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frankieplsrelax · 11 months

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i didnt go out w my sister last night bc i was so exhausted from work on saturday and i dont think im gonna get out of it again tonight but i have a headache and i just started my period and i can feel every muscle in my body like the seams where they meet and i wanna crawl in a hole and never leave so instead im gonna abuse my weed pen and take the hottest longest shower and hopefully be okay after<3

#also i was a murdered cow for work:)#it was so cute id show u all but i dont like my face being on tumblr so just imagine me #with lil cow ears and horns and a cow shirt and a tail and a lil lil pleated slirt #and like 4 1/2 inch heels #and also a bullet hole in my forehead:)#i was so cute but im in so much pain #i worked for 6 hrs on friday got 4 hours of sleep then work 4 hrs 45 min then went home then went back and worked for another 10 hours #bartending hard #abt me #frankiesworld

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wtfforged · 5 months

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boy why you so legs

#i dont even fully understand why i even draw him so much. hes like 4th place in the strawhats for me #its just that hes so fun for posing and simple scribbles cause his designs so simple. just one big dynamic line bc of the silhouette #even if his hair is a pain in the ass. but i think im getting the hang of it #i liked when in fishman island they gave him a little fluffy cardigan sweater for a second that was cute #too bad that was when chopper euthanized him. havent seen sanji since... what a shame #wtf... art #one piece fanart #sanji #black leg sanji

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stormesandshowersparttwo · 8 months

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thank you climate change (derogatory) for letting me get some vitamin D the past couple days

#besties i am in so much pain #my quads 😭 the elliptical betrayed me #bad that i can run shirtless in January but least im looking cute #me #selfie #workout selfie

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grimstrawberry · 3 months

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If I don't make light of everything, I'm gonna explode.

#BNHA #Boku No Hero Academia #MHA #My Hero Academia #Shouto Todoroki #Touya Todoroki #Dabi #Natsuo Todoroki #Rei Todoroki #Fuyumi Todoroki #Todofam #Lady Nagant #Kaina Tsutsumi #Hawks #Keigo Takami #Spinner #Shuichi Iguchi #Bnha 426 #mha 426 #bnha spoilers #My Art #i have a lot of gripes with this chapter including touya's future and the minimal interactions between all the siblings #him and shouto had such a good moment though so im happy about it!! ive had this hc that touya likes soba too for so longgg #i screamed when i turned out right!!#and the apology...i hope this is another thing where the docs turn out to be wrong about him. he did awful things but this is not his endin #also the image of touya with his cute hair but the dabi scars and his coat... ahhh pain #i'll restrain myself from commenting too much because im kind of disappointed and very sad #gotta say i was mad excited about a kaina appearance bc unfortunately her chara has been handled SO badly start to finish; wasted potential #But at least we get her pretty face so I'll take the crumbs (< I need to be in lesbians with her)#and now this JAIL ENDING baby no get out of there and beat some sense into your kohai

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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when you mentioned in your tags that there was hardly any laughingstock i didn't believe you at first, but holy shit ur right. YOU AND @krasytoonz MADE ME INTO A LAUGHINGSTOCK BELIEVER. I WILL PAY TRIBUTE TO THESE SKRUNGLY FUCKERS SOON, MARK MY WORDS *shakes fist into the void*

no yeah Seriously though its just us out here, fighting for our lives in the fucking Trenches. in ten years someone is gonna use the word 'laughingstock' casually in conversation and im gonna have War Flashbacks

#no please get out while you still can #once you let them in all the way They Will Not Fucking Leave they are There Forever #the inside of my brain is just me huddled in a corner while they make out in the middle of my skull #BUT YEAH THERES BARELY ANYTHING #trust me whenever krasytoonz posts them i am instantly there to ravenously devour the crumbs like a rabid pigeon #they are my only outside source of barnaby/howdy #them and the side plot in Stamps by Indigopoptart on ao3 #oh the side plot my beloved.... im still starving but sometimes they trick me into feeling like im Feasting....#and that one tidbit in Beautiful Boy Its Only Love by ImaginatorOf Things - also on ao3 ofc #and thats IT thats ALL I HAVE. all We have #shoving my entire fist into my mouth and biting it off while sobbing. screaming. etc.#oh the pain and joy of rarepairs... its been a while since ive been so taken with one...#who knows? with the power of friendship and this gun i found maybe one day it wont just be viewed as a crackship by the masses #rambles from the bog #gotta be honest. krasytoonz also converted me all the way #like i was tenuous about it at first...#it was just a Thought yk yk #i was like 'oh thats cute but like. as a side thing. a background thing. they dont have much going for them'#i think that was because i had nothing to enjoy outside of my own brain #i liked the very rare very jokey crumbs from a couple of clownsuu's posts #but it wasnt enough to make me go Theyre Mine Now #then i stumbled upon krasytoonz and one scrolling session later! i was fully hooked! just like that!#laughingstock went from a nebulous interest to a Permanent Fixture In My Braincase!#but yeah uhhhhh glad i could contribute to passing on the Illness #if you ever get free i will envy you #and to future me: if youre free i envy you as well. but i also pity you bc theyre so so good theyre so cute whats wrong with you-#i hate them & i love them & theyre nothing & theyre everything & they wont leave & ive locked the door

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cali · 1 year

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darkraiiiiii

#art #i was brewing up a complicated picture in my head too many factors intermingling and i put a requirement on myself that i would need to #feel a certain mood to create said picture cuz only then would it feel good and true but it was an impossible to achieve mood #and it made me miserable for a week i went to bed as soon as possible everyday to skip to the next one but today i woke up at 2am #and thought well maybe i should just draw something simple that i like it doesnt have to be high concept #so its just darkrai!!!! cuz its such a cooly! and its made out of shapes ive enjoyed drawing recently #smoking fire plumelike stuff u kno...#and i got to try out the spraypaint thing again cuz there was stuff i realized i coulda done better after the red 3 head hybrid pic #so i wanted to do it again. do u like these- with the spraypaint rendering? i will make more of them no matter what u say #but im about to go to bed now. i started the pic at 11am and finished at 8pm so 9hrs spent?! well the stenciling takes a long while in pain #i did the spraying in ms paint again and then composited it in paint net like usually.#also im typing much because the combination of coffee (which i try to make special and rare for me so it hits more cutely)#+ the euphoria that drawing gives me makes me talkative. but now.- ! im tired !! goodnight #pokemon #darkrai

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eshithepetty · 2 years

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I can't believe Mob Mob Psycho 100 has died 😔 F, rest in peace, you'll be missed.... 🙏

[ID: art of Mob from Mob Psycho 100 laying on the ground, in the family guy death pose, flowers in his slack hand and blood pooling underneath him. Above him, there is the letter "F". End ID.]

#mob psycho 100 #mp100 #kageyama shigeo #art #god but im actually shaking snbshsgs #this ep was sooo cute;;;.. and like. as a manga reader i was very aware of how decieving that peace was but. godddhgdh #mmany thoughts many emotions. god. god #though i will say #ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY THAT THEY ACTUALLY CUT RIGHT AFTER THAT #LIKE I CALLED IT. IT ACTUALLY LOOKS LIKE THOSE FUNNY MEME CUTAWAYS. HES DEAD!!!! ITS SJSVHSGSH #god im in so much pain #mp100 finale spoilers #mp100 season 3 spoilers #blood tw #my own art #my own post

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wildstar25 · 6 months

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What physical part(s) of Arsay does her partners find the most attractive! Is it the same for all partners or does it differ between them?

(also optional bonus ask of what part(s) of/about Arsay generally do they love the most, physical or not!)

Meanwhile, if you were to ask the same of Arsay:

#ffxiv #wolship #g'raha tia #y'shtola rhul #wolgraha #wolshtola #y'shtola x wol #arsay nun #graharshtola #y'shtola calling arsay a pain in her side is very much an affectionate thing btw #and i couldnt pass up the joke of g'raha giving the sweet gentlemanly response only for yshtola to be like 'tits tbh'#her defaulting to an answer that would probably stop the conversation before she has to talk to much about her deeper feelings imo #i have. a lot of feelings about yshtola and arsay's friendship #someone who is constantly trying to build walls between herself and others vs someone who desperately wants to form real connections #its not a 'wearing that person down' type situation either #just one lonely person seeing another lonely person and hoping that they could be less lonely together #or that she could at least bring some cheer to #and idk yshtola strikes me as the type to have been like 'if they want to be my friend they have to work for it'#which arsay certainly did #i could ramble on and on how their friendship lines up so well with yshtolas character development but theres a limit to these tags #so just look at how cute shtola is with the slightest blush on her cheeks #graha is a much more complicated topic since he went from Extreme adoration to I want to be her friend but I dont think im good enough #to 100% Hero worship again to Shes my hero and I love her to Shes a person and I love her #to I love Arsay. Even the parts she can't love in herself. I will love all of her till my dying breath.#he thinks shes the most beautiful person in the world and the most important thing in his life #but he now knows how insane she's been about being everyone's hero and he really doesnt want to feed that beast #so hes trying to build her up in other ways #focusing more on the adventuring side than the saving the world side #and then there is arsay who loves so much about her partners and is in capable of narrowing it down to any one thing so its #'here let me list everything that comes to mind right now' with 0 shame or filter

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elfsyellowflowerzart · 2 months

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oooh if you would like, maybe you could do my tundra Moraine!

Her ID is 26930335! She is fat, has horns that curve downward, extra fluffy ears, and her hat pushes her mane down! Feel free to take any liberties with her outfit too, she likes cozy sweaters and stuff (we don't have nearly enough sweaters on flight rising tbh)

thank you!

shes so cute i had fun drawing her!! you said cozy sweaters and no sweater is cozier than a turtleneck hehe

#ik i said non anthros but. shes so cute i had to draw her on a big cushion with books talking the idea grabbed me #i said I wanted to practice non anthros i mean GHGFGHL but. inspiration struck #anyway #requests #flight rising #flight rising tundra #flight rising art #yew art #yew asks #THANK U BTW i always see you interact with so much of my art and it brings me so much joy and inspires me to keep posting art #so thank you for the serotonin ghgfghj #im done drawin for the day bc it hurts to sit upright but feel free to send more dragons #i hope u enjoy this aaaaa #i can also dm you a transparent version so it can be colored if you or a friend have access to digital art stuff #if youd be interested in that lmk!! im putting my ipad away now so i dont tempt myself to stay in a position that hurts but if you want #transparent version i can send it tomorrow or later today If the pain gets better #OH also youre free to print it and color it and or put it in her bio or repost as long as credit is given

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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regardless of the "learn how to be alone" dravel, being lonely actually is really bad for your mental health and can be very painful :p

#i've been doing so so bad #and i've had breakdowns frequently this past week #and i dont have friends or family or a partner or even a therapist lmao #so im alone and thus only feeling worse and worse #my mom has been in an unusual bad mood lately so i havent been able to talk to her at all #but today she asked me to go to her to the store bc she wanted me to buy smth #and on the way we watched the snails and she found them cute (she has never appreciated snails before)#and now i instantly feel a bit better and a bit more normal after only 15 min of hanging out with her #it's so easy for ppl who have family or friends or a partner to judge and criticize me #but like.... u have ppl close to u and u know nothing abt what it feels like to be in my position #it's so condescending and lacking of compassion #i dont understand your pov either but at least im not TELLING YOU directly how much i judge you #like ppl judge me so hard for feeling miserable in my loneliness... but it's easy for u to say those things #like u dont feel my despairing loneliness bc u have a fkn partner. u have fkn friends. or a fkn family. easy for u to judge me from up ther #anyway im much better at being alone than most ppl bc im still alive and im enduring the pain every day #other ppl have ppl around them 💀 only others who are all alone can understand how much it hurts #and it wont be fixed by loving yourself or loving to be alone or whatever other bs they use to criticize u ._.#being alone IS harmful to your health. there are studies on it and im not just making that shit up #i AM allowed to feel pain bc i dont have anyone #ugh esp ppl w partners who can receive physical and romantic attention.... when they judge me.....#stfu forever u have no idea how i feel 💀 and u could never know simply by having had a partner at all...#but yeah. it bothers me too bc i NEVER see someone on here and go #damn i hate this sm i gotta let them know by sending them anons or vague post abt them #like i dont get up in their faces and tell them all my judgemental or bitter or hateful thoughts abt them #even this post is only bc other ppl have taken the liberty to without my consent or having asked tell me directly how pathetic i am #how im not allowed to feel alone. how i have a victim mentality so on and so forth #i never tell other ppl things like that. even if i think them (which honestly i rarely do unless they're extremely toxic TO other ppl) i wo #say shit abt it to them.... ??? like why?#when i sometimes see like ppl have friends on here or talk abt their partners i can feel bitter and jealous #bc im surrounded by seeing things i so deeply crave but im not a humanbeing worth of those things

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rexscanonwife · 24 days

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Ugghghhhhh can't draw cramps too bad,, but now I'm thinking about Fenton again whoops 🥺

#jane journals #self insert talk #🦆 fur and feathers 🦆#IM TRYING MAN #it should be easy but im in too much pain 😭😭 and im tired and im sick of this already #BUT there's a cute duck to think about #thinking about my self insert being puppy #im so puppy irl too but i imagine she likes to lay on him even tho she's bigger than him #shes definitely no lapdog 😂 but she likes to cuddle like one!!#and fenton will need to work or something but she won't budge until she's satisfied w the love #he scratches between her ears and her tail wags like crazy!!

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akkivee · 1 year

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THIS IS SO FUNNY

#this is vee speaking #WHOEVER WAS CHOSEN TO DO MARKETING FOR THESE PLUSHIES KNOWS THEIR MARKET IM DYING LMAO #they’re really cute tho i (my wallet) am in pain i forgot that now that we have an anime that means more stuff i want lol #i knew dvds were going to be a dent but the other stuff…………. i didn’t think about the other stuff…………….#the company with these plushies also has heart shaped can badges for sale too i love being dirt poor!!!!!!!! so much!!!!!!!!!

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bmpmp3 · 2 months

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yesterday in vocal synth news

#art #traditional art #fountain pen ink #virvox project #mizusawa takuto #voicevox #ia #cevio #voisona #also miku is there technically kind of. shes down there #sorry im not a piapro or vocaloid user i was more focused on the other things LOL #looks neat tho! im very curious about the kaito and meiko remasters #i was always tempted and curious but im not a huge fan of the weakness of their v3s compared to their v1s #so i hope we get some demo videos or something soon. or if not i hope in a month people post lots of videos LOL #also intrigued by miku nt update and v6 ai. i have no interest personally in using miku but im sure it'll be interesting #gumi and galaco v6 sound pretty good in my humble onion so im very curious #but anyway. back to ME hjkfsjhjrfds im so excited for takutos voice #itll be cute seeing all the little skits the japanese fans make and for me specifically you KNOW im gonna get on that song shit #im gonna make.... the most bizarre boyband on earth. there is some manner of catboy. and a 50 year old man. it'll be great #maybe i'll remake the yume no tobira cover hee hee #and ia.... oh baby ia.... im so happy you have no idea man i have been WAITING FOR THIS. okay please dont kill me for this but like #highkey i dont really care for her original v3 LOL its not bad or anything i just find a lot of v3 fem vocals sound like the same person #and this was painful for me because like im a gigantic lia fan. i dont need it to be a 1 to 1 recreation or anything but like #i was always so bummed out how thin ia's voice sounded. it felt like a bit of a waste how much the v3 noise removed all lia's warmth #and like the depth of her tone. and like it sounds fine. she sounds like a slightly more operatic miku when people tune her high and breath #which is very common and that sounds fine. but like i still felt like auauuuuuuuuhhhhhhh nothing i loved about lia's voice is there #cevio 1.0 was a step up it brought back a LOT of warmth (although you had to really push up the alpha to get the depth)#and while i personally dont hate the cevio 1 noise its nice to have a version that no longer sounds underwater <3 #she sounds so rich now.... i still bump up the alpha a bit because i like lia's deeper work a lot LOL but its wonderfullllllllll #so good so so so so good im obsessed. yesterday was truly an Event for vocal synth news

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boxwinebaddie · 3 months

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UNCLE NINA WRITES WEIRD JK STAN LETTERS!

hello benevolent angel people!

( because you're wonderful but bc you're doing gods work by supporting my dead fanfic from hell. c:’ )

so this is a lil...experimental? but bc i've been dabbling on that one ask large lore ask that set before kyle knows raven of crimson dawn is his stan, i've gotten very attached to writing the silly jersey letters to dead stan in his journal again. ( again, nina lore is that it's what a friend had me do when my first cat passed away.

i still write to her. <3 )

but this is just something i wrote to get back into the habit of writing again. i put it on docs and i used a font which...okay? tbh, i think looks exactly like i want jk's handwriting to look. like its very swirly, he is my calligraphy king. i didn't proof it bc i just wrote...all of it tonight like a weird crazy person.

also i realize jk sounds...a lot like me

— but he Is me, tbh?

like in some facets i did give him lil pieces of myself so he could grow into an uber tall thicc as hell academic hot jersey talk shit get hit boy.

( i also do think he's a lot goofier with stan in his little letters esp since he doesn't think that anyone is going to read them they are just his lil vent space. let it out king! )

as for the timeline...i think it's pre!rm bonus content? like i dropped a little context about stuff that happened before the fic, but i think it's probably written anywhere in the last 1-2 years of rm before kyle went to that crimson dawn concert. i'm not sure what compelled me to write it i just...really like vulnerable jersey just being a jersey dirtbag but like kneeling by the stan shrine and asking for light.

speaking of...as far as triggers go. mostly the spelling is just bad, help, but jersey does talk a lot about stan dying and is very...distressed about it. he's also...really depressed and is not at the moment coping super well, but is reaching out for help. <3 always reach out for help when you need it. i didn't mention anything specific, but he does just mention thinking he's not a good person, feeling ugly, unworthy, lost, etc...TW FOR HIM BEING SO VULNERABLE AND CUTE ALSO.

he is...my secret loverboy prince.

he is my lo-...

my L-

anyways...ROLL CLIP!