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redbootsindoriath · 4 months
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Merry Christmas!
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And an early happy new year, since I'll be traveling at that time and won't be able to post anything. Sorry for the long disappearance. I wish I had some exciting excuse like being abducted by the fae or becoming a spy, but really I've just been going through a lot and haven't been drawing much. Here are a couple of fantasy style Klausen (or maybe the more widely recognized Krampi) by way of apology. I hope you all have been good this year.
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mystycalypso · 14 days
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Being pulled down the rabbit-hole
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"I'd thought it'd be over that night. Seeing him in cuffs. I thought I was safe, that our friends would be safe. But now? ...I think we're getting pulled into something much deeper"
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lit-in-thy-heart · 9 months
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been trying out a new writing technique recently and it's called chilling tf out and reminding myself that fic is written for fun.
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found--family · 1 month
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am i the only one who sensed some jilted lover vibes from jensen? 
#burcon#cockles#thoughts#at the start of the panel and through a few particular interactions he seemed very standoffish#he was giving a little bitter and hurt and perhaps even resentful - maybe he only learned of misha's gf#at this con too! maybe it was news to him. on top of not seeing misha for months i can understand#if he was feeling a bit neglected and out of the loop. there's also the matter of misha's gf not being#in a poly thing with jensen and dee like vicki was ie. what she has with misha is seperate so i'm sure#that's another difficult thing to deal with knowing their time together is strictly separate#i've no doubt he wants misha to have a partner and be happy but there's an adjustment period#letting new people into your life and whoever misha's partner is now or in the future is going to#affect jensen on a personal level and moreover his relationship with misha. it's all very intriguing#and while i like what little i've seen and heard about this woman for misha i just think no matter who#she is it's going to take a toll on jensen's relationship w misha. i thought it was plain to see on jensen's face#during their panel: numerous moments where he was giving a poker face that wasn't covering a laugh#but instead like he was trying to smooth out his bitterness. or so my eyes and brain and heart tell me.#just various moments where things looked uncomfortable and jensen making off-colour jokes that didn't land#and which furthermore were barbed and snarky - not in their usual banter way but like he was lashing out#and using the excuse of chaotic panel convo to explain away his comedic pitfalls. but again maybe i'm#looking to much into it? idk. there are some lovely moments! fun and caring moments - but they#mainly came from misha's direction ngl. it seemed like misha was trying hard to keep the peace#while jensen was just running his mouth on comments and jokes that kept not landing - for me#everyone on my dash is loving their dynamic this panel - and i want to feel that love! it is possible that#learning misha has a gf has skewed my perception a little like i'm putting context onto moments#i otherwise wouldn't. but i also think i would've laughed and generally felt better watching their panel#if that was the case. idk. whatever the reason i do think something was OFF between them on stage#and it was coming from jensen from the start. misha picked up on it partway though but things felt#a little strained throughout. like jensen wasn't looking at misha as much as usual or reaching out for him#misha tried to salvage and not react to things. but both their answers to the last Q were passive aggressive af#and when they left the stage together they weren't close or touching or chatting like they usually are...
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byanyan · 12 days
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for munday... lemme show u the lil space I spent so much of last week getting set up
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account-name · 6 months
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had a bit of free time for once and thought it might be fun to try and render one of my doodles digitally. somehow that turned into me completely redrawing most of it whoops. anyway here's phoney
original under the cut:
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shmorp-mcdurgen · 27 days
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is it ok if i ask how much of the plot of your aus are you planning to change? mainly asking about the alt au bc i view it more as its own thing and it has a special place in my heart but at the end of the day its yours and ill welcome any changes you make /gen
like. basically im just asking if you'll only be replacing the characters for the 'finished' aus
/nfta ofc
Some aus are being completely scrapped unfortunately, considering they're too tied to the events of canon Mandela that removing them would be a massive disservice, and unfortunately that does include the alt au, along with any and all crossover aus that were planned (Thing au, MandelaShock, GHE, etc.)
however, there are some aus that are in the works to becoming oc projects, outside of TMC, including: Insecta apostate, Lake Mandela (will get a name change though), HSH (of course), and the Monster au. (which. is. pretty developed already, I just need to find a way to like. introduce it.)
There probably will be more aus turned oc projects in the future, but those are the ones I can think of off the top of my head
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feluka · 1 year
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pretty people
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villainsrph · 5 months
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to those visiting family today, be safe and be kind to yourself ! I'm working until 11 tonight, but free tomorrow! I have multiple days off next week thankfully, so it'll be an easier week now that I'm getting adjusted. thank you again to everyone for their patience !
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vullcanica · 7 months
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Character birthdays because it sparks joy:
Angel - January 10th (Capricorn)
Nik - January 25th (Aquarius)
Sally - May 6th (Taurus)
Vanya - June 3rd (Gemini)
Dan - September 1st (Virgo)
Avita - September 29th (Libra)
Silas - December 17th (Sagittarius)
Lumen and Constance were never born, they spider crawled and walked into existence respectively. We love them for it :) Lumen would probably be a Leo.
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bredforloyalty · 28 days
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ah! sane, i maaay not be. to be determined
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leatherbookmark · 6 months
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SORRY I SAID I'LL STOP COMPLAINING BUT i think my problem with this season is that while i do enjoy izzy being accepted and getting along w/ stede, i feel like they kind of went too far too fast w/ him? i'm not saying they did it because he's a fan favourite (well. depends on who you ask, but if you ask normal people,), but it's like -- a franchise has a side character who's well-liked and popular, and they decide to dedicate a spinoff/more screentime to that character, get into the meat of their backstory and so on, and... it's not that good. because a part of this character's charm was their side character status, the way they weren't the focus, weren't entirely fleshed out. i'm about to be incredibly pretentious, but if you read in praise of shadows, it's like the difference between being in a candlelit room with its soft light, vague shadows and atmosphere of mystery, and being in a room that's lit by sharp, ruthless electrical lighting. turn it down a bit!
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dandyshucks · 2 months
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whyyyy does nobody ever come back to this group fjdkdl they show up once for a first time and then never return !!! its kind of crushing bc some ppl I've been like... excited at the prospect of seeing them again and then they just never show up ever again :')
and I didn't even get to draw anything good while sitting there !!! AUGH
#bleaseeee come back shfkdl im the only person that goes every week !!!#theres one other person who occasionally shows up but fjdkdl otherwise its just me#and then new ppl every time#and i cannot help but feel like im doing smth wrong and making them not want to return fhfkdl#i even get ppl to talk in the latter half once I've figured their vibe out and they seem genuinely happy to engage w convos#i somehow land on a topic we all enjoy and then we have a fun convo#and im very careful to not talk too much or too little djfkdl i am constantly adjusting to make sure I'm matching whats needed#i kind of have conversations irl down to a science dhdksl its ridiculous honestly but. it is what's gotten me thru life lmao#and I've been told countless times how good i am at connecting w ppl and making ppl feel comfortable#so im just like. what am i doing wrong !! how do i make this group enjoyable so ppl will come back !!#i know it's not my job lol im just an attendee and not a leader but i feel like i Have To if i want ppl to return#idk i just. god. there were cool ppl last week and this week it was some other new person who seemed like she did not want to be there#and i doubt I'll ever see those cool ppl last week ever again#i just want to cry a little bit sbdjdkl today was such a waste of time except for the fact i was able to get out of this hell house fhfkdl#i will just keep hoping that someone actually enjoys it enough to return i guess but this is getting a bit crushing to have happen so much#but... at least i am getting to talk to ppl face to face outside of my mother every week i suppose#vent //#dandy.cmd
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firelightfoxes · 1 year
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i really just have to brag everywhere about Lichen
we had our first foundational agility class earlier today. i am seriously blown away by how well Lichen did. including us there are 6 dogs in the class, all of which are medium-large dogs. Lichen was definitely overwhelmed when we first walked in bc a couple of the dogs barked at her, but she settled in quickly and shook it off.
she didn’t whine through the whole class even though there were periods where we were just sitting still listening to the instructor. she didn’t bark at any of the other dogs. she was SO polite, quiet, and best of all, focused on me. a couple of the behaviors required a lot of leash-hand-switching that i was struggling with and honestly i didn’t even think twice about just dropping the leash bc she was SO in tune with me and didn’t even care about/look at the other dogs near us.
she absolutely rocked the new behaviors we learned (rear foot targets, wraps, and wobble board) to the point where the instructor asked if i had already taught them to her. i was like, “nope! :D” she’s just so quick to learn, happy to work, and i absolutely LOVE  how she’s indifferent towards other dogs or people. (trust me, i love Ava with all my heart, but i can only handle so much embarrassment when she blows off a recall (that we drilled nonstop for months) in agility class to go harass a border collie)
now we just have to get through her first show this weekend! honestly, the way she acted today makes me think she’s gonna be a rockstar for the show. as my friend put it, she’s showing me glimpses of how she’ll be as an adult. and i’m so excited. she’s so great already
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pseudo-apollo · 10 months
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yes, i got the Goncharov tumbler
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croc-odette · 7 months
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was so sad on wednesday bc my fun little crush told me they actually had feelings for someone else (which i'm always saying people SHOULD just do instead of ghosting etc etc) and i was like oh... cool! good luck! and then spent the last three days going 'hm i'm angry and sad and embarrassed and that's okay but this upset me mostly just because of a bunch of bigger fears and insecurities i have and it touched a big old bruise. huh!' and then feeling like leaps and bounds way better. anyways now i get to make a new friend :)c
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