooo fucking good it should be illegal…… i’m also sooooo jealous you found geto’s look up!!!!! i need to hunt him down!!!!!!!!!!!! but i can’t spend any more money on merch this month…. sobs…….. I’M ALWAYS VERY HAPPY TO HEAR ABT YOUR MERCH ESCAPADES THOUGHHH i hope your sugus reach you safely!!!!! pls send pics once he comes home plspls 🥺🥺🥺

[solarwindsempire]

(CW: Analogince (Roman x Logan x Virgil), caps lock for a while)

*The ship CW is primarily there for fictives who may stumble across this post and be uncomfortable with ship talk of their source

About to go on a full TANGENT, do I have a name? NOPE. Do I know that I would fuCKING DIE FOR ANALOGINCE? YEPP

SO LIKE WHO ELSE HAS RANDOM FANFIC IDEAS? CUZ WE DO 24/7 AND SO HELP ME SOMEONE GIVE US MOTIVATION TO WRITE IT

SOSO UUHHH, TITLED ANALOGOUS BECAUSE ANALOGOUS COLORS, RED, PURPLE, AND BLUE ARE ANALOGOUS (SHHH I KNOW IT'S TECHNICALLY "RED-PURPLE" AND "BLUE-PURPLE" BUT THROW ME A BONE)

I'M A SUCKERRRR FOR SOULMATE AUS RIGHT? RIGHT? THEY MAY BE "CRINGEY" OR WHATEVER BUT SCREW OFF THIS IS MY (SHARED) BRAIN I CAN DO WHAT I WANT

SOSOSOSO COLOR THEMED SOULMATE AU AHHH THE BRAIN IS LIKE DYING WHILE I'M TRYING TO TYPE THE IDEA. SO SO SO THE TYPE OF SOULMATE AU WHERE YOUR SOULMATE'S PAIN SHOWS UP ON YOU IN COLORS

THIS APPLIES TO PHYSICAL PAIN AND EMOTIONAL PAIN. EMOTIONAL PAIN IS REPRESENTED IN SILHOUETTES OF FLOWERS. PHYSICAL PAIN SHOWS UP IN BLOTCHES IF IT ISN'T VISIBLE ON THE OTHER PERSON, IF IT IS VISIBLE IT SHOWS UP HOW IT WOULD ON THEM BUT AS A SOLID COLOR. SIZES DEPEND ON HOW MUCH THE THING HURT

SO ONTO THE ACTUAL IDEA:

(uhhHH CW for brief mentions of a bad home life, bruises/scratches, and bullying (all separate things), affectionate(?) use of the term klutz, slight mention of toxic masculinity lol, mentions of repression)

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Roman always had an affinity for the arts, it didn't matter which ones you were talking about. He spent his formative years working on all of them, he auditioned for every play he could practically since he could walk, he spent his free time either replicating the cartoon's he'd watch or escaping his home-life by staying late with the music teacher. He was always called talented, he took it to heart.

Most people thought he had just one soulmate, after all, he didn't get many blue marks. As a kid he marveled at how blue (that's what he resolved to call them, as he didn't get a name) nearly never got hurt! He worried for purple, who seemed to always be giving him flowers or purple bruises. But the colors always faded, that was good, right?

He and his brother decided to nickname their soulmates. Blue was, well they just stuck to Blue, but purple- purple got various silly names. "Lavender Klutz" being the least creative of them.

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Logan had trouble hiding the fact he had two. Red presented a new scratch or bruise every day, and Violet.... well, Logan's other soulmate was quite the klutz, both emotionally and physically.

His hobbies were books and studying, though sometimes he'd enjoy making bracelets with his friend to make them happy. He was always called mature, or "a real man", for how he regulated emotions. As if it wasn't all just repression from a young age.

He was careful, his feelings weren't hurt often because everything was numb. He didn't get hurt because, well, he needed good spatial awareness from a young age. It was rare for him to bump into things, trip, or even get targeted.

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For the longest time Virgil wrote off Blue as his own injuries, they looked similar enough to normal bruises that he could ignore them. He didn't remember when he started, he wasn't sure he wanted to either.

Red was regarded as his soulmate by his family, I believe they nicknamed "her" as Rose. Scratches, bruises, flowers, sure they were more common to show up than on other kids- but Virgil tried not to let paranoia get to him about it.

He was good at drawing, monochrome and analogous landscapes being his favorite. In a weird way, the landscapes helped him express himself. Each color had an association with an emotion in his soul, though the colors were- very arbitrary.

Brown was sadness, it was a sick and dull brown, almost grey. Happiness was also brown, but the type of brown in rich soil or chocolate chip cookies. Things like that. Though, he always liked to note how his and his soulmates (he reluctantly admitted to himself that there were two) colors could be analogous if there was just a purple in the middle. He also took to writing, fanfictions, dumb poems, he enjoyed escaping his mind, or at least dumping it on a page to be the world's problem now.

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The three met in college, Virgil and Roman first. The two had an art class together, bonded over rival-like banter. The two held a playful rivalry with each other, actually enjoying each other's company. They never realized the whole soulmate thing because of how Virgil dressed, always nearly fully covered.

Roman met Logan while working his ass off at a grocery store. His family wouldn't (not couldn't, I should specify) pay for his schooling unless he became a lawyer or a doctor or something, so, working while doing school and theatre it was. Logan was buying some, frankly pitiful, groceries for him and his roommate. The two didn't attend the same school, but they were near enough.

The two butted heads at first, Logan being annoyed with Roman's theatrics and insistence to help when someone showed the slightest of struggle. But after a while, it grew to be endearing and Logan suggested the two hang out when they were both free. It was tough to figure out a day with Logan's schedule alone, top that with Roman's and it was near impossible. But, they settled for studying together over the weekend.

AnnnD it progresses from there ye s I have ideas for that but shhhhHH

(I gained a name a few hours after initially writing this :> -Vinyl)

[bemtevis]

PAN BIG RED ALSO LOCED AND SOSO VALID

PAN BIG RED RIGHTS LOVE THAT FOR HIM

And yeah! Seb and Carlos are ADORABLE AND LIKE I LOVE THEM. But i hate the lack of development theyre given, If they had ✨development✨ id be all over it but well at least im goad theyre there

I also dont trust disney doing it right but......

Tbh ninis trope was good! At least how it was done? But I've seen WAYYYYY too much of it

Specially during the time period I personally did smth similar and then I felt bad and literally felt I was betraying people?

So after that I jave a deep hatred for that

Let girls have ambition pls

RICARDO IT IS IDK HIS NAME

BUT YEAH I DONT SHIP TEACHERS BUT THEYRE SO CUTE OK-

AGREE YESSS

Give the gays what they want!!! (flawed characters and relationships that will heal and develop over time)

Let!! Girls!! Have!! Ambition!! Nini's storyline wasn't awful or anything but it could have been better imo

Give her some depth, let her talk about it! Leaving the school can't have been all sunshine and rainbows, come on

RICARDO MY BELOVED

[beesnutz]

Tell me everything about ace attorney. Any game or the whole franchise, your pick (this is about the ask game)

e..... everything? 😟😟😟

fav character - MAYA FEY she is soooo underappreciated in the games! they always get SO close to getting it by making her a fleshed out character but right when theyre about to they just switch back to making her the comic relief assistant and im SICK OF IT! btw this doesnt mean more screentime we all saw what happened with soj when they tried going that route

2nd fav character - oh man oh man this is hard... klavier :) again i think he had soooo much potential but alas poor sales and not enough answered questions left him to collect dust </3 i also really really really like lang. i want to know more about him .why do i like the characters that capcom hates o<-< theres also so soso many girls i like in this game

least fav character - theres the obligatory ones like hotti manella etc etc but excluding the ones that are meant to be hated on ...clay but this is that like,fandom phenomena where the characters done nothing wrong i just think the fans are a little bit annoying with him

the character im most like  - missile

favourite pairing - being honest i dont do a lot of shipping period, its not something that intently interests me .. hauuu i think ill say franmaya though :) comfort food! i think they deserve someone like eachother.. i also like junithena, klapollo and edgeworthxlang :D OH OH i also loveeeee ron and desiree theyre so lovely<3 yes im ignoring the big one for a reason

least fav pairing  - ignoring all the gross ones like. i cant think of any huge ones that i always Scoff at people are pretty tame usually. Oh i guess one i could mention is brightquill?? or whatever the name is i dont get that one..hmm. ive also seen athena x trucy a few times and its like. weird to me because they havent changed the writing for trucy even if she grew  up so she still feels 15 to me and thats weird

favourite moment - closing the game /j no im bad with things like this because i havent played the game in a hot minute and ive forgotten most of the big parts but i really liked solving the last case of jfa i felt cool

rating out of 10 - 7/10?? which is kind? of low but thats because dd/soj gave it a big blow lawl... BTW i still havent played most of the spin offs so again its kind of hard to give a big franchise a simple rating like this

ty for this ask i went on for too long<3 send me a series!

[7-oh-ta1]

Soso sorry i dont think yoshiki was trying to shut her up by yelling back at her. Wasnt he just arguing same as her? They were both yelling & i get she why she was scared but dont think he’d considered their size difference, or that he expects anything from her for helping her from being a vegetable. I am sorry about how the fandom is though & yeah i feel kinda pathetic trying to defend a fictional ship but I’m pathetic lol. You don’t have to dignify this with a response or whatever

Nah dude, you're fine! As long as you're not arguing just for arguments sake and vaguing about me on other platforms, I don't mind having a conversation. 😌

!!!HOWEVER!!!

Dude, if you like this ship, please go bonkers over it. Go write a fanfiction and make some fanart. You don't need to gain validation from me or anyone to like a ship. Instead of talking about it to people who dislike the ship, I implore you to find like minded people (Ay*shiki shippers are e v e r y w h e r e you can't miss em) and explore what you enjoy about it. I will never be able to validate your belief that it's a good ship because I think it's a toxic ship with too many red flags. That's why I'm saying this. And I'm not saying you can't talk to me or anything cause it's just a ship!! I'm just saying I can't fulfill the Ay*shiki need, you know?

That being said, let's talk the entranceway scene. This scene isn't a bad scene, I think it gives a good insight on the difference between these two and how they perceive things.

"They were both yelling & I get she why she was scared but [I] don't think he’d considered their size difference..."

You're right on your mark here, they were mutually arguing, and Yoshiki wasn't thinking about their size difference. That's the thing: most men usually don't think about that. They just think it's an argument and naturally they want to win the argument, which winning is the other person shutting up (therefore he has the last word and the argument is over).

However, that's the point. Yoshiki wasn't considering Ayumi's feelings at all. He wasn't considering why she started calling him names (not thinking about size difference), and he just lashed out back.

"She hurt his feelings >:( He has a right to be angry and yell in her face!" (in quotes cause it's an opinion I used to have)

Here's the thing. Without getting into a personal example, I can tell you 100% that the way Ayumi responded in that situation to him raising his voice at her was a defensive response, from the way she worded it but also the way her VA portrayed it. Not defensive because her feelings were hurt, but defensive because she is alone with her delinquent classmate who is larger than her and instead of understanding what she was saying beforehand, he gets aggressive and starts yelling and she needs to cut him down with words before he gets anymore aggressive. It's not my go-to response but it's actually very realistic, I've seen my sister react this way multiple times when a man is physically aggressive towards her. (She's 5'0 and so most men are very much so larger than her)

"I don't think Yoshiki was trying to shut her up by yelling back at her. Wasn't he just arguing same as her?"

Most men never see their behavior as aggressive. They don't think towering over you and tensing their shoulders and yelling is aggressive. They think they're just making their point. In fact they do it almost subconsciously. (Bonus Points if you call them out on it and they scream, "I'm not being aggressive!!" in your face) But they're not just making a point to a girl OR boy that's that much smaller than them. It's physical intimidation, whether Yoshiki thinks he's doing it or not. And he did get what he wanted, no? The argument stopped, at the low low price of towering over a tiny girl and making her feel smaller than she already is. Did he see anything wrong with this behavior? (as in, did he think he was physically intimidating her?) No. In his mind, he would never do something like that, in fact he's trying to protect her!

But he still did it. How Yoshiki feels about what he did literally doesn't matter. It made Ayumi uncomfortable and small enough to shrink away and shut up. How it made Ayumi feel is what matters because it affects her. He didn't have any consequences for the way he acted, she did. Ayumi was flinging insults as a defense, and Yoshiki was standing over her as an offense. The fact that he failed to realize how wrong his behavior was and at least apologize is a major red flag to me on toxic behavior. (Because from his POV, his feelings were hurt! :( She was the meanie!)

The problem (to me) here is that you're treating Yoshiki like the victim in this scenario. "But what about him? How did he feel?" when regardless of how he felt he still physically intimidated her.

TL;DR:

I saw your other ask saying you don't blame Ayumi, and that's wonderful, but you're still treating Yoshiki like he's on the short end of the argument when the truth is we only see this scene from his POV, so it's easy to sympathize with him.

I also want to say that while this scene is one of the major driving points for me, it's not the only reason I hate Ay*shiki. It's just the one I brought up for that rant. I've already said a lot of my reasons before and quite frankly do we really want to go into all that? Maybe on a concise bullet list but that seems arbitrary to me.

As for your last line:

"...or that he expects anything from her for helping her from being a vegetable."

I'm not exactly sure what you mean here and it's certainly not anything I talked about in that post. Also regardless of his actions she is most definitely in a vegetative state at the end of BD and beginning of DP, if that's what you mean. You'll have to elaborate further, if you want!

I'll say it: you're not pathetic or dumb. There's nothing wrong with liking or LOVING this ship. You just won't get any validation about how swell from me and that's okay. You don't need my approval to enjoy things. I'm glad you liked my headcanon about Satoshi and I hope you know you don't need to apologize! You have every right to like what you like, you just won't find it's content here anymore. It's all well and good you don't find the ship toxic, but I do find there to be too many red flags for me and I'm going to say it regardless.

[girlglassestheotherone]

2030

“I like to think it was character building,” Leslie Perkins Traeger said while unbuckling her seat belt. Her brother Oliver had just parked his car in one of the student spots in the Pawnee High School parking lot. Oliver shook his head, thinking about a good response. Their entire ride had been a long nostalgia tinged fight, a discussion about their childhood had spiraled out since they got into the car twenty minutes earlier.

“You bullied me, pretty much my entire life, Leslie” Oliver said, following his sister up the sidewalk to the school’s entrance. He and his parents called her Leslie, but most people they knew had their own nickname for her or just called her by her initials, LC. Right now Oliver was tempted to throw another, much worse name at her, but he didn’t want to give LC the ammo again. “And you think it was character building?”

“You’re right,” LC said, stopping and turning around to face him. “It was more like a lab experiment and you were a guinea pig.”

“That’s even worse!” LC didn’t respond, instead waved to one of her friends off in the distance. Oliver peered to see who she was waving to. “I should tell Sonia. I can’t believe I’ve never told Sonia. My own, girl, friend, type person.”

“Girlfriend? Are you guys Gryzzl official now?” LC asked, gesturing for Sonia to join them. Oliver shrugged and muttered something. He did like Sonia, and technically, they had been out on a few dates, but the idea of saying “my girlfriend” made his feel queasy for some reason. Sonia reached them and kissed Oliver on the cheek, then ran over and hugged LC.

“Lele!” Sonia squealed, using her Leslie nickname of choice.

“Soso!” LC replied. Oliver rolled his eyes at his sister, who mid hug had glared at him, the look that Oliver interpreted as go away. The Knope Wyatt triplets had spent the past week before school started visiting their aunt in Minnesota, and Sonia was catching LC up on what had been going on. Oliver was glad his sister was taking all of Sonia’s attention right now as they walked together into the school’s entrance. He thought about how he would break the news that Sonia’s bestie was actually the worst person ever.

“Hey, Sonia, speaking of PC,” Oliver started to say, sensing an opportunity when Sonia mentioned her pet guinea pig Paper Clip. It was one of the animals the Knope Wyatt’s adopted when Stephen was on a very odd naming kick. Paper Clip joined the family the same day they adopted a hamster named Stapler and their rabbit Three Hole Punch.

“Don’t you have class on the second floor, Ollie?” LC asked, pointing for her brother to go in the opposite direction. She and Sonia were headed towards the door of the school’s computer lab, where Sonia had her coding class.

“Actually, we both have study hall, and I was hoping to spend it in the computer lab with my,” Oliver hesitated and lowered his voice, “girlfriend. If that’s alright.” Sonia nodded and unhooked her elbow from LC, taking Oliver’s hand.

“I have to show you this hilarious new website,” Sonia said, leading Oliver into the lab, “actually, it’s not new, but they made a lot of changes to whitehouse.gov after Trump was in office.” LC peered through the clear door of the computer lab, Oliver having flipped the bird behind himself in her direction.

“Real mature, Ollie,” LC muttered as she started to walk in the direction of her own first period class. “Just because I called you a chunkatron. Like once. Or a bunch of times.”

She didn’t want to think about it, but she did regret the guinea pig science experiment comment. It was her own attempt at defending herself. The car ride had reminded her of so many instances in which LC had hurt Oliver with her name calling about his weight. She had thought it was a compliment to point out he had lost a lot of weight since joining the swim team earlier in the year.

“And maybe I made a lot of oink sounds when you ate. But Sonia was my best friend before she was best friend and girlfriend,” LC said with air quotes around girlfriend and best friend. She hated that Oliver and Sonia were a thing, almost as much as she hated that Sonia considered Oliver also a best friend. 

More students ambled into the hallway and LC tried to keep most of her thoughts in her head. LC could still see Sonia and Oliver through the transparent wall of the computer lab. Both of them were chatting and neither looked particularly upset. And, “oh gross,” LC thought, noticing Sonia and Oliver had snuck in a quick kiss. “I’ll just text him and apologize and ask him to let me explain to Sonia myself and then I can,” she stopped, realizing she was talking out loud again and someone had noticed.

“Explain what to Sonia?” Westley asked, shutting the door to his locker. Or maybe it was Stephen. LC spent so much time with only Sonia since both families had moved to Indiana that she was the only one who wasn’t able to tell them apart. Westley wore glasses, but she knew from her conversation with Sonia earlier that Westley was stuck wearing contacts while waiting for his new pair to arrive. 

She kicked herself for not being able to tell them apart. She was Leslie Perkins Traeger, the all A getter who skipped two grades. The triplets had only skipped one grade. Regardless of who it was, LC was not about to tell him anything about her history with Oliver. If Sonia hadn’t been informed by Oliver, Sonia’s brother, whoever he was, would let her know.  

“The plot of Jane Eyre,” LC blurted out. “We have a test on it and Sonia was asking me questions.”

“Oh, of course,” Westley or Stephen said, “Ok, I would never tell her this but like, for years I wondered, can she read?” LC tried to suppress a giggle, though she was insulted on Sonia’s behalf, this was oddly making her feel more normal. That was seriously bitchy of him to say about his sister and it was ok to think that about him because he wasn’t a girl. 

Oliver had used that word once, after an especially mean comment from her about him overeating. Both of them got grounded for weeks. Oliver had actually apologized for what he said and not months after the fact. She only stopped calling him names after he lost weight. And she hadn’t yet said sorry.

“Am I a bitch?” LC asked.

“What?”

“Nothing.”

“I would never call you or any woman that word and no one should,” Westley or Stephen said. “Who said that?” He looked around the hallway, ready to take on someone. He almost looked as if he could punch someone. LC still didn’t know which of her best friend’s brothers he was, but he was definitely someone she wanted to be Gryzzl official with. The only person he saw was John Swanson, at which point his expression changed. Stephen, it was definitely Stephen, LC now realized, ran over and the two boys hugged and then did a stupid handshake.

“I am totally shipping those two,” a girl behind LC remarked. LC turned around to see Catherine de Forest, who had second period geometry with LC. “I mean, I don’t know if they’re gay, but you never know.”

“Crap, don’t be gay,” LC muttered, looking at Stephen, who based on everything she’d seen and Sonia had said about him, seemed, she now realized like he was very gay. Even if she was mostly thinking how into theater and baking he was. But on the other hand, Oliver loved baking and musicals too and he was straight.

“Rude,” Catherine said, opening the door of their math class.

“Not, you, Cat,” LC said, walking into class behind her. “Not lady gay. This is the one rare instance where I am not ok with someone being into dudes.”

“Rude,” their geometry teacher Mr. Walker said.

“No, what I meant was, this one particular guy, not you, you and your husband are so cute together, and that’s fine with me. Not that I need to be fine with it. Love is love,” LC said in a rush. Catherine apologized for her, adding a quick lie that LC was just back from getting her wisdom teeth out and was still groggy and dragged her friend to the two seats in the back row. Mr. Walker seemed to take that as a fair explanation and started class.

“Quick thinking, thanks Cat,” LC said in a whisper.

“No problem, I have to cover for my sister a lot,” Catherine said, referring to her own sister Penelope’s bad habits, including the elder de Forest’s rumored drug dealing. “Although that all stops if I go into the police academy after graduation. Boy, I hope we don’t eventually have a showdown that pits family against justice.”

“Yep, definitely feel better about how my brother and I interact,” LC thought. She didn’t know how she would make things up to Oliver, but she was determined to.

[losing-sensibility-blog]

these are some asks bc im a big fucc

Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora? iTunes bc fuck all that noise but i use pandora to find new good shit is your room messy or clean? so bad so messy what color are your eyes? like brown but apparently less brown than some people have do you like your name? why? eh its alright i dont have a problem with it i just wish it had a cooler meaning what is your relationship status? TAKEN AS FUCK WATCH OUT LADIES MY GIRL ABOUTTA STOMP YOU IF YOU LOOK AT ME THE WRONG WAY describe your personality in 3 words or less; cringe, disconcerting, apathetic what color hair do you have? broWn what kind of car do you drive? color? i don’t where do you shop? hot topic, vans, zumies, tilly’s, rocket fizz how would you describe your style? like a wannabe skater/stoner favorite social media account; fucking........>>>>>> i hate them all so tumblr what size bed do you have?  mark (twi)a(n) any siblings? 4 half siblings, i know two, dont know two if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? colorado bc its been my favorite place since childhood  favorite snapchat filter? any of the ones that make my face cringier than normal favorite makeup brand(s) hAAAAaaaa how many times a week do you shower? so many favorite tv show? the office, rick and morty, probably family guy shoe size? 13 how tall are you? 6′2-3″ sandals or sneakers? i had a sandals phase but i dont really wear sneakers sOSO do you go to the gym? HAHAHHAHAHAHA describe your dream date: already had it, spent all day in the city, went record shopping, went to an aquarium and the ripleys museum, got high at pier 39, had mcdonalds for dinner, ended the day sitting in a park drinking a mikes hard lemonade, it was good shit  how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? literally 0 and some bart cards with 5 cents on them what color socks are you wearing? flesh color how many pillows do you sleep with? tres do you have a job? what do you do? i work at my mom’s job i just seal screws into bags  how many friends do you have? apparently 5 whats the worst thing you have ever done? high school whats your favorite candle scent? VANILLA PROBS 3 favorite boy names; eminem, kanye, jay 3 favorite girl names; rihanna, kesha, beyonce favorite actor? james mcavoy favorite actress? idek probs aubrey plaza  who is your celebrity crush? james mcavoy favorite movie? filth or the grand budapest hotel or fear and the big lebowski do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? not really as much as i’d like, a million little pieces is my favorite so far tho money or brains? brains do you have a nickname? what is it? no how many times have you been to the hospital? like twice top 10 favorite songs; ooooooh boy, It Is Not Meant to Be by Tame Impala, Lazy Eye by Silversun Pickups, Never Follow Suit by The Radio Dept., The Air Near My Fingers by The White Stripes, Catalina by Allah-Las, Soul Kitchen by The Doors, Hate To Say I Told You So by The Hives, Sixteen Saltines by Jack White, You Only Live Once by The Strokes, Creep In A T-shirt by Portugal. The Man  do you take any medications daily? what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) Normal what is your biggest fear? BEINg ALONE how many kids do you want? however many sammy wants tbh whats your go to hair style? its just like whatever happens happens what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc) small apartment who is your role model? jethuth what was the last compliment you received? something sammy probably said tbh what was the last text you sent? “thats a lie” to sammy how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? i think i was 7 or 8 what is your dream car? 80s ford econoline with a circle window  opinion on smoking? i smoke wacky tobacky but not regular tobacky do you go to college? no but i might what is your dream job? musician would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs? sububrs do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels? yes do you have freckles? no do you smile for pictures? sometimes it depends on how good i decide on looking how many pictures do you have on your phone? 98 have you ever peed in the woods? yes do you still watch cartoons? yes do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? mcdonalds Favorite dipping sauce? sweet and sour sauce what do you wear to bed? underwear and whatever shirt i wore that day have you ever won a spelling bee? no but i probs would what are your hobbies? self loathing and procrastinating can you draw? i can draw badly on purpose but not good if that makes sense do you play an instrument? im starting to play guitar what was the last concert you saw? Tame Impala last november tea or coffee? coffeeEEEEE i need it to survive Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? i dont like starbucks and i havent been to dunkin donuts so can i just say peets? do you want to get married? yes (MAKE IT HAPPEN SAMANTHA) what is your crush’s first and last initial? S.S. like she’s a ship or some shit are you going to change your last name when you get married? we might do that just to piss off her parents lmao what color looks best on you? black grey white, or any combo of those do you miss anyone right now?  YES FUCKING HELL I DO (pls come home) do you sleep with your door open or closed? closed af unless my cats are being needy do you believe in ghosts? yes ive had experience so i kinda have to  what is your biggest pet peeve? everything about everyone i hate last person you called; sammy obvs favorite ice cream flavor?  mint chocolate chip or marble fudge regular oreos or golden oreos? regular chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? rainbow what shirt are you wearing? a tame impala t-shirt (big surprise) what is your phone background? a pic of me and sammy that makes me smile like an idiot every time i see it are you outgoing or shy? it depends, with the right people im a little tOO outgoing, but when im by myself im super super introverted do you like it when people play with your hair? im not opposed to it i guess do you like your neighbors?  dont really know or have a problem with them tbh do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? in the morning when i shower have you ever been high? yes have you ever been drunk? yes last thing you ate? 2 mcdoubles, and 10 mcnuggets favorite lyrics right now; 

Well don’t you remember, you told me in December that a boy is not a man until he makes a stand

Well I’m not a genius but maybe you’ll remember this I never said I ever wanted to be a man

summer or winter?  winter af  day or night? night af dark, milk, or white chocolate? i go between dark and milk chocolate really favorite month? probably november because my soulmate was created during that month LMAOoOOoo plus its chill and i like fall weather bc my best outfits come out of it what is your zodiac sign; LEO who was the last person you cried in front of? my mom