#idk. i'll think about it tonight.

[quick-drawn-a]

i’m debating on remaking this blog,      someone should stop me —

[dreamofimmortality]

[Summarised image description: Three-part edit compiling manga panels of Hanabusa, Yoite and Miharu from Nabari no Ou. A text post has been split into several parts and scattered across the images. The first part reads, "don't be a stranger!" The rest is in brackets and reads, "please linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving. please forget your scarf in my life and come back later for it." End description]

don't be a stranger!

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Detailed image description. Panels in each image listed after the text included in that image.

Image 1: "don't be a stranger!" Two panels of Hanabusa grinning widely. Yoite jumping a bit as Hanabusa holds his hands. Miharu and Yoite blushing in Hanabusa's embrace. Miharu and Yoite sitting together on a couch, while Hanabusa looks on across from them.

Image 2: "(please linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving." Hanabusa catching Miharu and Yoite by surprise outside her house. Hanabusa placing her hand on Yoite's cheek. Yoite raising an eyebrow as Hanabusa reaches for his hand. Hanabusa hugging both Miharu and Yoite on the ground outside. Hanabusa putting her hands on Miharu and Yoite's shoulders each. Hanabusa handing over Yoite's black coat to him. Hanabusa and Yoite hugging each other.

Image 3: "please forget your scarf in my life and come back later for it)." Hanabusa knitting a scarf. Yoite's gloved hand holding a scarf. Yoite looking down at his scarf he's holding. Hanabusa looking surprised while holding Yoite's hat. Miharu taking off his scarf as he stands face to face with Yoite. Miharu reaching up to wrap that scarf around Yoite's neck.

[celebrimborium]

Dropping 3 episodes at once is such an evil thing to do to gifmakers! Just saying!

(jk I love it)

[sleepii247]

Instant regret

I'm nervous now

[blitzbuckz]

[vt-scribbles]

Something seriously lacking in my art is the ability to tell a story in a single illustration.

I've gotten so used to drawing my characters standing around doing random things that I've never practiced telling a full tale/putting implications into my pieces that require more thinking/looking.

It also comes from a lower amount of details in my works by default [since I like to get pieces done fast], but I'm tired of using that as an excuse.

[thatdude-noah]

just rambling about self diagnosis and my experience with it for a second feel free to ignore

self diagnosis is such an interesting thing to me because. sometimes it is so stigmatized and looked down on, but it's such a vital part in actually getting any diagnosis. some people get lucky and other people notice their symptoms and their struggles and they're able to get a diagnosis without much effort. other people aren't that lucky. other people have mental illnesses or learning disabilities or something else that they will have to seek a diagnosis for. and in order to seek that diagnosis, these people will, to some degree, have to self diagnose first.

and then there are the obvious issues with diagnosis. not everybody is able to seek and afford a diagnosis. diagnoses are not given equally and are very hard to get if you're not a white male. sometimes getting a diagnosis is actually not beneficial to people.

but there is so much pushback against self diagnosis sometimes. and self diagnosis is becoming a more common and commonly accepted thing! but some circles are still so hellbent on official diagnoses. and admittedly, some people will self diagnose without doing proper research. some people may self diagnose because something is "trendy" or seems fun. but ultimately, this is such a small proportion of people who utilize self diagnosis. people who self diagnose, for the most part, are not hurting anybody. they're not taking any resources away. they're not invalidating professional diagnosis. they are doing it to help themselves and make their lives easier.

i am a big advocate for self diagnosis. i think it can really help people improve their quality of life. and it ultimately has no downsides in my eyes. when people are smart and mindful, self diagnosis can be so valuable. even if someone does not currently have a diagnosis, finding a group of people to relate to can be so helpful. while they may not be able to seek professional help and resources, online communities can still help control symptoms and make life better. self diagnosis receives so much pushback sometimes, but it can truly be invaluable to somebody.

[droolfang]

Curious question: is there anything you'd like to be commission for more, down the road?

if im being honest, i'd prefer not to have to open comms again for a while haha! but i never say never so

I love drawing fat characters and I'd love some more like big-but-not-immobile sized characters if that makes sense? (historically I've also been commissioned mostly for huger blob sizes which, nothing wrong with that, but can be pretty limiting in poses!) Especially any kind of pseudo-giant stuff or size diff. I dont get commed for nearly enough body horror or blood or guts imo. for fandom type stuff i would kill to draw peoples fat w*rhammer ocs

[majicmarker]

well i think the problem is that i want to write something that makes me happy, but i'm Not happy, so trying to access that feeling is... murky.

[woulddieforloki]

I kind of want to write a fic where Odin is about to banish Thor and Loki's watching it go down and the guilt is eating at him and right before Thor gets yeeted through the Bifrost, Loki yells, "IT WAS ME!" and, because that's actually words (and interesting words at that), Odin actually stops what he's doing to listen instead of just yelling a keyboard smash out loud, and Loki explains that he manipulated Thor into attacking Jotunheim, but it was never supposed to get that far and he's very sorry and it will never happen again. and he thinks he's mitigating the damage but instead Odin just banishes him instead (and he'd banish Thor too but he needs someone to take the throne and tbh what would it say about him as a dad if he has to banish all three of his kids?)

so then Loki ends up getting hit by Jane's car, except he's not an idiot so he doesn't run around screaming at the sky about being hammered and Darcy never has to taze him so he never ends up in the hospital so they're off to a good start already.

and they get to talking (and they're all very confused and operating under completely different understandings of the situation) and Loki figures out he's in Midgard entirely because they don't know what the Nine Realms are and Midgard is the only realm stupid enough not to know that. Jane mentions that they're scientists and Loki just kinda scoffs at that because scientists on Midgard are like childrens' tutors in Asgard, and Jane is equally offended and impressed.

and I choose to think that Odin never takes Loki's magic away the way he did to Thor's because he can't take it away. if he could, he would've done that before they threw him in the dungeon in TDW. so Loki still has his magic so it's pretty easy to convince them that he's a god (and honestly they're more convinced than he is because he just found out that he might possibly be Jotun?)

so they end up taking Loki with them (against Selvig's better judgment) because he sounds like a know-it-all and he ends up pretty much being a know-it-all so that works well for Jane. and actually it kinda maybe works too well? because she starts to fall in love with him and surprise, it's a Lokane fic and he starts to fall for her and they have babies and live happily ever after!

no jk idk what would happen but I'm thinking Mjolnir would still be out there so maybe Loki would go to check it out and he'd probably have better luck with it because he's magic so it's pretty easy to get everyone out of his way but he's definitely not worthy so he can't wield it but it does get them both tangled up with SHIELD probably?

idk apparently I can only thing of Lokane fic ideas if they have no ending so that's all I got lmao

[silverselfshippingchaos]

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[byanyan]

thinking about how one of byan's nicknames was originally supposed to be yanyan, hence the url byanyan, but it never caught on/stuck bc it was supposed to be specific to only certain people... so it just hasn't been a thing for three whole years but i haven't had the energy to come up with a new url

[aimarann]

I want my gf to come back home I can't sleep without her and I'm so tired I'm gonna cry

[violetsareblue-selfships]

good morning!! <333

[quiisquiliae]

To Do:

Take out trash

Do an Exercise™️

Work on blanket????

Wine???

Post dumb memes???

[somelazyassartist]

You ever just like. Have something randomly pop into your head that like causes you to spiral rapidly but then you snap out of it like 30 seconds later. Yeag