I just want to make a quick post about what I believe to be Luz’s current headspace right now, especially here in Isola. Some of this is fueled by me kinda finally finishing digesting the season 2 finale, and some of this is fueled by a really good analysis video about Luz that I super agree with.
Using the least amount of words possible, Luz is Not Okay. Her current canon point is at the end of the Season 2 Finale, where she’s back in the human realm, not knowing the fate of the Boiling Isles and only with four of the people she’s grown close to over her time there with her.
King? He sonic-yelled her through the door to save her. Eda? She hasn’t seen her since the last group meeting of the CATs. Same with Lilith and Hooty.
She knows nothing about what the rest of them went through after she had Gus perform the illusion that allowed her to swap with Hunter so that she could be taken to the Emperor.
So from that standpoint, without Isola in the equation, Luz feels like a failure–she was unable to save anyone, unable to make up for the mistake of helping Philip who would eventually become Belos, and she’s unable to even go back to try and help the people she left behind. She’s in a bad place, and she’s upset and angry with herself for allowing this to happen–even though WE all know she’s not at fault for all of it.
Bringing Isola into the mix, Luz has Eda, King, and Lilith back. She’s got Amity, Hunter, and Willow here as well. She doesn’t have Gus (right now) or her mother or Vee, but she’s got a good portion of her Boiling Isles family with her in the group, and she knows that a mess of a time is waiting for her if she ever gets sent back home (For Real back home, not just back to the Isles), and so she’s going to make the most of the time she has here with who she has here.
It’s possible she might try to overcompensate from time to time as well, and with certain people. She wants to do what she can to earn the forgiveness of those she thinks she’s failed, and so her usual ways of trying to fix things she might not necessarily need to fix will be turned up to the max.
The ways in which this all will show may be subtle, or they may have big flashing neon lights point it out. I’m not going to hang out in the “Luz is Depressed” hole too often, or exclusively, because that will wreak havoc on my own psyche, but I’m definitely going to keep it in mind and acknowledge it from time to time. (In other words, Silly Fun Luz Posts will still make appearances just because they make me smile).
Got a question? Want your muse to notice Luz is Suffering? Let me know! I might want her to just Suffer in Silence for a bit, just because I’m only now beginning to do this, but she’ll need people to try to pull her out of the pit eventually.
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my hand-knit dallas stars blackout jersey (sweater edition) is complete! just in time for game 1 round 1 of their 2024 playoff run 💚
this project was such a labour of love and the pictures above are the culmination of three months of planning, two months of knitting and too many days procrastinating weaving in all the ends 🥲
if anyone is curious about the project details including yarn amounts or how i did the intarsia logo, please feel free to send me a message and i’ll answer as best i can (or will send you the link to my ravelry page for this project) ☺️
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hey screen reader users
no ‘see results’ option, non screen-reader-users just reblog
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hi, shit's still fucked ❤️
making a new post since the old one's lost traction.
tl;dr got fired, moved, got a new place and job, got paid only like $1k of the $2k i need to pay rent & bills etc this month. rent is a hundred bucks more than expected of course. fiance also works but makes even less than me. were both disabled trans people and im a person of color so life is pain. have my final therapy session next week which is 160 on top of being short ~700 on rent.
ive made a few games you can find on my itch.io for pwyw. here's the cat tax if it helps?
pp: ribbited
ko-fi in pinned ❤️
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