#idk i think he’s cute and i tried real hard to make him look distinct from neil

[quicksilverdaisyday]

wtf… that’s not neil!!!!

[sugurugetofavoritemonkey]

Training (Armin Arlert x Reader).

✵ Pairing : Armin Arlert x Female Reader (use of she/her pronouns and female genitals)

✵ Summary : You need help in hand to hand combat and Armin is more than happy to help.

✵ Word count : + 2,3k. 

✵ Warnings : There’s like one spoiler maybe for season 1, fluff I think?, smut, fingering, dirty talk (idk if I missed something oops), armin could be a warning on his own tho.

✵ Note : I wrote this with an Armin after the time skip in my head (even though before could totally work) so I see Armin in this like someone who gained confidence and uses it at his advantage, cuz he’s a smartass and a cocky one.

@alert-arlert​ (don’t be too mean to me if it’s bad but don’t tell me it’s good if it isn’t lmao mwah <3)

ENJOYY!! <3333

It was time to train. 

You were all outside, waiting in the field, pairing by two. Jean, Sasha, Connie, Mikasa, Armin and you. 

And to your dismay you were paired with Mikasa. You didn’t hate her, not even a bit, she even was one of your closest friends. She just happened to be much stronger than you.

Being given that today was the hand to hand combat training, you weren’t the most at ease. You already trained with Mikasa before, she was sweet to you, trying not to hurt you too much, escaping the attentive gaze of Levi, who was watching you train to make it look like you could give a few punches to her. But to no use, you weren’t weak but everyone knew that you needed to learn some skills and confidence to be able to surpass yourself. 

You were brought out of your thoughts when Mikasa gave you a light punch to your shoulder, almost making you fall. 

“Come on, wake up and try to give back the blow I gave you”. 

And you tried, taking a few steps forward, launching your right fist to her jaw, too slow. She had already dodged your move even before you could get close to her. She gave a kick to the back of your left knee, this time, efficiently making you fall forward, face first in the dirt. 

“Sorry, didn’t mean to kick you that hard, let me help you” 

As Mikasa helps you get up, you can’t help but let out with a light laugh, “Yeah, you really aren’t aware of your strength Mikasa, a few more punches and it was the end for me”. 

She smiles at you while you rub your nose, checking if you didn’t bleed, again, but hopefully she “tried” to be gentle with you. Gentle really wasn’t in Mikasa’s vocabulary, you thought.

“You know what? I’m sure with a few lessons you could get better with some time.”

Your face lightens with curiosity, “You think you could help me with that?”

“I’m afraid I can’t, Hansi wants to see me to test the new thunder spears with them, but I know someone who could help, Armin. Maybe he isn’t as strong as I am but I guarantee you that he knows how to fight, and much more than you think, and I know that you are pretty close...”. 

Your cheeks start to heaten up at the last few words she lets out. It was true. Armin and yourself were getting closer each time the two of you could see each other, starting to know the other one like the back of the hand.

You seems to consider her offer when you voices to her, “That would be great but I don’t want to disturb him..Maybe he has other stuffs to do...”

When Mikasa sees your hesitance, she immediately says, “Listen, he’s over there, why won’t you ask him right now? You have nothing to lose.”

She was right. You had to get better at melee combat, there will be soon enough another very important mission for Paradis, you couldn’t lose the chance to gain necessary skills, and, maybe...Maybe you wanted to get even closer to the blond boy.

He was always nice to you, patient and attentive. These past few years, you have learned about all the countless things he knows. And you had done the same with him. Armin and you were known to be inseparable. 

At lunch time, the first one between the two of you to get a spot at a table would wait for the other, keeping a reserved spot close to them. 

You've even already slept in the same bed. 

When your nightmares would get too real, you did get out of your room to enter the male’s dorm and sneak in Armin’s bed. Waiting for his arms to envelop you, whispering words of reassurance in your ear. 

You almost were like a couple, except the fact that any of you didn’t really made THE move. More time passed and more the both of you could feel the tension building between each other. So maybe a little lesson with him couldn’t hurt. 

As you approached the blonde boy, you could feel your palms starting to get sweaty, your pulse quickening. And what if he says no? What if it’s just in my head, you thought. 

Finally in front of him, you gathered as much courage as you could and hoped that your voice would be as steady as possible. 

“Hmm, Armin, can I ask you a question please?”

“Yeah sure darling” 

Your body immediately stiffens, Armin loved to call you by little nicknames. The first time he did was out of the blue, you were talking about some book you two loved and he didn’t think much about it, just wanted to call you that. 

But when he remarked -and this smartass did notice it far too quickly- that everytime he calls you by one, you become flustered and more shy than usual, he couldn’t get enough of it, getting drunk on the fact that HE was able to earn this cute reaction out of you. 

“Can you help me train at hand to hand combat please? I need skills and apparently you could help me with that”, but when his big ocean blue eyes start to look at you, you lose all confidence, “ But if you can’t, I mean it’s okay, I will just, you know-”

He cuts off your incoherent babbling, answering “Of course I can, what kind of friend would I be if I’m not helping you with that? We can start tonight if you want, just after dinner. We will have the field just for us”, he finished, giving you a big innocent smile but the last words he gives you resonate differently in your head. You brush this out of your mind and thank him, agreeing on the time and giving him a short hug.

“Come on hit me, love”

He was teasing you, and he knows it oh too well, the little smile on his face is a proof of it. 

You two were at it for almost one hour of pure exhaustion, well, especially for you. Armin, on the other hand, wasn’t even out of breath.  

You were currently letting out heavy breaths, your hands on your knees, trying to gain some more force deep down from your body. You were even beginning to think of a strategy, to at least give it one hit. Armin didn’t let you the chance to think about it, launching forward with his fist to your face, luckily, he was way more easier to dodge than Mikasa, or so you thought. 

When you thought that he was aiming for a punch at your pretty face, he was in fact aiming to entwine his arms around you, Annie’s style. He was proud that the strong woman had taught him a trick or two before getting into her ice cocoon. One arm above your left shoulder and the other below your right armpit, he then locked both of his arms behind your head to finally put you on the floor, all the weight of his body on yours. His legs on each side of yours, caging you in. 

“I won”, and you swear as this sentence pours out of Armin’s mouth, his pretty blue gaze transforms into a darker one with a raise of a corner of his pinkish lips. 

And it is only now that you state the fact that Armin isn’t all innocent, that he totally knows what he’s doing. Everything was meant to prove it to you. 

The teasing, the pet names, the proximity, the smile and… his bulge that is starting to grow on top of your thigh. 

While you were lost in your thoughts, you didn't notice the way his hand had moved on top of your throat, not choking you but putting just a light pressure on it, letting you know the presence of his hand. 

After a few seconds of the both of you looking at each other as if whole galaxies were in your eyes, Armin broke the heavy silence that had settled in. While his face just gets incredibly closer to yours, to the point where you can share Armin’s heavy breath with yours, you hear the distinct but small words. 

“Please, kiss me”, and it’s the first time, since the beginning of the training that you can hear him beg. And of course you oblige, you just can’t refuse the invitation of his soft-looking lips, that begins to part just a little, like if he was still begging. 

You just have to raise your head a little to press your lips against his, kissing him with so much force you think you could break a muscle, and Armin gives it right back at you, stronger, needier. And you swear that the vulnerable side that you saw from him just mere seconds before has already disappeared, giving life to a confident Armin, one that you can’t seem to have enough.  

Pressing his tongue to your lower lips, Armin forces it between your teeth when you take too much time, to his liking, to open your mouth for him. As he begins to explore your wet cavern with his tongue, you can’t help but to let out a small whimper of pleasure, not wanting to hide anything from him. 

After putting some distance between your mouths to let you gain some air, he whispers to your ear with a voice that you don’t recognize, a voice that isn't owned by the silent and shy little Armin that you know. A voice darker but still laced with usual calmness and patience that only Armin owns here. 

“Do I already have you wrap around my finger, like an obedient little thing?” 

And there was again the sweet little smile he wore oh too well, laced with mischief. 

You don’t have the time to answer anything, as the hand on your throat starts to trail down on your breasts, tummy and then stop between your thighs, fiddling with the waistband of your pants.  

“Can I, pretty girl?”, and you quickly nod at his question, without even thinking twice at the demand, both of you wanted this moment to happen for so long, too long to even remember when was the first time that your feelings started to grow for the blonde boy in front of you. 

His cold hands reach directly into your panties, not losing any time by removing your pants, just wanting to feel you around his fingers as soon as possible. 

Armin couldn’t wait any longer, how long has he been waiting to do that? How many times did he touch himself to the thought of you? How many times did he look at you like there was not tomorrow? He wanted to give you as much pleasure as he could ever give to you. 

His fingers started to dive into your folds, feeling your wetness slide between his fingers with ease, letting out a little laugh, Armin voices out to you, “I had no idea I could make you that wet like this”, he closes the gap between you to whisper against your trembling lips, “And without even touching you”. 

Whines of desperation start to pour out from your lips, making Armin kiss you as hard as he could to silence you, plunging two of his fingers at the same time. 

The sudden intrusion makes you arch your back in pleasure, and it’s the only encouragement Armin needs at the moment to thrust his fingers deeper and faster, wanting to see you come undone under him. 

As your pleasure starts to build up in a record time, you reach out to grab Armin’s shirt, too lost in pleasure to even speak up, rather letting out some incoherent babbling that seems to be pretty amusing to Armin. 

As he adds a third finger to stretch you even more, he states while biting your lips playfully, “Are you gonna cum for me Angel? All over my fingers? I know you can do it, you’re such a good girl. Go on”, as he whispers the last part into your ear, trailing love bites along your neck, it’s the last encouragement that you need to get to your climax. 

Letting out a few cry and whines of pleasure, Armin speeds his fingers to help you ride out your orgasm. As he senses your inner walls starting to relax, he withdraws his hand from your pussy and inspect the substance on his fingers to the dim light of the moon. He seems in an inner debate with himself as to decide if he should let you taste yourself on his fingers or do it himself. The debate seems to short out rather quickly as he put his three fingers in his mouth, looking at you with his dark gaze. 

He decides not to be too selfish and lower his head to give you one long, messy kiss. And hearing your little moans when you taste yourself on his tongue is the best reward he could ever get. 

While he helps you to fasten your pants back in place and put both of you on your feet, you can’t help but notice the bulge he has between his thighs. And you start to feel bad with the fact that you were the only one to get to cum tonight. 

When you put your hand on his boner, he put his hand on yours gently, telling you, “What do you think of carrying on this little training session in one of our rooms? Maybe I could help you learn one or two things? Love”, he smiles, a little blush creeping up on his soft cheeks. 

Maybe it’s never too late for you to gain the upper hand on Armin. 

Maybe.

[marshmallowprotection]

When you said both suit and Ray know what each other is capable of, it reminded me of a previous post you made way back saying that “Suit Saeran is just as capable of kindness as Ray is capable of cruelty” and vise versa. (That one sentence stuck with me for months) It kinda just dawns on me that sometimes certain calls with Suit Saeran even in V’s route he always say that Ray isn’t “as cute and innocent” as he seems (though he’s also taunting Mc so ig take it with a grain of salt). The whole concept of Danger Ray and how when pushed to a certain point, even Ray can do some pretty fucked shit. Even if he doesn’t want to. That’s why I love both their personas so much ngl. As much as I always tell people “Ray is bby, a cutie” bc I just love him lol I’m aware of how morally skewed/grey he can be. And he’s aware of it himself I think, but tries to justify it in his head.

That’s why sometimes I get a little upset when people think Suit Saeran = evil persona and Ray = good persona. When they should be seen as their own person.

I also agree that They don’t hate eachother, but I know there’s a level of envy that people mistaken for hate I think. I’m sure Ray views himself a coward and belittles himself, but sees strength in Suit’s anger and fake confidence (since to both of them anger = strength and protection) . While Suit sees strength in Ray’s Hope and Perseverance (idk if that’s the right word) comparing him to a weed that never dies.

I’m rambling but I just love all the alters man, I tolerate no hate to any of them I be takin it so personally lmao

[I've got a lot of posts about Ray and Suit Saeran's complexities out here.] I like to talk about it because I don't appreciate when people try to equate “Ray = Good” and “Suit Saeran = Evil”.

It's like you misunderstood everything about them by trying to say that they're this idea of Good and Evil. Honestly, that's not what's going on and it's a real shame that people try to say that they’re one way or the other. We need to make a distinction that they're not good or evil. They're morally grey and compromised by circumstance. It's true and I’ll say it again for the people in the back, “Suit Saeran is just as capable of kindness as Ray is capable of cruelty”.

I think it's important to understand because their characters are very complex and layered with trauma and grief. It's not a game of Good and Evil. I would have to say that it's more akin to Envy, yes. Ray gets that Suit Saeran is powerful because he stomps the weeds because they have the chance to hope. He thinks Suit Saeran is cruel, but his cruelty helps him survive whereas Ray gets punished for having even the smallest hope.

Suit Saeran knows that Ray is strong because he keeps clinging to hope like a weed. No matter how many times the world stomps on him, he persists. He is the weed that never dies and keeps trying to believe in happily ever after, and Saeran wishes he could do that, but he is fearful of dying and disappearing because he takes the pain for them very often. They see something they're lacking when they look at the other and that's hard.

Suit Saeran is trying to tell you things about Ray's true self to try and entice you to like Saeran more, but at the same time, pushing you to the side because he cannot allow himself to be open. That's why he defaults so often to "playing Ray". Ray can feel things, Saeran cannot. That's a great example of them trying to use the strength of the other to get something, to survive and feel... selfish.

I have a feeling if he needed to, Ray could bite his tongue and pretend to be Suit Saeran if he had to. He's got the capacity to do it just as he does to destroy things as Ray, but we don't see that in the game. It's plausible though. I can see it because of how he reacts in V's BE1.

Ray and Suit Saeran know they're not doing good things, but they often try to justify it using the cult brainwashing and delusion that's been handed to them. They come to realize that's not an excuse in their route and that they need to be better later on, but only when you as the player are compassionate and help them to see what they need to fight for if they want to save themselves.

TLDR; They're not good/evil. The situation is so much more complicated than that.

[marukrawler]

bakugan battle brawlers liveblogging episode 42

- im too hyped so i might as well watch it lmao

- omg its these two

- need to have comedic relief antagonists to balance off the two murder-hungry ones we just met

- omg droa-tan has such a cute bby voice 😭😭😭 the way she just repeats everything her sister says

- uppercase confusion lmao

- love to hear tigress still refer to phoenix as ane-san uwu

- THE WAY DAN SOLELY GOT YOINKED INTO THE NEXT WORLD, IM CRYING

- i would die for her

- god i wish this was canon

- DONT BE FCKING RUDE

- ma’am he’s 12

- everyone say thanks julie

- tigress is a mood and a half lmaoo LOOK AT HIM

- thanks for the distinction op

- the girls are bondiiiing

- we need to use windows restore on this dude and return him to the last save point bc this ain’t it

- the girls miiiight fight again, who knows

- would runo stake her claim on dan in this ep?? stay tuned

- damn things got dark real quick lmao

- lmaoo they’re kinda fcked up but its completely unrelated to any of naga’s doing

- HE DIDN’T WANT HER MUDBALL UNTIL SHE MADE IT INTO A HEART-SHAPE IM DYING

- it might come in handy later tho

- what is even happening rn

- idk if drago is perplexed or just completely done w these two lmaooo

- the fact that julie didn’t need to take runo’s hands in hers but she did so anyway. we love to see it

- love how op keeps stating that golem is in fact. power walking

- he’s trying

- thanks drago 🤷‍♀️

- am i just now noticing how golem’s voice just RUMBLES, its so deep

- the praise!

- no julie this is the power of an ability card

- hnnnnnghhhhh

- ok i’d still die for you

- she really tried to punch him in his rock hard abs

- he said no ma’am i work out my core on the daily

- SAVE HIM

omgg

- OMG?? SHE SNAPPED

- THWARTED BY GRAND IMPACT, WE LOVE TO SEE IT

- how did droa catch up to dan and drago just like that when runo and julie spent actual time stalling these two

- this ep isn’t quite as girl power-esque as the writers might think it is

- also this ep gets less funny when you realize that it’s essentially all of dan’s (female) love interests duking it out

- that makes sense

- it came back!! fr thought he’d use it to win the race (which ig uhh he kinda did) but this is cute

- WAIT IT CONTAINED A KEY????

- also um??? did runo and julie leave w dan?? shire and droa said everyone left so i assume so??? also they lied about not knowing naga lol

[sunwoovous]

hello!! just thought I'd stop by and say thank u for making content for us!! your little creations help make my day go by a little better :) also I thought I should ask whats your favorite thing about each tbz members if you dont mind? I'm in the mood to adore these boys more! 💞🥰

ahhh thank you so much for this!! this was such a nice message to wake up to 🥺💕 I’m glad someone is enjoying what I make aklsdjk the boyz are definitely fun to make content for and deobi are all so sweet and funny! bUT AHHH TBZ LOVING HOURS LET’S GO!!

sangyeon: his eye smile! I’m so fond of his eye smile he’s already so attractive but as soon as he smiles I feel my heart melt, and it just shows off his naturally kindhearted spirit like when he smiles it emanates how much of a sweetheart he is asdfgjk and I know he says he’s not cute but!! he’s a liar, he’s super cute!!

jacob: his instinctively kindhearted and attentive nature. jacob is just... a sweetheart... who melts my own heart... and him being so nice and caring just comes so naturally to him? I love how just habitually he’s so attentive to all the members and their needs and feelings and he’s just such a good brother to everyone 🥺 and just in general he has such a genuinely nice personality like you look at him and you can feel it and I adore him he’s the biggest sweetheart 🥺

younghoon: his dorkiness kaljsdfkjk not so much his sense of humor itself but just his overall dorky demeanor that he has when he’s off camera I just... he’s a big lovable goofball who cracks bad jokes and tries so hard to be funny and then the faces he makes afterward when people don’t laugh aklsjdkf prOTECT HIM. but also on that note I love how confident he is with himself while simultaneously being shy about it like he’ll make a joke with such certainty and then cover his face awkwardly afterward. or he’ll give fan service with confidence and then afterward hide! his habit of hiding is so cute too he’s so soft and precious.

hyunjae: hIS LAUGHTER AKLSJDKFJ IT HEALS MY SOUL when he laughs and his nose scrunches up first and then his entire face scrunches up?!? and how he laughs with his whole entire chest and body like you’ll see him flopping over aND HOW LOUD AND SPIRITED IT IS I JUST. ADORE HIS LAUGHTER. the first time I heard him laugh when I was undecided bias wise I literally just kaljdkfjk fell in love and went “!!! this is my bias!!!” (when in fact it was a farce but y’know what I still adore him and his laugh)

juyeon: his dedication and passion... when I saw him crying after the shangri-la stage for such a minor mistake that I hadn’t even noticed until he started crying?? I just... akjsldfjk must protect he’s the sweetest most hardworking boy and I adore him and I hope he knows he works so hard and doesn’t need to push himself or always be perfect and that he’s allowed to make mistakes because he’s wonderful and talented and we can see that and all his efforts, even if a mistake is made, are valid jUST AKSDKLFJ GONNA START A PROTECT JUYEON SQUAD you can tell because of how sensitive he is that he loves what he does

kevin: mEME KING akljsdlkfjk I adore his sense of humor but it’s also very similar to my sense of humor like... he just says things without thinking and sometimes he’s like “yeah that was good!” and other times you can see him go “wtf did I just say??” at himself and I love it, it always makes me laugh and he always manages to put a smile on my face. but the best part of all of it is he never doubts himself he just completely vibes with himself and is so confident and I just have to simultaneously shake my head at him but also love him and protect him!! he’s the biggest dork and I just. AHHHH I love him for it!!

chanhee: his voice?! fun fact chanhee’s vocals are actually my favorite in tbz he has such a unique voice!! and his high notes are easily recognizable in songs! idk how to exactly explain the tenor he has when he speaks and sings but it’s just really pleasing to listen to and is such a nice voice and fits him so well.

changmin: his overall passion! for the stage, for being an idol, and for dancing. when I saw him smile real huge during the oneus/tbz collab stage... similar to jacob, I started to cry a little bit. you could tell in that moment where he was just smiling on stage how alight his eyes were and how much he was truly enjoying himself and what he was doing and as stressful as being an idol can be I could tell he was honestly, truly happy in that moment and that on top of knowing how much he loves dancing, I just adore his passion for his dreams and what he’s doing and I hope he never loses that fire he has.

haknyeon: his visuals and his vocals. haknyeon’s visuals are just... no joke. I was trying not to make this post about physical appearances if I could help it but haknyeon is just? stunningly handsome? he’s soft and approachable but also his features just have akljsdkfjk this masculinity to them that makes him very pretty and handsome at the same time and his eyes are so soft and sparkly and ahhhh?! but also I love his vocals. while chanhee has a distinct voice that I enjoy, haknyeon has just a very... nice voice. soothing I guess? his voice is deeper and when he sings, that lower tone he has? just adds so much depth and personality to songs and it’s very nice! and also! listening to him speak! he just has such a soothing and calm voice when he’s speaking without going crazy or getting excited and immediately I just want to listen to him forever (I often put his vlives on as background noise).

hyunjoon: (can I include hwall because I miss him gonna cry brb) akljsdfk his expressiveness! is what!! I love most!! he always had a resting scowl on his face but as soon as the boy smiled everything in the world just felt right and the way his face would literally just LIGHT UP as soon as his scowl turned to a smile or a laugh he was just tHE CUTEST 🥺

sunwoo: everything... literally just. everything. as much as I yell at him for everything, I yell at him because I adore everything about him. he’s so naturally handsome, for one, but also his personality is just... him as whole, I love him 🥺 I think the best way to encompass this is to say that I love his duality? the fact that he’s so raw and honest, but a huge joker and so savage to his elder members and his sarcastic deadpan sense of humor? that’s my type of humor!! he always makes me laugh and always puts a smile on my face. and the way he holds himself with confidence on stage... but then also I love how soft and precious and tender and loving he can be? and how he’s attentive to other members too, despite his age, and literally how he says things and I just aklsjfk he’s so young yet somehow so wise and even as someone older than him when he says something or I read something that he’s said and I’m having a bad day I just instantly think, “wow, how do you know so much for being so young,” while also wanting to believe his words because he’s so confident with himself. he’s just... very admirable... in all he does...

eric: sweetest baby boy... I just love how emotional he is overall? if that makes sense? like he’s not afraid to be in tune with his emotions and show them and I love him for that, in every aspect, whether it’s him being a goofball and being gullible and making terrible jokes or whether it’s him performing on stage and loving every minute of it and loving his members so much and expressing how much he adores his members. he’s just not afraid to give his 100% when it comes to his feelings and making them known and I not only love him for it but admire him for it.

[ausblack]

Who you are | k.nj

➻ Request: “For the hybrid plot you asked for, usually they make the reader go near or live by the woods & meets wolf hybrid namjoon. Instead, you can write about wolf hybrid namjoon going to live in the city for the 1st time to study for uni & meets the reader who’s actually a bear hybrid or such but takes suppressants to hide her scent & disguises her bear ears with cute beanies or hats like a beret. Idk why but I find that cute. He starts to have interest in finding out more about her but she’s vague af.” @it-is-dana 

➻ Request: “Something fluffy with Taehyung or Namjoon or Jimin?? Like really, really fluffy( I’m having bad days so yeah:’) )” @all-usernames-are-taken-goddamit

✵ Genre: Fluff, Hybrid!au

✵ Pairings: Wolf Hybrid!Namjoon, Bear Hybrid! Reader

✵ A/N: Sorry for the long wait guys, hopefully you'll enjoy this!

Ever since the law saw a drastic change in regards of how those amazing creatures who take the name of hybrids should be treated, every school, workplace or house opened their doors and gave them the possibility to live just like how any human being should.

Of course, just like in every society, there were close-minded people against this change, who believed that hybrids were nothing more than animals changed in laboratories, but the most part wasn’t like this.

Those who attacked or mistreated hybrids of any kind faced strict punishments and ended up in jail if the crime was big enough.

Associations fought for the right of those few hybrids left without freedom, but other than those cases the situation wasn’t that bad.

Schools even started to hand out college scholarships to hybrids who couldn’t afford a proper education, giving them the possibility to get a proper degree and, later on, a job that could earn them money

That was exactly what happened with Namjoon, and how he found himself moving from his small city placed near the woods, to a farther one – ready to frequent the college of his dreams.

Even though the law changed, wolf hybrids were faced with a couple of problems, along with other predator hybrids who, sometimes, were treated like they could be dangerous.

Namjoon was aware of that, and tried to act and look like the most peaceful and kind hybrid on earth, hoping to escape any mistreatment.

He wasn’t loud, he stayed by himself and he studied hard – spending his evening at the library rather than at parties with other teens.

He always got perfect scores and his teachers loved him because of how hard working he was.

Thanks to that, around the end of his final year in high school, one of Namjoon’s favourite teachers helped him get in contact with the secretary of a prestigious college.

No one was impressed when the admission letter came to his house, in the end the wolf hybrid was known for his high IQ and the amount of study he went through for this moment to happen – but Namjoon wasn’t sure of the result.

He feared that once they found out about what kind of hybrid he was, they wouldn’t let him in.

But, as he then saw, that was not the case.

The day Namjoon moved in his new dorm, he discovered that he actually had a roommate and it was a grumpy cat hybrid called Yoongi.

He was quiet and liked to stay by himself, but he greeted him with a smile on his face when they first introduced each other.

It was awkward at first, especially because Namjoon tended to look for a pack, meanwhile the cat hybrid hated to stay in the same room of more than two people, but he eventually warmed up when Namjoon became friends with other hybrids that he than introduced to him.

The six hybrids became Namjoon’s pack around the first month of college, and he couldn’t get happier than that.

✥✥✥✥

“Are you sure you don’t want to come? You always say no whenever we ask you out.” Taehyung, a fox hybrid with bright red hair and expressive eyes, pouted while grabbing Namjoon’s shirt while whining.

“I have an exam tomorrow, I can’t go out tonight. Why don’t you just hang out without me?” He asked with a small chuckle to the hybrid that was now sitting on the floor.

“Jungkook always leaves me alone when we go and party out, he always flexes around girls as if he was a lion hybrid or something.” Taehyung answered, talking about his best friend as if he was not in the same room.

“That’s not even true.” Jungkook scoffed, looking at the fox from the bed where he was sitting.

“Yeah it is. You’re a bunny Jungkook not a predator. Deal with it.” The two of them continued to bicker while Namjoon stuffed his bag with books that he knew would be useful for his study session.

Yoongi was purring asleep on his bed, while Hoseok, a Labrador-Golden Retriever mix hybrid, played with his tail ignoring the words of discomfort that the cat had said only a couple of minutes before. He always tried to push other people away, but Hoseok knew that he needed a little bit of affection sometimes, and he was the only one who could actually touch Yoongi without earning hisses in response.

Jimin was also a cat hybrid like Yoongi, but a rather sweeter one. He liked to cuddle and play around with the others, sleeping only when he didn’t have any energy to play.

He was looking at the two hybrids bicker while eating the meal that Jin, the older tiger hybrid had prepared for him when he said that he was hungry.

“Are you going to the library?” Jin asked, leaning against the wall and ignoring the insults that Taehyung and Jungkook were throwing at each other.

Namjoon nodded, putting on a coat before picking up his bag.

“Yeah, here it’s a bit noisy.” He said looking at the others and making Jin chuckle.

“See you.” Namjoon said, looking back at his pack before heading out and close the door of his dorm.

✥✥✥✥

The warmth of the library’s heating helped Namjoon defrost his hands, that December’s cold weather had made numb, and with a small sigh, he greeted the lady that sat at the information desk before taking a sit on a table that no one had yet to occupy.

Looking around, Namjoon saw many other hybrids and human students that wrote on their notebooks, or that read books with a highlighter in their hand.

Maybe it was because he grew up spending most of his free time in libraries, but Namjoon seemed to find himself inside one every time he sought peace or comfort.

The smell of books, the sound of paper when a page of a book turned, it relaxed him like nothing else.

Putting his bag on the table, Namjoon started to take the books that he had out, ready to study for the test of philosophy that he was so eager to get over with when a sudden noise caught his attention.

Looking up from the table, he narrowed his eyes at the sight of a girl kneeled on the floor busy picking up a couple of books that she had accidently drop in the aisle full of historical novels.

She was wearing thick clothes and a beanie covered her head.

Her face was red, probably because of the cold outside and she was nibbling nervously on her lip while she got back to her feet.

He tried to take in her scent, to see if you were human or a hybrid just like him, because the beanie made it impossible to see what ears were under it – that’s when you look up.

Your eyes locked with his and you froze on the spot before hugging your books tightly around your chest and walking in front of his table, heading outside of the library without looking at him again.

It was then, when you walked near him, that the strong smell of suppressant came to his nose.

✥✥✥✥

After that unusual encounter, Namjoon couldn’t get you out of his head.

Why would anyone take suppressant to hide their smell, he could tell that the type you were using wasn’t for a heat, because the smell was very distinct.

You were trying to hide your real scent, and that made it impossible to identify your type.

“She is probably taking an enormous quantity of suppressants.” Namjoon said to Yoongi, laying on his bed with arms under his head.

“Was she wearing a beanie?” He asked and Namjoon’s ears peaked up.

“How do you know?” He muttered confused, turning his head to face the cat hybrid who had his eyes closed.

“I think I know who you’re talking about. She’s Y/N. I have her in my history class.”

The days after that, Namjoon started to pick up Yoongi from class, hoping to see you once again.

The cat hybrid seemed unbothered by the wolf’s new habit of waiting for him outside of class, yet he couldn’t help but smirk every time he saw him looking at you with dreamy and curious eyes when you Stood up from your desk to gather all your stuff ready to leave.

“Close your mouth dog, you’re drooling.” He chuckled, before grabbing Namjoon’s arm and pulling him away from the doorframe.

To him it was like a torture, smelling the air around you hoping to sense something, and then smelling nothing other than suppressants – a smell that by now he had started to hate more than anything else.

You always had a beanie to cover up your ears, he always saw you by yourself and Namjoon’s instincts kept telling him to go up to you, throw the beanie away and mark you as his to bring you inside of his pack.

He didn’t know if the interest in you was caused by the curiosity of discovering what you were, or by the infatuation that he felt since the moment you two locked eyes. It was almost an unexplainable attraction that was slowly making him go insane.

“Maybe she’s your mate. I know that wolves believe in that kind of thing.” Jimin said as Namjoon and his friends ate at the cafeteria.

He had felt the need to tell everything to the boys before Yoongi could do it to make fun of him, but they were more than understanding to him.

“I don’t know, I wouldn’t know because she takes too many suppressants, I need to smell her real scent for once.” He grumbled, playing with his food while holding his head with his hand.

“Don’t play with your food. How old are you? Four?” Jin nagged slapping Namjoon’s hand lightly and the wolf sighed, laying down the spoon.

“I’m sorry I just…I don’t know I just can’t get her off my mind. I’ve been thinking about her for weeks now and I don’t understand why.” He cried out and Hoseok laughed.

“For being the smartest hybrid of the whole planet, you’re pretty dumb.” Jungkook said and the others chuckled.

“You like her, it’s not that difficult to understand.” Jimin said and Namjoon looked at him for a couple of seconds before going back to his food.

“I guess you’re right…” He muttered, but Taehyung’s sudden excitement recalled his attention from the food.

“You know what you should do? Come to the party with us tonight! You’ll have fun and you can also take your mind off for a couple of hours!” Namjoon thought about it for a bit.

“I don’t think it’s a bad idea.”

✥✥✥✥

It was definitely a bad idea.

As soon as he went inside the house were the party was held, Namjoon felt a mixture of scents that made his head spin.

He could tell that there were hybrids of all kinds inside the house, and humans to no end.

Some hybrids were even in heat, but he had enough control to walk away from whoever threw himself at him.

People were smoking, drinking, dancing and just making a mess.

The boys where nowhere to be seen, except from Yoongi who had decided to stay at the dorm and Hoseok who opted for staying there with him.

Namjoon found himself alone after an hour inside the house and, feeling his ears hurt because of the loud music, he decided to just stay outside and take a look around.

To his surprise, he wasn’t the only one who had that idea and his blood almost froze when he saw you sitting on the grass outside the house.

He stayed still for a moment, unsure of what to do, but she seemed to notice that someone was looking at her and turned around.

“Hi.” Namjoon muttered, before wanting to slap himself in the face for the awkwardness.

You hesitated before replying back.

“Hi.”

“Do you mind me being here? I can find another place if you want.” The wolf asked, feeling his ears twitch in embarrassment and she hesitated once again.

Namjoon took it as a sign that she wanted to stay by herself and turned around, ready to go back inside, but her voice came to his ears.

“You can stay, I don’t mind.”

Smiling faintly at the sweet sound of her voice, Namjoon took place beside her and sat on the grass.

The smell of suppressants was still strong but he sensed something else about you, a strong aura.

“My name is Namjoon.” He introduced himself to you and gave you a hand to shake.

You replied with a smile and shook it back.

“I’m Y/N.”

He felt like he was in heaven just by staying next to you. Maybe the boys weren’t wrong about the whole mate thing.

“I see you also don’t enjoy partying that much.” She chuckled and Namjoon nodded.

“My friend forced me to come.” She added and he listened with attention, feeling like this was a moment to remember.

“My friends left me by myself, plus I don’t really like the whole atmosphere neither.” This was her time to nod and a small moment of silence resounded between the two of them.

Namjoon didn’t know what was happening inside his head at the moment, but for some kind of reason he felt like the control that he was so proud of having disappeared.

“I really like you.” He blurted out and you widened your eyes at the sudden outburst.

“I’m sorry, I know that its soon and we literally just met but I remember when I saw you at the library and…I don’t know, something inside me just snapped.” You looked at his embarrassed face for a bit, not knowing what to said before speaking up.

“I don’t even know you.” You smiled at him as those words came out of your mouth and he smiled back, chuckling lightly.

“I’m Namjoon, I just moved here this hear from a city that no one knows and that was nice for me only because it has nice woods. I’m a wolf hybrid although I don’t act like it, I’m nice and I’ve never acted like a predator before in my life. I never get mad and I try to be sweet to everyone I know.  I prefer sour over sweet and, although I’m a wolf, I prefer fish over meat. I can’t stay alone for too much time and I have my own pack formed of other six hybrids. I was a loser when I was younger because I refused to go out with other kids, I studied and I basically lived inside my school’s library. I feel calm when I’m inside one and I love the smell of books because they remind me of home. That’s why I felt my heart flutter when I first saw you, you felt like home too even though I’ve never saw you before.” You smiled widely as he talked about himself and you felt your heart warmer when he confessed what he felt about you. Namjoon felt lightly scared when he finished talking, and you could smell that from him.

“Nice to meet you Namjoon.” You chuckled, looking at his eyes glitter.

“Would you like to maybe, go out for a coffee tomorrow?” You asked him and he widened his smile, nodding at your question.

“I need to go now but, I’ll see you tomorrow after class.” You stood up from the grass, holding your beanie before smiling back at him once again and walking away from where you were sitting before – leaving Namjoon starstrucked.

✥✥✥✥

“So you have a date?” Taehyung asked and Namjoon stuttered.

“I-I don’t know. She just said that we should meet up but maybe she doesn’t intend it like that.”

“Dude you literally confessed your love to her after you met her, another girl would have run away as far as possible.” Jungkook joked, but Namjoon didn’t feel like smiling back.

“Maybe I went overboard, I don’t know I feel like she just did it to be nice.” He muttered and Hoseok looked down at his watch.

“Well, History class finished two minutes ago, you should hurry up.”

Widening his eyes, Namjoon started to cuss and he ran out of the dorm – leaving his pack’s laughs behind.

He hurried down the corridors of the college, ready to greet you outside of class and hoping that you’d still be waiting for him in front of the door, but the scene in front of him wasn’t quite what he was expecting.

You were there, but you weren’t alone and those guys around you didn’t look like they were your friends.

“C’mon, just take the damn hat off.” One of them snapped and Namjoon recognized him from his calculus class, he was a hybrid as well – a dog one.

“Go away.” You struggled to walk away from them, having another one to block you from moving away.

“I can smell your suppressants from miles away, are you that disgusted of being a hybrid? Take this fucking beanie off.” Namjoon felt his blood boil at what those fuckers were saying, so he decided that for once, he should’ve followed his instincts.

“Hey!” He called out for them and walked towards you.

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” The dog hybrid laughed, already knowing who Namjoon was.

“Namjoon just piss off, you might ruin your sweet façade.” He laughed but a low growl from Namjoon’s throat made him widen his eyes.

“Go away before I snap your throat.” He growled and you looked at him in shock.

Namjoon’s authority made the others back off, feeling victims of his dominance, and they left you alone in seconds.

“I..” You tried to speak, feeling far too overwhelmed.

“I thought you said that you’ve never act like a predator.” You said looking at him in the eyes.

“Are you okay?” He ignored your words and took your hand in his.

“C’mon.” He pulled you out of the corridor, walking outside of the school and he seated you in a bench, taking place next to you.

“Maybe you need to take a bit of fresh air.” He said sweetly and you nodded, not used to this amount of care.

“I was in a shelter as a child.” You said and he looked at you surprised.

“What?”

“They kept me in a shelter and I got freed only when I was sixteen.” You said, now looking at him in the eyes.

“I don’t…” Namjoon muttered and you cut him with your words.

“It’s the reason why I hide my ears and my scent. I was scared of being found again.” You confessed and he seemed to understand more.

“I thought that shelters were considered illegal.”

“They are, they found a way to hide me and keep me and other hybrids away from pro-hybrid associations.” You said and you felt Namjoon’s hand caressing your own.

“I just grew feeling embarrassed of it, I wanted to be treated normally.” You continued, feeling teary eyed and Namjoon scoot closer to you – wrapping his tail around your leg in comfort.

“You’re free now. You don’t have to be scared of who you are.” He said slowly, keeping his hands on your own and you sniffled.

Moving your hands on your hat, you slowly took off your beanie – revealing your ears to Namjoon who looked at them stunningly.

“Can I?” You nodded and with a hand, he caressed them with care and delicacy.

“What are you?” He asked and you smiled at his surprised face.

“A bear.” Saying it felt like taking off a massive weight from your shoulders.

For a moment you felt scared of his reaction, but you relaxed when his words came out of his mouth.

“You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.” He muttered and, feeling like it was the best thing to do, you slowly cupped his face and leaned in gently, and kissed his warms lips - feeling a rush of adrenaline in your whole body.

Namjoon moved his hands around your waist and he held you closer, kissing you back and squeezing lightly your side.

He didn’t need to smell your scent to know that you were his mate.

[hhhongseok]

PENTAGON: First Impressions VS Now! 

   since it's ptg's 3rd anniversary, and i've been an uni for over a year now, i thought it would be a fun idea to compare my first thoughts about all the members to how i think of them now! i got the idea from i got7 inspirits on youtube, so check them out if you're interested!

OT10

then:

I first heard "gorilla" back when it released, but since i avoided stanning rookies at the time- i decided to give it some time before stanning. flash foward to august 2018 where my interest is piqued again. at that time last year, i had thought that they were pretty cute but having literally only heard gorilla and then shine, i was caught off guard by their sound change. It wasn't bad per say- just different. overall, i knew pentagon would be a group that i'd like- but more along the lines of a casual thing. 

now:

y'all already know how whipped i am for these idiots!!! their music and videos and even choreos are my style completely, especially their cute concepts!! we love dancing infants! and also, they're all such throughly good people which makes me so happy. this isn't a casual stan thing in the slightest, and it's funny to think I ever believed it would be. 

Hui: 

then:

when i saw him in shine, i thought he was a d o r k. i think it was the way they styled his hair, but i was just very convinced that he was pretty lame lmao. after that though, i saw how cute he was and he became my bias for a while. i remember thinking at one point that he seemed like an exasperated dad?? i didn't really have any basis for it but that observation was there nonetheless. 

now:

exasperated dad? more like hyper 3 year old. hes literally one of the loudest and most energetic. what was i on. but i think hes the most precious and clingiest little toddler now!! i was right about the dork thing though, but its super cute how goofy and lame he is. also!! talent for days!! his dancing, singing (his falsetto is !!), composing is all incredible. the most important thing though? a godly leader. he's so caring and kind and full of love for his members it hurts me. we don't really see a serious leader hui, but thats okay because i think it means he tries to keep uni and ptg in good spirits by showing them cheerfulness. and that's amazing to me.

Jinho: 

then:

my most notable thought about jinho in shine was "how is he that small". i remember thinking it was cute how he pushed the giant one too, lmao. i didn't think much else of him beyond that, other than noticing how adorable he can be. 

now:

ok yeah, jinho is cute and tiny and whatever- but now i Understand the power that he holds. how he looks with his hair pushed back for example. or how about that bruno mars cover he did with hui. (hhhhnngg). also?? he's not even That small. the ones that make him look itty bitty are Literally just giants. but aside from his appearance, jinho is probably my favorite vocalist like!! i appreciate him s o much. (listen to his cover of gethsemane and last night of october for clear skin) of course jinho is also very cute though!! so i was right about that at least! he just also has many other great sides to him that i worry are overlooked!

Hongseok: 

then:

i didn't,,,notice him. at ALL. like i just glossed over his existence completely when i first saw shine. and even after that- it took me a minute to pay him any mind. when i did finally notice him though, i noticed his smile. i remember i was watching videos with my girlfriend and i pointed him out to her! that was mostly because i felt bad for not really having any strong opinion on him though oops. anyways i ended up just thinking he was a mom. and i was really impressed by his english and strength.

now:

real talk, it pained me to write all of that out!! bc now?? omg hong is my everything- but thats kind of obvious. anyways!! hes so  f u nn y !!! its absolutely a stupid kind of funny and hes definitely annoying but i adore it. also the mom thing is only kind of true. he has the capacity to be maternal and take care of them, but he's way more likely to make fun of literally every single member. he's more like an older brother that never leaves his siblings alone and thinks he's funnier than he is. and we hate him for it. anyways, his voice is So underrated im. angery. he has such a beautiful voice, just in general, and on top of that- his singing is lovely. like yes, more hong solo please. 

Hyojong: 

then:

i definitely took note of him immediately! his voice is very distinctive, and he stands out a lot in shine. which is really saying something. i thought he was really talented for sure! and i almost felt he was too cool for me to be looking at. i kind of got the vibe he'd be pretty icy i guess? 

now:

he's not intimidating at all. like not even a little bit. bc he's not taking himself as seriously as i thought he was lmao. also hes so   l o u d . and a plant man. but i think the best thing about edawn is his unpredictability! i never really know what to expect from him and i like that. 

Shinwon:

then:

i thought he was HOT. i already thought he was handsome in the 0.3 seconds of screentime he got in shine. but a friend of mine showed me clips of him from that couples game video and. o o f. i really couldn't get over how pretty he was. it didn't help that this was the same video where him and kino were doing that dance. personality wise, i don't remember much standing out to me. other than how easily scared he is.

now:

shinwon is soooo embarrassing. i wouldn't say hes completely shameless about it though, but he's shameless to the point of actually doing the stupid shit so im. still enraged about it. he legitimately makes me physically look away sometimes when im watching a video and he's being weird. theyre all my kids, and i love them. but he's the child im ashamed of lmao. moving on, hes a real cutie pie. that fact that he gets so scared so easily is both really funny and super endearing. but he's just a playful baby and im honestly glad that hes has so much fun.

Changgu:

then:

i noticed him less than hongseok. like i dont think i had a single notable first impression of him. 

now:

past dess was one entire Doofus huh. like changgu is a whole ass blessing to this planet and you mean to tell me that she overlooked him??!! anyways, though, he has an elephant heart for sure. such a genuinely empathetic and truly kind person!! he never fails to warm my heart with his sincerity and i love that about him. he's also part of the idiot squad though, with how he goes along with hong's antics. we hate that. and all his impressions + dumb faces. speaking of faces though,,, his acting?? i love it!! he's really talented, like when i watch pretty pretty i kind of forget that changgu is even playing a role. and his d a n c i n g!! underrated dance king! underrated king in general, how about that. 

Yanan:

then:

my first bias in ptg!!! i fell in love with him instantly! i loved how tall he is, and the white hair and his  i c o n i c "my baby"!! like i was whipped from the gate. i remember liking his duality back then too!!

now:

ok so, since he was bias immediately, i noticed more about him than anyone else. which means i have less to write oops. but thats okay because at least i had a bit of taste back then. but, yanan is hilarious. he's so clever and funny and you can tell how effortless it is. most iconic ptg sayings are something from yanan and thats just amazing. the big thing i notice now that i didn't really before, though, is that fact that his duality is so shocking because he's literally just as unpredictable as hyojong. its impossible to really tell what hes going to do next, and i think it catches people off guard more with yanan because even that aspect of him is unexpected. 

Yuto:

then:

i thought he was kinda scary!! idk he seemed so cold and i couldn't really relate to that so i didn't grow very attached to him. 

now:

he's so pure!!! hes said that he has a hard time expressing his feelings but i don't really see it? because he always seems so happy to be around ptg and having fun with them even if he isn't usually the one playing around!! he loves them so much tbh and its the sweetest thing :( everything about yuto is so sweet, because he cares a lot about the people around him and doesn't want anyone to get hurt- even if its fake or a joke. and like, he's really hardworking too!! ptg have said multiple times that he works the hardest, and that really is saying something imo! and like, you can just see it even without being told that. whether its his workout journey pentory or the fact that he's literally been learning guitar. also!! omg the lyrics he writes?? heartwarming, romantic and life changing!! seasons and cosmo made me a different person. but yeah, he's such an amazing, warm person and i cant believe i found him scary. 

Kino:

then:

i thought he was the main vocal. like no joke, he was so charismatic and flaunting so  much in shine that i was like "ah yes. the main vocalist" hhhggg. i remember thinking he was pretty though, and that his stage name was super cute. but i wasn't very interested in learning about him, despite how he really caught my eye. for some reason, though, i eventually got the thought that he was really pure.

now:

main vocal hdzfhh kino relax you're confusing ppl. of course he has an amazing voice and it always sounds incredible but!! what amuses me is the way he sings always sounds kinda like he's trying to be sexy and?? its so funny in ballads and stuff imo. but yeah, that "sensual"?? singing is what threw me off back then. buf more importantly, i just wanna mention the pure thing- because its a confusing situation. on one hand, kino has a heart of gold that not only adores uni but is also accepting. as well as how he's constantly bringing light into the world with his words and truly bright outlook. but on the other hand he's a demon that dances like That and is so dangerous when he wants to be!! so!! what's it gonna be kino, make up your mind :( anyways, listen to knnovations. esp bad timing and 224.12!!

Wooseok:

then:

i loved him instantly. he looked like an overgrown 10 year old in my eyes and that's just. precious. i thought he was pretty funny too!! 

now:

if i took off my hong glasses for long enough, id be able to say that i think he's the funniest in ptg. because he's so hilarious in my eyes like? he makes me do an ugly wheeze laugh, and a lot of my favorite ptg moments involve him in some way lmao. but he is actually a baby, so i was onto something there with the overgrown 10 y/o thing. despite being really funny though, i do think he tends to be quiet more often than like hui or shinwon and he hardly ever smiles, unless he's like laughing and thats makes me think that he's kind of awkward?? not in like a bad way, but i just kind of see that i guess. but!! something that i think is passed over a lot with woo is the fact that he usually has a hand in composing, and also that he writes his raps?? like that's so cool, we love that!! 

ok! so that was my lame little essay lmao. i hoped you liked if you read it all! im just glad to say that i really appreciate pentagon as a whole, and how much joy they bring into my life nowadays!! i feel like ive found a place to call my own with uni and with pentagon :)

[yeancollab]

hey! I was recently introduced to the wonders of Monsta X and I'm having a hard time recognising the members. At this point I can tell Hyungwon, Minhyuk and Jooheon apart from anyone else. There must be a post on how to recognise them and tell them apart 😊

HELLO ANON~in terms of on here, i don't know of any juicy guides, and im on mobile 😪 i had this one video in my youtube history that may help https://youtu.be/0b0GejvR-Hsalso, i can try to describe our boys! ill put them in age order!Shownu ('92)on the taller side, more muscular, tanner skin than the other members. He has distinctive angled eyebrows and high cheekbones. He's also known for his small plump lips! I think he is the "manliest" in appearance. he is a vocalist, and is one of the shyer quieter members but he's so so sweet and has come out his shellWonho ('93) my ultimate bias 😪he's medium in height, and pretty pale! he has full lips, a distinctive bunny nose with heart shaped nostrils, pretty almond eyes, and a perfect white smile. his cheeks are a lil full. he's also,, HELLA thicc. probably buffer than shownu at this point. he's noticeable in earlier vids bc they always had him show his abs dhshs. is the "sexy" member and one of 3 visuals in mx. he's also a vocalist and sometimes has few lines, sometimes has more. he's also known for his cute laugh and being really sensitive and caring. he's one of the oldest but he doesn't have that kind of attitude. he would die for us fans and makes us feel loved. Minhyuk ('93)Minhyuk my Scorpio QUEEN. he's the second visual! he's a tiny bit taller than wonho, and not pale but not as tan as shownu. he is very thin, and has a distinctive narrow face. his face is very angular. he has really intense eyes. he is one of the more bubbly members and is the "moodmaker" he's very close to all the members. he has a distinctive type of raspy voice~ when he talks and singsKihyun ('93)he's only a few days younger than minhyuk, they're both november babies! admittedly my bias wrecker. The main vocal, so, easy to recognize. Has thin eyes and a pointy nose and looks hamster ish xjsjsn lmao. He's also one of the smallest. He can hit the ILLEST high notes. i recommend you look up his predebut performance. type in "kihyun hyeya" and it should come up xxjsns i cried when i saw it. He's known for being the spiciest savage member but he's so so caring and motherly and warm its crazy. He gets easily irritated/is easy to annoy (much to minhyuks enjoyment lol) but he also drops everything to defend his members and make sure they are well. He also has really funny reactions and dimples in the top of his cheeks when he laughs Hyungwon (94)our third visual KING. also my first bias. The first member of maknae line. He's known for his beautiful thicc lips 🤧 also his round nose and big eyes give him a frog 🐸 like appearance dnsbx but he's so gorgeous. He's the tallest and the thinnest and his skin leans more tan but he's always whitewashed sjxn. He almost always has brown/black hair but he was blonde once. He's on the quieter side but can be a lot of fun when he wants to be. he has a softspoken deepish voice. he RArely has the amount of lines he deserves xjsj. hes really talented at dancing and is part of dance line with shownu and wonho. Jooheon (94)RAP GOD, our main rapper Joohoney! Has the deepest dimples and nicest cheeks. He has eyes thinner than kihyuns and they are so beautiful. he also has a straight bridged nose I like bc im a nose person. He goes HARD when he raps but offstage is the friendliest, funniest person and has a huge heart 🤧 he also got juicy thighs. i have a sideblog for him @juicyjooheon I.M (Changkyun) (96)MAKNAE 😩 But doesn't act like your typical maknae. The other half of rap line with a REAL deep voice. Gets teasing for his bigish nose but I LOVE IT. He's one the shorter members like kihyun and has little skinny legs yet they always got him wearing shorts xjsndb. i cant describe his face idk why wtf. he's just really attractive to me for some reason and he has a really unique look to me. He has nice eyebrows/eyes and small lips. his hair is almost always some varying brown. He's so so funny, knows a lot of English (he used to live in America) and his sense of humor is underrated. he's really smart and really creative and you can tell all the members treasure him. GOSH I TRIED SO HARD IM SORRY I CANT HELP MORE. when im on a computer at home later please ask for any type of help you need. xjsjd im not a very good information blog but im PASSIONATE! i hope the video helps? its a little old :// but its one ive seen before ~ good luck new monbebe

[survivormarmoreal]

Episode #12: "FUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuoooouuoock me." - Maynor

Well. Looks like Bryce wasnt trust worthy at all. I can only have annabelle but we dont talk too much. I need to win immunity or my ass is gone next.

I definately need to win this immunity if I want to regroup. A even bigger fire in me wanting to play even more aggressive. Ive been passive. Now I dont really care who goes. Except for Annabelle ❤️. Im going to try and throw wrenches in their plans and try to get someone from their side out.

I’m on 230. Idk what my goal is going to be but i think im going to stop around 2pm so i can go back to 1 before 5pm deadline comes. I really need to win this immunity. 😰

Update. I am now at 500 for the number. Its barely noon. Idk if i should keep going or start to go back down to one. I just hope im the furtherest from everyone else. I would die if i dont win.

I feel so terrible. like that Nathan vote was the hardest thing I have had to do in this game so far. He betrayed my trust a lot. But I really got along so well with him. And Nathan deserves better. Ugh. Like Brian and I literally feel gross. And now I have to do damage control with Anna and make it seem like a last minute switch when actually it was me being a terrible person and plotting all round against one of the nicest players ever. I'm feeling rough and this season is getting really tough.

Well I am still here! I am honestly shocked that I am, but I will TAKE it gladly! Maybe I will stop being the target now cause nathan is gone (we shall see though, I feel like Bryce and brian are now HATED by Maynor and Anna) which will be nice. I now have the lovely (....) distinction of having the most votes cast against me in celestial history. and ALL Since the merge started lmao! I really am a magnet for votes huh. I feel good, might have to be rude to someone to get a target off my back though so uh maybe bitch boi matt will make a return at some point? We shall see

its so awk trying to talk to annabelle bc 1 she doesnt talk to me but more importantly idk what to say like. she feels betrayed but sharkys the one who threw nathans name out NNN she should be glad if it were up to me shed be in ponderosa right now ASFKJADSHFKJS. idk like i literally just forced a convo with her so i could confront her about leaking to sharky and she just ghosts. i want DRAMA. i want TEA. and yet nothing. maybe instead of doing the most i should be doing immunity but counting is literally so anxiety inducing and daunting JKHDAFSDKJFHKJ. anyways 6th is cute too

FUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuoooouuoock me. I got to 626 to pay my respect to Stitch and i mess up gojng down from 323 and put 321. I never wanted to cry so bad. I wanted to scream into the void. I cant even with this challenge. I restarted and back at 404. Its 1:25 and deadline 5. Hopefully itll be enough time.

OK, so I definitely won't win immunity, but I tried to do well!  I don't think my submission will be good enough, but I can hope and pray it is!!  I don't even know if I fucked up, but I don't think I did... so hopefully 317 is the number for me!!

In other tea time news, Nathan... ya... um... when you see this I want you to truly understand how heartbroken I am at what happened.  I knew with all the strong-minded gameplay and trust you had in me that we would've been final 2 given the chance, but I also think that what threw me off was Annabelle's constant tea spilling at Sharky and the fact that your closest allies (aside from myself) were her and Maynor, who I like but have little to no actual game relationship with.  In addition, your desire to take out Matt every single round of the merge?  Wig.

I also found out Bryce was the other Matt vote during the merge vote... so... wow I'm powerful....

According to me and Bryce's plans in this game, ideally, Sharky will go this round... but after sending home Nathan last round, my whole ass heart is on some different shit.  I just feel like me doing that would be another rough ass round, and I don't think I could handle it.  It was easier when people like Nick, who annoyed me on a game level, were the names being thrown out, especially with how cocky he was... but now I'm like... wow, these people?  Amazing.

I think Sharky winning immunity wouldn't be too bad because then I can finally push Annabelle out and won't have to worry about her, so I'm banking on that!  I don't wanna ruin Bryce and I's plans in this game, I just feel more confident sitting with Sharky than like anyone else.

I also think my relationship with Maynor is so much better, and I can actually work with him further down the road.  He sketched me out a lot in the past, but I really think it's a solid ally for me if I can get him passed this round.  Annabelle or Sharky are the ideal targets, but I'm really feeling an Annabelle vote this round.  I may not be in the best spot for immunity this round, but I know I'll have my A-game on and ready next round, so I'm READY.

I was doing so well in this challenge. I had like 900 and I screwed up. Now I'm feeling the pressure. And I keep messing up. Now I've got less than 3 hours to make it up and hopefully finally win something. Brian told me he did not do well. And I don't want anyone else to win because it will limit our options going forward.

I'm over it. I screwed up HARD. And now I have like no time to recover. I'm over it.

I decided to go back to 626. And at 2:41pm i was able to get back down to 1. Im happy but i really hope that was enough because if it wasnt then im going to cry. I really want to win this. Stitch my favorite please give me luck. 🦑

last round was so risky i hope it doesnt just get me 6th. i tried to get together with anna again and i think we are but maynor not so much which sucks but as long as brian is real with wanting to keep me i should be good imagine if it was fake and he wasnt really taking me to the end NNN adsjkfhadskj the gag of the season? but ugh sharky really wants me out again like maybe get a clue and stop.

That was upsetting. But Bryce did really well so I applaud him. Its most likely going to be me tomorrow night. It sucks but i can at least try and see if i can find a way to stay.

There is some hope. Annabelle and I want to make it a tie with Matt. And when its rock time, Brian or Sharky hopefully get the odd color and they are sent home. Thats the only play right now that I think can save me. I have to rely on Bryce who i dont trust at all anymore. But kind of have to if i want to survive tomorrow.

i'm down for some mutual destruction this vote. I hope that this pays off or it could totally fuck me over but it is what it is if this works out i'll take this as like a win for nathan and i'll  be in a much better spot i think. wish me luck <3

I WON IMMUNITY PPL CAN TRY TO COME FOR ME BUT THEY CANT SURE MAYBE I PLAYED BAD IDK I HAVE BAD SENSE OF SELF WORTH BUT MAYBE I DID PLAY WELL BUT MAYBE I DIDNT BUT U KNOW WHAT IS TRUE AND FACTS!!! ME WINNING THIS IMMUNITY. BRIAN DOESNT WANT TO VOTE SHARKY ALL OF A SUDDEN WHICH IS SKETCH BUT NOW THAT I HAVE IMMUNITY IM NOT AFRAID OF VOTING SHARKY AND HOPING ANNABELLE AND MAYNOR VOTE WITH ME IM TALKING IN CAPS BC IM SO EXCITED MY STOMACH WAS LITERALLY A MESS ALL DAY BC OF HOW NERVOUS I WAS COUNTING UP AND DOWN AND SEVERAL BREAKDOWNS LATER I WON WOOOOOOOHHOOO IT REALLY IS BRYCE HISTORY MONTH!!!! anyways yaa i hope f5 is me brian matt maynor anna and that brian is real one and uses vote steal there so we auto have immunity but maybe i try to win immunity again anyway to make sure im safe.... but then at f5 i think anna has to go but she'll be so mad idk maybe maynor.. or  maybe matt whomst knows KJASDHFKJS but wooh in this moment... i am at peace

Im convinced annabelle is like a marine biologist or something with how much she loves sharky! i just want him out KFJASDHFKJ i love being pushy jk i literally hate it but i just want him out its not a lot to ask and i feel like im getting played idk but at this point my loyalty is to brian so if he betrays me its like w/e NNN just hoping itll work out maybe i comp my way into a losing finalist spot... anyways i just got into dear evan hansen again so love that renewed obsession

The Fajita Fellas are actually a solid alliance. I know I've been skeptical of Bryce in the past but I'm actually starting to trust him which is cool. HOWEVER it's also an issue because if I'm going to keep trying to save Anna it's only going to get harder. I'm hoping this vote will be easy squeezy. I told the FF that Maynor is easy and least likely to have an idol. They seem good with that. So...we'll see.

I am very nervous for tonight. I am 2 of the options for Sharky, Brian, and Matt to do. Annabell and I are throwing each other under the bus to them. But our plan is to vote Sharky and hoping have Bryce with us and cause a tie. And on the revote hope one flips on Sharky or we go to rocks. And hopefully Matt or Brian get the rocks.

The vote is me tonight. If plan goes according to it should be 3 vote sharky and 3 vote me. Im really hoping they flip on sharky or that Matt or Brian get rocked out. 🤞🤞🤞

So this vote seems so simple, its like kinda amazing for once. Last tribal had so much deceit and lying to get Nathan out and this tribal is like. so. quiet? you could literally hear a pin drop. Maynor and Anna seem like they have legit given up trying to get further, with both apparently voting for the other. How quiet it is is making me slightly nervous, but I do know that if i do somehow leave i am very proud of my game I have played. and I will have the same placement as Standrea so like nothing could be wrong with that huh?

The vote ties, 3 votes Maynor and 3 votes Sharky.

Im died. It worked but now here is hoping for matt or brian to flip. Im scared n excited.

bro... wtf. Can I say I am mad at Bryce? no not really I saw this coming from a mile off, hell even from the other side as the Atlantic. so like mad? nah? Its just... making me so sad. Like I REALLY DO NOT want to go home, i've been through too much to get to this point. But like,... I REALLY love sharky as a person. Like, I love him loads so this is a REALLY hard decision. Fuck my life I don't know what to do

I HATE REVOTES. SO. MUCH. i AM REFUSING TO TELL ANNA ANYTHING cause i like know she will immediately run to sharky and if I am to flip I am gonna tell him first not let him hear via Anna cause that is fucking SHADY. she's just pissing me off tbqh and its just like??? at least be cordial and get off invisible for fucking once

i think the plan worked? it was so awk trying to talk to matt i felt bad but i hope he understands he said he did so! and like... idk its just so hm idk idk. hm. like brian and matt both prob gonna flip wooh. matt said i played well so maybe i did like i tend to never think i played well but maybe i did but maybe hes just lying so KJFSDHJFA wooh

BRIAN IS THE SKETCHIEST PERSON IVE EVER PLAYED WITH I JUST WANNA GO TO THE END WITH HIM BUT HES LITERALLY BACKSTABBING ME I WANTED HIM TO JUST 4-2 SHARKY BUT NO HE WANTED TO MAKE IT GO TO ROCKS TO FEEL BETTER OR WELL GO TO TIE NOT ROCKS AND NOW HES LIKE SORRY SHARKY HAS TO STAY LIKE NO HE ACTUALLY DOESNT HAVE TO STAY IF U VOTE HIM AND ANNA STOPS BEING FAKE AND TRYING TO KEEP HIM WHEN HES DONE NOTHING BUT LIE TO HER AHHHH THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING SJDKFHADSKJFHSDKJF DSHFKJADSHFKJADSHFKASJFHKADSJFHADSKJSKFHASDKJFHASKJFAHKJFS ps: i love everyone in this game... but in this moment? i was ATTACKED

It’s almost about that time. 20 more minutes. I am very nervous. I hope that Bryce and Annabelle stick with me and hope Matt or Brian flipped if not then at least go to rocks. Im really hoping that this move works. But this final 6. I ❤️ Annabelle. ❤️ Sharky. ❤️ Brian. ❤️ Bryce. ❤️ Matt. They are all awesome.

Brian is rocked out.