#ik ive been gone forever dont hate me pls

[sadgorltalks]

Topic: $H Recovery(?), Scars, trying to get better, difficult thoughts, $H.

S&G: I want to get my SH scars removed. If anyone has tips feel free to help me please

TW.

I hate my $H scars so much. I literally cry each time I think and see them. I regret them so bad and I want them GONE. Someone pls tell me how I can get rid of them, pls they are so horrible to ME.

Pls don't say that I should learn

to love them bc I don't and never will. I'm

sorry. I hate how they look on me and I

cant even wear shorts OR

Short sleeves anymore. Everyone

always points them out and it

TRIGGERS me so the WORST. I

would be much happier if they were

gone. And IK that I am

The one who made them. Which is

why I REGRET them so much. I don't

want them to stay forever as it

reminds me of how much I was addicted

To sh.

It triggers me to the fullest and I

would to ANYTHING to get them

removed. Iv been thinking about

telling my parents about it to. I DONT

KNOW how

They can be removed I just really

HOPE there's at least ONE way.

Literally the fact they look bad and

CAN stay forever makes me go

CRAZY.

And it is literally the reason I have

been staying clean. And as I am

typing this right now, thinking about

my scars are making me cry.

Anyways, i don't think anyone is

gonna read wtf I just typed so if you

do I love u and pls tell me if u have

any tips. And tips to tell my parents

I want my $H scars removed

because they only know about the

ones on my ARMS. Which have the

LEAST scars. MY THIGHS are the

one that have the MOST and

The ones I am MAINLY speaking

about at this moment.