#i'm glad i decided to watch the mvs again today

[deliciousdelinquent]

in through the looking glass alice navigates across a chess board, the chess board in through the looking glass is red and white but throughout the mujina carnival videos it's red and black. at one point she comes across the red king who is sleeping, as she tries to wake him, tweedledum and tweedledee tell her that she is just a figment of the red king's imagination and when he wakes up she will cease to exist. as she wakes up at the end of the story she wonders if this too, is still red king's dream.

the lyrics of futatsu no tsuki ~deep into the forest~ are filled with motifs inspired by through the looking glass as well like the lit candle that's symbolizing the king dreaming, only extinguishing when he wakes.

the future being seen through the falling leaves is in part inspired by the white queen's ability to see the future, within the song it's referring to various shots that flash red with blue silhouettes that represent what aspects of self dissipate within the forest that feature falling leaves.

at one point in through the looking glass alice gets lost in the forest, and forgets everything including her own name. she encounters a fawn there, and they help each other through the forest, until they recover their memories upon leaving and the fawn remembers they are a fawn and fawns are scared of humans. the forest is called the "forest of things with no name"; the forest has a name but the people lost within it, don't.

going deeper into the forest for alice and the fawn leads them to the exit where they recover their memories and previous selves including societal roles. any companionship they build up within the forest crumbles when faced with reality.

within the song going deeper into the forest continues to cause aspects of your previous self to crumble, as you are continually opened up and destroyed, allowing you to truly feel.

this isn't the full meaning of the song or mv just a couple things i noticed about how it connects to this book.

[hotarutranslations]

ZDO Iwate and Miyagi!

Evening

Iwate, Miyagi! Nationwide Simultaneous Send-off Meet!

Thank you very much🤭💙💜

The members visited all around the country,

Did you enjoy it~🤯👏

We were responsbile for 2 prefectures in Tohoku, Setting a talk theme and do mini talk events! was decided,

We both brought our iPads lol

Talking about Suggoi FEVER! Mezameta Talk Family Talk Member Talk Talking about Each Other Talking about Happy Things Talking about what we've done

We selected a theme based on a roulette function, and we shared our stories like that--🙈

It was fun🙈

But, really!

After it was over!

I should have chosen an episode more in line with Iwate, right!?!?!?!? and, we had a little review meeting, I'm sorry everyone in Iwate😂💫

I was too much fun speaking normally, as there was a warm and good response😂💫

There is a story about going to a cafe in Iwate

But I'll post a photo about it next time!

I'm glad I was able to visit Iwate twice in October🍀 Thank you very much🍀

Today! There were guests from around Tohoku, like Akita and Fukushima, thats right, I also, haven't been to the 6 prefectures of Tohoku but I want to! Thats what I thought🍀

Thank you very much for your kindness🍀

From Aeon Mall Morioka South,

In the morning,

We made an appearance on Iwate Asahi TV-san's, "Go! Go! Iwate" live broadcast🩵

The MC was Tenshin Kimura-san, and the announcer, and the entertainer Underage-san who is living in Iwate as well, We received a supper fun and warm welcome! with the original quiz that is unique to the show, Guessing the name of a child you've never seen before, was super fun😂🩵

Thank you very much for watching this as well!

Well then after traveling to Miyagi,

It was just cold nationwide today, it was particulary cold in Tohoku, Within that, since we were holding an outdoor event,

Really, thank you very much😭🩵

I was thinking of you while you were waiting~

I hope you were staying warm during the, Ishida and Nonaka talk!

🙃🙃🙃lol

The themes prepared for Miyagi were,

Amazing talk 17th generation talk Family talk Member talk Behind the MV talk Talking about Happy Things Things that happened talk

We also decided the theme by the roulette in Miyagi as well💫

Come to think of it, there aren't any, opportunities for us to speak freely like this!

If this becomes another event for all of us, The contents of the talks will change so, While having various meetings with Nonaka and I, It was to be able to share various talks for the first time🤭💙💜

Really, really!!! Spend tonight!!! Staying warm!!!

Its been awhile since having a ZDO, Well it also suddenly got cold,

It felt like we had failed to protect everyoneeee from the cold😂

Me too though 😂lol

Thank you very much for your hard work, everyone, everyone! Lets hang out again--!

see you ayumin <3

[here2bbtstrash]

Hey there, it's the anon you recruited lol

Tbh, i forgot to inform you that it was not only that you convinced to to finally listen to bts, but to kpop in general. I had some weird dislike for bts because of the 'boy with luv' ( was salty they didn't give halsey more lines) and was afraid of k stans in general. I don't personally love their newer releases, but wings is *chef's kiss* and also all of their cyphers are amazing.

I think i'm gonna have to go with Yoongi for my bias. fitting since he was the first person i read fanfic about lmao

Thanks for spicing up my playlist. I'm more cultured now!

(wow this ask became long, sorry for that)

Looking forward to ldomlt and your posts in general, they always bring a smile to my face :D

omg i'm so happy you came back 🥰 hi!!! i'm so excited for you to fall down the kpop rabbit hole with us. there's so much fun to be had!!!

tbh i feel you on the fandom aspect 🙈 i casually followed bts for quite a while before i got fully into the online army world. i think there are a lot of negative perceptions about kpop fandom - some based in truth, some less so - that largely come from the 'vocal minority' that sadly tends to exist for any kind of large community. just gotta carve out your own groove with what works for you!! and as with anything on the internet, the mute/block buttons are always your friends 🫶

and congrats on your immaculate TAAAAAASTE w your album and song choices my friend !!! wings is so slept on imo and has some of my all-time faves. BS&T ofc but like lie? mama? first love? awake? interlude: wings? 2! 3!? 21st century girl????? literally all so good 😭

OMG YOU ARE IN YOUR PRIME, THERE HAS MAYBE NEVER BEEN A BETTER TIME TO BE A YOONGI BIAS THAN TODAY!!!! have you listened to d-day yet, or watched the haegeum MV that just dropped??? i'd love to know what you thought 🥺 definitely make sure you check out his previous solo mixtapes as well if you haven't (agust d and d-2) - the agust d trilogy is truly a goddamn masterpiece!!

also highly recommend digging into the broader kpop scene if you still want more, there's a lot of amazing groups and artists out there beyond just our bangtan boys 🥰 i'll recommend a not-quite-kpop group that is one of yoongi's faves (and inspirations!) and goes well with the more rap-heavy style it seems like you're into - epik high!!! i saw them in concert last month and my god they are just living legends, for real. definitely check them out if you get a chance!!

my response being even longer omg, i threw so much at you 🙈 for real though, i cannot overstate how happy it makes me to hear from you again 💜 got a bias and everything, there's no turning back now!!! 😈 i'm so glad you decided to give bangtan a try, and it means the world that you're enjoying LDOMLT and all of my weird chaos on this little corner of the internet 🥺 thank you for being here!!!! 🫂

[mintasa]

CIRCUS ~ CHAPTER 2

Pairing: Hwang Hyunjin x OC

Genre: Circus AU, murder mystery, slowburn

Warnings: Blood, injuries, mental problems, enemies to lovers?

Word count: 2,7k

Synopsis: A series of murders in a successful circus disturbs the life of a young stylist. With no place to go, she is keen on saving the circus, even if that means risking her own life to do so. As if things cannot go worse, a group of newbies join the hawock, seemingly not knowing what they're getting themselves into. Can she figure out the motives of the murderer and keep her crew together? Can the circus survive under the growing pressure and distrust?

Note: This is the first story I am publicly sharing. It is a work of fiction, although it may not fit the criteria of a traditional fanfic (I physically cannot write in the second-person narrative). Therefore, English is not my first language, and while I'm pretty fluent, I still make grammar errors, so apologies in advance.

The story is vaguely inspired by Circus MV

A huge tent is up. Standing proudly like a medieval castle. Everything is planned out and in place. The show is in an hour. That's when Nadya comes in clutch. As a stylist, she does a lot at the last minute. There are always malfunctions, and so on. She cannot rest.

Her workshop is in a well-lit corner of the tent. She just finished the last dancer's makeup. There are like thirty of them, so her hands are about to fall off. She glances and finds a little girl waiting for her turn. "Jihyun. You want me to match your makeup to your silks again?"

The little girl nods. One thing about our circus is that they like change. They experiment. This time, the theme is red and black. And although she doesn't enjoy red lipstick on a little girl, this time she will have to make it work.

Nadya finishes up quickly, lets the girl glance at her first, and makes sure she is satisfied. The girl grins, which can only mean one thing. "Good luck, Jihyun!" Nadya shouts before the girl can run away.

Her job for today is done. So now she can just poke her head out of the tent and enjoy the performances. The crowd is huge. She isn't even sure when they grew so big. Now she doesn't know how to continue. How to keep this up, but she will try. Nothing is permanent. One wrong step, and everything collapses, but she is not letting this circus collapse.

The lights go off as soon as the show is about to start. Then a single light lights up, and Amir shows up. One thing that stays consistent. The ringmaster starts the show. And Amir knows how to put one on.

As she is standing aside, enjoying the performance, she suddenly sees a familiar face. That Chan guy. He decided to come with his entire pack. They make eye contact, and now she has no choice but to greet them properly.

"Hi," she mutters to Chan, who gets pushed up front by force. Some of the guys are glaring at her intensity, having no clue who the girl is.

Chan smiles like an idiot, too wide. No one is ever that happy to see her. "The show is great," he announces, watching a little girl roll down her silks with grace.

"Thanks. Glad you could come," she says in an absurd attempt to match his enthusiasm. Nadya was not expecting to talk with them by herself; she's not as good with her words as Jun is.

"Me too. We are busy all the time, so it's nice to have some time off," Chan explains. Nadya looks at the guys, wondering what could be the thing that keeps them so occupied. Maybe she's better off not knowing, so she doesn't ask. "I was expecting to see you over there," Chan points to the stage.

Nadyas eyes widen with the words; somehow, just the idea of going onto that stage terrifies her. "Not my thing. I prefer the work behind the scenes," she replies.

"What do you do?"

"I mainly do makeup. "It's something I personally enjoy, and my work is silently admired; there's nothing more I can ask for," the girl shrugs. Not a lie, but not the truth either. Her teacher's words telling her she has potential are still vivid, making her question what she could have done if she pursued her dreams.

"Whatever makes you happy," Chan says, closing the topic.

His dismissive words sting for no apparent reason. The girl doesn't get why Chan questions whether she is happy with her job. She is. She is a coward. The coward's place is behind the scenes, and besides, she gets to do what she loves most. Create art.

Suddenly, Jun's head pops out of the dressing room. He waves to the guys before motioning for Nadya to come.

She is saved. Nadya excuses herself before disappearing behind a curtain. "What?"

Jun is way too giddy to be serious. That makes Nadya's fingers twitch with the urge to choke the guy. "I couldn't let you steal my man," he winks. An absurd response she should have expected. Whether he is just teasing her or is jealous, she will never know.

"Not my man," the girl says, rolling her eyes.

"Actually. Allen was looking for you. He ruined his shirt with wine or something," he explains.

Nadya sighs. It sounds like typical Allen. A mime that moves with incredible coordination can't hold a glass. Ironic.

"Tell him to put that shirt in the wash; I'll find another," Nadya commands and runs off. There are no bland shirts left, so a half-white, half-black shirt will have to do the job. It's not like she can remove stains that fast. She spots her coworker and helps him button up the shirt. Without her help, his clumsy fingers would take hours. "You owe me coffee," she says, patting Allen's shoulder playfully.

Allen is an awkward guy; even now, he barely cracks a smile. He is just built like that; no one questions it. "Coffee is not good for you. How about I treat you to a meal?"

A bold statement for Allen: "Is that wine getting to your head?"

He smiles almost shyly. "Maybe. I just had to ease my nerves a bit," Allen says, stuffing his hands in his pockets. Nadya can relate; you have to either be drunk or a bit mentally ill to get on that stage. Alcohol is liquid courage. Good for motivation.

"Well, you better not throw up out there," the girl comments half-jokingly.

"God, no, it's not that bad."

Suddenly, Kenna appears out of nowhere. "Nadya, could you spray my face with something? I'm sweating and the makeup is melting off," she complains.

Nadya looked at her closely; she had never witnessed that before. Kenna specializes in tricks with fire. Sure, it gets hot, but she's not usually that flushed. "Sit, I'll see what I can do," prompts Nadya, who strolls to her desk. She dabs a puff of powder before pressing it into the performer's skin. She is about to look cakey, but from afar, no one will notice.

Nadya frowns. It's not her best look. "I did my best," she announces after a brief examination. Sometimes she has to settle for practicality instead of looks.

Kenna barely glances at the mirror. "Thanks, you're a lifesaver!"

"I'm just doing my job. Why are you sweating this much?" The girl decides to pry. Curiosity is a silly trait her mother always lectured her for.

"Never done such a big show; I'm a bit nervous."

Those words confuse Nadya. Kenna is one of the most confident performers. If she is nervous, then how are others? Who is she to judge, though? "Reasonable. I could never. You have some guts," shrugs Nadya.

Then Nadya noticed one of the animal trainers looking around for something. Kenna runs off, and Nadya approaches the woman. "Looking for something?"

"Dear god! You almost gave me a heart attack," the bird trainer complains. Elis is in charge of the doves, and yet she is searching through clothing cabinets. "Have you seen my gloves by any chance? Doves made such a mess I have to clean up before their feathers get dirty."

"No, but I'm sure there's some in the medical kit," Nadya announces and walks away. To see the show. Jun is about to perform.

Nadya approaches her knight in shining armor. "You missed so much," Chan exaggerates. She can see why Jun is into him. Their enthusiasm is charming.

"There's nothing that I haven't seen," she replies smugly. "Jun is about to perform."

On those words, Jun walks out with a charming smile. The juggling starts. Each time he catches a ball at the last second, the crowd gasps. That only makes Jun smirk. He is not only a cocky bastard but also her best friend.

Chan leans towards the girl. "He is good."

"Can't disagree."

The performance ends, and the juggler bows to a roaring audience. The guys seemed to enjoy the performance as well. Nadya is glad Jun is getting the recognition he deserves. She is feeling like a proud mother, although Jun is a few months older.

A soft tune starts playing in the background, signaling that it's break time. Some go and buy popcorn, some rush to the toilet, and Nadya runs around doing errands.

She comes back after a while, and Chan approaches her. "I haven't introduced you to the guys," he states.

Nadya glances at the guys briefly and smiles. She was not planning on getting familiar, but now she can't run, can she?

Chan gestures to a buff guy first, and he looks intimidating enough for the girl to go mute. "Alright, the short one on the left is Changbin."

Changbin puffs his chest at the mention. "Don't forget to mention my muscles."

"Sure," Chan rolls his eyes. "Anyway next to him is Jeongin. Our youngest," he waves at the girl shyly. "The blonde one is Felix."

"Nice to meet you," he chimes, extending an arm for the girl to shake. She shakes it but still eyes Felix suspiciously. He has a surprisingly deep voice that doesn't fit in with his boyish features.

"He was also raised in Australia," Chan adds. "The one staring too hard is Jisung. Don't mind him; it's a bit too much for him," he points at the guy who redirects eye contact immediately.

"Well, no one in our team bites. I can't say that about the tigers, though," Nadya utters in a surprisingly sassy manner.

"Tigers?" Jisung perks up.

The girl smiles innocently. "Whoopsie, spoilers."

"The brooding one next to him is Minho. He's just not good with new people. The one next to him is Seungmin, and the long-haired one is Hyunjin," he announces.

Nadya scans the guys, trying to recall their names. Unfortunately, with no luck. Her eyes are on the guy who glared at her on New Year's Eve; now she can return the gesture.

The sound of Amir's voice snaps her out of their thoughts, and she claps her hands, rocking on her heel. "Well, nice to meet you all. Since Jun is done, I think he will be more than happy to keep you company while I have matters to attend to. I'll be off," she smiles before disappearing behind the curtain. Now she will be able to breathe without eight pairs of eyes on her.

Jun approaches Nadya suddenly. "Was I cool?"

The girl rolls her eyes playfully. "Incredibly. Now go say hi to your crush," she ushers him off.

Distressed Miguel enters. "Did anyone see one of my knives? It is missing."

Misha groans while stretching and preparing for her stunt. She might as well be the most flexible person Nadya knows. "Maybe if you'd stop using them as butter knives, they wouldn't go missing," she taunts the man.

"I did put it back after. Now it's not on the rack," he complains.

Don't you have spare ones?" Nadya chimes.

He thinks. "I do, but I still need to find that one. It's expensive," he complains again.

"Treat them with care if they are so valuable," Nadya comments, and Misha high-fives her.

"I value them by not letting dust collect on a shelf," he argues, and Nadya just backs up in defense. She doesn't want to be on the blacklist of a guy who wields knives.

Someone's phone starts ringing and scares the group. Nadya stares at it, hesitating wherever she should answer. It's an unknown number. She decides not to and walks to the kitchen. "Someone left their phone on my desk; it was ringing," she announces.

Adele almost chokes on her food. She always goes onto the stage full. It doesn't just relieve her stress; it also weighs her down. Nadya doesn't believe in her bit, but if it works, it works. "I swear to God, I'm so stressed. Did you answer it?"

Nadya shakes her head. "Was it someone important?"

"No, probably just my boyfriend. He got a new number recently," she answers. "Where did I leave the phone again?

"On my desk."

"Right, your desk."

Nadya doesn't like being in the presence of eight men, so she doesn't come out backstage again and decides to snack.

That's when Azara appears right after her performance, still holding her hoops under her arm. She pants heavily as she sits down in front of Nadya. "The performance flew by. It's still unreal," she excitedly tells her coworker.

"Yeah, it's an honor to be performing in front of such crowds," agrees Nadya.

"That, but also the money. Can you imagine what else we could do? I hope we earn a good vacation after the tour ends," she sighs and leans back in her chair.

"I don't know what I would do if I had free time," Nadya shrugs.

"There is a lot to do. We could go somewhere together. Just us girls," she offers happily. Everyone is happy with the praise they're getting, but for how long can they keep it up? With exposure comes responsibility.

"What are you girls up to?" smiles the ringmaster, still in his long coat. He may have a break, but he has to close the show too.

"We were talking about the future," Dreamily sighs Azara.

"The future is bright! Even more so if we stop holding back," Amir claims.

"Holding back?" Nadya points out.

"We could perform overseas. Tour America," explains Amir cheerfully. "I just need to sort some stuff out first."

"We are about to get that full-world tour," Araza smiles. Even Nadya can't help but match the enthusiasm; it's contagious.

This day should last forever. Everyone is so happy. Nadya is finally at home. With the people she adores and her job, she looks forward each time.

The lights go out as the show ends. The performers all come to the stage to bow. The end of day one is successful; now all they have to worry about is that each day goes like this one.

Jun comes backstage and engulfs Nadya in a crushing hug. She would normally push him away, but this time, she let him enjoy the moment. If he is happy, she is happy. Soon another pair of arms loops around them, and they're soon trapped in a big group hug.

Nadya pulls a bit and scrunches her nose at Jun. "You stink," she comments. Everyone is so sweaty, and now she is sweaty too.

He just ruffles his friend's hair. "Let's have a drink!" he suddenly announces. He eyes Jihyun. "Not you. You'll have plenty of time to do that when you're older."

Jihyun looks at him smugly. She is not as innocent as she looks. She steals the alcohol when everyone gets drunk enough to not care.

"We are missing Mr. Orlo. Somebody get him," announces Amir as he shrugs his coat off.

Misha runs off. The drinks spread around the room. Soon, a shot ends up in Nadya's hand. She downs it without thinking. Alkohol doesn't taste that bad. People are dramatic.

Rushing footsteps echo through the tent. Misha gasps as she tries to take a breath.

"What's wrong?" Questions Taraji. Their self-proclaimed mother. She's good with people. Perks of training animals.

"Mr. Orlo," she gasps out.

"Did he forget his medicine again?" asks Taraji.

Misha shakes her head. Everyone is confused, and Miguel is the first to move. He moves towards the boss's office. Nadya follows closely behind, but at the doorway, he just stops. Nadya has no choice but to look over his shoulder.

She wishes she hadn't. The sight she sees is pure horror. Her boss is slumped over his desk. A knife is sticking out of his back, and blood is pooling around his boots.

Nadya stumbles backward. Jun slips his hand into hers for comfort, although he is equally, if not more, disturbed. All Nadya sees is red.

Suddenly, everyone starts rushing. Calling the police and the ambulance, Nadya can only stand there, trying to wake up from that awful nightmare. Maybe she is not meant to get her happily ever after.

[fluttershiesworld]

IM SORRY UR NOT DOING WELL SOON I HOPE TOMORROW COMES QUICKER SO U CAN FEEL BETTER <333 SND THOSE PICS ARE BEAUTIFUL

I'm okay!!!!!!! Remaking my promo post or whatever!!! Aslo uhhh one of my fav vocaloids Yameii Online released a new song the other day and I just saw the MV today an she looks so good!!!!! So that's got me hella excited I keep going back to look at it bcs she looks so!!!!!!! Ough. (If u or anyone reading this decides to watch it there tons of flashing and eyestrain so be careful!!!!) But yeah I'm okay!!!

Love you 💕💗💗💕 mwah!!!!!

omg that’s exciting abt the new song!!!!!!! i’m glad yr okay and can’t wait to rb your promo post HEHHE ^_^ AND i think i will be better tomorrow i will go back to university and see my friends anddd live in my dorm again:) i love you too :D

[changguscomet]

Hi Ran, your Fantasy Friend has whooshed into your askbox :D ahahaha I mostly watched the Finale for the performances, saw the results and decided I don't really need to watch the subbed version 😂 one day when I'm ready for it, I might just watch it ;;

Kim Youngbin sir .... he is currently ruining our SF9 bias list 😂 not that I mind 😳

9 version was STUNNING, it might just be my overall favorite (S version has been defeated by 9 version for me HAHA) I love all the Inseong pictures! Especially S and F version, there's just something about Inseong in F version 😳😳😳 WHAT DID YOU THINK OF THE HIGHLIGHT MEDLEY??? Do you have a favorite already? We got to see more of SF9 in the different concepts, I thought that was so cool!

Yeah Eunwoo is in Astro! Oh you were SO SMART to watch rtk after it finished 😭 watching it while it was happening was pain, especially during that one Pentagon performance ... I cry just thinking about it 😭😭 the Heroine stage with oneus is also my fave! It was great, I think it should've been first but oh well 😂 the Kill this Love stage was AMAZING!! At least you became a deobi after it, that's always fun 🥺 TBZ are so talented and all their rtk stages are iconic!!!!

AND NO OH MY GOD THAT'S NOT WEIRD AT ALL!!!! I also LOVE baking 🥺 now I feel like making a raspberry lemon cake, I need to try it 😂😂 what is your favorite/go-to baking good?

I hope your day is going great, I'm sending you lots of good vibes :)💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

“whooshed” that’s so cute omg 🥺 okay that’s fair actually- I feel like if/when I watch the finale again I’ll just skip through and watch the sf9 and ikon parts because they’re the only groups I really care about 🤡 ALSO- I don’t know if you’re a kdrama fan but I’m planning on starting a new one and I was thinking of watching one of the ones with an sf9 member in it, if you have any recommendations that would be helpful (whether they involve sf9 or otherwise 👀)

9 is really nice too !! but agreed, inseong’s f version photo has me feeling some type of way - looking that good should be illegal 😳 I had to listen to the highlight melody like 3 times because I was too focused on their faces whoops 😅 but I’m excited for tear drop of course (especially after the mv teaser today - what did you think of it?) and off my mind !!! I’m also really glad believer’s on the album because that’s my emotional support kpop song 🥺

oh god don’t remind me of that pentagon performance, as someone who ults pentagon it was just,,, too much for my emotions 😭 I agree !! that heroine stage was great - changmin was my first tbz bias mainly because of that stage 👉👈

you definitely should !! I don’t think I’ve ever tried making a raspberry lemon cake tbh- lemon on its own, yes 🤩 I like making sugar cookies in weird shapes - I made daisy ones when pentagon got their first win, and then I made frog shaped ones a while back because of naughty boy - I should make some more, preferably inspired by an sf9 song 🤔

[kyunsies]

hiii you said you wanted more interactions so I am back 🥺 it's actually my birthday today!! (the Wanted mv was a great coincidental birthday gift 😍 their visuals woooow) I'm a bit tired because I had a big week and will have a big week (because of uni and work) BUT every year I get better at being kind and gentle to myself and I'm proud of that!! so it's gonna be ok. I feel really lucky that Changkyun's solo is during my birthday month hihi. also I had a really nice day 🥰 I saw my father and I'll spend the evening with my mom and we'll probably watch kpop together ❤ and tomorrow I'll talk to my aunt, grandma and great-aunt over video call 😊 so that's how my life is going!! overall I feel pretty good honestly. and my interactions with you have been a highlight of my week 🥺❤

hello lovie!!!!! JFJSKD again i didn’t mean to make it seem like i’m forcing anyone to talk to me okay 🥺 it’s just sometimes i feel like i’m on the sidelines but that’s not anyone’s fault so pls don’t feel pressured to message me LOL i am only here when u need it angel <3

BUT !!!!!! OH MY GOSH HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!! may this year treat u more kindly than the last, awww this is such a special day AND u were treated with wanted!!! this is a great day for you for sure 💗💓💘💞💕 hehe changkyun really said it’s your birthday month therefore i will treat you <3 lol but also 🥺🥺 i’m really happy you got to spend time with your parents on your special day, and even tho it’s hard with the virus, i’m glad you’re able to at least video chat with the rest of your family too :) i’m so happy things are going well for you bub!!!! JDBDJD PLS i am just happy you decide to stop by and come here, so thank You <3

[kponion]

good morning! it is for me rn anyway.

i apologize in advance if after this event i decide to rb everything i've wanted to rb from your blog, your notifs might blow up lol.

in my very biased opinion you should definitely check out light on me, it is super cute, i'm completely hooked. i appreciate a.c.e so much for doing an ost for a bl drama.

i watched all the mvs you mentioned, even the ones i'd seen before. ace's arirang was gorgeous, watched it twice, thanks for the rec!

i've committed a kpop sin. i've listened to quite a bit of cix, all of their discog at least once and have a bunch of their songs on my playlists, love jungle for example, but i've never watched any of their mvs?! how foolish of me! jungle mv was amazing. also i'm too uneducated to understand it fully i'm sure. burn it was too short. even the full drama version. i wanted more of it. both of them went straight to my fave mvs playlist no doubt about it.

yeah paranoia is really cool! i like side effects too but i think it's mostly bc it's one of my fave skz tracks and also that one scene with hyunjin and seungmin in it which i love for some reason, it just hits all the right corners in my brain, i'm weird, i fixate on the littlest things. power and awkward silence are soo fun thanks for inspiring me to watch them again. the real was a really fun mv from the ones that were new to me. had to add that to my playlist too.

have a breezy day! -☀️🌙

Hello again!

Haha, no worries. Go wild. I look forward to it!

Will do then! *adding it to my already to long list of dramas to watch* It's nice with webdramas too, the episodes aren't that long so it goes faster to watch.

The amount of times i've watched arirang... it's just so stunning. And glad you liked all the mvs! Burn it really needs to be longer, or have a second part (i'm waiting woollim). There's so many lose ends i need answers to. Like will someone save songyoon from the top of that bus? what happened to jaehyun and his mother? will tag turn into a zombie??

I realised after i've sent the last answer that i completely forgot to mention pentagon under bright and goofy mvs! They have some of the best goofy mvs, like naughty boy and humph. I don't know how i could forget them. Shame on me really.

Glad i could add some mvs to your list! I see that as a success hehe

Breezy is actually a good word for the weather today, haha. It's not unreasonable hot like it's been most of the summer so far. Hope your day treats you well too!

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hi!! i hope i'm not bothering you, but i really want to stan bts and i have no idea where to start! i've always liked their music, so i decided it was time to stan them lol. i know their names, but can't put those names to all of their faces yet! would you mind telling me how you learned their personalities and things? sorry for bothering you, again! ❤️

OMG I AM SO SORRY FOR REPLYING TO YOU SO LATE!! I’ve been on my side blogs activity and just now went back to taieds 💕

But omg, you are no bother. Im glad you want to join Army and stan BTS :D so Ill try and help you the best way that I can 😊

First, I was exactly how you were when I first started to stan BTS - not only that, BTS was the first kpop group I got into, so I had NO IDEA who was who and what was what lol

To answer your question, what I personally did was go on google and typed in “ BTS members names ” or which ever **RECENT** mv they did I would look up “ BTS not today members ”

~ this usually helped of what they currently looked like and would help me identify who was who when I would look up recent pics of BTS

Another form, to getting to know their personalities and putting their names to their faces was looking at their **dance practices**. THIS HELPED ME SOOO MUCH ~ because when I would watch their dance practices I would “try” to find me bias and when I couldn’t… I would go down to the **comment section** and some nice Armys would help identify who was who by time within the dance practice. Once I would find my bias, this helped with what kind of style my bias wears and how cute BTS are lol

hm, what else helped me was their time on “ After School Club ” or “ ASC ” ~ all their episodes with BTS should be on YouTube. just type in “ BTS on ASC ” ~ some episodes go back to their debut and their latest time on ASC.

I feel like this will help you the most because each episode is about 50 minutes and you will get to know EACH MEMBER better along with their names because all members really show their personality in the show and GIVE THEIR POSITION IN THE GROUP ~

if you dont know what After School Club is or ASC , it’s basically a live stream interview talking about their latest album at the time and the host plays some games with them along with BTS answering some fan questions 💕 and the best part is….its ALL IN ENGLISH!!! Yes everything is in English, this show is held in korea but their hosts all talk English and Korean, so whenever BTS talk in Korean there is a English translation at the bottom of the video OR one of the hosts translate for us (: NOTE: however, BTS haven’t been on ASC since December 2015 but this will definitely help you know how EACH member acts. Plus, how they are on the show is the same way how they are now lmao believe it or not 😇

LASTLY, just watch as many BTS videos as you can (preferably old ones) or recent live performances :) and you will know BTS in no time!! 😊😊

Anywaysss, I hoped I helped in any way. I mean if you havent YET know who is who and stuff lol And again IM SOOOOO SORRY FOR ANSWERING THIS SO LATE 😭💕if you have anymore questions, pls just send in another ask or message me even!!!! I promise I wont answer late this time haha 😅

WELCOME TO THE ARMY 💕 pls, tell me later on who is your bias!! I would love to know 😊