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FE3H OC: Kitt Burgess (they/them) - Academy Phase Art
Featuring some canon characters :3
cw: mild body horror for some of the images
The first part of their backstory can be found on my previous post!
I've also included some additional support and quote information under the cut :3
Dining Hall
Flayn - B/C Support
Flayn: "I do enjoy having these meals with you, Kitt. âŠThough, not so much the awkward silence."
Kitt: "Better than awkward conversation, if you ask me."
Flayn - A Support
Flayn: "You should allow me to cook something next time, Professor! Kitt here agrees, do you not?"
Kitt: "You know I always look forward to your inventions, Flayn. But let's make sure it's something that the Professor can actually digest first."
Seteth - C Support
Kitt: "Look who emerged from the office. Don't you have work to do? Some poor soul to lecture about the dangers of falling from divine grace?"
Seteth: -sigh- "So that's how it's going to be. Very well, then."
Seteth - B Support
Seteth: "There's no need for those sidelong glares, Kitt. Can we at least sit and eat together in relative civility?"
Kitt: "Oh, I don't know. Can we?"
Seteth - A Support
Kitt: "Well. I suppose it isn't so bad sharing a meal with you every now and then."
Seteth: "Any small amount of improvement is better than none at all."
Linhardt - C/B Support
Linhardt: "By the way Kitt, there is something I've been meaning to ask you-"
Kitt: "Do you really expect me to split my attention between the food on my plate and the topic you have in mind?"
Linhardt - A Support
Kitt: "I'm glad that you're chewing your food in silence, but must you stare at me all the while?"
Linhardt: "Oh, does that mean you're finally willing to hear out my questions? Wonderful."
Lysithea - C/B Support
Kitt: "I wonder if there's cake on the menu today. No? That's a shame."
Lysithea: "You could have picked some other way to poke fun at me without getting my hopes up!"
Lysithea - A Support
Kitt: "Seriously though. Why is there never any cake on the menu? I want to know what all the fuss is."
Lysithea: "Oh, alright. I'll share some of mine with you later. Then you'll finally know what you're missing."
Working Together
Flayn - C/B Support
Kitt: "If anything goes awry, I'll never hear the end of it from Seteth."
Flayn: "Then we must simply see to it that he remains blissfully unaware."
Flayn - A Support
Kitt: "You've been pulling your weight a lot more these days. You're more capable than you look."
Flayn: "Did you not think me capable to begin with? Truly, I'm hurt."
Flayn - Result
Flayn: "Did we do well? I think we did well. Please say that we did well, Professor."
Kitt: "You're not going to get any honest praise acting desperate like that."
Felix - Picking Weeds
Felix: "For someone who's always avoiding the training grounds, it's alien to see you put in this much effort."
Kitt: "Who says I'm avoiding that place? You're always there, so maybe it's you I'm treating like the plague."
Felix: "That's⊠ugh, forget it."
Felix - Clearing Rubble
Felix: "I don't get it. I never see you at training, so how are you hauling more rubble than I am?"
Kitt: "Excuse me? Sounds like you're the one who needs to train a little harder."
Felix: "Unbelievable."
Felix - Result
Kitt: "Why the sour look, Felix? We got the job done. You even helped a little."
Felix: "Hmph. I wasn't about to let you make a fool out of me."
Marianne - Cleaning Stables
C/B Support
Kitt: "Hello, Dorte. You look fine today."
Marianne: "Kitt? ...Are you talking to the horses?"
Kitt: "I've seen you do it, thought it wouldn't hurt to try."
A Support
Kitt: "Oh Dorte, we're really in it now."
Marianne: "Kitt⊠That's not Dorte."
Kitt: "âŠWait, have I been talking to the wrong horse this entire time?"
Result:
Marianne: "Um. We finished, Professor. Kitt was the one who did all the real work."
Kitt: "Oh, please. You don't expect the Professor to believe that, do you Marianne?"
Hapi
Kitt: "Just a little sigh, Hapi. Something to help us get away from all this work."
Hapi: "Watch it, Kitty-Cat. I might actually take you up on that offer."
Result
Kitt: "I'm just saying, a monster showing up would have made things a bit more exciting."
Hapi: "Would've been more of a hassle to deal with too."
Bernie - Clearing Weeds
Kitt: "Don't pick up any dangerous-looking rocks, Bernie."
Bernadetta: "Wait, r-rocks? Why rocks? Don't you mean dangerous-looking plants?"
Result
Kitt: "We're done, Professor. Bernie did really well today."
Bernadetta: "Hey, don't put me on the spot like that! Even if it means I get to have a little more creditâŠ"
Seteth - Sky Watch
C Support
Kitt: "If you're going to lecture me, Seteth, I'm just going to look the other way."
Seteth: "Actually, I was going to comment on how you seem to be putting in more effort these days. But⊠I suppose silence works just as well."
B/A Support
Kitt: "How about a race, Seteth? You and me, just like old times.
Seteth: You know I will do no such thing, Kitt. Although, I suppose if no one is lookingâŠ"
Result
Kitt: "All done, Professor. Seteth did his best today."
Seteth: "A little condescending, but I'll take it as praise regardless."
Generic Quotes
Dining Hall
Favorite: "Now that's an interesting dish. I can't wait to try it."
Regular: "Do you ever get bored eating the same old thing every day? Makes you glad for the variety here."
Disliked: "I don't hate this kind of dish⊠just feels a bit plain is all."
Gifts
Favourite: "For me? I must be dreaming!"
Regular: "I'm grateful."
Disliked: "...Is this a joke?"
Cooking
"I know a thing or two about cooking. Can't promise that our tastes align though."
"Back where I'm from, we did all of our cooking outdoors. Why don't we try something like that next time?"
Choir
"There's no need to think too much when singing. Just do what feels right."
Tea Time:
Greetings:
"I'm here, Professor."
"Hello there."
Favourite Tea: "Do you like this kind of tea, Professor? It's actually my favourite."
Expensive Tea: "Ooh, you brought the fancy stuff! For me? You shouldn't have."
Conversation Phase:
"Professor, did you know that you can use tea leaves to divine the future? Looking at your cup, I'd say⊠good fortune is heading in your direction!"
"How much do you know about Demonic Beasts, Professor? Oh. Sorry, I guess that's not something I should bring up over tea and cookies."
"You know, I often get super anxious when things are this quiet. But for some reason I feel perfectly calm when you're close by."
"I know I shouldn't skip sparring. But aren't you worried that things could get⊠I don't know, dangerous?"
"Whatever happens in this war, you're the one person I trust to set things right. Try not to let me down, okay?"
"I'm not fond of these small dorm rooms, but yours isn't so bad."
"The others may call me superstitious. But when the future is so uncertain, what's wrong with hedging your bets?"
"I try to be nice to everyone. But not too nice."
Observation Phase:
"Is my face really that fascinating to look at, Professor?"
"Just so we're clear, it's only fair that I get to stare right back at you."
"This scarf? I've had it since I can remember. I take extra care to keep it looking good as new."
"I always keep this knife around. With all due respect, Professor, you don't need to know what it's for."
Leaving:
"I had fun today. Let's do this again some time!"
Thanks for making it this far! Here is a theme song for Kitt for your troubles. :3
Fast as you can - Fiona Apple
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could you do a hannibal x reader where reader has an eating disorder (if youâre okay with it ), love your writing !!
ofc i can! i hope ur doing alright, please look after yourself đ
i personally have never had an eating disorder so excuse any mistakes i may make, constructive criticism is heavily encouraged on my works so feel free to chime in and let me know how to improve or if iâve gotten anything wrong:)
TWs: gender neutral reader, eating disorders (anorexia, bulimia, pica + BED. - i included them all. nobody gets left out. May be triggering.), toxic behaviour (hannibal is hannibal)
Hannibal with an s/o who suffers from an ED(Eating Disorder)
Base headcanons:
Hannibal knows youâre living with this long before you tell him you are, heâs been a psychiatrist for a very long while and dealt with patients suffering in similar ways many times before. He recognises your behaviour around food and attitude towards your body quite quickly
Anorexia/Bulimia
Hannibal will not, under any circumstances, mess with your food when he cooks it.
He understands that if he did, and you found out, it would worsen your condition greatly and shatter the trust between you both beyond repair
He needs to be someone you can come to in confidence and security, and feel safe with him. if you found out he had added extras to your food or messed with the calorie intake it would ruin the relationship completely.
He definitely encourages 3 meals a day, doesnât allow low calorie snacks in his cupboards unless you are absolutely starving yourself. Then he would prefer for you to eat them because at least youâre eating something.
Will not bring up body image or food with you, he knows its triggering and would hate to put you in a darker place
BED (Binge eating disorder)
BED (Binge eating disorder)
Hannibal will still try to encourage 3 meals a day, and little snacks in between.
If youâre bingeing for comfort he will attempt to figure out what exactly is bothering you, that way you can talk about it instead of turning to food and hurting yourself. He wants to resolve your trauma.
Buys in foods you either cannot binge on or can safely binge on.
Like the above disorders, Hannibal will avoid bringing up food or body image. He doesnât want it to seem like he is shaming you or trigger you.
Will not, under any circumstance, force you into a diet. You have free will in his kitchen to cook whatever youâd like or request whatever youâd like from him.
Shows you as much love as he can if you binge and are upset, he would never shame you or get upset at you for this.
Pica
A condition Hannibal knows lots about, but personally does not have firsthand experience with.
If you are neurodivergent in some way you will be given extra support and understanding from him already
Hannibal will take away small items which could be swallowed, he doesnât want you to eat them and he worries that you might choke. When he sees you with something that youâre about to eat he redirects you and encourages you to throw it away instead.
Hannibal invests in chewelry and foods that mimic non edible items, such as chocolate rocks, sweets that look like glow sticks and pop rocks that mimic fish bowl pebbles. Anything that looks lifelike, the more realistic the better.
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Honeymoon Knight / Chapter 15 - The Ideal Wedding Outfit
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Miyaji: "Hmm... I'm sorry, my lord. We ended up talking for so long..."
> "I'm glad to hear itâ
> âI had fun listeningâ
Miyaji: "I see. I'm glad to hear that."
Lato: "Fufu⊠There is one last thing I would like to add..."
> âLatoâŠ?â
> "Hm?"
Lato: "Flure, after the contest... You have changed a bit, haven't you?"
Flure: âH-have I? What's changed?"
Lato: "I don't think I'm mistaken. I sense more confidence in you now. How can I put it... You've become cooler.â
Flure: "R-really...? Th-that aside... I didn't expect the word 'cool' to come out of Lato's mouth."
Lato: "Oh? Was it inappropriateâŠ? The lord also said earlier that you were 'incredibly coolâ. I thought it was right..."
Flure: "Th-that's not what I meant. I just didn't think Lato would say it normally."
Miyaji: "I think I know what Lato's saying. From my point of view... Flure, I think you have grown through the contest and your outfit-making skills have improved. I have the impression that you're more refined than before.
Hmm... It may sound strange to compare it to when I first met you, but.... You definitely look more reliable than you used to."
> "I've been feeling like you're more reliable lately, too"
Flure: "R-really? I am... Reliable. I'm glad to hear it, my lord. I will continue to work as an outfit designer... And make nice clothes for everyone!"
> "Looking forward to it, Flure"
Flure: "Yes, leave it to me! Because I have a lot of outfits I want to make for my lord!"
Lato: "Is it... Wedding outfit?"
> âWhat?"
Flure: "Wa-wait, Lato!? What are you talking about all of a sudden!?"
Lato: "Oh, is that not it? We discussed this the other day, didn't we?"
> "The other day?"
Miyaji: "Actually, after the contest⊠Someone asked Flure to make a wedding dress."
> "Is that right, Flure?"
Flure: "Yes, that's right. I said I couldn't make it with my job as a butler... So I refused..."
> "I see"
Lato: "But at that time, Flure... looked very disappointed."
Flure: "Well... It's not everyday you get to make wedding outfits. I can't say I'm not interested...
But...! Can we not talk about this anymore? Let's get off the subject of wedding outfits.â
Muu: "Oh, right!"
> "What's wrong, Muu?"
Muu: "My lord. Why don't you ask everyone in the basement about their âideal wedding outfitâ?"
Flure: "I-ideal wedding outfit? You mean the clothes you would wear for your own wedding?"
Miyaji: "That's a bit sudden, isn't it... Why did you decide to ask?"
Muu: "Actually, I've heard many stories about marriage from the other butlers! The butler on the 3rd floor told me about their 'ideal honeymoons'... The butler on the 2nd floor told me about âwedding bouquetsâ, and the butler at the villa told me about their âviews on marriageâ!"
Miyaji: "Hmm, in short... Just like last year when you were asking around about our views on marriage... This year, are you collecting stories related to marriages?"
> "Not really collecting, though..."
Lato: "Kufufu, I see... I understand. My 'ideal wedding outfit'... If my lord wants to hear it, I will tell you."
Flure: "What? Lato, you have your ideal wedding outfit in mind?"
Lato: "Yes, I do. Would you like to hear it?
Then... Please speak first, Flure."
Flure: "What? M-me first?"
> "I'd like to hear it, Flure"
Flure: "E-even the lordâŠ
âŠI understand. If the lord says so, I will speak.â
Thus, I had them telling me about their 'ideal wedding outfit'.
Flure: âErr... First of all, let me say... I don't have a concrete image of my 'ideal wedding outfit'... I don't have anything in mind yet."
Lato: "Oh? Quite surprising, isn't it? I thought you had already decided on a detailed design."
> "Yes, it's unexpected...."
Flure: "Because wedding outfits... are meant to be worn in pairs... So... I'd like to get my partner's opinion for the specific details."
> "I see"
Flure: "I think a wedding is something that is made by two people... No matter how much I like making clothes... I don't want to force my ideas on my partner."
> âThat's so sweet of you, Flure"
Flure: "Thank you for the compliment, my lord. Marriage is about spending a lot of time together. I think it's important to give proper respect to them. So.... I don't know if this is good enough as my answer, but.... My ideal wedding clothes would be 'what they want to wear'."
> "I think it's lovely"
Flure: "Thank you. I am glad to hear you say so, my lord."
Miyaji: "Yeah... The lord is right. It was a great story, showing compassion for your partner."
Lato: "Kufufu... Flure is very kind, after all. Now, for the next one... Prof. Miyaji, please."
Miyaji: "Oh, me?"
> "Tell us, Miyaji.â
Miyaji: "Understood. I don't think it'll be anything significant, but if it's okay with you, I'll talk about my 'ideal wedding outfit.'
When it comes to the design... Like Flure, I want to respect my partner's opinion. However, there's one thing I won't compromise on."
> "Something you won't compromise on?"
Miyaji: "Yeah... Well, that would be... having Flure make it."
Flure: "Huh? You'd like me to make it?"
Miyaji: "Yeah, that's right. The outfit for my beloved partner... I want it made by my dear comrade. The partner wearing the wedding outfit made by Flure... will surely be the most enchanting in the world."
Flure: "Prof. Miyaji... Thank you! I'll make the best wedding dress!"
Miyaji: "Thank you, Flure."
Flure: "By the way, Prof. Miyaji, you mentioned respecting your partner's opinion, but... are there no requests from your side?"
Miyaji: "Hmm... well... if I have to say... I prefer my clothes not to stand out too much."
> "Even though it's your wedding?"
Miyaji: "Yeah, to be honest... I don't want too much attention.â
> âI seeâ
Miyaji: âThat's in my nature... or you could say, my philosophy. Let my partner be the center of attention; I'm fine with that. I just want to be the one quietly supporting."
> âMiyaji..."
Miyaji: "This applies not only to the wedding, but also to our life together. In the story of our time together, the protagonist should always be my partner. I think I'm fine in being there to quietly support them."
> "Really?"
Miyaji: "Saying this might make it sound like excessive self-sacrifice, but it's not that. I've lived long enough. I don't have strong desires about how I want things for myself or expecting certain things from others. I find happiness in what brings joy to my partnerâŠ
Oops, we were talking about the ideal wedding outfit, but I got a bit sidetracked. I apologize for rambling on."
> "Thank you for sharing"
Miyaji: "No, thank you for listening, my lord."
Lato: "It's a wonderful and fitting thought, Prof. Miyaji."
Miyaji: "Lato⊠Thank you."
Lato: "Kufufu... speaking of which, it seems Prof. Miyaji's ideal also involves âclothes made by Flureâ."
Flure: "Wait? Did you just say 'Prof. Miyaji alsoâ?"
Lato: "Yes, I did. Because, my âideal wedding outfitâ is also... the clothes made by Flure."
Flure: "Y-you too, Lato?"
> "You're quite popular, Flure"
Flure: "Um⊠yes, I guess�"
Lato: "Oh? You seem puzzled, Flure. The outfit for my dear partner... I want my precious little brother to make it. It's only natural as an older brother, right? My little brother, taking into account my partner's opinions... will surely create a splendid outfitâŠ"
Flure: "Well... of course, I don't mind⊠But do you really not have any ideas for your own wedding outfits, Lato?"
Lato: "Well... I do have. However... I won't say it because my partner wouldn't accept it."
Flure: "Hmm... that makes me curious..."
> "Can you share with us?"
Lato: "Hmm... if the lord insists, I can't refuse. My ideal for the wedding outfit is... not about design or appearance. I want to leave it entirely to my partner and Flure."
> "Huh? Is that so?"
Lato: "My request is about the wedding outfit's handling."
Flure: " âHandlingâ? What do you mean?"
Lato: "After my partner wears the wedding outfit at our wedding ceremony... I want it to be buried without a trace under my supervision."
Flure: "B-buried? W-why?"
Lato: "No matter how beautiful the wedding outfit is... I only want my dear partner to wear it once... If the wedding outfit remains... it means they can wear it again."
Flure: "So, you're saying, you'll ruin the outfit I made?"
Lato: "Yes, that's right. However, I intend to collect the torn fabric properly."
Flure: "Sigh... Prof. Miyaji, Lato is saying strange things again."
Miyaji: "Hmm... Well, we can't deny it if that's Lato's wish."
> "In a way, it's very much like Lato?"
Lato: "Kufufu... Thank you for your compliment."
Flure: "I don't think anyone complimented you, though..."
Muu: "A-anyway...! I had fun listening to everyone's stories!"
Flure: "It was fun, but... um..."
Miyaji: "Oh... Flure, what's wrong?"
Flure: "Well, it's just... listening to everyone's stories... I really want to make wedding outfits now. And I feel like seeing various wedding dresses for reference⊠Tisailles is a fashion city, and there are shops that deal with wedding dresses."
> âI also wanna see thoseâ
> "That might be interesting."
Miyaji: "Hmm... I see. In that case, how about we go to a shop that deals with wedding dresses right now? I remember there being a specialized shop on the other street."
> "Flure, want to go check it out?"
Flure: "Yes! Let's go together, my lord!"
And so, guided by Miyaji, we headed towards a shop that specializes in wedding dresses.
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THREE YOUTUBE VIDEOS I AM LOOKING FOR HELP ME FIND THEM
There are three (unrelated) youtube videos that I've been looking for for many, many years. I have applied the fullest extend of my search engine knowledge to locate these videos and have not been able to do so. If you know of any of these videos or could help me find them, please let me know.
The first video I'm looking for is actually a series, a Minecraft let's play uploaded probably around 2010 or 2011. All I remember is that the uploader had "23" in their username, and at one point in the series planted "twenty trees" outside of their Minecraft house in reference to this fact. I may have gotten some detail wrong, but that's the gist of itâI remember very clearly the phrase "twenty trees" spoken in the uploader's British accent and their repeated reference to it. This would have also been one of the earlier Minecraft let's plays on youtube; IIRC it was obscure enough at this point that the user has to explain the basic gameplay of Minecraft in the first episode, as the audience can't be expected to know.
The second video I'm looking for was also uploaded around 2010 or so (give or take a few years), by a guy talking about studying Latin and Ancient Greek. The guy had several videos about this topic on his channel, and the details I remember are as follows. In one video, he states that he learned Ancient Greek because he read a bad translation of the Iliad or the Odyssey (can't remember which; could have been another Greek or Latin epic maybe) and upon learning how wrong the translator had gotten things, vowed to never read another book in translation again. In another video, he talks about how much his Latin was improved by reading though Lingua Latina by Hans Ărberg, and how it did more for him than any traditional Latin textbook. In another video, he responded to angry comments that had been accusing him of pronouncing Latin wrong because he dropped the 't' in the word 'Latin' when speaking English; he clarified that he never dropped the 't' when speaking Latin itself and that this was just a feature of his particular English dialect. The videos were recorded in an amateurish style in this guy's house, with little editing and not especially good camera or audio equipment. As far as I can remember it wasn't like, grainy or anything, just typical of the era in being essentially very low production quality. Basically just this guy standing in front of a wall in his house talking about language learning. He may also have been studying Sanskrit, idk. I think I initially found him by googling "book like Lingua Latina for Sanskrit" or something to that effect; no such book really exists but he may have had a video discussing the topic? But don't quote me on that, it might be an inaccurate memory.
Ok, the last video I'm looking for is a specific remix of one of the songs from the anime film Your Name, uploaded in 2017 or 2018. This is the most likely of the three to actually have been taken down imo, for copyright reasons. I can't remember which song it was a remix of, maybe Zenzenzense or Nandemonaiya. I think I found it initially in one of youtube's auto-generated playlists after listening to a bunch of the music from that movie. I don't know enough about music theory or whatever to actually describe what the remix was like, but I know that the video had a background image that was fanart of the two main characters looking up at the sky, in which (I think) the comet from the movie was visible. The characters where relatively small and the view of the sky was quite large. I think the fanart was in a slightly more cutesy style than the actual art of the movie, although not to the degree of being chibi or anything.
If any of you happen to know of any of these videos, please let me know! I have been searching and searching!
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I really want to get into art and drawâhow did you start, and how did you get to where you are today? Iâm stuck, have no idea where to begin. I almost bought Procreate for my ipad, but realized I would have been way in over my head (Iâve never done anything at all with any art programs ._.)
Ah! How wonderful that you want to learn how to draw!
I started to draw when I was very young, but don't let that stop you! Starting now just means that you probably can have more discipline and learn faster than just drawing as a kid that can't really tell what's wrong with their drawings (that was me).
Naturally, I started drawing on traditional, in notebooks, with pencils and pens, but I can't really say if it's better to start learning one way or another...
What I can recommend to you, is to start drawing things that you love or you'd love to learn to draw. Favorite characters? Nature? Buildings? Animals? Then start searching for tutorials that can help you to learn based on that.
For example, if you like certain characters and you're interested in drawing them, you can search for tutorials on how to draw a human body (or a bust), if it's cartoon/comic/anime what you want, or if it's realism, maybe you even can find a tutorial about that specific character.
To be honest, I don't watch a lot of tutorials, that really isn't for me I guess, after all these years and I haven't learned to sit down and watch a video to learn...
But you do what's best for you! If you're like me and don't like watching video tutorials, then you can check tips in the internet, steps by steps, other's artists process... You learn to see the details and shapes in things! and pick them up
Now, I warn you, learning it that way will probably be slower đ
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What I always insist with my friends (specially those that draw cartoon/comic/anime things) is to draw something original, not just copying an image. (That well, that is fine to start somewhere, you can learn basic shapes and understand a style, but if you keep doing it, you won't learn to do it yourself, and you won't have a style yourself, you'll just be good at copying images).
Don't feel pressured about making it perfect the first times, it might take you months, or even more to feel that something is decent enough for you. The trick is not to give up! A lot of the people that I know that stopped drawing didn't do it because it was hard, but because they're weren't learning 'fast' enough.
(This was me when I was like... 12 years old, I think?)
(And I think I was 16-17 years old when I drew this)
(And here's a sketch from 1 or 2 months ago, didn't mean for it to be a redraw, but it kinda looks like one, right? haha)
Art is a long long journey, one that you probably won't see the end of it, since you can always learn something new (I'm still learning and improving myself)
Maybe you'll notice more improvement in some areas than others (like, for the style I use in the last two images, doesn't seem like a lot changed, but the coloring! and also the time it took me to finish it, learning to draw something faster is also an improvement!, besides, what you can't see in that specific comparison is that I learned how to draw another style that I couldn't dream of achieving when I was 16 years old)
So, draw what you love! And is ok if what you love changes eventually
Just keep creating! (And please do not fall for that beginner tip about drawing everyday! Is not about exhausting yourself, is about learning something new when you try to draw something! Is also ok to find a comfort thing to keep drawing, you can also have breaks and just create to create, don't feel bad if is not always something newâ€)
Wish you a beautiful journey creating art! â€
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â a reminder to take a good care of yourself! when the world is already pretty harsh to everybody, itâs a good reason for you to treat yourself well. itâs the least you can do for yourself, itâs something that will surely help with everything.
â stay hydrated. it does sound easy and simple, thatâs why itâs an obligation! i donât have to explain further for this one, do i? ;]
â be kind to everyone; and in this matter, to yourself too! your feelings are valid so i hope you donât question your worth thinking itâs never enough. you are you, you are the one who knows yourself best, you are the one who decides your value. do yourself good so you can treat everyone well too!Â
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tags: ntr, reader cheating on irrelevant bf, dubconish
you were dating your childhood best friend kaisuke. he was truly a great guy! sweet, kind, a great listener, and more than anything, head over heels with you.
his words were sweet, his kisses even sweeter. on the surface, there was nothing wrong with him⊠but if you were being honest, his dick was too small and he just couldnât fuck you right.
you were each otherâs first, so you understood at first, but⊠three months later and no gentle instruction was getting him to improve. but you arenât a slut, you chide yourself. you were fine with mediocre â at best â sex!
âyouâre not a slut!â you whisper to yourself, eyebrows furrowed as you continue to scrub scrub the dirty dishes in the sink. âyouâre not!â
âyouâre not what?â a sharp voice interrupts your thoughts. you freeze, the voice deep, raspy, and smooth against your spine.
you turn to see red eyes looking at you curiously, but a face set with an overconfident, asshole smirk.
ânothing, bakugou.â you huff, turning back to the dishes, and proceed to think about how you could best implement a way to teach kaisuke how to fuck you correctly. he was going to pick you up from work tonight after your shift, claiming that a beautiful girl like you shouldnât walk home at night, maybe you couldâ
âwhat are you doing?!â
the skirt you wore was flipped upward, large hands lingering against your ass, and a sharp snap of your thong against your ass.
you move to twist around and shriek, ready to physically fight your same age manager, but instead his much larger, stronger body is pressed against you. a hand slipping between your trembling thighs and the other shutting off the water before grazing your chest.
âyouâre not a slut, hah?â bakugou whispers in your ear, calloused fingers drawing fire against your skin. âyou seem pretty unsure about that.â
âlet go of me!â you yell, shoving your back against his body, but he doesnât even budge a millimeter. the counter presses into your thighs, and even though you twist to try and slam your heel on his toes, youâ âletâ!â oh.
something hot, heavy, thick, and impossibly large presses against your ass.
âhmmmmmm?â bakugou rasps, hips grinding slowly, intentionally against you. âlet what? do you need something, slut?â
your throat constricts, and you can feel your mouth water at the feeling of the giant dick pressing into your back. your back arches against your will, images of what it would feel like to have that in youâ no! you snap straight. you were in a loving relationship. you loved kaisuke!
âiâm in a relationship with kaisuââ
âoh please, I know exactly who youâre dating,â bakugou states, hans finally slipping under your thong to press against dripping wet folds. âI know why youâre so fucking dissatisfied.â
âiâm n-not, ahhhnnâ Iâm NOT disssaaaaaatified with kaisuke!!!â you whine, head snapping against his chest as thick rough fingers sink into your pussy. you have half a thought that his fingers are more filling than kaisukeâs dick. his fingers begin to thrust up into you, and you begin grinding down on him.
âwe went to high school together, remember? gym and the sauna, trust me, sweetheart, I know what heâs packing.â bakugou chuckles against your neck, teeth nipping and running against your budding skin. âno wonder why you were thinking of a plan to get him to fuck you correctly.â
âhow did youââ
âyou mumble so loudly,â bakugou snorts, his fingers pausing in their thrusting conquest, leaving you trembling and whining. but youâre at a point where you donât know if you say fuck it and finish whatâs already started, or just leave. âhow about I help you out, hm?â
âwâŠwhat?â you ask, eyes rolling backward as his thumb teases and presses smooth rolling circles against your clit, and the other hand that had under your shirt and tugging at swollen, puffy nipples leaving your body. âbakuââ
the sound of a lowering zipper rings loudly in your ear, as well as the slicked, throbbing head of his dick pressed between your asscheeks.
âwhat do you say?â
âŠ
youâre not sure how long the two of you go at it, the way that his cock pounded into you at different angles, different position, different power, speed, and intention. his girth makes your head spin, but the length of his dick is known with everytime his head kisses your cervix.
what started off as protected sex evolved into bareback sex. he fucked against the cabinets, on the floor. it was humiliating, hot, sexy, the best fucking sex youâve ever had. his skin is hot and sweaty against your body, youâve cum so much youâre completely overstimulated, but itâs not enough.
âright there, bakugou!â you shriek, finger scraping down his back. âyes yes yes yes yesyes!!â
âfuck, youâre crazy,â bakugou grunts, still fucking you with insane stamina and control. âfucking cumslut if iâve everâ fuck!â
you giggle almost insanely, loopy and euphoric as you clench greatly against him. his twitching throbbing cock in you nothing more than an amazing reminder of what you were doing. you canât believe you ever thought kaisuke was enough. heâs not enough. because this was what you needed, what you wanted. what you craved.
âtell me what I want to hear,â bakugou grunts in your ear.
ânoooo,â you deny, arms unwrapping from his broad back to cover your flushed cheeks. âI canât! my heart belongs to kaisuke still!â
âoh?â he asks, hips coming to a halt immediately. he hums and looks to the side, grabbing something from the floor. âthatâs fine then.â
you remove your arms from your eyes, confused at what he was saying and desperate to get him to fuck you again.
âjust donât let him know that just because he owns your heart, doesnât mean that he has your fucking pussy.â
âw-whaâ?â
something presses against your ear, and your stomach goes queasy for just a moment when a voice rings from the phone katsuki has pressed against your ear.
âhello? y/n-chan?â
âk-kaisuke!â
âiâm outside your job right now, are you almost done?â
your eyes widen, you had forgotten he was coming to pick you up!
âo-oh yes, iâm just finishING!â you shriek when bakugou suddenly begins fucking into you, his free hand rubbing figure eights into your clit almost as vigorously when he made you squirt earlier.
âare you okay?!â kaisuke asks worriedly, and you can almost see him moving to get out of the car.
âI-Iâmâ ohâŠâ
bakugou leans down, pressing close against you and abandoning your clit for a moment to raise one of your hands to hold the phone for him. your arms tremble under its weight when hot breathes fan against your unattended ear. âdonât let him find out.â
you can barely let out a whine, shaking your head to not consent before he begins his earlier conquests.
âiâm okay!â you say quickly, the feeling of his balls slapping against your ass infuriating and maddening. âb-bakugou just has me doing eeextra chores!â
âah⊠I seeâŠâ come kaisukeâs answer, nearly matched with bakugous breathy chuckle. âI hope nothing too bad!â
you laugh, trying to agree but itâs hard to keep up with your loving boyfriends conversation.
bakugou continues fucking you like your pleasure, the ability to make the coil in your stomach as tight and hot as possible, to make sure your curled toes could never curl again without the thought of him fucking you like a madman, was on stake.
you realized then, as you whined into bakugous sweaty throat, his fingers bruising your hips and teeth marking any exposed piece of flesh he could find, kaisuke could never do this.
your pussy and your heart would belong to bakugou. only bakugou.
âI love you,â you whimper, eyes dazed and so far away as you cum on katsukis dick. your words feed to kaisuke but meant for bakugou. and even though bakugou knew most of the conversation wasnât for him, that piece was for him. the smirk blazing into your memory said so.
âah! y/n-chan! i love you too! um.. well, get done quickly, iâmââ
bakugou hangs up the call immediately.
âyou love me, hm?â he laughs, haughty and downright sinful. âI knew I could prove that fact to you, slut.â
kaisuke would drive you home that night. unaware of bakugous cum stuffed into your swollen, bruised pussy that slowly leaked out with each passing minute. you were practically sparkling as you sat in the passenger seat, unaware of kaisuke talking sweetly to you about how much he loved you too.
after all, you were reading a text from bakugou that was just a picture of his dick, already hard again, veins bulging and beautiful.
bakugou k.
[let me know when that extra is gone so I can come fuck you again sweetheart. let me be your new man.]
you giggle.
[come by in 20!]
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SPOILERS FOR 112!!!
Also sorry for any gramatical errors!
Ok, I am back again. The recent chapter was actually not bad and it feels great that this (ark? Intermission?) story bit is finally over and we can move on. While there are things I find questionable, I don't feel like said things are anything we haven't seen out of this story (it's one of those things I think everyone became sort of jaded to). What I am about to talk about is also in the category of "not surprised anymore", but I need to get this off my chest :
The family of Ons is forced to the point it's uncomfortable.
Right now, it feels more like a cult, with Yuu as the leader.
I have to admit that the way the decision in chapter 112 was handled is what triggered me to write this, but keep in mind, this post is the frustration accumulated after multiple instances of the story shoving family in our faces as a reason to just not ask questions. Accepting Guren in the squad is not my concern, I don't have a problem with that, it's the way it was handled that bothers me.
I will repeat, this post is not supposed to offend anyone, it is just a way-too-detailed analysis of the concept of family in ons and how I think the scene could have been improved! This is a little(big) creative exercise , so don't take it too seriously!
In this post I will elaborate on what I think would have been interesting to see out of everyone and if you disagree or have other ideas please let me know! It would be really cool to see how others think this scene could have been improved! Or maybe you think that the scene is good the way it is and that is also cool!
The way this issue could have been fixed here is give them a reaction other than complete trust before agreeing with Yuu. Maybe have them mention something about keeping an eye on the adults or how they are only doing this for Yuu or maybe have someone comment on how Yuu is being brash. I think this would've shown us the found family aspect better, as well as develop the shinoa squad more, you can tell a lot about a perosn by just their reactions. Show them interact for more than 2 sentences, show them discuss the situation, show them argue, you know, like a family. Like the thing this story is preaching about. Ons is trying to present the image of a perfect family whose members always get along with each other, but it is simply not possible. Family is about accepting each-others flaws, but it also means calling someone out when they are in the wrong, it means disagreeing on things but caring for the other in spite of said disagreements.
Show Kimizuki be aprrehensive. No matter what Guren did for him during his days in the army, his sister just DIED, it would be understandable if Shiho was not in his right mind. He is the most grounded, logical, person in his squad, but when desperate/angered enough he loses all composure. Further imply that here, show him trying his damn hardest not to start a fight, make him actively voice everyone's doubts. If there is going to be any lashing out, it is probably going to be because of him. "Are you really going to trust him after everything he just addmitted to? I know you are an idiot but come on, you can't be this dense. "
Yoichi should be more hesitant. In the chapter he did show signs of nervousness, but it felt a little too casual considering the situation. We know Yoichi is soft-spoken and cheerful, but one of the most important things about his character is that it is all a facade and that he is actually quite angry and violent on the inside. Show him be hesitant, not in a casual way, but in a quiet debate sort of way. He is wondering if it is worth the worry. His eyes are fixed on the ground, trying to fight the incoming tears. Should he trust him after everything he found out? Was everything just a big lie? Should he just take his revenge right there?
Shinoa is the silent rage. All her life, Shinoa has been alone, she had to fend only for herself and so developed a tehnique that is supposed to help her survive, but also cope with everything. Her character ark is about overcoming that. What if here, due to the stress, just for a moment, she tries to revert to her old ways. Show her struggle for a second to understand what she is feeling because dwelling on emotions, let alone bad ones, has never been her thing and now that they are running freely she doesn't know how to reign herself in anymore. Show her mumble under her breath, mouth agape, eyes scrutinizing. she knew from the begining, but hearing it out-loud? That was a whole other experience.
Mitsuba rails everyone in. As the one with more experience in the army and with no emotional conection with Guren and Mahiru and well, the people involved in the plan, she is probably the voice of reason, the only one who can stay partially objective. The one who knows that panicking and lashing out is not going to help, but just blindly trusting whatever would also be very wrong. She knows that they need to talk as a squad, decide their options, take a decision and hopefully later do some damage control in the mental and emotional field. She rails everyone in, breaks the fight. "Everyone, shut up for a second, Yuu, get over here".
And the cherry on top, Yuu's confidence slowly being crushed as he looks at his friends. He is not surprised that Kimizuki is being a dick and is about to argue back until he sees Shinoa's judging eyes looking behinde him and then back to him and then behinde him again and that is the first blow. He looks at Yoichi for support becauze he understands, Yoichi always understands, but all he receives is a watery gaze and a silent apology and that is the second blow. He tries to look for Mika out of habit, only for the weight on his hip to suddenly feel heavier, a reminder, and that is the third blow.
And here is where they have to get over everything and talk. They have to overcome this as a family, in spite of their flaws and differences.
Anyways, I really like angst, can you tell?
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BnHA Chapter 299: No Chains Left
Previously on BnHA: Horikoshi was all âand then AFO broke out all of the inmates from six other prisons and took a nap. well anyways, hereâs the hospital angst.â Kacchan woke up two days later and was all, âWAIT BUT HOW ARE DEKU AND TODOROKI AND ALL OF THE OTHER CHARACTERS EXCEPT IIDA DOINGâ and then we cut to Shoutoâs room where the other U.A. kids were sitting around being Mutually Traumatized and giving each other moral support and such. Everyone was alll, â...â, and then the rest of the Todofam showed up, INCLUDING POSSIBLY REI?! which, omg. The chapter ended with Kacchan STOMPING THROUGH THE HALLS all âWHADDYA MEAN DEKU HASNâT WOKEN UP YETâ, dragging along Satou and Mineta behind him, fueled by the power of ALL OF THE FUCKS HE NOW GIVES. He gives so many fucks now you guys. This boy cares so much he can probably deduct it on his taxes.
Today on BnHA: SPEAKING OF PEOPLE WHO GIVE A LOT OF FUCKS, the story cuts abruptly to Hawks, freshly recovering from his near-death experience, and pondering the threads that have weaved the tapestry of his life and led him to this moment. Basically he grew up in poverty with his Jerk Dad and Jerk Mom until his dad got arrested one day and his mom sent him off to go Find Money Or Something, and so he rescued a busload of people and found himself a new career. Back in the present day, Hawks and Jeanist ride around town in Jeanistâs Jamborghini having awkward encounters with civilians in a country on the brink of social collapse, and visiting Hawksâs motherâs home. Hawks is all âI know from an outsiderâs perspective it must look like my life currently sucks, but now that the HPSC is gone, my public image is shot, and my parents are finally out of my life, Iâm actually feeling SURPRISINGLY GOOD.â Anyway so heâs gonna go meet up with Endeavor now, and p.s. this chapter was fucking fantastic though, damn.
oh my god?? is this Hawks narration?? something about him growing up watching the heroes on TV and thinking of them as fictional characters
okay I scrolled down a little bit more to see the rest of that âKeigoâ panel, and wow
this is basically a shed. poor boy definitely grew up rough. let me tell you guys, I came in here ready for some BakuDeku shenanigans; I was not prepared for Hawks Flashback Angst. I AM HERE FOR IT, but also wow I gotta brace myself now lol
HELLO MISTER HAWKSâS JERK DAD, SIR
BnHA sure does have an array of Jerk Dads, doesnât it. makes me appreciate characters like Masaru and JirouDad all the more for bucking the trend
anyway. so Horikoshi, you really thought that one itty bitty chapter of hospital catharsis would be enough to calm us all before you went right back to showing us child abuse huh. my god man can we rest
BABY HAWKS
swear to god this kid canât be more than five or six, and yet he has this completely blank look on his face even with his dad looming over him being all threatening and shit. like heâs shut down his emotions to protect himself. imagine what has to happen to a child for him to have learned this at such a young age. fuck
AND MEANWHILE THIS GUY
donât mingle with humans?? not âotherâ humans, just humans?? what is this implying here?? and also holy shit Hawks definitely didnât inherit his looks from his dad orz
then again he doesnât really bear much of a resemblance to his strung-out mom here either
omg omg omg. and this child is basically trapped here in this environment with these two people. this explains a SHITLOAD about Hawksâs personality though you guys. his ability to completely separate his real thoughts from the face he presents to the outside world. his pragmatic approach to analyzing and solving problems. his layers of emotional walls. turns out almost none of that came from the HPSC training -- that was all learned hands-on in his own personal do-or-die survival nightmare childhood!! oh, boy
and small wonder then that he latched on to Endeavor so strongly if he really is the one who brought down his dad and inadvertently saved him from this. also, just putting this out there, I know people are always talking about him and Dabi being foils, and I think itâs very interesting how Touya grew up in a household where he saw firsthand the dark side of hero society, and so ended up becoming a villain in order to bring it down. whereas young Keigo had almost the exact opposite experience, growing up experiencing the dark side of villain society and becoming a hero in order to bring about a world where no one else has to experience that. just. both of them are so determined not to become their fathers. some interesting parallels there
so Hawks was sort of an accident after his parents had âthanks for helping me not get caught after I killed that guyâ sex, and now this little boy is growing up in squalor and being beaten by his father for things like Sitting In The Wrong Out-Of-The-Way Corner Trying Not To Be A Bother To Anybody. holy fuck. this is so rough to read through you guys
wait so does Jerk Dad have a an eyeball manipulation quirk?? because he doesnât have the wings like his son, but wth are these things??
this presumably also means that Keigo has never been to school or anything either. he basically doesnât exist. he thinks heroes are fictional characters, he doesnât realize that theyâre real people. these are people who could help him if he could escape and find them, but he doesnât know, and they donât know about him
OH MY GOD HEâS JUST SITTING IN HIS CORNER HUGGLING HIS ENDEAVOR PLUSH OH MY GOD
how could this child possibly have an anti-fandom when heâs done NOTHING WRONG HIS ENTIRE LIFE. huh. just explain that to me. lol I mean Iâm not looking to pick a fight with anyone, but also, MAYBE I AM, idk?? this kid has gotten me all riled up lmao
anyways, Protect Keigo 2021, and thank you Horikoshi for these three very terrible pages. I am pleased to inform you that youâve effectively gotten your point across and you may now commence saving this kid already
YAY
oh no, Keigoâs dumbass jerk dad tried to steal a car and the popo nabbed his ass and now his mom canât just sit around neglecting her VERY YOUNG SON all day long, oh horrors. sorry lady my tiny violin is on backorder. just imagine that Iâm playing a very sarcastic song on it for you
anyway so what are you gonna do now, abandon him? I can hardly imagine heâd be worse off, if anything it might be a near-instant improvement
LMAO HEâS ALL âWAIT WHAT ENDEAVORâS A REAL FUCKING DUDE?!â
AND THEY SAY THAT A HERO CAN SAVE US~~~~ IâM NOT GONNA STAND HERE AND WAAAAAIT~~~~~ IâLL HOLD ONTO THE WINGS OF THE EAGLES, WATCH AS WE ALL FLY AWAAAAAAY~~~~
lol what a randomly pivotal moment in his young life. TIME TO GO MAKE THESE MEMES INTO DREAMS YOUNG ONE
anyway so his mom freaked out and grabbed him and they wound up at a train station with her TELLING HIM TO GO GET HER SOME MONEY, oh my god. SURE MOM LEMME JUST WALTZ RIGHT ON DOWN TO THE âJOBS FOR FIVE-YEAR-OLDSâ STORE AND TELL THEM I NEED SOME CASH. ffff manifesting someone to come help him in 3... 2...
...
SIGH, JUST GO RESCUE THE PEOPLE FROM THE BUS, KEIGO. is this the outfit he was wearing when that happened?? it must be, right?? I canât imagine them surviving more than a couple days out here unless this starts getting REALLY dark in a way I know that even Horikoshi wonât explore, so yeah. cut to the HPSC now please. never thought weâd be glad to see them. I mean sure, it may be an âout of the frying pan...â case, but good god
THANK YOU!!
and I guess it was his momâs eyeball quirk then. anyway, whatever, see you again never, hopefully. lol oh man. thaaaat, was upsetting. need to center myself here for a sec. NAMASTE
OH YAY THE PRESENT
so we cut from Baby Hawks Angst straight to Present Day Hawks Angst, huh. not that this exhausted and traumatized lil lad isnât still a baby to me too, Iâll have you know
BEST JEANIST, ALWAYS WITH THE JOKES
âWHEW, THOUGHT YOU DIED ON ME FOR A SEC THERE KID.â lmao. Caleb will no doubt ruin this by making his word choice all stiffly formal as usual, so Iâm just going to treasure this âWOULD YOU LOOK AT THAT, IâM FRESH OUT OF FUCKSâ version of Jeanist while I can
look at him, driving his Jeanistmobile
again, is it any wonder Kacchan was bitching about Endeavorâs dinky little car when he was used to riding around town in style like this. anyone else staring at this panel trying to figure out how this car is somehow secretly made of jeans
NOOOOO
FUCK YOU DABI LMAO. PUTTING THESE VOICE ACTORS OUT OF A JOB ONE BY ONE
anyway so Jeanist is all âGOOD THING ITâS THE FUTURE AND WEâRE SO GOOD AT MEDICAL SCIENCEâ to handwave how Hawks went from one step shy of being a very handsome corpse, to sitting around texting Jeanist in a car all of two days later
OH MY GOD, AND FINALLY AN EXPLANATION FOR THIS
wait a minute. Iâm so confused lmfao. soooo, was Hawks all âanyway, hereâs Jeanistâs dead body, you can examine it but please donât look at him too closely and also Iâm gonna need that back unharmed.â how tf did you pull that off lmao
(ETA: also isnât this technically confirmation of the olâ Noumu Jeanist theory lol. Iâm gonna go ahead and say it is.)
NO BUT PLEASE, CONTINUE. I unironically love reading Horikoshiâs overly convoluted âSEE ITâS NOT A PLOT HOLEâ explanations
lkldslfk so wait, youâre telling me Hawks convinced Dabi and the League to put Jeanistâs body in storage, and basically just hoped they wouldnât use him for any experiments until he could put his plan into action and have the HPSCâs people break in and find and revive him?? WHAT COULD POSSIBLY GO WRONG. A FOOLPROOF PLAN IF IâVE EVER HEARD ONE
fff this man really asked Jeanist to risk it all to prop up his little cover story, and Jeanist was all âsure why notâ omfg. anyways, thanks for recapping all of this out loud for no particular reason in your car conversation you two
LMAO NOW WHAT
TROUBLE YOU SAY? GOOD THING THE NEW NUMBER ONE HERO IS ON THE JOB THEN
okay no itâs just some random thugs strolling around terrorizing the downtown. fuck âem. so Jeanist is making short work of them now
uh oh
wonât come? not canât, but wonât?? what???
WOW
well I guess that makes the local heroes A BUNCH OF SHITHEADS now doesnât it?? jesus
and okay, serious question, if the cops are spread too thin and the heroes have literally walked out on the job, what exactly is stopping everyone from deciding to use their quirks to defend themselves, legal or not? nothing, as far as I can tell. society just got a hell of a lot more chaotic
anyway so this is an interesting panel here
man, Dabi really did pull it off, didnât he. well anyway so hereâs that better world all of the villains were wanting, you guys! isnât it so great?? everyoneâs terrified and angry and losing hope and society is inches away from collapsing into total anarchy! but hey, at least we exposed the number one hero as a hypocrite
anyway so what are these guys up to
fucking hell, heâs visiting his mom. I really wasnât prepared to commit this much emotional energy towards reading this chapter today. BUT VERY WELL, WE PRESS ON
?? wait sheâs not there?
is this supposed to explain how Dabi knew who Hawks really was? except that thereâs the little matter of how he even know where to find his mother in the first place. feels like weâre still missing something there, but oh well
OH MY GOD
RHA I TAKE BACK EVERY WORD I EVER SPOKE AGAINST YOU. YOU ARE A SCANLATION GROUP FILLED WITH ANGELS LMAO. I WILL TAKE THIS PANEL IN MY HANDS, AND TREASURE IT AND KEEP IT SAFE
ANYWAY, BECAUSE MY TIRED BIRD SONâS LIFE SUCKED SO MUCH ALREADY, IT TURNS OUT HEâS ACTUALLY PLEASED WITH THIS NEW TURN OF EVENTS LOL HOW ABOUT THAT
GOOD FOR YOU BBY. YOU GO OUT THERE AND BE YOUR OWN PERSON
and in all seriousness, I love that identity he chooses -- chooses, because it actually is him making a choice now, possibly for the very first time in his life -- is âguy who helps peopleâ, though. it really is nothing short of miraculous that he held on to that kind of optimism and desire to do good even with everything heâs been through. there were so many times he could have chosen to turn his back on the world in retaliation for the way it treated him. but he didnât!! and here he is now, finally free, and what he wants to do with the rest of his life now is simply to help others. anyway please excuse me for a moment, I need to go find some sort of basket or a big vase to put all of my fresh new Hawks Feels in, pardonne-moi
YEAH BOIIIIII
âFIRST ORDER OF BUSINESS, MISTER JEANIST, WHERE DID YOU FIND YOUSELF THAT SWEETASS CAR.â hey, all Iâm saying is if this boyâs wings really arenât growing back, heâs gonna need to find himself a new means of transportation yâknow?
oh my god you guys itâs a flashback to his mom buying him the Endeavor plushie when he was like two because, and I quote, ALL MIGHT WAS TOO EXPENSIVE
oh my god oh my god. my boy out here with a new lease on life finding hope in the darkest of times
wasnât your throat supposed to be all fucked up lmao. Horikoshi was suddenly all âoh shit the VAs are gonna be pissed at me if I keep this up huhâ
âthatâs why Bubaigawara was such a great guyâ motherfucker IT IS A TERRIBLE DAY FOR RAIN. FORECAST SAID NOTHING ABOUT THIS
:â)
yes maâam. yes indeed. confirmed, I really will straight up fight some motherfuckers for this child. well not really, but YOU KEEP YOUR DISCOURSE OFF MY LAWN AND OUT OF MY BLOG YOU HEAR. THIS IS A HAWKS-FRIENDLY SPACE. WE RESPECT TAKAMI KEIGO IN THESE STREETS
and heâs saying (or is he thinking?? what a weirdly shaped speech bubble this is) that even if what Dabi said about the Todoroki household is true, âIâm not sure itâs the same now.â which happens to be ABSOLUTELY CORRECT. man this whole chapter really is all about saying âfuck the pastâ and moving forward and I am living for it
SON!!!!
âthe first step is at my beginningâ fklkjlk. what an iconic fucking line??
AND HIS WINGS!!!! THEY ACTUALLY ARE GROWING BACK AHHHHHHH. âPUT A RAINCHECK ON THAT CAR, JEANIST-SAN.â THE HAWKSMOBILE CAN WAIT, RIGHT NOW HE HAS TO GO INSERT HIMSELF BACK INTO THE TODODRAMA WHETHER THEY LIKE IT OR NOT
you guys. I came here ready for some BAKUDEKU HOSPITAL ANGST, and I got DIDDLY SHIT of that, and none of my other kids were even in this chapter, but!!! ASK ME IF I CARE LMAO omg. because bird son is hanging with his new best friend, and heâs out here Finding Himself and picking up the pieces and putting them back together stronger than ever because RESILIENCE HAS A NAME, AND ITâS SPELLED H-A-W-K-S, and you guys. profound, my love for this child. holy shit. hey google, play Silence by Marshmello
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Good Girl, Bad Boy (Pt. 02 of 15)
Pairing: Billy Hargrove X Reader
Word count: 2.3 K
Summary: You're the extreme opposite of Billy Hargrove. The good girl, with perfect grades, the child every mother wants to have. And you don't want to have nothing to do with his kind. Ignoring Billy â and his constant, lingering stare â became an habit. But after you're put together for a special school program, you'll have no choice but to get along with him. And soon enough you'll find out that Billy is so much more than just Hawkins' bad boy.
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You find Billy walking away from his locker, ready to go home. He's alone this time, and you heard something about Stacy being mad at him. You wonder what he did to her. Or if he just got tired and is now aiming for someone else.
âHargrove.â You call when you're closer enough to be heard. Billy turns around immediately, and you both stop in the middle of the hall. âDo you happen to have some time? We need to discuss the calendar.â
âSure.â He simply says, and it's clear to you he's pissed off already. He was forced into the program, so it's only normal he doesn't want to do that.
âWe can hit the library. It remains open for two hours after class.â You can't help but notice some people staring. But that isn't a surprise. You and Billy are as different as day and night, and nobody expects to see you two talking.
âSure.â He repeats, and a fun expression crosses his face before he steps aside, gesturing for you to walk.
Chuckling, you furrow your eyebrows, starting to make your way to the library.
You know the place by heart since you're here at least three times a week. Waving at the teacher who stays in the reception, you pick a table in the back, so your chattering won't bother anyone. Taking a seat, you watch as Billy settles down across from you.
It's a little weird at first, and a silence falls in between you two. You suddenly realize you've been staring at him, way too focused on his blue eyes. You didn't know Billy's eyes were so beautiful. But you quickly clear your throat, searching on your bag for your notebook.
âI made you this planner.â Pulling the paper sheet off the notebook, colorful by many different marker colors, you slide it over to him. Billy's eyes fall on it immediately, eyebrows raising. âIt's just to help you keep up with everything until the end of the year. More stuff will probably be add, but don't worry, I'll let you know.â
âYou have everything figured out, don't you?â He finally speaks up, holding the paper in his hands.
âI know you don't want to do this. But this is senior year and you're almost free. Just a little longer and this will be over.â Offering him a small smile, you put a strand of hair behind your ear.
âI won't repeat the year. My grades are enough to get me through.â He sounds a little angry, and you sigh.
You don't know what to say to make him cooperate if he doesn't want to. âLook, you can't get out of the Improvement Program. But you can pick another tutor. So if you want, I have a list of everyone who's still available and maybe if there's someone you already know or happen to be friends withââ As you speak, you start looking in your bag for the small blueish paper. ââyou just have to talk to Mrs Martinez andââ
âI want you to be my tutor.â His voice startles you since it's a little too loud and because of the silence, it echoes a bit. âBut just because I know you're the smartest person in this school.â
Biting your lip, you nod, not sure how you feel about his compliment. âThanks... I try.â
âYou freaking succeed,â Billy mutters, cupping his hands above the table.
There's heat creeping through your cheeks so you look away, bringing back to mind what else you must talk to him about. âSo, the next project is a presentation on History about World War I. Our part is about the assassination of Archduke Ferdinand, the invasion of Bosnia and Herzegovina, and the July crisis. The happenings before the war was set.â
âGreat.â
âShhh.â Someone says, and you look at a small group of people on your left.
âYou shut up, asshole.â Billy raises his voice a little, and you look at him with wide eyes.
âHey. Don't say that.â You warn him, giving the boy an apologetic look. âWe're at a library, we're supposed to be quiet.â
âExcuse me.â Mr Williams comes, standing a few feet away. âSome students are complaining about your chattering, so I'll have to ask you to leave, please.â
âOh...â Blushing a little, you start gathering your stuff. âSorry, Mr Williams. We'll leave.â Billy is just about to say something when you give him a look.
You're quickly outside again, fixing the strap of your bag on your shoulder. âWe...â Moving out of the way of some people heading to the library, you set into his pace, walking side by side. âWe'll need some time to work on everything. So we can switch between your place and mine because doing things in the library won't work.â You feel a little shy to propose this, but it's not a big deal. You'll be doing this until the end of the year, so it's quite inevitable. âIf that's ok with you, of course.â
âWe should hit your place then. My father is home today, so... It just won't work.â There's a change in his voice, and you glance at him.
âMy mother is home too. But she won't bother us.â Walking a little faster, you gesture at your car. âJust follow me.â
Billy nods, and you smile, giving him a little wave.
The school is empty, and so are the streets around it, so you have no trouble speeding away. Keeping your eyes on the review mirror, it only takes twenty minutes to get to your house, so you park on your usual spot, stepping out of the car and waiting for Billy to do the same. When he finally joins you on the porch, you move to unlock the door.
Billy couldn't help but feel lucky to be at her place. He never thought he'd come here, under any circumstances. Trying not to let her notice, he allows his eyes to wander a little as she opens the door, taking in the place (Y/N) calls home. It has a weird feeling for him, almost as if the place is sacred, somewhere he wasn't supposed to be.
âMy mother is nice. But she may say some embarring stuff so... Be prepared.â Following her inside, Billy notices as her mother looks at them, eyes going a little wide to see him. He wonders if she isn't used to her daughter bringing boys home. Knowing (Y/N), he knows she's not. âMom, this is Billy Hargrove. I told you about him yesterday, remember? From the Improvement Program.â
She told her mother about him. So yes, she was thinking about him. Maybe just for a couple of seconds, maybe just as someone she knows, who she has told to help. But it doesn't matter. (Y/N) was thinking about him, and for now, it's enough.
âOf course.â She stands up, coming to give her daughter a quick hug and shake Billy's hand. âI'm Amanda. (Y/N)'s mother.â
âIt's good to meet you, Mrsââ
âCall me Amanda kid, or else I feel terribly old.â She jokes, kindly smiling. âI believe you'll be hanging around here a lot because of school. But don't worry, I won't get in your way.â
âThanks, mom. We'll be in the dining room.â (Y/N)'s light touch on his forearm is enough to make him shot her a glance, almost too desperate, something in him wanting to ask her why she did such a thing. Billy curses himself as he follows her to the dining room for feeling so stupid. It's just a freaking touch. On his freaking arm. And she wasn't even giving it much thought.
As Billy settles down on the table, (Y/N) moves the centerpiece to the edge so they'll have more space. âDo you want anything? Water? Or some chips? I happen to have some.â
Her voice sends Billy into some kind of stupor. A guy like him shouldn't feel this way. (Y/N) is just a girl, and he had many. But none of them ever made him feel like this. Like his heart is trying to jump off his chest. After a year, he did think he got over it. But he was wrong. Billy didn't want to be this close to (Y/N), always watching her from a safe distance. But this stupid school had to put them together, so damn close. Look at him now, seated on her dining table, staring at her like a complete idiot.
Just because she offered him water and freaking chips.
âWater is nice.â He mumbles, eyes on her back as she walks away, passing behind his chair. A sweet scent irradiates from her. Like flowers, he doesn't know which one though, like freaking sunshine.
Laughing at his stupidity, Billy looks down at his hands. How can someone smell like sunshine? It's illogical.
âGet it together, she's just a girl,â Billy says to himself, resting his back against the chair and taking his jacket off, laying on the chair next to him. Girls are nothing new to him. He had they all figured out, their ways, how to break them, how to please them, how to bend them to his will.
But not (Y/N).
A nice girl like her is immune to his tricks. And that's good because if she wasn't, it would mean she could also fall on someone's traps. Like Tommy, or Jimmy, or Jackson. The very thought of those assholes with her, touching, caressing, kissing... It disgusts him, and he's quick to push such images away.
âDid you say something?â (Y/N) asks, coming back from the kitchen and handing him a glass with cold water. Once she's close enough, he takes a deep breath, and her sweet scent almost drives him mad.
She's not a girl for you, get it together. âNo.â He mumbles, taking long sips before putting the glass down. âSo what now?â He sounds a little rude, so he immediately clears his throat after, eyes on (Y/N) as she takes a seat next to him on the round table instead of across from him. Billy finds it odd, but he's thankful for the proximity. This way, he can be surrounded by her candy-like scent, trying to memorize it so he could play it back later. When he's into the nightmare he calls home.
You're just about to start, History books already on the table, since you'll begin with the presentation, notebooks and papers so you can take notes, but then you look at Billy. There's a bruise on the apple of his cheek that you haven't noticed it before.
âDid you get into a fight?â You ask, leaning slightly forward to take a better look.
âWhat?â There's a moment of confusion on his face before it changes. âYeah.â
âDid you win?â
âIn a way.â It doesn't look like he'll say anything else.
âWell, if someone punches you, make sure to beat them up.â Smiling a little, you take the History book, opening it on chapter 7. âWhat exactly do you know aboutââ
âAre you still dating Steve?â
The question takes you by surprise, making you nervously giggle. âWhy are you asking me that?â
âJust curious.â He shrugs his shoulders, tilting his head to the side. âSaw you two talking earlier today and he wouldn't be happy to know we'll be around each other a lot.â
âSteve is my friend. We dated last year but only for two months.â Avoiding Billy's eyes, you go through the book, not really paying attention to anything. You can feel his stare, and for some reason, your cheeks start heating up.
âWho broke up with who?â
Chuckling, you turn your body towards him. âWhy do you want to know, Billy?â Maybe he's just trying to procrastinate. âBecause if you're just trying to delay things Iââ
âNo, I really want to know.â He leans forward, pulling the book closer to him. âYou and Harrington don't fit together, so I was surprised to see you hanging out with him last year.â
âSteve and I got pretty close when he dropped the jerk act. And we were both single so we decided to give it a try.â The only reason you're telling Billy this is because it's not a secret. Some people know and they probably didn't put any effort into keeping it hidden. âBut it didn't click. We were dating but it wasn't really romantic, so...â You smile to remember it, and the memory that comes back is definitely a secret. Nancy is the only one who knows, her and Steve, obviously. But you guess it's ok to tell Billy, it's quite funny. And silly. âWe... We never really kissed, you know?â
âWhat?â His voice startles you, and the genuine confusion on his face only makes you laugh. âYou're joking.â
âI'm not, and if this gets out, I'll know it was you.â With a finger pointing at his face, you fake a threatening face. âSo keep it between us or else.â
Pinching his eyebrows together, Billy seems amused. âOr else what?â His voice gets lower, as he leans closer.
âOr else I'll have no choice but to make out with Steve in front of the whole school.â In a sassy tone, you smile, biting your tongue not to laugh at his expression. Billy is... Impressed? Surprised, maybe. Something tells you he wasn't expecting this answer.
âEw. Please don't.â
âThen don't tell anyone.â Shrugging your shoulders, you pull your feet up, crossing your legs on the chair. âNow, C'mon. World War I.â
âOne more question and we get to it.â As he speaks, you feel him pulling your hand away from the notebook, forcing you to give him attention. âWhy in the hell didn't you and Steveââ
âWe kissed. I mean, those quick kisses, you know. Like when you say hi or goodbye. Just a peck in the lips. But that was it.â
âThat was it?â
âThat was it.â Giggling again, you assure him. Why is it so important to him anyway? âNow, can we start?â
You watch as Billy's eyes remain on you, burning, lingering. After a while, his lips break into a smile and he looks down at the book, shaking his head lightly. âLet's start.â
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Tattletale | (dark)stepbrother!Sam Wilson x reader
summary: your step-brother was kind enough to let you stay at his apartment just off-campus when you began your freshman year of college where he was a senior. unfortunately, his kindness ran out when he learned about your secret side-hustle.
word count: 4.7k
warnings: smut!! (noncon/heavy dubcon and stepcest, theyâre not biologically related but were raised from adolescence as siblings), facefucking, slapping, choking, degradation, coercion, DP (with a toy), anal play, possessive behavior, unprotected creampie, lots of crying/implied dacryphilia
this is a dark fic containing triggering topics, please do not read if this would be triggering for upsetting for you in any way.
Your step-brother (and roommate⊠and technically your landlord) wasnât usually home when you got back from your Econ class, so you jumped a bit when you saw him nursing a beer in your shared living room; apparently, he was waiting for you.
âHey, Sammy,â you greeted sheepishly, suddenly feeling self-conscious when his eyes raked over your bodyâ it was hot out, so you just had on a tank top and cut-off shorts, but now you wish youâd covered up more.
âHey,â he nodded back, setting the beer down and leaning back on the couch, âyou got time to talk for a minute?â
His tone made you a little nervous, but his casual body language set you at ease. He probably just wanted to ask if you could stay somewhere else over the weekend so he could have a girl over, or maybe he needed your help with one of his more difficult assignmentsâ though frankly, you probably couldnât help much with a senior-level project. âSure,â you shrugged, setting your backpack down and slipping off your shoes to join him on the couch. âWhatâs up?â
âNothing, really, I just feel like we donât talk as much as we used to,â he explained with a little sigh. Something about the way he glanced to the side for a moment made you wonder if he was being completely transparent. âRemember when we were younger and we talked all the time? Or when I moved away to start here and we called every day? I miss thatâŠâ
You smiled a little, moving closer on the couch to rest your hand on his. âMe too,â you admitted. âI just figured you saw me as your annoying little sister.â
âI do,â he laughed, âbut, you know, we used to be really close! You used to tell me everything. And now⊠now I donât think you tell me everything.â
Your suspicion that this was more directed than he let on was growing, but you wanted to be close again, too, so you let it continue. âWell, weâre older now so itâs not quite the sameâŠâ
âI guess itâs normal for siblings to grow apart when theyâre adults, but, I donât know⊠I guess I just didnât see it coming with us. And now that Iâm letting you live here I thought it would be like old times; to be honest, that was part of why I had you move in in the first place.â
Just as you started to shift away, he flipped his hand and grabbed your wrist, stopping you from pulling away. âSammy,â you whispered in shock, leaning back as much as you could even as he moved in closer.
âI think itâs the least you can do to be honest with me, sis,â he hissed.
âIâ I donât know what youâre talking about,â you protested, your gut sinking in fear of being reprimanded by him. He was so friendly 99% of the time, but you were still terrified of those few memories you had of him getting angry with you. Disappointing him was one of your greatest fears.
Sam laughed, but he didnât exactly seem amused. âStop playing dumb, honey, I think you know what this is about.â
âI⊠I donâtâŠâ you stammered, your heart dropping further when he reached for his phone.
âGot a text from Steve today,â he explained as he unlocked it. âWanna guess what it was?â
You swallowed dryly, more sure than ever that it was what you dreaded most. âI donât know, SamâŠâ
âIâll give you a hint,â he grimaced, reading something from the screen. âKinky virgin horny for cock, 18, freshman at NYU.â
You looked away but he instantly grabbed your face and turned you to look at him. âYou know, I let you live here while you were in college so you could get an education. Not be a fucking slut. Did you think I wouldnât find your OnlyFans? Steve found it first, god knows what he did with these pictures before he sent them to me. Is this what you wanted? Any guyâ even a guy we knowâ to get off to these pictures?â
Your shoulders slumped and your chest deflated as you started to cry. âIâm s-so sorry, Sammyââ
âDonât call me that,â he sneered. âHow stupid are you? Did you think these would stay private? Guys trade these all the time, theyâre never secret for long. How long have you been doing this, huh? Mustâve been a while considering the sheer magnitude of content. Looks like your first post was on your 18th birthdayâ Jesus fucking Christ, you couldnât wait a minute could you? I was there that day⊠when did you sneak off to take this little number, huh?â
You didnât want to look as he turned the phone to you, but his hand tight around your wrist was a reminder not to struggle too hard. You remembered taking the photo, and it had been during your party. The idea of how wrong it would be to strip down in your parentâs bathroom to snap a picture in the mirror had only been more encouraging at the time. For some reason you hadnât considered that someone would find it; you cringed at the idea that Steve saw you entirely nude, let alone your brother. It was humiliating.
âAnd what about this one, huh? How fucking slutty are you?â he spat, pulling up another picture and shoving the phone in your face as you were confronted with the image of you on your bed with your legs spread, fingers toying with your clit. âYou really donât leave anything to the imagination.â
âSam, I didnâtâ you werenât supposed toââ
âJust stop talking. I can barely look at you right now,â he shook his head. âThis stuff is seriously depraved, sis. The idea of all these guys drooling all over my little sister⊠and you actually encouraged them, the fuck is wrong with you?â
Tears poured down your face, and you felt like the anger radiating off of him would burn your skin somehow. Â
âAnd donât give me some stupid fucking sob story about how youâre doing this to pay for school when I know damn well that mom and dad pay for your classes and I pay your fucking rent. You didnât do it for money; you did it for fun. You did it âcause youâre a shameless fucking slut.â
ââM not,â you denied, âSam, reallyâ Iâm still a virgin, I donâtâ you know I donât do that.â
âYou just fantasize about it. And chat with strangers online about it. And make videos going on and on about how bad you wanna get fucked.â
You shuddered as you realized: âYou watched one of my videos?â
He grinned and pulled you closer. âBaby⊠I watched all of them.â
Completely at a loss for words, you silently tried to squirm away only for him to wrap his other arm around you and pull you closer, ignoring your sobs of fear and confusion.
âYouâre actually sorta talented, for a dumb little virgin who had no idea what sheâs getting herself into,â he purred against your ear, starting to push up your tank top.
âN-no,â you whimpered, âSam, stopâ Iâm sorry. Iâll delete the account, Iâm sorry.â
âToo late for apologies, little sis,â he cooed, âitâs not just the account. Itâs that you made those posts from my apartment, you took those pictures in the room that I gave you. Not to mention the way you walk around in these tight clothes, teasing me just because you can. This goes way deeper than a few dirty pictures, sweetheart, and you know it.â
When you tried to wriggle away again, he seemed to exert nearly no effort at all to be able to spin you around and pull you down into his lap, where the shape of his hard cock pressing against your ass was obvious. âSam, s-stop, this isnât funny.â
âDamn right it isnât funny, Iâm dead fucking serious,â he growled against your ear. âWhat was it that you said in your most recent video, the one where you were wearing a collar and using that gaudy pink vibe on your clit? âI need your cock to ruin my hole, daddyâ... am I remembering that right?â
Hesitantly, you nodded, and he laughed darkly against your ear as he pulled your hips into his. Â
âSay it, then. Like you said it in the video.â
âSam, noââÂ
âNo?â he repeated incredulously. âYou canât say no to me, honey. Cause if you do, Iâm gonna send all these pictures and videos to mom and dad, tell them all about how their precious little angel is selling her ass on the Internet with the phone they pay for and the laptop they bought. What are they gonna say to that? Think theyâll take you back after that, let you stay with them when I kick you out? As if. So unless you think one of these creeps online is gonna give you a place to stay, seems like Iâm your only option.â
You choked on a sob as you cried harder, hating that he was right. Â
âSo you need to start doing what youâre told, or youâre gonna end up doing a lot worse with someone much less generous than me, got it?â
Terrified of him but unable to imagine the alternative, you nodded.
âThen. Fucking. Say it.â
âIâŠâ you began, sounding weak and weepy compared to the original video you were quoting, âI need your cock⊠to ruin my hole⊠daddy.â
âEh, needs improvement but itâs a start,â he shrugged, throwing you down onto the couch and climbing on top of you. When you tried to protest, or at least turn around to face him, he slapped your ass harshly and it stung even through the denim shorts. âI have needs too, sis. Canât hardly get any when youâre here all damn day being a fucking cockblock. And frankly, since you started dressing like this and acting like a whore, I havenât even been able to think about anybody else⊠canât get hard for anyone but my slutty little sister.â
He leaned down to press his body against yours, pinning you against the cool leather by your shoulders. Â
âSteve told me about your account weeks ago, babe⊠Iâve been getting off to your cute little pictures ever since.â
It made you wince, but it made him laugh. Shame and fear and disgust swirled in your gut and made you nauseous, his grip on you tight enough to leave a bruise as he dug his fingertips into your skin. When he sat back up, he started pulling at your jean shorts roughly, ripping them slightly as he shoved them down to your thighs.
âWow, look at this pretty little ass,â he groaned. âA thousand guys have seen it, but itâs better in person.â He slapped you again on either cheek, hard enough to make you yelp. âWhatâs the matter, sis, I thought you liked being spanked? You talk about it all the time. You talk about how you want me to spank you raw and leave marks all over your body, hurt you and break you and claim you.â
âIâ I wasnât talking about you,â you defended, remembering how you always addressed the viewer when dirty talking in your videos, but keeping it generic enough that any guy could imagine it was him.
âThen who did you think about when you got off? Who was it that got you wet for your videos?â he pressed. âBecause youâre wet right now⊠and Iâm the only one here.â
You shook your head, you tried to speak to deny it, but words escaped you as he flipped you around and hovered above your face.
âDo you get wet for anybody, baby, is that it? Will you spread your legs for any cock? Or do you just have a special place in your cunt for your big brother?â
Your stunned silence earned you a slap to the face, sending your head spinning to the side as your cheek stung and burned. Just as the heat of the impact really started to get to you, he hit you on the other side, and again, until you finally gave him an answer: âYou!â you yelped suddenly. âYou, Sam, just you!â
He laughed a little, leaning down and capturing your lips in an unexpected, dominating kiss. It was awkward and sloppy, exactly the sort of kiss one would expect when it was forced; just as passionless and confused on your end as a kiss to your step-sibling should be. But he moaned against you and forced his tongue deeper into your mouth, hands coming down to grope your tits through your tank top and bra. Trying to push him away was beyond useless, and he slapped you again without even breaking his lips away from yours. Soon he was reaching to pull down your topâ no, wait, he was tearing through it, and your bra snapped like a rubber band against his strength. When he grabbed your breasts again, without any clothing in the way this time, your nipples were hard and sensitive between his fingers; it was so obvious that he smiled into the kiss, biting your lip playfully. âWow, you really do like this. Your step brotherâs forcing himself on you and youâre such a whore that youâre actually into it.â
He slapped your breast, just hard enough to sting, and you cried out; he did it again and your back arched.
âYeah, I knew you just needed to be put in your place, little sis. Just needed me to fix your attitude, thatâs all.â He wrapped his hand around your neck, not squeezing enough to cut off airflow but obviously threatening it, before leaning down to whisper in your ear: âget on the ground, on your knees.â
Even for what was left of your virginal innocence, you knew what he wanted. Wordlessly, your only sounds the weak little sobs that shook your chest, you slipped out from beneath him and onto the floor by the couch. He shifted to sit in front of you with wide legs, thick thighs spread as he looked down at you with an expression of anticipation. Â
âGet on with it, honey, I know you know how. Seen you choke on your toys a thousand times.â
After taking a stabilizing breath to cope with what was happening, shivering from the cold air on your exposed upper half, you sat up slightly and reached for his belt. Youâd felt it pressed against you before, but now you could see the shape of his cock threatening to burst out of his jeans, so thick and long that you were confident he heard the little gasp you let out. And yet, you knew you had to trek forward, so you began to unclasp his belt before unzipping his fly. He lifted his hips to help you pull his pants and boxers down, but other than that he was too busy stroking the side of your face with his fingers in a move much too delicate for the situation. You stopped breathing for a second when you saw the size of him, his cock bouncing up when you released it to slap against his stomach.
âSam, I canât,â you sighed, starting to back away, âIâve neverâ it wonât fit.â
âNah, baby, itâs okay,â he encouraged gently, pulling you closer, âyou can take it just fine. Just open your mouth, sisâŠâ
He guided the tip of his cock between your lips, still swollen from his bruising kiss, and you whimpered when you felt his warm skin against your tongue, tasting the salty pre-cum that leaked out slow and steady.
âYeah, just like that, now go ahead and suck on me,â he instructed, groaning when you closed your lips and hollowed your cheeks, using your tongue to tease the slit like youâd read online was a good thing to do. He chuckled and bucked up into you, holding your head as he started to pump his hips and slowly fill your mouth to the brim. âSee, you can do itâ now choke on it.â
When he pushed in until you gagged, your first instinct was to push on his thighs and try to get away for air, but he held you down as he hissed through his teeth.
âI know you can take all of me in your throat if you just stop fucking fighting,â he hissed, slapping you one more time which caused your throat to open up in shockâ and it was just enough for him to shove in deeper, groaning at the feeling. âYeah, thatâs it⊠fuckâŠâ he sighed, moving his hips faster. The struggle for air made your eyes water (although you hadnât really had much of a chance to stop crying in the first place) as your grip on his thighs tightened. âI bet your pussy is getting so wet for me right now,â he chuckled, âI bet you love choking on my cock, huh?â
You tried to shake your head but you couldnât really move much; he pulled you off of his length by your hair, just in time to give you a much-needed sputtering gasp for air.
âFuck, Iâd love to fill that pretty throat with my come,â he smiledâ a sinister sort of grin that made you shudder as you looked up with him, feeling spit and pre-cum on your lips and chinâ âbut I know what you want. Since youâve spent all year begging to lose your virginity on the internet, I figure Iâll be nice and give you what youâve been asking for.â
Before you could even begin to consider a response to that, he hoisted you up and threw you back onto the couch, spreading your legs as you looked away in shame.
âYep, I was right, youâre fuckinâ soaked,â he laughed. âYou nasty little slut, are you actually getting off on this? Wow.â
A renewed sense of âdear god this cannot happenâ shot through you as he leaned down and slid his cock over your folds, teasing your clit with his swollen head. âSam, stop, pleaseâŠâ
âIâm kind of getting tired of you begging,â he hissed as he leaned down, glaring right into your eyes as you froze beneath him. âIâm obviously not going to stop,â he explained as his hand slipped around your throat, âyou dumb fucking bitch.â
Your ability to fight back was taken with your opportunity to breathe, his strong fingers cutting off blood flow to your head quickly as he clamped down on your neck. Instantly you clawed at his hand, your vision starting to go a little spotty, and he laughed at you coldly before letting go. And when he finally did, his hand moved instead to hold both your wrists above your head while the other guided his cock into your pulsing entrance. When he pushed his hips forward, the air was punched from your lungs as your back arched, a sharp pain reverberating over your body from the stretch of him inside you.
âFuck!â he groaned, pushing in deeper, slow but consistent. âYouâre tight, baby, you really did need a cock to ruin this hole, huh? Fuck, âm gonna, just hold stillâŠâ
But how could you hold still, when every instinct had you moving your hips to try to push his cock out, your hands tightening into fists as they tried to fight against his strength. Of course, now that he was inside, he had a second arm to hold you down with, but the terrifying thing was that he really only needed the one. âSam!â you sobbed, your own voice sounding foreign with the way it wavered and cracked.
âYeah, baby, thatâs me inside you,â he purred, âthatâs your big brotherâs cock tearing up this little pussyâŠâ
When he roughly shoved the rest of himself inside, the tip of his cock found the end of you and your eyes shot open. He smiled down at you as he examined your face; twisted in pain, and glistening with tears turned greyish-black by your mascara.
âNone of your toys ever went this deep in you before, huh? Poor thing, shouldâve known you were all talk⊠you donât even know how to take those big cocks you drool over. I canât even imagine what youâll be like when I put this in your ass.â
He cackled at the pure terror that danced over your expression, and the way your walls tightened around him briefly. Â
âRelax, sis, not today. Iâm just sayinâ, if you want me to keep my mouth shut to mom and dad, youâre gonna have to keep me happy. Lucky for you, Iâm very happy right now, snug inside this sweet little cunt of yoursâŠâ he trailed off, leaning down to kiss your cheek and moving to suck on your ear, bite your neck, lick up and down over your pulse. He was waiting, you realized, for your body to relax so he could move inside you with less resistance. You were a little surprised he didnât just jackhammer into you with no regard for your pain, but you had a feeling that part was coming soon anyways.
He reached down to pull your legs up, guiding them to wrap around his hips, and the new angle forced his cock a little deeper which made you squeal. The sound morphed into a stuttered moan, however, when he pulled back out of you slowly, savoring every detail of your walls as he sighed against your skin.
When he slammed back home, your nails dug into your own palms.
âBaby,â he whispered, âyouâre close, arenât you? Just from this. You always came so fast in your videosâŠâ
Irritatingly, he was right; your walls were flexing as more slick coated his thick shaft, dripping down until you could hear the wetness whenever his hips slapped into yours. You couldnât help it, considering how he pushed right into your g-spot with every stroke inside you, hitting every sensitive place harder and better than any toy ever had.
âSee, baby? We were made for each other,â he cooed. âYou were made to take this cock. You were meant to be my little fucktoy.â
You hated the way his words only added to your pleasure, pushing you right up to the edgeâ which his cock slamming all the way into you one last time finally sent you over.
âOh, fuck,â he gasped when he felt the force of your orgasm, smiling pridefully as your eyes fluttered shut and your head fell back against the couch. âSo sensitive, sweetheart, and so fucking wet for meâŠâ
He fucked you faster andâ somehowâ deeper, chasing his own release with aggressive thrusts into you. Each of his low grunts against your ear sent shivers down your spine, your legs around him tightening to pull him closer.
Just as you thought he might find his rhythm for a while and maybe, if you were lucky, be finished with you soon, he pulled out quickly and patted your thigh. âHands and knees, baby,â he instructed, watching you shakily turn around and lift yourself on weak arms. It was short-lived, though, as he pushed your face back down into the couch cushion, forcing your back into a dramatic arch that made you feel like your body was on display for him. As if that wasnât nerve-wracking enough, you couldnât even see him much anymore, which meant you had no idea what he was reaching for when he leaned backâ but you heard what it was when he turned it on. âOh, you recognize this?â he mused. âIt was my favorite of everything I saw you use.â
He rubbed the vibrator over your folds slowly, chuckling a little when you jolted each time it brushed against your clit. You didnât really understand why he would want to fuck you with a vibe when he seemed to have been enjoying doing it himself; but then he slid it up a little higher, to your other hole, and you gasped. âS-Sam,â you pleaded.
âI know you took it here before. I watched you do it. I even heard you the night you filmed itâ these walls are thinner than you think, sis.â
Shame burned on your face as you imagined him listening to you put something up your ass for the first time, only for him to see the video the next morning when you uploaded it.
âDo you think itâs gonna feel different when I put it in while I fuck you?â he mused, pushing the vibrating tip of it into your hole. Thankfully it was pretty slender, so the stretch wasnât bad, but the vibrations were strong enough that you could feel them everywhere, and you realized he would be able to feel them, too, while he was inside you. âYouâre gonna be so fuckinâ full, sis, stuffed to the brim just like you wanted.â
He pushed the toy in deeper until your hands clutched at the sofa beneath you, which was apparently his cue to guide his cock back into your drenched pussy. Just as he promised, you felt so full that you had no idea how to cope with it, your legs shaking as you tried not to collapse beneath him.
âFuuuuuck,â he groaned, moving himself and the toy at alternating paces inside you as you mindlessly drooled onto the cushion, your overstimulated body barely able to handle the sensations he was forcing upon you. âYou like being my little fucktoy, donât you? Youâre so pretty like this, so pretty being used just like you deserve.â
âSammy, please,â you sobbed, barely intelligible as you couldnât really string your thoughts together anymore.
âYou want more, huh? Needy little slut,â he snarled, but the way he said it almost sounded like a compliment. It certainly made your heart swell as if it was. He fucked you faster, then, and pushed the vibrator as deep into your ass as it would go until you were sobbing and blubbering and basically just a complete mess beneath him. âKeep squeezinâ me so tight and Iâm gonna come inside you, sweetheart,â he moaned.
Some part of your brain was still aware enough to know that that was not a good idea, but you didnât even really think to tell him not to because you knew he would anyway. Finally, you had accepted that he was going to do whatever he wanted with you and your resistance only brought out his crueler side. Â
âFuck, come again for me,â he demanded, âcome on my cock while I come inside youâ thatâs it, cream on my fucking cock while I fill you up, slut.â
It was jarring, the way his words suddenly knocked you over the edge again as you cried out, fresh tears filling your eyes and joining the damp spot beneath your face on the couch. You felt both your holes clenching around the intrusions he had filled them with, your head going fuzzy and your limbs going numb from the intensity of your peak; waves of warmth washed over you as you slumped down a little bit, the distant sound of his praises just barely reaching your ringing ears.
His free hand held your hips tightly while the other kept pumping the vibrator into you, and even through all the overwhelming stimuli going on at the moment, you could feel his cock beginning to flex deep inside you. Each pump of his come painting the deepest parts of you coincided with a low moan from him, the sound so cruelly perfect and forcing your channel to clamp down on him, weakly, one last time.
âFuck, babyâŠâ he groaned as he caught his breath, turning off the vibrator before slowly pulling it out of you and tossing it aside. He kept his cock inside for longer, though, as he rubbed your ass and back gently. âYouâre gonna be such a good little fucktoy for me, sis, I just know it.â
He let you drop when he pulled out of you, your spent body limp and leaking on the couch as he stared down at you.
âI think you need a shower, sweetheart,â he chuckled. âBut first, you need to give me the password to your OnlyFans so I can help you delete it, okay baby? We donât need anybody else looking at whatâs mine.â
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Pining
Summary: Wanda has had enough of the pining between you and Bucky, and when she accidently reads your thoughts while you're imagining him... You know... She decides to end everyone's suffering and do something about it.
A/N: I made a comment on this tik tok, and everyone actually wanted me to write it. So here you go, I guess? I hope this lived up to everyone's expectations. I also left out the use of Y/N so Iâm sorry if that turns you off.
Warnings: 18+ ONLY. Smut, oral (female receiving).
Word Count: 3237
This meeting is incredibly boring.
It was literally just Steve reviewing how the fight yesterday went. What the team did right and wrong and how they could improve. It was common to have these meetings after missions and fights. It was to be expected.
But you were not paying attention. You tried, boy did you try. But every time you caught Bucky in your peripherals your brain just short circuited. Especially when he flexed his vibranium arm.
Now that just wasnât fair.
Youâve been harboring a crush on the ex-assassin for the past year. Steve had brought him back from Wakanda after his HYDRA programming had been removed and he had successfully undergone enough therapy that he could be moved to the Avengers Compound.
He didnât immediately jump into missions though. In fact, he had only started going on low priority ones about four months ago, progressing into larger ones as time went on.
Nobody knew about your crush. At least, you didnât think anyone knew. It was stupid. He was still recovering from a life full of trauma, he didnât need you and your own traumas added into the mix. And it wasnât hard to keep your feelings at bay at first.
When the crush first developed, it was purely physical. Bucky was and is, gorgeous and edgy and all you wanted was for him to fuck you into your mattress. Or his. Or the wall. You didnât care. And you could easily fix your neediness yourself. You had a small basket of toys you kept hidden in your closet for times like this.
So you did. You pleasures yourself many nights, imaging it was him in between your legs.
But then you got to know him. It took a while. He only trusted Steve, and Sam to an extent. But many times you found yourself in the common areas with him late at night when neither of you could sleep. It was only acknowledging each otherâs presence at first, you making hot chocolate and him drinking his iced water. Then you began making one sided conversations just to fill the silence, also making him a mug of your favorite hot beverage too.
After about a week and a half of you talking about nonsense, carrying conversations by yourself, Bucky slowly began participating; first with small verbal acknowledgments, then to adding his own thoughts, then asking his own questions and bringing up his own topics.
Now, it seemed that you were both synced up in your insomniatic episodes. The both of you would meet in the common room late at night, and whoever was there first made the hot chocolate. The two of you would sit side by side on the large cushy couch and talk about everything and nothing.
So yeah. At first the crush was purely physical. Until it wasnât.
Yesterday during the mission, you and Bucky had split off to attack the small HYDRA base from a different side. Most of the fight was supposed to be brought out back, a small explosion made by Rhodey to distract the guards and force them outside.
But it seemed like they had anticipated that, and a group of twenty guards stormed towards you and Bucky. You hadnât even seen them coming at first, you were focused on fixing a loose zipper on your jacket.
But Bucky did.
He wrapped his vibranium arm around you and pulled you back, spinning the both of you around a corner and slamming you into a wall, right as gunshots began ringing out.
For half a moment, you and Bucky stared at each other. You were pressed against the wall, his arm pressed against your collarbone, his body mere millimeters from yours. His face was so close that you could feel his hot breath fanning across on your face. The two of you were locked onto the otherâs eyes. But then it was over.
You called for backup as the two of you began fighting your way through the hoard of HYDRA soldiers.
Itâs all youâve been able to think about since the adrenaline of the fight wore off. The way Bucky looked at you. Held you. How close he wasâŠ
Youâd give anything for him to choke you against a wall and fuck you senseless, and then cuddle you into the next morning.
Suddenly thereâs a choked noise, and you look over to see Wanda staring at you.
You cock an eyebrow, unsure what you could have done to cause that reaction. But then you see it. The tiniest bit of red glowing behind her eyes.
Oh shit.
âWanda, darling. Are you alright?â Vision asks, placing a hand on her shoulder.
She nods, peeling her eyes from yours to look at Vision and smile. You wonder how her head isnât flying off at the speed at which sheâs nodding.
The meeting concludes soon after that, and you know youâre in for it.
You walk to your room, not even shutting the door because you hear Wanda trailing only a few paces behind you.
âCan you not keep your thoughts even a little quiet?â She asks, clinging to her self control to keep from bursting into laughter.
âI didnât realize you were even listening!â You retort, hands flying into the air, âWhy were you listening in the first place? Isnât that⊠I donât know⊠A little rude?â You giggle. You had to admit, the situation was pretty funny, albeit embarrassing.
âYou were complaining blanked out. I was worried you were having another panic attack. I wanted to check before I interrupted the meeting to help,â She flops on your bed, âThis is getting out of hand. Hearing both you and Bucky pining for each other without doing anything about it is exhausting. Will you two just get it over with already?â
âHe doesnât need the added stress and trauma right now. Heâs still adjusting and recovering.â
The redhead rolls her eyes, âHe will always be adjusting and recovering. How do you know being with you isnât something that would actually do him good?â
You break eye contact and instead move your gaze to the purple cat squishmallow that Bucky got you for your birthday last month.
âI, uh. Iâm not good with gifts. But you mentioned you like purple. And⊠Cats. Iâm sorry, itâs stupid-â
You canât help the ginormous smile that spreads across your face. Bucky was beginning to get flustered, his face turning pink and his nose scrunching up in that cute way it does when he gets nervous.
You take the large stuffed animal from him and hug it right to your chest.
âI love it, Buck. I think itâs my favorite gift Iâve ever gotten.â
âReally?â
You nod, and step closer to pull him into a hug, the purple cat squished between you. When you pull away, you kiss his cheek.
âReally. Thank you.â
You ended up naming the cat Mochi, after the cat in Big Hero 6.
You sigh, âI donât know. I just⊠What if he realizes Iâm too much to handle? Most men on earth are afraid of me.â
You think back to your childhood, when none of the other kids would play with you. How most people look at you when youâre out for a run.
âTheyâre afraid of me too, but not Vision.â
You scoff, âVision has an infinity stone and you literally are part of each other. Of course heâs not scared of you.â
Wanda groans and stands from her place on your bed, grabbing your wrist and pulling you out of your room and down the hall.
âWhere are we going?â You ask, letting her lead you.
She doesnât answer, but soon youâre in front of Buckyâs room. She pounds on the door and before you can realize whatâs happening, the door is open.
Wanda shoves her way past the larger man, hauling you with her.
âOkay, this is getting out of hand,â She says, pulling you next to her, âThis pining is getting out of control. Iâm locking the both of you in here until you break this tension and admit your feelings to each other.â She letâs go of your hand and marches out, her red magic encasing the door and shutting it, the lock turning. As if that had any effect over the hex.
Itâs painfully silent. Neither you or Bucky can look each other in the eye. Finally, you decide to bite the bullet and break the silence.
âUm, Iâm sorry about that. Iâll just-â You go to move past him, arm reaching for the door. Youâre not sure what youâre going to do because Wanda has the door sealedâŠ
But thereâs suddenly a strong hand wrapped around your wrist, making you turn to the object of your affection.
âPlease, donât go.â
Itâs quiet again, but itâs different this time.
He steps closer, his flash hand moving to your waist. Your eyes are glued to his, and you gently grab his vibranium hand and bring it to your cheek, kissing his palm. He looks scared.
The two of you stay like that for a while, unsure what to do next and who is going to take that last step; crossing that line both of you were terrified to even teeter on.
âI-â He starts, but you interrupt him.
âJust kiss me, James.â
And itâs like you flipped a switch. His lips were suddenly crushed to yours, fighting for dominance and winning. He licks your lower lip, coaxing your mouth open. You comply immediately, letting his tongue slide in and explore every inch of your mouth.
He reaches down and grabs your thighs, lifting you against him and nearly slamming you into the wall, pushing against you so that his body is holding you up. He grabs your shirt, ripping it from your body and tossing it to the ground. A growl rips from his chest and he palms your breasts before dipping his head to take one of your hardened nipples into his mouth, rolling the other between his fingers.
The sensation goes straight to your clit and you buck your hips into his, looking for the friction you desperately needed.
He letâs go of your nipple with a wet pop and grunts, âFuck, doll. If you keep doing that Iâm not going to be able to control myself.â
Youâre a panting mess at this point, grasping his biceps for dear life.
âI donât want you to,â You tell him, âI want you to fuck me.â
Buckyâs pupils blow impossible wider. Thereâs a dangerous look in his eyes, one akin to a predator looking at prey. And it makes your cunt throb with need.
He kisses down your neck and shoulders, biting and sucking bruises every few inches. When he sucks as your pulse point, you canât help the loud moan that escapes your lips.
Bucky smirks against your skin, and decides that he has to hear that sound again.
He grabs onto your ass and turns, tossing you onto his bed. He quickly removes his shirt and pants, while you remove your own pants. You thank the gods that you chose to wear cute panties today.
Bucky pulls himself on top of you, kissing from your collarbone to your waist, before he hooks a metal digit in the waistband of your lacy black panties.
âI like these,â He says, playing with the hem before pulling and ripping them off of your body.
You gasp at the sudden sensation, âI thought you liked them!â
âThey were in the way.â
He keeps his eyes on yours as you nod, and he slowly nudges your legs open, kneeling down so heâs almost eye level with your soaked pussy.
âEven prettier than I could have imagined.â He coos, his cock straining against his boxers, âSo fucking wet for me, and Iâve barely touched you.â
He kisses his way down your inner thigh, making his way to your core.
Your hands are on either side of your head when you feel him lick a thick stripe through your folds, and you immediately grab the sheets for purchase.
You gasp, âFuck!â
Spurred on by your reaction, Bucky licks another stripe before spreading you even further and licking small circles around your clit. Your hips buck onto his tongue and your hands find his hair again.
âOh my gods, Bucky.â
He smiles as he sucks the bundle of nerves in between his lips, holding your hips down to the mattress with his hands.
Itâs almost too much, you havenât been touched by another person in over a year. Only yourself and your toys. But, fuck, nothing has ever felt the way this manâs mouth does.
Just when you thought you couldnât take much more, he plunges two thick fingers into your pussy, pulling out a string of loud curses.
You thank your lucky stars that these rooms are soundproof, and that the glow of Wandaâs hex is now gone from the door.
Bucky adds a third finger, causing a loud moan to erupt from your chest, and continues to pump his digits inside of you.
He feels your walls begin to flutter, and your moans are picking up speed and volume.
He curls his fingers just so, hitting the spongy patch inside of you that makes you see stars.
Keeping his fingers in place, Bucky feels you clamp and flutter around them, and watches as your body seizes in pleasure. Once youâve finished riding out your high, he takes his digits from you and puts them in his mouth, sucking your juices from them.
âSo sweet, too.â
Your chest is still heaving, and you watch as he removes his boxers before he climbs over top of you, moving your legs to either side of him.
Your eyes fall to his cock, and your mouth begins watering at the sight. You figured heâd be big. Ya know, being physically enhanced and all.
But heâs huge.
He catches you staring and smirks, pumping himself and spreading his precum to slick himself.
When he leans overtop of you, he pulls you into a desperate kiss before leaning away and asking, âAre you sure?â
You nod, âYes. Please, Bucky.â
He nods and kisses you again, adjusting himself and teasing your clit with his engorged head, making you bite his lower lip.
He growls, moving so heâs whispering in your ear.
âDonât play games if you canât take the punishment, doll.â
You wrap your legs around his waist, as if to challenge him.
âJames Buchanan Barnes, if you donât fuck me right this instant-â
He cuts you off, slamming himself into you, making you scream.
He stops when he bottoms out, afraid that your scream was out of pain.
âYou okay?â He asks, wiping a small tear that escaped your closed lids.
You nod, âYeah, just move slowly.â
He nods and begins to slowly pull out, before sheathing himself inside your cunt again. Itâs almost painful for him to move so slow, and heâs clinging to every shred of self control that he has to keep from absolutely destroying your pretty pussy right then and there.
After several slow thrusts, your eyes flutter open and your body begins to relax.
âFaster.â You breathe.
He nods and begins quickening his pace, watching you for any signs of discomfort. He grabs one of your legs and pulls it over his shoulder, letting him reach deeper inside of you than before.
The moans from your lips are sinful, and the squelching from your soaked cunt would be embarrassing if you werenât so fucking high off his cock ramming into you.
Thereâs low curses and groans ripping from Buckyâs mouth, and you can feel how wet the sounds continue to make you.
âJesus, you feel so fucking good, baby. So right around me, taking my cock so well,â He growls as he continues fucking you into his bed, his balls smaking your ass with each thrust, âThis pussy belongs to me. Got it?â
You donât answer, and he wraps his vibranium hand around your throat.
âAnswer me.â
You nod, but itâs not good enough for him and his fingers squeeze against your flesh.
âUse your words.â
âYes⊠This is your pussy.â
He feels your walls tighten around him.
âYou like that?â He asks, smacking your ass and earning a yelp and another clench of your pussy on his cock, âYou like when I fuck this pretty pussy and claim you as mine?â He adds another squeeze of your throat, âYou like when I choke this pretty throat?â
âYes!â You nearly scream, the sensations causing the coil in your tummy to tighten once more, âF-Fuck, yes Bucky.â
Bucky moves his hand from your throat to your breast, kneading and rolling your nipple between his thumb and forefinger before moving to give the other one the same attention.
Heâs so close, and all he needs is you to clamp around him to push him over the edge.
He moves the hand holding your hips to your pussy and presses harshly on your clit.
Thatâs all you needed for the coil to snap.
You scream, loud, and your nails dig into his shoulders as you paint his balls and legs in your cum.
His own hips stutter, and you feel his cock twitch inside of you as he paints your walls in white.
His movements slow to a stop as you both finish riding out your orgasms, and he carefully removes your leg from his shoulder before he collapses next to you, pulling you into his chest.
You both lay there, listening to each other calm down, the only sounds in the room being your erratic breathing.
When the two of you have finally caught your collective breaths, you giggle.
âI guess it was about time.â
He chuckles and kisses your forehead, âDo you know how long Iâve wanted to do that?â
âYeah,â you answer, âYeah I think I do.â
***
That evening, you sneak back to your room to change into pajamas and grab Mochi. The team was having movie night, and you didnât really want to sport the now ripped outfit you had on before Bucky essentially destroyed you.
You slip on some black sweatpants and a purple tank top, grab Mochi, and walk to the common room.
You sit next to Bucky, which was common for movie night, so youâre not sure why everyone is staring at you.
âThe fuck are you losers looking at?â You ask.
Sam begins to snicker.
âHon,â Tony says as he leans forward in his seat with a giggly Peter, âDid you look in a mirror?â
âWhat?â You look around and your eyes land in Bucky, who looks flushed and annoyed at the same time.
âI think I⊠May haveâŠâ
âYouâre covered in hickies, dude.â Peter says before bursting into laughter, Sam and Clint following suit.
Your eyes blow wide and before you can do anything about it, Steve hands you his hoodie.
You take it from him graciously, bless him, and quickly cover yourself.
âOkay, everyone. Most of us are adults here, excluding the three laughing stooges,â Natasha says, causing an outburst of cries from the three mentioned team members, âNow if I remember correctly, Sam, Clint, and Tony, you owe Wanda and I twenty bucks each.â
âOh, fuck!â Clint yells.
âHey, thereâs a kid here.â Tony chides.
âIâm not the one showing off hickies!â
Same interjects, âWanda definitely cheated, Iâm not paying you shit!â
***
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The Original Intent of Terra and how Deathstroke got the bad end of the stick for it
Okay, Deathstroke Children (Idk what to call you guys because fellow Deathstrokers would end this conversation immediately), I found the time to do this, so let's get to it!
(Note: My original laptop broke with my comics, so I have no images to spare, so it will be sourced. Another note: Many words will be in bold. Partly so that for those reading will not lose track.)
But if tl;dr:
Cold Hard Truth: Everyone from Terra fans to Deathstroke fans needs to stop seeing these characters as real people.
Original Terra wasn't human trafficked or whatever sob story people want to label her with. The CREATORS intended her to be written as Evil without the mental illness and to die for the shock value. They had Raven, The Literal Empath, spell this out in Judas Contract. As for Deathstroke's involvement, he was shoved into her creation story, and Marv Wolfman himself recognized his mistake in doing that.
And for those calling Deathstroke a nazi, Original Terra had nazi-like beliefs where common people should fear and serve them or be killed off just because they're 'special'. Again, BLUNTLY stated in the Judas Contract. So if you're going to call Deathstroke a Pedophile, we'll call OG Terra a Neo-Nazi. (But I highly advice for Deathstroke Fans to not start that kind of war, but I had to say what I had to say.)
Don't get me wrong. (Hopefully all) Deathstroke fans know that their relationship was wrong just like Marv Wolfman, and we do not support pedophiles! But Slade isn't a pedophile! He was never intended to be written as one! It was a mistake made on many levels and should be rewritten like OG Terra's Evil Neo-Nazi-like personality, instead of being thrown into cancel culture.
Also for Deathstroke fans, don't get upset over their content and begin any argument emotionally. Just enjoy whatever good content we can get and support it if you can. Hopefully we'll get our Deathstroke movies and so on!
So I've briefly chatted with one of you over the matter with Terra/Tara Markov and how upsetting it is about how people refer to Slade Wilson as a Pedophile. That is a serious accusation that would make it very uncomfortable to argue about since it can easily make it seem like we justify the actions of pedophiles, and that we are part of pedophile culture that does exist in social media space.
AND WE SHOULDN'T, AND FOR ANTIS READING THIS WE WON'T.
But there was a time when I used to have a blog called friendlyremindersofsladewilson, where I defended Slade and put the blame all on Terra. I was 14 at the time, and looking back at it, I am not proud of it because I realized now as an adult how I defended it for most of the wrong reasons, but still stand with the fact that SLADE IS NOT A PEDOPHILE.
And since this took place when I was so young, it compelled me to write this post because I fear some of you are really young, too, and may end up in this regretful position.
So to make it clear, what Slade had been written to do is a crime, and we should acknowledge it, but not in the way as if it was a crime acted out in real life.
What I mean by that is that there's a clear separation between fiction and reality where one isn't real (Duh!). In this case, it's about the mistakes made between fiction and reality. In reality, mistakes made by the person responsible is on the person. In fiction, mistakes made is dependent on the creator's intent, and sometimes the creators can make mistakes themselves.
Most notably Terra's:
Tara Markov/Terra was created by Marv Wolfman and George Perez.
In Marv Wolfman's literal website, he stated in his online "What the-?" column:
"Which leads to Terra. That was easy. George and I wanted a Titan who betrayed the others. we also wanted to play against every reader conception of who characters are. George and I knew her whole story before we began and we knew she would die. We set the story up with her trying to destroy the Statue of Liberty to show she was the bad girl, but we knew if George drew her as a cute kid everyone would simply assume she would be âturnedâ from the dark side because thatâs the way it was always done which is why that wouldnât be the way we did it. Tara was insane an stayed that way right until the moment she died. By the way, she IS dead. I donât know what other writers will do with her â if anything â but if they want to honor the original series they will leave her dead. The Terra from Team Titans was â as stated â some kid the villain kidnapped and physically and mentally altered her into looking and acting like the original. But she was NEVER the real Terra."
And it should also be noted that he stated before this statement that:
"...Only mistake I think I made with him is having him have a physical relationship with the 16 year old Tara Markov. That was wrong."
So Marv Wolfman himself recognizes that what he did was a mistake, but his intent on Terra was never to write a victim.
And quick note: Insanity isn't written as a mental illness here. It's written like how many villains are labeled as insane for having skewed beliefs that deviates from the common good.
Terra truly had some nazi-like beliefs where she BELIEVED that everyone who wasn't 'special' like her and the Teen Titans deserved to be treated like shit because they weren't 'special' like them. She bluntly said it herself in the Judas Contract.
As for George Perez's comment in an interview I found in this website:
"GEORGE: Tara was just a cute little girl, although I based a little bit of that on my wife Carolâs sister, Barbara. A little upturned nose⊠Barbara does not have the teeth that Tara had. I wanted Tara to be a girl who looked normal. Which also means her death caught everyone even more offguard.
Tara, she was made to be killed; she served her purpose. That was it.
ANDY: You didn ât get any attachment to Tara?
GEORGE: No, because I knew we were going to kill her. So I deliberately used all the things to make her as likeable and cute as possible, so people would never believe we were going to kill a sixteen-year-old. And she was a sixteen-year-old sociopath. She was one of our cleverest gimmicks; we deliberately created her in order to lead everyone astray. So we couldnât build any fondness for her, âcause we knew full well what her whole motive for existence was. Her existence was basically to keep the stories interesting; we were tossing a curve that no one would have expected.
ANDY: You didn ât even love to hate her, huh?
GEORGE: No. I loved handling her, because she was such a good idea. But she was an idea. Not as much a person. She was there to show exactly how much their humanity can be one thing they have to be careful about, the Teen Titans have to be careful about. . . they can be too trusting, or their own weaknesses can be used against them."
Terra was supposed to be a representation of An Evil Betrayal of Trust and That Not All Cute Girls Are Good.
But they took it too far by making her sleep with Deathstroke because they wanted to truly make her look evil by literally sleeping with the enemy. Y'know because this was the 80s, and women having sex was an evil act back then, and that point of view has somewhat or barely improved 40 years later.
Deathstroke was just shoved into this idea, and Marv tried and perhaps failed at trying to undo this mistake with his talk with Beastboy (Tales of the Teen Titans issue #55) and before his confrontation from Wintergreen (Deathstroke (1991); Chapter 35).
So just as I had stated at the top in the tl;dr, it was a mistake made on many levels and should have been rewritten out just as many had done with OG Terra's true personality, and be done with it.
Random person: "He still slept with a 16-year-old."
And it's not that hard to make other heroes and villains do this mistake. Because again, it's all fiction. Deathstroke's fictional. As in Not Real, so we could literally undo the damage by rewriting this mistake. Or make it worse by making Terra the rapist by her using her Earth powers to bind Slade down and force him, and you can't deny that it's plausible. Because she's fictional. Anything can happen. So why didn't Slade tell Beastboy whether he slept with her or not, maybe it was because he really didn't want to but he was forced into it. And that's just something you can't dump on a very emotional man who was trying to kill you a moment ago.
ALL THE POSSIBILITIES BECAUSE IT'S FICITIONAL!
But ANYWAY, I went way too dark there.
Ending on a brighter note: Personally to all Deathstroke fans, please value your mental health, please don't start any arguments that'll compromise it, and continue supporting Deathstroke in whatever way you can!
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jealous treasure (hyunsuk-jaehyuk)
requested: yes, by anon
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hiii! thanks for requesting. sorry this took so long đ i wrote it all and the. decided i didnât like what i wrote so i had a breakdown and started again. but nevertheless here we are. I hope you like it! i made jihoonâs a little longer since idk he was the one this was based off ofđ
â± a/n no. 2 iâm gonna use another member in each one because itâs easier than making up a whole new person and explaining a bit about them for each one if that makes sense. but this is just for fun, itâs fictitious, remember that plsâ±
find the other members here
đȘ hyunsuk:
having never met his closest friends before, you wanted to dress nicely on the day. you grabbed the accessories that you had laid out the night before that went perfectly with your outfit and put them on while admiring how great you looked in the mirror.
upon arriving at the diner, you spotted your boyfriend and his friends sat closely together. you slowly walked over to their booth, not wanting to seem too eager. your boyfriend stood up and flashed you a smile before pointing for you to sit next to a boy dressed in blue and while, who you later found out was named mashiho. you ordered from the menu together and started to chat amongst yourselves.
âso what do you do, y/n?â the boy next to you asked while hyunsuk was distracted.
âiâm a student, but i work part time. actually i work just over the roadâ you pointed to the sports shop over the way.
âi think iâve seen you in there before, sorry i didnât recognise you, you look so different when youâre not wearing their fluorescent uniform,â he smiled, pointing to the bright trainers you now remember selling him a few weeks ago.
âoh that was you?â you laughed loud enough to catch hyunsukâs attention, whoâs smile faded as he glanced at the pair of you bonding ânice tasteâ you complimented mashiho.
ânot as nice as mine though, right?â hyunsuk piped up, while brushing the shoulder of his shirt.
âitâs not a competitionâ you smiled, awkwardly, not wanting to hurt anyoneâs feelings.
âbut if it wasâŠâ one of his other friends spoke. you made a mental note that from now on, you hated that guy.
you thought about your response for a while. mashiho looked disinterested, too busy picking the crispiest fries from his plate. your boyfriend, however, looked a little helpless, he was practically begging with his eyes for you to compliment him.
âthen i think my boyfriend would win. hyunsuk has better taste than anyone, and i think we can all agreeâ you rattled on, face burning, knowing that the others around the table thought you were just sucking up to him.
âwell of course, i fell for you, babyâ hyunsuk winked in your direction while his friends made exaggerated heaving noises at your cringiness as a couple.
đž jihoon:
you have the pettiest boyfriend, you know it, he knows it, everyone knows it. he gets jealous even at the tiniest things, but itâs kind of endearing. your graduation was no exception, he really wanted to be happy all afternoon, but seeing you with so many guys hugging you while you cried tears of joy, made him mad, that should be him.
to treat you (and also to show off to everyone that you were his) he took you to the bar in town that you liked the most. you sat down at the table for two and scanned over the menu, wondering why you were even looking, knowing you were going to order the same thing as always. you told jihoon what you wanted as you could see the waiter getting nearer to your table, he always ordered for you when you asked him to.
ây/nâ you heard coming from behind you. you turned around to see a familiar face, junghwan, and following behind him, a friend of his that youâd once met in passing.
âi saw that you graduated today! congratulations!â he spoke, indicating that you stand for a hug. meanwhile, jihoon ordered, but not without side eyeing you and this boy.
âcan we join a table onto ours please and make it sit 4 people?â you asked the waiter who nodded and did as you requested without a fuss.
jihoon shot you the darkest stare at you sat opposite to him. âour order will be out way before theirsâ he snarled quietly.
âitâs fine we can bring them out at the same timeâ the waiter smiled at him upon hearing your boyfriends petty remark.
âthanksâ jihoon replied sarcastically, the smile on his face showing clear signs that the waiter needs to back off now.
âso why are you here?â junghwan asked âyou should be going out partying, is he not letting you?â he looked over a jihoon after joking around with you a little.
âthere are no parties to go toâ you frowned, âbut iâd rather spend my days with jihoon, and now you guys, than with my classmates anywayâ you bubbled. you looked over once again at your boyfriend, whoâs expression was still as stern as when they'd arrived. you kicked at his leg gently and flashed him a warm smile, hoping heâd mimic it and look at least a little genuine with it.
âiâm going to the bathroom, order quicklyâ jihoon told the pair. you glared at him as he walked off, all while still trying to participate in the conversation. jihoon returned with an obviously fake smile, yet it was an improvement so you went along with it. to your surprise, jihoon had managed to endure 3 drinks before deciding it was time to leave and go home with you, which you were more than happy to do since the bar was getting pretty full. you said your goodbye to the two friends with a small hug, while jihoon watched from the side. âcome onâ he rolled his eyes as he watched your arms wrap around junghwanâs shoulders.
leaving the bar, jihoonâs hand engulfed yours. âthere has got to be some kind of reward for spending 90 minutes with them. oh and for watching all of those other guys hug youâ he whispered into your ear âiâm sure youâll think of somethingâ. he laughed a little and pressed a warm kiss against your cheek. you smirked, knowing the perfect way to show him that you were all his, now almost too eager to get home.
âĄïž yoshi:
âitâs just what we neededâ yoshi relaxed back onto the sofa, stretching an arm out to the side and wrapping it around you casually. you threw the remote onto the coffee table and nestled into your boyfriend. today was movie day, a full marathon of romcoms, chosen by you.
the first movie, you cried. the second, you cried again. however, by the third, youâd gotten a little bit bored. you pulled your phone from your back pocket, your fidgeting catching yoshiâs attention.
âhey whatâs wrong?â he asked, his question fading as he read your notifications. âwhy did haruto ring you-â he paused to check the number â4 times?â he didnât think too much of it. you guys were friends, your boyfriend just wanted to know the gossip.
you called him back straight away, leaving your boyfriend clueless. he waited patiently as you spoke on the phone. âno way!â you let out with a smile âiâll be there in a secondâ you got up, wafting your hand so that yoshi would follow.
âwhat why?â he stayed put, waiting for a response.
âhe said heâs got a surprise for meâ you rushed, getting your coat on as quickly as possible. yoshi, once again, sat back in his comfortable position, which you knew meant that he was not moving any time soon.
âbut what about our movie dayâ he whined and sulked. you rolled your eyes knowing he wouldnât stop for anything, you had to give in. you slowly started removing your jacket, pulling your phone out of the pocket and launching it towards the sofa.
âiâll just text him and tell him to give it to me, the love of your life, okay?â he continued âgosh he knew it was our day, he should have left us alone instead of distracting youâ
you smiled at his hint of jealousy, hoping it wouldnât be the last you ever saw, because honestly, his mini tantrum was rather cute.
đ junkyu:
âwhat homework is that? what subject?â junkyu shuffled through your sheets of paper over your shoulder with a pout while you worked.
âconsidering i study japanese i think it would be pretty wild if it was the timeline of the spanish armada, donât you?â you snapped unexpectedly, youâre not even sure why you said it in the tone you did.
âi was just making conversationâ he slumped onto the bed while pulling a face behind your back, only then noticing the familiar young boy on your phone screen. âoh, youâre calling someone, iâll leave, give you some privacyâ he pouted once again, dragging himself from your bed. âclearly i'm not needed hereâ
you turned to asahi, the boy you were calling, who was generously helping with your work, as he avoided eye contact with you. you stared at the small image of yourself in the corner, biting your lip with guilt.
âiâm sorry junkyu, i didnât mean to snapâ you admitted, throwing your head into your hands as soon as the words left your mouth. youâd be kind of stressed lately with all the learning, but that doesnât mean you can take it out on your boyfriend, you thought.
âitâs okay, you shouldnât be nice to me when your handsome tutor is calling, i understandâ he rolled his eyes and tutted with a hint of exaggeration. it didnât take long for him to register what had just happened though, as a few seconds later you felt his arms wrap around you from the back and a gentle kiss placed on top of your head. he turned off the call and whispered an almost silent âsorryâ.
âi only called him to help with this one passage.â
âyou donât need to explain to me. but why didnât you ask me for help?â he blew his cheeks up and pouted in a way that was even bigger than before. âi'm really good at japaneseâ he boasted
âjunkyu, sweetie, next time maybeâ you giggled, finally regaining the power to sit up again slightly. âbut your jealousy was kinda cute, so maybe i will call mashiho next timeâ
âdonât even think about itâ he hushed you in a harsh, yet sarcastic tone.
âïž mashiho:
it was pretty rare that mashiho got jealous, or that he told you/showed you that he was at least. you and doyoung actually spent a lot of time together these days and your boyfriend never seemed to mind so you never stopped. but little did you know, heâd just about reached breaking point. he was tired of you ânot being able to meet up with himâ because youâd already made arrangements with doyoung to do something. he wanted to do those things with you.
âwhere are you going? you donât usually dress like that on a sunday?â he questioned as you headed towards the door.
âi told you, doyoung and i are gonna watch that movie today. i canât go in my pjsâ you replied.
âoh with doyoung, i should have guessedâ he rolled his eyes, leaning back against the sofa. he pulled his phone from his pocket, ready to text one of his friends once again to ask if they wanted to do something.
âwhatâs that supposed to mean?â you turned your head back to look at him. he looked hot like that, but you didnât think right now was the time to bring it up.
âyouâre always doing things with him. would it be so wrong if you went and watched a movie with me?â he asked as you walked towards him, ready to hug him and apologise. you thought for a moment, realising that you had been spending more time with doyoung than your own boyfriend, but was it really all that bad? you sat besides him and placed his phone on the sofa so he had nothing to do other than talk to you about this.
âso i canât see my friends?â you snapped back at him in a higher pitch, even though he wasnât shouting at you. his eyes softened and his right eye filled with tears, shortly followed by his left. you refused to look at him, half in anger, half in shame.
âthatâs not what i meant, you know that. just go, have funâ he ran his hand down your arm while you sat in silence. it really was that bad. you didnât want to be THAT couple who never did anything together.
âdo you want to come with?â you smiled.
âmaybe, only if we, you and i, can go bowling afterwards, aloneâ he replied as if he was still mad.
âof course!â you exclaimed, it was an offer you couldn't refuse. upon hearing your response, mashiho grabbed your hand, leading you to his room which was full of clothes.
ânow, which tshirt matches with yours the best?â he hummed.
âïž jaehyuk:
more than the party itself, wayyy more than the party itself, you enjoyed having your friends over beforehand to get ready and vibe with. tonight you expected only your boyfriend but he ended up bringing along another friend too, yedam, who you were actually pretty close to, he even introduced you to jaehyuk in the first place.
both had gotten changed pretty quickly in the bathroom while you slipped into your outfit in your bedroom. you were just applying a layer of lipstick when you heard a knock at the door.
âcan i come in?â yedam asked.
you shouted a âyesâ and he did so. his outfit was all black except for the flannel heâd thrown on, his hair was a little messy and his boots were untied.
âlook at my nailsâ he smiled brightly, offsetting his outfit perfectly. âi just painted them so theyâre wet, and jaehyuk is doing his business in there. can you tie my shoes for me, please?â he begged. you agreed and offered your chair as a place for him to put his shoe. âtight trousersâ he shrugged, leaving you with no other option but to get down on the floor and tie them, it was a good job it was yedam, you thought.
âget upâ jaehyukâs voice could be heard from a mile away, despite how softly spoken he is. you stood up and looked over at him with wide eyes âoh i thought you were proposingâ he laughed, playing the whole thing off as a joke. âlet me, i donât want your outfit to get dirty, which might i add looks extremely good, honeyâ he complimented while getting down on the floor to tie his friends' laces.
âyoon jaehyuk, are you jealous?â you smirked, looking over at yedam, who was smiling too.
âno, i just donât want your outfit to get messed up, i just said thatâ he lied once again. âbut if you were proposing yeah, i think iâd be pretty jealousâ he continued.
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I Think Weâre Alone Now
A Jaemin fic thatâs part of our Halloween Series!Â
Summary: Your Spring Break plans change at the last minute when the campus heartthrob asks you to join him and the popular kids to your nemesisâ cabin.Â
Pairing: college student! Jaemin x female readerÂ
Genre:Â romance, angst, mystery, suspense, horror, crime
Word Count: 7.4kÂ
Warnings:Â Bullying, body image mention, gore, violence, death
(A/N): SHOUTOUT TO MY GIRL KRYS FOR THIS DELICIOUS MOODBOARD. SHE IS AN AMAZING ARTISTE. I AM IN AWE. I hope my story does this moodboard justice and I hope you guys enjoy! Thank you for the support!Â
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Spring Break was imminent for the kids of Guang University. It was your freshman year and your friends all had different plans. You planned to stay home and get a head start on your homework and catch up on all of your favorite Korean dramas.
You headed out of the school with Haechan, your best friend. He had plans to go visit his family in South Korea for a couple of days. You were bummed that your closest friend wouldnât be in town for the break.
âYou sure you donât want to come to Seoul with me? We might bump into Ji Chang Wook. You never know.â Ji Chang Wook was your celebrity crush.
You balanced your giant biology textbook while you tried to find your phone. âThatâs tempting but I have a big exam right after break and Iâve been behind for weeks...So now I have to cram.â
Haechan sighed. âY/n, you need to give yourself some down time.â
You frowned. âWhat are you talking about?â
Haechan sighed. âYou havenât come out to any parties in the past two months.â
You sighed. âWell...â
Haechan whined. âYouâre supposed to be my party buddy...â
âWell, party buddy, then explain Daniela, Hazel, and Ally,â you said, calling out your best friend for not being so lonely at these parties after all.
âI-â Haechan started.
Before Haechan could explain, a group of girls youâd tried so hard to avoid walked by and âaccidentallyâ bumped into you, making you drop your book to the ground.
The girl who bumped into you turned and laughed. âIâm SO sorry. Maybe if you didnât take up so much space, it wouldnât have happened.â
The other girls laughed as they began to saunter off.
You groaned. You thought bullies retired once they graduated from high school when reality finally gave them a slap to the face.
Well, unfortunately for you, the mean girls from your old high school were smart enough to get into your dream school so you now occasionally saw them. And worse, shared a biology lab with them. The head of the pack, Heather, always had it out for you for always beating her for the best grade in class. Youâd get a 94 and sheâd get a 93. You were just happy to get an A and she was furious she wasnât number 1. You guessed it had to do with her superiority complex and how she had to please her wealthy parents.
Haechan yelled, âHeather, what the hell-â
Heather started, âWhat? Itâs a simple observation.â
Well, not everyone could be a size 0 like Heather. You knew that you had a healthy body shape. Sure, you know you could use improvements but you were human. No one was perfect. Nothing Heather could say could make you think she was right. She was just a hater.
âHave a nice break, Heather. Maybe your dad will finally come home,â you said as you grabbed Haechanâs hand and walked off.
âHey! y/n, get back here!â Heather demanded. Her dad and her mom were separated for a while now and he was never home to spend time with his precious daughter.
Heatherâs bark had always been bigger than her bite. So you didnât let her words get to you. Not anymore.
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Haechan went home while you waited to call an Uber to take you to the record store across town. Â You may as well go out and do one fun thing before you hunkered down at home for the break.
That was when you heard someone sobbing hard. And you couldnât help but find the source.
The boy sat down on a bench by the bus stop. It was the campus heartthrob, Na Jaemin. Youâd shared a couple of lectures with him this year. He was very sweet, always had something to compliment you on. Your hair, your lipstick, your outfit.
Well, then he would proceed to ask for help with assignments but you appreciated getting paid with flattery.
You frowned. âA-are you okay?â You started. âDo you need help?â
Jaemin looked up as tears ran down his beautifully sculpted face. His eyes widened at the sight of you. He wiped his tears away with his jacket sleeve. He shook his head. âY/n! Hey, IâmâŠokayâŠI just-â
You sat down beside him and pulled an unopened bottle of water out of your backpack. You handed it to him. âHere.â
He looked down at it and asked, âAre you sure?â
You nodded. âGo ahead.â
âThank you,â he said, managing a half-smile.
He drank from it as you waited.
He exhaled in satisfaction. âThank you, y/n. Iâm sorry. I didnât mean to scare you like this. School and work have been so stressfulâŠI just needed to let it all out.â
You hesitated before you put a hand on his back. You moved it gently against his muscular upper back. âIâm sorryâŠDo youâŠwanna talk about it?â
Jaemin froze and debated telling you. âI got fired from my jobâŠâ He admitted.
You removed your hand from his back. âJaemin, thatâs terribleâŠIâm so sorryâŠWhat happened?â
He shook his head. âThe boss was kinda harsh. I couldnât take it. I slipped up once and I got the ax.â
You tried to meet his eyes. âIâm so sorry, Jaemin.â
Jaemin managed a smile for you. âThank you, y/n. Youâre always sweet. Always good. Iâm glad youâre here with me.â He placed a hand over yours.
This may or may not have made you want to scream with excitement. But your better judgment told you to contain yourself because Jaemin was upset.
Your little moment was interrupted by Heather and her cohorts.
Heather stood in front of Jaemin, noticing his red eyes âOh, Nana, whatâs wrong?â
Jaemin didnât look all that thrilled to see Heather either. âItâs nothingâŠDonât worry about it.â
âBecause if y/n is bothering you, she should leave. Isnât that right, y/n?â Heather turned to you with her hands on her hips.
You were about to snap when Jaemin beat you to it. âActually, Heather, sheâs not. So what can I do for you so you can leave faster?â
Heather looked at her group in shock. Her minions all let out audible gasps and whispers. âJaemin...â
âIâm waiting,â Jaemin said, a new commanding tone overtaking him.
âWe wanted to know if youâre coming to my cabin this weekend.â She tried to come off flirtatious but after his rebuff, she was confused.
âMaybe,â Jaemin replied, âIf y/n comes.â
âWhat?â You and Heather exclaimed.
âIâll go if y/n goes,â Jaemin said resolutely.
You started, âJaemin, I-â
Jaemin interrupted. âI need this, y/n. A time to get away. And if you come, I would love itâŠâ He said softly, almost intimatelyâŠLike no one else was around.
Youâd had a crush on Jaemin since the first day of Intro to Theater. Jaemin was a tremendous actor. He was an excellent Demetrius to your Helena in your act for A Midsummer Nightâs Dream.
Jaemin was always so nice. You thought the most he would do for you is give you a dollar for the vending machine. And that wouldâve made your heart soar to the moon.
It was odd that you were considering going somewhere to hang out with Heather and her friends...But you did want to get to know Jaemin more.
What about your homework?
Well, it could wait.
And what about Heather?
Well, pissing off Heather was a hobby of yours.
One of Heatherâs friends coughed. And Heather rolled her eyes. âFine. Meet at my house at 7 AM tomorrow.â
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Your older sister Sophie drove you to Heatherâs. âWhy are you going to Lucifer's spawnâs cabin?â
You sighed. âBecause a cute boy asked me to.â
Sophie put the car in park right in front of Heatherâs mansion. She looked at you in disbelief and fascination. âA boy?â
You said, âHe wanted me to come.â
Sophie laughed. âWell, y/n, he must be very cute if youâre willing to hang out with Her Royal Darkness.â
âLike her ego, Iâm sure the cabin is big enough so I donât have to see her.â
You were both so distracted that you didnât notice Jaemin knock on your passenger side window. He smiled brightly. Wow, he looked incredible for someone who woke up and texted you good morning at 5:30 AM.
âWow,â your sister said, in shock from Jaeminâs beauty. She rolled down your window.
âReady to go, y/n?â Jaemin asked. You saw the expectant look in his eyes. He was radiant and much more relaxed. You were so happy to see him. He seemed to feel a lot better.
âJaemin, this is my older sister, Sophie,â you said, âSophie, this is my friend Jaemin.â
They shook hands and Sophie muttered, âYou better tell me everything when you get back. And that I am the maid of honor at your wedding.â
âBye, Sophie! Weâll go on our run together when I come back on Sunday, okay?â You said louder to deflect from what Jaemin couldâve overheard. You and Sophie ran together every weekend for stress relief and bonding time. You got out of the car and hoped Jaemin hadnât heard anything.
Jaemin offered to give you a ride on his Jeep Explorer to Heatherâs cabin, much to Heatherâs disappointment. Heatherâs friends were riding with her.
You and Jaemin had fun on the road for two hours, just the two of you. You enjoyed some old school Backstreet Boys, *NSYNC, and Britney Spears. You snagged the CDs from your sisterâs collection.
âEvery little thing I do never seems enough for you!â You and Jaemin sang.
You too had gotten off the route to get snacks at a convenience store and because Jaemin needed to fill up his tank. He insisted you put your wallet away. He bought all of your favorite junk food essentials: M&Ms, Flaminâ Hot Cheetos, Coke, Orange Fanta. This boy knew his way into your heart.
âSo, y/n, whatâs your end goal in life?â He asked as he continued the route to Heatherâs cabin. âYou strike me as an aspiring pediatrician...Saving the children!â
You laughed at his enthusiasm. âIâd like to be a physical therapist. My parents got into a car accident when I was nine...My mom was fine but my dad broke his right leg and right arm. He needed to get physical therapy in order to walk properly again...I went with him to almost all of his appointments. I have a lot of respect for physical therapists after how much they helped himâŠâ
âIâm glad your dad recovered,â Jaemin said as he gave you a quick smile before gluing his eyes back onto the road.
âMe, too...But...my end goal in life? Honestly, I just want my own space to dance around in...With no shame.â
Jaemin chuckled. âNo shame, huh? Does that mean youâre a terrible dancer?â
You smacked him. âNo. Well, Iâm sure there are worse dancers.â
He laughed harder. âOkay...I believe you.â
You laughed. âWhat about you, Jaemin? Whatâs your end goal?â
He sighed. âStart up my own content-creating company...Iâm into traveling and uncovering hidden gems. Be the next big thing after Buzzfeed Unsolved.â
âThose are some pretty big shoes to fillâŠâ You started.
Jaemin sounded unsure. âYeahâŠâ
You smiled, âI know you can do it. Youâve got a subscriber in me.â
Jaemin faked a tear. âYou have no idea how much that means to me.â
You both laughed again as you reached for the M&Ms and your hands touched. You quickly pulled away, embarrassed. But Jaemin smiled to himself.
Jaemin said, âBut as cheesy as it sounds...I want to get married, get a big house, and fill it with twelve children.â
You coughed. âTwelve? Are you and your future wife thinking of splitting the pregnancies up?â
Jaemin laughed. âOkay, maybe not twelve...But a family of my own is my dream. My parents split up when I was five so...Iâve split my time between two homes and it was an awkward feeling, especially after both of my parents remarried.â
âOhâŠâ You said. You couldnât exactly sympathize with him because your parents were happily married so you didnât want to say anything that could rub him the wrong way. That was the last thing you wanted.
âI want to be with that one person...For the rest of my life...When I meet her, Iâll know.â He said, giving you a meaningful look.
You had no idea how to process that so you took a sip of your blue raspberry ICEE and held it in the air, awkwardly. âHereâs to you finding your soulmate someday.â
He chuckled. âThank you.â
___
You arrived at Heatherâs summer home...Well, she called it a cabin. But it was actually a mansion by the beach. It was gorgeous. Something straight out of a movie. It looked like it could be its own hotel resort. You realized that there was a good chance youâd have your own room.
âThis house is huge!â You exclaimed.
Jaemin looked along with you as he handed you your bag. âWhat a shame. I was hoping we would room together.â He said softly into your ear.
You turned to him in shock and he shot you his infamous flirty grin. This boy had you thinking he liked you and heâd better stop before you tried to kiss him.
Heather handed everyone keys to their bedrooms. âIf any of you lose this copy, I canât help you.â She made sure to say that as she handed you your keys.
You went up the stairs of the beach house and chose the last room on the left. You were unlocking the door to your room when someone from behind you tapped you on the shoulder.
âHey, youâre y/n, right?â You recognized Yangyang from your mandatory PE class. You both took Intermediate Swimming, a class where as long as you flailed in the water and passed the easy quizzes, youâd be guaranteed an A.
You nodded. âAnd youâreâŠâ
He said, âIâm Yangyang. Itâs so nice to see you here!â
âYou, too,â you said, averting your eyes once again. Yangyang was pretty attractive and you hoped he didnât remember you and your Sailor Moon one piece. You always tried to be one of the first in the water and the last to leave when it came to your swimming class.
Even though Heatherâs comments were nothing to you, it didnât mean you were completely immune to the hurt it caused.
âYou were in Coach Emersonâs swim class, right? You had the iconic Sailor Moon swimsuit.â
And there went the rest of your hopes and dreams. âY-yeahâŠâ
He laughed. âDonât be embarrassed. I had Dragon Ball Z swim trunks.â
âReally?â You said.
Yangyang pretended to be hurt and winced. âI thought youâd be the one to notice.â
âWell...Iâm not exactly looking at anyoneâs...bodyâŠâ You said, cringing at your words.
He laughed. âFair point. I just liked the pattern. Your favorite character is Sailor Mars, right?â
You nodded, âHell yeah. Sheâs the best.â
âIâm more of a Sailor Venus guy, myself,â he replied.
âGood taste. But all of the Sailor Scouts are queens,â you started.
âNo question,â Yangyang said. âHey, do you-â His phone started to ring. âSorry, y/n...I gotta take this.â
You waved goodbye to him and entered your spacious bedroom. As much as Heather despised you and you despised her, her family had excellent taste in real estate. The queen-sized bed was plush like a cloud straight from heaven. You pulled the window up to feel the ocean breeze. It was paradise.
You heard a knock at your door an hour later. It was Jaemin.
âWanna go for a walk?â He asked.
âSure!â You said, having already changed into a sundress.
Jaemin thought you looked stunning. Well, you always did. He was so happy to be here with you. Otherwise, he may not have gone on this trip.
Jaemin led you to the beach where you let your toes touch the water. He teased you by splashing you. And you splashed him back until you both were soaked.
You both laughed so hard that you toppled over each other, you on top of Jaemin. You both stared at each other for a long time. Jaemin closed his eyes, his long eyelashes caressing his cheeks. He waited for you to kiss him.
You moved closer and your lips met his. His lips tasted salty thanks to you and your merciless splashing. But the kiss was everything. It was fireworks at the end of a perfect night. It was hot chocolate on a warm winter night. It was like an angel held you and you snuggled against his wings. The kiss was perfect.
You two let go and Jaemin bit his lip. âSo.â
You stood there, frozen. âSoâŠâ
âSo...we did that.â
You nodded. âIndeed we did.â
âThoughts?â He looked at you with his big brown eyes.
You cleared your throat. âWell...I certainly wouldnât mind doing that again.â
Jaeminâs big gorgeous goofy smile came back full force at hearing you. He cupped your face in his hands and was about to kiss you again.
âGuys!â Naeun called out to you. âHave you seen Yangyang?â
You and Jaemin pulled yourselves apart. You answered, âLast time I saw him was when he went to his room. Is everything okay?â
âHe wasnât answering his phone...And I found it in his room.â She held up his phone that had a Dragon Ball Z pop socket on the back of it.
You frowned. âThatâs weird.â
Jaemin offered. âMaybe he went for a walk. Got some fresh air?â
âMaybeâŠâ Naeun thought and you nodded. âIf you see him, tell him Iâm looking for him and that Iâm pissed.â
âOkay,â you said.
Naeun stomped away, frustrated.
âNow where were-â you started.
Jaemin already pulled you in for another kiss. He pinned you down against the shoreline and trailed your neck with his kisses.
You breathed heavily as you held him tightly.
He looked at you, as if asking you something.
You gave him a look. âWhatâs up?â
âDo you want toâŠâ His eyes moved down to his pelvic region where his member was protruding through the fabric of his trunks.
Your eyes widened at how big he was. And your eyes nearly popped out of your head when you realized what he was asking. âOhâŠâ
Jaemin waited for you patiently.
Things were moving too fast. You were more than happy to kiss Jaemin all night but you really werenât ready to have sex. Not tonight, anyway.
You already knew the answer. âIâm sorry Jaemin. I do like you but...Iâm...not ready. I should goâŠâ You got up but Jaemin stopped you. It was like a romantic Korean drama scene, except instead of your wrist ...He grabbed your ankle.
âItâs okay...You donât have to go. Please donât goâŠâ He begged as he made a puppy dog pout.
You laughed, relieved. âOkay okay...You can stop making that face.â
Jaemin pouted his lips even more. âWhat face?â
You rolled your eyes and splashed him. You and Jaemin spent a couple of hours on the beach, kissing and talking. You wrapped up and he walked you to your bedroom.
___
You woke up early the next morning to hear screaming and crying. You got out of bed and ran out the door.
âWhatâs wrong?â You asked, finding Naeun devastated on the floor. Heather sat down with her on the ground and consoled her.
âYangyangâŠâ She said between sobs. âHeâs gone!â
Renjun looked grave as he handed you his phone. âWe all got these messages. Did you, y/n?â
You looked at what was on Renjunâs phone screen and there was a video of Yangyang, bound up and gagged. Tears streamed down his eyes. He mumbled loudly for help.
Tears fell out of your eyes. âWhat the hell is this?â
You couldnât believe it. Youâd just had a whole conversation with him yesterday. He was friendly and funnyâŠ
And now he was like this.
Jaemin replied, âSomeoneâs idea of a sick joke...I donât recommend looking at the rest of the story, y/nâŠâ
You ignored him and kept watching. The next video pointed to a wall and you could hear Yangyang clearly now...He was yelling. âNo! Who are you? Why are you doing this? Stop! Nooooooo!â The video cut off after that. The last picture was of Yangyang with his throat slit with text that read: âWonder who will be next...Itâs anyoneâs guess, really. đ§ #springbreak2020â
You ran into the bathroom and threw up. The rest of the group followed you into the bathroom. âWell, y/n?â Tzuyu started.
âWell, what?â You asked.
âShow us your phone,â Tzuyu demanded.
âWhy?â You asked.
Jaemin intervened, âWhy are you guys ganging up on her?â
âWeâve checked everyoneâs phones...Now we want to see y/nâs,â Tzuyu said, a vindictive look in her eyes.
âFine,â you said. You pulled it out of your pocket and you were shocked to find the messages on your phone.
âSomeone sent them to her, too. Sheâs as innocent as the rest of us,â Renjun said.
Tzuyu frowned. âOkayâŠâ
She seemed disappointed that you werenât the culprit. You wondered why Tzuyu hated you. She was merely one of Heatherâs followers so you guessed she would hate anyone Heather hated no matter what.
Still, this didnât alleviate any of your worries. Someone kidnapped and murdered Yangyang overnight. And whoever that was remained close by.
And they werenât finished.
Unfortunately for all of you, your cell reception was weak so you couldnât contact the police. You were on the verge of a panic attack.
Renjun decided, âWe should try going to the next town to get reception.â
Tzuyu started, âYou are not leaving me here.â
âFine, weâll go together.â He said as they both walked off and borrowed Heatherâs car.
___
You sat in the living room, scared to be in your room all alone. Hell, you didnât mind being with Heather and Naeun. Jaemin was making lunch in the kitchen for you guys.
It had been a few hours since Renjun and Tzuyu left. Now you were all getting worried. The next town wasnât that far off, according to Heather. So something was up.
And you wondered if it had been a good idea for them to leave. Maybe they had been just as much in danger as the rest of you. Whoever the killer was...He had resources to be anywhere at any time. It gave you shivers.
âY/n, can you get Naeun a glass of water?â Heather asked you.
You nodded and met Jaemin in the kitchen. You asked him once again, âAre you sure I canât help with anything?â
Jaemin shook his head. âIâve got this.â He said as he finished making lasagna.
You got a glass of water for Naeun. âJaemin, Iâm scared,â you said.
Jaemin looked rattled up, too, but he seemed to be holding it together for the rest of you. And it meant a lot to you.
The four of you sat down to eat quietly. Naeun barely took a bite of her lasagna.
Not too long after, she started wheezing. Hives broke out onto her skin. âEpi...Pen...Heather.â
Heather jumped out of her seat. âIâll go get it!â
âOh God,â you panicked. âYou need air! Letâs go outside, Naeun.â
You and Jaemin helped her out to the front door so she can breathe better. You were praying Heather found her EpiPen soon.
Heather returned, upset, âAre you sure itâs in your purse? I couldnât find it.â
Naeun nodded. âYesâŠâ
When you realized Naeunâs EpiPen was missing, you ran up to your room and grabbed yours. âI brought mine!â
âHurry up!â Heather said.
You ran back down and Naeun was able to get the injection she needed to recover from her reaction.
Heather took Naeun up to her room to recover.
âI wonder what Naeun was allergic toâŠâ You said to Jaemin.
Jaemin frowned. âI donât know...I had no idea she had severe allergies. Maybe it was in one of the ingredients but Iâm not sure which oneâŠGod, I feel terrible.â He put his face in his hands.
âHey, itâs okay...It was an accident...Sheâll be okay,â you said as you hugged him.
âIt was a good thing you had your EpiPen, y/n...Youâre amazingâŠâ
âOr I just have severe allergies, too,â you said.
He laughed awkwardly. âRightâŠâ
Even more hours passed. Renjun and Tzuyu havenât returned. Everyone was antsy.
You and Jaemin were going to go out and look for them but you were shocked to find his tires had been slit recently.
This wasnât a coincidence. The killer was watching your every move. You wondered if he had gotten to Renjun and Tzuyu. Your throat dried up at just thinking that.
You and Heather grabbed weapons from her fatherâs shed, which included gardening shears and hunting rifles.
Heather taught you how to handle the rifle. You both went back into the house with your weapons in tow. You all made sure to shut all of the windows and close all of the doors. You scoured the entire property. No one can come in. And no could come out. You hoped there wasnât some random secret entrance to this house that rich people always seemed to have in the movies. You all reluctantly headed to bed.
You sat up on the edge of your bed. You were comfortable in a concert tee and some shorts. You wanted to wear something that would be easy to run in. Just in case the killer would come for you next.
Jaemin was at your door. âHeyâŠHeather and Naeun both fell asleep.â
âHow can they be asleep...I canât sleep knowing that that bastard is out thereâŠâ You said.
Jaemin walked into the room. âCan I sit with you?â
You nodded. âJaemin, what are we going to do...We canât just stay here. We're sitting ducks. Renjun and Tzuyu are just gone...And we donât know when or even if they're coming backâŠâ
Jaemin rubbed your back in small circles. His touch was distracting. Kissing Jaemin would be a great distraction.
Making love to him would be even better.
That would be ridiculous. The last thing you wanted to do was have sex when a murderer was afoot. That would be a total cliche.
Jaemin replied. âIâm sorry, y/n...I think our best bet is to wait it out until morning and go to the next town on foot.â
You nodded. âYeah...Maybe daytime will be safer.â
Jaemin nodded. âWhy donât you go to sleep and Iâll take the first shift?â
âReally?â You asked.
âYeah, Iâm wired. I had three cups of coffee in the past hour. You need to rest, y/n.â Jaemin said as he pulled the covers over you. âIâll come back to wake you. Iâll be on guard.â He grabbed one of the hunting rifles he left outside the door.
âThank you,â you said as you shut your eyes. Sleep quickly took over.
___
You were quickly shaken awake. âY/n get the fuck up!â Heather hissed.
âHeather?â You exclaimed.
She shushed you. âShut up. You need to come with me right now.â
âWhatâs wrong?â You whispered.
Heather made sure your door was locked before she returned back to you. âNaeun is dead.â
You looked carefully at Heather and had seen that sheâd been crying. âWhat?â You asked. âThatâs impossible.â
âWe shouldnât have left her alone. She said she was fine. She seemed fine. I went to check on her and...she wasnât breathing. And...I think she was smothered, y/n.â
âWait...Are you sayingâŠâ
âThe killer is Jaemin,â Heather said.
âWhat? Why would you say that?â You shook your head.
âThink about it, y/n. None of us has good reception here so how is that we got those texts about Yangyang? The killer had to be in close proximity to us. Tzuyu and Renjun left in my car, which he probably messed with so they got into an accident...And...I donât even want to say what couldâve happened...Whatever Jaemin put in the lasagna almost killed Naeun. Then, her EpiPen fucking disappeared. And then, conveniently right after, his tires were slit. And now, since he couldnât finish the job the first time, he smothered Naeun to death.â
âHeather...Jaemin wouldnâtâŠâ You started.
âI know...I had my doubts, too, but...he gave me some calming tea before I went to sleep...When it cooled down, I tested it...Itâs been drugged.â
Your heart sank. âHow do you know?â
âMy dadâs company is working with the nail polish that can track date rape drugs. My painted nail changed color when I tested it out. Jaemin tried to drug me, y/nâŠâ She showed you her neon green polish and the one fingernail that turned black.
You covered your hand over your mouth.
âI had a feeling he would come check up on me so I tossed some of the tea down the drain and pretended I was asleep. He came back to check that I was asleep, y/n...Thatâs just creepy. Why the hell would he need to drug me?â
Not knowing how to answer, you started, âHeather...MaybeâŠâ
Jaemin surprised you both by breaking the wood of the door down with an ax. He made a big enough hole to unlock the door from the inside.
You and Heather yelled. Jaemin heard everything.Â
Jaemin started. âHeather, why are you up? I thought I was going to take care of you tomorrow in my grand finaleâŠâ
âShit,â Heather said as she got closer to you.
âJaemin? What grand finale?â You demanded. âWhat is going on?â
Jaemin smiled wide at you. âSweetheart, I thought I told you to sleep.â
The look in Jaeminâs eyes became cold...Calculating.
ây/n...Itâs no accident that I asked for you to come on this tripâŠâ Jaemin said as he pulled a knife out of his pocket and twirled it around his hand. âI thought youâd partake in the festivitiesâŠâ
âWhat festivities?â Heather demanded. âWhy the fuck did you try to drug me? Why did you kill Naeun? What the hell did she do to you?â
Jaemin tsked as he met Heatherâs eyes. âWhy wouldnât I kill Naeun? Why wouldnât I kill them all? Think about it, you ungrateful little brat.â
You found yourself moving closer to Heather then for she was your only living ally. Albeit the biggest bitch in the land.
Jaemin killed everyone.
Jaemin was the killer.
Heather shook her head. âJaemin, stay the fuck away from us. I swear to God. Or Iâll-â
Jaemin chuckled. âYouâll what? Call Daddy? Call Mommy? Theyâre both abroad, never giving a second thought about their spoiled daughter...Those two think you couldnât be safer and more comfortableâŠItâs ridiculous...A girl who has everything...Takes it upon herself to put others down...Youâve put y/n down for years...Youâve never let go your childish and petty hatred for her...And for what reason?â
Heatherâs resolve faded when she realized what you had.
âJaeminâŠâ You started.
âY/n, did you not realize that each person on this trip has fucked with you one way or another?â He asked.
Well, the girls were bitches, yes, butâŠ
âNaeun was the one who spread that rumor about you getting your breast implants...Tzuyu was the one who nearly ran you over in the student parking lot...Renjun body shamed you in the boysâ locker room...And Yangyang told us all that he wanted to take your virginity this weekendâŠâ
âJaemin!â Heather exclaimed.
âYou shouldâve been careful with who you added in your group chat full of morons, Heather....Ah, and Heather, dear...youâre the ringleader in all of this...You goaded Naeun and Tzuyu to do these things to y/n. Youâve set out to put y/n down for a long time now. You even went along with Renjun and Yangyangâs comments about y/nâs body...Fuck you, by the way, sheâs perfect in every way...And I shouldâve made them all go through slower...more painful deaths for all of the things you said about her...â
You couldnât believe what you were hearing. You had no idea that even boys were targeting you...First off, you literally just breathed. The girls were childish and petty butâŠ
âJaemin,â you said.
âYes, sweetheart?â Jaemin asked with a kinder smile to you.
âWhat they all did to me was wrong...But you didnât have toâŠâ
Jaeminâs eyes widened. âKill them? Well, it wasnât up to you...All of these people are worthless scum that wonât amount to much, honestlyâŠ.So was it really a waste?â
Heather surprised you by pulling a handgun out of her pocket. She shot Jaemin in the chest. ây/n, letâs go!â She pulled you out of the bed and you both ran for your lives.
âAgh!â Jaemin groaned as he fell to the ground.
You both ran down the stairs. Heather unlocked the front door, knowing the house was no longer safe.
You both ran down the steps of the entrance. You had to pull Heather with you because she ran too slow for you. Then, you heard a gunshot.â Heather fell down. Sheâd been shot in the foot. âFuck!â She yelled.
You turned to see Jaemin at the entrance with a hunting rifle. âBulletproof vest, baby!â
You yelled as you tried to help Heather up.
Jaemin asked, genuinely confused. âY/n, why are you running? This has nothing to do with you.â
You gaped. âAre you kidding me? Apparently, this has everything to do with meâŠJaemin put the gun down! Please stop!â
Jaemin shook his head. âOut of the question, sweetheart. Youâd be smart to leave Heather to me.â
Heather began to cry. âNoâŠâ
You wrapped Heatherâs arm around you and both walked off. Heather winced with pain but she could manage as you kept running. Jaemin was getting closer and closer. He waited, then.
You and Heather were confused. Why did he stop running?
You and Heather both walked over a bear traps you both hadnât seen.
You yelped in pain and Heather cried out, âSon of a bitch!â
It hurt for both of you to move an inch. You both cried.
Jaemin made his way over, using a flashlight. He sighed. âY/n, you shouldâve stopped running. Now youâve your beautiful ankle...Well, itâs no big deal...I can disinfect it and patch it up nicely for you...After Iâm done with Heather.â
âJaemin, no, please stop. You donât have to do this. I donât want you to do this. Thatâs enough!â You pleaded.
At the sound of your last two words, Jaemin froze. The words brought him back to when he was a kid and he would pummel other children for bullying his younger siblings. His parents would beg him to stop. It was too bad that their words didnât stick. And your words were no different.
Jaemin sighed. âIâm sorry, y/nâŠâ He whacked the back of his gun over your head so you blacked out.
___
Heather had also been knocked out. She awoke to being tied up and sitting in the hot tub beside the Olympic sized swimming pool in the backyard. She noted that bricks were tied around her ankles. As she tried to pull herself up, it was impossible for her to get out.
Jaemin smiled wickedly as he wielded the thermostat. âYouâve always prided yourself on being the hottest girl at our college...Why donât we put that to the test?â
âJaemin, please stop! I am so sorry!â She cried. âPlease donât do this! I messed up! I...Iâve always been jealous of y/n! Because she was the one who had everything. The perfect family. The perfect grades. The perfect body. Everything about her is so damn effortless that I hated it.â She hoped that pouring her soul out to him might make him change his mind.
âOh, boohooâŠâ Jaemin said as he increased the heat.
Heather grew uncomfortable. âJaemin...Stop...Please...Itâs too hotâŠâ
Jaemin sighed. âGoodbye HeatherâŠâ
___
You slowly woke up seated on the passenger side of Jaeminâs Jeep. Your eyes quickly opened when you realized that. You jerked awake and found Jaemin in the driverâs seat, calm and composed. âI think weâre alone now...â
You backed up against your window. âJaemin! Where is Heather?â
âOh, sheâs tied up at the moment...In the hot tub...She is indeed the hottest girl from our college nowâŠâ Jaemin said, a chuckle escaping his lips at his pun.
You were about to be sick. You pulled the window and vomited. You tried moving by the gash from the bear trap made you wince and groan in pain.
âOh, y/n...I didnât mean for you to get hurt...You couldnât help it, though. Wanting to help that brat till the end...Because you see the good in people...You are simply too pure.â
âJaemin...Where are we going?â
âTo the next town...Where we will report a murderer that broke into Heatherâs summer homeâŠâ
You looked at him in disbelief. Surely, he wouldn't turn himself in.
âThe murderer is at large and we narrowly escaped, y/n...I got you out of the bear trap and we were able to get away in my carâŠâ
You shook your head. âJaemin, no...Theyâll never believe you...â
Jaemin shocked you by breaking down the same way he had the day before you left for the trip. âOfficers, please h-help us. Our friends are gone!â
You looked at him in disbelief. Did he fake crying before?
Well, you did think he was a tremendous actor. You just didnât know how right you were.
âJaemin, this is wrongâŠâ You started.
He sighed. âY/n...you worry too much...Now your life will be brighter...Itâll be perfect now. Perfect for the perfect girlâŠâ
You contemplated how the hell you could get away from Jaemin. Your options were limited as heâd taken your phone. You couldnât exactly run that far but you could find a way to slow him down. You noticed Heatherâs car off the side of the road. Itâd rammed into a tree. Jaemin must have tampered with Heatherâs car, you realized. He did admit to having a hand in their disappearance, after all.
You thought fast and with all of your strength you moved over to Jaeminâs side and turned the wheel so the car collided into the trees.
The impact was intense but youâd dodged most of the impact. Jaemin laid next to you, unconscious and bleeding.
You limped out of the car and checked Heatherâs car. As you feared, Renjun and Tzuyu died from the impact. It was a gruesome sight. They dealt with blunt trauma. Their heads were draining blood. You nearly puked again.
Before you broke down in tears, you thought fast and remembered Renjun and Tzuyu smoked. You rummaged through the glove compartment for a weapon or a phone...You came up short with Renjunâs lighter. Tzuyuâs phone had some battery left. The reception was low so you had to find a way to get to the next town to get reception.
So now what the hell were you going to do, you werenât going to light a car up on fire...And burn the evidence that was once Tzuyu and Renjun.
You noticed the gas leak that came from under the car. You got under the hood of Heatherâs car and found the gasoline tank leaking. You grabbed an empty Starbucks cup from the front seat and let the gasoline slip in.
___
You ran, not getting very far when Jaemin called out to you. He was able to walk normally and he was quickly catching up to you.
âY/n! Sweetheart! Where are you going? Without me...â Jaemin called out.
You turned quickly and found he walked over to you with an ax.
âFuck off, Jaemin!â You said, realizing he was just as capable of killing you.
âSweetheart, letâs just talk about this...I did this all for you...Because I love you...I want to make you happy. I want to marry you. Have twelve children...Ah, yes, you said twelve may be excessive...How does eleven kids sound?â
You rolled your eyes. He was fucking insane. You decided to provoke him. âWhat makes you think I would marry a deranged killer?â
Jaeminâs face was unreadable then. You hid the cup of gasoline away in your sweater. Pretending you've injured your arm so Jaemin wouldnât be the wiser.
âY/n, pleaseâŠâ
You entertained him by turning around.
âWhat, Jaemin? How could you possibly convince me that anything you did was okay?â
âIf you let me tryâŠâ Jaemin started. He got closer to you.
You waited for him to get closer and quickly doused him with the gasoline.
Jaemin coughed as some of the gasoline got in his mouth. ây/n, what are you-â
âGoodbye, Jaemin.â You ignited Renjunâs lighter and tossed it at him.
Jaemin clothes caught on fire. He yelled in agony as you watched him struggle. He threw the axe at you but he missed. You cried as you went back to Jaeminâs car and started up the ignition. Thank goodness, it still worked.
Jaemin immediately removed his clothes to remove himself from most of the flames and patted himself down. He immediately charged at you as you backed the car up from the tree.
You didnât think twice as you ran him over. Checking the rearview mirror and seeing the job hadnât been completed, you reversed the car and ran him over again.
You waited ten minutes to see that Jaemin was dead. You got out of the car and kicked his body to check for any movement. You got his heavy, lifeless body into the car with you. You checked his pulse again. He was dead. You checked multiple times because once again, you werenât about to become a movie cliche.
You made it to the next town and reported Jaeminâs murders and how you killed him in self-defense. You explained your weekend of terror and you were at the station all week for questioning. Your family joined you and consoled you as you told them all you knew.
The police scoured the mansion. They found Yangyangâs body in the pool house, beaten to a bloody pulp. They found Naeunâs body in her bed, like sheâd been in perpetual slumber. They found Heatherâs body in the hot tub, wrinkled and burnt. They found Heatherâs car where Tzuyu and Renjunâs bodies remained.
Jaemin told you the truth. He worked part-time at hardware store. He had been fired that day for snapping at one of the customerâs who was berating his wife. Before Jaemin left, he stole an ax. He really did get the ax, like heâd told you.
It turned out Jaemin tampered with the reception at Heatherâs house and because her house was already remote...Jaemin was able to use that to his advantage. He used the last of the reception before he cut it off to send the texts about Yangyang from a burner phone, which was uncovered in his Jeep. Yangyangâs phone was unlocked and the police uncovered his messages that were supposedly from his dealer, who he scheduled to meet with the night he disappeared. It turned out Jaemin hacked into the dealerâs phone to get Yangyang right where he wanted him. Jaemin did indeed tamper with the wires of Heatherâs car so Tzuyu and Renjunâs fates were sealed. The leftover lasagna Jaemin had prepared was analyzed and there were traces of crushed peanuts in the lasagna. Naeun had a severe peanut allergy. Naeunâs EpiPen was found with Jaeminâs other belongings. When youâd saved Naeun with your EpiPen, Jaemin took it upon himself to smother Naeun with a pillow in her sleep. Jaemin had planted bear traps around the front lawn, which was how he caught you and Heather. Heather died from heat exhaustion in the hot tub as she was tied up and restrained with bricks tied around her ankles. Jaemin had done all of this with gloved hands so no trace of his DNA could be found at the crime scenes. If it hadnât been for the evidence heâd hidden in his car, then the case wouldâve been more difficult to resolve.
Jaeminâs body was recovered at the crime scene. Thankfully, he was not a movie cliche where he up and left and awaited his next victim. He was dead to the world and most importantly, dead to you.
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