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wooahaes · 2 years
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anyway if anyone wants like. a fluffy domestic thing that they typically see get turned into smut, hmu. like, the reason i originally drafted the bathing together reactions a few weeks ago was bc i wanted a soft domestic version of tht kind of thing.
it felt like every time i try to seek it out, theres sexual implications and maybe i literally just want to take a shower w someone and have it stay a shower. no sex involved or expected. i like the idea of being able to share an intimate moment like bathing together without the fear that ill get pressured into sex when my stressed ass just wants to be close to someone.
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milk-ducts · 7 months
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finished up the episode,, did this fucking bitch nolan really trick his son into coming by sending out one of the thraxans to LIE to him about their planet being on the verge of destruction ??
#invincible#invincible season 2#invincible spoilers#mark grayson#if this ends up like the comics and mark ends up hugging him n telling him how much he missed him??? i will raise hell#I DID NOT CRY TO VAMPIRE EMPIRE AND IMAGINE THEM AS NOLANMARK JUST FOR THIS TO FUCKING HAPPEN#I WANT MARK BEATING THE EVERLOVING SHIT OUT OF HIM#i want MARK makinf a scene i want him crying his eyes out#why the fuck did nolan think this was ever a GOOD idea#NOLAN IM COMIG FOR YOU … (in more ways than one)#can mark bite his beating heart out ?? just this once#HE literally gave him neigh-irreversible PTSD#also ALSO he ruined suance dog for him . i dont care if that was just supposed to be some comedic gag .#mark is never gonna look at his comics or action figures the same way again without#pinpointing it to that one time his dad sent a disguised associate of his to lie to him#its like an abuser sending out one of their friends to make them meet up w their victim so they can#directly apologize in their faces n coerce them into an uncomfortable position#ik nolans dumbass probably has semi good intentions but come on ???#mark better be like ^reduce ur expectations to 0^#and suckerpunch him infront of everyone#nolan grayson#omni man#ouggfff THIS GOT ME SO HEATED U DONT UNDERSTAND#mark get BEJHIND ME !!#i will fucking fight him bare fisted#it sucks that NOLAN gets to fking move on#and mark n debbie just fking suffer the consequences of his actions#how to boil viltrumite flesh#the whole situation is so fucked 2 me no matter how wholesome ppl try to paint it as
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3416 · 2 months
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so what i've learned is that for mitch marner specifically any points earned in a blowout game don't count actually. especially not in a blowout game where he helped swing the momentum. also points super don't count if you got them in games 1-4 of a potential 7 games series because idk reasons. being the first maple leaf with a round 2 gwg in half a million years doesn't count the most obviously because it wasn't a game 5, 6, or 7. it doesn't matter how you got to games 5-7 but if you're not putting up points in that exact stretch of games then well you're just not built for playoff hockey apparently. unless your name isn't mitch marner of course.
REALLLL TO ALL OF THIS.... everything he's done in the playoffs is bad and he's a whiny child apparently for ? existing ? having an occasional bad game when he just came back from an injury known to continuously impact your game while you heal ? we're just gonna look over the fact that he was better in the first game than everyone that contributed in the second bc we didn't win the first, lol. amazes me that no matter how many times i read this shit, i get so worked up every time like. not even from a mitch marner fan perspective sometimes but just from the sheer lack of fucking LOGIC and then seeing hundreds to thousands of people agree? like bro this is really partially the worst fanbase in the league, lol. i am NOT ride or die with all of you stupid fucks, that's for sure.
even yesterday i was just seeing stats about how he and mo were at the top of the list of most pass to shot attempts made in the oz so far in the ENTIRE playoffs and i'm like ????????????? you'd think he was doing NOTHING just bc his linemates can't put it in, lol. i'm so tired of people saying 'the second mitch is on a non-leaf team, he'll win a cup with them' even as defense of mitch from the fanbase bc like. he's not going anywhere?????? he's got a nmc like what are we even hypothetically discussing??????? him for WHICH stud dman on the market??? letting him walk and pissing off your franchise star center while you're at it???? like what. anyway. the extension with a raise is going to hit so hard after all the 'mitch can only stay if he takes a discount' too fhijdsklfejds.
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minakoaiinos · 1 month
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It's not even a joke anymore I need to see Mey Rin.
#and my finny and bard i wonder how they're going to look in this new animation style#i don't usually care about animation styles per se like it's not something i bitch about but i don't love the animation this season per se:(#sometimes it's really really pretty but also sometimes i am like that's not how ciel and especially sebastian look :(#sebastian looks really pretty but sometimes he doesn't feel like sebastian? i like when sebastian was all pointy#i think sebastian should look like this is junjou romantica.#but aside from that i think the tone is a smidgen off from the manga? like the way certain things are animated are not as goofy as the manga#when usually i don't feel a weird imbalance there sometimes it lands now and sometimes it doesn't#oh back to the original point i wish we had done an obligatory house episode ik the arc is just like this in the manga but uh so was circus#we're in the same situation where it's been so many years since the anime has been on air AND we are in a situation where we got 11 eps...#...out of this arc i think it would have made perfect sense to have a house episode with everyone#bc at its heart black butler is about the house ciel has made and the bit they all have going there#everything bad happens now bc he goes out of the house!! the house is the safe space control group type of environment#that's part of why the murder arc is so fun bc everyone there is in complete control of it and ciel's a stay at home not talk guy#everything outside of the house is fake! that's why it's the bit that they're pretending to be fake inside!#that's necessary to orient you to this story and ciel but whatever anyway 😔#small gripes that pick at me occasionally i just haven't had the time or mental space to voice them here#kuroshitsuji#my kuro posts
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Bracket Information
There will be a total of 513 songs in the bracket (with 585 prior to preliminary rounds)! Each round will last one week, and each batch will be staggered by one day, With two days in between rounds. Propaganda is not only allowed, but encouraged! Assuming nothing goes awry, I also have a surprise planned for the winning song >:3c
This SHOULD include every song in Homestuck, excluding Hiveswap music and Beyond Canon, however, because there are an absolutely insane amount of songs in Homestuck, it’s possible I missed one or two. If there are any you think I DID miss, feel free to send me an ask and let me know!
The bracket is seeded randomly, in no particular order.
this brackets was inspired by other brackets like it, such as @character-of-all-time @transfemswagbracket @eyepatchbracket @movingmusiccomp @undertale-ost-bracket @notp-poll-showdown
Preliminary Round
For this round, the results of a draw will conclude in the original version of the song being chosen
All Polls
Showtime (Piano Refrain) vs Showtime (Original Mix) vs Showtime (Imp Strife Mix)
Aggrieve (Violin Refrain) vs Aggrieve vs Aggrieve (Violin Redux) vs Aggrieve Remix | DRAW
Sburban Jungle (Brief Mix) vs Sburban Jungle
Harlequin vs Harlequin (Rock Version) | DRAW
Explore vs Explore Remix | DRAW
Rediscover Fusion vs Rediscover Fusion Remix | DRAW
ohgodwhat vs ohgodwhatremix
Dissension vs Dissension Remix
Three in the Morning vs Three in the Morning (TJ’S I Can Barely Sleep in This Casino Mix) vs 3 in the Morning (Pianokind) vs Three in the Morning (Aftermath)
Blackest Heart vs Blackest Heart (With Honks)
I’m a Member of the Midnight Crew vs I’m a Member of the Midnight Crew (Post-Punk Version) vs I’m a Member of the Midnight Crew (Acapella)
How Do I Live (D8 Night Version) vs How Do I Live (Bunny Back in the Box Version)
Pondsquatter vs Pondsquatter (Live Chamber Version)
Candles and Clockwork vs Candles and Clockwork (Alpha Version)
Creata vs Creata (Canon Edit)
Eternity, Served Cold vs Eternity Served Cold (Canon Edit)
Mother vs Mother (Piano)
Vagabounce vs Vagabounce (Remix)
Trollcops vs Trollcops (Radioplay)
Guardian vs Guardian V2
Verdancy (Bassline) vs Kinetic Verdancy
Hoschestra vs Horschestra STRONG Version | DRAW
Walls Covered in Blood vs Walls Covered in Blood DX
Doctor vs Doctor (Remix)
Overture (Canon Edit) vs I - Overture
Sarabande vs II - Sarabande
Serenade vs III - Serenade
Homestuck Anthem vs IV - Anthem
Beatdown (Strider Style) vs Beatdown Round 2 vs Beatdown DX
Lotus vs Lotus (Bloom)
Pyrocumulus (Kickstart) vs Pyrocumulus (Sicknasty)
Even in Death vs Even in Death (T’Morra’s Belly Mix)
Round One
All Polls
Batch One
Ante Matter vs Land of the Salamanders | DRAW
Upward Movement (Dave Owns) vs Crustacean
Hardlyquin vs Phaze and Blood | DRAW
Aggrievance vs Skaian Summoning
Contention vs Medical Emergency | DRAW
The Thirteenth Hour vs Skaian Skuffle
Underworld vs Nannaquin
Chorale for Jaspers vs The Beginning of Something Really Excellent
psych0ruins vs Sarabande
Aggrieve vs Dissension
Homestuck Anthem vs Hardchorale
Enlightenment vs Endless Climbing
Atomyk Ebonpyre vs Skaian Dreams Remix
mIrAcLeS vs Harleboss
Spider’s Claw vs Space Prankster
Verdancy (Bassline) vs The La2t Frontiier
How Do I Live (Bunny Back in the Box Version) vs Greenhouse
Beatdown (Strider Style) vs Showtime (Piano Refrain)
Amphibious Subterrain vs Ace of Trump
Dupliblaze COMAGMA vs Nightlife | DRAW
Descend vs Vertical Motion
Dead Shuffle vs Clockwork Contrivance
Lotus Land Story vs Phantasmagoric Waltz
Skaian Skirmish vs Valhalla
Happy Cat Song! vs Candles and Clockwork (Alpha Version)
Revelawesome vs Tall, Dark and Loathesome
Sburban Jungle vs Mutiny
Welcome to the New Extreme vs Three in the Morning
Versus vs Ballad of Awakening
Black vs Snow Pollen
Octoroon Rangoon vs Pony Chorale
White vs Homestuck
Batch Two
Bed of Rose’s / Dreams of Derse vs Harlequin
An Unbreakable Union vs ohgodwhat
Song of Life vs Hauntjam
Joker’s Wild vs Planet Healer
Gardener vs dESPERADO ROCKET CHAIRS,
Hollow Suit vs Biophosphoradelecrystalluminescence
Skies of Skaia vs Get Up
Keepers vs Sburban Countdown
Upholding the Law vs Moonshatter
Softly vs Walls Covered in Blood
Light vs Vagabounce
Savior of the Waking World vs Pyrocumulus (Kickstart)
Sunsetter vs Showdown
Crystalanthemums vs Carefree Victory
Sunslammer vs Ectobiology
Clockwork Melody vs Carbon Nadsat / Cuestick Genius | DRAW
Moonshine vs Plague Doctor
Explore vs Chorale for War
Death of the Lusii vs Hearts Flush
Rediscover Fusion vs Livin’ It Up
Liquid Necrocity vs Virgin Orb
The Ballad of Jack Noir vs Crystalmanthequins
Pumpkin Cravings vs Heirfare
Clockwork Sorrow vs Throwdown
Squiddle! vs Unsheath’d
Blue Noir vs Skaian Ride
Ecstasy vs Hauntjelly
Knives and Ivory vs Can Town
Ruins (With Strings) vs Doctor
The Lemonsnout Turnabout vs Skaian Flight
Skaia (Incipisphere Remix) vs Guardian V2
Endless Climb vs Jade’s Lullaby
Batch Three
Stormspirit vs Heir Transparent
Make a Wish vs Karkat’s Theme
Chaotic Strength vs Time On My Side
Eridan’s Theme vs Wacky Antics
Scratch vs Clockwork
Spider8reath vs Trollcops
Trial and Execution vs Frogs
The Deeper You Go vs Rex Duodecim Angelus
Fly vs The Broken Clock
Darling Kanaya vs Horschestra
Rest a While vs Pumpkin Tide
Catchyegrabber (Skipper Plumbthroat’s Song) vs Nautical Nightmare
Squiddissension vs Phrenic Phever | DRAW
The Blind Prophet vs Terezi’s Theme
Savior of the Dreaming Dead vs Apocryphal Antithesis
Science Seahorse vs Beta Version | DRAW
Boy Skylark (Brief) vs The Nic Cage Song
The Sound of Pure Squid Giggles vs Carefree Princess Berryboo
Dreamers and the Dead vs Play the Wind
Gaia Queen vs Knife’s Edge
Warhammer of Zillyhoo vs Vriska’s Theme
Forever vs Mister Bowman Tells You About the Squiddles
At the Price of Oblivion vs Dance of Thorns
No Release vs Variations
Alternia vs Eldritch
Frost vs Ocean Stars
English vs She’s a Sp8der
Jade Dragon vs Rumble at the Rink
Friendship is Paramount vs Heir Conditioning
Omelette Samdwich vs Let’s All Rock the Heist
Sun-Speckled Squiddly Afternoon vs Nepeta’s Theme
Chain of Prospit vs Lazybones
Batch Four
Havoc to be Wrought vs Umbral Ultimatum
Arisen Anew vs Rainbow Valley
Shade vs Blackest Heart (with Honks)
Light vs Crystalanthology
Trollian Standoff vs The Carnival
Awakening vs Rhapsody in Green
Tangled Waltz vs Time Paradox
Squiddle Samba vs Terezi Owns
Atomic Bonsai vs BL1ND JUST1C3: 1NV3ST1G4T1ON
Lies with the Sea vs A Tender Moment
Squiddles the Movie Trailer - The Day the Unicorns Couldn’t Play vs Rain
Let the Squiddles Sleep (End Theme) vs Heat
Plumbthroat Gives Chase vs You Won a Combat
AlterniaBound vs Killed by BR8K Spider!!!!!!!!
Squiddles in Paradise vs FIDUSPAWN, GO!
Wind vs Tribal Ebonpyre
Courser vs Requiem of Sunshine and Rainbows | DRAW
Squididdle! vs Tentacles
Elavatorstuck vs I Don’t Want to Miss a Thing
WSW-Beatdown vs Squiddle Parade
Chartreuse Rewind vs MeGaLoVania
Swing of the Clock vs Catapult Capuchin
Baroqueback Bowtier (Scratch’s Lament) vs A Fairy Battle
Midnight Calliope vs Walk-Stab-Walk (R&E)
Squiddle March vs Dawn of Man
Clockwork Reversal vs Humphrey’s Lullaby
Squiddles Campfire vs Friendship Aneurysm
Black Rose / Green Sun vs Earthsea Borealis
Gamebro (Original 1990 Mix) vs Lifdoff
Maplehoof’s Adventure vs Squiddle Happytime Fun Go!
Even in Death vs Frost
Trails vs Temporal Piano
Batch Five
Nightmare vs Battle Brotocol | DRAW
Hussie Hunt vs Pink Cat
Black Hole / Green Sun vs Emerald Terror
Litrichean Rioghail vs Red Disc
Calamity vs Mayor Maynot
Chronicles vs Teal Hunter
What a Daring Dream vs Iron Knight
Teal Seer vs Cyan Beast
Homefree vs Prospit Dreamers
Hallowed Halls vs Questant’s Lament
Creation vs Escape Pod
Tomahawk Head vs Revelations II - DISQUALIFIED
Indigo Heir vs Serenade
Coolkid vs Olive Scribe
Requiem for an Exile vs Bargaining with the Beast
We Walk vs Green Ghost
Judgement Day vs White Host / Green Room
Carapacian Domain vs Gust of Heir
Derse Dreamers vs Endless Expanse
Purple Bard vs March of the Batterwitch
Purple Tyrant vs Years in the Future
Bronze Page vs The Golden Towers
I’m a Member of the Midnight Crew vs Do the Windy Thing
Raggy Looking Dance vs Song of Skaia
The Vast Glub vs Terraform
The Lost Child vs Rust Maid
Gilded Sands vs Genesis
Orchid Horror vs Love You (Feferi’s Theme)
Exodus vs Cobalt Thief
Requiem vs Flare
Arcade Thunder vs Blue Atom
Rapture vs Violet Prince
Batch Six
Fuchsia Witch vs Violet Mariner
Frog Hunt vs Pendulum
The Meek vs The Prelude
Airtime vs Pilot Light
Riches to Ruins Movements I & II vs Iron Infidel
Havoc vs Indigo Archer
Rust Servant vs Eden
The Obsidian Towers vs Temporal Shenanigans
Phantasmic Youngsters vs Infinity Mechanism
Revered Return vs Galactic Cancer | DRAW
Nine Lives One Love vs Bec Noir
Revelations III vs Cascade (Beta)
Sburban Reversal vs Jade Mother
Kingside Castle vs Orange Hat
Galaxy Hearts vs Scourge Sisters
Cobalt Corsair vs Null
Pale Rapture vs ohgodcat
Fuchsia Ruler vs Davesprite
Center of Brilliance vs Jade Sylph
Carefree Action vs Your Universe
Revelations I vs Bronze Rebel
Afraid of the Darko vs Squiddle Song
Darkened Streets vs Cupcake Girl
Core of Darkness vs Aimless Morning Gold | DRAW
Cascade vs Frostbite
Made of Time vs WV: Become Mayor of the Cans
Gold Pilot vs Do You Remem8er Me
Unite Synchronization vs Ruins Rising
Frog Forager vs Drift Into the Sun
Temporary vs Ocean Stars Falling
Skaian Birth vs Gold Mage
Superego vs Olive Rogue
Batch Seven
Speaker (Skaia’s Reflection) vs Lunar Eclipse vs June Sleeps / Skaian Magicant
Aggrievocation vs Feel (Alive)
Of Gods and Witches vs The Lordling
Red Sucker vs Moonsetter
Ascend vs Cairo Overcoat
Respit vs Princess of Helium
FantasyP vs Conclude
Beatup vs Frogs’ Intermezzo
Bridge of Stars vs Mother (Piano)
Portrait vs Eternity Served Cold (Canon Edit)
Dord Waltz vs Reverie
Firefly vs Entrance of the Salamanders
Breeze vs Frustracean | DRAW
Stargaze vs Trepidation
Another Chance vs Pipeorgankind | DRAW
Solar Voyage vs Overture (Canon Edit)
The Vast Croak vs Crystalmethequins
Pumpkin Party in Sea (Redacted)’s Water Apocalypse vs Stride
Breakshot vs Prospitian Folklore
The Temple’s Withered Bloom vs iRRRRRRRRECONCILA8LE
Constant Confinement vs Elephant Gun
A Taste for Adventure vs Despot
Jane Dargason vs Hate You
Negative Aperture vs Starfall
October vs Another Countdown
Clockstopper vs Creata
Sweet Dreams, Timaeus vs Checkmate
Requited vs Busting Makes Me Feel Good
Our Glorious Speaker vs Carne Vale
Game Over vs Voidlight
Noirscape vs Lilith in Starlight
Train vs Firefly Cloud
Batch Eight
Red Miles vs Skaian Shrapnel
Coursing vs The Lyrist
Bilious vs THIS Pumpkin
Dapper Dueling vs Encore
Pink Shells vs Battle Against an Unfathomable Enemy
Stress vs Minihoof’s Adventure
Power Fantasy vs Consorts’ Intermezzo
Everything is Something to Somebody vs Skaianet
Vodka Mutiny vs Cumulating Dreams
Cancerous Core vs Castle
Pondsquatter vs Moonsweater
Frogsong vs Flying Car | DRAW
Skaian Happy Flight vs Thanks For Playing
A Little Fight Mewsic vs Heir of Grief
Constant Conquest vs Anbroids V2.0
Stoke the Forge vs Freefall
Sunrise vs Unlabeled | DRAW
Breeding Duties vs Expedition
The Scratch vs Before the Beginning and After the End | DRAW
Buy NAK Sell DOOF vs Ugly Betty
Renewed Return vs Green Lolly
ASSAULT vs Lancer | DRAW
You Killed My Father (Prepare to Die) vs Dogfight
Rustless Fall vs Underfoot
Another Jungle vs Whistling Jackhammer | DRAW
Thip of the Tongue vs GameGrl (Original 1993 Mix)
Austin, Atlantis vs Stellarum Salve
The Changing Game vs Negastrife
Oppa Toby Style vs Great LOFAF Expedition of 2009
Skaian Overdrive vs Sound Judgement
Under the Hat vs Three’s a Crowd
Prelude vs Miasmajesty
Round Two
All Polls
Batch One
Ante Matter vs Land of the Salamanders vs Upward Movement (Dave Owns)
Hardlyquin vs Phaze and Blood vs Aggrievance
Contention vs Medical Emergency vs Skaian Skuffle
Underworld vs The Beginning of Something Really Excellent
Sarabande vs Aggrieve
Homestuck Anthem vs Endless Climbing
Atomyk Ebonpyre vs Harleboss
Spider’s Claw vs The La2t Frontiier
How Do I Live (Bunny Back in the Box Version) vs Beatdown (Strider Style)
Ace of Trump vs Dupliblaze COMAGMA vs Nightlife
Descend vs Clockwork Contrivance
Lotus Land Story vs Skaian Skirmish
Candles and Clockwork (Alpha Version) vs Revelawesome
Sburban Jungle vs Three in the Morning
Black vs Ballad of Awakening
Octoroon Rangoon vs Homestuck
Batch Two
Bed of Rose’s / Dreams of Derse vs An Unbreakable Union | DRAW
Hauntjam vs Planet Healer
Gardener vs Biophosphoradelecrystalluminescence
Skies of Skaia vs Sburban Countdown
Moonshatter vs Walls Covered in Blood
Vagabounce vs Savior of the Waking World
Sunsetter vs Crystalanthemums
Sunslammer vs Clockwork Melody vs Carbon Nadsat / Cuestick Genius
Plague Doctor vs Explore
Death of the Lusii vs Rediscover Fusion
Liquid Negrocity vs Crystalmanthequins
Pumpkin Cravings vs Clockwork Sorrow
Unsheath’d vs Skaian Ride
Ecstasy vs Knives and Ivory
Doctor vs The Lemonsnout Turnabout
Skaia (Incipisphere Remix) vs Endless Climb
Batch Three
Heir Transparent vs Karkat’s Theme
Time On My Side vs Eridan’s Theme
Clockwork vs Spider8reath
Trial and Execution vs Rex Duodecim Angelus
The Broken Clock vs Darling Kanaya
Pumpkin Tide vs Nautical Nightmare
Squiddissension vs Phrenic Phever vs Terezi’s Theme
Savior of the Dreaming Dead vs Science Seahorse vs Beta Version
The Nic Cage Song vs Carefree Princess Berryboo
Dreamers and the Dead vs Knife’s Edge
Vriska’s Theme vs Forever
At the Price of Oblivion vs Variations
Alternia vs Frost
English vs Jade Dragon
Heir Conditioning vs Let’s All Rock the Heist
Nepeta’s Theme vs Chain of Prospit
Batch Four
Umbral Ultimatum vs Arisen Anew
Shade vs Crystalanthology
The Carnival vs Rhapsody in Green
Time Paradox vs Terezi Owns
BL1ND JUST1C3: 1NV3ST1G4T1ON!!! vs Lies With the Sea
Rain vs Heat
Plumbthroat Gives Chase vs Killed By BR8K Spider!!!!!!!!
FIDUSPAWN, GO! vs Wind
Courser vs Requiem of Sunshine and Rainbows vs Tentacles
Elevatorstuck vs WSW-Beatdown
MeGaLoVania vs Swing of the Clock
A Fairy Battle vs Walk-Stab-Walk (R&E)
Dawn of Man vs Clockwork Reversal
Squiddles Campfire vs Black Rose / Green Sun
GameBro (Original 1990 Mix) vs Maplehoof’s Adventure
Even in Death vs Temporal Piano
Batch Five
Nightmare vs Battle Brotocol vs Pink Cat
Black Hole / Green Sun vs Litrichean Rioghail
Mayor Maynot vs Teal Hunter
Iron Knight vs Teal Seer
Prospit Dreamers vs Hallowed Halls
Escape Pod vs Revelations II
Serenade vs Coolkid
Requiem for an Exile vs Green Ghost
Judgement Day vs Carapacian Dominion
Derse Dreamers vs March of the Batterwitch
Purple Tyrant vs The Golden Towers
I’m a Member of the Midnight Crew vs Raggy Looking Dance
Terraform vs The Lost Child
Gilded Sands vs Orchid Horror
Cobalt Thief vs Flare
Blue Atom vs Violet Prince
Batch Six
Violet Mariner vs Pendulum
The Prelude vs Pilot Light
Iron Infidel vs Havoc
Rust Servant vs Temporal Shenanigans
Infinity Mechanism vs Revered Return vs Galactic Cancer
Bec Noir vs Cascade (Beta)
Sburban Reversal vs Orange Hat
Galaxy Hearts vs Cobalt Corsair
Pale Rapture vs Fuchsia Ruler
Jade Sylph vs Your Universe
Bronze Rebel vs Afraid of the Darko
Darkened Streets vs Core of Darkness vs Aimless Morning Gold
Cascade vs Made of Time
Gold Pilot vs Unite Synchronization
Drift into the Sun vs Ocean Stars Falling
Gold Mage vs Olive Rogue
Batch Seven
Lunar Eclipse vs Feel (Alive)
Of Gods and Witches vs Moonsetter
Ascend vs Respit
Conclude vs Beatup
Mother (Piano) vs Eternity, Served Cold (Canon Edit)
Reverie vs Firefly
Breeze vs Frustracean vs Trepidation
Another Chance vs Pipeorgankind vs Overture (Canon Edit)
Crystalmethequins vs Pumpkin Party in Sea (Redacted’s) Water Apocalypse
Breakshot vs iRRRRRRRRECONCILA8LE
Constant Confinement vs A Taste for Adventure
Hate You vs Starfall
October vs Clockstopper
Sweet Dreams, Timaeus vs Requited
Carne Vale vs Game Over
Lilith in Starlight vs Firefly Cloud
Batch Eight
Skaian Shrapnel vs Coursing
THIS Pumpkin vs Encore
Battle Against an Unfathomable Enemy vs Stress
Power Fantasy vs Skaianet | DRAW
Vodka Mutiny vs Castle
Moonsweater vs Frogsong vs Flying Car
Thanks for Playing vs Heir of Grief
Anbroids V2.0 vs Freefall
Sunrise vs Unlabeled vs Expedition
The Scratch vs Before the Beginning and After the End vs Ugly Betty
Renewed Return vs ASSAULT vs Lancer
You Killed My Father (Prepare to Die) vs Underfoot
Another Jungle vs Whistling Jackhammer vs GameGrl (Original 1993 Mix)
Austin, Atlantis vs Negastrife
Oppa Toby Style vs Skaian Overdrive
Three’s a Crowd vs Miasmajesty
Round Three
All Polls
Batch One
Upward Movement (Dave Owns) vs Aggrievance
Skaian Skuffle vs The Beginning of Something Really Excellent
Aggrieve vs Homestuck Anthem
Atomyk Ebonpyre vs The La2t Frontiier
Beatdown (Strider Style) vs Dupliblaze COMAGMA
Descend vs Skaian Skirmish
Candles and Clockwork (Alpha Version) vs Sburban Jungle
Black vs Homestuck
Batch Two
Bed of Rose’s / Dreams of Derse vs An Unbreakable Union vs Planet Healer
Biophosphoradelecrystalluminescence vs Sburban Countdown
Moonshatter vs Savior of the Waking World
Sunsetter vs Sunslammer
Plague Doctor vs Rediscover Fusion
Crystalmanthequins vs Pumpkin Cravings
Unsheath’d vs Knives and Ivory
Doctor vs Endless Climb
Batch Three
Heir Transparent vs Time On My Side
Spider8reath vs Rex Duodecim Angelus
Darling Kanaya vs Nautical Nightmare
Terezi’s Theme vs Savior of the Dreaming Dead
Carefree Princess Berryboo vs Dreamers and the Dead
Vriska’s Theme vs At the Price of Oblivion
Alternia vs English
Heir Conditioning vs Nepeta’s Theme
Batch Four
Umbral Ultimatum vs Shade
The Carnival vs Terezi Owns
BL1ND JUST1C3: 1NV3ST1G4T1ON!!! vs Heat
Killed by BR8K Spider!!!!!!!! vs Wind
Courser vs Elevatorstuck
MeGaLoVania vs Walk-Stab-Walk
Clockwork Reversal vs Black Rose / Green Sun
GameBro vs Even in Death
Batch Five
Pink Cat vs Black Hole / Green Sun
Mayor Maynot vs Iron Knight
Prospit Dreamers vs Revelations II
Serenade vs Green Ghost
Judgement Day vs Derse Dreamers
Purple Tyrant vs I’m a Member of the Midnight Crew
The Lost Child vs Orchid Horror
Flare vs Blue Atom
Batch Six
Pendulum vs Pilot Light
Iron Infidel vs Temporal Shenanigans
Infinity Mechanism vs Cascade (Beta)
Sburban Reversal vs Galaxy Hearts
Fuchsia Ruler vs Jade Sylph
Bronze Rebel vs Core of Darkness
Cascade vs Gold Pilot
Ocean Stars Falling vs Gold Mage
Batch Seven
Feel (Alive) vs Moonsetter
Ascend vs Beatup
Eternity, Served Cold (Canon Edit) vs Firefly
Breeze vs Overture
Pumpkin Party in Sea (Redacted)’s Water Apocalypse vs iRRRRRRRRECONCILA8LE
A Taste for Adventure vs Hate You
Clockstopper vs Requited
Carne Vale vs Lilith in Starlight
Batch Eight
Coursing vs THIS Pumpkin
Battle Against an Unfathomable Enemy vs Power Fantasy vs Skaianet
Vodka Mutiny vs Moonsweater
Heir of Grief vs Anbroids V2.0
Unlabelled vs Ugly Betty
Lancer vs You Killed My Father (Prepare to Die)
GameGrl vs Austin, Atlantis
Oppa Toby Style vs Three’s a Crowd
Round Four
All Polls
Batch One
Upward Movement (Dave Owns) vs The Beginning of Something Really Excellent
Homestuck Anthem vs Atomyk Ebonpyre
Beatdown (Strider Style) vs Descend
Sburban Jungle vs Black
Bed of Rose’s / Dreams of Derse vs Sburban Countdown
Savior of the Waking World vs Sunslammer
Plague Doctor vs Crystalmanthequins
Knives and Ivory vs Doctor
Batch Two
Time On My Side vs Rex Duodecim Angelus
Darling Kanaya vs Savior of the Dreaming Dead
Dreamers and the Dead vs At the Price of Oblivion
English vs Heir Conditioning
Umbral Ultimatum vs Terezi Owns
BL1ND JUST1C3: 1NV3ST1G4T1ON!!! vs Killed by BR8K Spider!!!!!!!!
Elevatorstuck vs MeGaLoVania
Black Rose / Green Sun vs Even in Death
Batch Three
Black Hole / Green Sun vs Iron Knight
Prospit Dreamers vs Serenade
Derse Dreamers vs I’m a Member of the Midnight Crew
Orchid Horror vs Flare
Pendulum vs Temporal Shenanigans
Cascade (Beta) vs Sburban Reversal
Fuchsia Ruler vs Core of Darkness
Cascade vs Gold Mage
Batch Four
Moonsetter vs Beatup
Eternity, Served Cold (Canon Edit) vs Overture (Canon Edit)
Pumpkin Party in Sea (Redacted)’s Water Apocalypse vs Hate You
Requited vs Carne Vale
Coursing vs Skaianet
Vodka Mutiny vs Heir of Grief
Ugly Betty vs Lancer
Austin, Atlantis vs Oppa Toby Style
Round Five
All Polls
Batch One
Upward Movement (Dave Owns) vs Homestuck Anthem
Descend vs Black
Sburban Countdown vs Savior of the Waking World
Crystalmanthequins vs Doctor
Batch Two
Rex Duodecim Angelus vs Savior of the Dreaming Dead
At the Price of Oblivion vs English
Umbral Ultimatum vs BL1ND JUST1C3: 1NV3ST1G4TION!!!
MeGaLoVania vs Black Rose / Green Sun
Batch Three
Black Hole / Green Sun vs Serenade
I’m a Member of the Midnight Crew vs Flare
Temporal Shenanigans vs Cascade (Beta)
Fuchsia Ruler vs Cascade
Batch Four
Moonsetter vs Eternity Served Cold (Canon Edit)
Pumpkin Party in Sea (Redacted)’s Water Apocalypse vs Carne Vale | DRAW
Coursing vs Heir of Grief
Lancer vs Oppa Toby Style
Round Six
All Polls
Batch One
Upward Movement (Dave Owns) vs Black
Savior of the Waking World vs Doctor
Rex Duodecim Angelus vs At the Price of Oblivion
Umbral Ultimatum vs MeGaLoVania
Batch Two
Black Hole / Green Sun vs Flare
Cascade (Beta) vs Cascade
Moonsetter vs Pumpkin Party in Sea (Redacted)’s Water Apocalypse vs Carne Vale
Heir of Grief vs Oppa Toby Style
Round Seven
All Polls
Black vs Savior of the Waking World
Rex Duodecim Angelus vs MeGaLoVania
Flare vs Cascade
Moonsetter vs Heir of Grief
Round Eight
All Polls
Black vs Rex Duodecim Angelus
Cascade vs Heir of Grief
Round Nine
Black vs Cascade
Winner: Cascade!
Current Bracket
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yuridovewing · 8 months
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not to be full of it but i think making my own version of ivypool has endeared me to her a lot more. i feel like im 12 again. i needed to give that girl mommy issues and i needed to make her SPIRAL
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everyday i get closer and closer to writing wholesome fluffy gerbert rpf entirely out of spite for the bert villianizers who turned me away from listening to the used for years
#every day i feel the need to apologize to bert mccracken for just. blindly taking fanfic depections of hom as fact#in my defense i was in middle school and i had never heard of the used to i didnt realize he was a real person for a WHILE#and then once i figured out he was real i literally knew nothing abt him aside from what was in fics and they all treated him the same way#so i just assumed there was some fact behind it ig?? 😭#and then as i got older it just sort of clicked that Oh Yeah all of this shit us Made Up and maybe i should Fact Check This#and now the used is one of my favorite bands and i love bert so much and i am still so fucking angry that everyone fucking treated him like#shit for absolutely no reason they just. needed a villan?#actually no ik the reason is bc he fucking struggled with addiction and people love to villianize addicts#especially bc hes seen as more masculine than gerard so even tho gerard struggled with addiction too HES not the villian bc hes too SWEET#and PURE and SOFT#but bert's seen as more masc and tough and loud so OBVIOUSLY that makes him a violent and abusive addict bc ppl love to equate masculinity#with 'strength' and violence and i could absolutely write a whole fucking paper on this topic if i had time to organize my thoughts#and idk if im even articulating this well rn but yeah. it makes me so fucking angry and disappointed and maybe its a stupid solution but i#know there are still SO many fics out where that do this shit and ik its still fucking with ppls perceptions of bert bc ive seen it!!!#ive seen ppl talk shit abt him and they dont even know *why* theyre talking shit#they just think hes an asshole bc of bullshit theyve heard/read and im sick of it!!!! im gonna write a novel where hes the hero just to#spite you fucks!!!! fuck!
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toastsnaffler · 17 days
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ykw actually I am angry + disappointed w them. I've been pushing how I feel aside and trying to make it my own fault so it's all contained but I think theyve just been mean. and they really should know me better ik I try to pretend I don't expect more from them so I feel less hurt when they do things that upset me but we've been friends for years by this point. like come on.
#just got home and went to put my shit away but my flatmate was in the kitchen and i got suddenly so mad i had to walk back out#not going to do or say anything while im this upset. i need to be a lot calmer before i can even be in the same room as her#like okay. so originally it was just the two of them getting drinks and theyd rather it was just them bc i dont drink. thats cool#it wouldve been difficult for me to join them after work bc travel. and ik theyd done this before just the 2 of them and had fun#i can fully respect that its why i said no and stuck by that decision when she asked again#but to not mention she was taking the day off work and btw i just found out that BOTH of our other old flatmates joined in too#to not mention that they were travelling that entire distance and that it wasnt just drinks it was a whole day out together#thats just mean. why wouldnt you tell me that why did none of them say anything.#and the fact they did the exact same fucking thing last weekend too i didnt know about that at all#like i need to stop trying to justify it. im allowed to feel unwanted and excluded bc thats exactly what theyre doing.#im tired of feeling like other people dont want me around. i know i can be difficult and annoying sometimes. but im really not that bad#and we're meant to be friends!!!!!! like youre supposed to like your friends. and want to spend time with them. or at least i do#and yeah everyones annoying sometimes thats just part of being alive ur supposed to tolerate it if ur friends#im allowed to want to feel like im wanted. im allowed to want ppl to care abt me. that shouldnt be too much to ask for#but the overwhelming message im getting at the moment is they dont want me around. and when i am around them i feel like they dont listen#to me and that they dont really care how i feel unless it directly involves them or theyre responsible for it#i feel like they dont see me as a real person that exists. only a version they have in their heads and they base all their assumptions and#decisions off that version instead of directly communicating with me. and constantly avoid me under the guise of 'giving me space'#when im upset or having a difficult time and most need support from other people. i just feel really unseen#and ik that part of how i feel IS exacerbated by insecurity and depression. like they do care to some degree#but also a lot of it is evidenced in the way they act towards me. mainly my roommate bc shes the person i interact with most#and personally i find the most direct ways of showing u care abt someone are showing up for them. and making them feel seen#and maybe not everyone feels the same way. but thats how it works for me anyway#so to repeatedly exclude me and avoid acknowledging that ive been having a difficult time is the opposite of that to me#which is the point im trying to arrive at... sorry ik ive probably said similar things repeatedly the last few weeks but i feel like its#crystallising a bit like this is the core reason why im so sensitive and reactive atm and why i got so upset by it#idk. not tonight bc im still very emotionally raw but maybe tomorrow if im calmer i should explain that i was upset + why to her#i avoid doing that so often when im upset bc i dont think theres much point in having a conversation abt it unless u expect some kind of#resolution from it. or if you want an apology but idrc abt being apologised to the crucial thing is what theyre going to do different#and i love her but shes very resistant to changing her behaviour bc of other ppl being upset by it. and like i said before she has
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caruliaa · 1 month
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rly fun and normal to almost casually think "oh ill make myself throw up" after eating pasta for dinner i love it so much
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widevibratobitch · 2 months
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#havent really been active on tumblr the last few days but now i came back to post another vent and fuck off again lol hiiiiii#i havent cried in way too long. ngl sobbing hysterically in your bed does hit different lol#anyway. what a great time to remind myself of every single bad thing anyone has ever said about my body and my face <3#anyway i finished the sobbing till i cant breathe session and now my one eye hurts like there's sth stuck in it but there's nothing#but while i was digging in it trying to find sth under my eyelid that could explain the pain i really really looked at it#my friend once said my eyes are the colour of a swamp and by god she was right.#and like damn. i was never insecure about my eyes but maybe i should add that to the list.#but like whatever. like obv im not gonna start being actually insecure about mu stupid eyes but it did hit me that there is really#not a single thing about my body that i can with all confidence say is nice/pretty/whatever. not a single thing that i genuinely like.#like at best case it's 'not as bad as it could be'. like i have nothing lol. cant even honestly say something as silly as 'i like my eyes'#cause no. they look like a swamp.#idk im just so tired of trying my best all the time and still looking like a rotting leaking bag of garbage.#i try to remind myself that i dress funny and do fun make up and that is what people will notice about me but the truth is#everyone will still always see that under all that bs im just plain ugly and just generally unattractive#and ill never be able to distract anyone from that not really#like ik people who like me dont care about that but thats the thing.#im just tired of being one of the people that will always be liked/loved/whatever 'despite' sth.#like there is nothing of value in me that is NATURAL. its all fucking fake.#anyway. wish i were dead same old same old.
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gifti3 · 3 months
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Im cursing [REDACTED] right NOW
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#god i better never have contact with this guy again or i might flip out on him#im about to ramble about my past “dating" adventures (we were casual but sheesh cant even be friends with this guy tbh)#im realizing months later how much this guy i used to talk to sucked#like DUDE be a better or stay single FOREVER (ΘдΘ)#and by that i mean learn how to better handle approaching others feelings!#god the way he would just shutdown others ppls feelings and it was just an endless loop of “that doesnt make sense” or “thats dumb”#sure emotions can be irrational but if someone is desperately TRYING to explain why they feel a way (even if theyre struggling to be clear)#maybe dont be so dismissive#like literally one time i was annoyed cause talking to him was grating on my nerves#and i was like ik it doesnt make sense so let me step away cause im annoyed#and hes like trying to logic me out of my annoyance???#like worstie im literally walking away so i can cool off#leave it be!#god looking back on all this....#i hope to god whoever hes talking to (if hes talking to anyone) isnt dealing with similar things#ppl can change so ill just hope for that#or maybe he'll meet his match#someone who reflects the same energy he has!#tho im not sure if hed like that haha#the guy seemed to have a lot of relationship problems in general (romantic and platonic) and i wanted to have the benefit of the doubt#but now im thinking maybe his personality was also just clashing with everyone elses#which isnt necessarily a bad thing on its own#gotta get context for everything u know#but in this case....naur#like im a pretty anxious person so how ppl i care about will react to what im doing or saying is constantly at the back of my mind!#so ppl who just come off as flippant about my fee fees annoy me fr#im like “ahh what if i upset so and so” constantly#trying to make sure not to make things harder for them#and they cant even spare me a single thought before doing something and dismiss me when i get upset#but also they wanna come to me when theyre feeling sad about something???
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ELBORATE ON THIS!!! ADD ON TO THIS!!! SPECIFY THIS!!! PLEAAAAASSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEE??? 🥹🥹🥹
AHH I just meant that while rivelia is a popular specialist/specialist ship (maybe the most popular one actually?), it's often liked from a very... fanon perspective. People really enjoy the Angry Red Character and Calm Pacifist Blue Character trope (i do too!) but in canon rivelia just isn't really like that? At least, not to the extent that people usually think of them in fanon.
People often focus on that dynamic of angry/calm for rivelia when there's a lot there that can be really interesting! Like Riven's dislike and distrust of Helia at first actually being residual feelings of dislike of Sky (and assuming that Helia would be another Sky). Or how Helia never disliked Riven, even when he was being a little bitch to him! Or how Riven understands Helia's more negative feelings in ways that even Flora sometimes doesn't. Or Helia being able to express annoyance with Riven without Riven considering it a personal attack or challenge like he still does with some of the others. Or Riven still getting really worried when Helia does dangerous shit on missions (in a way that he really doesn't get with the other guys). Or Helia always being a quiet comfort for Riven and being there when he wants to vent.
There's just... a lot that goes into their friendship that people often miss because they end up focusing a lot more on the angry/calm or fighter/pacifist dynamics. And like,,, there's nothing inherently wrong with that don't get me wrong, but I wish there was more rivelia content that was based on their canon relationship! I think riven/nabu (rivbu? naven... ??) also gets that fanon treatment of angry/calm when again, so much more goes into their friendship! But for rivelia specifically, they just have a lot of potential as a pairing (platonically and romantically) but so much of it gets missed out on :(
#OUGH#thinking about them again <3#like the way riven still has trouble respecting sky's decisions but immediately starts to respect helia after they become friends?#helia being able to go 'ur annoying shut up' to riven and riven doesnt see it as a challenge or a sign that helia hates him#riven being able to go 'thats stupid' to helia's plans without helia thinking he's undermining him#they just have this really intense level of respect and understanding of each other!#which is Super important for both of them!!#like riven's everyone hates me and i can't trust anyone act vs helia's everyone hates me and i need to earn their respect act???#so for them to have this relationship with each other where they understand each other's good and bad qualities#without judgment or a want to fix the other?? that's SO important!#and ik this is about rivelia but it just makes me think about trivelia and riveliabu BECAUSE GOD#the specialists have such interesting relationships and they always get reduced to like... the bare minimum/fanon characteristics#and like i get it they arent the winx i get it but!! there's just so much there thats really fun to explore with them!#and i wish we could get more discussions of them that arent just the same rehashed topics#sky vs riven Boring does riven hate them Boring does helia hate them Boring does brandon hate them BORING#people tend to focus so much on do they even like each other that they miss out on them actually being friends!!#and i get it their friendship is definitely not as ride or die as the winx's but its there and it has the potential!!#answered
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oatbugs · 1 year
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the way my heart sank . lol
#tried to get on a call to study w my gf bc weve both been avoiding stuff we Have to do and its been making us anxious#but esp her bc shes been in this cycle for a while and shes struggling w it a lot . and i love her and i want the best for her#and all my friends r like u should push each other to do better even if its uncomfortable somewhat and i agree#so we were like. yh lets do stuff / get on our work tmrw even tho its anxiety-inducing etc...and then we got on a call#and this is the most like. bored/displeased ive ever heard her sound like she seemed extremely disinterested and even mildly irritated#and it honestly shocked me ??? so i ended the call bc i need to do work and it was making me sad#and im trying to listen to words more than tone but it was so extreme and such a sudden change that it literally wasnt good for me . im so#confused rn . like ik facing tasks youve been avoiding for months causes anxiety ik theres like a mental block around it that makes u not#want to deal w it or become irritated at ppl who suggest that you should#but omg?? it was so weird and like. when i said she was making me sad so i wanted to end the call she was like. ok 😐#which is a fair response ig but shes never responded to me that way b4...like what is this what is happening...#i want smn who encourages me to move forward and who appreciated that i want them to do the same#instead of staying stagnant and anxious for months. i talked abt this before on here and everyone collectively was like Be More Patient and#work through it w her etc etc (my friends said the exact opposite tho) and i have been Trying To but its making me feel actively . bad.#like. im Afraid.#to bring it up . and then when i finally did say yh lets do smth lets get thru this tgth she just shut down on me somehow#idk what else i can do#i will talk to her abt it later i just need to work rn. i had to get this out of my system first.#shes so sweet and wonderful and supportive usually. but when it comes to thsi topic. im rly shocked idk#i knew she felt bad abt it but i thought she agreed to move through it w me and i didnt expect her to direct it at me#like whatever i said shed give me the coldest ok 😐. like. again nothing inherently wrong w that but when contrasted w#the way she talks to me usually there IS smth wrong it . its jarring and uncomfortable and made me rly upset bc it felt like she was mad at#me for trying to help . idk#UGH whatever ill talk 2 her later i have to do this lecture itll help distract me
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whynotimtired · 2 years
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The thing about not believing the hoards of queer ppl saying that mike is gay is that "as a straight person" you don't see the world the same way we do. And when a straight person clocks a gay person it isn't for the same reasons. As gay ppl we see the "signs" cause we've been through the same experiences ourselves. For a straight person you see a gay man having a high voice, or being extra flamboyant, or dressing "girlier". When actually, sure there are gay men like that (and straight men too.), but you probably would not be able to tell if you walked past a queer person on the street. ESPECIALLY in the 80's. Cause gay ppl have always had to HIDE. we aren't clocking anything OUTWARD. (Unless it's a queer signal, specifically worn or said so other queer people know that they're safe) we are seeing the same behaviors and experiences that we ourselves have gone through.
You don't see mike as gay cause he seems "normal" to you. He's just a guy who is in love with a girl who he barely talks to. He's afraid of saying I love you, we've all been through that right? It's not GAY. You'd rather say his writing has just gotten worse. He's just an asshole now. He's a terrible friend. Finn is just a bad actor now. He's not gay. He can't be, cause I'm not.
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snekdood · 1 year
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Dude.. my ex boyfriend totally did get me into conspiracy theory shit, even if unintentionally (i think its intentional im sure he believed in that shit. Would not surprise me at all.) At the time i was already pretty isolated from anyone online who mightve countered any of my dumb spiritual or alien related beliefs because of some dumb shit i said online making most of the friends and followers i made online generally avoid me, depending on who it was. I was just a regular pagan and then he showed me this weird video with all this weird conspiracy theory symbolism in it. I looked it up later on and looked up the meaning of the symbolism and came across a whole bunch of stuff posing itself as Secret Information The US Govt Doesnt Want You To Know About, etc. And then i just fell deeper into the conspiracy theory pipeline, traded my paganism for new age beliefs, and goddamn dude. Like we both got suspended from school bc he had a dumb idea to dumb shit there and i spent my time in detention fucking. Trying to read "the emerald tablets" or whatever tf. Its all coming back to me rn.
#anyways im not about to let yall make me feel guilty for falling in this direction anymore bc i was fuckin 14 and didnt know SHIT about us#politics aside from lgbt ppl deserve rights and to live like everyone else and same w all the other minorities (even tho i probably still#had issues i needed to work on around those things. still generally i wouldve considered myself progressive but apolitical)#and i was already at the time rejecting my christian upbringing and trying out satanism and paganism and such and so#i had a very rebellious mindset at the time. i also hated authority so the first antiesrablishment thing i saw i clung to bc it was#*close enough* to how i felt. none of that shit ever outwardly stated (at the time at least) that anything was abt jewish ppl and i was#filling in the parts about 'child sex rings' to be about christians bc thats how i knew them to be like. it just like. seems so obviously#something a christian would try to do. like a creepy priest or something. i imprinted my own meaning onto it#im not saying it was good but i definitely didnt go into it and stick to it for reasons some ppl might wanna believe#i was way more on the spiritual leaning side and the ~secret spiritual meaning~ of the world. like the flower of life or fuckin.#shit like how theres. idk. a fucking disc or something thats supposed to go on top of the great pyramids that super enlightened#people can only navigate like a spaceship or some shit?#idk the mythology of it all really fucking enraptured me. and i still liked the reptilians even tho they were supposed to be evil and#apparently an antisemitic dogwhistle. i thought it was the annunaki or whatever i was supposed to hate. at least.#the opinions were pretty mixed back then. admittedly i didnt really look up other ppls opinions on that stuff other than articles ppl wrote#like no forums or anything really. which is probably a very good thing i avoided those lol. regardless i thought of the reptilians#as being more neutral but generally looking out for themselves kinda like. the way a reptile would ig. but now that ik its a dog whistle#it really took a the magic out of all of that stuff for me :/ im disillusioned to say the least lol.#all that new age shit was appropriation. christianity rebranded. or weird shit people made up about atlantis or whatever sjjsksks#my favorite was the oceanis one where theres a star system where whales and dolphins come from#like that one was my favorite to believe in dhdjjsksksbdhs#imagine being on a star planet diving around in the sea of light u_u anyways it still sounds fun shsjskskwne.#i hope that one is at least more tame. though im sure its still somehow connected to everything else which im p sure it is#dude all of this information is just resurfacing about all of this shit. i could totally write a whole thing about all the conspiracy#theories i learned about. i might if only to make fun of it all sjdjksksks#yall ever heard of FUCKING david willcocks????#his willing cocks???????#his fucking ass#and gaia FUCKING tv#all that dumb shit
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szczylpierdolony · 1 year
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wish i had the type of depression where you party and do drugs and look sad in cinematic settings rather than the one where i never leave the house barely shower and lose any remnants of a personality ive left
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