#i'd put chan at the least likely somewhere

[straykeedz]

omg I need to dump this somewhere sorry if I'm bothering you 🙏

Imagine.

You're at a family gathering or just somewhere with a lot of people (maybe with the other members or sum) and you're sitting at the dinner table and Lee Know just starts playing with your cunt under the table....

And he's just whispering in your ear, mocking and teasing you for getting turned on despite other people being there and for not being able to wait until you're home......

this is soooo juicy, anon!! 🤤 i'd let this man do whatever he wants, like - look at those hands…… 🫠

no bc i've got a feeling he'd sooooo love this... he has an incredible level of self control, so he's 100% sure you won't get caught red-handed - he, at least.

honestly, it's all that has been on his mind ever since he saw you pull that cute little dress out of your closet.

"mhhh don't wear thighs" he told you as you were getting ready, wrapping his arms around your waist as he kissed your neck, looking at your reflections in the mirror, "they don't really go with this dress," he says as if he were a fashion expert.

but you eventually don't wear thighs, and he can't stop thinking about your thighs, and your pretty cunt wrapped in those cute panties he saw you putting on when you stepped out of the shower.

i feel like it'd happen during a night out with the boys, the first time. yeah, first - because this is definitely going to become a kink of his.

you're having dinner at chan's, together with the rest of his friends. you're barely halfway through dinner when you feel minho place his hand on your thigh as he laughs at a joke jisung said.

you, however, suck in a breath when, all of a sudden, his fingers creep just a tiny bit higher, while brushing your inner thigh - just a couple of inches away from your most sensitive spot, your clit.

it's almost comical, you know, the way your head snaps in his direction. him, however, looks absolutely impassive. thankfully, none of the boys seems to have noticed the way you almost choked on your food and glared at minho.

and minho is just doing it for fun at first, you know? he just wants to tease you a bit, have a little fun. but your reactions and the faces you make every time his hand gets a little bit closer to your pussy - he wants nothing more than to drop to his knees right now and bury his face between your legs.

he'll do that once you're alone in the confines of your bedroom. you just have to wait.

and then he does it - he allows his fingers to touch you properly, slipping under the soft cotton material of your underwear. your folds are so wet it makes his brain short-circuit.

he wants to praise you, tell you you're his good girl - tell you he wants to fuck you so bad, that he wants to eat you out until you're creaming all over his face and fingers.

instead, he just slips his middle finger inside of you while he listens to whatever chan is telling him. and after a couple of minutes, his ring fingers slip inside your wet heat as well. it takes all the self control you have in your body to not moan.

and then he pulls his fingers out and you almost whine at the emptiness you feel, but your eyes widen when his fingers move to touch your clit - you know there's no way you'll be able to keep quiet now.

he moves his fingers at an excruciatingly slow pace, drawing circles on your bud and chuckles under his breath when he feels you trying to close your thighs abruptly - that's how he knows you're close.

so the moment chan turns his head to say something to changbin, minho leans in to whisper in your ear - "mhhh, you're enjoying this, aren't you? you're enjoying my fingers on your pretty pussy? filthy girl, you're loving this - getting fingered at the dinner table. come for me, then, show me how much you love my fingers."

you muffle a cry in your napkin as you come, legs shaking as minho keeps moving his fingers to the point he's almost overstimulating your poor clit.

it's unreal, how much he wants to lick you clean right now - savoring the way you taste on his tongue.

and oh, boy, as soon as you step inside your place and he drops on his knees, lifting your dress and tearing your panties - you know you're in for a loooong night.

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𝐅𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐈𝐍 𝐀 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐏 (updated version)

pairing: satori tendou x chubby reader

word count: 3.9k

a/n: this is an updated version of finding love in a chocolate shop! i wrote the original for the first day of kinktober, i still like the original but this version goes into way more detail (with an extra 1.2k words) and is a bit self indulgent! check out my original version if you'd like it's on my masterlist! tendou used to call the reader 'manager-chan' when they were younger (because he didn't know her name when they meet for the first time) so it gets mentioned once

content warnings: mutual pining, fluff, strangers/friends to lovers, dubcon (there is aphrodisiacs in play), unprotected sex, orgasm control, jealous/possessive tendou (if you squint), mdni/18+

tendou is just about to close up the shop as he hears the bell of the door open, he hopes this won't take too long, he just wants to get home. he loves his work but some days it can be draining. he see's you standing there, eyeing up all the products deciding what to get. a flash of recognition passes his face but he thinks that obvious, as you've probably come in here before to get something. still he feels like he knows you from somewhere else, he just can't quite put his finger on it, in the end he just shakes his head and thinks he's just had a long day.

in the end you end up choosing something and walk up to the till with a cheerful smile on your face. tendou must admit to himself that your smile is very contagious so he smiles just as cheerful as you. you quickly end up paying and leaving.

little did you both know that you have both met and crossed paths before, however when you met you where teenagers, when tendou was part of a popular volleyball team while you was the manager of an equally popular team who often had matches against each other. neither of you thought you would cross paths again after graduating and both of your appearances has slightly changed, his hair shaved off while your hair is a completely different colour, so having a couple minutes in each others presence meant that you both didn't take any time to notice the other one.

the next day you come in again around the same time, just before close with that smile. then the next day and the next day until you've been coming there for a couple months, even if it was to get something very minor, you always wanted to try a product and maybe even a new one will be on the shelf. you just loved the whole shop, not just the products but the window display, the decor, everything just fits. obviously the main reason you keep coming back everyday is the chocolate and to buy something new, you want to try everything, you've never been disappointed at a purchase from there.

every time you go, you see the owner, or at least what you believe to be the owner, you see him behind the till and he looks a bit worn out after a long day at work, with different food ingredients and cocoa powder on his apron so most of the time you leave him to be busy and interact very little with him while you hear him hum a tune in the background.

however one day you get to the shop and notice that he looks more tired than usual. "had a long day?" you ask.

"yeah you could say that. it's been tiring. never thought i'd see the day where i thought things were tiring." you realise this is the first time you've heard his voice, it's nice, more than nice. then you notice how you similar it is to someone who you used to know. "hey, are you okay?" tendou asks as he see's you staring at him, not replying to him.

"tendou?" you're certain, or at least you think you are, its been a few years, his head is shaved and he looks older, he looks good but his voice is still exactly the same and he still looks like him, those downturn eyes and that smirk, it's him. tendou just stares blankly at you, wondering when he's told you his name, if he had even told you his name.

after seeing tendou's lack of memory, you get kind of annoyed and pout. it's not been that long since you've seen each other and you still think you look pretty much the same, it isn't like there was lots of chubby girls in miyagi around your age. maybe he doesn't even remember you at all, now that annoys you more. you went to different schools but you interacted plenty of times so the idea that he doesn't remember makes you a little irritated. "i was the manager from aoba Johsai. you used to call me manager-chan, no matter how many times i told you not to call me it. do you not remember me at all?" you were increasingly getting more and more frustrated and annoyed as you spoke. "we were also in the same year together." You add on after he still hadn't said anything.

"ah, of course. manager-chan! how didn't i recognise you." he just smiles, you would hate to admit it but him remembering you does quickly dispel your anger. "would you like to try a sample of something I'm working on?"

after that night you came to the shop just after closing every night, sitting in the backroom with tendou laughing and catching up and laughing some more. It's so hard to ignore the butterflies and it always has been, he never took that much notice of you when you were manager but now it's like you have his full attention and that makes sense, you're definitely friends now, close friends at that and that fills you with such joy.

you can ignore your old feelings, even if you still are harbouring a little crush on the guy. to be fair it's hard not too, back then and now. there's just something about him, something that leaves you so wonder-struck whenever you think about him. his passion for volleyball was so immense, you could tell even on the sidelines, even if you were someone else's team manager, and you knew that he was a brilliant blocker as well. you never really got why people at aoba johsai didn't like him, you understand why they didn't like ushijima, he caused a lot of problems for the team, especially oikawa, but they always said tendou was weird and creepy. you never really got that vibe but you didn't really know him so you kept pretty neutral on the matter, even if you didn't really believe what they thought. he seemed cute and fun, always smiling off court and singing a tune, you never wanted to cause tension in the team but he did seem energetic and nice, maybe a little strange but isn't everyone in their own way. whenever he did talk to talk to you he'd be so attentive, always listening to you.

the list of why it's hard not to have feelings for him just increased has increased the more you get to know him, you're now actually friends with tendou. he's very dedicated to his craft and loves it even if some days it is a bit tiring, he's so funny and can always put a smile on you face and dear god is he handsome, that's probably not something you should think about someone you consider your closest friend but you really can't help it, he really is, and you know you should be listening to what he has to say right now but you're incredibly distracted by your train of thought and you can't stop looking at his hands while he waves them around as he talks.

he calls your name and you quickly snap out of your thoughts. "have you even heard a word that i've said," He says while smirking.

"um, no. i'm so sorry i got kind of distracted, sorry." if you say sorry enough you're sure he'll cave in and forgive you.

tendou just laughs. "it's no problem, i do wonder what made you distracted but i knew you weren't listening i just wanted to see you flustered."

"i was so not flustered, it's called feeling guilty."

"yes, yes. however you do look both flustered and guilty, love."

god you really hope you didn't look flustered, you really can't lose your friendship over your silly feelings. however what you didn't know was that tendou was well aware of your feelings and those feelings were mutual. he knows he can't just straight up tell you how he's feeling, the look on your face would be priceless but he has a feeling he wouldn't even be able to have the guts to say it and you wouldn't believe him if he did tell you, you always brushed off his compliments always thinking he was just teasing, he even started calling you 'love' a few months ago and you just chalked it up to tendou messing with you. he just needs some time, or some plan, to make sure everything will work out.

tendou always tried not to notice you back when he was still at shiratorizawa, more so he looked at you as much as he could when he thought he could get away with it without anyone knowing what he was doing. he was probably more annoyed at himself for not recognising you than you were at him, the only thing that makes sense to him as to why he didn't realise it was you is because he always assumed you would stay in miyagi, so he never thought he would be lucky enough to see you again. it still frustrates him though, he doesn't want you to think he never cared about you. he's always been so good at reading people, good at noticing things, yet he didn't notice you were in front of him this whole time. that sours his mood whenever he thinks about it, he hopes that you don't hold it against him, he's already doing that for you. he knows you well enough to know that you don't hold it against him but there's still doubt in his mind.

tendou didn't know much of you back then, however he always wished he could know more, maybe he could ask you out, maybe you would even say yes, he could never bring himself to do that though, after years of being bullied his self esteem was in the gutter. he always thought you were so cute, you lit up the entire room and whenever you smiled it felt like his heart was going to burst. you kept the sejioh team in line but was so quick to try to raise their spirits and cheer them on, it made him jealous, he wanted you to cheer him on. he remembers the conversations you shared and how he still cherishes them to this day. you never complimented his skills at volleyball, always wanting to stay loyal to your team, but he saw in your eyes that you thought he played well. you never treated him differently, always so sweet to him. sometimes he took his chance to look over towards you, a few times he thought you saw him doing so as you quickly averted your eyes and looked down avoiding eye contact because you were looking at him, maybe looking flustered but it was hard to tell.

now he has you, not fully but soon he will. you're too precious to leave him especially now he knows you instead of him only being able to watch you from the sidelines, now you're both here together and he wants to be with you so bad that it almost hurts the longer he doesn't have you.

one night after closing you're in the back room like usual where it's filled with all prototypes for possibilities to add to the shop. you're sitting on one of the tables, probably getting something on your clothes but you normally do so, so you don't mind, sitting on the table means you're closer to eye level with tendou anyway and there's something about sitting on a table that's fun and enjoyable.

"i've got something I'm working on, do you want some?" he seems pretty restless and antsy to you, he's probably been working on this for awhile and figure that he's had to keep changing up certain quantities of ingredients of something else that's a bit too technical for you to understand with your only real knowledge about this kind of work coming from tendou himself.

"absolutely, but are you okay? i haven't tried anything new of yours for ages so i'm really excited to see what you've been working on but you don't seem 100 percent. have you been overdoing it again?" you reach to him and put you hand on his forehead. "you do seem pretty hot tendou."

"well it is rather flattering that you think i'm hot."

"you know that's not what i meant," you reply. tendou will say stuff like that to you all the time after awhile you've started getting better at hiding the affect his flirting joking comments has on you.

"i'm okay, i promise love, just a little hot in here." tendou answers more seriously. "so, do you want some? it has a secret ingredient." he says more smugly that time, gesturing to the mixture that is left on the spoon.

"obviously i do. everything you make is great." you say earnestly while picking up the bowl and eating some that he gestured to. after you ate some, tendou grabbed the bowl, eating some himself and almost carelessly flinging the bowl on back on the table. you opened your mouth to compliment him but tendou pressed a finger to your lips motioning you to be quiet. you think tendou wouldn't of done that unless he had something he really wanted to say so you save making a snippy comment even if you were irritated. you knew that he knew better than to stop you talking so whatever it was you'd give him your utmost attention just like he always gave you.

"i like you, a lot, and i know you like me too." you feel your body heating up at tendou's confession and the fact that he's seen right through you and knows you feel the same. "honestly i've liked you for awhile now, i would admire you from afar but now it's not from afar and now i like you way more than i used to because i know everything about you and you mean so much to me. i'm not good at talking about my feelings, i know you feel the same but there's still a part of me that feels you will reject me." your body starts heating up more and more. you look at tendou and see that he's blushing and fidgety. "you never took my flirting seriously and i understand why, i'm not the most serious person all the time but i swear everything i'm saying is true." he speaks quicker and trying to rush out all his feelings so you have no cause for uncertainty. "you're so pretty and so soft, to be honest you're kind of dork and you look cute when you're annoyed. when you concentrate your eyebrows furrow and you love clothes and accessorising but half the time you can't be bothered so you just wear jumpers and comfy skirts. you get awkward and nervous about the littlest things and you hate spiders, but that's okay because i'm always there to distract you and make you laugh so you forget the awkwardness and i get rid of all the spiders that scare you. you hate the smell of coffee and you only drink tea if it has no sugar in and you're kind to everyone you talk to but at the same time you don't like talking to people, it's kind of funny truth be told and your smile is so contagious." your body heats up even more, you never realised he paid that much attention to you.

"i've kind of done something to help me to talk to you about this." tendou admitted. you become visibly more confused but as tendou gestures to the bowl you start figuring it out, your body is still heating up and it's not stopping and you realise this isn't a normal reaction to an emotional confession. he takes his finger off your lips, and you see his vulnerability, he's letting you see him, all of him. you trust him. you always have. this time you know what he's saying is genuine though. you want to tell him how you feel, how much you care about, about how you've always cared but you can't manage to get the words out as you look into his eyes, you could look into them for the rest of your life and never get bored, you could do that with every part of him and never get tired. you know you should say something, he's laid his heart out to you and you need to do the same but you're feeling so tingly and he's so hot.

all you can manage to get out is, "you're such an idiot." tendou doesn't even have time to process what you said, as straight away you're pulling his body closer towards yours and starts kissing him, in the process his hip banging against the counter that you're on top of.

"you better keep kissing me and make me feel better or i'm going to be mad," you say in between kissing him. tendou laughs and kisses you back, the shock wearing off.

"of course, love. i'll make you all better." he replies in a deeper voice than normal. you shiver and he just smirks against your lips, knowing exactly the affect it has one you.

tendou starts taking off your clothes, with little regard to as if they tear or not, as long as they're off that's all that matters. just a quickly as he's taking off your clothes, you're giving him the same attention until both of you take a step back and admire each other. that doesn't last long, the need to touch each other is greater and you're both well aware that this will not be a one time thing.

you're both a jumble of limbs just holding on to what ever you can, as long as you're touching each other. you feel tendou's hard against your thigh through his boxers as he's grinding against you, any other time it might be daunting to feel how big he is but right now all you can think about is how much you want him. you grab him and tendou lets out a groan, that's when you decide you want to hear more of his noises. tendou feels exactly the same as he kisses down your neck while you whimper and he pinches your nipples suddenly making you gasp.

both of you can't get enough of the other one, you don't know if it's the aphrodisiac or if it's just him but imagining sex with tendou always seemed like it would be hungry and passionate and desperate in the best way, and you were completely right.

you don't know how long it's been by now with both of you kissing and needy, it could be a couple minutes or it could have been an hour to you, all you know is that you're getting lightheaded and you really do need him. all of him.

tendou was starting to get the same idea as you were but was able to hold out a bit longer to make sure you still wanted to do this and to make sure you were prepped enough because he didn't want to hurt you. even though he's needy and his head is a bit foggy he knows that he's bigger than most people, especially after hearing about your previous sexual partners that you've told him about while drunk and he doesn't want to hurt you.

"please 'tori" is all you manage to get out, you don't know when you started calling him by his first name, let alone a nickname, was it after taking off the clothes or before either way you're saying it now and it certainly has an affect on him. he understands, pushing some of the strands of your hair behind your ear after they were stuck to your face from all the sweat and kisses your forehead, before pulling your plush thighs closer to the edge of the table, and sinking into you.

a chorus of noises spill out of both of you, all incoherent. you're as close to tendou as you can get and you're grabbing on his neck to try and kiss him more, he's more than happy to oblige as he swoops down to kiss you again, hungry and passionate. sometimes your teeth hitting each other due to the demanding greedy kiss. everything starts becoming to much for you, at some point tonight tendou has only been calling you 'love' and 'sweetheart' and it sounds so good and so sinful and you never want him to stop.

your whole body is on fire as tendou thrusts into you as hard and fast as he can, trying to get you both where you want to be, he's so desperate and there's little rhythm, he just can't get enough of you. he's trying his best to focus but with the aphrodisiac and your warm wet walls contracting around him it's hard. he doesn't even know where to look, he wants to look everywhere all at once. he wants to focus on your face, watching it scrunch up in pleasure as needy noises constantly spill from your mouth. he wants to look at how your pussy is swallowing his cock, you're so wet that both of your thighs are covered and every time he thrusts out before thrusting in again he can see his cock glisten. he wants to watch your body jiggle, tits bouncing and tummy move.

your moans increase as you get closer and closer, tendou constantly pressing against your g-spot. "p-please! please can i cum. need to cum. need to cum," you moan loudly as your moans turns into shrieks. his eyes snap up to yours, of course you'd be the type to ask to cum.

"hold it for me. just for a second want you to cum with me. just a little bit more love, i know you can do it," he whines chasing his high. after what feels like forever he says, "cum with me, need you to cum with me. need to feel you." he puts his hand on your clit and starts rubbing, straight away you let go, even without the extra stimulation you think you would have come undone by the repeated pressing against your g-spot but you moan and all you see is white as both of you cum together. if tendou thought things through beforehand maybe he'd have pulled out but he couldn't help himself as he spills into you, you just feel so good he couldn't pull out. he stays inside you for as long as he can, not wanting to pull out yet. he knows that once he does, he'll miss it too much. your head fuzzy and body sweaty, the heat in your body is less noticeable now.

after a minute or two tendou gets his breath back and looks at you, with such fondness, you can't believe you never realised his feeling beforehand. "wanna go for round two?" He asks while wiggling his eyebrows. you look up at him and giggle.

you're both sweaty and out of breath but you look at each other like you're looking at the stars in the sky, like you're looking into the window display of a chocolate shop. you think you're in love, completely and utterly in love with him. he doesn't need to know that of course, except he already does and he loves you back.

[epicspheal]

Heyo! I hope life's been treating you well! I recently threw myself off the deep end and tried to figure out the swsh timeline. A daunting task, I know. And by timeline I mean purely like. From Opal to Leon and everything that happened in-between. I've got a decent start in finding out the exact years that Mustard's reign as champion was ( 1970-1988), as well as some little details about Opal( like how she was born in 1932 and was 38 when she battled Mustard before he became champion). All of this is under the idea that swsh takes place in 2020 by the way. However, as I tried to visually map out how this timeline would go and I noticed two things.

1. This timeline is going to be heavily based on headcanoned ages if I want to have an exact date to when certain events happen. In general, some things are so vague that I might just have to put certain events, like everything with Kabu, at where they would better fit ( maybe somewhere in the 90's???)

2. With Mustard and Peony both stepping down, I realize that Peony couldn't have come after Mustard immediately. In 1988? With a kid Nia? Yeah, he would still be pretty young then. Same goes for Peony and Leon. Someone had to be in-between the two, since Peony stepped down as well. Also 3 champions in the span of 50 years. Not impossible, but still odd.

Basically I realized you were ahead of the game Spheal! My mind went to Jack when thinking about this, and now my brain is buzzing with ideas ( mainly involving one of Piers' parents, but that needs more thought). I just thought I'd share this experience before I go do another noise dive into Bulbapedia for any scraps of lore I may have missed.

And as always, have a good day/night!

Hey there ihopethisendswell! I'm doing well just swimming in an endless amount of cardiology/nephrology information. Ah yes the SwSh timeline (and honestly really any of the Pokemon timelines once you get to Gen 5) is more than a little aggravating. Props to you for tackling it for your verse! To your point about the headcanoned ages (and I too have struggled with that massively in cactusverse) this is where I really wished at the very least Pokemon would give out actual birthdays or just ages of the characters. I know many people enjoy the freedom a lack of canon ages/birthdays give them when coming up with stories but for me it's just really annoying. So often I have to just make vague statements. Like you for me Kabu is the epitome of vague in cactuverse. He's been there for about 2 decades for me.

I do believe Mustard was actually defeated rather than stepping down thanks to the loss of his partner he started losing his battle prowess, based on what's said on Bulbapedia. But yeah, Peony and Mustard's reigns are farther apart which makes sense given their ages. Mustard is over 50 and Peony (and Rose) are most likely late 30s/early 40s. That and Rose is more or less implied to have been chairman for not much longer than Leon had been champion and while we don't even have an actual estimate of Leon's reign (at least 10 years is the minimum but no more than 18). Mustard lost his title 32 years prior so there's up a 22 year gap where Peony could fall into. And yeah with Peony bouncing as soon as Rose stepped up there most likely had to be someone in between that Leon would've defeated. I mean it's certainly possible that the year Leon became champion there was no seated champ and thus the title was entirely up for grabs but more than likely i think he would've defeated a seated champion. To your point about potentially only having 3 champions in 50 years it's certainly possible but again odd and given what we know of the timeline likely unrealistic. This actually brings up something that's been hinted a lot by the champions in Pokemon Masters, that the title often switches hands frequently. Which makes sense when you look at Pokemon battling as a competitive sport like our Tennis, Football, Track and Field, etc. Who the number one player or team often changes from year to year. Even the greats like Serena Williams or Michael Jordan weren't always on top every year they were active. So the same would apply to Pokemon battling and champions. Who is on top can change frequently and when I think about the Hall of Fame room in Pokemon Origins which had a pretty big number of photos lining the wall, it's pretty safe to say that there are a lot more former champions in the Pokemon world than we think. They'll always be champions but the title of "reigning champion" is fleeting.

And with Galar being so competitive, I can definitely see it being the case that many champions don't last that long before being dethroned with some of them perhaps losing their title the year after they obtain it. That's why champions like Mustard and Leon end up being considered some of the greats in Galar because of how long they end up reigning (or in Leon's case the fact that he didn't incur any losses during his reign). But yeah Jack (as well as Calla and Cami) were all created champions on the basis of the idea that the title of reigning champion is fleeting and in Jack's case the need to fill in the question of "who was the champion Leon beat to take the title?" I'm excited to hear more about what you did for your verse! And you have a great day/night as well!

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Hi this is my first time sending one of these so i am excited for it to be to you!

- your pronouns: she/her

- 27 years old, black hair, brown eyes, south Asian but born and raised in Canada

- your personality traits: quiet and observant, intuitive, thinking ahead always, "mom" friend, warm

- your hobbies: long walks, reading, memory journal (putting pictures in a journal and writing entries) l, will start singing along to music but has no sense of singing

- favourite shows: crash landing on you, tomorrow, moonlovers: scarlet hear ryeo, move to heaven, little women (basically any show that makes me cry), Brooklyn nine nine, modern family, friends

- songs: taste - stray kids, who you are, kang daniel, hot - svt, good to me - svt, getting closer - svt

- if you have any pets: none, I'm scared of animals and honestly want a partner that will understand and help me get over this fear I don't want to be but I can't help it

- your dreams and aspirations: want to live a normal life, not surrounded by worries, 3 kids and a loving husband

- zodiac sign/MBTI: Gemini, infj

- your aesthetic: nothing specific, varies depending on season and mood

- the group you'd like me to pick from: stray kids but bts is also fine, love both

Thank you!

I'm so so so happy you picked me to be your first one to send a request for ship to omggggg! I really hope I don't disappoint.

Also I love Brooklyn 99 and overall we have a lot in common :) so I'm glad to have you on my blog 💗

Now to your ship...

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As I was reading through the information you sent me about yourself, I couldn't help but think how much you'd be compatible with Chan :)

(if I had to pick from BTS I'd probably choose Jin for you because I think you two would be a great match too btw 💗)

My reasoning behind it:

- you're INFJ and Gemini which goes along perfectly with Chan's Libra and ENFJ

- you also said you're the mom friend and I remember reading somewhere that Chan likes girls who have this vibe hihi

- I think Chan would definitely be very understanding of your fear of animals and would do his best to help you overcome it <3

- also I think your dreams might really match his own because Chan seems like the family oriented type of guy and he's soooo good with kids it's ruining my heart lol

- also taking a long walk with Chan as a date??? YES PLEASE

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"You ready?"

You look up from your laptop, first episode of a drama you wanted to start watching already prepared as you awaited Chan's arrival.

The said boy finally made it into his room, bowl of popcorn ready in his hands as he crosses the little distance that kept him from you.

You give him a smile, scooting over a bit to make room for him in his bed and he grins, settling down next to you.

You and Chan love to spend time together like this, mainly because he didn't have enough time for it very often.

He covers both of you with a blanket, making sure you're comfortable before he lets you press play. You lean back, resting your head on his shoulder as you both get focused on the show.

"I missed you."

"I missed you too."

Your cheeks warm up at the quiet admission and you unintentionally press yourself into Chan's warm body even more.

You realize how good this feels, how natural. It always did with him. He was like your safe space, comforting, understanding and gentle. You hope your presence has at least a fraction of an effect on him that he has on you.

Stealing a glance at him, you find a small smile on Chan’s face, making you unintentionally mirror it.

“That’s silly,” he murmurs, commenting on the events of the episode and you don’t even bother looking at the screen as you hum, eyes fixed on him and his handsome face contoured under the purple neon lights of his room.

Sometimes you wonder whether this special thing you two have could ever become something more. You really really wish it could but you know how busy Chan can get and you’re not sure if he’s looking for a relationship in a first place. Maybe having a friend like you is enough for him.

Chan reached for the popcorn in the bowl on his lap, taking a glance at you only to find you already looking at him.

“What’s up?” He asks softly, making you snap out of whatever spell he casted on you and you advert your warm face to the screen.

“Nothing,” you murmur, making Chan chuckle.

“Didn’t seem like it,” he states and you bite your lower lip, not willing to surrender to his teasing as you force yourself to focus on the drama.

You wanted to watch it for so long so why are you letting it slip between your fingers now?

“I mean it though, Y/N. Are you okay?” He assures, his tone much more serious now and you look at him with a smile.

“Of course, I am. All good. Now let me watch the drama, will you?” You state, making him scoff.

“Your wish is my command,” he says with a smirk and you laugh a little, shaking your head at his antics.

“You’re the silly one here,” you murmur, using his previous comment against him, making him chuckle.

“Might be,” he replies before stuffing his mouth with the popcorn and letting you lean your head on his shoulder again, both of you falling into comfortable silence once again and this time even you are focusing on the drama fully.

And the thing between you? Whatever that is, as long as it’s here, you’re not the one to complain.

[dragon-business]

Nishida and Kiryu, Majima and denial

Despite the events of Kiwami, Majima firmly believes that Kiryu is a ladies man through and through. He's very deep in this denial scenario.

Oh, the mental acrobatics of ignoring all their dates last year (of Majima Everywhere and not), and Kiryu's drama with Fighter.

Nishida would cry if he heard of this.

Majima, looking at Kiryu clutching his old photo with Fighter gently, and congratulating him on the marriage with a shaky voice: I've connected two dots. Nishida, very quietly: you didn't connect shit.

Nishida is so offended. He has to listen to Majima rant about how every sane lady must want a piece of Kiryu at least 5 times a day.

Nishida was stalking Kiryu last year for Majima (and knows everything that went down), and when Kiryu comes to work for Majima Construction, Nishida can talk to him more often, and even witnesses his interactions with Majima in person.

And maybe Nishida had a crush on a slightly older sempai when he was younger. He understands. Something something, older men. Something more, queer struggle.

He may even intentionally chat Kiryu up, just for support and intel.

Because he'll be curious, too. He thought Kiryu being there in the flesh is the final goal. He thought it'll make life easier. But no. Majima is closed off and in denial. It's Kiryu's turn to put in the effort. To be brave, struggle, and take steps.

In any case, Nishida is a bit too eager to help, and sometimes says things that he thinks are obvious, but not for this couple of idiots.

- On the karaoke outing Majima be like: and what are you ordering, Kiryu-chan? And Kiryu's like: I'd go for the Majima special, best thing I had in years. Hope it's still on the menu. Majima, skimming the menu: nope. told ya, I've bought the cheapest shit back then, they don't serve it here (^;

(he actually bought expensive stuff, but they don't serve it in karaoke either)

Also Kiryu's "I'm not on the menu, you're lying" comes back around on him. Karma's a bitch.

Nishida will riot if he hears about this. Praying for him.

- Kiryu on the work break, with a cigarette between his lips: can you light me, Majima-san? Majima, already smoking: *throws a lighter at him* Kiryu sadly puts it in the pocket with 12 other lighter and a matchbox.

F.

- Nishida, probably: I'm glad boss is wearing a safety helmet… but it's like he's wearing a safety helmet… on his heart, too… Kiryu, literally working on the construction site without a safety helmet: well, safety is Important.

Dealing with them is like herding cats.

Kiryu can even go hard on this metaphor.

Like, people have to be careful with themselves, because sometimes even if your heart is in the right place, your body is on the construction site. And you gotta give yourself a bit of time and space to get them all in one place, where a safety helmet will not be needed. Where you can know it's not needed. And it's okay. It's alright. But sometimes getting there takes a while. And when you take your helmet off you're on a construction site again for some reason. And you wonder – did you take too long? Or were you always standing in the same place, and the safety helmet was obstructing your view? Do you get it, Nishida-kun? Do you understand? .__, No, I'm not gonna wear the safety helmet on work hours, Nishida-kun >c

There's a metaphor somewhere in this. But Nishida is very unprepared for Kiryu monologuing. Kiryu is not prepared for it either, tbh. He just says words, and they hit him. Self-knockout.

He just didn't have anyone to talk about all this, so there's a lot of pent up stuff brewing. Like, Rina doesn't need this baggage. Kiryu was gone from Kamurocho for a year, too. Gotta reconnect with her first. Date, well. He doesn't understand.

But Majima Construction is the queer scene. All of them (or most) can probably sniff Kiryu out as someone to trust and be relaxed around. Kiryu's first recruit to the team was an okama, also Tooth and Nail remember him.

I bet if Nishida will somehow share that he's gay (or if it will come up through circumstances) it will ease Kiryu a lot.

Kiryu "I found out men can date other men a year ago, and it was such a relief" Kazuma. It's not about the existence of the concept, but the fact that it is really possible and can be taken seriously. It takes time to allow yourself to fully embrace this. Especially for older repressed people. 

And look at him now, bringing more queer people to work on the construction site.

After years of half guessing social rules of the lowlife criminal scene it's all finally coming together.

So yeah. Only Majima is in denial there.

And it's not like Kiryu has openly gay people in close circles, so he will be asking Nishida questions about stuff and concepts. He's curious, in the Kiryu way. There's a whole new world of things Rina couldn't tell him about!

Nishida is crying on the inside. Baby gay Kiryu Kazuma is taking his wobbly first steps, eager to learn. He's older than Nishida, and yet here they are, student and teacher. That's queer life for you.

Nishida is around 30, 35 max, he just has a severe case of baby face. Especially without the helmet. He just has an ageless, angel face of nervousness. But he also has a lot of gay scene wisdom, for Kiryu he is a sensei. And Kiryu is a very attentive learner.

Imagine Kiryu in glasses sitting with Nishida at the computer in Majima Construction office. Nishida is showing him obscure forums and internet/texting lingo. Kiryu is Absorbing.

And the fact that Kiryu and Nishida are getting along so well, whispering to each other a lot about something is not worrying Majima at all. But Kiryu is getting absorbed into the family and Majima doesn't approve of this. This is his gang. His business. Kiryu should go away- well, too late. The family bonded with him.

- Will they go out to proper underground gay bars for group outings, or go to Smileburger still dressed capm af, take a big booth, laugh about dumb shit, and don't mind the stares? Or they'll do one after the other.

Just Kiryu going out with the boys ™️, your usual fried meat and beer experience. And then in a couple of hours he finds himself in the homo-sexual underground. You can still find plenty of meat there 👉👉

And the crew will celebrate Kiryu passing little milestones, like his first drag show etc. After the bonuses drop, you know.

- Majima, after finding out Kiryu joins the crew on their outings: is it because he's straight?.. They need a token straight person in their click?

Or is it because Kiryu doesn't have an official rank within the yakuza? Technically he is a civilian. And in Majima Construction he's only a forman. Maybe Nishida would not want the boss to see him navel diving. But the foreman is okay.

- With Majima deep in denial, Kiryu will have to find more cunning and direct ways of displaying affection (Kiryu. More direct. What a wild idea).

Nishida: isn't this- Kiryu: it's his knife, yes. he gave it to me. Nishida: that's… a very personal thing for the boss. Kiryu: when I hold it in my hand it feels like a part of him. like I'm holding- Nishida: … Kiryu: like I'm holding his hand ._, Nishida: *slowly exhales*

Oh, Kiryu. He'd love to hold a hand. But he's still in the indirect hand holding territory.

Nishida is seriously thinking over whether offering Kiryu to use the knife in fights is a serious health hazard. On one hand, Kiryu doesn't use it in battles because it is his prized possession. On the other hand, if he's not using it, boss will probably decide that Kiryu doesn't care about his present.

But offering to knife the boss is a little bit, ahem… well, he would appreciate it. Most likely. But.

- I wonder what Majima thought when Kiryu brought the knife to meet him in Purgatory. Is it a replica or the one he gave Kiryu?.. But Kiryu knew he needs to bring the knife as a peace offering (the fight offering).

The cop was a surprise though. The guy on the door asked Kiryu who she was to him on purpose, to clarify it for the boss. If Kiryu brought his girlfriend or wife to the meeting? No one would've let him in.

- Majima, after seeing Kiryu with a woman once: his obviously straight.

Like, he bought her underwear! And a beer. Kiryu never bought beer for Majima. Underwear either. That would be a hell of a night to need both afterwards.

Nishida: You sure the beer is the point of focus here, boss? Majima: No, you don't get it. It cements a level of familiarity, like eating cold pizza together in the morning. Nishida: Well, pizza-la os just down the street, you two can get beers and- Majima: No, you don't get it.

Some time later, Kiryu, holding the knife: I don't know, Nishida-kun, I never felt attraction to a woman in real life. I always thought it's something people experience in context. Like, at certain points? Perhaps?

– before / navigation / next

[wooahaes]

I kept wanting to message you again and again but aaah life keeps taking over >_< Anyway, as you might have guessed: it's layton anon here Did you manage to do your discussion board post or are you still on it? Hope it goes well<3 My essay is... uhm... yeah let's just say I'm working on it haha

OMG THE HAND HOLDING THING Y/N AND CHAN ARE LITERAL OTTERS THAT'S SO CUTE T-T (also istg UtS gives me so much cuddle envy I too want to sleep in a comfy cuddle pile)

same with jakob as a unit, he's just not it. But his quotes are superbe~ also yess the short, sassy quotes are so good fjdhfjh

I think you're really writing cheol so well. You found a good way to describe the dynamics between the members in general, it feels very on point to me. Sometimes it's super tiny things that make me go "oh!! that's so like them!!"

........... why did you have to say that about cheol always being in love with reader in every route why must you break my heart in this way (but also him putting her happiness first is so hfjshckejjhfj-- i' m fI nE)

reminds me i have to catch up with vernon and seungkwan's parts I'm so excited to read them!! I'll let you know when I did hehe~ Also I really get what you said about 10 wreckers at all times like. same. I'd say my biases are cheol and hao (tho chan has been dangerously close to join their circle one too many times hdjhfdj) but I literally love all of them sm T-T

i hope you're doing okay and are taking care of yourself! ily<3

hiii lovely <3 i hope things are going well for you tho!! sometimes life gets busy! no biggie, take care of urself <3 ur wellbeing comes first! also yeah ive got discussion board posts done hehe i have a paper due sunday but i think i'm gonna start working on it tomorrow unless we get confirmation that game nights gonna be tomorrow? good luck on the essay tho!!

god... mood tho i ALSO want a cuddle pile with ppl i love and trust. but yeah they're otters <3 he literally holds yn's hand all the time like. bestie just wants to hold a hand!! its for the comfort <3

i talked abt this with a friend btw abt jakob and felicia i think is who u get if u play as a guy? i never understood that. like im guessing its for romance stuff but if you can/will get both anyway??? why not give the player someone they'd realistically have as a butler/maid to watch after them???

aaa thank u!! the tiny things might literally just be me pulling from actual things they've said/done hehe but im glad i can capture things well!! i usually second guess myself sometimes but its reassuring to hear things like this :3 i love writing cheol tho. if i dont get whiny cheol in UtS at least somewhere tho i s2g ill delete /j

this only makes it worse but cheol is Not the only one who is always in love w reader in every route <3 like there's always at least two ppl who are in love w reader in every single route (cheol being one), maybe three. its all a matter of them all wanting to see yn happy instead of keeping them for themself <3

aaa thank u ill look forward to hearing ur thoughts then!! sorry in advance for seungkwan and all the fighting his has /j

i have started appreciating cheol a Lot more over this past year tbh? like i only got into svt last october-ish (whenever attacca dropped, i dont remember right offhand) and he wasnt rly high on my list. i just appreciate him and all he does for the group while also being like... the POUTIEST man sometimes. seungkwan doesnt say he loves him back and cheol is just like >:( carats would never treat me like this smh. get u a man who can do both.

hao truly is an artist and i can deeply appreciate that aspect of him even if he's not like. high on my list? like i love svt as a whole but i full yknow tht i love other members more (even if they arent my biases). i think i really appreciate how much of himself hao puts into what he does. he's so passionate about what he does. also hai cheng made me cry so ill never forgive him for tht /hj

(no but rly i did break down crying the first & only time i listened/watched the mv and i cannot bring myself to listen again bc i think i'll cry again if i do. beautiful song tho, i just do not want to cry lmao)

im doing fine! i had an eye appointment yesterday and had my eyes dilated so that was a bit of a pain to deal with, but im getting new glasses! my prescription has changed Slightly so thankfully no headaches or anything lol only thing fucking w me now is allergies since pollen is UP rn and i hate it </3 summer class is almost over tho!! im going to enjoy my less than a month of chilling lol i dont even have a proper final for this class, i just have to edit my papers and resubmit them <3

i hope you're doing well, though! take care of yourself <3 get ur essay done when u can!! i believe in u <3 its always lovely to hear from you!!

[svtskneecaps]

BIAS TAG YEET

i got tagged by @adriana-willnever-cook to y'know pick ten of my biases and then answer questions. problem is, i don't usually bias. minghao was a fluke. i just love him a lot.

so these are just as close to a bias as i get

Xu Minghao / The8 - Seventeen

BamBam Bhuwakul (idk if i spelled it right tbh) - Got7

Park Jinyoung - Got7 (his vocals in New Era wrecked my life ngl)

Wen Junhui - Seventeen

Kim Namjoon / RM - BTS

Im Nayeon - Twice (she's a close first tbh i love my girls equally~)

Kim Jihun - TRCNG (i mean technically i'm not qualified enough to bias in that group but if i had to)

Park Jihyo - Twice

Lee Jihoon / Woozi - Seventeen

Jung Hoseok / J-Hope - BTS

i love my kids equally but if i absolutely had to pick,,, yeah

Between 1 and 4 who would you rather kiss?

o boy. starting with a bang. umm,,, well between my china line babies, i'd probably kiss jun bc idk, my intuition tells me he'd probably be about as awkward about it as me, unless he's acting. he'd probably be super cool about it.

also he's probably a good kisser.

Between 2 and 7 who would be your best friend?

well, i love bambam but i'm gonna go with jihun on this one, and not just cause he's close to my age. he's kinda extra, really talented, and tbh he'd probably fit right into my friend group.

Between 5 and 10 who has the better voice?

oh nooooo shit. umm,,,, ok so when it comes to speaking voice i could listen to rm for hours, but tbh i prefer j-hope's rap. vocals i can't decide so y'know.

Between 1 and 8 who's the funniest?

hmm. why are these so hard to me? idk. i'm gonna go jihyo on this one. minghao's "IMMA" was p legendary but idk my intuition says jihyo. her n her beautiful thomas the tank engine face (plus the eyebrow stamp that one time)

Between 6 and 9 who would you date?

ok so idk if y'all know this but dating terrifies the living fuck out of me. this one goes to nayeon, no contest. woozi i feel is an introvert so dates would maybe be full of awkward silence, but nayeon seems much more outgoing and would be able to start a conversation, something i suck at. also she's just absolutely adorable and bubbly and happy and did i mention i'm at least 30% gay, specifically for Twice? bc i am

Between 9 and 10 who would you do a collaboration with?

you're kidding.

ok well i guess i'm gonna go with,,,,,,, woozi. no shade to j-hope. just that i feel like maybe i'd work better w woozi bc i feel like i'd be working really hard to prove my worth (to myself probably). also bc i've only seen hobi write rap, from what i know (which isn't much) and i suck at rap.

Between 4 and 8 who's the best dancer?

well, i'm gonna go jun on this, if only because he's in the unit specifically designated for dance. no shade to jihyo or twice, but from what i've seen their choreo tends to be p simple, so idk, i haven't really seen her full potential in that regard. i know she trained for something like 10 years so i expect she's p good, but jun takes it for me (HIM IN MY I AND OH MY, OH BOY)

Between 3 and 5 who would you most likely marry?

oof. asking the hard ones hm? well,,, logically it's rm. he's responsible and serious but also knows how to have fun and i think any kids we have would adore him, and he'd probably be good at raising them (y'know, pick up my slack there,,).

Between 2 and 3 who has a better smile?

how dare you make me choose. alright fuck, we'll say bambam. why not. honestly though, his smile is v contagious and idk i just like it a lot

Between 6 and 8 who would you vacation with?

QUIT MAKIN ME PICK BW GROUP MEMBERS GAH ok well i'm gonna go with jihyo on this one too. idk i feel like she'd probably be responsible enough to help me keep my brain in one piece during packing to go there and when leaving. like i'm pretty good at packing, but i'm always scared of forgetting something at home or wherever i'm staying so idk i feel like she'd be able to keep me organized plus she's probably a blast to have around let's be real yo

ok so that was me waxing poetic about the people i love for ten paragraphs or something. hope you enjoyed or something idk.

I tag (if you want): @doyouseemecaring (idk why it won't let me tag you?) and @letsseehowhappyyouare (bc i see you two in my notifications all the time and wanted to spring this on u), @butterymyjellyfish (bc you're my new best friend) aaaand @iknowsongbutidontknowsongname (bc you tagged me in that lovely mutual appreciation post and i forgot to say thank you before i lost the post whoops,,,)

and @01woo just to freak em out ("who tf is this nerd? why are they tagging me? idk who you are get away from me u weirdo")

also i accidentally analyzed who in seventeen was most likely to enjoy spin the bottle in the tags so if you're interested hit see more ;) you'll regret it, none of it makes sense and it's all late night intuition

[ghostie-galaxi]

hi can i request first kisses with dkb? thank u 💞💞

Oh, of course! I haven't had a DKB reaction in so long so this makes me really happy! Also I just completely forgot I deleted my first DKB reaction this I guess is technically my first one now. But fr I complete forgot how much I love these boys and I haven't been keeping up with content lately since I wasn't the biggest fan of The Dice is Cast and Rollercoaster so now I get to go back and watch old content and holy shit I love them-

DKB First Kisses

E-Chan/Changmin

Nervous on the inside

Like he's really good at hiding it

Would be hella romantic with you he's so cute with the younger members I can't

Like ngl I don't like the normal 'romantic dinner's date so I'd personally prefer something different but there's different various so a normal dinner

So for now we're just gonna say it was a one night dinner cruise that you could spend together

Was a total gentleman the entire time

I mean look at him-

After dinner you take a walk around the cruise ship before endung up at the front

Don't have a titanic moment stands there with you with his arms on your waist

You look back at him and smile, telling him you're having a great time with him

He does the stereotypical 'you know what would make this better?'

Before kissing you sweetly

You smile before throwing your arms around his neck and kissing him again

D1/Dongil

Giggly mess

Like fr is just so excited, nervous, happy, and awkward all at the same time

Does something cute with you

Probably an amusement park if you're up for it, or if not you'd at least go to do other things

Probably tries to win you all the prizes for the games there

You end up with a plushie that you're never letting go

Takes you to go get ice cream while you're there

Waits for the perfect moment while your sitting down together

Does the whole 'you got something right there'

You ask where before he kisses you

You're too shocked to respond and just look at him

Tries to keep his cool but just ends up erupting into a blushy giggly mess

You get him back and do the 'you have something there too' and kiss him too

Teo/Seongsik

One of the only two who isn't that nervous (2nd being Junseo)

Like he just loves you and knows you love him so what's the big deal

Probably a quiet romantic place somewhere at night

Like either night shopping if there's food or a festival going on or like a boat ride of some sort

Like I just just imagine the lights being around you guys and he wants to see you like that

Holds you hand the entire time you guys are walking around

Guys you any good you want while your out

Is just happy to be around you

Once you guys are alone somewhere he gets to stare at you under the lights and how it shines in your eyes

Puts his arm around you making you look him at smiling at you

You'd hug into him and he just goes for it

Slowly goes in while you're looking up at him

Gives you time to react before you close your eyes and you both kiss

You're both smiling messes afterwards

GK/Gwanghyun

Tries to act cool and fails

Is actually nervous

He's very determined to not back out of doing this so he tries to impress you the entire time so he seems confident

I'm thinking something like lazer tag so he can be cool for you

Omg I just remembered an old OTP prompt post about 'kiss my in the corner, shot me, then walk away'

So imma do that now

Even if you're on the same time, probably takes you to right when you're about to win

Hides with you in the corner, waits a minutes, looks into your eyes for a minute before kissing you

Hopefully you can't tell he's nervous

Pulls away and shots you before walking away all smug

You're offended and afterwards you yell at him

Laughing at you but he asks if a kiss will make it better

This time though when he does you figure out he's nervous when he pulls away and see his face is bright red afterwards

And now you get to make fun of him

Heechan

He constantly coos over how cute you are and that's his only strategy, to make you flustered so he forgets it's awkward

If I remember correctly (cuz it's been awhile) he doesn't like awkward situations so he's going to do everything to make it not awkward

I see him taking you shopping just so he can annoy you with cheesy compliments

You roll your eyes and look away shy when he does

Keeps doing it and one time when he calls you cute he just goes 'i can't help that you're so cute, I just wanna-'

Followed but him wrapping his arms around you and kissing you

You're shocked and he just smiles at you and walks out of the changing room, leaving you to get back into your normal clothes

You come out and look at him and he acts as if nothing happened

Puts his arm around your shoulders as he walks you out

You're still blushy mess over what he did

He notices and coos over you again

Kisses your head

You decide to kiss him back and he wasn't expecting it

So now he's the shy one with his face bright red and you act like nothing happened

Lune/Sungmin

The one that's unbothered by everything is now freaking out

Like tries to keep his cool and can't

I just did this the other day so he takes you to a butterfly garden so he can be somewhat peaceful to help him

Watches you take pictures of the butterflies and holds his camera ready as a one lands on your nose, getting the picture

You giggle as it flies away and he takes the opportunity to kiss your nose where it landed to try and ease his nerves

Waits a bit for a better opportunity

Continues to take cute pictures of you the entire time

You go to sit on a bench together inside the garden for a minute

Fidgets nervously before going for it

Leans into you and quickly, making you look at him and kisses you

Pulls away and avoids eye contact for a minute before he realizes it wasn't that bad and looks at you to kiss you again

You laugh at him for being nervous but he's over it you continue together through the garden as normal

Junseo

I literally love him I hate how I don't talk about him T_T he's so cute

I literally just watched the video where he had Hardy-June crawl into his lap before one of their stages and that's how he is with you

Literally just big teddy bear

Y'all are having an at home video game date or something of the sort when you just lay in his lap

He holds you in his arms or just let's you lay there when he's doing something else

You eventually start falling asleep

Before you're really asleep he looks down on you, thinks you're cute and places a kiss on your cheek

You turn to look up at him sleepily and he's smiling too

Just decides to make his move and kisses you on the lips

He pulls away and you look up at him shocked, him smiling happily

You might pull him back down to do again or just sit up and kiss him

Just happy and holds you on his lap

Yuku

Nervous wreak

Plz he's so cute

Really just wants to hold you close you kiss but knows he's way too nervous to do so

Takes you to a cat cafe so you can have a calm quiet environment

Watches you play with cats the entire time

Talks himself up to finally go and do it

Crawls over to you to sit next to you

Goes to rest his head on your shoulder just to test the waters

Spends a couple minutes like this, mentally preparing himself to do it

Finally he lifts his head up making you look at him before he quickly pecks your lips

Backs away immediately laughing awkwardly and covering his face

Your laughing at him for being shy and go over to him

You wrap your arms around him as he's still embarrassed, face bright red

Eventually calms down and this time you decide to kiss him longer

You pull away and he's back to shy smiley Yuku

Harry-June

Nervous wreak pt. 2

Like he has no idea what he's doing

Honestly barely even kisses your cheek let alone now trying to full on kiss you

There's no way he's doing it in the dorm or out in public so he'd need a different way to do it so no one sees him

Maybe a nature walk on a mountain

You're a bit suspicious since this isn't your normal date ideas but he insisted

Nervously went to hold your hand while walking

You get to an area where you get to stand over a railing and look down on every

Stands there with you and waits for other people to leave

Puts his arm on the other side of you to get your attention

Probably goes into kiss you but second guesses himself and backs away, laughing nwrvously

But you got the hint and bring him back over

You tell him to close his eyes and you kiss him instead

You drag him back down the mountain as he's too shy to continue

[itsdanii]

To the person whose ask won't go through and decided to drop me a dm, here's your request ♥️ I hope you like it, bub! Have a good day and stay hydrated!

Security

genre: slight angst fluff

warning/s: insecurity, self doubts, mentions of che*ting (He didn't do it, just a thought)

a/n: please do read the warnings before you proceed. warnings have been put there for a reason.

prompt/s: "sleep at my place tonight", "i don't like the idea of you walking down the streets alone", "please talk to me about it".

ft. matsukawa issei, f!reader

you've always been secured about your relationship but with the way matsun was acting, you weren't so sure any more. how can you, when he doesn't even bother hiding the fact that he was avoiding you?

You weren't a possessive girlfriend nor were you a crazy psycho bitch who would glare at every girl who would get close to your boyfriend.

No, you were understanding. In fact, you were too understanding to the point that you refuse to confront your boyfriend despite several days of not eating lunch with you, only to find him having lunch with another girl just behind the school's gym.

Despite the countless doubts swimming inside your head, you forced yourself to be positive, to think that the interaction was only between two friends who would eat lunch together.

Eating lunches with your friends was pretty normal anyway, right? Everybody does it and so can Mattsun.

Throughout the whole day, your attention in class was at its lowest point. You were too distracted that one of your teachers even pointed it out, telling the whole room that you were somewhere up in space.

"Y/n-chan! You okay?" Oikawa asked as he came out of nowhere, his bag carelessly dangling on his side as he held a volleyball with his hand.

"Mhm, just not in the mood," you answered with a small smile.

Suddenly, Oikawa put an arm over your shoulder and leaned down beside your ear. "It's about Mattsun, isn't it? It's written all over your face, y/n-chan."

You didn't have the energy to deny so you only gave him a nod before sliding his arm off your shoulder dismissively. "It's just that he's been too busy lately. I mean, I'm not trying to eat up all his attention but I can't help but feel lonely, you know? He's my boyfriend yet he spends his time more with that girl from his class."

"Ooh, is our dear y/n-chan jealous?" he teased, poking your side which eventually made you gasp.

"So what if I am? I'm still his girlfriend," you said, crossing your arms over your chest.

As the two of you continued gossiping with random stuff that happened throughout your day, you both decided to get some icecream since it had almost been a week since you and oikawa catch up.

However, the moment you entered, the first person you saw was none other than your boyfriend who claimed that he was going to go home early because of some emergency. A chocolate icecream was placed on top of his table along with a strawberry one that obviously belonged to the person he was sitting with.

Mattsun's lips parted, looking like a deer suddenly caught in headlights, and the moment your feet moved to run away from the store, Matsukawa instantly stood up to chase you.

You only managed to run a few distance away from the icecream shop when a hand suddenly clasped around your wrist. You struggled against his hold, trying to take your hand back as the tears started streaming down your cheeks. "Let me go, Issei!"

"Love, please. Listen to me. It's a misunderstanding, okay? I wasn't-"

"Shut up, I don't wanna hear any of your excuses," you spat at him and forcefully pulled your wrist back, successfully this time. "I'm going home."

"I know you're mad and you probably want your space but, love, at least let me walk you home. You know how much I don't like the idea of you walking down the streets alone." Matsukawa looked at you with pleading eyes, his hand clenching and unclenching on his side at the fear of losing you.

You stared at his hand for a few moments before finally muttering a low "Fine."

The two of you walked quietly, a small distance between the both of you which you knew Matsukawa obviously hated. Everytime he would try to reach for your hand, you would take it away and pretend as if you were sctraching something or playing with the ends of your hair.

It was 10 minutes during your walk when he finally had enough of the looming silence. Without saying anything, he slid an arm over your waist and pulled you to him. "I wasn't cheating on you if that's what you're thinking," he immediately said as soon as you were wrapped around his arms.

You felt yourself relax a little upon hearing that but still, you were hurt by how cold he treated you. "Then why?" you asked, voice almost cracking as you held yourself back from crying, your hand fisting the back of his jacket tightly as if you didn't want to let go.

"I guess I really have to ruin the plan," Matsukawa muttered with a sigh. "She's actually my cousin and I asked for help since your birthday is coming up. I... don't know how to choose something a girl would like."

Oh no.

He didn't cheated on you. He wanted to buy you a gift.

And you ruined it.

On top of that, you basically accused your boyfriend of cheating on you when he only wanted to make you happy.

As if sensing the way your body suddenly became stiff, Matsukawa unwrapped his arms from around you. "Hey, love, it's okay. I understand where you were coming from."

You shook your head no and looked up at him with trembling lips. "It's not okay, Issei. I'm sorry. I just thought that I was going to lose you and I-"

You were silenced by the feeling of Matsukawa's lips on yours, his hand making it's way to your nape in order to guide you. At the feel of his lips moving against yours, your eyes fluttered close, savoring the feeling.

As he pulled away, he rested his forehead against yours, lips still hovering over your own as you both panted for air. "Fuck, I missed you," he whispered before giving your lips another peck. "It was my fault for acting cold towards you but please, the next time you feel insecure and need reassurance, please talk to me about it."

You nodded in response, still caught up with the kiss you both shared. With your arms still wrapped around his neck, fingers playing with the tips of his hair, you opened your eyes to stare at him. "I love you."

"And I love you too." Matsukawa pulled away and gently pat your hair down, chuckling at how it was slightly disheveled. "Sleep at my place tonight. Let's watch some shitty movies you love watching. It's weekend tomorrow anyway."

Smiling at him, you took his hand and interlocked your fingers together before answering, "I'd never say no to that."

I've never felt so single 👁️👄👁️

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Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you’ve written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love! 💖

Tagged by @vchanny-og. Thanks for the tag, sweetie!

Hm ... *goes to check her own fics but she doesn't remember what she'd written* LOL.

In no particular order:

A Tangle of Webs (Tomione)

She knew that starting a new life would be hard, but she didn't realize the risks that were involved ... until it was too late.

This was written for @nerysdax and Lady Miya's birthdays. This one, despite the open-ended ending, is one that holds a special place in my heart.

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Berenice (Senshi x Shitennou)

"In a sea of faces, I always look for yours." And just when Minako thought her hopes and dreams would always end up in shattered pieces, a trip to a famed psychic changed it all.

This was written for the Senshi & Shitennou Reverse Mini Bang 2019, with the theme being "the sea". The inspiration for this fic is the artwork by the wonderful @versailles-fairytale. I think one of the best parts of this (other than the Minako X Kunzite relationship, that is) was when I got to explore the friendship between Minako and Ami.

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Doppelganger (Tomione)

AU. Compliant with DH except for the epilogue. She thought it ended that morning. She thought everything was at peace now. And that was exactly when she started seeing shadows of another person, in the one closest to her.

Yeah, this says complete, but ... it actually isn't. And I haven't moved it to AO3 yet. But I really like this concept and I've been waiting for a long time to go back to this, but alas ... still not finished with Prisms yet.

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And When The Dust Falls Away (Senshi x Shitennou)

Past lives will always affect one's present lifetime, both in negative and positive ways. She didn't truly understand this concept until a can of worms got unintentionally opened. When the dust covering memories from thousands of years ago, she finds out that perhaps there are some things that should be left unexplored, especially stories without conclusions. Written for the Senshi/Shitennou Reverse Mini Bang 2017.

As it's said in the summary, written for the Senshi/Shitennou Reverse Mini Bang 2017. The artwork that inspired the story is by the amazing @mochibuni. This fic also holds a special place in my heart because tbh, before I'd written this fic, I was quite unsure with how to put into words how I characterized Mako-chan and Nephrite in my mind. So I was really grateful for the chance to explore that.

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Somewhere in Time (Tomione)

Sent back in time by a mysterious person and trapped in the past with a missing Dumbledore and an overbearing, charismatic Dark Lord, they had no idea how much they could dabble with time before the world they had known shattered into pieces.

Well, of course this had to appear on the list lol. It is the first fic ... well, actually, the second fic but it's the first multi-chaptered fic that I'd written and completed, and of course it holds a special place in my heart. 5 years invested into 62 chapters (60 if we don't count the troll chapters). I admit that it does have imperfections, but it's imperfections on my own dear child. :)

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And sooo, this is the five fics. Not that I love my other fics a lot less (I mean, like I've said, there may be imperfections in my writings, but they're still imperfections on my children), but I tried to balance it out by dedicating three places to Tomione (my first ship) and two to Senshi/Shitennou (my second ship).

Annnnd tagging 5 people here: @nerysdax, @coppercrane2, @evillivingfluff, @kyoki777, and @littlemulattokitten, and whoever else wants to do this!

[fayeimara]

Meant To Be || One For Every Billion

6. By My Side | Pt 5

It takes you just a moment to understand his last message but you're already looking up as the dots are being connected and there he is, walking towards you with a real smirk on his real face.

So when he reaches you, you immediately say, "Definitely cute." and watch his mouth drop as he blushes.

Pretty boy didn't think you'd say it, did he? People should really know better than to dare you.

Although he gathers his composure pretty fast, responding after a beat, "Not cuter than you."

You laugh and shake your head, finishing the rest of your drink before standing, "Do you want anything?"

"I'm good, I just had a milkshake from the snack bar on the corner."

He moves to let you pass by him, following your lead as you move to exit the lounge and comment, "That's how you got here so fast. Where are the others?"

"Decided to do their own things, I guess. I think Maki was tired. I don't know what Iwa-chan and Mattsun are up to."

"Uh huh." You had a pretty good idea. They're probably busy being some of the best wingmen ever. That or Toru just ditched his friends, but you don't think he'd really ever do that.

But he'd also be complaining a little more that they ditched him if he didn't have some sort of idea so... you don't know what to think. Which is becoming a constant issue in his presence but it doesn't feel bad or scary.

At this point, you're not going to question it. If everyone is okay and happy, then you're going to focus on the now. Toru is really good at bringing that out in you, you realize as you come to a stop in the warm night air.

Turning to face him with a smile, you ask, "So, then, any requests from the birthday boy?"

His eyes light up with excitement and he responds, "Yes, but it's a surprise!"

"Okay, but.. shouldn't I be surprising you?" You question as he starts to lead you away from the lounge entrance.

"You already did! Now I know we have all night to enjoy the rest of the park."

"Or at least until it closes in a couple hours."

"Then we can gather anyone who's still up and have a party in my room!"

"Yeah, that's real ambitious. We'll see on that but- what's first?"

He stops briefly when he sees a cotton candy stall and answers in his sing-song manner, "First, something sweet for my angel."

Oh he's so cute. Seriously. But you let him buy it for you before prompting, "And now?"

"And now," he looks over at you with a satisfied smile, "we enjoy a ride down a river in a boat." He reveals, just as the two of you reach the entrance to the small, peaceful dock.

"Don't they close the river rides after dark?"

"In ten minutes, actually. So we should hurry because it'll drop us off to our next destination."

You look at him in surprise as you both join the relatively short line. Did he have this planned for before, when he thought you were going to leave? It's a little bittersweet because that's really thoughtful but, it also makes you sad to realize that would mean that maybe he thought the two of you wouldn't see each other again until the next time you visited. It also made you question... Were you unintentionally pushing him away when you visited?

Or you're just overthinking as per usual and he just puts this much effort into it every time he's spending time with a girl he might like. Right.

The two of you reach the front of the line in just a couple minutes and listen to the instructions from the staff member who tries to hand you down into the automated boat. You say 'try' because Toru's hand cuts in between and he helps you instead, giving the guy a pretty condescending smile. He's not even threatened, just.. acting like there was no other possibility because, well, it's not even a contest. You can't lie, you like it.

You settle down and he gets in after you, pretty steady himself as he elegantly plops down into the seat next to you, his arms stretching forward for a brief moment before leaning back into the seat, shifting his legs forward, and placing his hands in his jacket pockets. And whatever he just did there.. that's pretty hot too.

As your boat moves away from the dock, you're struck by the romantic atmosphere of the ride. The quiet melody of the water you're gliding through, the trees dotting the sides of the river that sway with a breeze every so often, their branches reaching towards the water like the leaves are looking for a cool, gentle place to lay. You and Toru, under the stars that are peeking slightly out of the sky, like shy observers to your secret little adventure.

He isn't saying anything either, studying the environment and in his own thoughts you suppose, but you don't mind the silence. You do, however, offer him the cotton candy, tilting the base of the cone you're holding so it's angled towards him. He pulls a hand free from his pocket to reach out and grab a tuft of the cloud-like candy before popping it in his mouth with a smile.

"Do you think about where you want to be in the future?" He's looking up at the sky, head tilted back against the seat, when you look over at his question.

You bite your lip, considering what he's asking. You think way too much about it sometimes, you suppose. "How far in the future?"

He looks over at you in surprise, like he expected a quick answer instead of your clarifying question. Now it's his turn to think. "I guess in a few years, after graduating. What do you want to do?"

"What I want to do is probably very different from where I might be, I think."

"How so?"

You're both looking at each other, lost in another bubble together, so you try to be as honest to yourself as you want to be with him, "In an ideal world, I would either write or play volleyball. Realistically, I'll end up tied to... my family business more than I'd like. Which means I likely won't have the time or energy left to do the things I love."

His eyes are wide, you think he's realized he just turned a mountain, not a rock. Maybe even you wouldn't know what to say in response to someone who just said what you did. But then he surprises you yet again, "If you know what you want to do, what stops you from making sure that's where you end up instead, no matter what?"

"You know," you smile at him softly, "That's exactly the battle I'm currently fighting. So we'll see how it turns out, I guess."

"So," his voice turns teasing, "will you pick writing or volleyball, when you win?"

"Probably writing," you answer with a laugh, releasing the weight that just took a break on your shoulders.

"Why?"

"You love volleyball, right? So much that you can't see yourself doing anything but that for the rest of your life?"

He sends another shocked, wide-eyed look your way but you're surprised he doesn't realize how clear that is to read on him, how easily you figured it out really early in the course of your correspondence this past year. You tuck that away for another day and continue your answer to his question.

"I love both like that and, the way I see it, I'm lucky to be able to love more than one thing at a time. And because I do, they'll both always have a place in the future I want. So it's not really that I'm making a choice between one or the other, I'd be incapable of that. Volleyball will always be in my life, even if it isn't the same way it is now. It's just that I'll pursue writing as my vocation while continuing to enjoy volleyball however I can."

"So you won't go pro." He doesn't state it as a question but it sounds like there's still one in there somewhere.

"I don't think so. That's... a little more complicated."

He shifts to turn more towards you, pulling another piece of the cotton candy you're holding between the two of you and encouraging, "I've seen your videos, Y/n. You're as much, if not more, talented than either of your cousins."

You laugh again, "Aren't you a little biased, Oikawa?"

"Sure, but I'm still telling you the truth as I see it. You've already filled the gaps they lack as players, you almost seem to have none. You're part of the powerhouse teams in your region, even country. And you can only improve from there."

"Yeah. But it's not talent or skill or even anything about volleyball itself that makes me so sure about its role in my life."

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"I promise, I will another day. But I know it'll be a long discussion and I want to hear your answer."

"My answer?"

"Where you want to be after you graduate."

"Don't you already know?" His lips pull up into a confident smile, "Because you said it, Y/n-chan. I can't see myself doing anything but playing volleyball for my future."

"No matter how you get there?"

"No matter how I get there." He confirms, watching you with a tilt to his head, "But I will get there."

"Of that, I have no doubt. I've seen you play, too."

And like that, his smile twists into a satisfied smirk, "Just on video, huh? You still have to come to one of my games in person, though."

"Oh, I do, do I?" You're grinning as the two of you fall back into lighthearted teasing.

"Of course. I think there's still a thing or two I could teach you."

"I'm sure. Without a doubt."

By the time the boat reaches the end of its line, the cotton candy is completely gone, much like any space between you both. The two of you are just short of leaning into each other, your sides already pretty much pressed against each other for most of the fifteen minute ride, as you and Toru talked and joked about various things with only the blinking stars and swaying trees as your witnesses.

You take a deep breath in as your boat approaches the dock, starting to pull away from him slightly, but you also catch the now-familiar scent of some product Toru uses and it smells divine. It's the sort of scent that makes you want to lean into his chest or neck and just relax while he holds you.

Oh my god. You need to slap yourself. That was pathetic, right? And after just one romantic boat ride, holy shit. You still have another hour and a half to go unless you completely bail on him. And for what? Because you caught yourself slipping? Again?

Ugh. No. You're here to be a good friend. And okay, take it slow and see what else could be between the both of you. But that shit wasn't slow.

You've pulled away, physically and metaphorically, by the time your boat docks but you still accept his hand as he helps you off, blocking the attendant yet again. He doesn't pull away though and neither do you, so you're still holding hands as you and Toru walk to your next destination.

Just taking it slow. Right... Shit.

Turns out your next destination is the carousel. You two keep switching horses, messing around until you're politely removed. After which you hit up some of the rides like the one that spins really fast so that you're pressed back against the reclined wall, or the one where you sit in a claw that swings you up, down, around, etc.

Following that, it's mini coasters and then upgraded back to some of your favourite thrill coasters from earlier in the day. You tell him it's a completely different experience at night. After the first one, he agrees. So you two hit up four more.

By the time the two of you get off the last one, teasing and laughing about who was screaming louder (it was him, obviously), you only have a little over twenty minutes left before the park closes. So your hand finds Toru's, your fingers lacing together with ease and electric familiarity by now, and you pull him along in order to run back to the hotel through the remaining crowd.

"Why are we going back?" He's barely even out of breath as he easily catches up to race beside you, but you guess neither are you. Thank you, conditioning.

"It's a surprise!"

The concierge barely startles when he sees two teens just run through, raising his hand to call out before lowering it in defeat. You're already gone anyways. You reach the elevator bay and hit the button for your floor, thankfully the door to the middle one opens immediately with a smooth tone. When the two of you get in for the ride up to the top floor, the pace steadies and you're just looking at each other while you each catch your breath, then you burst out laughing again.

"Okay so you're still not going to tell me?" There's a little bit of mock attitude in his tone but it's washed away by his genuine smile.

"Just wait."

The elevator dings as it reaches your floor and you're pulling him out with the doors barely open. The two of you reach your room and you swipe the card over the lock, opening the door, pulling you both through and closing it in swift motions before letting go of his hand and running to the balcony.

"Come on!"

You look back to encourage him forward as you open the double doors and he strolls up to your side before you both step out together. Just as you reach the rail, faint music starts to drift up from the park's speakers, getting louder and louder until you can hear its strains clearly, playing the orchestral melody that indicates the park will be closing in fifteen minutes.

It's what you can see only from up here that you wanted to show him. Because with the music that plays, there are lights quite literally at every inch of the park that turn on in an incredible show.

Many people gather on the streets or at particular locations for the ground level view. But those are always crowded and honestly a pretty limited view of the show's true scale. It's the guests who have park facing rooms and know to stop for the view from their balconies at this time that experience the true and complete nature of the stunning spectacle.

"Wow." He barely says it, it's more like a word he releases with his breath, but you're so happy knowing you were right.

This is the perfect ending to an incredibly special day that deserves no less. You and Toru stand there, side by side for the full fifteen minutes, still under the carpet of stars that seem a little closer from up here. The two of you hold hands, arms and sides pressed against each other as you both lean on the balustrade and listen to the crescendos and decrescendos, glancing at each other with smiles and the occasional comment. Sometimes pointing to a corner or edge of the park laid out beneath you to pull the other's attention with a tug on your linked hands.

And when the music starts its final rise only to move into its final descent, you look instead at Toru and find him looking back at you. With your hands still linked, you lean into him further to place a soft kiss on his cheek, mirroring the one from a year ago, this on his other side. Then you lean back to look at his flustered but happy face with a soft smile and add your wish for him to your blessing-

"Happy Birthday, Toru."

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Behind The Scenes!

-ngl but that moment when Toru takes a seat in the boat was fully inspired by my memory of him at the Karasuno vs Shiratorizawa match, just after Iwa hops over the seat like wow, but then the way Oikawa stretches out from his previous position... just more wow. Sorry, I can't explain it. I love that scene (and the others with those two that follow) and I don't know if I'm the only one it stuck with like this...

A/N: Okay...time for the vent... I will be the first to say that I love Kuroo and Suna primarily, and both the Miyas are a close second.. but I DO NOT KNOW HOW OIKAWA KEEPS PULLING THIS ON ME like... this whole episode really got away from me again. I mean, I did like Oikawa as a close second to Kuroo (who's been my steady the whole time, js, it's unwavering) for a LONG time before being intro'd to Inarizaki but... then Suna just came in and turned my head until I was like.. Oikawa, who? But maybe this just goes deep, so I didn't know he was always still in there. He IS incredibly lovable after all, you can't change my mind about that, and I really respect him as a complex character and okay, yeah, I honestly can't remember who was my first between him and Kuroo at this point because I was simping for them both before I really even remembered their names (and was trying to avoid being teased by my bf for rewatching scenes with them since he had to bribe me to watch the show in the first place). Anyways, I don't know what I'm saying anymore since I desperately need to go to sleep, maybe for a whole day, so I hope you guys like this one! Because.. just, yeah. Toru <3 I guess

Taglist: @delusivist, @prettyinblack231, @kac-chowsballs, @sakusasimpbot, @hawkthekinnie, @poppi144

[ivory-sunflower]

Arty Art Things ✨

Hellooo!

I've decided to post some of the arty things I've done either recently or in the last few years, well the pieces I'm somewhat proud of at least. All my posts tend to be a lot more wordy than they need to be but hey it's what I do here!

Conchúr White

Anyone one who's been on this blog for a bit will have probably have seen me talk about this lovely Irish fella. The pencil drawing is actually a year old as of yesterday, I only know that because screenshots of me flipping out about Conchúr following me on twitter popped up in my memories yesterday. I think I'd sent it to him at about 3 in the morning (I was not in a good head space at that point in time), so probably not what he was expecting to see when he opened his phone in the morning aha

The biro version is much more recent: I got bored while sat at my desk and doing research about university courses, saw a biro, saw my old drawing of Conchúr, had an idea. I revisited my GCSE art techniques and here we are. Again, I put this up on Twitter and now (at the the time I'm writing this) when you google "Conchúr White" it's the third top image of him which is a bit mad really. I think I spent all of about 20 minutes on Conchúr but another 45 minutes on the words behind him. The words are the names of the songs on his EP 'Bikini Crops', he doesn't just really love the idea of Channing Tatum driving him around at night in a daisy print bikini... Well maybe he does but what he does in his spare time is none of my business...

TechDif

So I mentioned that the pencil drawing of Conchúr came from a rough patch in my mental health and this one is no different! In fact this one came from an even worse circumstance so we love to see it. I had a bad, bad time in July and this started as a way of distracting myself from what was going on in my head. Without it, I can't honestly say I'd still be here so even if the final product of this had been a terrible mess I would still love it for keeping me alive. However, it did not turn out to be a terrible mess!

Now that the origin of this is out the way, where do I start with TechDif? Unlike Conchúr, I haven't really talked about them on here (unless you count one brief post about Citation Needed) before so I guess I'll do it here. The Technical Difficulties are a wonderful group of 4 British fellas who have had their fair share of fun online and even before. They did a radio show at university together, which went on to become their Reverse Trivia Podcast, later moving on to a panel show called 'Citation Needed': and a game called 'Two of These People Are Lying'. All of which I would thoroughly reccomend, they're one of my go to things when I'm having a rough time. All 4 of them are excellent! Tom Scott (red top, blue jeans on the picture) has his own YouTube channel which does content aside from TechDif. If you're quite nerdy and like science, linguistics, computers, or any number of other things you may enjoy Tom's channel. He is probably best described as "The Moderator" of the group, much like a tired teacher he tries desperately to keep everyone on track with what they're meant to be doing, but usually it does not end well for him. Then we have Matt Gray (space top, holding an ice cream) who also has a channel away from TechDif stuff, he does techy electronic things and has a series called 'Will it Soft Serve?' where he puts all kinds of strange things through a soft serve machine. Matt brings a very specific energy to TechDif and I can't fully describe what that vibe is but I love it. Matt and Tom also share a YouTube channel where TOTPAL is posted and they had a series called 'The Park Bench'. Moving on to everybody's favourite Gary Brannan: Gary Brannan (SATIRE hoodie, glasses) and can I just say, what a fella he is! He's just excellent! He is the one that will argue and rip into Tom the most (not in a malicious way) and hilarity ensues. There are some episodes where he is absolutely on it, getting all the points and others where he very clearly has no idea and that's where some of his funniest quotes come from. Given how badly I was doing at the time I made this, his response to it on Twitter was so so lovely. I specifically remember one tweet where he said I'd made him happy and although it was probably a flippant comment, it just made feel alright for a bit. Yeah I might be feeling awful right now, but I've made someone else happy so that's a nice feeling. Then last but certainly not least, we have Chris Joel (buffalo check shirt, beard)! I would be lying if I said he isn’t my favourite... His sense of humor is the one I vibe with most, he can get rather dramatic in parts and can chat bollocks like a champion. He has absolutely no online presence away from TechDif and, like Rens from Temples, I fully believe he’s a cryptid and lives off in a tree somewhere. 

The picture took me about 4 days to complete, well 4 nights because I did most of it between the hours of 12 a.m. and 7a.m. - I remember watching the sun come through my window each morning. It’s made up of lots of little pieces, all cut out and stuck on; even the sky and hills are made of separate pieces of paper. Nothing was actually drawn on the piece of paper it’s all stuck on, it’s not how I usually do things but if I messed up one little but I could just redraw it rather than ruining the whole thing. The most tedious parts to make were Chris’ shirt because I had to draw each square individually and then join the as well, and cutting out the ban-hammer in the bottom right was surprisingly hard. Every single detail of the picture is a reference to the podcast/shows, I still have the plan sketch and reference list knocking about somewhere. I listened to a lot of true crime videos while making it to the point that certain parts remind me of different cases: the brandy now reminds me of Peter Tobin, and the big spiral thing reminds me of Tim McLean (very harrowing case) - sorry that fact is a bit morbid but interesting nonetheless. 

I did post this for a little bit back in July, but I received some rather awful messages so I took it down. Generally, Tom Scott/TechDif fans are lovely but there’s been a few that have taken a disliking to me for some reason so I’m hoping they don’t resurface again. I’m in a better head space now though, so even if they do I’m more equipped to deal with it this time.

Hozier

This was a quick sketch I did in April, I was getting bored with lockdown and decided to summon the bog man himself. There’s not really much more backstory than that, no poor mental health story, no fun twitter story - he’s just here. He’s vibing. I will say I’m particularly proud of his nose, I just think it’s one of the best noses I’ve ever drawn. His hand is okay, but I think that the hands on my Conchúr drawings are better. So there is the Hozi-Boi...

The Corpse Bry

I’ve talked about Bry on here before as well, I love him, he’s excellent, top lad. He is a living Tim Burton character, he’s 6′6, very skinny, and his legs are longer than my will to live. I was watching ‘The Corpse Bride’ a few weeks ago and suddenly had an idea and so ‘The Corpse Bry’ came to be. I gave him a little panda friend because the panda has always been his animal - he used to wear a panda beanie all the time and his album had a panda on the cover. Again, there’s not really a fun story behind this one, I guess it’s somewhat fun because it’s the first art I made after finishing my psychology exams in October so it was nice to actually have the time to draw.

James Bagshaw

Ginger talking about Temples for the third post in a row? it’s more likely than you think! I did this one last week, I’d had a bit of a wobbly day and had group therapy on Teams in the evening and I just couldn’t concentrate on what was going on and I ended up doodling Mr James E. Bagshaw, the glitter crying fraggle man himself. It’s a bare-bones drawing that I could definitely work into more but I’m happy with it as it is to be honest. I’ll be damned if I’m going to sit and add the individual bits of fringe to his jacket, just thinking about doing that makes me tired. Maybe I’ll get around to drawing the whole band at some point...

Alice in “Wonderland”

This one is from about 5(?) years ago, it’s not my typical style and was a “study” based on another artists work (basically i just had to copy this fellas work). I’ll be honest, this one has a sketchy backstory that I won’t go in to because it’s not exactly a nice one, and because of that I also won’t say who the artist is that it’s based on. Despite this, I’m still really proud of this one and I’m so sad that I never got this piece back after I got taken out the class. I’ve considered trying this style again, I’ve even joked about doing another Conchúr drawing in this style as a nod to my progression through GCSE art, eventually leading to Conchúr drawn in ink on music manuscript and stained with neon paint and dyes - it would be quite the project!

So this has been quite a lengthy post so apologies about that but life goes on. Similar to the vinyl post, I’ll probably add to this as and when I make more art. Even if no one is reading these posts, I’m enjoying making them so that’s the main thing. It’s just nice to document things and the feelings that go with them. 💕

~ Love Ginger xx 

29/11/2020

[random-blfan]

Alsar 65: I'm Holding my Stomach

"Then, is this design okay?" (It’s a bit more like “Can you do this design?” )

"Oh, leave it to me! I'd like to change some things, so please drop by sometime."

The carpenter who was introduced by Ally-san seems to be a designer too, and when he told us what he wanted, he took notes and asked questions such as "What do you want to do here?" And "How many children's rooms do you want?" In regard to the arrangement of the rooms.

Thanks to that, I had lunch on the way, but today the rough floor plan was decided and we were also able to finish the draft up to the last detail.

"Then please!"

"Thank you"

"We’ll be back in a couple of days." 

The carpenter sent us off and we left the store.

Now Fer-san is holding my left hand and Chris-san and Sig-san walk behind us while talking.

I’ve been thinking, when did it become a rule to always hold hands with at least one person?

They normally hold my hand and I don’t say anything and there’s no opportunity to refuse, well it's not like I hate it so it’s fine but…

"I didn't expect that it would take this long. It's already evening, so let's go home,okay?"

"Yes, but are children’s rooms that necessary ...?"

As I walked home, I looked up and listened to Fer-san, who said with a smiling face.

Children's rooms, 5 rooms ...

Me bearing that many children! ?? Is what I thought, though I was told that wasn’t a problem.

In the first place, it feels strange to talk about children even though we really haven’t talked about it in depth...

"Well, even if you don't give birth to that many,a storeroom would be useful, right? If you give birth to five children, we’ll be able to raise them, so don't worry?"

"Hmm ... that's right ... and the servant's room ..."

I was told it would be a good idea for there to be an extra room, and it was incorporated into the floor plan.

"Ren-chan isn't going to quit being an adventurer, right? Then you have to have a room for the person who will take care of the kids while you're away? It's essential for an adventurer with all your companions, so even if it’s small it’s necessary "

"Well, I understand that but ... I didn’t grow up in that kind of environment, so it feels strange ..."

I’ve been through a lot to become an adventurer, so I want to continue after getting married, I was told that if I couldn’t look after my child then there should be a room for a babysitter. I feel torn.

When I heard that, I thought I should quit being an adventurer for a while, but as a support magician who can support three people, I should be able to reduce the risk of injury and death by doing subjugations together, so I want to continue. So I agreed to make a servant room.

Malik would think! I don't feel like saying that …( I really didn’t get this one not even when my friend explained to me, but Ren is worried about Malik’s opinion on the matter it seems)

"Oh, I will move to that house two days after tomorrow, but I have some furniture, so I wonder if I can leave it as it is? I still don't know if it will fit the new house even if I buy some."

"Ah, but why not just renew the bed in the master bedroom? I think the bed there is too small for us and Ren-kun."

"When you say that, it's certainly impossible for four people. Okay, let’s go to the furniture store tomorrow?"

"It should be as big as possible, right?"

When the three of them talk, it becomes a conversation above me and it is difficult to get into it, so I usually just listen to it.

If there is no particular problem, I won’t try to interrupt them

Besides, they talk to me properly, and even now, Fer-san's is still holding my hand, so I don't feel like I'm out of the group, and it's fun to see the three of them having fun.

"Oh, I can see Malik's house. Today I have to give Ren-kun back to Malik."

"Is Malik already at home?"

"Well ... today his shift should end by evening, so I think it's about time for him to come back."

Yeah, I’m sure.

I have a table with his shifts because the shift changes every month, but I can't confirm it because I keep it at home.

"Let's say hello. He let you stay yesterday ..."

"Really? You think it wasn’t a problem letting cute Ren stay with you?" 

"Fugu !?"

"Wow !? Malik-san!? Sig-san is falling! Please let go!"

I think it happened while Sig-san said that, pointing at the house, from behind, a hand extended to Sig-san's solid neck and wrapped around it as if squeezing.

I didn't notice him, but it seems that Malik-san is strangling Sig-san with all his might.

I ask him to let go immediately! 

"Oh, I can't help it if it’s Ren's request. Fine."

"Goho ... haha ​​... Mari ... ku-san ..."

"Sig-san, are you okay !? Doesn’t your neck hurt? If it hurts should I use 「Heal」? "

Malik-san relaxed his grip and released Sig-san with a look that as if he couldn't help it.

I hurriedly approached Sig-san who was coughing violently while kneeling in place.He shook his head so it seems there’s no pain.

"It's okay. I wouldn't be as careless as to hurt him .... Anyway, you guys come in, also there’s something I need to say to Chris, okay?" 

Malik-san, who is quietly angry and looks unpleasantly sullen, says to the three of them, but why does he want to talk to Chris-san?

But ... before that ...!

"Malik-san? Please apologize to Sig-san? It may have been bad to stay without permission, but it's terrible to go for his vulnerable neck from behind, understand?" 

"Ah…"

It was fine because Sig-san has training, but an ordinary person would have been strangled in the blink of an eye,  why did he strangle him anyway!

When I got angry with that in mind, my pout turned into a troubled expression, and I was scratching my head. ( My friend told me that while the “scratching my head” here can literally just be that it’s also used when someone is embarrassed or suffering) 

"If you don't apologize, I won't make lunch for a while!"

"What!? ... I'm sorry."

"No…" (This no is more like “it’s fine...”) 

This is the only way I can express my anger, so when I declared that, Malik-san made a terribly surprised face and immediately apologized.  I reach my hand out to Sig-san who is crouching to help him stand up. (しゃがみ込む = to squat; to crouch down completely  generally with face looking through knees)

It seems he really said  "I look forward to Ren’s bento everyday" before.

"Hmm ... I'm home for now let’s go in ..."

Malik goes into the house while sighing so those three follow suit.

"Well, sit down"

As we enter the living room, we are asked to sit on the rug, so we do so obediently.

"Malik-san, yesterday I suddenly stayed somewhere else, I’m sorry ... were you angry because of that ...?"

"Ah ... well, Ren is an adult too? So it 's fine. The problem is Chris. If you want to contact me, please contact me directly.Because I wasn’t there at that time I was ridiculed as I had to rely on Hugo to pass the message !? " 

"Eh…?"

He isn’t angry because of the overnight stay?

Eh, Chris-san, didn’t you contact him directly! ??

Thinking so, I look at Chris-san who is sitting next to me looking at Malik-san as if nothing happened. 

"Eh ~? Malik wasn't there, but if you got home, wouldn't you be surprised if Ren wasn't there, I thought you would worry, so I asked them to pass on the message ~? Are you angry? "

It doesn't sound like Chris-san's way of speaking ...

Well, if he  wasn't there at that time, it can’t be helped but ... What does he mean by ridicule?

"... Ku. That's right. You're not in the wrong. The problem is Hugo."

"Right?"

"I don't care about perfection ...?  ...? He didn’t deserve to be strangled ..." 

It seems that Malik-san admitted that Chris wasn't in the wrong,  dropping his shoulders.

And poor Sig-san (愁傷様です=しゅうしょう = shuushou, my friend explained to me that this expression is used to when someone dies or the situation is just to pitiful)

"Hmm ... I can make tea. Malik-san hasn't eaten yet, right? I'll make something, so you three eat too and then please go home."

"Oh, yes"

Apparently that was all, so I decided to make dinner after brewing tea.

There should be various ingredients in the refrigerator, so I wonder if I should look inside and decide on the menu.

"Yes. Today is a simple grated pork rice bowl, miso soup, and salad."

"" "Itadakimasu" ""

Everyone seemed to like what I made and ate quickly.

The grated pork bowl is made by dropping daikon radish on top of boiled and sliced meat then adding seasonings such as soy sauce and lemon juice. It's a solid but refreshing taste, so it's perfect for hot summers. When I was in Japan, I used to make it in the summer.

"As expected, Ren's food is delicious .... Oh, that's right. You guys, do you intend to not take quests for a while? "

"It's really delicious, isn't it? I intend to accept something once I've moved to my temporary residence ..." 

Malik-san, who was eating ravenously, says as he remembered.

The three of them said we’d look for a house and wouldn’t take quests for a week.

I wonder… if there’s something good to accept.

However, since I became B rank, it is one rank up and down.

In other words, it seems that you can only receive quests from A rank to C rank,I can't take the F rank Lulu leaf collection quest anymore. 

"That’s good then, some quests arrived that only you can take, 3 solo quests and one for a party, If you can, why don't you take them? "

"We still have a month before we go to the royal capital .... I'll decide after returning to the guild and checking the contents of the quest. Can Ren do the party quest too?" 

"Ah, yes"

Sig-san  answers, mhh but a party quest...

What is it like?

Are solo quests impossible for me

I’ll have to go to the guild and take a look tomorrow...

The three returned to the guild after getting permission to stay when Malik-san isn’t at night.

TN: Poor Sig...

Ahh It's here ＼(￣▽￣)／ I actually finished translating  yesterday at like 5 AM (Because who needs sleep… ) but I was waiting for my friend to reply to my messages and it’s hard because of the time difference.  

The previous translator liked to put food pictures whenever Ren cooked and as a foodie and someone who loves cooking, I really liked that so I decided to do it too!

I hope you liked it, I really like translating and it is fun also I learn so many new things. 

Take care and if you see typos, grammar errors or whatever feel free to tell me, I want to do my best but English isn’t my first language and I’m still learning japanese. 

[babeyvenus]

Revival(BNHA OC)

Chapter 5: Sports Festival?

Keeping herself hidden from her villainous father, and studying to be a hero for the sake of her and her deceased mother, Sunako Homura pushes her way through countless challenges in her highschool years. Will she lose it all, or lose herself?

Story Genre: Fluff, Angst, Romance, Family/Comfort

Tags/Trigger Warnings: Gore/Blood, Suicidal attempts, Alcohol, Language, Panic Attacks

_______________________________________________

After dinner, there was an awkward vibe between Shura and I. Neither her or I have said anything to each other even after she came home.

"You didn't tell me you were going on a trip.", Shura suddenly speaks up.

"My bad?", I say and she smacks me on my head. "Uh...OW!?"

Tatsuo hisses in sympathy.

"You earned that! You had me worried!", she says looking back at the sink. "All Might called home and I was worried sick. You're lucky I was stuck at work, or I'd have been there to strangle you."

I sweatdropped. "Please don't."

She sighs and shakes her head. "Just be careful. This is your first time fighting a villain and you almost died...."

"I didn't get anywhere close to dying, Shura.", I say, crossing my arms.

"To me, you did. I shouldn't have to get a phone call home about you being in danger or hurt, or worse.", she says, sullen and walking to her room.

"I know.", I say, looking down at my lap, not wanting to make it worse.

"She's only looking out for you, Sunako.", Tomohiro says.

I know.

_______________________________________________

After two days of resting, I went outside only to see Bakugou already ahead.

“So, you weren’t gonna wait?”, I joked, catching up to him.

“Tch.”, he rolled his eyes. “You take too long. Shouldn’t take you 30 years to put on some pants.”

“You’re exaggerating and a drama queen,” I say.

He glared at me and I just laughed as we got to the entrance.

“Hey, Sunako!”, I hear Mina call me.

Before I could turn around, I was tugged somewhere into the girls changing room.

“What’s going on!?”, I exclaimed, seeing Yaoyorozu, Tsuyu and Uraraka trailing behind her.

“It’s about time you got out of those pants, don’t you think…?”, Ashido smiles sinisterly, along with the other trio.

“And that’s my cue to leave.”, Tomohiro says, disappearing.

You ass! Don’t leave me!!

I backed up into a wall. “What’re you trying to do….?”

Tsuyu wrapped me up with her tongue as Yaoyorozu sized me up, making a skirt, black thigh highs, a black bra in my size.

“Don’t even think about putting that on me!”, I yelled.

“Would you rather do it yourself?”, Ashido asked.

“I’d rather die!”, I deadpanned.

They looked at me with straight faces and neared me again.

“You can beat me or whatever, but I ain't putting it on!”, I exclaim.

"Oh, c'mon! It's not that bad.", Mina says, making me raise both of my eyebrows in disbelief.

_______________________________________________

“Hey, you guys!!”, Ashido calls.

I felt myself being dragged inside the classroom, hearing a bunch of voices going around and then it gets quiet.

“We got something to show ya! Meet the new Homura Sunako!”, she announces, ripping a cover off of me.

I look around the room to see the rest of the class’s wide eyes and some of their cheeks dusted pink.

“Isn’t she cute??”, Uraraka asks.

“Very.”, Kaminari grins.

“I didn't need your opinion!”, I yell and Mina giggles, wrapping her arms around me.

I glanced toward the rest of the room. “What’re you guys staring at!? Quit gawkin’!!”, I growled.

“Aw, c'mon Sunako-chan…you don’t look bad. You’re super cute!”, Hagakure says.

“I’m not cute!”, I argue.

“She’s right, though!”, Kaminari says and grins at Kirishima. "Don't you think so, bro?" Kirishima rubs behind his neck. "C'mon, don't make her uncomfortable."

I groaned out loud turning to Mina. “Why’d you make me put this on?”

“To get in touch with your inner femininity.”, she says, shrugging.

What kinda answer is that….?

“She’s right, you know.”, Tomohiro says. "It doesn't hurt to do so every now and then."

Your opinion is invalid. You didn't help me.

The door slid open to show a wrapped up mummy.

“Who-?”, I started, but was cut off by threatening, but mumbled voice.

“Why are you all still up…? Sit. Down.”, a familiar voice says.

“Mr. Aizawa….!?”

“You’re back!!”

“Aren’t you supposed to be resting??”

“My well being isn’t of importance right now. I just need to let you all know that your battle isn’t finished.”, he says, walking over to the podium.

“What…?”

“More villains….?”, I whispered.

“The sports festival is coming up.”, he says.

Everyone sighs in relief. Asshole…

“I forget this is a school.”, Kaminari says.

“Everyone…I’m gonna do my best!”, Uraraka exclaims.

Everyone fist pumps the air. “Yeah!!”

“I said I’m gonna do my best!!”, Uraraka yells aggressively.

“Y-yeah….”

The class went by just as fast as it came and everyone clambered to leave.

“I’m so tired…”, I say, yawning. I glanced Uraraka as she trembles, facing the door.

“W-what the-!?”

“What’s going on!?”, Midoriya exclaims.

The door was blocked by various and many students from other classes.

“What now…?”, I say, walking up to group.

“What’re they here for!?”, Mineta yelled looking confused.

Bakugou brushes past me. “They know about USJ, you idiots. They’re scoping out the competition.”

Mineta points at him and looks at Midoriya as he reassures him.

Bakugou walks up to the door. “Now that we got that out the way, you idiots have no business looking in here. Now, get outta my way, extras!”

“H-hey! Bakugou!”

“You can’t just call people extras because you don’t know who they are!”, Iida yells.

I walked up to the door, but paused as a bored looking, lavender haired student walked up. “I heard you guys were impressive, but you just sound like an ass. I’m sad to find that you guys aren’t nothing but egotistical maniacs.”

“Hah!?”, Bakugou sneered.

I frowned. “Now, wait just a minute-”

The guy starts rambling and I sigh, tuning out.

This is a waste of time…

“Bakugou, where are you going? It’s your fault they’re in our grill!”, I hear Kirishima exclaim.

“None of that shit matters. When you rise to the top, none of these shitheads will matter.”, Bakugou says leaving.

"That guy moves to the beat of his own drum.", I say, rubbing my temple. "I kinda like him. He doesn't take shit from no one.", Tatsuo says, smirking.

You two might just get along then cause you're both annoying.

I sighed, walking out of the school after the day.

“I never understood what all that was about. They saw who they were up against, why provoke us?”, I grumble lowly.

“They want to see who was really a challenge. Considering this is a popular school.", Tomohiro says.

“Maybe they’re scared.", Tatsuo says and I roll my eyes. "Scared of what? We haven't done much."

"They'll be seeing soon enough but for now, just worry about training.", Tomohiro warns.

I walked inside my house and paused seeing my aunt drop her remote.

“You…you’re wearing a skirt….and you look ADORABLE!!”, she gets up and squishes my cheeks.

“Told you, it’s not bad. It’s a good change.”, Tomohiro grins.

“Yeah, yeah.", I grumble, pushing her off. "I haven't seen you wear a skirt in so long," she pauses. "Who put you up to it?"

I shook my head. "Just a couple of girls from my class." She raised her eyebrows. "You told your class? I mean, it's obvious but how did they take it?"

"They were shocked…. confused?", I shrug. "They accepted it fairly quickly for some reason but there's no need to dwell on it." She nods. "Well it's good that they're looking out for you too. Make sure you make a lot of friends, yeah?"

I nod. "Okay."

She claps suddenly. "Speaking of friends, guess who's back?"

I tilted my head in confusion and walked around the stairs to get to the kitchen, where she had this mystery guest hidden.

“X-xen!? Ushio!?”

Ushio Suki and Xen Yamato, my childhood friends. We met at an Aikido tournament after I'd beaten Xen. Ushio rushed at his side in seconds so she's had a crush on him for the longest.

Ushio came up to me and hugged me. “How’ve you been? I missed you!”

He shrugged and smiled. “We saw each other at the store and thought to drop by and see how you were doing.”

I frown. Now, of all times….?

“Give them a chance. They’ve missed you.”, Tomohiro says from the island.

“It’s been a year, you guys.”, I say.

Xen scratches his cheek and chuckles nervously. “Yeah…it has.”

“Yeah, sorry. I went to America for a while. I had to deal with my grandma remember?”, she asks.

“Oh, that’s right. At least somebody bothered to tell me something.”, I say, pointedly at Xen.

An awkward silence ruled out in the air.

“I’ll leave you guys alone.”, Shura said, leaving the kitchen.

I crossed my arms. “So…”

“How’re you doing after the USJ incident…?”, he asks.

How’d he know about that….?

“How'd you know I was there…?”, I asked.

“You can’t answer my question with a question.”, he says.

Yeah, I meant to come see you but it was this redhead standing outside the nurse's office.”, she says, scratching her neck.

Kirishima...

I shook my head. “You’re in my house. Answer mine.”, I say, looking at Xen.

“I’m in 1-B.”, he says.

“I’m in the Support department.”, Ushio says.

My eyes widen. “You two are at UA….? I haven’t seen you there.”

“I could barely recognize you either until I saw your face.”, he says.

“Same.”

I sighed. “Well I’m doing fine, as you can see. I just came back.”

“Yeah, I see.”, he says, looking me up and down. Ushio smiled widely, doing the same. "This look is cute.", she says.

I sigh. “Well, if that’s all you’re here for, you can have any snack and leave. I’m gonna go wash up.”, I say.

“Damn, you’re throwing us out already?”, he joked.

“Yes, get out.”, Tatsuo orders and Tomohiro pats his shoulder.

I rolled my eyes with a smile. “I’m pretty sure you got other things to do.”

“Yeah, you’re right.”, he says going through my pantry.

“Yup, gotta get back home. I didn’t even tell my mom I was coming to visit you.”, she says.

“Don’t touch my pockies, I’ll murder you both in your sleep.”, I say, walking away.

“I believe it.”, he says, still rummaging.

“We won’t!”, Ushio exclaims.

My phone binged as soon as I walked out of my bathroom,catching my attention.

{XXX-XXX-XX23}

Hey, grl!

Uh…what…?

{Dxmonix}

Who’s this…?

{XXX-XXX-XX23}

It’s Mina! Srry, I went through your phone when you were changing (¯∇¯٥)

{Dxmonix}

No worries (ーωー)

{Alien Queen}

Gotta add you to the Bakusquad now

{Dxmonix}

The what now?

{Alien Queen}

Mweheheh

{Dxmonix}

You're creeping me out Mina.

{Alien Queen}

Don't worryyyy

Alien Queen placed you in BakuSquad!

What the hell.

{Sparky}

Hey, Sunako chan!(≧▽≦)/

{Sticky}

What’s up?(*¯∀¯)ノ

{Sharkyboi}

Hewwo(≧▽≦)/

{Dxmonix}

Hey guys(￣▽￣)ノ

Alien Queen added Lord Explosion Murder!

{Dxmonix}

Uh…..wut…?

{Lord Explosion Murder}

Tf is this?

{Dxmonix}

Uh Mina…?

{Alien Queen}

So! Now that we have everyone here, it’s time for questions

{Lord Explosion Murder}

Hell no. Take me out of this shit

{Sticky}

Lmaooo

{Dxmonix}

Relax Explosion Boy

{Lord Explosion Murder}

Fuck off

And get me out of this chat!

{Alien Queen}

Not until we talk

{Dxmonix}

We're talking tho

{Lord Explosion Murder}

I'm going to sleep.

{Dxmonix}

Felt that

{Alien Queen}

Nuuuu

{Sparky}

Awwww lame

{Sharkyboi}

I smell fail

{Lord Explosion Murder}

If you’re fuckin finished, can I leave now

{Alien Queen}

Nope!

I shook my head, lurking through the messages and saved everyone's contact before slowly falling asleep.

Within the next few days of training for the festival, things weren’t getting any better. Everyone was bustling about getting themselves pumped up and prepared or some were just completely out of it and unprepared.

Me, on the other hand, I was a little bit of both.

“All of Japan will be watching, huh…?”, I asked Uraraka.

“Don’t remind me!”, she whines.

“It can’t be too bad…”, Yaoyozoru says trembling.

“Yaomomo, you’re shaking.”, Mina pointed out.

“Is everyone ready?”, Iida pops back in the room.

We all nod and get up until Todoroki calls Midoriya out.

I looked at him in confusion.

“Now, that we’re here for this festival…I just want you to know that I’m stronger than you.”, he says.

Midoriya just meekly nods.

“You’ve got All Might waiting for you on the sidelines. I won’t ask why, but I will beat you.”, he says.

He turns to me.

“The same goes for you, Homura. I don’t know exactly what your quirk is like, but I’ll beat you too.”

The hell did I do?

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[sengenweek]

SenGen Week: Day 04 (Correction)

Day 04: January 01

Soulmate au / first date/meeting

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Title: Colorfools.

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A/N: You can see every color, except for the color of your soulmate's eyes. Once you see the eyes of your soulmate, you can finally see the color that has never been available for your sight.

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He was lonely, and had nothing better to do that day, so he'd gone to a nice coffee shop downtown just to kill some time outside his house. Being indoors all the time was getting to his nerves. The coffee shop was a nice place, decorated with whites and browns in a second floor, and a big window with view to the outside, but the view was plagued with people and cars; nothing interesting to see. He opened a notebook containing drafts for his next book, as his drink and snack arrived, he was already engrossed in his writing and thanked the waiter absently.

He wrote and scratched several lines, using at least three of his pages when he decided to leave his pencil aside to take a sip of his coffee, looking once more to the window as he munched on a donut. And he noticed something, someone who looked briefly upwards and Gen got a glimpse of their eyes. Their eyes. A color he'd never seen before, a beautiful and mesmerizing shade enlightened by the sunlight. And as soon as the person –a boy, a teen?– had glanced up, his eyes went back to the floor, leaving Gen to observe a very strange mop of hair that stuck up. He was with two other people, a tall young man, and a girl with long hair, but Gen barely paid them any mind, he was stuck on the other teen, the one with odd hairstyle, and such beautiful eyes. He was about to get up from his seat and run to him, run to catch him. But as soon as Gen had seen him, the crowd had engulfed him.

Red. He knew what the color he'd never been able to see was called. Red. Gen saw it, again, in the traffic lights, in the neon signs of Tokyo, in the package of his favorite drink, Cola. Red. In the cover of his notebook, in the ink of his pen, in the drawings of his deck of cards. Gen saw red, the color that was missing from his life; and he loved it. He loved the color that painted his soulmate's eyes. And he regretted the fact that he may never see this person again, may never even hear his voice.

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The girls at school –as well as some boys– seemed to have gained an interest in someone named Asagiri Gen, a sort of magician. One day, one of his classmates read aloud a quiz from one of his 'psicology' books, and Senkuu quickly disregarded it's value, and decided it wasn't really worth the effort to read more from it, so he didn't even looked at it.

That afternoon when the rest of his classmates as well as Taiju and Yuzuriha had left the classroom, he noticed his classmate had left the aforementioned book in there, so he took it to put it away and return it the next day, he lifted the book and saw it's cover which portrayed Asagiri Gen himself in the front. Asagiri Gen. A magician. A 'writer'. The complete opposite of him. He saw the deep blue of his eyes. He saw it in the night sky, in his father's tie, in the sea, in the wallpaper of his computer, in his jeans. He saw the color he'd never seen before, and got excited –happy, even–. So he thanked Asagiri Gen for putting his face in his trashy book, and left it at that. There was no need for Senkuu to do anything else about this.

And that was a filthy lie, because he tamed his hair down, wore a hat and glasses to attend one of his shows, he sat on the back row, hidden. Asagiri Gen's magic show was no big thing, he used every old trick in the book with a little personal twist. His smile was big and false. Like his show, Asagiri Gen seemed to be an act. Senkuu wondered what he'd be like in reality. So every now and again, he would read one of his trashy books, aimed towards the public to produce sales, and once or twice, assisted to his shows. Never once did he make contact.

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'AD 5738, April 1st'

Whoever carved that was totally insane. Whoever carved that, had kept track of time while being petrified. Whoever carved that, was awesome. And Shishio Tsukasa feared this person. This Ishigami Senkuu person had to be someone worth knowing. He was hopeful to find him alive, despite having heard Tsukasa say he'd killed him with his own hands. He was quickly despached to go find the village of primitive people and the smell of ramen invaded Gen's nostrils.

'Ishigami Senkuu must have lived, then' was his first thought.

He snuck around the people and snatched a bowl, being his usual confident self even as he got surrounded by three of them, aiming very sharp spears –and knives– at him.

"I thought I'd seen your face somewhere before, Asagiri Gen"

He turns to look at the one he can only asume, is Ishigami Senkuu, and his heart beats so wildly in his ribcage he'd swear it would burst it open. He only ever saw them once, he only ever saw him once, but Gen would recognize that shade of scarlet, that weird mop of hair, anywhere. It took all of his self-control to keep his façade. The young man didn't seem fazed at all, he put Gen to work and got information out of him, not that he was going to keep it a secret anyhow.

"All I have to do is make a false report. 'It was only a primitive village.' 'Senkuu is dead.' With that, I can save you, Senkuu-chan"

'^I can save you^ I don't want you to die'

He hoped Senkuu had gotten the message, since he didn't show any reaction to seeing him. And Gen knew he'd never mistake his soulmate.

'But. Soulmate or not, you're amazing, and I want you to live.'

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He didn't know if Gen was avoiding the subject on purpose, but he supposed it wasn't good to just dodge the situation forever. The matter of being soulmates had to be adressed eventually.

"Senkuu-chan~!" Ah, yes, speaking of the devil.

He turns to look at Gen, smiling brightly, the scar on his cheek making his grin far more devious than it should be.

"What are you doing up so late at night?" he questions.

"I could ask you the same, Gen"

"Insomnia~! Your turn~!"

"Stargazing" he grins.

"You like the stars?"

"Yeah, they're a good way to know your location, and the time at night. Although, after so many years, they shifted in their place. They're not where I remember them being"

"Everything has changed" he mumbles nostalgic.

"It's not so bad. With consistent and sustained effort we can bring it back to being more or less where everything was. It'll take years, perhaps even decades, though"

"Ah, yes. You'll work everyone to exhaustion"

"You damn right, I will" he beams.

Gen can only sigh, a tiny smile tugging on his lips.

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An observatory. Gen really surprised him this time. 'He must've remembered when we spoke of the stars' he mused. He really should speak to him now, he knew jackshit about these kinda feelings, but he was sure this was more than just a gift for his birthday, the words the mentalist spoke were far too much of a hint.

As if being summoned by his thoughts –again– the mentalist burst throught the entrance on the floor elegance in his movements.

"Stargazing?" he asked.

"Yes and no. I'm trying to find where the stars are now"

There's a map on the floor, notes and constellations drawn into it. Gen takes a sit right next to him.

"And how is that going?"

"My hand hurts from scribbling so much" he sighes.

The mentalist takes his right hand gingerly, tracing circles and triangles and squares into his open palm, lips pursed –almost pouting–, inspecting it as if it were an antient text.

"Don't tell me you read palms too, mentalist" he jokes.

"Why, yes I do~!" Gen answers gaze never leaving his hand.

"Oh really? And what does my future say?"

"You have a tewible luck. As always"

"Mmm"

Senkuu changes the position of their hands, now he's the one tracing figures on Gen's palm, making him chuckle.

"What does my future say, Senkuu-chan~?" he asks amused.

"It says... You will be kissed shortly"

"Eh? Kissed?"

Senkuu leaned –eyes open– and placed a chaste kiss on Gen's lips. And Gen looks cute when he gets paralized and blushing, his eyes three times larger than a moment ago.

"Thank you, for my birthday present. And for the color blue. It's beautiful"

Gen tries to speak a few times, but he only manages to look like a fish, so he gives up, and buries his face on his sleeved hands.

"Never seen you so flustered before. How cute" Senkuu chuckles.

"You're so mean~!" he pouts.

"Sorry. But it seemed like we avoided the subject for too long"

He spreads his fingers, letting only one bright iris to be discerned.

"I suppose you're right" he agrees. "You knew since the modern days who I was"

"I saw your face in one of your trashy books"

"Heh. I saw you once from inside a coffee shop"

"Really?"

"Yes. It was only a fleeting moment when you looked up" he explained sheepishly. "I wanted to go after you then, but you got lost in the crowd. I think you were with Taiju-chan and Yuzuriha-chan"

"Heh, I probably was"

"I like it. Red, I mean"

"I wonder if everyone just loves the color they'd never seen before"

"Probably most people do" he smiles, finally revealing his face.

And Senkuu takes the chance to steal another kiss. This time Gen responds, draping his arms on Senkuu's neck, the other pulls Gen closer by his waist.

Scarlet and cobalt meet, they suit each other quite beautifully.

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A/N: So, I posted day one again for mistake. Kids, don't go operating heavy machinery when you're sleep deprived, just sayin', ya could get something wrong. Also on:

https://www.fanfiction.net/s/13464121/4/SenGen-Week-2019-2020

[cinaminho]

Stray Mafia: You Push them away ,, 4/7

╰ Group: StrayKids

╰ Genre: Slight angst,, slight fluff

╰ warnings: All regular members are not in here,, Not in Order ,, not proof read

Request - Could you do a stray kids mafia scenario where their S/O has a break down and begins to push them away, kind of closing up? I LOVE YOU!!

Plot - just a week away from your wedding, Spoiler; next scenario you begin distancing yourself away from him, naturally a bunch of scenarios come to mind as to why you're suddenly acting this way again, are you sick , maybe? Just in a bad mood? It could be a number of things, but trust, your mafia companion will get to the bottom of it. How does he do so and how does he react to this behavior?

They became too long and I ran out of space,I don't feel like switching to my tablet, so I kept my favorite written ones, cool with you? Mmk.

Chan:

He'd be one to try and talk to you making frequent attempts. Now that'd you admitted your love for each other and your big day was no longer far enough to call off , there was no way he was going to let you close up now. Whatever it was you'd fight through it together , that's what he told himself and you. Now obviously, he knew something was wrong but was it so deeply bothering you that you tore through half the house out of anger? When he stepped inside your shared home to see the ransacked place he didn't hesitate to pull a gun from his jacket pocket, slowing trailing through every inch of the house eventually making his way up stairs where he finds you, hobbled on the window seat of the bedroom, the veins on the side of your head visible, shortened rigid breathing was heard, your hands with war scars on them. He'd drop his gun to race over and sit in front of you, cupping your face bombarding you with questions, but all he got was small hiccups, cries, and tears.

"Y/n, what happened, who came In here, did they attack you?!"

His questions would come a mile a minute. You'd simply shake your head. He'd sigh out of relief that he didn't have to kill someone tonight. After studying your face he'd realize that it wasn't mafia related at all. This was something more personal.

"This has nothing to to do with me or the mafia, you're dealing with something else, Yeah?" With nothing as a response again he'd have his answer, carressing your cheek he'd give you an apologetic look.

"We'll get through this, I don't know exactly what's wrong but neither of us are leaving this spot until I do."

Changbin:

Was at a stand still on what to do. He was one to handle his personal business with you on his own, no one outside of you two needed to know what went on between you two but this was one time he went to his leader or another member of the gang that he trusted, most had a S/O themselves so of course they should know, right? He'd be pacing back in forth in Chan's office voicing his concerns about you while Chan, like the amazing leader he was would just listen, he liked that they just weren't a vicious gang of strangers, but a family that could voice their worries to each other. Once he was able to come up with a solution he'd come home ready to get things back on track. He walked through the door to see you dragging your feet down the hallway back towards the living room , he'd be cautious in his approach.

"Your legs are working again are they? This us the first time I've seen you downstairs in 2 days, the chef had to bring you your food." He tried with some light humor though he wasn't one for jokes.

You just looked back at him blankly before heading towards the couch. Changbin bit his bottom lip letting out an inward heavy sigh, he was having enough of this no communication, he was trying to be a good fiancee, his temper could only stay at bay for so long.

"Y/n , I don't care where or when you tell me what's wrong it can be before or after the wedding, but When our wedding day actually comes so help me GOD, if this is the attitude you will display your part of our honeymoon will be spent between four brick cement walls!"

Normally his threats might've scared the dog crap out of you but you felt light like you had nothing to lose. You ignored him as you sat down flipping through a magazine, Changbin's eye twitched at the lack of attention you were giving him and his concern for you. He took short strides towards you snatching the book from you and flinging it somewhere, you winced as you got a papercut in the mist. You looked at your index finger then to him.

"You gave me a paper cut you idiot!" You semi yelled.

"That's what gets you to talk to me? Well maybe you should have a few more."

"I'M JUST NOT FEELING WELL , DUMB ASS, WE ALL GET IN THESE MOODS, YOU OF ALL PEOPLE SHOULD KNOW!" Your tone was steady and vicious as your temper boiled over.

Changbin cocked an eyebrow up at you. "That's the most weak excuse I've ever heard for such behavior."

You looked down at your ring twisting it on your finger realizing that maybe you had just been being a bit rude, Changbin had finally given into you and you treated him like this. He tilted his head to the side using his index finger to rub the throbbing vein in the middle of his forehead.

"Tell you what , lovely , you stay here and you figure out how to approach this situation better, I have other things to do rather than deal with a bratty fiancee at the moment."

Hyunjin:

It hurt him, oh yes it did. Understanding that you two had a few rough patches he thought you needed distance, that meant a day to a week which he gave you but not an entire month almost, the unthinkable was peaking into his thoughts, pestering with his state of mind. You had become an huge white cloud over his usually Grey one in this underground world that seemed to have no end, letting you slip away wasn't an option for him , he couldn't put it off any longer, all short conversations, lack of affectionate words and actions towards one another, the person he'd come to just to laugh and feel normal again for a few hours, that was all slipping past his finger tips as of now. He'd fight for it before anything else became an option , Hyunjin approached you more timidly after putting up a front pretending that it wasn't bothering him as much as it did, he was afraid of what actually was wrong praying it wouldn't be something you two couldn't fix.

After you came back from cake testing being that was all you were up for simply because sweets were involved, you closed the door ready to hang up your coat on the rack attached to the wall just to slightly be surprised by Hyunjin leaning his back against the wall, arms crossed and eyes boring into yours.

"Did you enjoy the testing?" He asked, voice more bland and emotionless.

You pondered on why he was there before answering his question.

"Uh huh, it was good I think I found the flavor for our I cake." You mumbled turning away and heading for the grand staircase. You felt Hyunjin was following as you picked up your pace towards the stairs. He knew you were trying to get away from him which hurt more. He tried to mask his pain with a casual response.

"Oh yeah, now you can put in the order."

You just hummed as you got to the top of the stairs.

"Are you second guessing the wedding...... Marrying me?" The last two words of Hyunjin's sentence came out relatively softer, he didn't say them too loud hoping you couldn't hear him and give him an answer just in case it burned.

You rolled your eyes tears started brimming at the gates ready to be released so you blinked rapidly shooing them away inhaling and exhaling before you turned to sit at the top of the steps.

Your mouth opened and Hyunjin's eyes were hopeful. "No No not at all, I'm just thinking..." You trailed off.

Hyunjin couldn't take much more suspense. "Is this about the life style you were dragged into because I was dragged into this really as well, it hasn't and won't interfere with us, I promise." His tone was desperate and determined.

You looked anywhere but at him as your eyes on eyes once again stung the flood gates opened freely you quickly shot your hands up to your face hiding it from view as you stiffled in the loud cries you so desperately wanted to let go of as your body Shook. He didn't hesitate to rush up the steps to you.

"What if we don't feel the way we do now about each other when the knot is officially tied? That's when the real trials begin." Your shakey voice faded in and out as you spoke.

"That's what you're worry about? Y/n I absolutely doubt that'd be a problem you love me just as much as I love you , right?"

You wiped the corner of your eyes and nodded. Hyunjin put a comforting hand on your knee as he sat a step below you.

"I'd appreciate it if you'd voice your concerns to me I was going insane not knowing what was going on in your mind , sunshine ." He chuckled.

"I apologize." You mumbled. Hyunjin simply layed his head on your knew, you took that as a sign to rub your fingers through his hair he sighed in enjoyment.

"Don't mention it. We'll make this work, I know it and so should you."

Minho:

NOT that rational. He thought you were cheating... With an "enemy" at that. You'd been distant, phone calls you'd had would be out of ear shot you'd also tell him it was no one important when he asked. Definitely meant you were cheating, right? Of course when was this boy ever wrong, he's in the mafia so of course he'd have his way to find out and so when you were indeed meeting with someone else and lying he was boiling. He decided to shut you out as well it was a game made for two. So while you two sat down at the dinner table meant for at least twelve people on opposite ends, only utensils heard hitting against plates or tables, a few sighs in between and stolen glances when the other's head was down the tension was so uncomfortable but you didn't feel like speaking, it's not like you trusted your voice anyway.

Minho harshly cut through his steak getting angrier picturing himself using it to dig into someone's flesh instead instead of his dinner infront of him, you looked up looking at the rapid pace he was cutting through the food.

"Minho the food isn't your enemy." You mumbled.

"You're right apparently my fiancee is." He spat back.

Your head shot up and you shot him a glare. "Um. How am I your enemy?" That question was the light to the fuse. He snapped.

He sprung up from his seat causing the chair to topple backwards, his next move proved his rage with one swipe of his arm the table and flew into the scream colored walls splattering. You just sat with your jaw slacking open, what had gotten into him?

"You really must take me for a fool, Y/n." Minho let out a bitter chuckle as he clenched his jaw. Your brows knitted into one staring at him as you stood up.

"What're you talking about?!"

"The secret phone calls, leaving the house making sure to lose my guards when they followed you, lying about who you were with!" He started naming off things that you'd done.

"Oh my-- well who in the heck knew a member of the mafia could be such an insecure jackass!"

Minho stomped towards you meeting you face to face with a warning finger out reached. "You better watch how you talk to me, you're on thin ice, very thin ice!"

"Well then LET ME BREAK IT. You wanna know who I've been with?" You challenged.

Minho let out a sarcastic laugh "as if I don't already know, like you said, I'm a member of the mafia, so you're with an Ikonic now?"

Your eyes dialated in either that's what he thought you were up to? You were having trouble wrapping your head around it all.

"What? No! You clueless jerk, Song and I have been friends and one of his own members were in critical condition he wanted me to comfort him! He knew your gang and his weren't on the best terms so he ask me not to tell you to avoid either of us getting in trouble!" Furious hot tears ran down your cheeks you hated feeling so small against him.

"I don't think that was a good idea!" He yelled back with just as much force.

"Look Minho, I'm sorry, I am I should've told you but would you have let me-"

"Absolutely not." He quickly answered already knowing the question.

"Exactly why I didn't tell you, I'm not cheating you imbecile." You groaned while wiped your tears away.

"But you lied. What do expect me to think when yoe hide things from me and pushing me away everytime I ask a question?" He shrugged not caring to admit he was wrong as well.

"I'm sorry but it was for a good cause."

"Disagree." He simply replied. He looked back at the mess he made , he whined. "Look what I did because I was afraid I was losing you, Y/n."

You stifled a giggle but he caught it. He smiled softly palming the back of your head and bringing his lips to your forhead before kissing the remaining tear droplets away.

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Others will be added in the second half :)