heeeeyyyyy guys don’t mind me just dropping this off rq 🙂
sorry it’s incredibly domestic lmao i wasn’t sure if i wanted to post it but i need soft things in my life and i think they are allowed to be sweet as a treat every now and then (i’ll spare them the horrors for now)
vegas definitely gets that overwhelming feeling of like “holy fuck i love you ???” after looking over at pete and seeing like the curve of his cheek or the bow of his lip or the way his hair fans out on the pillow. just tiny details that only he gets to see up close and the flood of emotions that come from that realization
and of course he has no idea wtf to do with that so he’s probably kinda weird about it but like
my personal headcanon on whether the gavins are actually german or not:
mother & father gavin are/were from germany, and kristoph lived there at least long enough to remember it, they moved to georgia (the US state), then had klavier, and then moved to california when klavier was around 11-13
basically what i’m saying is that when klavier isn’t consciously doing the german accent, he has a thick enough southern accent to give lotta hart a run for her money
Exactly how I’ve seen it this whole time👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 now it’s coming from the shows creator (weirdly validating?) It’s like if I’m so open and honest why isn’t it just natural for you to be as open with me? It’s just a very hard concept when you’re younger to understand that not everyone is like that
falling in love with ‘a haunting in connecticut’ a little because, while my cancer wasn’t nearly as bad as matt’s (like they just had to take out my thyroid and the bulk of it was gone), i’m currently having to decide whether to get the radioactive treatment and risk cancer because of that or not do the treatment and risk my cancer coming back. and either way it’s there’s a risk of cancer because i’m YoungTM and there’s all this time for it to grow in me or whatever no matter what i choose. but with that and also just the chronic illnesses and whatnot and constantly feeling like shit, this movie is kinda comforting. i like how matt can see the ghosts because he’s in the middle of life and death, and i like this acknowledgement that it’s not life vs death and sometimes there’s a spectrum. because when i could barely eat two bites without feeling like i ate a 3 course meal and couldn’t control my temperature and was going through life in a haze because i barely had the energy to move (much less pay attention), i certainly didn’t feel like i was living