#i'm just so fucking TIRED

[warning-heckboop]

Diabetes jokes promote the toxic stigma that harms the millions of adults and children who live with the disease, and every single content creator should be held accountable for even the smallest of remark as a result, no exceptions.

[travisdermotts]

idk man, I guess I'm just growing tired of the same story over and over again of players, teams, organizations, etc... saying that they'll always be supportive even if they don't use the tape/wear the jerseys cause it's like how the fuck am I supposed to believe you?? If you aren't visibly showing support how am I supposed to know you're different than the very real homophobes in the league? If you aren't comfortable enough to use pride tape ON PRIDE NIGHT then how can you honestly call yourself an ally??

I was so hoping that at least the majority of the team would go out there tonight and have Dermott's back, pick up the slack while he was sick, but instead they left him standing alone. They chose to go out quietly, lose all the momentum for change that derms had started, and let this whole ordeal fade away as if it never even happened. Exactly what the NHL wants. Coming out unscathed again.

[rraaaarrl]

PSA: There are 7 days in a week.

That's 168 hours. For me, 40 of those hours, officially, are work hours. That doesn't include the: getting ready to go to work or the commute I do 3 days a week. So let's say that's another 10 or so hours. Oh, but we have to squeeze in dinner, and what is probably a bare minumum of chores, so that we don't live in squalor, so subtract around another 10 hours. Let's not forget sleep! I'll give myself a generous 6 hours of sleep a day, 42 hours a week. We'll include insomnia and worrying in that to make it realistic. Where I'm not sleeping but simply too anxiety ridden to actually do anything productive so that's just more lost time.

What does that leave me with, in 168 hours? About 66 hours. 66 hours in which I am supposed to cram a whole ass life outside of work. 66 hours for my hobbies, for just relaxing, for... whatever. Time for myself and loved ones. This is the way it has been for years.

So if I don't happen to respond to messages, it is not because I don't care about you. It's because I am simply too drained for even the most simple of human interaction. Don't you think I want a break? Don't you think I want a life that isn't some fucking hustle?

Before you tell me "just work less" or "find another job" remember, we live in a late stage capitalist hellscape and all I am trying to do is SURVIVE, and have enough money to LIVE COMFORTABLY without FEAR. I see your messages. I'm not ignoring you. So don't take it personally.

[immortalarizona]

girl help I do believe I'm having a depression

[frnkieroismydaddy]

Some bitches will really say "why would I read about an interesting interracial relationship when I could read about the most boring white gay ship you've ever seen ever?" and not think anything of it.

Yes, I am saying you should read about people that are different than you. Yes, I am saying that a relationship doesn't need to be queer to be transgressive. Yes, I am saying that some people who like gay ships can be extremely shitty about women and POC. Yes, I am saying that some gay relationships are boring as hell.

[lavendertales]

I am begging people to pick up a dictionary & learn other words besides d*ddy. It's exhausting to see these comments under everything Pedro-related. y'all even managed to sexualize and take his hot ones interview out of context for your depraved fantasies, spreading videos saying "oh I hope this reaches him". this is fucked up. I'd be mortified to see some of the things y'all say on socials. not to mention some WOMEN are flat out catcalling him, which apparently it's "all in good fun" because he's a man.

I promise you there are other compliments in this world, and you can still appreciate someone being handsome and attractive without overly sexualizing them or fetishizing them.

[livetogether--diealone]

So we learned how to give out penalties during the race (not rbr), we learned how to assest if a car is respecting the stated distance from the safety car (not rbr), we learned that teams and drivers should be notified if a different vehicle is entering the track with cars still running, lovely great, kinda fucked up that we always need to go to the extreme to have rules being implemented properly. But THEN, we get race control give out a 30s penalty to Alonso (not rbr) after the race, when they clearly didn't care he had a dangling side mirror that could have hit someone when it eventually fell off, and never once they showed him black and orange flags AND THEN when Ver wheel cover was about to take flight and possibly once again hurt someone they not only didn't care during the race but after too, because this time rbr.

Consistency? The fia can't apply and not apply rules and safety measure as they please and we can't always almost witness a tragedy before they enforce a rule. This sport rules-wise has always been janky, but have gotten to a point where if it's rbr penalties we don't know them and if we do know them they won't affect any results and if it's not rbr they just throw a dice and see what happens.

[one-winged-dreams]

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[wanderingcas]

i'm limping into this new year. but maybe the fact that it's starting off horribly maybe means things can only go up? idk. this is a hard one, folks. and it's BEEN a hard one.

[paquita-alpaca]

I just need to remember that I can get through this. I got through more difficult situations in the past, I'm perfectly capable of going through this. But damn does my brain insist on convincing me otherwise.

And I'm just so exhausted.

[doueverwonder]

anyway my dad is pissing me off again so its vent time babyyyy

so he's got a girlfriend now and i was so excited bc maybe he'd get off my back finally but now he's just ALWAYS with her and idc but my youngest sister does bc he's fucking trauma bonded with her and now he ignores her 70% of the time. and then like three times now i've left for work, got home and he's out and didn't even tell me and tonight he didn't even tell my siblings he was leaving!! he just fucking left, they're 14, 13, and 10 not old enough for him to leave with no one knowing they were home alone not to mention my 14 yr old brother is disabled and he CAN NOT be left without an adult around for too long and my dad fucking knows this. and on top of it all he used to bitch and moan about my mom going out like oh idk dad she fucking tells us days in advance when she's going to be out and rarely leaves until my youngest sister is already in bed and now he's leaving at fucking 5 pm and is out until midnight and doesn't fucking tell us. i texted him telling him from now on I need a text or to be told before i leave for work when he's going out, because it is unfair that I get home, find my siblings by themselves (TONIGHT WITH FRIENDS OVER I GOT HOME TO FIVE TEN YEAR OLDS IN THE HOUSE WITH NO ADULT) and then i have to clean up the kitchen from them having to make themselves dinner, and i have to make sure my brother has eaten and done the other shit he has to, and i have to stay up until my sisters friends parents pick them up and it's fucking unfair, i'm okay watching them sometimes but i'm not their fucking mother and i shouldn't be expected to have to do it with no warning and he got mad at me for asking for a text next time. said to never speak to him that way again and i'm fucking considering just never speaking to him again period but this is it folks, this is why i'm fucking stuck in this house because I move out and there is no one there to pick up his fucking messes and there's no one to watch my siblings and he better fucking marry this woman bc she's apparently more important then we are.

[sapphosclosefriend]

Why the fck do I always have to end up being miserable no matter what I do or happens in my life? At this point it feels like my brain goes on alert whenever my happiness and enthusiasm levels get too high and turns them into pure sorrow and anxiety or straight up numbness, which is sometimes even worse than being fcking sad. I really don't know wtf is wrong with me

[wilchur]

Not to be bitchy, but I can't help but feel like being an utter bitch whenever I see people talking about how you should still interact with older fanworks because in my experience this so often leads to some authors going "oh shit, this thing" and purging the fic in question from existence for... reasons.

Maybe I'm just cursed, but nothing makes me want to show love for a fic less than the fear that if I do, the thing is just going to be gone the next day. I don't know why this is a trend. Like, my sibling in fandom this fanfic has been online for almost ten years why the fuck would you take it down now.

What does it change.

[kinkykinard]

was that absolutely necessary

[zekedms]

Sometimes the depth of colonialist thinking in America catches me off guard.

It shouldn't, but every time there's another middle eastern attempt at genocide i see the same "Palestinians don't have a right to the land because there was no Palestine, just arabs and jews who lived in an occupied territory the Romans called Palestine" argument brought out.

So... you fully recognize that people lived there. People lived there who were displaced from an area called Palestine and have been there since the Romans at latest. but they don't count because they didn't have a flag?

I know it's just racism twisting itself into knots to justify itself but the cognitive distortion isn't even hidden, it's right at the surface.

[skrungblyshifter]

tumblr stop reccomending unfiltered pedo tags even though I filtered them so I dont have to see pedo content challenge.