#im being melodramatic but also not

[killerwithknife]

maybe suicide IS the path for me gang 💯🔥

[fmet]

And Nayuta is still gone. Aki is still gone. The people who loved him unconditionally are still dead by the consequence of his actions and there’s nothing he can do to change that. He can’t keep a family. Even the girl who he thought he could receive affection from is having her body puppeted by a freakkkkkk oh it’s so over

[nextstopparis]

henrys dad in rwrb being named arthur

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

and in a cruel twist of fate that surprises NO ONE, turns out sleeping in my childhood bedroom that my mom is in the midst of turning into Something Else turns my brain into soup!!

[keresyk]

God, is there anything more depressing than a hyperfixation shattering after almost 2 years

[arainesque]

i have a Monster of a wip

[adhdheather]

killing me inside to find out i dont have a silly outfit for every occasion bc i dont have anything for this lotr marathon w a costume contest

[juniestar]

I feel guilty pursuing a better and more comfortable life, especially pursuing a career in media, during this genocide

[greyeyedmonster-18]

(i just wanted to pass along a little thank you for everyone.

i am actually still baffled that a lot of yall are still here now that we're in month...idk 4 of no fics or barely fandom stuff? Really since July, I haven't posted much of anything and idk.

thanks for sticking around in hopes that I'll write other things again some day! we appreciate it!

we appreciate the continued comments on my fics

i see that NMTW is a breath away from 800 kudos which is fucking wild to me. a fic i thought no one would like, literally not a single soul would like.

ten reasons is making the rounds in a little fan fic book club?? which is ????i cannot.

even my moonchaser fics are getting some love; and the fic that shall not be named

so a thank you to all the folk who have gone back to re-read old fics and scroll through my blog and comment/reply/send an ask that says "wow this is still lovely!"

thank you <3)

[butchdykeorpheus]

if my course have scheduled all day classes all week during my partner's first visit to me in over a year i'm going to ***

[padfootastic]

my unpopular opinion is the whole ron weasley and weasley family bashing in the fandom is so wild to me??? with the same old argument about molly/ron/ginny stealing money from harry is so gross. i literally cannot stand that!! just because the weasleys are not rich and affluent does not mean they only care about harry for their money???! it all seems so classist and bigoted to me tbh. ron is my most favorite character and it personally offends me whenever someone bashes him unnecessarily, he's literally THE most nuanced and well rounded character in the entire hp series, more than snape, more than dumbledore, more than harry himself

ooooh this one is interesting!!

so, in the interest of fairness, i'm going with neutral on this bc ive def enjoyed my share of fics with all these tropes in it. it's pretty big in the indy!harry circles and i used to gobble those up like nobody's business.

but like, i do see where ur coming from too. from a canon perspective, yeah, i don’t think it has any basis, at all. i won’t ever argue that the weasleys were gold diggers or dumbledore was an evil overlord in disguise or wtv. and the way the weasleys are talked about in those specific circles are. well. let’s just say it’s not a space for people who like them lol

that being said, is it possible to take their actions and twist it that way? sure. u can do that with anyone for anything, really. and then it becomes a matter of how well it was written to convince me. purely headcanon territory and i’m ngl, it’s kind of fun to see how outlandish a theory can be lol

but honestly, end of the day, i sympathise with u friend! i can never ever touch a fic where james and sirius are demonised, and i absolutely hate how they’re conceptualised by most people so. i get it.

[biboybuckley]

i may be going slowly insane but at least i’m having fun whilst doing it !!!

[ofherlionheart]

i just KNOW that zuko’s most frequent dialogue line in like the sun has to be ‘sokka?’

[starlooove]

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[fruitsyrups]

just saw your style post and i just wanted to chime in :]

it took me a VERY long time to figure out what i wanted for my art, and hell, i still dont know sometimes! I have a lot of very different styles I use at different times that just feel right for that particular drawing but its still my art! i spent a lot of time looking at other peoples art and translating certain things about their styles into mine, and over time it turned into my own. but i tried a LOT of things. I was a furry artist for 4 years for gods sake ; so things change! try new things and mess around with ideas you have for your style and if they dont stick, thats okay! and if they do, thats awesome! good luck man i love your art and if you need help with anything my dms are always open

Ooh yeah that's a good point!!! yeah I feel the same way about the thing with having a bunch of different styles (I'm not sure how much the art I *post* reflects that though lol), because from a glance they all look very different to me, but then when I look closer there's a lot of, like, common threads between them ? I mean, they ARE made by the same hand with the same brain so I suppose that makes sense.

And the thing about experimenting is a good point, too!!! Because when I'm feeling good about my art I do get much more experimental, but then when I'm feeling all weird and mopey about it all and I'm drawing stuff just so I can feel some semblance of productivity ,,, I kind of use certain things as a crutch, I guess ?

There have been times, mostly a little while back but sometimes I do have moments of it still, where I'm trying out "A New Style" or maybe trying to draw in an old style, and then I like it more than my 'normal style' and I get this feeling of, like, AAAAA what if everything else I've done in between abandoning this old style and this exact moment was a total waste of time ???!?!? Or if it's a new style that I was trying out as a one-off and I like it just as much as my 'normal style' its like what do I do now??!!? Do I 'change my style' or not? And none of that is very logical of course, but it's more of an Abstract Feeling that I'm trying to translate into words than an actual thought process.

[uchimakis]

been seeing so much unnecessary bi mike slander on my dash recently. sometimes selfcare is blocking 15 people and going into the bi mike tag for an hour <3