#id eat this for for breakfast
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“It will pass soon amò, always does…”
Poor Desmond getting extreme bleed or/and apple visions
#ezio auditore#desmond miles#assassin's creed#poor desmond he suffers under my hands#its ok he gets a hot italian bf out of it#i eat angst for breakfast#Id like to think he almost goes catatonic in some of these visions and just has to sit thru em#i should mention I do not know a lick of Italian so pet name ideas are always appriciated#art
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sometimes I'm like ohhhh is it really fair to say that I was starving as a teenager and then I remember eating raw spinach and beet greens all the time that I would get from my volunteer work because I couldn't afford actual food. literally just remember eating straight up spinach from a bag on the bus. HOW DID THIS HAPPEN
#txt#when i was a kid too i was hungry a lot cuz my mom didnt really give me breakfast or snacks for school#i did eat food in the morning at school sometimes i guess but not like all the time#id be so hungry i drew food on paper and ate it. i also ate grass and daisy petals. SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME THIS WAS WRONG
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bad convincing pomme to eat her cookies
#i dont normally clip things but the way he said it <3#and the fucking. Struggle he was having the whole time with cookies in general#‘youre like the only friend ive got here’ fucking WUAGHG#qsmp badboyhalo#qsmp pomme#qsmp clips#this is one of the first times if not the first time reset bad showed that he like#is irrefutably affectionate at all towards his ‘roommates’#i cant say THE first time i havent been able to watxh as much as id like but#but pommes lil :D kills me#they had to ask if he was gonna eat them…#actually no this is definitely One of the first affectionate things#the first affectionate thing may have been him at breakfast giving her the last of the chicken he himself had been salivating over#and feeding her First when he’s such a hungry lil guy#still pomme’s joy at him saying he liked her..#he doesnt remember loving her yet but even without his memories and the responsibilities of fatherhood#he likes her#and as blase as he is about death in general#he doesnt want her to die
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WAIT!!! I just remembered something. Core memory unlocked but like-- slightly bad one. Is there long lasting damage to the stomach from being starved for long periods of time? I think my stomach got fucked cuz of that actually.
#aria rants#i was just listening to music and then sudden thought occurred to me like: ''whoa... wait a minute-- is my fucked up stomach a result#of the consequences of my actions in the past?'' it isnt as bad as it sounds-- i think-- but basically when i was still going to school#i REALLY DESPISED the school bathrooms. id go during the first year in elementary and HATED IT A LOT ever since so to make sure#i Very Rarely or Not Ever use it at all. id rarely eat. cuz my logic during then is: dont eat = dont need to drink water = no bathroom use#it was alright during elementary cuz school only lasted until 12 pm during then so i get to eat properly still (eat breakfast at home)#but it got worse during junior high. cuz id be going home in the afternoon around 3 pm? 4 pm? smth and yet-- i still continued to not eat#id eat only breakfast at home before going to school and never again unless i got Really hungry that id eat some snacks and proceed#to not drink anything at all. that continued on until senior high but its less bad cuz the bathroom in that school was Way Better#it was cleaner and less dirty so i didnt mind that one but i still refused to go anyway so id still rarely eat and drink#my mom would be packing foods for me to eat at school as a just in case i would eat em but i still didnt so id just eat those at home#the consequences of my actions haunts me even though years had gone by...
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It's wild that I will just straight up forget I've had POTS since I was a young teenager.
And then it comes back and I'm like "oh my God am I dying?"
And my partner is like "sounds like the condition you've had almost your whole life."
#i actually thought id grown out of it#at one point#because i had fewer issues with it#in my early 20s#so naive#still think about#the doctor who told me#it wasnt that big of a deal#idk there bud i cant cook#or finish the laundry tonight#without feeling like im gonna#pass out#feels like at least a moderate deal#like yeah it probably wont kill me#but foods pretty important#glad my partner can cook#when i lived alone#i would army crawl to the kitchen#and grab anything shelf stable#ever eat salsa straight out of the jar#for breakfast no less#damn wtf was i doing with these tags
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here, have two thirst traps and one hunger trap :3c
#tests negative for covid. immediately eats apple pie for breakfast#actual doth#no id#omg it was so good...and i could actually taste it
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#Personal#Brain tag#Re: the self destructive gremlin voice#Like an hour after i decided to not eat anything for dinner bc my brain and body cannot handle eating rn#I realised id skipped lunch today (which i never do but unexpected events happened)#And my first thought was Good#I do not have an eating disorder i am aware of this but just in case#Tw disordered eating#Lol i straight up forgot begore but my stomach started growling when i was typing#That doesn't undo my mental state my fatigue my nauseau and my lack of appetite tho so provlem for tomorrow mz#Probably more nausea but I never skip breakfast#Dwdw i had buncheq of snacks
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BROTHER. i was fucking driving to Como and saw the ducati racing team bus??? im literally going to lose my mind. pecco im going to find u.
#ducati#motogp#francesco bagnaia#enea bastianini#for good measure#bc id eat enea's ass for breakfast lunch and dinner#vil rambles
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shoutout to every single fucking pcos resource thats like
Hey girl! It sounds like you have Women Disease for Women. You are fat and hairy and infertile, which is bad, because you are a woman. Here are some eating disorder speedrun strats
#having to take spiro and watch my body hair thin out is bad enough we CANNOT be doing this 💀#was wondering why i was so tired and realized id been panicking about what i ate for breakfast for 3 hours straight. fucking kill me#disordered eating tw#vent#a dragon tail
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people can never wrap their heads around the fact that i eat breakfast then dinner then lunch. "thats not how it works!" its how it works in my brain why are you mad about it
#my doctors told me i needed to eat 3 meals a day even if my sleep schedule IS very delayed#so i moved lunch to midnight so id actuallt eat it#breakfast at noon. dinner around 6. lunch at midnight#'but doesnt that make dinner your lunch!!!!' no. because thats when i have dinner food#i have breakfast food at breakfast and lunch food at lunch#so its breakfast dinner lunch#whats not clicking#dinner is a family thing too i have breakfast n lunch by myself#but dinner is the whole family#so everyone else calls it dinner. so its still fucking dinner#it makes perfect sense to me but people get genuinely very weird about it sometimes#queued post
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god forbid a lil sheepy has a fun weekend
#pentadraws#general hospital#michael easton#josh swickard#heyyyyy so. i know i told myself i wasn't gonna go to anymore of these til i got a job#and i was kinda on the fence about going to this one in the first place#but then i had a REALLY good job interview on thursday#it went so well they hired me the same day :3 so this sheepy is now officially emPLOYED#and i thought id get a ticket to this weekend's event as a treat for myself#anyways. did the sketches on the train and did the watercolor part during the show#they signed my sketchbook and they even liked my animal print sketches so much they to pics of them#also yall remember the playboy bunny chase drawing i did right. well i gave JS a tiny print of it >:)#he liked it :D they both found it amusing so. mission accomplished#also some folks recognized me from the last fan event i went to and from the sprina fanzine!#sidenote i was really hoping the funny waitress w/ the deep voice would be there so i could draw her picture#but alas she wasn't working today... maybe next time#also i remember i gave my lunch to some homeless guy bc i was afraid i was allergic to it#tried a virgin bloody mary today and it was. very weird!#and i spent the train ride home playing pmd on my ds#also im gonna go see spiderverse and eat crepes for breakfast ttomorrow#all in all! pretty good way to end the week!#thanx 4 reading gn :P
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cant I have cereal for breakfast for once...
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god my executive dysfunction is so fucking Bad lately
#toy txt post#so many tasks and dont want to Do anything and like on the one hand Theyre Not That Hard it wont take THAT long i have plenty of time#on the other hand#it will take like 5fucking hrs and if it doesnt i will find a way to make take 5fucking hours and all this and i still havent eaten#enough for breakfast but like??? what am i supposed to waste energy on actually cooking something?#man i love eggs but i think maybe id actually struggle if i had chickens not cos id get tired of eating eggs but cos#all the low effort ways to consume eggs gross me out and the ways i like are not THAT high effort but its too high effort to be#an everyday thing for me :(#okay i have gotta stop thinking about the State Of Things. and figure out a nutrient dense thing to eat for breakfast thats quick and easy#and that i actually like to eat. but also i maybe want coffee so i should not have a clif bar. augh#IT IS 3PM. FUCK. I FUCKING WOKE UP AT LIKE 9!!!!! AND TOOK MY MEDS EARLY AND I STILL END UP NOT DOING FUCKING ANYTHING AT ALL TIL 3PM#i hate this i need to like#fully reset. i need to go to bed at idk. 9pm and wake up at like 5am and get dressed and go out fucking early i hate this!!!!!#i hate !!!! not fucking functioning!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!#i need a therapist or smth but like one that will find a way to word shit so that it doesnt piss me off and make me want to pettily not do#things that would maybe help#agh#i have been trying to get better about#doing my physical therapy at least
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i miss the new dorms episode
#no homing#i ate my words so fucking bad#id eat haejoon war flashbacks for breakfast at this point#ENOUGH OF THIS PLEASEEEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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pretty privilege has nothing on crying girl privilege
#literally :) such a good start to my trip :)#wallet was stolen a couple months ago and im allergic to the dmv so haven’t replaced my id yet#came on this trip w a 4years expired id no passport started crying in tsa line the insane panic in that man’s eyes … truly i love him so#much good god my hands are shaking and everyone in this security line was pretending not to stare at me but#it all worked out in the end thanks to the very very kind man who ill now be naming my first born after <333#now just sitting down drinking my little chai latte and eating my little breakfast sandwich :) all in a day’s work :))
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see sometimes I try and think about it all more logically. what if it was all happening to a friend. my friend!! you completely forgot to feed your kitten his wet food for five days? you haven't drunk water for a couple of days? you didn't shower or change your clothes for four days? you've only eaten two actual meals in the last two days? your average sleep in the last week is around five hours? my friend, you need help.
since it's me, I don't need help.
#most of it has been genuine forgetfulness/zoning out and 'oh it's 2am'#but like. last night i was lying awake hungry as anything bc all I had was dinner and not a great deal of that. if id been in a house on my#own i would've hopped up and got smth but i couldn't in case of disturbing grandma#(I have since purchased things that I will store near my bed that I can either take out of there#or leave them there for any such emergencies. if you call them emergencies. sometimes if i can't handle eating normally if i can't see what#im eating i can manage that - makes it less real somehow.)#honestly tho i am shocked by how immediately all my carefully created routines have fallen apart tbh#should i talk to my lecturer at uni who does the 12-2 class? to check she's ok with me eating in class? bc otherwise i will likely not eat#anything before dinnertime. probably skip breakfast#i don't know. i don't know anything. i love my course i love it so much and i don't know how i'll handle it#but i don't think i'd handle not doing it#idk im just so tired man#depression does a number on you frfr#okay that's it im turning on the heater finding some music and doing a lil dance. see if i feel better. maybe try a bit of hot water with#ginger or smth livening in it. i do want to try that. something to wake you up. ive been in a dead depressed limbo for five hours straight#and done nothing of use#tw ed#good news tho i find my anxiousness overall reduces the more depressed i am xD idk why lol#personal#puddleglum hours
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