#icb them im fucking crying

[frostofafeather]

JUST KIDDING WE ARE SO FUCKING BACK HOLY SHIT I LOVE YOU RTVS I LOVE EVERYTHING OMFG HL2VRAI IS REAL /SRS I WINNNNNNN

[love-killed-the-superstar]

The Last Ronin 2: Re-Evolution Issue #1 LIVEBLOG

SPOILERS ABOUND. I'M NOT GOING TO BE NORMAL ABOUT THIS IT'LL PROBABLY GET SUPER LONG

Okay so Casey Marie's muscles are something I'm never going to get over. SHE LOOKS GOOD!!!!! Her getup is feeling a little too reminiscent of a cape-wielding superhero for my tastes to be honest - I really loved the more practical outfits she wore in TLR Lost Years, especially in issue 4 when she was running the training mission for the kids. But ah well, I'm sure this will grow on me. It may not be practical (edna's law of no capes is coming to mind, also PLEASE TIE YOUR HAIR UP WHEN YOU'RE FIGHTING GIRL!!!) but it's very cunty anyway which I appreciate

Straight up thought she killed this guy - what was that sound effect if he's still able to walk??? I fr thought she snapped his neck

IDK if we needed a whole 8 pages of punching and kicking to exposition dump what we kinda already knew from what's been shown in the lost years (esp the lost day special) but IT'S FINE IG... NOW ONTO THE BABIES

SORRY, SORRY. TEENAGERS NOW.

GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET. We're ALREADY getting the leo-v-raph adjacent dynamic with these two and I'm living for it. if one of them drops a stone cold 'fearless leader' jab i will lose my shit

HI? HELLO, EXCUSE ME, MIND-TALKING? PICTURES IN HEAD? ARE WE A FAMILY THAT LUCID DREAMS OR SOMETHING?!?? I DON'T REMEMBER THIS BEING SOMETHING THEY COULD DO?? every new speech bubble here is like a punch to the gut, wdym telepathy wdym secret lair wdym honouring everything master splinter taught you???? (although i'm proud that when this panel dropped on news sites i was immediately like THAT ISN'T THE KITCHEN FROM LOST YEARS. turns out it was a Secret Lair TM)

Teenage Mutant Ninja Seance -- TURTLES COUNT IT OFF!!

not gonna screenshot the whole backstory but they're basically doing a telepathic puppet show explaining the backstory and it's pretty much the mirage origins with a bit of extra tlr flair. as always it HURTS ME seeing the turtles dying so thanks for that tlr2 :'')) icb these kids watch a mind movie of their uncles dying every fucking night. yall are messy

SOBBING AND CRYING,, I WISH YOU'D ALL HAD THE CHANCE TO KNOW HIM TOO!!!!!! I WISH YOU'D GOTTEN TO KNOW ALL OF THEM!!!!! (tlr splinter doesnt count tho because hes a dick)

there was a cool sequence of them rooftop hopping n stuff but i wont cover it bc we already saw it in a bunch of news articles weeks ago

i just did the SHARPEST INHALE. casey marie you and your beautiful muscular arms have aged like the finest wine

YI NO!!!!!

lmaooo moja is JUDGING your taste in women u two

lots of text... blah blah blah jobs, crimerates, blah blah... jiro in pig uniform jumpscare.. casey marie i thought u were going to fix him :(((

YESSSSS KIDS ARE GOING ON A MISSION WITH THEIR MOM, LETS FUCKING GOOOOO

MY BABIES ARE KICKING ASS!!!!!

....,.HUH

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY BABY BOY ODIE!!!!!!!!!!! WHO DID THIS TO HIM!!!!!!???? WHAT??!???? HUH/1?!!? EXCUSE ME????

I'M . LIKE WHAT DO I EVEN SAY TO THIS. IT CAME OUT OF NOWHERE??? WHAT IS GOING ON!!!

FINAL THOUGHTS:

dude that first issue was wordy but the kids were ON POINT. they were so fun!! their dialogue is fun and they kick ass.

i loved yi announcing the punishment for casey while the others were like NOO SHE DIDNT MEAN THAT DONT LISTEN TO HER. we're getting more of their personalities and it's great!! it was a nice throwback to issue 2 of lost years when they were cleaning - yi refused to help because of how strictly she was following instructions. im picking up that she might be neurodivergent but i did get that from the lost years too - only doing things within strict instructions, getting frustrated at teaching odyn chess, not because of him playing horseys with the knights but that it was Against The Rules Of Chess - and now not picking up on some social cues. It's nice to see!! I love her very much, but it feels like besides rehashing the origin story she took a bit of a backseat to the other three.

i want to know more about why uno said being a rebel was moja's 'thing', since she didn't seem to be any more rebellious than the other three in this issue. we didn't get any unique interactions between her and casey marie which is what i felt was lacking from lost years but i wonder if this is hinting towards a more turbulent mother-daughter dynamic with them... I REALLY HOPE SO!! her and uno butting heads in a leo-raph way is very fun - i don't mind one or two prior group dynamics leaking into the new turtle siblings because they're all so different from the original 4.

uno seems to be taking on slightly more of a leader role than moja so i think he won the title of fearless leader. which is fine, i think it'll be fun to see and he's definitely less of an asshole now than when he was growing up in lost years. still picking on odyn a bit but seems to snipe at moja just as much. even when he was commenting on yi's storytelling he didn't make fun of her, though - i think she may have inherited the 2k3 don ability of being Completely Unbullyable.

i was really pleased that odyn felt more involved!! i feel like he took the backseat a few times in lost years - it was fun seeing more of his personality shine through! he and yi seem to get on the best, and i giggled at them rolling their eyes at moja and uno's raph-leo schtick. i didn't expect him to TURN TO FUCKING STONE THOUGH, so i'm nervous about that. WHAT DOES IT MEAN? WHO DID THIS TO MY BOY? IS HE GOING TO TURN BACK NEXT CHAPTER OR IS HE OUT OF COMMISSION UNTIL THE END OF THE RUN??? (if it's the latter i'll be a bit annoyed - don't take odyn away from the equation please!!)

I do wonder if by introducing casually that they can PSYCHICALLY CONNECT, the turtles will use that as a technique to reach odyn's mind to make sure he's still in there and piece together what's happened to him. i mean, their casual telepathy has gotta be some sort of chekhov's gun right?

and shit.... april was so fucking mad casey took the babies out so she's going to EXPLODE when she finds out what happened to her baby boy, her beloved favourite, her baby odyn :''(( im giggling rubbing my hands together waiting for the fallout but also if she cries i might cry too. speaking of april, she seems to be working on a new project and i saw nano particles mentioned - are we going to have a roninverse version of nano in this run???? I NEED MY ROBOT SON

as always, casey marie... u have aged like fine wine. u are stunning. disappointed that ur still believing that jiro can do good as a cop when their entire police force and government is corrupt as fuck. just feels very naive of her. i'm excited to see her break down at the concept of losing odyn - in fact i need everyone to mourn this beautiful kid. they tell us so much that shes a super clingy helicopter mom and i am picking up on the strict part, but it would be nice to see more of her just... hugging her kids. holding them. i get why she didnt in this issue but id love more mama casey squishing their cheeks and kissing their foreheads.

i have zero fucking clue what's going on with odyn. im wondering if it's somehow related to nano, or to whatever project April is working on - she says it's to do with clearing the tunnels, but I''m not convinced. who knows, there might be some ulterior motive happening.

Anyway, that's the end of my liveblog!! thanks for reading all the way to the end... go read it wherever you read ur comics!!!

[onlyjaeyun]

ZADIE LOVE AHHHHHHH i kid u not i was on the edge whenever i saw ur wc update literally went "OMG OMG ITS HAPPENING" am i ready to actually start reading? no ill never be but i am also soSOOO invested in what happened between hoonyn i HAVE TO BRACE MYSELF

ok enough yapping and onto to the actual chapter 👉🏻👈🏻 im actually gna start crying yn was probably the sweetest little girl ever surrounded w her loving family im so happy she had her maternal aunt at the very least 🥹 she even saved up money to get her brothers' gifts she's so precious 🥺🥺 NOOO LITTLE HOONYN WERE LITERALLY EACH OTHERS CONSTANT SUPPORT IM SO BROKEN 😭😭😭 THEY WERE TOO PURE TOO GOOD FOR THE CRUELTY THAT IS THE WORLD

yn's gift is in a little box? a jewellery mayhaps... STOP OMG HOON'S HER SECRET SANTA!,!/&;&&: SKDJAKSJS (icb they nvr gotten each other b4 tho 🧐) WORLD PAUSE SUNGHOON WANTED TO DO WHAT NOW?:!/& someone hold me i feel faint. we've COME SO FAR IM LITERALLY ABOUT TO BAWL 😭😭😭😭😭😭 "not only show you how over the ongoing war between you two he is, but also one he could use as a way to maybe win you over again" IM IN TEARS. THE WAR IS ENDING 😭😭😭

im actually so proud(?) of hoon for accepting his feelings like to go from saying the meanest things 24/7 to a person to actually admitting that you still want to have that person around takes alot of courage and he has my respect for that!

ok so he chose a sentimental gift... A SNOWFLAKE NECKLACE?:!/$ MAYBE?? 🤔 IM LITERALLY ABOUT TO START BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS WHY AM I SO NERVOUS 🤕 HE FAWKING WROTE HER A CARD IN JAPANESE. yep im out. 😭🤣😭😭😭😭😭😭🤣🤣🤣😭😭 STOOPP ITTT HE GOT HER A RING W HER MOTHER'S BIRTHSTONE?:!/!/ IM ACTUALLY IN TEARS THAT IS SOOOOOOOOOO PRECIOUS IM GONNA START BAWLING he's so 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 & yn now knows its from hoon 🥺😭🥺🥺🥹🥹🥹

THE FUCKING DOORBELL. THE FUCKING WITCH. WHEN I GET MY HANDS ON HER IM GNA FUCK HER 🆙 !!!!!! no but can we talk about how yn stood up to her MY POOKIEPIE MY LOVE 🥹 she's so strong for that ❤️‍🩹 & riki n hoon 🥹 coming in to stand w her 😭 hoon just standing behind her supporting her, ready to step in anytime ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

oh im soo fucking that bitch up im filing my nails as i type rn im gna scratch her face and no one can stop me. its the fact riki still calls her mom and she goes and do shit like this. i just cant phantom how people like her call themselves parents. yn making that decision whilst she was still so young 💔 no one really should have been in that position in the first place

i know uve alrdy shown us this part in the wc update but it still HITS ME SO HARD "of all people in this world, it was your hands he had put his tiny heart into because he knew you’d always keep it safe and protected, only for your absence to scar him forever" im actually broken. & OF FUCKING COURSE ITS THE FREAKING WITCH THAT HAD SMTH TO DO WITH THE LETTER NOT REACHING HOON.

ill say it time and time again but the friendship dynamic u create in everyone of ur fic is so precious and beautiful 🤍 all of them will fight and stand by each other through the darkest of times 🫂

ive actually teared up reading this chapter 🥺 this was everything, u always amaze me with the ideas u have and the way u execute them 🤍 this chapter was worth its wait <3 i truly enjoy reading every single update and idk what else to say other than thank you for sharing the masterpiece that is cold hearts with us all 🤍🤍

have a very very good night zadie <3

oh my sweet souled lia 🥺

thank you SO much for this ask. i never know what to say when you guys send me messages like these because im just baffled by how much love and attention and support you guys not only send me but my characters. i think it's safe to say that i will keep this so close to my heart. it's such an honor to receive such amazing reactions to the things my characters experience and ik im rambling but like, seeing you all so invested in this smau makes me so happy and im so grateful for everything. thank you baby. i love and appreciate you so much 🥺🤍🩷☀️💐🌷

[domjaehyun]

i think i'm gonna save all the jaehyun talk for the end because there's a lot to unpack. FIRST OFF, haechan and jeno's additions to the story plssss i was obsessed. the scene where johnny and jaemin walk into the house greeted by dead silence because everyone's trying to figure who oc was getting absolutely plowed by HAD ME CRACKING UPPP. omg i loved how jaemin and oc's sex tape was brought up again and jaemin made jeno sit and watch followed by that little photoshoot moment. oc better than me, i would've jumped jeno so fast and made another tape. haechan stepping into the house and immediately calling oc a milf made me laugh as well like that part was very lee-haechan-coded. and hello??? the kitty thing with johnny and jungwoo really stirred something in me like WHAT IS PURRING... the mark and jaehyun THREESOME oh you were so bad for that, i loved every second of it. there's something very sexy about those two being competitive idk idk maybe it's just me. when haechan hinted at "celebrating" quarantine being lifted LMFAOOO our poor oc, she would not last during that.

okay… WHEW jaehyun... i always knew it was gonna be him over mark. I HATE TO SAY IT I REALLY DO but my intuition is always right. i was so chronically attached to the scene in qc2 where minhee sent jaehyun a nude and oc stormed off, only for jaehyun to come in to make it up to her. AND THEN the whole laying in silence while interlocking pinkies and not being able to utter a word so they just stay there while all their feelings wash over them YEAH tell me that wasn't THE scene of the entire series. the very ending line of them holding pinkies while walking to lunch, idk if that was intentional on your part but i like what you did there. and can we pls talk about oc ignoring jaehyun which led to their first sex scene of qc3 to be the whole "i miss you" moments. you had me then and there. and fuck man domestic jaehyun watching edgar, i want him badlyyyyyyyy. cannot i would've thrown hands at jaehyun when he invited minhee over. POOR GIRL HAD NO IDEA WHAT WAS GOING ON. but ofc jaehyun had to pull the "i just wanted you to notice me" BABE WE ALL NOTICE YOU CMONNNNN my heart was so full reading jaehyun's confession like i just about burst into tears as well damn. and then oc's confession pls she is so cute, i'll miss her. and i'm glad they knew all the others in the house were strictly just fuck buddies and that mark fully acknowledged that sometimes a good friendship isn't worth ruining by getting into a relationship. oc's character development from refusing to share her yogurt with jaehyun to offering it to him all by herself i could cry.

anyways VERY NICE JOB QC SERIES WAS SO FUN icb it's been out since 2020, i've really been here for a while :o - 🍪

the serotonin this message gave me….unreal okay this might be a lil long i wanna address everything .

I HAD TO ADD THEM IM GLAD YOU UNDERSTAND :’) and that scene made me laugh so i’m glad you laughed too 😁 ALSO i love writing jeno as shy / awkward it was fun for me :D

HAECHAN HAD TO DO IT!! HES THE ONLY ONE WHO WOULD!! and omg the kitten scene…yeah that was rly something…. yeah…. 🧌 (feels shy) THE THREESOME WAS ALSO RLY SOMETHING idk what comes over me sometimes . and YEAH PLUS MINHEE WAS THERE AND. would’ve been weird vibes yknow?

OMG YEAH THAT WAS A TURNING POINT :O i’m glad you realized it :D their linking pinkies again was entirely intentional yes i’m v glad you noticed :’) YEAH AVOIDING HIM DIDNT LAST LONG…. they couldn’t stay away from each other 💖 THAT EDGAR SCENE WAS SUPPOSED TO ECHO THE SCENE WHERE HE TALKED ABOUT ADOPTING A PET IN QC2 :D

fun fact mc and jaehyun were supposed to argue and that’s how his confession was gonna come out but when i got them in the same room they didn’t wanna fight 😭😭😭😭😭 like i just couldn’t make it happen so i was like okay what do YALL want and then that couch scene happened :) also minhee was never an enemy i tried to make that obvious she was more of a catalyst unintentionally :p

HER CONFESSION WAS SO SILLY BUT VERY LIKE HER I THINK and yeah i wanted to make that distinction :D i didn’t want her to lose mark yknow? and her sharing the yogurt. u know what that is? GROWTH!!

THANK YOU I’M HAPPY YOU LIKED IT!! yeah it’s rly been a while 😟😟 glad i finally got it out!!

[godstrain]

👂🏻👂🏻👂🏻👂🏻 i pop in and out of resident evil, kinda passively absorbing the franchise rather than actively engaging it (tbh most of that was the old movies, cgi movies and watching playthroughs of 7 and 8 dsfgsdfg), though hopefully that will change soon since i have bought some remakes, but from what i've seen of wesker you're spot on. as usual when you pick up a character it pretty much becomes my default view of them lmao, keep it up!

im going to cry truly icb ... please tho u gotta understand ... wesker is both terrifying and a massive fucking meme ... please ... RE1 wesker my pathetic meow meow ... but also man i am so glad i am good enough to just be how u see a character jsjhgksdg

send  👂🏻  if  you  can  hear  my  character’s  voice  in  my  writing! 

[dearhangyul]

latest vlive random thoughts in tags so i dont spam lmao (pt 1 bc too many tags kjhsds)

[taikanyohou]

[stagnot]

what shook me last episode was..... arya stark had always held gendry on an equal footing. 8x02 aside where she assumed the dominant role without any prior talk whatsoever, in this scene, she knelt down so that both of them are equal during a proposal, and gendry rose her back up — together. that was what arya and gendry have always been. they were always an equal: when they fall, they fall together. when they rise, they rise together. yes, it was heartbreaking as hell that she decided what she decided. but in that moment, gendry and arya have never been more gendry and arya to me than any other scenes in season eight.

[usurperr-a-blog]

"don't, don't-" gavin breathes in a painful whine. he knows the android is just trying to help, trying to get him somewhere away from the rubble but everything hurts. just trying to sit him up had been agony, and he's starting to black out. he clutches a hand on richard's shoulder, as tight as he can manage with all the blood he's lost, forcing grey gaze to look at him, "just go. i can't-" a harsh swallow, his heart feels heavy watching those eyes, "sorry, dickhead. i can't go with you."

          THERE WAS NOTHING THE ANDROID COULD HAVE DONE. Nothing he could’ve done. Nothing. And yet here they were, LED stuck on harsh red, blue blood spreading further over pale skin the more he struggles. Why hadn’t he seen the warning signs? Why had it been left till the last second for the stupid machine to catch onto the explosives? Why why why–

                                                                >>WARNING: BIOCOMPONENT #4w7y DAMAGED                                                                >>WARNING: BIOCOMPONENT #729w DAMAGED                                                                                                           >>WARNING: T310 LOSS

          “We have to get out of here, you need help Detective - just stay with me…” Blue tinged vision blurs, jumps about in his skull as the android’s hands blindly grip at the detective’s jacket - pulling him up against black shirt singed from flame. Tailored jacket is tied in a makeshift dressing around the open wound in the human’s thigh - deemed to be the most important of the numerous injuries. Teeth grit as Richard pulls Gavin up, leaning him back against a crumbling wall as the android searches for a way out of the rubble - he needs to get the detective out of here. 

                                                                                                          >>WARNING: T310 LOSS                                                                 >>MORE DAMAGE WILL RESULT IN SHUTDOWN

          He was too slow - too slow when it counted. With the capability to make split second calculations and process all possible outcomes as they happen, and yet when he needed it - when Gavin needed it - he failed. Now the detective was paying for it. His grip on the man’s frame was slipping, it took too long to find him when the blast separated them with a wall of rubble, everything was taking too long. They don’t have time for this there’s not enough time he needs to get him out of this mess–

          “No. Just–just a bit further. We’re almost–” Failing vision locks onto the human’s face, warning messages and blaring sirens in his head fade to nothing as he finally stops to take everything in. It doesn’t take a scan to figure out how badly injured Gavin is, even though Richard finds himself wanting to - trying to prove the horrible disgusting sinking feeling in his chest wrong at the realisation he comes to. He’s already called for support - they should be here, Gavin should be safe. Why is it taking so long? Why is this happening?

                                                                                                         >>WARNING: T310 LOSS                                                                >>MORE DAMAGE WILL RESULT IN SHUTDOWN

          “Detective–you need to stay awake. You can’t–” Richard’s voice falters at the display of Gavin’s heart rate faltering, something he can only call desperation kicking in as grey hues search the human’s expression. This is his fault, the android’s fault. He failed, he failed his partner. Mind playing on repeat, Richard’s frame goes limp - realising that Gavin wasn’t going anywhere. Dropping to the ground, laying the human down before him, impossibly gentle touches follow the android’s gaze in one final sweep - one last attempt at saving his partner. “I’m not–I’m not leaving you here. Help is on the way, they’re coming - you just–you just need to stay with me.”

          Fingers brush matted hair out of Gavin’s face, a thumb swiping over his cheek to remove the red staining his features as Richard’s voice falters - not for the damage to his systems but for the overwhelming guilt raging through his mind. “I’m sorry, Gavin. This–This is my fault.”

[chaekkung]

icb mx all got married to each other today

[starsuh]

☾ classmate!jaemin might have a crush on reader... just maybe ☽

you groaned in annoyance as na jaemin attempted to peak at your paper, whispering as the teacher sauntered to the opposing end of the classroom. "why do you try when you know i didn't study either?"

he shrugged in a nonchalant manner. "worth a shot."

to consider you and jaemin as friends would be too generous of a term. if there had to be a phrase describing your relationship it would be akin to ‘strangers that act like friends when they need something but most of the time forgetting that the other person exists’, and you were more than fine with that. jaemin, according to the rumors at least (the source of such most often being haechan), was an overly flirtatious fuckboy. it was only almost insulting that the only person he didn’t flirt with was you.

when the bleached blonde wasn’t trying to cheat off of your test paper, he could be otherwise found ‘borrowing’ your pens without the intention of returning them. at that point, you were convinced that he had probably lost as many of them as he did brain cells.

however, when he had decided that misplacing your fancy ball-point one was a forgivable action, you had finally had enough.

while he sauntered out of the classroom doors to head to the restroom in the middle of discussion, you decided to resort to stealing his post-it notes in petty retaliation (because for reasons yet unknown to you, he had dozens in numerous colors). what you weren’t expecting to find were short letters - if they could even be called that - written in the backs of them.

and they were about you.

'nah not crush looking cute as fuck today while i forgot to wash my hair bc jeno is an asshole who didnt wake me up WHY WHY WHY'

'and when i 'forget' to bring a pen so i have an excuse to talk to y/n? icb i dont get straight a's w a brain like this'

'autobots roll out, mission steal y/n's pens is a go'

'ABORT MISSION ABORT MISSION CRUSH IS LOOKING THIS WAY ABORT'

'ok phew y/n was just looking out the window, not at me'

'both relieved yet heartbroken</3 is it bc i didnt style my hair why isnt y/n noticing me im going to cry'

'i'm so proud of myself i didnt pussy out n talked to (bothered) y/n so many times today (2)'

so invested in their messages, you hadn't even realized when jaemin had come back from the restroom.

“hey, y/n, what’s-“ he turned to face you only to pale whiter than the classroom's fluorescent lights. "are…” he gulped. “are those my notepads?"

"depends," you said, dropping them back onto his table with a slight grin. "how's mission 'steal y/n's pens' going?"

[neo-shitty]

reading drown made me remember how much music personally means to me. i used to have a hard time sleeping back in 6th grade to the point that it badly affected my studies bc for some reason im wide awake at night, felt tired but still fully awake which made me unable to focus in school. so of course i researched what i can do since i didnt want to tell my parents (nasa google kaya lahat 😌) long story short, try listening to music daw 😭 so i did bUT since listening to music wasnt really my hobby, i didnt know what type i should start off and at that time, kpop just recently became big LMAO it was like around 2017 i think. so i liSTENED TO EXO since it was the group that i have been hearing around school AHAHAHAHA the song was baby, dont cry btw. it worked surprisingly, music does calm one's nerves. i didnt understand the lyrics ofc but just by the melody, it made everything around me peaceful. whenever i feel anxious, sad, or stressed, music is the way to go :"> SO EON STORY KO PANO AKO NAGING KPOP FAN 😭😭😭 parinig aq ng iyo po 🙇

pero ofc there were times when it was pointless. there were times na listening to music just made everything worse, it would just be another noise that would frustrate me more. kAYA ANG NEED DITO IS ANO TALAGA U KNOW OO ung pwede mong sandalan hahahaha kaso wala ako non :"> so while reading napapa "sige chan ahhaha sana ol sige sana ol may y/n ng buhay nila hahaha" pero real talk, it would be nice to have someone you can share all your worries with without feeling guilty of wasting their time kaya stray kids hopefully you wont be afraid to love someone freely 😌

uy pati nakakaqiqil si jae dito >:( pero no, bias ko pa den siya sa day6 <3 and the scene where chan was guiding reader along while she was riding his skateboard is so cute huhu ,,, lia is the mc in checkmate, correct?

para akong ewan kc you posted this 11 pm right? i always like reading/watching while lying down sO humiga ako kaso pagkahiga ko, inaantok ako agad :"> enjoying something while youre at your most comfortable position feels so ✨heavenly✨ but it makes me too comfy that it drowns me in sleepiness. like i need to sleep muna bago ako maka focus 100% sa ginagawa ko lmao eh since end of the day eon, pagod aq :"< SMALL RANT LNGS KC BIGLA KO NAPANSIN KAGABI HAHAHAHAHA actually pati this afternoon, manonood sana ako hometown chachacha kaso pagkabagsak ko, tulog. kaya tinuloy ko na lang after an hour of sleep huhu

speaking of hometown, im on ep 10 and its the first ep where seungmin's ost was showcased ! im really excited marinig siya later pag finish ko nung ep na eon. BY THIS TIME EP 12 KA NA NOH?? HOPEFULLY EHE EHE and yes justice para sa mga nababastos >:( daming cases here in our school last f2f tbh. ewan like kadalasan, based on my experience, sinisisi nila sa pananamit ng mga babae 👁️👄👁️ i watched a video/show wherein a boy got caught sexualizing ung kaklase niyang girl tas he defended himself by saying na ang ikli ng skirt ni ate girl but thats literally their uniform , scary honestly

pati ify sa ipis, idk why but im more scared sa ipis than mga daga kc naman ang ipis parang gagamba, bigla biglaan na lang mawawala :"> AH SO UN NGA DI AKO NAKAPUYAT AHHAHAHAHAHAHAH PERO WANT KO NA ULE 😭 anong oras ka natulog?

i just realized then, almost all my feedbacks (?) rants abt your works, may included back story ko HAHAHAH like sa obliviate, harry potter kemene. sa on the ride home, yung untog series q. tas dito sa drown -> ^^^ syempre sa checkmate di ako relate kc di pa naman aq pumapanaw Y^Y

btw how was your day? pag gising ko sa umaga dumeretso aq proj, sipag i2. advance happy eating for dinner !

HAPPY CHANNN DAYYY ,, ayos na daw kurtina nila di ko pa nakikita pero inayos daw ni chan 😌👌

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glad i came home to a whole ass diary entry today omg owo

6TH GRADE HELP ISNT THAT LIKE TOO YOUNG TO HAVE AMNESIA ;n; hala baka magfalse diagnosis ka sa gogol ha, tell your parents next time kung may ano. oh yeah, mas better talaga kung di mo naiintindihan yung lyrics? bc you don't have to think of the lyrics too. music stopped working as a lullaby for me when quarantine started so i resorted to yt vids. but i still go for music whenever my self-esteem is low. noise music really boosts it *u* exo-l ka pa ba now? or you didn't stan? sinu-sino nga pala stinastan mo omg?

dude my story started in g2 when i heard fire by 2ne1 on the MIT top 20 of myx. i was quite a casual kpop fan up until late g10 when i started memorizing members (which i didn't do bc i was really just in it for the music not the groups).

HAJSHJAH truly tho it's nice to have someone around :'( namimiss ko na rin yung time na may 'y/n' ako but it's been so long that i'm fine on my own na HAJHAJ JAE IS MY BIAS TOO BUT ANTAGONIZING HIM WAS FUN. t'was bc of this vid (around the 28:18 to 29:20 mark; literally the inspo for the whole fic). yep, lia's checkmate's mc! the part abt guiding sa skateboard happened to me irl HIHIH #kilig #reminiscing kakamiss f2f

yeah at 11pm. i think i posted it too late bc it's not doing too well notes wise but whatever, it's chan day. HAHAH glad you slept easily though! MY BIGGEST SANA ALL. i slept at 3 na kanina bc i was either too hot or too cold.

how long is the kdrama? also i'm really proud of seungmin for scoring that ost :'( go get it, vocal king. NAUR I DIDNT GET TO FINISH THE ANIME BC I WENT AND WATCHED BSD KDJSKLJ i'll try and finish it tonight (bc i was out the whole day + i might be writing later) i fucking hate men. icb i'm at the point where i'm torn abt having a bf bc i kinda want a man but they're disgusting as hell???? it's hard to find the good ones nowadays.

mga ipis kasi feeling butterfly jsdhjfh at least yung daga aware ka kung asan ;n; IM SCARED OF SPIDERS TOO JDSKFJ wag ka magpuyat l8r kasi monday pero eh depends pa rin sau

oo nga pansin ko din yung back stories but they're interesting to read naman so i don't mind !! SANA DI KA TALAGA MAKARELATE SA CHECKMATE JUSQ do not claim the negative energy from that fic

we went to my mom's office earlier bc she wasn't feeling great and she couldn't come home yet kasi nakabubble siya doon. we just go thome tapos yown diretso answer sa ask HAHAH magtstsaa palang aq mamaya pa ata dinner namin mga 7 pero yeah advance happy eating din sayo!

AND YES HAPPY CHAN DAY <333 lol narealize ko lang both my ults had sunday birthdays this year o.O and OO HAJSHJAH i watched the chan's vlog last night (partly the reason why napuyat ako) and inayos niya yung curtain sa bandang huli <//3 can't tease them anymore HMP

[hongism]

MISS CALY I JUST FINISHED 38 AND I AM HERE WITH MY ESSAY 🤩 - 🦔

DAY 129482 OF ME SCREAMING ABOUT HOW MUCH I LOVE JONGHO AND MC’S RELATIONSHIP SOBS :(

PLS JOONG’S REACTION WHEN THEY BROUGHT WOO BACK :(((

“How dare Seonghwa look so gentle and confident even while being chained and held in the brig of his own ship?” CALY I AM GENUINELY CRYING WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS

HER DREAM OH MY GOD WHAT THE FUCK????? are those supposed to be alternate realities of what would’ve happened if jongho went to fight mingi instead of hongjoong????

JWEWJSH WHAT IS HAPPENING WHY IS SHE SEEING ALL THESE THINGS IN HER DREAMS

HWA AND JOONG DYING TOGETHER LIKE THAT????? WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT

NOOOOOOOOOOO MC SEEING EVERYONE DIE EXCEPT SAN <////3 does this mean her greatest nightmare is not even losing him but him not remembering her???? <//////3 which echoes what he said to her in ch15?? 16?????? about not wanting to have no memory of her??????????? I AM PAIN

“I feel I might lose my mind if I cannot bring him back safely soon.” IS THIS FORESHADOWING OH MY GOD

noooooo her imagining the crew living peaceful ordinary lives :((((((((((((((((((((( i genuinely cried at that :(((

wait but yunho kind of has a point but also kind of doesn’t?????? i am big confusion bc he seems like he has the right idea but something else (maybe his personal feelings towards joong) is still holding him back from making a completely unbiased/unselfish judgment but i guess that’s humanity and no one can ever be 100% objective :((

has mc put down the name for the pardon papers yet? i’m not sure if she did or has already written hyunwoo’s but i’m sure it was mentioned????? ahsjhajs so many questions

JWJDHWJFUWJDJSJKS YUNHO HONGJOONG WHDJWHJSHQJDJWIE nothing like the devil’s tango to break up the Angst and Tension i suppose 😔😔😔😔

MOC HONGJOONG CHEST TATTOOS MOC HONGJOONG CHEST TATTOOS

HWA WANTED TO TELL JISUNG THAT HE IS A W H A T 👁👁 HWA BBY NO U CANT TELL THAT TRICK ASS MF >:(

“I just… want you to know you are loved today just as you were yesterday, and you’ll be loved tomorrow as well. Whatever kind of that love is, it’s love nonetheless. These people — the family you have built and chosen yourself — will continue to love you even if you get a little lost along the way.” I AM CRYING MOC SEONGHWA (and the rest of them minus jisung) DESERVES TO HEAR THIS AND NOTHING LESS :(((((

leave it to jisung to ruin everything as usual 😀😀😀😀😀🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨🔨 pls let me go and give him the hammer miss caly icb i wanted them to reunite before act five started now i want him gONE 😀😀😀

SAN BBY GET BEHIND ME :(((( WTF MOC JISUNG IS REALLY STARTING TO CREEP ME OUT SOMEONE DROP HIM OUT OF THE SHIP AND INTO SPACE PLS

SO IT REALLY WAS MC WHO SAID THAT U SEXC MF :’)))))) okay when i thought she was going psycho in this chapter i really thought it was gonna be batshit crazy psycho but this silent type of crazy is just as sexc 🤩

oop nvm but jisung deserved that so 😔😔 is it bad that i kinda wanted her to kill him

“Still, his tone holds far more softness than anger” 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 hajdhwjjdjsk not me going uwu over such a serious moment 🤡🤡 but v v obsessed with sexc captain joong 😔

HI IM BACK HERE AT LAST SO FUCKING LATE BUT HERE !!!! IM HEREEEEEEEE IM SORRY FOR THE DELAY DOFGIJDFOIGJOI LET ME SCREAM WITH YOU OKAY LET'S GOOOOO

FIRST OF ALL I DONT KNOW WHOSE FAULT IT IS BUT SOMEONE GOT ME SIMPING FOR JONGHO AND I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER MYSELF WHEN IT COMES TO WRITING HIM SO IF IT POPS OUT THEN IT POPS OUT AND I CANNOT STOP IT !! IM AT RISK!

i personally really adored the lil nuances to joong's reaction when they brought woo back i think it was v downplayed for purposeful reasons BUT also v underrated bc !!! UGH !!! jJUSTUISHiu yeah ;-;

PLS WHY ARE U CRYING ITS OKAY PLS

the DREAM areofigjodifjg are they alternate realities what are they hmm hmmh mhmhmhmhm mysterious mysterious im sorry i legit sobbed while writing the hwa and joong part that was so hard to get thru it hurt SO BAD and it wasn't even REAL just :') yeah :')

ur onto something there with her greatest nightmare I WONT SAY MORE but i'll just say ur onto something BIG !!!! and it does echo back to lots of their conversations from acts two and three !! T-T PAIN!

there's actually something V IMPORTANT TO NOTE about that line too the 'i feel i might lose my mind if i cannot bring him back safely soon' and it ties to yn's convo with jisung and the last line of the chapter as well 🥰

genuinely CRYING AT THE PEACEFUL LIVES PLS !!!! it was supposed to be a gentle moment no tears ;-;

yunho was very much playing the devil's advocate as well as acting on personal feelings himself since we've seen that tension between him and seonghwa before but it truly IS humanity, no one can be 100% objective without any bias and that's something that's hard to work around and work with ;-;

she has nOT put a name down on the pardon papers, for now it's just alluded to that she plans to put hyunwoo's name down ONE DAY but those papers will become important again sooooooooon

U KNOW I HAD TO DO IT smack smack tension breaker sexcie times i had to okay it was getting TOO INTENSE!!

MOC HONGJOONG CHEST TATTOOS MOC HONGJOONG CHEST TATTOOS MOC HONGJOONG CHEST TATTOOS MOC HONGJOONG CHEST TATTOOS you know i had to do it there too okay i couldn't resist

our DEAREST HWA DESERVES TO HEAR IT he needs the encouragement and love he NEEDS IT he truly deserves it too pls i cried there too ;-;

that's a LOT OF HAMMERS AND SMILES BLS UR SCARIER THAN JISUNG IS GOD DAMN i'll allow it u are welcome to take the hammer to his noggin oki oki u have my permission 😳

dONT WORRY SAN HAS HIS LOVELY LADY YN TO PROTECT HIM she'll DEFEND she PROTECC she ATTACC (and most important she love san bacc?)

OFC IT WAS MC WHO SAID IT HELL YEAH I WASNT TEASING THAT TIME silent crazy with an edge of psycho truly beautiful <3 jisung deserved the splat right then but sadly </3 he's still necessary </3

when joong pulls on the sexc captain pants 😫 if u liked that then i think u will ADORE the beginning scene of the next chapter <3

[ncthingstars]

‧͙⁺˚*·༓☾ oooookay here we go.

while picard was almost dying on la sirena i was like “where’s emil” also while he and agnes were dealing with the romulans i do not understand why they didnt use the holos ( i mean i know from a narrative standpoint but LOGIC, people )

SEVEN KILLING NARISSA WAS EVERYTHING I COULD’VE WANTED AND MORE AND THE FACT THAT SHE DID IT DIRECTLY TO AVENGE HUGH ( AND SAID SO ) MADE ME SO FUCKING HAPPY

elnor “his sister murdered hugh” is all of my friends @ me for liking narek

anyway basically hugh finally got the acknowledgement he deserved

ELNOR AND NAREK FINALLY INTERACTING i take back all my complaints about them not until now because this was worth it. “i don’t like you”? iconic. amazing. i cant wait for them to fall in love.

also WHERE IS NAREK??? i’m almost definitely going to add him and i have some ideas but i want to know where he went!! what happened to my evil boy!!!

cris and seven’s interactionsholy hell

i cant believe seven and raffi are lesbians now god bles

ELNOR SOBBING IN RAFFI’S ARMS i lost my shit this poor boy has seen so much death

soji!!!!! listen i still feel like sutra should’ve been the destroyer but whatever. soji was so fuckin good. also icb altan just deactivated sutra like that ghsjkjfgh

altan!! was so clearly lore. in every single word he said he was just. lore.

WILL!!! u crazy son of a bitch u showed up

okay. ok ok ok ok ok. 

im so glad they put picard i the golem. and that they arent making him immortal but they did away with the brain abnormality. i would’ve missed the old man so much. thank god.

d a t a.

holy fucking shit my dudes. i didnt actually cry until he was dying for real and we saw picard in the tng uniform take his hand and kneel down and i just STARTED SOBBING it was like flipping a switch. and then he GOT OLD AND THEN DISAPPEARED AND OH MY GOD I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY I WAS CRYING

seeing the whole crew at the end!!!!

i am... concerned. about who’s staying with the xbs if seven and elnor are both on la sirena. as much as i love elnor i wanted him to stay with them. and him and seven take hugh’s place. but,,,, idk, maybe the synths will take them in. i’d be perfectly okay with that.

i think thats all for now but jesus christ it was beautiful.

[unsuccesscr]

BNHA crack server sentence starters

"Also I’m not a dumb fuck don’t put me in this group!"

"don't be a coward, wear all three at once"

"I didn't know I was full of shame lol but clearly I am"

"Everyone in here is full of shame"

"Excuse me I am an intellectual. This is intellectual erasure"

"this is dumbass erasure and I will not stand for it"

"__ALWAYS WANTS TO FIGHT IM GONNA HAVE THEM PUT DOWN ONE OF THESE DAYS SUPPORT MY FUCKING KCISTARTER"

"___ is cancelled their shitposts are out of control"

"i already got my memes ready"

"Like how do you tell someone to shut the fuck up nicely?"

"i chose the wrong day to forget deodorant"

"I'M GONNA WRING YOUR NECK"

"bold of u to assume i'm not always stupid"

"The reason Clifford wasn’t held down was he was a communist"

"i'm playing a zombie that gets shot so finally i can die"

"DON'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO"

"STOP TELLING ME HOW TO LIVE MY LIFE"

"aint no one googlin specific anime here its either in my head or NOTHIN"

"gettin my bed to Bed....WAIT"

"hey does anyone else want to kick ___'s ass with me"

"He tries to hide it but man I can smell the teen spirit"

"wow i literally cant type"

"what is nice"

"catch me scream crying some lying is the most fun a girl can have with her clothes on"

"stitch doesnt get enough credit tbh"

"I personally like being a witch"

"He had to do it to em"

"where’s my bird boy"

"no its ok guys u can be normal around me"

"___is a figment of our imagination"

"I’m old and gay an old gay"

"im stupid thats why. also, perish"

"YEAHH BOI !!"

"icb my irl is ‘bird bitch’ .... he’s a furry, not a bitch,"

"im glad i make people realize the Truth"

"MY TAX LOVING LAWYER DOING CHILD"

"im not letting this be my legacy."

"hey wanna see. reverse vore ?"

"you fool.... he does"

"i'm finally back on the computer hell yeah"

"who the fuck disrespected my son this way"

"isnt there a song called i want my mullet back or something"

"heelys for your feelys"

"Can't catch me I have my heelys bitch"

"hey have you guys contributed to ___'s kickstarter to kill me yet? its a very good cause"

"don't correct me ever again."

"Let's just say that he's taken a pillow and surfed down the stairs of the dorms while on a sugar high"

"I can hear the dial up noise"

"a good ass day sounds like a good day to me"

"one time it was hot and i asked my mom if i could turn on the ac and she told me to turn off my light"

"i don't know how to roast people. i only know how to love them and threaten them"

"Oh shit the red lobster biscuits"

"GOOD MORNIN U BEAUTIFUL BASTARDS"

"it’s a morning, all right"

"not as cursed but still has big bitch energy"

"I LOVE DRAGONS"

[minhyukie]

u know i didn’t say anything in the tags of that gifset bc i know no one here wants to see me cry abt 1d but BITCH i open the interview and RIGHT IN THE HEADLINE.. TIFFANY YOUNG TALKS ABOUT ONE DIRECTION FJDSKLFDS I REALLY POOPED MY PANTS bc i was thinking about so many similarities between 1d/snsd these days and that random man in the interview really butchered it icb he compared tiffany to zayn and then said 1d would never get back together but Anyway. i return to my point it really is so fucking rewarding seeing a group you’ve loved for years reach a point where every member can pursue their own passions and dreams and be so successful? literally every member of 1d right now is pursuing their solo career and every single member is successful despite people saying only one or two members would make it or saying no one really listens to them? the numbers dont lie and they’re Still winning awards solo and as a group and snsd is Literally the same now they’re all doing their own thing whether it’s singing acting or variety and they’re all so successful and literally Icons and both groups always saying that when the other members want them all to come together again they Will.... but being able to follow their own dreams and support each other in the mean time that’s so special and i think everyone fears reaching the late years in a group bc it’s just expected that members will leave and things will fall apart but honestly there’s something just so special about seeing groups at such a point of comfort with each other that they Can take these breaks but still be best friends and know they’ll be close friends and have that special bond forever!!! this probably makes no sense it’s 1am im emo and tired but in conclusion. i love snsd and 1d and also tiffany said she’s a big fan of 1d so i’m going to go to bed happy. thank u for ur time