#ilu my dear <3333

[chanstopher]

Lee Know ✧ Chocolate Factory Behind [for @jinniebit] 

[subzeroparade]

me, starting the feast we were promised: hmm i do not care that much for fic involving relationships and the pairing is not really my cup of tea so i will just enjoy the exquisite worldbuilding and the author's eloquent prose that i loved som much in their previous works

me, finishing the feast we were promised: if no care for relationships...why big sad then...why hurt so much... how stop cry

I mean, hats off to the author, the work is excellent is ever and i am not sure if i am in awe or terrified at the thought of how much effort must have gone into that

the only remaining question is, dear author, how do i stop crying?

Thanks for wading through my bullshit in favour of my eloquent prose, anon *◡* Nothing quite as validating in writing as knowing you made the reader care about characters, even if they didn’t think they would - or didn’t want to. 

Way too much effort went into Feast but atm I am high on my own supply of these idiots so it was worth it. Can’t help you with the crying part, though, sorry. 

Ty so much for reading <3333 

I missed wip Wednesday but here’s a wip anyway ≖ ͜ʖ≖

still going through the ask box, ilu all 

[enevera]

pick a few mutuals and say what you associate with them ✨

mmmm hhiiiiiiiiiiii entire lil mutual group got hit by this huh? jshbdf <3333333 for u anon

also im sorry these are all run on sentences i am not reading them over not my job

@kirpyee orange and snow leopards and rin and obkkrn and warrior cats and cats tbh i see a funny looking cat im like damn what a kirpy moment um discord rants abt things same brain syndrome!!!!!!!! my only 2 piece of advice ever being EAT THEM or VIOLENCE and nothing else shfdb also deserts and the sw usa and the pretty sunsets also i cant believe they just have blue laffy taffy at ur job unfair unfairrrrr sdfhjbv <333333333

@wind-becomes-lightning kakashiiii and ur ocs they are so cute and lovely bbys dear to meeee <3333 kissies for them mhm mm the sick parent stuff is good to talk abt w u and also when weird things happen in the morning im like okay time to msg nisi wtf is this lmao also purple bc its ur fav color and london and im sooo exciteddddd ahhhhhh <3333333333

@butter--peanut obkk and identity porn no one does identity porn like u do sjfh its so goodddddd and u write!!! so much!!!!!! im so excited for ur nano project and to learn abt the characters and just everything youre so cool and im so excited to meet u soon!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh <3333333333

@r-dtoblack first mutual (and follower p sure slfjkdbh) basically reason for this acc existing i loved working w u on aootd and i think its so funny that we seem to have a fair amnt of fandoms in common just not the current ones lmao anyway the lil malex guys and their couch and the aliens in the desert w the pretty ladies i see sometimes i hope they punch ppl. also. the magicians we suffer together fr like. god. <3333333333

@garrandia the void by muse and ur chickens and the kitty u saved and ur pretty painting style!!! prettyyyyy colorssssss i love how u paint and also ur video game guys!!!! i hope the valentine guy comes back soon so u can have fun w him. also gojou cubeeee hehe gojou missing hours jumpscare gojou ahhhhhh. also. u are the reason for the nobababasas thing i have and have influenced how i type more than anyone else ive talked to on here i think jhbfsdv <3333333333

all for now or we will be here forever shjdbfv maybe will radomly do this in sections go thru all the mutuals i think it would be funnnnn hehe <333333 ilu all huggesssssss for everyoneeee :DDD

[grasslandgirl]

lantern, crow, amber 0.0

ilu ilu ilu mwah

lantern - how did you meet your best friend? What were your first impressions of each other?

i am lucky enough to be blessed with so many best friends in my life that i cannot choose between so i'm gonna try to quickly and briefly summarize the four i am closest to at the moment (so much love to all my other dear beloved friends if i talked about all the people i count as best friends i'd be here all week <3333)

jamie- had a bunch of friends in common and stared talking eventually after following each other on here, and then really got close when we both wrote for the d20bb last year and they helped me power through and finish it ksjfvnkfjb and we just clicked and didn't stop talking <3

k (irl friend)- literally ive known her since kindergarten and i dont really remember my first impression of her but we got close for the first time in the third grade when we were in the same class <3 and then i imprinted on her like a baby duck in middle school when all my other friends dropped me 😵‍💫 and now she's stuck w me forever

shy (irl friend)- we had friends in common freshman year but didnt really become friends until sophomore year when we ended up in a class together and sat at a table together and got on like a house on fire almost immediately (its a miracle our teacher didnt separate us bc we did not stop talking and giggling to each other the rest of the year)

casey (thats you 😳)- we were in the same av discord for a long time (which i didnt realize for an EMBARRASSINGLY long time bc your discord @ is a nickname i didnt know whoops) but we didn't start talking one on one until i started watching d20 and saw you blogging about fh when i was in the middle of watching fh1 for the first time and i barged into ur dms desperate for someone to talk to about d20 and you were lovely enough to let me talk <3 and i have never stopped <3 and the rest is history mwah i adore u

crow - which school subject do you wish you had an aptitude for?

i was worst at math and science in school but also. didnt really have much of a desire or personal interest in those subjects lmao

amber - share an unpopular opinion that you may have.

uhhhh. mint choc ice cream is bad (sorry not sorry)

ask me autumnal asks from this list!!

[sabinanotfound]

900 FOLLOWERS MUTUAL APPRECIATION <3333

my little heart can't take it, because currently it's overflowing with love for every and each one of u. thank you for getting me here, i'm sending a huge fat kith to you /p <333 (go follow all these amazing people or else /j)

@cr0wbonezz-wr1ting-inc cr0w i don't know how to express my (platonic) love for you. you're so awesome, and so pog and so fun to interact with. your works are literally the best, and your energy always puts a smile on my face.

@dysfunctionalcrab NISS you're such an adorable person and your writing is literally so so so good. seeing you on my dash always makes my day <33

@pastelpeaxch my dear sunny,,, you're so adorable and i love seeing you in my asks. thank you for being the sweetest mutual one could ask for

@romanceruinedme tomie my beloved <3 your writing is PERFECT and your energy is very cool and nice

@stickthebonsai STICK YOUR CHAOS ENERGY IS EVERYTING pls i just wanna be friends irl. you're poggers and ilu

@mcyt-sh1t sara bestie bae you're the sweetest person i've met in my life i love interacting with you

@quivvyintheclouds i love your writing and your small comments always get me motivated to write <3

@jschllatt first of all: your writing SLAPS and you're literally my idol, you're also so sweet and talking to you makes me so happy

@ttakinou taki your vibes are priceless, and i wish we were friends irl SO BAD. your works are the best too <3

@norvalisabyss YOUR ART IS SO DAMN AWESOME and you're adorable ilu <3

@tinyegg i love seeing your posts and you're just so sweet in general

@miserablemercury your vibes, your works, all are dope and i love seeing you in my notifs <3

@bozowrites you're one of the first people who followed me and i look up to you so much

@yamturds your works are SO GOOD OMG your fanart inspires me so much to the point i actually draw and your vibes are super cute

@dreamwvrld i can't find enough words to thank you. your works are awesome and so is your blog in general.

my other lovely mutuals who i love with my whole heart: @thekpopcloud @butter-gun @charlie-daltonn @dreamslittlebitch @tuvblog @oh-mcyt @valoinnit @m00nsthet1c @soraahq @mitzimania

[orionhong]

omg diana ik we dont talk much but !! i just wanna say that i love being mutuals w u nd seeing u on my dash nd i adore ur blog i visit it all the time !! i hope ur doing arlight my dear (lmk if ur not okey w me calling u that btw) ilu !! :] /p

PEACHES HI ILY <333 rip i’m answering this late idk how late actually but i love being mutuals w you <3333 whenever i see you on my dash/activity i’m just :)) and yes i’m doing pretty good !!! i hope you’re doing good too ilyyyy /p <333

[gojosattoru]

Is it okay to ask for pastel pink sukuna icons? ;;;; if not it’s totally okay!! btw ilu ana! My dash sparkles beauty just because of you! Mwah!

awww thank you so much for your lovely words dear anon! it made me super happy hehe <33333 ilu too bby your message just made me blush and my heart jump with joy really appreciate your sweet words!! and sure honey! i hope you like them! you can find them here! ^^ thankiiiiesss <3333 *chu*

DON’T SEND ME MORE ICONS/HEADERS REQUESTS!!

[curiosityjams]

my phone's dead & currently mia & i got hme later than expected but i just wanted to wish you a happy birthday drea!!! you're a lovely person, a very dear friend, & i hope forever that you never have a bad birthday & frankly day because you're amazing & wonderful & deserve nothing but the best. ilu & value you, your friendship, so much. i really hope you had a great day!!!!!!!

sdhjkjkf i already replied to u on discord, but NOELLE!!!!!! i love you so much, thank you for this and for staying in my life for this longggg <3333

[ao3feedtreebros]

It's Demontown (Up In This Bitch)

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2KfPlNJ

by RedGayBlueGay

Going to an insane asylum in Washington at night is not Evan's ideal Saturday night.

 tHANK YOU TO MY WONDERFUL FRIEND @generricartist FOR THE HELP!! ILU <3333

Words: 4771, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: F/F, M/M, Multi

Characters: Evan Hansen, Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen), Jared Kleinman, Alana Beck, Zoe Murphy, a demon, Not-Evan (youll see), like four ghosts

Relationships: Evan Hansen/Connor Murphy, Evan Hansen & Jared Kleinman, Evan Hansen & Connor Murphy, Evan Hansen & Zoe Murphy, Alana Beck/Zoe Murphy, Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy, Alana Beck & Zoe Murphy, Jared Kleinman & Zoe Murphy, Jared Kleinman & Connor Murphy, Alana Beck & Evan Hansen & Jared Kleinman & Connor Murphy & Zoe Murphy

Additional Tags: yeeee, evan gets possessed by a demon whoop, Angst, Fluff and Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, evan needs a fucking hug, alana is the only one who is fine in the end oof, Well - Freeform, Kinda, Jokes, like two jokes, tree bros is there, just not...the main focus, violence??, i think, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Implied/Referenced Suicide, Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, Scooby Doo AU, discord did this, thank u albie for helping ilu, being possessed by a demon, inaccurate as fuck but i dont care

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2KfPlNJ

[elrhiarhodan]

You! Are one of the best friends a person could have in this world and you deserve an amazing birthday! I wish I could snap my fingers and pop over and give you a huge hug and throw you a quiet, introvert party with hardly any people who all go home early!

Awwww, hugs you so tight!

Today is a perfect introvert day.  It’s a bit miserable outside, but I am taking the day off and relaxing.  Writing a bit, maybe get my hair done, just basically taking it easy, and then dinner with friends.

All my love, my friend. 

[general-grey]

i miss talkign to you so much about TF things and stuff. i hope we can do it again soon, and watch more jojo. ILU a lot

I know who you are, and I am so, so very sorry for that q.q I do miss you too, I miss our discussions, and I might not be that deep in the TF fandom anymore, I still do miss some of its aspects and some people within - such as YOU, dear friend q.q

I need to gather my bearings a lil bit after this last semester - and then, after that, I really hope to be able to reconnect with you and other good old friends! I love you so very much too, and I miss you q.q

[brightflight]

ok i’m in a weird mood so imma combat it with a random outpouring of love, yeah? yeah. 

@ppoolio -- coco, i adore you always, you’re really so special and sweet and kind. i’d never have even made mar’s blog if not for your initial support and interest in her, so thank you for that, always. you’re not around as much as you once were, maybe; but i get a little thrill of happiness each time i see your name on my dash.

@julietthotelwhiskey -- michelle, i’ve admired you for years, across several fandoms and blogs. i missed your presence quite a lot on your last hiatus and it’s just been such a deep, true pleasure talking with you more lately and writing with you. honestly, it’s been so invigorating and inspiring and just fun, too.

@canticleofmercy -- gaia, my love. my atya. four years. four damn years. your friendship means more to me than i can say; you really understand me, you’re endlessly supportive, you’re fucking brilliant, you’re hilarious, you’re so talented. i’m in awe, and i will come to italy one day for espresso and hugs.

@spiritflux -- fez. fez, my dear one. i honestly looked up to your fenris so much when i was new in the fandom; i still remember when i first followed your blog with my dorian and you hopped into my ask right after to compliment my portrayal and suggest a thread and i was flyin’ high, so flattered. we had no idea then what we were getting into, did we? and now look at us. i’m never letting you go.

@howeveryclever -- my tabbikins. i have all the faith in the world in you. you blow me away daily with your talent, your dedication, your drive, your wit. i wish you had more faith in yourself but i’ll have it for you, that’s ok. i’m so proud of everything you accomplish and your strength has always been there when i have needed it, too. ilu a lot, and all your muses; and everything you are. <3333

@cllgood & @charyka -- because you two are a package deal, ofc, and one of the cutest couples out there, duh. vanessa, i’ve said it before but i’m only sorry we never started talking till recently. you’re so sweet and kind and endlessly creative and inventive; your muses are just the best ever and hawke loves them both (though differently, very differently). and matty, walter is an asshole but you’re a darling. and i remember your tolkien muses and your solas too; and all the creativity and drive that went into all of them. it’s always inspiring to see. you guys are the best and i’ll keep following you everywhere, always.

[scoupsnet]

Happy Birthday Gabby!!!  @jeonwuu

AAAAAAH HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABBY!! i hope your day went well and that you recieve lots of love from all your friends n fam, you deserve it! ☀️ -Channie

omg bab you’re growing up too fast :”) have fun with life while you’re still young lmao as if i’m not only two years older but anyway thank you for being so nice and hilarious and being such a cutie. i’m glad we got to be friends but also come back and talk to us more ): we miss you ❤️ happy birthday bub, i hope you have an amazing day -Trin

Happy cakedy Gabby!! We may not have talked too much, but I’m thankful for all you admins for creating this network!! I hope I get to know everyone better in the future. 😊 Have an amazing and fantastic birthday!! 🎂🎉 -Vi

happy sweet 16 gabby!!! you’re one year closer to being the dancing queen lmao. hope you have an amazing day~ love you! -Callie

gabby happy birthday!!!!! i still have that screenshot of you w the book cover in front of your face and it was the most beautiful thing i’ve ever seen, but seriously you’re a piece of art and an amzing person and i’m really glad i’ve met you!!!!! i hope you have a great birthday and a wonderful year!! <3 -Lulu

gabs, gabby, bev’s mating buddy, gabbo. mate ur so sweet and kind and ilu and like i dont know what to say bc im not usually an affectionate person, but ur really cute and deserve so much. i hope that u have the greatest day !! and year!! -Mishi

gabs! happy bday youre getting older now (dont grow up it mostly sucks lmao) anyways im lad to have met u and the rest of scnet (even tho ya’ll are kinda nuts istg). eat lots of cake and stay healthy -Sica

Gabby!! Thank you for being awesome and almost always somehow keeping a smile on my face. I’m very happy that I was able to meet you. And I hope you will continue to be Dabgab, and yet still be awesome and friendly to us all! I know I have only known you for a couple months even though I am sometimes not that active. I love just reading your emssages. ALSO I hope that for your birthday you get all the best gifts and wishes, also be sure to eat lots of cake (as long as you’re not allergic!!) -C

Happy birthday gabby!! Hope you’re having an amazing one and celebrating it well with friends and family!! Eat lots of cake today, you deserve it !! ❤️❤️ -Vinc

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABBY!!! I know we don’t talk much, but I really appreciate having you around :D I hope you have a wonderful day with lots of good food!! Sending you lots of love~ Happy sweet 16th!!!! ❤️❤️❤️ -Leah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABBY!!! I hope your day is absolutely amazing bc ur amazing and you deserve it lol. You’re one year closer to being only seventeen and only having a few dollas so enjoy it~ -Ally

heyo gab!! hope you have an amazing sweet 16 and you get to celebrate it with the people you love and hold near to your heart! ❤️ -Klara

To gab the smol bean. I hope you grow as a person and that only good things may come you're way. Happy birthday dude - Ana🐷

Happy birthday gabby! I love you and I hope this new year of your life brings you the sweet meaty embrace of seungcheol’s thighs -Abi

hi gabby i hope you’re doing well!! happy birthday, i bet it’s going to be wonderful and amazing!! nd may you have many more bdays yay! -Kaylah

gabby !! hi lov i hope ur doing okay. wanted to wish you a happy birthday !! i can’t believe that you’re growing up and getting old (jkjk ilu okay. we’re getting old together). be happy and hope you have a great day on your day !! love u lots ❤️❤️✨❣💝 -Jose

Happy birthday dear Gabby! I hope today is filled with sunshine and rainbos :,D Eat lots of cake and have fun! <3 -Dana

yoyo gabs, happy birthday bro!!! thanks for always being such a wonderful and caring admin!! im glad that i joined this network because i got to meet people like you!! i hope you enjoyed your day, and i love you <3 happy birthday!! -CF

Happy birthday Gabby!! ♡ I hope you have an amazing day and that all your dreams wishes come true. Here’s to another wonderful year filled with happiness, peace, sweet surprises, and once in a lifetime experiences. May this day bring to you all things that make you smile!! ♡♡ -Ali

My dearest chickie, I hope you have the best most exciting fantastic day. You’re so sweet and kind and beautiful and deserve the very best. I’m very glad to have met you even tho you give me constant grief. From summer to now you’ve grown so much (i sound so formal and nostalgic ik but thats because i aM) and you’re going to keep growing older and its going to sucK but thats ok because i’ll always be here to pat pat you when it gets sucky. i hope you enjoy your day and have a kickass year, love <3333 -Aparna

my message: HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABBO you’re 1 year closer to legally having a sugar daddy now!!!!! thanks 4 being my partner in gav and partner in complaining about other people ily and i hope u had a fun birthday and got to eat cake -Bev

[delabor]

That one time Dean officially asked Samael to stay the night

Samael: dean

Samael: d ea n

Samael: deeeeeeeeeeeean

Dean: Yes dear

Samael: nevermind i think that answered my question

Dean: ...

Dean: I feel like you're insulting me and I just don't know it

Samael: *looks distinctly pinker than usual*

Samael: not this time

Dean: ...you're being weird.

Dean: *but his smile is more tender than he'd like to admit *

Samael: i thought i was always weird

Samael: *what does he do with his hands he'll put them in his pockets they'll be safe there*

Dean: Yeah, but this is weirder than usual.

Samael: bad weird?

Dean: ... Nah. *he steps in a little closer*

Samael: you hesitated. *he's teasing. if you couldn't tel l from his grin*

Dean: *snorts* I was trying to let you down gently.

Samael: oh is that what it was

Dean: I'm such a nice guy.

Samael: you are. i'm almost intimidated

godforsakenthing

Dean: I make Mother Theresa look bad.

Samael: i wouldn't go that far.

Dean: ...I'm hotter?

Samael: *laughs* infinitely.

Dean: So what'd you want, anyway?

Samael: i wanted attention i wasn't getting enough

Dean: Funny, it looked to me like you were the one getting all kinds of attention from other people.

Samael: jealous again?

Dean: Feels like constantly when it comes to you.

Samael: yeah well 'other people' was the main point. i wanted attention from you.

Samael: i didn't flirt with that one dean did you see

Dean: Yeah, I saw

Dean: And good, I'd hate to kill myself

Dean: (bravo Sam, you said the Right Thing by saying you wanted his attention)

Samael: *kisses him* those are not mother theresa words, princess.

Samael: { hah the Right Thing™ something that usually eludes sam ael except by accident or happy coincidence }

Dean: I meant him, not me. *so what if he's handsy? He's feeling territorial *

Samael: *laughs again* i know. *he's enjoying the handsy thing. he might be holding him close on purpose anyway*

Dean: You know Mother Theresa believed pain was purifying? That it made people closer to God? *teeth scrape against his throat, teasing*

Samael: the same argument could be said about sex. *the more preferable one too. if his voice is a little deeper; if he bares his neck and tugs dean closer it isn't because he isn't paying attention to the conversation*

Dean: I try and not think about Chuck watching us fuck, thanks. *he lives for these moments, just the two of them alone. *

Samael: who?

Dean: God.

Samael: chuck ?

Dean: Long story. *he sucks a dark spot against Sam's skin, leaving over it with his tongue.*

Samael: yeah, okay. *is easily distracted when dean did that damn it was it getting hot in here? *

Samael: { f un fact samael was thinking about asking dean to do that wish granted ;) }

Dean: So you missed me? *that sounds quite smug*

Dean: (they're just full of good luck today!)

Samael: as much as you missed me. *no he isn't nuzzling. okay maybe just a little.*

Dean: Like a fucking limb. *it's murmured against his skin, there and gone.*

Samael: hold me tighter. *hugs him in anyway*

Dean: *there's a four letter word on the tip of his tongue that Dean has to swallow.* You could stick around. Stay the night.

Samael: yeah? *secretly pleased* i'd like that.

Samael: you're not going to insist on trying to sleep in your car are you

Dean: I guess I can let you in the bunker.

Samael: i'll stay with you wherever you want. your place; my place; some place in the middle.

Dean: *he tries to hide his smile against the underside of Sam's jaw.* Well, we can be louder when we fuck at your place.

Samael: we can be as loud as we fucking want. *brags* and i know how much you like my shower.

Dean: Dude, your shower is better than heaven.

Samael: *outwardly pleased this time* better than my bed?

Dean: *that one gives him pause* with or without you?

Samael: *tilts head* i meant the bed as an item. *grins suddenly* wouldn't every bed with me be better?

Dean: Don't go getting too big for your britches, Angel Food. *that's a yes*

Samael: you like when i get too big for them. i wear tight ass britches

Dean: *damn, that is true* Yeah yeah.

Samael: how long can you stay in the morning ?

Dean: Maybe ten? Depends on how long it takes Sammy to start freaking out about me being gone.

Samael: we can get you some grocery bags as a decoy. * whispers in his ea r *

Dean: *it's a hell of a reaction, halfway between a laugh and a shudder*

Samael: *beams and takes his hand* let's go then.

Samael: { i need to sleep i'm dying *cries* }

Samael: { so you aren't like WHERE'D YOU GO }

Samael: { i want to keep going fml }

Dean: (go sleep! I'll be here tomorrow!