#idk i’m excited about it. new playstyle new me

[creepyjirachi]

YAAAAAAY the person i PMed about a dragon is willing to sell :D it wasn’t in a fodder tab, so i wasn’t optimistic about getting it. BUT the colors are perfect for a breeding pair i’m working on. and the perfect mate is in somebody’s fodder tab who has a resell policy 👀 things are looking up for your lad

[oh-my-may]

Calling Tendou by his first name

requested: Heyy! I was wondering if I could request a Tendō x reader? (I’m a female but I it doesn’t really matter~) Y/N calls Tendō by his first name for the first time- and it makes him feel all special…? (This is the first time I’ve requested something but I couldn’t resist- your writing is SO FRIGGIN GOOD! 🥺) – 𝚆𝚎𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚎

A/N: Ah, sweet miracle boy Satori. Really glad you requested something for him! Idk what to think about this tbh, I'm trying to give my "works" more exposition but do give me feedback on what you think about it

warnings: none

word count: 770

Your relationship with Tendou has always been a playful one. Not a day went by without some bickering and teasing, but you wouldn’t have it any other way. Tendou had always approached your relationship like this, even when you first got to know each other and you enjoyed it, then. You still do now, though you’ve grown to understand a bit more seriously now why he does that. Your boyfriend seems to be scared of getting too serious with you, scared that he’ll possibly drive you away. That was stupid to think off him, because there was no way that Tendou could ever get rid off you so easily. His character is what got you to approach him in the first place. Yes, you heard that right, you were the first one to make a move. Tendou had learned over the years that it was better to leave people be and if they ever wanted something from you, they would approach themselves. Your surprised him, definitely, when you came up to him before one of his last volleyball matches in High School, wishing him good luck and telling him how fascinated you were by his playstyle. You just didn’t want High School to go by without ever having taken your chance to talk to this boy.

Months later and you found yourself moving in with him. It meant a lot to Tendou, the fact that you’re still with him and willing to stay at his side for this weird time now, doing your first steps in the adult world together with him. You’ve only had a “serious” conversation before when you planned all this, when you listened to his future plans and told him yours, when you said you wouldn’t just let him go because High School was over now. Something was shining in his eyes then, hope and tears. You had hugged him tightly afterwards and he didn’t let go until you both woke up in the morning, feeling much more relieved and excited for the things to come.

It’s been a hard day for him, the first day at college, a new environment, completely different people. He had to get up quite early for it as well and was gone until dinner. So you took it upon yourself to greet him nicely, prepare some of his favourite food and a good movie for you to watch. It truly took nothing else to make you both happy. The door opened with a small clicking noise just as you finished preparing the plates with the food. You looked up and smiled as Tendou came into the kitchen, a curious look on his face as he searched for the source of the smell. His expression grew a lot softer when he found you in your apron, hair held together by a hair clip, the food ready on the counter in front of you.

He did not hesitate to drop all his stuff and engulf you in his arms, mumbling all the sweet pet names he’s ever used for you in your hair. You felt his body relax against yours, the tension leaving him under your soft hands wandering over his arms and back, soothing the muscles. “I’ve missed you so much during the day.” He whined and you had to smile, placing a soft kiss on his shoulder. “I’m sure you did well, Satori.”

There was a small flinch and his body tensed up again. “huh.” Was all you heard and you thought you had misheard him, then. Was there something special about using his first name? You’d always either called him Tendou or by a pet name, there was no particular reason. So, you tested the waters again. “Satori?” Another noise left him, a whimper? No, he sounded more like an excited puppy when they get a new toy. “If you call me that for the rest of my life I might really believe you that you’ll never leave.” “Have I not proven that enough already?” you giggled into his red hair now, since he was basically trying to tackle you down on to the couch. “I’m an insecure man, Y/N, but I know you’re doing your best to make me believe that one day, I don’t have to be anymore.”

[iiasha-archived]

genshin anon! finally lol. i keep meaning to respond - tab has been open with your last response for two weeks now... lol. oh i put a lot of work into my weapons. especially if i use them a lot. oo the 20k+ is nice though! apparently i have hu tao built semi decently so when she gets a vaporize crit it goes quite well for me haha. yeah agree. and they have updates every 6 weeks. yeah not every update is the biggest thing ever but like... its okay. no need to rush. game development takes time.

hihihi lmao again no worries!

(2/5) oh oops I spend several hours a day on the game (when i have time). to be fair, i genuinely enjoy going into coop and finding lower ar people to help with bosses and world exploration and stuff. so i can spend a long time doing that. i know i appreciated the help when i was low. plus its fun to get to chat with others occasionally. oh yeah genshin def ripped off of botw very well lol. they took botw's complaints and went yeah i can fix that. but then made it gacha.

(3/5) i saw you say you have c6 noelle now lol. i am so so sorry ): you did get keqing though? was that on the banner? so are you guaranteed the banner character next beCAUSE ZHONGLI RERUN YES. oh yeah it was so cool seeing everyone! bennett and razor were just adorable i love that friendship. loved getting to see albedo again. hes like.. my fav and of course i missed him :/ rerun plz.. ahh yeah a lot of the claymores are more for their skills i guess. except razor. so i get that.

(4/5) i also tend to use the elemental stuff a bit more but just idk claymores are SO SLOW and im just not overly fond. oh yeah polearms do less damage ahha. i like their fighting styles though. theyre faster and just idk it just -works- for me. oh that is SO CUTE they wear friendship tassels )': ooo yeah the rosaria/kaeya/diluc trio is quite fun. would def love to see more of them! rosaria grew a lot on me over 1.4 and seeing her... not be so rude all the time... lol.

(5/5) also im super excited, i did end up pulling childe! IT WAS SO CRAZY. I DID THE MAGICAL TWO 5*S IN A ROW. mona decided to give me c1 because i can never win the 50/50 and then childe was like its okay i know youve been working your butt off getting everything ready for me so here you go <3 and like )': i love him lol his playstyle is so fun and he works great with hu tao. also got rosaria and fischl (who i didnt have) which is great! were you pulling on childes banner at all or just saving?

ALSO thoughts on the 1.5 stuff??? I haven't gotten to watch completely everything yet but it all sounds so good! Zhongli rerun!!! And the housing thing seems super cool? And lower resin for weekly bosses! New world boss too! All the events seem pretty interesting as well so I'm pretty excited! -genshin anon (pretty sure tumblr still only lets you send 5 anon asks an hour or else i would've added this earlier lol)

genshin anon. lol it's okay! everyone is free to like whatever characters they want! yeah diona is.. not involved at all. although she is getting a hangout in 1.5! might be the first one i actually do. her story is pretty sad though from reading all of her profile. yeah you with noelle was me with diona. i was so mad at her at first since i pulled her like... 10 times on xiaos banner. after i got over it i tried her out and now i love her. also its okay! i took like two weeks to respond :P

but omg how do you have tabs open for two weeks.... i get stressed if i don’t leave my computer with everything closed LMAO. i mean yeah it definitely makes sense to put a lot of work into weapons bc they can be used by multiple characters so they’re a good investment!! i should start thinking about that as well......

nice!!! i’m guessing you’re having a good time with hu tao then eh :D my xiao is. okay lmao probably not doing the damage as expected of him but eh whatever <3 

if i’m like really in the mood i can invest a couple hours but most days it takes some self-convincing to even log in asfjdkldsaj like once i’m in the game it’s fine but for some reason the action of opening and loading it up is like hmm.... also most days by the time i do get to play i’m so exhausted from work </3 

omg that sounds fun!! personally i don’t like... playing with strangers that much afjdklasj so i tend to avoid co-op... but one of my friends might start playing genshin so i totally get what you mean about helping lower AR people with bosses and stuff because i wanna do that with her lmao :D 

lmao traded botw faults for the gacha system... you really can’t have it all unfortunately </3 speaking of botw my friend got my the expansion past like. literally last year lmao i’ve been meaning to play it. ugh i’m just so behind in general on all video games unless it’s genshin lmao

i wouldn’t have minded c6 noelle if i had GOTTEN ANYBODY ELSE WHEN I WAS PULLING ON THAT BANNER ;_____; like at least they could have given me a sucrose who i don’t have!!! but i did get keqing on my pity from that banner!! wait omg i didn’t realize that was how it works... i have a vague idea but if that’s true YES ZHONGLI PLEASE COME HOME GOD PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i’m 100% skipping childe’s banner for zhongli sorry dude ajkdlfaj

ahhh yes getting to see albedo was nice too!!! even if only for a bit hehe it’s nice how they tried to rope in all the mondstadt characters somehow (except. diona jaklsdfja) 

okay mood. i love chongyun to bits but i admit after maining xiao for a while i’m definitely like why is chongyun so... slow asjfkldj but that’s literally just how it works </3 and same about rosaria!!!! she was still pretty like.... moody idk but she’s definitely better when she’s not just being straight up mean lmao

OMG CONGRATS!!!!! you seem to have much better gacha luck than me LMAOOO i envy that but i’m so glad you got everyone you wanted!!! and nah now that zhongli is definitely confirmed i’m DEFINITELY saving for him like actually the last time it was childe than zhongli’s banner was when i just started playing and i wasted all my beginner primogems on childe not knowing who was coming next........ i’m not making that mistake again LMAO

i didn’t watch the livestream but i did see the trailer and AHHHHHHH SO EXCITED omg with the housing i thought we were just getting a house but no it looks like they’re giving us a WHOLE FUCKING VILLAGE like as if i didn’t spend enough time in this game they’re introducing this like you KNOWWWW the hours about to be put into customizing our little house/villages.... 

ohhh i didn’t see the thing about resin!!! wow they really are giving it all. the previews for inazuma were also super pretty!!! and while the new characters have been known for a while this teaser definitely made me more excited for them hehe eula is so prettyyy

and yayyyy diona hangout! is she the only one coming in this version? but i’m glad to see they’ll probably add hangouts for all the characters (or at least the less story-critical ones like zhongli already has his story quest so idk if he’d get a hangout). it’s just nice to see more love given to those characters hehe <3

[yess1re]

get to know you tag!

by @cupcakegnome​ // tagged by @dettea & @viaearthling !

this is kinda long-ish, so under the cut!

your name: claire 

languages you speak: english (i was deprived of learning actual filopino, but i do understand bits and pieces!)

are you a mermaid: last time i checked, unfortunately, no :’(

your playstyle: as of now, storytelling but before i got into storytelling, i did the whole gameplay but in my mind things happened for reason. basically storytelling, just without the dialogue… and lots of inner dialogue (on my part)

your simself picture: a version of me where my face isn’t discoloured or i don’t look like i haven’t slept in 3 days or have acne scars

stories or gameplay, builds, lookbooks, edits or cc: i’m geared mostly to stories and gameplay! though, i’m actively learning how to do edits and i’m hoping i could do a lookbook very soon! i stay away from builds because i don’t know how rip 

your favourite age state: teen and young adult - mostly cause 1) i am a teen so its fun to kind of make sims and have them hang out with other teenage sims etc. etc. 2) the cc is super fun. i don’t have much opinion of the other age ranges - except for toddlers. i had 4 in one house once and i got super stressed 

your favourite season: summer? idk, i wouldn’t say i have a favourite, favourite - but summer is pretty cool i guess 

your favourite holiday: love day, probably? i’m a big romantic and seeing my couple sims being extra romantic - wow

how was your day: super chill! went to a friend’s bday party and it was chill and wholesome - played lots of heads up though ehehe 

your favourite career: oo kinda hard to choose… maybe, the entertainer career? wish it had more options though; as in, like, pop star or something lmao - don’t get me wrong i’d make my sim a pianist any day of the week, just perhaps maybe more variety???????

your favourite aspiration: i’d have to say the creativity aspirations and the family ones - they’re cute

your favourite ep, sp or gp: ep - discover university and city living, sp - laundry day, gp - parenthood 

how old is your simblr: maybe less than a month old????? it’s very very very new :))))

have you woohooed: no sir, i am a child of our lord and saviour

your favourite skill: all the music skills!! i love playing instruments and joining bands so it kinda translated into my sims ehehe

the size of your mods folder: 3.33GB - i’m so worried for my laptop and i’m getting a new one that’s less powerful so alfbalhbfvaria idk what to do 

your 3 favourite mods: mccc, no ea lashes, and the tab camera mode mod!

your interests (other than sims): playing piano, finding new music to listen to, reading

your favourite sim (picture if possible): i have too many!!! but my ultimate favourite is probably noah do - you guys haven’t seen him yet but he’s part of the legacy challenge i’m playing atm! hopefully i get to share him with you guys soon ehehe (btw he’s not the heir of the original founder, but he’s the brother of the heir!)

which sims games you have played (including mobile games): the sims freeplay, the sims 4 and my sims on the ds (or wii i can’t remember) 

propose a crazy scheme: w-worLD DOMINATION 

best part of simblr: i personally like how i’m able to share the same interests/passion as other people. before, i’d just scream at my friends about it but now there’s a whole community that’s really dedicated to this and i feel welcomed eheh - also lots of inspiration and talent being shown here it’s so exciting to see!

worst part of simblr: i don’t have many cons atm because i’m fairly new so 

what other games you play: i don’t play much other games - i used to though, but i need money (which i don’t have rip). but currently i play honkai impact 3 on my phone, persona 4 golden, odin sphere leifthraiser(?) and some others i can’t remember the name of yeet

other websites or accounts (origin, twitter etc..): maybe 

are you single: yes siR ! i’d keep it like that tbh

[jaigny]

Your name: Kaitlan Jaign McLean but l perfer being called Jaigny 

Languages you speak: English 

Are you a mermaid?: l used to think so  all the time l was one when l was little especially if l went swimming in pools

Your playstyle: A mixture of CAS, Gameplay (though not recently) and Building

Your Simself picture:

Stories or gameplay, builds, lookbooks, edits or cc: Probably done a few here and there but mainly l just reblog stuff l like sims related or otherwise

Your favorite age stage: uuuuhhhh.....YA - Adult l guess?

Your favorite season: l like all the seasons really for its different reasons!

Your favorite holiday: i love winter fest and love day!

How was your day: Typically boring as l slept from 2am last night to 3:30ish pm cause l wasn’t feeling fantastically well. Either my throat/sinus/nose problems are getting worse or l’m getting sick like a cold and flu. Plus l have a bad leg from not stetching and walking for 2 1/2 hours the other night 

Your favorite career: Hmm...Art or Food critic l guess? 

Your favorite aspiration: Uni one, Beach life one , the big family one and both serial romantic ones

Your favorite EP, GP or SP: Seasons or University/Jungle Adventure or Parenthood or Strangerville (For build and buy) /inbetween Laundry Day and Tiny Living and even Toddler Stuff

How old is your simblr: i’m not entirely sure? 4 years or more idk lol

Have you woohooed?: Isn’t that private information?? 

Your favorite skill: cooking,parenting, gardening, painting, mixology, the local culture , handiness, logic, violin/piano/guitar, and charisma 

The size of your mod folder: hmmm probably close to 30gb? Last time l checked months ago it was like 28gb lol

Your 3 favorite mods: WWhims (For its personality stuff, Period and new sweating  stuff, No censor for only storytelling purposes and they just look like barbie and ken dolls lol And no i am not a pervert but very much the opposite.) The Sulani Island Events Mod (It’s nice to know when they happen as without the mod you never know when it’s happening which sucks.) and last but not least Poseing Mod and Teleporter. (l used to really good years back in 2014/2015 when l first started Sims 4 and used to be very good at the posing mod especially with couples. But now it seems as l’ve gotten older l feel dumber and need to play around with it more but sadly my old laptop doesn’t really like it all so much so i’m saving for a new one.)

Your interests (other than The Sims): l love SAILOR MOON! Anime/manga/fanfiction and l’m excited about the first part of the Dream Arc coming soon. Mainly l just love to read Fanfiction of my fave shows like Supernatural, Chilling Adventures of Sabrina, other anime and cartoons etc l used to paint digitally and was really good at it but l’ve lost the love of it slowly over the past few years case of my depression (JUST KILLING ALL THE THINGS l ENJOY ITS FINE. ._. ) Oh and used to love baking/cooking. l made this really nice low fat healthier potato bake and its so nice! And Music!

Which Sims games have you played (including mobile games): sims 2, sims 3, sims 4, l kinda sorta played medievil til my my disc got broken ugh l like to play games like Color Hole on my mobile lol Its satisfying! Oh and the Offline Trex game l like to play on mobile also! l love Last of Us, Subnactica (1st and second game) and Spyro and Crash Bandicoot and Resident Evil (the older games)

Propose a crazy scheme: MAKEUP OPACITY and FINGERNAIL LENGTH/COLOUR! 

Best part of simblr: l love to see not just new cc but also read their simblr stories like how good and involved you get with them. l also love looking at edits of sims cause my laptop or my skills could never LOL As well as how good some people in our community are just makes me warm and fuzzy. @ellemant @warmsol​ @ridgeport @starry-eyed-simss @peonypyxels and @tea-sims have amazing beautiful stories! l could gush about them forever til my throat closes over! 

Worst part of simblr:  When you have a zillion followers, the power gets to their head l guess, that and the toxicity of it but l mainly just stick to myself and avoid it as much as possible whether they be trolling or not people can be quite nasty.

What other games you play: Mainly Sims with a nice side of Spyro and CrashBandicoot.

Other websites or accounts (Origin, Twitter, etc…): Twitter is the same as my Tumblr and my discord. My facebook is personal not that l visit it anyway. and My Origin ID is LostMyFudginMind

Are you single: nope! 

iiiiiiiiiiiiiiii taaaaaaaaaaaag!!---- @starry-eyed-simss @wesunnysimmer @oattoad@peonypyxels@fauxrishi and My darling Isa who used to be Stardustsims who has a beautiful sou and an even more beautiful story you guys should check out l but l can’t tag her in this post cause Tumblr is a big stinky old butthead! But her newname is @warmsol which is just as cute ;-;

[variabels]

Fictober19 #7 Falco and Fox find an egg

A/N: So, Falco adopted a rooster that he named Cock and everyone thinks he and Fox are dating.

Prompt number: 7 “No, and that’s final.”

Fandom (AU if applicable): Super Smash Bros

Rating: T

Warnings/Tags: Melee puff

Words: Idk, longer than last time.

Ships: Everyone thinks Fox and Falco are together

Fox had had a really long morning. He had grinded Melee so hard and all he wanted was to take a nice long nap after a nice long shower. But of course, nice things weren’t possible in the Smash Mansion.

Fox walked into an unexpected sight. An egg was lying in the middle of the room he shared with Falco and Wolf. But who’s was it?

“Falco, did you lay this egg?”

Falco who was drinking some ice tea spat all of it out in surprise. He had no idea how Fox thought he was even physically capable of laying an egg. The fox must have been spending too much time online.

“What are you, stupid?” Falco replied as he cleaned his wet bed, “Guys don’t lay eggs.”

“Yoshi does.”

“Male birds don’t lay eggs. Wolf probably wanted to eat an egg and dropped it here like the idiot he is.”

Fox and Falco wanted answers. They needed to know why an egg had mysteriously appeared in their room. Things don’t just happen for no reason after all.

---

The two of them went to the cafeteria in the hopes of finding someone who might have seen Wolf take an egg.

“We were out of-a eggs today,” Mario told the two pilots, “What kind of egg was it?”

Falco took the egg out of his pocket and showed it to the Italian plumber. He had carefully wrapped it and had stolen a hat from the kids’ playing area to protect the egg from the cold. It wasn’t like he cared or anything, but if there was a baby chick in it, he couldn’t just let it die.

“You should take this to-a Dr. Mario,” Mario suggested, “He should-a be able to tell if there is-a any life in it.”

---

“There’s a chick in it,” Dr. Mario announced after running many overly complicated tests, “My knowledge in eggs is quite limited though. Make sure to take good care of it. Its mother may come back looking for it. You’ll have to be its dad for now.”

The doctor kicked Fox and Falco out of his office. The two friends weren’t sure what to do now.

“Well, the egg’s your responsibility,” Fox told Falco, “Take good care of it.”

“Hey, you’re the one who found it!” Falco snapped back, “You take care of it.”

“Um, if you don’t mind me asking...” Jigglypuff interrupted, “Are you two having a kid?”

“Get lost, Jiggs. No one likes you and your boring playstyle.”

“But this has nothing to do with Melee.”

“I don’t like to admit this, but Falco’s right,” Fox frowned.

“Jesus Christ, you two are perfect for each other. Fuck you, both!”

“Go fuck yourself!”

“Was just about to do it!”

Falco and Fox fist-bumped. That would teach the puff to stop annoying them. It was one thing to be annoying in Melee, it was another to be annoying outside it.

---

The two returned to tell Mario the exciting news and to have him choose who should be the chick’s temporary dad.

“Maybe you could both-a work together?” Mario suggested, “It would-a probably be easier for-a everyone and aren’t-a you two together?”

“No, and that’s final,” Falco replied, “Don’t listen to what Puff says, she should be banned.”

“Hey, what’s all this about Falco and Fox adopting an egg?” Wolf asked as he entered the cafeteria, “We already have Cock, his girlfriend Cul and their egg.”

“What girlfriend?”

Just as he finished his sentence, Falco’s rooster entered the room holding wings with a hen. Falco’s beak dropped in shock. He hadn’t even noticed his pet had gotten a girlfriend and was about to be a father.

“Wait, so I’m going to be a grandpa?” the bluebird screamed in shock loud enough so that everyone could hear.

Many fighters rushed to Falco and Fox to congratulate them. Falco wasn’t even listening. He was in such shock all he did was nod at everything that was said to him.

“So, if I’m understanding this correctly,” Jigglypuff started, “You two have been in a secret relationship since Melee, got engaged in Brawl, got married in 4 and became parents not long ago?”

“Get lost, puff!” Falco yelled finally breaking free from his shock.

“You know, you never denied you and Fox being perfect for each other.”

“Oh, fuck you.”

One day, he’d get his revenge on Jigglypuff. Not today, but one day. His rooster’s family was more important than Jigglypuff and her yaoi fantasies.

[celestialallstars]

Episode #1: “This cast, fuck me, fuck them.” - Rhys

Ok so my pregame thoughts. It seems like there are a lot of contenders that were threats in their original seasons just based off of placements. I’m really gonna try to use this to my advantage because in my season, I don’t think I was very threatening. Unfortunately I’ll miss the cast reveal, but I’m hoping that doesn’t put me in a bad spot. This game is gonna be tough, but I know I can do it. At least make merge. You need small goals in order to achieve bigger ones. Cast assessment coming up next :)

Y'all I am ANXIOUS! I've had a bad run recently and for the most part I never really care that much. But if I flop on this season I'll die of sadness. Okay but for real, I want to do well this season and idk what kind of people I'm going to be up against, and I couldn't even get my intro to send like i'm such a joke. Ugh y'all how can I be this stressed already.

Just roughly 2 hours before we're gonna really dive into the thick of things. There are so many things I wanna say and so many things I'm just beyond excited about. I really think this is gonna be a Top Tier Season.

I'm vowing to make the most of my stay no matter how long or short. I'm gonna try to drive the pessimist in my mind away and do my best to avoid being that early boot just because I'm a previous winner. Y'all better watch out!

This is gonna be FuCkInG LiT!!!

Getting ready for this season, I'm honored tbh. I feel like it's my first fully-legit-no-strings-attached All-Stars appearance. I was on EMBB All-Stars, but only because I was an alternate for Jake and he decided to be a host instead. Being invited back on my merits exclusively feels amazing, I just hope I can live up to my own expectations in this game and take home the win.

Hi I’m super excited to be brought back to play this game. I’m gonna play maybe a little harder but I’m hoping to keep my gameplay very similar to last season cause it did me well I just need to not freak out. I’m really looking forward to seeing who I’m playing with and I know this season will be fun.

So. This cast, fuck me, fuck them. Like they all seem so much more capable than me. Like bitch bye.

My tribe honestly idk yet. They seem cool,  haven’t talked to most of them yet. So I’ll get back on that.

The only person I’m not happy is cast is Michael. Bitch hated me for no reason last season. So bitch best watch his back cause I’m bringing this hatred back this season.

Also one world can fuck off

So I am meeting everyone and honestly so far this is a nice group. A mixture of old faces like Zach and Loris and new ones like everyone else! Everybody is radical, but I am gonna try and give it a short moment before giving an assessment. Having that said, im gonna get dragged and murdered by this cast....call the police.

Hi so the game has just started and I feel like already so much has happened it has been intense. This cast? stacked. One world? intense. Me? crying.

This entire cast is so iconic and so loved I honestly don't know how to feel rn I am scared as all hell but I'm ready to fight for my fucking life. I'm also quite glad for the one world because I love the idea of being able to socialise with EVERYONE since that's such a strong point of my game for me considering I'm horrific in challenges. I just really hope I can pull things off this season and actually have someone like me and prove that I am in fact worthy of an all star title.

Being on call with people from the one world chat is honestly so fun and I can tell this is going to be a great season and we're literally only like 2.5 hours in. I really wanna make it to the end so I can experience it in it's fully glory.

amazingly, i don't think me being an admin is going to be to a problem??? i wanna thank you three beauts for giving me a wonderful tribe. i love matt, bodhi's hilarious, alyssa intimidates me but she's cute and i love allying strong women, tobi forced me to keysmash, and mo and karthik are kind of blase but its ONLY NIGHT ONE. all in all, think i can survive on this tribe. just get me to merge baby i cannot go premerge in this org if annas not gonna play then I CANT LET US DOWN

So we've officially landed in this ORG, and immediately smacked in the face with a flaccid twist that is One World. So instead of trying to balance 6 relationships I have to balance 20. I'm of course already a mess trying to keep track of it all.

Bodhi and I already have an instant F2, we'll see how that works out given we aren't even on the same tribes. Meanwhile I'm already in love with Bryce as a person and trying to possible Corral all the winners together. Obviously we need to make sure the Winners make it to merge.

I think on my tribe specifically I'm probably getting along best with Mitch, I think Rhys has a similar sense of humor as me but he went to bed too early for me to figure out more. There's a ton more sweet people on the other tribes too I just don't have time to delve into all of them, nor do I have enough substance to any of them to develop opinions anyway.

I have an idea as far as connections go for this tribe but I'm not sure yet if it is strong. Loris is sleeping though I did talk with everyone else. I have a feeling Chloe/Zach would be safest but also that Chloe/Michael might be together. Regardless I think I'll be sticking with Zach if I can help that. Drew seems nice too and Sharky seems it too. Not sure how things will go but I do have to be smart since I would be the easy choice as winner if we lose. I'm gonna be optimistic about it all though :) as for the people on other tribes I'll get to them later. This is going to be fun!

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Now that I can see the actual twist (am dummy) I have to try and make some alliances between and in the tribes. I mean making one with the winners shouldn't be too hard but I am gonna want something with a few member here and there from each. I think things are about to get much difficult because I can tell lot of these people are more familiar with each other with their histories and I am just like "hi..." so I def need to wedge myself on in there some way..I've got my work cut out for me

HI ASDDASJKLASDLJK I was so nervous but like.. I feel my victory coming.. I'm pulling my weight in the challenge I think and our tribe's pretty cool!! It's all stars.. so like.. it's no surprise that I like everyone. Sharky seems to be busy so like.. if we lose that could be a good scapegoat.. ALSO?? i was on the blog and i was like wow jones' fairy drawing is so pretty.. so i hovered over it and accidentally clicked it.. and.. i found my legacy advantage again ADSALKDKLJASKLD. and anna said to make sure you search the blog to learn about people and i didnt even see that......... im so lucky :)

So this is so exciting. I’m trying to get to know everyone. Theres one person i was effy about on my tribe and that was Jared. But he’s been talking to me and been nice. But i still have my eyes 👀 on him. Its been nice catching up with Bryce. And been talking to Mitch Rhys and Kori. I hope i can get myself in a good social position where even if im not in their alliance, that im not someone they want to take out. But this time im gunna use my bonds to my advance and hopefully it gets me to the end.

Hi i don't really know what to say right now I just know I wanted to put down some thoughts. So far I'm so fucking in love with this entire cast I'm pretty sure I've spoken to every single person in one way or another which is great, I love to see people fully invested into a season they're playing. I also really love this first challenge, although scavenger hunts stress me the fuck out because i find so many items are so hard to find, I'm just hoping my tribe can pull out a win for us and I'm sure they will cause they're all so iconic and I love them all with my whole heart already.

So I've spoken more to people thusfar and like currently I'm speaking more to people I've spoken to before which like isn't great, because i hate relying on past relations. Like i am speaking to others who are new, its just a bit awkward. So lets push by that and hopefully they aint boring af.

Well so far I've gotten a few items on my list done. Progress is slow but steady. I'm a bit worried about this tribe given it seems like all of us being on at the same time might be unlikely. (That and we're halfway through and only 2 of us have added items to our list.)

I might just be too uptight though, we'll probably be fine. I haven't gotten to talk with people today as much as I wanted as a result of balancing the other ORG and this one as well as apartment hunting and scavenging. I'm beginning to think I planned poorly and have too much on my plate at the moment...

BUT I WILL PERSEVERE! YES SIR'RE I WILL!

CAST ASSESSMENT TIMEEEE Let me start with Orfero Chris- So chris is someone who I think can either go really far as an UTR threat like he did his first season, or be an early boot. I think him and I have a similar playstyle, but he is much more poetic and structured. I am really looking forward to play with him again! We dominated in afvv and im glad he won, but I won't let that happen again. He's too good. ioris- Honestly I see ioris as more of a goat. Maybe that's false perception, but I could easily see him latching onto someone for the long haul and not being respected later on. As of now, I don't think I would work with ioris, but if the situation arises, I wont hesitate. Drew H- OK I LOVE DREW FIRST OF ALL. I am actually SUPER excited that we are finally playing a game together. I really want to work with him, but unfortunately I think he is too threatening to the point where he wont make it far. Michael- Ok so this was definitely a wildcard. I think Michael is someone to watch out for. I don't know how he'll fair in this game, knowing that people recognize his gameplay. He could either go mid merge or permerge, but I dont think he has a shot at winning. Sharky- Sharky is someone I'm unfamilar with, and for that reason alone, I am guessing he makes it deep by flying UTR while winning challenges. Zach- Zach is another sneaky player. I really would love to work with him after our relationship in emvv4 where I voted him out at f10. He is definitely not someone to brush under the rug though, because he is also very threating. I predict a mid merge boot for Zach. Clohie- I personally don't see Clohie as much of a threat,  but I hope she proves me wrong. We have had limited discussion, but I can tell she is here to play. I predict she will make FTC this time, but only time will tell

Alignments: For Orfero, I can see Chris ioris and Zach on one side, Michael Drew H and Sharky on the other with  Clohie in the middle

Tuatha Kori- I've been itching to play an org with kori too and im glad we are on the same tribe because i know how well he can perform in challenges. He is probably my closest ally right now, so I really hope he gets far. My prediction is early merge for him. Rhys- Rhys seems so sweet. We havent had much conversation due to timezone issues, but I'd love to work with Rhys. He is super charming and I think he can go far! My prediction for rise is late merge. Maynor- Maynor is probably the person most difficult to talk to. I have discussed with Kori and he says that his weakest relationships are with Maynor and Jared, so i think its telling that maynor might be an early boot. Jared- I think jared is super cool and he's been a player I have to watch VERY carefully. I do see myself working with him because our convos have been good so far, but I feel like he can be a good talker. We'll see how it turns out but i predict Jared being a premerge boot. He claimed to be a crackhead in confessionals though so we'll see :). Stephen Z- Man i really wish I had better conversations with him!! I think he is super cool, but he does not seem to remember who I am. If our convos improve like I hope they will, I could see Stephen going early merge. Bryce- I really like bryce too but he is soooo unpredictable and sketchy. I think his  cast reveal intro shed bad light on him to other players too, but I know from experience. I see bryce being a premerge boot, but I hope he proves me wrong. I just dont feel like I can fully trust him.

Alignments: For Tuatha, I see myself aligning closely with Kori and Jared. I dont know what the dynamics would be, but I feel like Maynor is already on the outs.

Cyrena Mo- I LOVE MO SO MUCH. What a gem. I met him in TS Montenegro and he considered me one of his closest allies and saved me from elimination at f9 only for me to vote him out at f8. I still feel bad but im hoping we can mend our relationship and go far together. I actually do think he could make a deep run and  definitely get to finale by laying low. Tobi- Tobi and I in games USUALLY don't end up on the same sides. That being said, I'd love to work with Tobi and I hope he makes merge unlike in emvvas. Matt- Matt is another mystery for me. On one hand, I know he is not only a host favorite but a fan favorite as well, but on the other I  dont really know what he brings to the table. Another wildcard for me that I see going early merge. Jack- Jack and I have a history for sure LOL. It feels like we play every game together. I think Jack is a super nice person, and I'd love to work with him again. We dont really mesh on a personal level which makes it difficult, but I learned my lesson of trying to avoid Jack in emvvas (he got me out) Bodhi- I've seen bodhi around a bit, and can be the hero or the villain. He is quirky in a good way. I see bodhi as being the comical relief that goes mid merge for being too likeable. Alyssa- honestly alyssa seems kind of annoying. I dont want to speak too soon but i dont get good vibes from her. I think she might be an early boot on her tribe. but i truly hope im wrong about her. Karthik- I know karthik from em and i really think he could make a loyal ally. His win was well deserved but i dont necessarily think he is a threat. My predicition for him is still prejury because of his timezone. It's unpredictable when he has power and when he doesnt.

Alignments: For Cyrena, I see Mo Alyssa Tobi in one alliance and Matt Jack and Bodhi in another with Karthik out of the loop.

I'm excited to see how accurate my predicition are! I didnt bother including a winner because i still think its too early to tell. Game ON!

Wow a discord call this early in the game!! Strategy? Nope! It's... Alyssa explaining tarot cards to me. Gotta do what you can for social game ig (its ok now we're talking about romcoms)

iz me beech

what a gift, hi im mo. a dumb bottom who treats himself like shit so no one else does.

IM AN ALL STAR ISNT THAT INSANE. I cannot express how excited I am to be playing this game, plus I fucking love this cast. Like my tribe? Fantastic.

Alyssa - The sister I always wanted. I love her she’s so great.

Matt - New good friend and probably who I’m closest to at the moment I get happy when he gets online cus he gets me and my shit.

Jack - He can rap and he’s nice, what an icon.

Rhys - SUCH A SWEETHEART, I’m so excited to play with him again.

Karthik - Also super sweet, he seems like a genuine guy and I’m looking forward to playing with him.

Tobi - I love that I get to play with him again we haven’t talked all too much but we’ve talked a bit. (I definitely have my guard up around him just cus of something he did in Muxloe)

Bodhi - Kinda inactive unfortunately but he seems nice.

Mo - Dumb bitch.

sits. hi. so like. just like elara im gonna do a countdown to when i can play my legacy because yall CRAZY if you think im willing it to someone else... uh...WAIT.. I JUST REALISED... I THINK I COULD'VE SAVED BIG Z WITH MY LEGACY?? if only i knew he was going... sorry big z... you wont read this.. anyways. ok so. it is final 21. so. 15 (or 8 i guess...) people need to be voted out before i can play it.. i can DO IT. and this time i am not telling a SOUL about it. like. NO ONE.. and the beauty of the legacy is that people shouldn't really even suspect it exists.. heehee!

ANYWAYS! let's talk about the game. so. my tribe is a mess. i love zach and chloe... chris is a king.. i played elara with drew h and he's a babe so there's that. michael king. and sharky hasnt been on much because he's busy which is like awful timing n i feel bad especially if we lose because i think he might go? :-(

as for the other tribes.. bryce asked to be allies i said shure. i love rhys.. thats all bye

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UPDATE!! i love BODHI!!!!!!!!!!!! like..... wow. hes such a king. no words at all.

Our tribe has lots of stuff done on our sheet. I hope we are able to get it done. I hope we can win immunity, first tribal will suck.

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Omg. 3 minutes until sheets are locked. Im kind of nervous. I really want us to be immune.

My tribe mates- Rhys: he is amazing and i feel like we get along pretty well. We have been talking. Mitch: also very nice. Was the first person to message me and i really like him. Kori: we talked a bit. Is someone i need to talk to more. Bryce: my marmoreal f3. ❤️ Jared: amazing guy and really like talking to him. Would work with him. Stephen: the person i least have talked to but i need to talk to more.

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I’m am extemely excited that we won immunity. It gives me more time to talk and bond with these people. Im really liking my tribe. I hope we can keep winning immunity. (Knocks on wood)

We won! Yas! It's unfortunate that we couldn't snatch the reward, but we came close and I think that counts for something.

Chloe and Drew definitely carried the Orfeo tribe to their reward, meanwhile Karth practically killed Cyrena himself. I'm pretty happy being that perfectly middle score on my tribe. High enough to be a contributor, low enough to like not be a threat for try-harding or something.

I'm gonna hopefully take this time to get to bond with people more. Chloe and I are getting married apparently which is cute. She's honestly pretty sweet so I'm already a hardcore stan.

Gonna enjoy the time off, and see what this idol system is about. Maybe I'll get lucky this season.

i am OVERWHELMED like ok so most the cast i feel like doesnt like me. my tribe has ppl who arent super active (this is literally marmoreal flash backs) kori is so.. much idk JKFADSHFKJ like he just is rly.. there! jared is my new fave i love that man so much we are going so far KNOW that. rhys.. an angel i LOVE him i just get him and he gets me. maynor? doesnt reply idk its off. stephen.. not here. mitch? ignores me for long time. so ya that sucks but wooh jared and rhys! also LOVE chloe, loris, zach, maybe tobi!!!

YAAAAAAAAS safety is so important right nowwwww, having safety is crucial bc I wanna keep my friends in this game and keep building bridges. I also have a little advantage to help me search for the idol and nobody needs to know about it except me so hopefully soon I’ll have an idol in my back pocket!

The first few days of this game have been fun. I always enjoy getting to know a new tribe of people. Still, all of these people are essentially new to me. I've been in VL's with Kori and Mitch, and I helped host Jared in Wakea, but playing with people is a totally different ballgame. Still these 3 are probably the relationships I'm most interested in investing time in right now.

As for people off of my tribe, I feel pretty good about my old Komnata castmates. Alyssa, Zach and Karth all worked well with me in the pre-merge and I can definitely see myself working with them here as well. Chris is also my BFF I would literally die for him. Jack is also someone I know well and I know he's a good ally, but we're also playing another ORG together at this very moment (SBBB7) and I just made a move there knowing he wouldn't approve of it, so that's something I have to keep in mind as well. I think as long as I can set myself up well on this current tribe, I could be in it for the long hall!

Looking at the challenge results, it looks really bad for my bro Karth. It's gonna suck if he goes first because we instantly connected back in Komnata, but hey, I don't think I have the clout to save him here. It's the first tribal council and there's no basement to hide in this time.

Today is gonna be a big day though. Before Cyrena goes to Tribal Council, I'm planning to reach out to Mitch and Kori about formally becoming allies. Just like my first season, I'll use the idol search as my opening statement!

SO lots to discuss. First off, we got fucking demolished in immunity. Fucking embarassing. Matt Alyssa and I showed tf up with 100+, and Mo and Bodhi weren't far behind. Tobi did not have a good showing but FUCKING. KARTHIK. TWO POINTS? ARE YOU KIDDING ME? That's disgraceful this is god damn all stars you're a WINNER and you give 2 god damn 1 point submissions. Get the fuck out of my tribe. He should be the easiest first boot in history but of course everyone wants to pussyfoot around for the first 12-18 hours of tribal and not throw out a name. But there's no avoiding this. He's inactive, he has a bad timezone comparatively, and he did diddly poo in the challenge. He's. Gone.

Luckily I find myself with 2 quick alliances right out the shoot, a trio with Alyssa and Matt and a duo with Bodhi. I found myself gravitating to these 4 a lot the first couple days, Mo and Tobi are a bit quieter so I like these 3 allies for me moving forward. Sidenote, BoJack has got to be the greatest alliance name in Celestial history. I'd go back and look to compare but I'm lazy.

One World is still kicking my ass, a lot of people want to talk to me and I don't have the energy for it but damn it I guess I have no other choice, I can't just not respond to them.

Ok so fucking karthik made an alliance with Me, Mo, Matt. And spilled his heart out to us. But we left him on read and now he’s super lonely. Hopefully he doesn’t have an idol or whatever.

Also this game started!! I’m very busy with school but I have things to say. I’m close with some people from before, I really like Loris and Tobi and Alyssa. I’m feeling pretty good about my position right now.

Fuck yeah, not first boot!!! Although I would’ve loved to win as were so close, but can blame that on my tribe mates cause me and Bryce pulled through.

So right now, my closest ally I feel like would be Bryce. Primarily cause were on the same tribe and then I speak to him most on our tribe, and most of the other cast. Then would be jarred, so I want to make hopefully an alliance between them, maybe another, just to confirm my spot in the tribe.

Feel like my main goal is to make connection, as it seems like everyone else has some with other people. So like if it comes to me someone they don’t know, against someone they've player with before just looks bad for me. So I’m trying to make up with Michael, just so that’s one less target in my back.

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Also I talk to Zach a lot. But don’t trust him at all. We have been “dating” since the cast reveal. But he asked Mo to be in a showmance too?! Plus Bryce said he talks to zach the most but Bryce wasn’t in who Zach talks to the most.

This sounds like Tween drama but it’s so much more.

Am I being flirted with?????????

https://youtu.be/GBCr-tAsKTc

My slow self. In regards to the other castmates- I didnt realize how much I talked to the members of Tuatha. Bryce, Rhys, Kori all are red but I've probably done most of my talking with Jared and Stephen who I really wanna get together with at some point. I've reached out to other people like Jack and Alyssa and Mo. I may be forgetting some people but I'm just gonna keep talking up a storm with everybody!  If I had to pick my closest people so far, it definitely would be Jared, Stephen, Zach, and Michael.. stay tuned!

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I FLOPPED at this challenge hard. Drew and Sharky I am sorry for sharing you peeps on the low for being MIA when I was here and performed worse! I am happy we won though because I like my entire tribe and honestly I see a lot of good from them! And so the game begins!

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I am just putting gears in motion! I've made it clear with Stephen, Kori, and Jared I want to work with them. I want to get a cross tribe alliance going and it seems Tuatha is my in though I have to see about other people. As for Orfeo...I talked with Zach on starting a majority alliance with Chloe and Loris, we'll see how it goes and if it is legitimate but I definitely hope I can trust Michael enough to keep him. I still am gonna  not get comfortable because I can see myself being targeted but yeah

https://youtu.be/ia3DTwLWMi8

So we’re going to tribal... and honestly I’m terrified bc I was one of the poorer performers in the challenge but the thing is that Karthik got a whole ass 2 in the challenge... a challenge where you get 8/9 points for drinking water... so I would think he’d be the easy vote but everyone was SUPER quiet yesterday and no one wanted to give names but today is looking a bit better but I swear if I go home over karthik.... I. will. call. out. all. of. them. Not only was his score tragic but I don’t think he’s been social at all... people from other tribes think that karthik is definitely going so maybe I’m just crazy paranoid for no reason but idk I’ll have to talk wayyyy more to everyone just to be sure

well here is my first real confessional of the game! Sorry its late been busy.

So firstly my tribe is like super cute. I'm glad i don't know everyone cause then i would be worried, plus i do genuinely like getting to know new people so that is definitely a yay moment. I am also really liking this cast, though more wahmen would be nice but this is all stars, we r not casting wahmen for the sake of it. - anna jane 2k19.

The first challenge? selfie scavenger. a classic if i have seen one. a surprisingly difficult one at that but im glad how well i performed. top scorer on my tribe so i'm really glad about that and how I will be perceived as an asset for a while at least (we will see how that pans out longer down the line). but yay go me! Unforunately, we lost though so like UGH.

During immunity i approached alyssa and jack about a trio, who could control the tribe as i knew we would be high scorers and i genuinely like the two of them. also made sense becuase i sense we are the 3 most active. Karthik, who scored only 2 in the challenge, is probs the target due to inactivity LOL. tobi and mo i also like, but bodhi remains a mystery to me. might be a timezone thing idk but still. a tad worrying that i dont know him as well as i would like.

One World does my head in but im trying to talk to everyone. i've learnt though i need to make connections on my tribe first and foremost as they r the ones who vote, not people on other tribes. god i do hate one world tho. i want to be napping, not messaging people

think im gonna be in an alliance?? on day 3? is this a joke? literally winning...................  wow....

I usually make videos but today I am lazy so hello. So One World is ass because I don't want to talk to everyone but these people are crackheads so like I guess. Uhhhhh I'm in an alliance with Jack and Matt because I adore them both greatly. Mo is on my tribe which is so nice because we have played together before and he has such fun energy and is just a ray of sunshine so I'm very happy (although he makes me nervous cuz the last game we played together I killed him for no reason basically.... But I don't think he's the vengeful type). Tobi makes me nervous because I think he is a social king and I mean like... Idk I guess there are a lot of very social players which makes me nervous that I would be pushed out for maybe not being as social? Idk if that makes sense.

But anyway Karthik is also on my tribe and I was like OF COURSE. Because this is the man from my season who I cursed out via DR video for flipping on me LOL He is a sweetie though. I recently looked and saw he was rooting for me a lil in a game I was in which is really nice of him, especially seeing as I didn't vote him to win our season. I think he's going to be first boot. He was on vacation this weekend somewhere where there's no wifi (that's what he told me) and only sent in two things for the scavenger hunt, dooming us to a first tribal. I feel somewhat bad but have told people on my tribe that if not for Komnata's twist of the season he would've been out pre-merge easily because his overarching challenge performance is not great. So basically just reiterating to people that I'm not so sure that this was a fluke and overall I think it's probably just best for us to cut him.

Yeah that's it. I have so much crackhead energy from the games I've been playing as of late I feel like I majorly need to chill the fuck out. Here's to praying.

so everyone’s kinda agreed on voting out karthik due to him only scoring two points so I’m like ok cool i’m down but then karthik made an alliance chat with bodhi, matt and myself asking to be saved and

https://i.imgur.com/AxCzqxd.gif?noredirect

Sooo im making this last minute confessional to tell ya that I THINK im in a good spot. Im sharing my idol guesses with Stephen Z and Jared which is helping me build trust with them. I also have mutual trust with Kori. Maynor and Rhys are kind of boring tbh so hopefully they go soon. Bryce and I never seem to have good conversations so idk where his head is at. IM JUST HAPPY THAT MY CURSE OF ALWAYS GOING TO THE FIRST TRIBAL IS FINALLY LIFTED. I WONT BE FIRST BOOT YAHOO

Short and sweet, glad to be back, beast moded another selfie scavenger hunt. Got a good tribe, I think, couple of good friends, couple new people, at least one I think obvious boot should it come to that, but here's hoping it won't. Not a lot of players from my season so hopefully there won't be too much bad blood coming into this. Shoutout to Chloe Bryce and Tobi who are apparently contractually obligated to be in every fucking game I play on Facebook and associated communities for the rest of my life. 21 people is a lot to get through so I'm just hoping for merge, then we can go from there.

Well let's give confessing on my phone a try.

So far I feel like I've been making decent strides conversing with everybody. It's kinda weird how much I like everyone on this season. Its gonna make being a snake harder but I cant afford to blind myself I'll have to do whatever I'll have to do to hopefully win again.

I've made a sort of trio deal with Bryce and Chris as we're all former winners. I'd have included Kavish but we're all predicting he's more than likely the first boot alarm Tina. I'm growing closer to Zach and Clohie on the outer tribes. Also obviously still have my Bodhi connection. I'm talking with just about everyone a bit. Though I cant shake the feeling there is someone I've missed.

I am concerned not being in any sort of majority alliance on my tribe, so if we do lose that's worrisome but still not being the first boot is a huge relief for me, and hopefully there is only good for me going forward. (I say as 4 people probably plot my demise.)

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Karthik is voted out 5-1-1.

[wishingfornever]

9/12/17 – No Contact:  Cheat Day?

I’m being bad.  I grabbed a popcorn ball.  Just one and I’ll be done with them.  They’re one of my favorite Halloween treats.  Halloween is my favorite holiday.  You know this.  I kind of missed it last year.  I was super disappointed. :/

There was something I wanted to talk about from yesterday but I can’t remember right now. So, instead, I’ll tell you about my… breakfast maybe?  Not that healthy.  A bunch of bellpeppers, tomato, and onions.  Cheese and ham too, so as I said… not that healthy.  Also, I added avocado.  I hate wasted food and avocado goes bad pretty fast.  So, I cut out the bad part and ate the rest.  I guess I’ll have another sandwich of the same style later on and also with a full avocado. I remember.  We through out that lemon meringue pie and the funnel cake.  My dad couldn’t finish it and I refused to touch it, so it was in the garbage.  Of which, I also through out the garbage cans. That means we’ll need to get new cans here.  Through out that tarp, through out everything.  Especially that lemon meringue pie and funnel cake. I hate wasted food.  I feel bad that I didn’t have any but I’d feel bad if I had even a slice.  I’m committing and I have to choose my guilt.  Right now, my guilt is ham and cheese with a side of popcorn ball.  :D Delicious, delicious guilt.

I’m feeling pretty awake so after I finish the popcorn ball I’ll get started on exercise.  Then maybe I’ll get back to my book.  I know you see what I post on Facebook.  I know you’ve seen my book cover. I hope you like it.  I like it but it feels sort of… unrelated. The other titles have actual historic stuff from the period on them. I’ll probably get sued for it too.  I think my favorite cover is Perdition.  It has the Osiria rose on it.

You know me, I’m a whore for that rose.  It’s my favorite.  I hope if I ever get super rich and you and I get a castle in Spain with a koi (sp?) fish pond that we could surround said koi fish pond with a bunch of Osiria rose bushes.  They’re so pretty…

Pretty hopeful, eh?  I MUST get a castle and you MUST be in it and there MUST be koi fish and there MUST be roses!  MUST MUST MUST!!!  That’d be ideal for me.  Not sure about you.  I mean, you’re the one who proposed the koi fish but I’m the one who imagines it surrounded by roses.  I need to look up how they survive the winter.

I also want to make a secret room.  You said you know how and I think it’d be super cool.  Maybe if I become an author and it makes us enough money to afford that little castle in Spain, we could have that secret bookshelf hold a lot of my books.  Then the one book I didn’t write will be the key to opening the door.  Might be a bit obvious, though.  That’s the problem with me.  I’d be too obvious for a secret.  Like, if I didn’t go with that idea I’d want to go with a pun or a witty response.  For example, it could be the book Common Sense that opens the door.

I think it’d have to be a boring book.  Or a book that’s not too obvious at least.  Like, it can’t be Twilight because if we’re entertaining a guest, they’d criticize us and grab it to further criticize us.  Then our sex dungeon would be revealed. What if we had three secret rooms?  One for you, one for me, and then one for the both of us? Like for you, you could have whatever you want.  For me, I’d probably have a bunch of airsoft guns or historic regalia (something nerdy like that).  Then the third could be the sex dungeon.  It’d be so cool to tell a friend before we go out, “It’s time to arm up...” and then open a hidden bookshelf to reveal an armory of toy guns. Yeah, I guess that’s why I’m not rich… because I’m not serious enough for my own good.  I look at making jokes, especially bad ones.

I have yet to eat this popcorn ball.  I’ve just been ranting about owning a fucking god damned castle this entire time.  Brb

I missed popcorn balls.  I hate how they’re only available during October.  Seasonal products piss me off, especially if they don’t HAVE to be seasonal.  I guess that’s one of the reasons I hate Christmas.  Then again, I never liked the Christmas songs… all that mirth.  Disgusting.  Thanksgiving I hated, too.  I hate all the holidays that are supposed to bring people together.  Holidays are just kind of a dumb tradition.

Despite this, I still wish people a merry Christmas.  I adhere to tradition because I’m dumb.

I really want a hidden door.  Doesn’t need a castle, just want that hidden door.  We could live in Nevada or someplace.  Somewhere with a house, obviously.  I just want that hidden door.  If you want to keep your door hidden from me, that’d be fine too.  And if we have children, we can hide all LEGITIMATE firearms (also known as real steel) in one of the hidden rooms.

One of my earliest memories.  I was a toddler.  I somehow found my dad’s revolver.  He left it there, in plane sight of a child.  Very dumb on his part and he admits it.  I was just a toddler so I was exploring and discovering everything.  I grabbed the revolver and held it in front of me and pulled the trigger.  It fired, the barrel came up and the front sight hit my forehead.  I started bleeding and I started crying.  It was a loud noise and my head hurt.  I don’t remember much beyond that.  There was a hole in the wall, though and I’m the reason. That’s something I don’t like about guns. They’re VERY not safe around children.  And I can guarantee that if my dad dies, I’m inheriting most of the guns.  Was supposed to be all, but whatever.  Doesn’t matter.  Thing with guns is that you need a place to put them.  Preferably unloaded.  Some pieces can stay out, like that flintlock rifle above the kitchen but for the most part, they shouldn’t be available for a quick grab. In the event of a home invasion, you can hide in one of the fake rooms and I’ll deal with it.  Most home invaders don’t have guns themselves, so I’d be alright.  I’m naturally bigger so any threat would be chased off.  Criminals aren’t brave and they don’t have to be.  They just want to grab what they can and get out.  They don’t want to hurt anyone but they will if they have to.  It’s desperation. Regardless, sometimes there might be a criminal who is bigger than me or has a chip on his shoulder or have a gun.  That’s why you’d hide in a secret room.  If we have kids, they’ll hide with you.  Thing is, I’d rather not expose them to the sex dungeon so early.  Call me old fashion, but let them discover that shit on the internet.

A secret door that leads to a panic room.  Maybe in that panic room, a bomb shelter.  That’d be super cool, no?  In the event of a nuclear holocaust, you might be fine.  Problem is you’d have to keep it stocked, so that’s pretty dumb.  :/

We could donate the canned food to charity before they expire.  Or we can try keeping dried food and water down there.  Idk, believe it or not I’m not really into the “prepper” thing.  Gas masks would be nice, too.  Problem is is that some gas mask filters use asbestos which is super unhealthy, especially old school Soviet gas masks which we may be getting.  Good news, though, they can work with modern gas masks too so it should be fine.  I don’t like the material some gas masks come in though.  Latex… yuck.  It feels uncomfortable around the face.  Makes you sweaty. And it could tear.  Not quality material.  We’d have to get gas masks that fit the face and I’d prefer if their material wasn’t shit. We’d see.  Probably super trivial but it’s nice to have in an emergency situation.  Or in case there is a super potent odor.  That’s something cool about gas masks; they kill odors so in case of bad smells, you can over come it with a gas mask. Hell, we should get one for doing kitty litter.  :D If you still do porn and we happen to get a house/castle/citadel/fortress that has a hidden sex dungeon, I imagine you’d set up a little studio in there.  Or if we have three hidden rooms you’d set up shop in your hidden room.  But if you make due with the sex dungeon being your cam room, then you’d have a hidden room all to yourself.  I wonder what you’d put in there. Especially if I’m not allowed in.  Probably would have your journals.  As you said, you never shown me the newest entries.  I doubt Haru.  Unless Fern the Husky just becomes too unbearable. That said, we’d probably spend nights down in the dungeon.  Especially if we have kids.  Children like to walk in on their parents having sex.  I never have, but I know others have.  Or we could… cough lock the door when we sleep.  That wouldn’t be so bad.  Except the little Stephen clone in my dreams would get SO excited and want to tell us something in the middle of the night and run in the middle of the night in pitch black hallways down to our room, try opening the door, and crash instead.  Then he’d cry. He would be our son… -,-

I feel so much better today than I did yesterday.  Most of this entry has been me fantasizing.  Only been an hour into the new day, too. I’m glad.  ^^

Maybe you’d have a closet in your hidden room. I think it’d be a super spiritual room that you’d sanction or whatever.  Buddhist writings on the wall, super zen and peaceful… I can see that being the thing.  And because it’s your peaceful energy room, I wouldn’t be allowed in it as to not corrupt your own energy that you’ve been manifesting or whatever. Yeah, I can see it. In my room it’d have airsoft guns, as I’ve said.  Probably real guns too.  I don’t want it to be an armory but that’s what it’s sounding like.  I also want to use it as a closet.  Not for normal clothes but for dumb little outfits like my hoplite panoply or a victorian era outfit and other things like that. It’d be where I geeked out.  Probably would have to be big because… most those things don’t stack very well.  I also don’t want to have too many airsoft guns.  Weird, right?  The thing is, some airsoft maps limit the FPS limit.  Some do 400 and others do 350.  350 tend to be close spaced maps in corridors and the like. Thus, I’d need a couple guns to replicate what I feel my playstyle would be and what the map would be like.  So, it’d depend. And even if I did fucking GORGE on all these airsoft guns, hopefully I’ll be able to afford it if I’m able to afford a house/castle/cathedral/pope hut with hidden rooms. Dreaming about a future I’ll probably never have is soothing.  Probably because you’re in it.  Or because I’m super materialistic despite being a communist.  ;) Alright, it’s time for me to start my sets.  I love you and I’ll message you when I’m done. <3

Just finished.  After my sets and when I started jogging, I was super tired.  Like exhausted, sweaty, out of breath, and my heart is pumping.  I started to jog and… well, I’m still sweaty and exhausted but I’ve gotten my second wind back.  I think I need to start jogging outside.  Except I can’t with my shoes right now. I’ll be going to Reno with my dad this friday and I’m supposed to get some shoes then.  That’d be nice.

I was thinking more about our secret rooms.  I was thinking if someone really wanted to get in, they’d throw all the books off the shelf until they found one that stuck and then pull that one to open the door.  Then I thought about putting a button where you push it and it unlocks and allows you to pull the book and open the door.  Problem with that, they’d just rip it off if they REALLY wanted to get in. So, what if the button were on the bookshelf itself?  Think about it.  If they couldn’t find a book that opened a bookshelf, then they’d conclude that maybe it’s a different bookshelf and move along.  Or if they knew it was that bookshelf, they’d have to rip the whole thing off.  And we wouldn’t have to worry about which book to use. :D That said, I think it’d be cool if the secret rooms connected and required both sides to be opened in order to be let in. That way, if you want to get to the sex dungeon from your sanctuary, I could let you in and we wouldn’t have to leave the basement. Thing is, we’d have to separate a basement. If we build a house from scratch, we’d have to invest in digging out the ground and just adding… so much.  It’d be super expensive.  :/ I also thought about having a gym in my armory.  Getting used to the idea that it’s basically an armory for toys and shit.  How nerdy is that, eh?  But if I had a gym in there, then I’d be a part of the armory too.  And because it’s just a room with historical crap and gym equipment, you can go in whenever you want too.  We could work out together.  You can spot me while sitting on my lap.  I’d get so buff so quickly. That said, after I get rid of this fucking skin condition, I want to get a tattoo on my upper back.  “This Machine Kills Fascists” except in Spanish.  Unfortunately, in order to be awesome and bad ass, I need to get somewhat buff at least.  And… also skin condition.  I know you still want to get a tattoo.  Don’t know what you want to get. Maybe my name. Kidding, I know you’d never get a name tattoo.  I remember you saying that.

So, I found a set of shorts that belongs to you.  I’m going to leave you a message that the next time I see Daniel, I’ll hand it to him and give it to you.  Might not have to message you.  Will probably wait until Friday to tell you or something.  Idk, I’ll think about it.  But it’s your shorts and you’d probably want them back.

Of which, I need a list of things you forgot at Adela’s.

Oh, it’s raining.  Maybe that’s why I’m feeling better.  Huh.  That explains a lot.

Current time, 8am.  It’s a sunny day.  Bit of smoke, but that’s alright. Got this wasp thing fucking with me.  Should really crush it.  I don’t like hurting animals and insects are animals.  Was hoping it’d fuck off.  I haven’t begun edits yet today.  Postponed some. ><

I’m going to get to it.  Soon, at least.