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prpfz · 4 months ago

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🌶️F25+ Looking for someone to write Honkai Star Rail jiaoqiu against my moze muse in smut-focused scenarios. Canon divergent or alternate universe, with or without plot but always with consent and requited romantic feelings. Please do read everything very carefully.

That my partner enjoys omegaverse (mostly for the a/b/o dynamics, ruts/heats, not looking to write mpreg) and switching is required. Simply put, if you want to ruin moze as much as he wants to ruin jiaoqiu (with love) and gush lots about mqiu, I'd love to write with you.

Further specifics we'd like to see in the rp, limits, icks and additional kinks can be discussed in DMs before moving to discord but no vore, 🍪 nor ⚰️🕊️ other than the expected age difference since human x foxian. This is my ad that caters to me so I'll swallow my shame in hopes of finding someone like me and say upfront that I would like to explore some light omorashi, wetting, maybe stomach illness at some point(not looking to write actual scat) and not necessarily for the first rp we start, I just believe there is potential when so much spice is involved, especially if we write a younger(but still adult), still unused to it moze. I am okay with feet stuff (like massage, worship?), just not too hardcore. My favorite tropes include: strangers to friends to lovers, soul mates, hurt/comfort, friends with benefits + secret love, service top, first times, touch starved and I would love to explore some BDSM. If you have a trans ftm jiaoqiu muse you'll be more than welcome! There could also be an au where my muse is ftm if my partner would like.

Please be 21+, literate, experienced in writing, eager to contribute to plotting, write detailed NSFW and have fun!! I write in third person so I'd prefer if my partner does it as well. Matching is not necessary at first but give me 2 paragraphs minimum and feel free to write more as the rp develops (3-8). If some rp develops and I happen to write 6-8 paragraphs and get 2 back from you, well, I do value quality over quantity, but I will wonder if you're as invested in the ship/rp as I am. We could have more than one scenario at once so we don't stuff all kinks into one if you prefer. Or even decide to have one rp that's kept short and sweet for slightly more frequent replies.

Open to storybuilding and rps with more plot, as well as fluffier ideas (still with healthy doses of smut) that we could get to later, but I've been craving mzqiu nasty seggs for months so that's my top priority, so if you're not comfortable with heavy NSFW content this ad is not for you and I mean it, I love it when we can be a little unhinged about our faves and enjoy the writing process. I love being able to chat ooc, share fan art (always with link to the original artist's post) and fanfics, discuss and gush about scenarios and hoping to find chemistry between our muses and friendship for us so if you're interested, please like this post so I can contact you!

However, if you usually reply to excited yapping with just a "yeah" or variant, or disappear for weeks at a time, please do Not like this post, as I enjoy it when my rp partner and I share the same level of enthusiasm. I do work so please keep that in mind, I will not ghost you and I expect the same respect in return. If you no longer feel inspired by a plot/au, we can change something or try a new one altogether! And if we don't work out I'll be happy to part ways, just PLEASE let me know, I will understand!

Finally, I'm aware this is all very specific, but I'd really love to meet someone like-minded and maybe long-term, I have never tired of any hyperfixation of mine, especially when it's fed❤️. Please do share your own ideas anytime, I love that and am spam-friendly!! Again, platform will be discord!

give a like and anon will get back to you

#eye strain #honkai star rail roleplay #honkai star rail rp #fandom rp #fandom roleplay #eyestrain for ts #dead dove

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tobi-momo · 4 years ago

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Cuddling With Them While They Game PT 2

a/n: kasjsdhakdjs pls- when i got this req i sqealed srsly i love it ty for this :p

Type: Headcanons

Genre: Fluff, crack???

Warnings: none :)

i made a part one with bakugou, kirishima, and todoroki!

he doesnt usually play games but when he does he tries his best and its so cute🥺

feel like he has game rage, but its like him trying to smile through the pain and act like he isnt mad💀

HE PLAYS CONSOLE KASKDJSAKD BUT NOT LIKE THE BEANBAG LIKE KIRI ITS CONSOLE WHERE HES ON THE FLOOR RIGHT UP CLOSE TO HIS TV SITTING AT THE FOOT OF HIS BED

KASSDSKHGDAK THATS SO CUTE PLS-

so imagine: you walking in his dorm room, expecting him to be studying or working on his technique, but instead you find him on the floor in front of his bed, a blanket covering his head as he presses the buttons ruthelessly while he whispers little curses at himself starting to get mad

you closing the door got his attention, so he invited you to sit next to him, so you do

at first it was a little awkward bc he wasnt sharing the blanket (you cant convince me he isnt a blanket hog you cant) and his eyes were glued to the tv screen like he forgot you were there

you started to get tired, your head drooping on his shoulder- his body goes absolutely stiff- like- midoryia.exe has stopped working youre gonna have to wait for him to windows 8 reboot

once he finally looks at you and youre like this close to falling asleep he turns your body away rq to move the blanket off his shoulder so your head can rest on his actual shoulder and the blanket is around you too

he usually doesnt have his mic on at all, and if it is he usually doesnt talk unless hes going along w a joke? iykwim?

i feel like he plays games like call of duty and halo (he loves animal crossing and sucks at among us) but he doesnt like when he sees them actually die? like the gore and stuff? idk he just gives those vibes yk? i feel like hed feel really bad kaskjdshad hed get over it tho

i cant really see him play minecraft, tho, i mean unless youre playing w him, i dont think he would play it by himself unless he was like building a fucking castle for you or sum-

but ya you start to go to his room more when he games to hang out and every. single. time. you. fall. asleep. he isnt complaining tho he loves your sleeping face :p

when you sleep on him he usually wrapss an arm around you and when he can presses little butterfly kisses on the top of your head and takes his hand to rub your arm up and down oml kdajsd pls-

he plays both computer and console i just think he plays he console a bit more?

ok this is a lil soft and maybe a bit ooc but i like if you were to come in while hes playing games you would sit down between his legs, your back to his chest while he plays

he would either rest his head on whatever is behind him or he would rest it on your shoulder (if youre more on the taller side)

and okokok i feel like if you were curious ab how the game works he would def let you play for him for a sec, he would guide yu on what the buttons do and what your tasks are yk? (again w the soft shi im sorry kasjhsdfjf *cri*)

he would keep an arm around your waist while letting you play or he would rub your thigh (maybe both kasdjshd) while he watches you play

if you get a lil frustrated he would totally tease you ab it then tell you how to do it right oml

if you get tired he would take the controller from you and let you sit back on him chest, resting on him while he games

he might turn the volume down a lil, but i also think he doesnt care that much LMFAO

i feel like he would rub your side a lil its almost tickly but hes a lil more firm than that yk?

he would keep his curses at a minimum although he doesnt have that much game rage at all bc again, he doesnt care, but ppl are stupid so he might get frustrated sometimes

once you fall asleep and hes been playing for a while he might just leave the game hes in and carry you to bed and get in with you

i dont think hes much of a cuddler at all but a little bit of contact is ok w him

but then you start to shift and scoot towards him in your sleep

until you are either completely ontop of him or your head is in the crook of his neck and hes just sitting there like 😐😤😒

but he warms up to it bc he wuvs you (read: hes fucking whipped)

ao he lazily puts an arm around you and bears it for a couple more hours

but when yall wake up he finds himself literally clinging to you KASDJHSALKDJ

he. plays. computer. end of conversation

he got the wasd game iykwim😩 (ill shut the door on my way out)

he absolutely loves it when you come to sit on his lap while he just- he loves it sm

he plays all types of games (except overwatch. you will not catch this man playing overwatch pls-)

i feel like you wouldnt run into him playing games he would always play them once youre with him in the room

he wants you to be w him while he games, he wants you to watch him or just be there

youd be laying on his bed, hust doing whatever, scrolling on your phone while you hear him set up

you love to cuddle him- i just KNOW hes amazing at it

so when you hear him clicking away and see him sit down you stand up and walk to him

he doesnt even have t look at you before he opens himself up to you to sit on his lap

you watch him play (and his hands kasjlsdh) and sometimes you ask him questions ab it- hed be happy to walk you through it and explain

if you wanna play he'll let you play, teaching you everything ab the character and shit

he is the most patient person on earth i KNOW

he doesnt get game rage

he is literally so stoic- so calm i swear

he doesnt use his mic like at all

HE LOVES PLAYING WITH YOU

teasing to the max th- its cute tho he isnt being a meanie

loves playing among us and animal crossing (he def plays)

yall usually go to your island bc he likes it more kasdslahd

and when hes the imposter? hes like fucking corpse i swear

if youre sleep he's literally a perfect pillow, plus the sound of him breathing while he rubs your back is-

momo.exe has stopped working

HE PLAYS BOTH COMPUTER AND CONSOLE EQUALLY

he uses the mic constantly and is kinda loud- but you dont hate it

he laughs a lot, and gets some game rage but its pretty controlle, he just gets butthurt sometimes :/

when you walk into his room he is getting so into it like he doesnt even notice even notice you come in

he only notices your presence when when you put your hand on his shoulder- he literally jumps

when he plays console he's on his bed, just laying there chillin so when you walk in and say hi he is sooo happy youre there w him omg

he just loves you presence

i imagine you climbing into bed w him and he continues to play his game although he loves it when you touch him (not to sound sexual at all he genuienly loves your touch)

and you up to his side- he wraps an arm around you, telling you how he missed you how mych he loves you (ksadksjhaksd)

when you fall asleep he turns the volume down and probably tones down his voice, although sometimes he jolts bc of some kind of mess up

but he manages to keep you asleep on him until he gets tired too- turning everything off and just wrapping you in arms (he'd prolly end up on your chest ngl)

on the computer when he plays you hesitate o cuddle ONLY bc od how much he moves, like you arent gonna be there comfortable for a while but eventually he calms down

he just gets nervous- his heart starts to beat rapidly and his leg bounces (same kaskh) espECIALLY when you straddle him oml he BREAKS

but he eventually calms down so its more comfy

when you fall asleep he will constantly press kisses on your head omggg

so soft kasdjhksajf pls-

i feel like he plays longer when hes on the computer so he would prlly still be on there when you wake up- looking absolutely dead insode aksjdshadl but you convince him to go to bed, bribing him with a 'i'll go too'

hes literally whipped for you :)

~.~.~.~

hope yall enjoyed a part 2-

taglist: @combat-wombatus @toosharkinternet @alpha3113 @flattykawadoorusmilkbread @zerohawks @hitosushi @katsuhera (sry my tags are being weird)

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meadow-moss · 2 years ago

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Hello, I'm Euca! My pronouns are they/she/he and I like bug and grass type Pokémon! I have a Vivillion called Morpho! And I'd like to be a Pokémon professor some day.

I made my pfp with this picrew!

I mostly post about whatever comes to mind and bug/grass type pokemon so

ooc)) this is a pokemon irl rp blog thing I made because it semed fun. warning for unreality. my main blog is @thatonegaybastard

I dont know what im doing so forgive me if I mess soemthibg up somehow

ill try to avoid being ooc but anything ooc will be pink just kidding I do t feel like it anymore

I am a minor and so is euxa so if you don't want to interact with minors bye

I am willing to interact with non pokemon irl blogs but id like to keep interaction to a minimum

I don't plan on doing a lot of high stakes pokereality stuff here but if I do I will tag it

#euca talks #pokemon irl #pkmn irl #updated 3/26/23

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ninnieartsies · 5 years ago

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hello, it's the fic anon again! do you have any hard limits on the ship in terms of kinks? i wouldn't want you to be uncomfortable when i write the fics in case it gets ns//fw... i certainly would also like a background on raimundo too please (as a whole character) cause i'd be ashamed if i write him too ooc! ♥️ thank you sm for giving me permission to write about your wonderful oc too! 😭💖

sdsfllkds I’m!! 💞 💞

Hard limits would be mainly piss/scat/vomit based stuff. Other than those, I’m pretty aight! So if you wanna go wild and explore some, feel free to! òvób Rai is good for that stuff!

Okay, so I’m putting the stuff about Raimundo under a read more since it gonna be long-ish. TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR CANNIBALISM, SADOMASOCHISM, MEDICAL/INJURY DESCRIPTIONS, bad renders of SCAR PLACEMENT ART, and other stuff!!

This bastard of a man is 190,5cm (6'3’’), and he weighs 74kg (163.14 lbs). His eyes are red, and his hair is black.

He has a habit of using endearments/petnames on everyone but especially his s/o. These typically are babe, sweetcheeks, darling, my love, love, snookums, snugglebutt, and so on.

SOMEWHAT OF A TL;DR: Think the trope Grumpy/dangerous one being soft for only One Person -ship trope.

Raimundo is a cannibal vampire, which means that he eats other vampires, but will also eat humans. Human blood is like a snack for him, so it doesn’t sustain him, while vampire blood will satisfy him for three days. If he eats human flesh, he’s alright for three days, while if he ate vampire flesh he’d be good for a week.

Rai’s blood is black and tarlike, and it stinks absolutely horrible. It is especially revolting to those with a sensitive nose.

Werewolf blood will make him high (think weed usage).

He’s a sadomasochist, who has a hard time creating emotional bonds with people. But with mutual trust and enough time, anything is possible. His sadomasochism makes it that he can’t get off unless pain and/or humiliation is involved; either him receiving or giving.

He likes cats and strawberries.

Strawberries are pretty much the only thing he can eat that’s not raw (human/vampire/other) flesh, without getting sick. Anything else will get him ill.

He can eat meat that is sort of similar to that of a human, be it raw or cooked.

He can’t read or write due to his brain damage.

Enjoys being read stories to.

Rai’s kinks are basically: anything goes.

Can both top or bottom, both are fine. Though I usually have him top or Katsuk be a power bottom. But you do you!

Rai likes to sit or lay on the floor. For some reason, he finds it comfortable.

He doesn’t understand technology at all. TV and phones are filled with demons. Automatic doors are hell, and escalators are the stairs of satan.

When he’s after affection, he may squish Bakug. Think big dog thinking its a lapdog.

Bakugou is someone Rai trusts and respects immensely, and the only one he can fully relax around. This is why he may nap laying on top of him.

When Katsuki’s busy, Rai may just lay close by to him, or curled around him, as long as he can have a little bit of physical contact, then he’s happy.

Since Rai can turn into a bat, he may also hide himself under the collar of Baku’s shirt and join him on little outings. (Katsuk’s emotional support bat, lmao).

The bat size is basically big ears and a body that’s the size of your hand/palm + wing span. Black bat.

Rai’s and Bakug’s relationship is first and foremost built on mutual respect: Both are aware that they can injure each other badly or even kill each other, if something goes wrong.

He’s got a bunch of scars littering his body, most noticeable being those on his throat and over his nose.

and a burn scar in the form of a cross on his back.

Now then his personality:

Raimundo’s sense of fear has dwindled to almost nonexistent since his brain damage got severe enough. He’s very street smart, and one for close combat, and will keep going, despite getting injured in the process… Now, despite him being what you’d call an apex predator, Raimundo is clumsy when he’s somewhere comfortable. He has a tendency to trip over carpets, and fall down stairs (be it him going up or down them). But once he is outside again, and this clumsy streak is nowhere to be seen. This is because he unconsciously switches on/off his survival instinct. Out in the wild/in the cities, he has to keep an eye on the surroundings and not get caught.

Raimundo is pretty violent by nature, in addition to being reckless. He has issues in showing his feelings in other ways than being a complete asshole, or through bursts of aggression. Raimundo is not someone who’d cry, he hasn’t cried since he was a kid. When he’s sad or upset, he tends to get violent. He also has a hard time trusting anyone enough to form a relationship with them. If anyone would be interested in him enough to suggest dating, they’d need to be patient. Very patient.

He CAN love if the stars align right, and everything clicks. Once he finds his ideal mate, Raimundo is surprisingly cuddly, and he quite enjoys close contact with his SO. He is also POSSESSIVE, and will mark his chosen one often with bites. These bites will be deep and may require stitches if he is not careful enough. Rai is also not shy to show affection through kisses, and/or other means. He may also get easily jealous and act out on it. In bed, he, by default, will be rough. There will be blood involved; it’s either he or his partner that is bleeding. His partners do not have to worry, though. He does not EAT them he views as his. But he may bite too hard since he can’t control himself always due to the brain damage.

Raimundo’s possessiveness can become an issue. He does not like others touching what is his, and even less if they upset his s/o even a little.

When you reach a friend status, or a trustworthy status in general, Raimundo will be sort of pleasant to be around. He will crack jokes and he’ll even be ready to help you with stuff, if he deems you worthy of his time, more or less. Rai can and will use bad pickup lines for the heck of it if it means he can make Katsuki laugh. For example: sit next to him on the couch, and put an arm around him and say “So. Ya c��mere of’en?”

Then for the fun part! Raimundo’s medical issues.

He has BRAIN DAMAGE called CHRONIC TRAUMATIC ENCEPHALOPATHY, that has altered his personality; affects his learning, memories, fine motor skills, and causes seizures.

These seizures can last from a few seconds to a few minutes. In his case, they are unpredictable and episodic. Having lived alone for so long, he doesn’t recognize symptoms, nor does he even understand that he has a brain injury, to begin with.

(Usually, he gets a seizure when he gets overwhelmed, when it’s TOO loud, or he’s idle for too long. Having all his senses stimulated heavily at the same time, may also result in a seizure. Hitting his head or getting a hard enough blow to his head can also cause seizures.)

He thinks it’s normal to black out, be disorientated, and to have gaps in his memory. Now, encephalopathy was also triggered by Rai’s habbit to CANNIBALISM, which he picked up from his step brother. Even Raimundo’s AGGRESSIVE BEHAVIOUR is linked to CTE. As his aggressiveness took a more active part, it in turn dwindled his self-preservation to a bare minimum. Raimundo does understand danger, but MIGHT NOT ACT like someone would expect one to.

Other symptoms in addition to the seizures are his MEMORY LOSS and TROUBLE CONCENTRATING FOR LONG PERIODS of time. He needs to take breaks or he gets frustrated, which in turn can lead to an aggressive outburst. His ABILITY TO LEARN is also affected, it being much slower than that of an average human. He, however, is stubborn so he does not easily give up, but he gets very frustrated when something doesn’t go as he hoped.

Raimundo also has some trouble with his dexterity or fine motor skills. Grasping a pencil is very hard, for example. He can’t always control the strength of his grip either, it being too loose or too strong at times. His hands also shake.

Raimundo’s use of endearments/petnames really comes down to him not bothering to remember names, since he’d probably just forget them after a bad seizure episode.

Katsuki, however, has made a lasting impression, so his name is pretty much etched into Rai’s brain and the few brain cells he got working. Rai also calls Bakugou by his given name, Katsuki.

AFTER THE SEIZURES

he is disorientated, often scared, and confused. Then he becomes lethargic and very SLEEPY. He might think he’s moving, i.e. lifting a hand, but instead, he’s just laying still. Usually, something familiar will help him to GROUND himself. A FAMILIAR VOICE or SCENT calms him down and keeps him from spiraling down into, worst-case scenario, another seizure.

If he is with someone he trusts, he will be more than happy to cuddle/hold hands/anything that offers him some sort of comfort & allows him to calm down.

Rest is important. So don’t be too surprised if he spends hours sleeping after a seizure. Depending on how bad it was it can be a short-ish nap, or he sleeps practically the whole day away.

His speech will slur, he won’t make as much sense, and his reaction time is drastically reduced. He is at his most vulnerable after a seizure.

After a seizure he may also lose memories. Sometimes he can get a fuzzy version of a memory back, but mostly they’re gone forever.

HIS VOICE

Since an incident where he was attacked by a beast (chimera), that left the scars on his throat a century ago, Raimundo’s voice has been altered. IT’S HOARSE, a little bit strained as the vocal-cords in his throat are PERMANENTLY DAMAGED despite his healing and regenerating abilities.

(The incident almost killed him, so the healing process took more priority in keeping him alive than to worry about his vocal cords.)

In order to not irritate his throat, HE DOESN’T SPEAK THAT MUCH. If he does, he has to take breaks in order to let his voice and throat rest. It is inconvenient, but he’s learned to live with it.

Some days he may opt not to speak if his throat/voice is acting up.

Raimundo also purrs when he’s content or happy. He may also hiss, growl, snarl, shriek… All of the sounds he makes will still keep the same strain. Since Raimundo originally was a human, his growls/snarls will never sound as natural as they would if they came from a wolf, for example.

SKILLS

HE CAN TURN INTO A BAT; he might “hibernate” during the coldest months

EXTRAORDINARY CLIMBING SKILLS: Climbs vertical walls like it’s nothing, and might also crawl along the ceiling. That means, he has some killer gripping force. He can also climb walls while carrying someone.

REGENERATION/FAST HEALING: depending on wounds 2 days to 4 weeks+++

“MOVING” THROUGH SHADOWS; practically just got A game in hiding in shadows, in disappears into them. As long as light doesn’t touch him, he’s practically invisible.

HAS THE STRENGTH TO BREAK BONES, with his bare hands.

EXTRAORDINARY HEARING: can in a sense see even as blind, thanks to his hearing alone (think bats and echolocation, tho not as sharp). To navigate blind, he will need a noise source.

A GOOD SENSE OF SMELL.

SPEAKS ENGLISH, AND DEMONIC/BEASTIAL LANGUAGE (albeit broken, as he can’t reach the ranges a demon/beast could).

And broken heavily accented Japanese when with Bakug. Will also mess up meanings of words, or come up with new words.

ex. fries = elongated potatoes

WEAKNESSES

HOLY WATER: burns like acid. Digested he’d cough up blood and probably his intestines, and thus die.

HOLY ARTIFACTS; can kill him if used correctly (i.e. the artifacts are made into weapons). Mostly they just give him a migraine.

SUNLIGHT: The exposed skin starts to bubble and eventually bursts open. Depending on the severity and exposure, the spot can burst into flames. Throw him into a sun-exposed area and you will practically witness him be burned alive. A very painful death.

TRAUMA TO THE HEAD: can cause him to have a seizure at worst, but at the least it makes him disorientated.

WEREWOLF BLOOD will get him high as a kite.

If one was TO KILL RAIMUNDO, you just need to pierce his heart with a weapon of your choice, or alternatively, destroy his brain. He can also bleed to death if he is not careful. But for a quick death, the two other ways are more effective.

#raimundo #bakurai fic anon #ninnieatalk #i think that pretty much covers everything regarding my rairai #if there's something else you need to know just hmu for more rai facts lmao #anon

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femmesafacettes-rparchive · 5 years ago

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OOC Update

Hey everyone,

I recognize that my disappearance was ill timed and deeply apologize if I worried anyone. I am alive and well enough, and as of yet free of 19. I’m going to drop a bunch of details under the read more in case anyone wants more explanaiton, but the short version is that like everyone else, 2020 hasn’t been the most welcoming year, and everything struck at once.

PS: You should all ready Gideon the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir. It is fantastic and fresh science fiction I didn’t know I so desperately craved.

CW: Pet Death, CW: Medical Jargon, CW: Depression, CW: Anxiety, CW: Chronic Pain, CW: Some Self Pity, CW: Life

Okay so. Some of you may or may not be aware that I’ve been out of work on unpaid Medical leave since last March (back in 2020. Yaaay Happy Anniversary? Not.)

I finally got a diagnosis back in December, halfway through the month. Fibromyalgia. Long story short my nerves are wired wrong and are sensing pain where there is none. As a result my entire body responds accordingly. My nerves feel pain where there’s no cause, and thus I feel pain. Further more it keeps my body on constant high energy output. And not in a helpful “burn off all the calories and fat” sort of way.

Slowly but steadily it looked like things were looking up. I was optimistic. Fibro affects every patient differently, so there was a strong possibility I could return to work. The problem now is that required some physical therapy.

Physical therapy that is closed down by mandate of their healthcare system. Shockingly, my retail position in a local store is considered essential. So, I can’t be essential personnel like is needed in this time because...medicine is non essential I guess? I don’t want to be a whiner, and I get everyone is freaked out. But I’d be paid slightly over minimum wage to expose myself to pathogens and people, if I was currently able bodied. The reason I’m not currently able bodied is because local medical facilities (physical therapy, which can’t do much for the crisis) are closed.

On top of that we’ve basically been getting by on the financial mercy of family and friends, but that will not last forever. I can’t currently apply for SSI even if I wanted to because-well, my doctor can’t evaluate me as unable to work and fill out the paperwork as SSI would like. We just paid for this month’s rent-a serious breath of relief.

And at the end of March, the sweetest guinea pig I’ve had the pleasure of knowing passed away in my arms despite best efforts to heal her afflictions. That laid a devastating blow I’m still getting over-I only finally folded up her cage the day before yesterday. Previously I’d covered it with a sheet like a funeral shroud. Albeit it, a pink one with butterflies on it. I was working with what I had available.

My father has COPD and is over 60, making him at higher risk for the virus going around. I’m calling it Pen15. You all know what I really mean. Mom and I were supposed to be visiting him in another state-well, today. We should have been there today, and arrived a few days ago, stayed a week, including Easter.

Our airport is in a city that’s been hit hard by the outbreak. His was in a rural area. He didn’t want to risk us being exposed, and we didn’t want to risk exposing him. That and his state instituted an out of state travel two week quarantine.

Oh, and my seasonal hey fever is back with a vengeance. Because I’ve been flushing my nose with saline more consistently, and using nose spray, apparently I’ve weakened the membranes in my nose. That’s right, I’ve been waking up with nose bleeds. Because that’s not worrisome enough on a normal day, much less when there’s a terrifying virus out there that begins with respiratory symptoms.

So yeah. Everything pretty much happened all at once and I just sort of withdrew and isolated-and not like I was supposed to. I’ve basically been curled up, barely eating (which thanks to my genetic history of my ancestors running from people trying to kill them, does NOT help my metabolism), playing Stardew Valley, writing with my fiancee, and watching stuff with my mom. Bonus, on Mondays I have an online DnD group.

But the long of it was it was all too much, and I went into the red on spoons. (Spoon theory.)

It took a while to make up for the depletion, but I’m here, and I’m going to try to get some responses queued at the very least.

#Out of Facets || Out of Characters #CW: Pet Death #CW: Medical Jargon #CW: Depression #CW: Anxiety #CW: Chronic Pain #CW: Life

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faithfulheir · 8 years ago

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HERE’S WHERE THE FUN BEGINS...

My portrayal of Noctis will stay close to canon. My interest isn’t playing a replica per-say but to expand upon what I feel the game overlooked or glossed over.

The only canon divergence is world of ruin.

Key difference: emerging from the crystal, Noctis appears to not have aged a year. There’s heavy, dark bag under red eyes but overall, he remains the same person who his friends saw before Noctis entered “Crystal Stasis”. This is more than a cosmetic change!

OUT OF CHARACTER...

THE BASICS

This blog is against hate. Hate breeds hate. Only hate allowed here is self hate, yo. (kidding. i try to keep that to a minimum.)

Please tag your smut! (nsfw works) And sex talk, if you don’t mind. Some days are good. Some days are friggin’ awful and I want to jump out of my skin. Better safe to take caution than not. But we should be tagging this stuff anyway for the teenie-boppers.

ATTENTION BLOGGERS USING CO.VU

My anti virus blocks websites ending in “co.vu” making it impossible to read your rules/profile.

“Malwarebytes blocked a suspected bad URL or an unwanted program.”

WRITER:

thy name is sera & I’m 21+. if you wish to plot, ask a question, or simply chat up a storm feel free to message me via IM or askbox.

caution?! this user has clinical depression. this does not excuse for any ill behavior. Please approach me if I’m doing something wrong. Communication is key to a healthy life style.

FANDOM:

Any character outside the Final Fantasy setting is welcome!

Etc. Disney / Star Wars / Apocalyptic-era / Harry Potter, etc. I’m more than willing to fit Noct into your setting, should I know it.

One of the reasons I enjoy writing with characterfrom different fandoms is because you get to explore sides your character may not show when around someone they're comfortable with. People have different faces they show others; some can be tense, and some can be chatty with strangers.

No fandom is off limits. All I ask is you help me understand your character if I don’t know the fandom. Naturally, this also includes original characters.

FORMAT:

one liners

paragraph,

icons,

small font--

don’t use icons? no problem! i’ll still roleplay with you

but please, don’t reblog asks.

MEMES:

Send all the memes, don’t be shy!

Have we followed each other for a couple of months and still haven’t communicated? You're more than welcome to still approach me!

Are you somebody I don’t follow back & would still like to reach me? Go right ahead, I’m not closed off. Send me that meme!

I love turning memes into threads. I thrive off memes. But I will not reblog asks unless it’s to save them. Please make a new text post & tag me in it. I track the tag FAITHFULHEIR

SEMI-SELECTIVE:

Unfortunately, I can’t follow everyone.

I use the term ‘semi-selective’ for my own sanity, rather than to say I’m an open blog. All ‘semi-selective’ means is mutual take priority & I may be selective with non-mutuals.

IN-CHARACTER INFORMATION:

Godmoding: Please don’t control my character or decide his actions without approving it with me. Noctis is strong af but rest assured, he won’t go seeking a fight with people.

Shipping: Up in the air when it comes to shipping, so if interested, HMU so we may discuss deets.

DYSLEXIA:

Now and again, a random word that doesn’t belong squeezes itself into my writing. It throws the sentence off balance, and makes no sense. (I've written “kylo rey” instead of “kylo ren.”) So, if you see a word out of place, go ahead & message me, politely pointing it out.

SOCIAL ANXIETY:

-- ‘wait for what? sera, why roleplay when it forces you to interact with people??’ you may ask yourself. & that’s just it! I want to interact with people, I want to overcome it!

!! IMPORTANT !!

Social anxiety is a little bitch. Sometimes, I get scared because I tend to speak ‘formally’ compared to most who can express their happy, carefree nature through text. I may be slow responding, but I promise I will.

Figured a heads up was appropriate b/c I don’t want anyone thinking I’m ignoring them. Chatting oocly with my writing partner eases the anxiety, but it’s not required. I just want others to know that I may be quiet but that doesn’t mean I’m opposed to ooc chatting.

#☆STASIS ⁞ out of character

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