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allofuswantgwinam · 2 years

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i made the mistake of telling my psycho extremely right aunt that I have covid and now she’s trying to be my doctor and figure out if I just have the flu or covid. BITCH I HAVE COVID I DONT NEED YOU TO INTERROGATE ME WHILE I AM DYING JUST TELL ME YOU HOPE I GET BETTER WTF WOMAN

just wanna add that i just realized that she spelled “symptoms” as “simtens”. don’t think i need her advice:))))))))) just wish me mf well

#i don’t need this in my life rn #idek why I told her #I haven’t talked to my aunt or uncle for years actually til this year #bc they are CRAZY #like trumpet people crazy #i was surprised to hear from my dad they didn’t storm the damn capital with the other crazies #i have brought this upon myself and ik it #why would i do this #wtf @ me #i am irritated now 😂🙄#p.s. my dad was also surprised #we is not a trumpet family #absolutely hell no #my uncle is just cray #like wakcafucking doodle #my dads just a “’but he’s my brother’ type of bitch and my dad still keeps it real with him so #whateva #i cna be the same way so I ain’t mad at him #clearly since my dumbass started talking to them again bc i felt bad

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faaun · 1 month

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ok let's catch up quickly

#so i went on a few dates w this guy. long hair beautiful face kinda looked like a girl (good) said yes ma'am when i told him to do smth #(also good) film student great at photography including candids. made a sheath of leather for a sword pin i have . et cetera.#he asked to cuddle and i was like iggg and then i felt Nothing and i was like ohhh yh ok ok yep lesbian #like he meets almost all my criteria but. yeahhh no . also at the end of that date he had some weird takes. anyway broke up w him and told #him actually im p sure im a lesbian (again) and he was like yk thats the second time this has happened to me this week but its ok bc ive #fallen for this girl from berlin. and then we cooked together. anyway . met a beautiful butch lowk in love w her. weve been on (1) date.#have two exams in a few days havent studied enough going to like end it all basically. my research partner kicked me off our research #(expected(it was always skinda sketchy)) which was devastating + it happened in a lidl 15 hours into a journey from bordeaux #to go back to the UK. my friends were kinda busy paying for baguettes but also they heard this whole exchange and are kinda mad at him #my friend of 10+ years is coming over in a few days. my evil ex situationship person that i decided to stay friends w because i kept #insisting they are a good friend and not evil and also extremely beautiful? turns out shockingly enough they were evil. tried to fix them #and then i realised due to their entire friendship group being ppl like me (Every Single One of their friends are ppl they met on dating #apps then led on then dumped and proposed staying friends w) and are collectively extremely attracted to them and not over them they #keep validating the most diabolical shit they say/do to hace a chance w them. they broke up w their ex and the way they keep leading #this poor girl on and making her heartbeeak worse and saying that they want more power over her and want her to beg for them back etc...MY #JAW HAD DROPPED esp bc i didnt even know the ex was in the picture BECAUSE ME AND ONE OF OUR FRIENDS (that they also dated) HAD JUSR SLEPT #NAKED TOGETHER IN THEIR BED W THEM. GIRL. anyway that is the least of the diabolical stuff they said but no we are moving onnn #this was b4 the beautiful butch btw. anyways . i have a mitski concert tmrw i think?? idek anymore #i used to have a crush on this guy very briefly and then it disappeared and then i realised if he fundementally changed everything abt #himself then maybe id like him but ofc i didnt tell him that but i still think abt it sometimes but anyway thats irrelevant now bc 99% sure #even if he did id still not find him attractive (lesbianism). please recommend good overnight moisturisers btw i have super dry skin #right. the friend of 10 yrs. we had a hard convo abt why she essentially bullied me in year 8 and it made me highly bitter but i also love #her and ik things are diff now its been like . Many Years . and shes going to stay a while I HAVE TWO EXAMS I DONT HAVE TIME but i love her #its fine. i think i might just switch into medicine and do the whole become a neurosurgeon thing (which was my plan B) bc plan A is looking #kinda impossible rn. I WANNA TALK MORE ABT WHAT THE EX SITUATIONSHIP PERSON SAID but i wont bc i dont wanna be too mean but also . MY GOD #i had a conversation w a philosopher friend about whether i have a moral responsibility to try to fix them bc unleashing this on society #feels wrong and he said 'probably but...run' so yeah im not talking to them atm. second date w beautiful butch on monday btw IDK WHAT TO #WEAR. she said she likes fems. im just gonna wear the shortest ralph lauren skirt i have w the cute leg warmers and hope 4 the best #its 1:15 AM im abt to drink coffee and start studying bc what the FUCK man. also almost finished watching the boys its very good #one of my best friends is struggling rn it is breaking my heart i want to take the burden from her i miss her very much

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sorebelflower · 8 months

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how do i tell my mom that i hate her without being like, blunt about it?

cuz like, i will be at her funeral going, "GOOOD NEEEEEEEEEWSSSS SHES DEEEEEAD THE WITCH OF THE WEST IS DEAD!!" iykyk

#she told me i couldnt cut my hair super short like ramona flowers today cuz its “a lesbian cut”#.... WHOS GONNA TELL HER???#like thats so stereotypical not all lesbians look like that #and not everyone with that haircut is a lesbian... LIKE!!??#this is why i love going to my dads house cuz at least he approves of my interests and style #idek if this is a vent or whatever cuz like #yeah

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dokyeomini · 7 months

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ok i am home i am on vacation but i had a fight with my roommate but then talked normally i feel absolute whiplash but i have showered and i am in bed goodnight and let's begin this VACATION

#we did come to a conclusion abt what we should do abt this issue that we had so i hope it won't be an issue anymore #idek if i overreacted to her blaming me or not im still confused #but what basically happened was we weren't home on the same night and so the cat wasn't fed #and she said it was my fault bc she told me abt her concert many times in advance (just talking excitedly)#i ofc didn't remember the exact date #amd she's usually home on sunday night #but i went to the doctor's in another town #so how is it my fault #did i tell her i was going... i do not remember #maybe i did?#i think i did?#but why did she blame me today for apparently not feeding her cat all week #when i absolutely have #anyways we both think we're in the right #but what bothers me is that she told me 'ok then i know i can't count on you from now on'#what the fuck that was so hurtful #and then i got upset cried showered and when se met in the kitchen after i had calmed down #she just spoke to me normally #and i did too #bc i cannot fight on a friday evening

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daz4i · 6 months

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love my social worker he's so sweet and i love my mentor/guide/one day i'll find a fitting english word for what her role is too. last time i met the former he said they talked abt the thing i'm starting this thursday and said "while it feels like these circumstances may be impossible for you, logically speaking you shouldn't succeed there, yet both of us are certain you will" which is very nice but also AAAAAAAAAAAAA

#they're right like these ARE p much impossible circumstances for me #but i do think they think too highly of me and i'm definitely gonna disappoint them 🥲#this was both assuring yet. like. pressuring. if that's the right word idk #ik there's the whole. 'what if i fail' 'but what if you don't' back and forth but genuinely. realistically speaking. i most likely will #i have never been able to maintain those daily structure stuff like school for example #and while i do hope that since this is only 4 short days a week (with a break in between 2 and 2) and smth i like doing -#- then i'll have an easier time. but. it's still gonna be so hard.#there's a reason i don't go out or wake up early ughhhhh it's bc i hate doing it. idk if theater would be enough to make up for that #and what if i don't like the people what if i don't get along with the directors what if i struggle with remembering lines or physicality #which will make it all so much harder and make the part i'm supposed to love unpleasant as well #what would i do then 🥲#. why am i anxious about this rn. i have a tough day ahead of me for a different reason i should probably focus on first 🫠#vent #sorryyyyyyy it's 1 am and i need to clear my brain out it seems #also maybe i want. advice. or encouragement. idek what i want. here. i don't wanna have to worry abt this but that's impossible ofc #(my mom told me today that she wants to tell me there's nothing to stress about but she knows that'll just be incorrect 😭 and she's right)#(dw she meant it nicely and gently as in she knew i'd just get mad at her for saying it lol. and i mean. again. gotta be realistic)

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hwas · 7 months

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#i think i might tell me my bestfriend that i'm bi tonight but idek why i'm so hesitant 🚶🏻‍♀️#like she is literally bi herself #but we're move in together in some months #and i kinda wanna clarify #but this is sm i have told other ppl before #but not my bestie??#idek why i'm so fucking nervous about tjis #i know she won't give a shit #it's almost like if i do tell her it becomes real ya know #why is it so hard #i don't feel like i can actually be myself and do what i want #so i just shut down and isolate and sometimes tell random ppl #but not her #bc that's too realistic?#idek #i'm already drunk and she hasn't even arrived yet #i guess i'm procrastenating it bc i don't wanna face it yet #bc i actually care about her opinion #tho i know she won't care #and no i have no feelings towards her i'm 100% sure #it's just the heteronormality and fear of being myself #i might chicken out again #idek if she suspects #sigh #i'm so scared to be myself it's ridiculous

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jentlemahae · 8 months

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#okay i need to vent a second #im literally heartbroken rn #this friend of mine just told me that she feels that ‘our friendship is starting to revolve around me’ bcs i asked her to help me once with #wheelchair practice and i was late to a meet up once and i am genuinely without words rn #like she’s been late multiple times and i’ve always let it go bcs i don’t think it’s that big of a deal but im late once and suddenly im an #awful friend #and yeah i need some more accommodations than most people but i feel like it’s obvious why #and to say that it weighs on u is genuinely cruel to me #cause i always try to make myself smaller so i dont bother people and u know that very well so to call me a weight is the cruelest thing #and she said that she feels like our friendship now is just about me discovering the world and her just being there #an insane thing to say when she knows how hellish these past years have been for me and how now im finally able to go out #it’s like am i not allowed to be happy?#i am so sad but also so angry #also the fact that she sent me this when she knows i’ve just started uni and im so stressed and overwhelmed is just beyond me #like does she even like me? does she care about me? she claims she does and then does this like wth #and i dont wanna be a bad friend and maybe she’s right and i am but im trying my best here #and im always there for her when she needs me so i dont get why she’s trying to make it seem like im not #like idek how to answer her #this is really not what i needed rn

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sailermoon · 1 year

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my mom called me, and my niece and nephew were in the room with her also, and something about the way she talks with them around pisses me off LOL and it’s not like she’s mean to them or anything the thing is she’s sooo fake and nice that it makes me mad. like who is this woman

#plus she tries so hard to be ‘cool’ that it pisses me off too LMAO 😭#also idek why she called me cause she didn’t even talk to me. it felt so performative #she was mostly having a separate discussion with them while I was on the line 🧍🏽‍♀️#and when she did talk to me she was trying soooo hard to flex and look cool in front of them #also bringing up shit that I told her not to tell them????#like saying ‘oh I forgot his bday gift’ (that I got him)#LIKE YA U FORGOT IT CAUSE I DIDNT WANT U GIVING THE BDAY GIFT I BOUGHT HIM

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roaringheat · 1 year

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Oh my fuckin god... the friend that deleted all his accounts and I was told was legit missing for this past half year is apparently in contact with my dad, who was the one who informed me in the first place, and neither him nor my sister bothered to tell me that this old friend that disappeared off the fuckin earth was actually alive jfc

#vark posts #GOD.#they can fuckin shit on me all they want but their carelessness let me go on this fuckin chase trying to hunt this man down for closure #i genuinely thought he was fucking dead #from my sister's phrasing it sounds like something bad did happen but fuckin hell why am i the one being kept in the dark #i get its not her info to share ofc but AT LEAST DONT LET ME THINK HES DEAD #fuckin hell #she only told me cause i asked her is she remembered his last name so i can fuckin check if there was an obituary #jesus fuckin christ #what the fuck is this bizarre ass fuckin situation #to be clear he was an online friend that was in this big server where we used to game and/or talk almost daily for years #so its not like i could pop on over to his house and check #fuckin hell man #im having some a huge swarm of emotions and idek how to handle it

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munamania · 1 year

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i. HATE!!!!!!!! that i feel like i can’t have boundaries with this lady without reinforcing the belief that i’m not good enough to be working on this. as if she’s not the one being rude and pushy and intrusive. i don’t think she has much sway or that it will affect me much in the future but it sucks anyway

#i feel like i can't fully exhale. like.#it'll be so much easier when it's over but things are just not good today!!!!#i had this shitty ass dream about film girl and one of her best friends and confronting her and it made me feel like i was in like #high school again being pathetic with my ex and like EYE was the one completely in the wrong. then my sister told me she was conservative #in the dream and was litchrally talking like my dad. then i wake up so tired and already have an email from that lady #im stressed as hell feel like i can't even move or function trying to get something to her #get shit feedback on another project that it wasnt even my fault flopped. i pitched the idea i did what i could to fix this dude's #terrible camera settings i tried to fucking direct it and it just wasnt working. and that kid ugh he's fine outside of this context #but he pisses me off being a stem kid like oh well this class is like fun for me lol idek why you're so stressed. not that he said that #but just u know that film shit isn't as serious and there's not way we could get as overworked as the stem kids. annoying!#and again this video is making me want to die i haven't heard back on something im producing for and if it'll work #im nearly a week late submitting a paper i never started i havent gone to my morning lecturei n over a week and dk if my grade #will recover with all my absences. and if it's even worth trying to salvage. my roommates are making me homicidal and #i just need someone to hold me i think and let me like nap on them. lol. but instead i will be at work under these awful flourescents #barely able to work on the video since we're not technically allowed to use headphones. and not wanting to do anything else...#abby talks

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train-inthedistance · 1 year

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#why have I been on the brink of tears over the american for the last two days i lit just woke up last night and started crying……#haven’t seen him in 2 1/2 months now …honesly i rly miss him i miss him sm but idk i think this was all triggered by my friend telling me #she ran into him at uni bc he was having lunch with a friend of her’s and she said hello and he looked away etc/was very uncomfortable when #she said hi anyways and idk on one hand very infantile behavior. on the other hand proof dad the entire thing and me breaking it off DID #affect him after all? maybe not maybe it’s only uncomfortable for him bc he’s not in control of the narrative w my friends and he’s a #control freak but like. idk im very close to messaging him (i wont do that obv) but like idk. idk i miss him so much if he said sorry now #and told me he’d try and that he’s ready i…i think id take him back. which I wouldn’t have 2 months ago idk #kinda hope I’ll run into him at this thing next week… chances are that he’s gonna be very ..distanced and insincere abt what happened #between us bc he cannot handle being honest abt emotions and istg if he like ignores me like he tried to ignore my friend or sth im gonna #be shattered into 2 million pieces so there’s that idek #feeling extremely sad today idk i should eat sth and drink some water :/#me #the american

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skrunksthatwunk · 3 days

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roommate's partially blind(?) female turtle keeps doing this today to elevate her basking game