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Corrals at it again party people, what horrors will I unleash?
#i wasnt gone for as long as i thought.#lol#im staying up aaaallll night baby#no caffeine needed!#iron will#i will stay awake with my iron will#corral at it again#im cleaning my room#and the loft#which is....#a mess#its the art studio#and i have ripped apart so many boxes up there#the leftover costume bits are just lying on the floor#ill move on the that after i put away my clothes#dont @ me#im an adult#im being very normal rn
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fully endorsing all of the zonicposting in the rbs. thje scrunkle scrimblo
YEAHGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH ME WHEJN ZONIC THE ZONE COP: OSIDOPP:LAKSJJJJJJJDIOREPLDSKMRJNEEEEEEEDIIIRKOESMDWWBFHXRJNEDKMSFNBXHREJNDKWMS
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Sobbing crying drawing dabganronp ocs
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Lu Guang in OverThink + VORTEX
#shi guang dai li ren#shiguang daili ren#sgdlr#link click#time agents#lu guang#FEELING VERY NORMAL RN#the tape being rewound effect further obscuring his eyes. studio lan please im begging you be nice to him
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no yeah it must really suck for you how nazis "reappropriated" mythos and history that would not have been remotely as mainstream as they are today without white supremacist revival. where the modern perspective and perception of them the very "aesthetic" of them is inextricably tied to white supremacist eugenist ideals im so sorry you cant wear relatively historically uncommon symbols in public without people thinking you believe that they, their family, community, and the mere idea of their existence should be wiped from the face of the earth. that must be so hard for you.
#ppl being annoying abt my dogwhistles post#nazism ment#im really teasing staff rn arent i. i still cant reply/dm#thats why im very very VERY careful w every media/creator/person in general whose interested in hellenic/roman/norse mythology#and yeah ik im describing myself but i do some kind of inspection of that person/media to see if theyre. normal abt it#like i was v hesitant w ac odyssey and im kinda. 🤨 abt the new gow i need to research it a little before i decide if i can play it#ANYWAYS#mine*#^btw when i saw the statues in ac were painted i knew it was good#not that i dont have anything to say abt that game racism-antisemitism-wise#i got things to say abt idk how to call it. 'gender equal' revisionist storytelling but alas
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anton belongs to @poicyss
#someone help them LMAO#im all kinds of panic induced stress rn so. woe pregant auggie be upon ye#shes very excited but also extremely fucking nervous and couldnt think of any other way to break the news#also because how do you deal with the spawn of a literal shadow creature. what the fuck do u do#im sure theyve probably discussed the possibility of being parents once in a while but not like actually intended to conceive#idk much else though ive never been pregnant. shrugs#i think her bump is probably smaller bc vincent forms as a dog before he takes on human form a couple months after being born#so the fetus is smaller.. although its more obvious when shes in her animal form so she doesnt transform while pregnant just in case#can you tell ive thought abt this a normal amount#my art#myart#doodles#my oc#friend oc#augusta#anton#suggestive#?#i mean kinda..? its implied this is after they boink but not much else#oc lore
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hey, a new sonic prime trailer :)
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonic prime#sonic prime spoilers#sonic prime season 2#sth#sonadow#<- to me#im being so normal rn#someone probably already talked about this but sonics spin dash having liquid texture and shadows fire texture is very interesting <3#masu.txt
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i need to read more books and annotate in the margins i need to write more i need to buy jeans that fit me i need to eat more fruit i need to buy good quality headphones i need to get a skincare routine i need to talk to my friends more i need to wash my hair i need to stop treating this inhabitation as a curse. i am tired of punishing the body that has fought me for survival every day for years. i deserve little treats as regularly as possible !!
#more money would also be good but! we are working on it <3 this is a team effort im bored of being in a perpetual bar fight with myself#like sorry i havent answered my texts in months or barely sustain personal hygeine but that bitch (points at mirror) chucked a drink at me#it's okay tho we are in our enemies to lovers arc#just had a really vivid sudden 'i am in this body' moment and let me TELL you when you spend 90% of the time feeling a very#set seperation between your emotional self and physical self that is INCREDIBLY fucking jarring lmao. like oh this is me#the freckles on my fingers are just as much me as my years long loyalty to specifically prawn cocktail pringles. okay#that's cool. cool cool cool that's so cool so everything that's happened to me physically is still me okay cool#coooool cool cool. super cool btw. very angry for myself rn which never happens i normally just get angry at myself#LIKE THIS IS MY BODY! WHY DO I HAVE TO DRINK IT INTO BED AND HURT IT FOR NO REASON! WHY DO I LET PEOPLE GET AWAY WITH SO MUCH!#'i'll take care of you it's rotten work especially to me especially if it's you i'll do it but christ alive' except it's me and my body#like yeah im not happy about it bossman but we're stuck together. let's get you some nice clothes
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every day I lose sympathy for other trans men. Suffer in silence until you can be normal you stupid bitches
#STOP!!! BRINGING UP!!! TRANSFEMS!!!!!#GO ATTACK CIS MEN OR SOMETHING YOU STUPID CUNTS. ILL KILL YOU#or other trans men. I ❤️ infighting#Grabbing trans mens faces. Listen to transfems and shut the fuck up. You're still tme and are priveledged in comparison#Even if ppl see u as a woman and you don't receive most of the benefits a man receives. You're STILL NOT AFFECTED BY TRANSMISOGYNY!!!!#AND THATS A BIG FUCKING THING BC TRANSMYSOGYNY IS PERVASIVE NORMALIZED AND OFTEN ACTIVELY DANGEROUS!!!#YOU STILL EXPERIENCE TRANSPHOBIA AND POTENTALLY MISOGYNY!!! BUT YOU DONT EXPERIENCE TRANSMISOGYNY AND THATS VERY IMPORTANT#like. I still have shit I gotta unlearn but it's fucked up seeing the way other transmascs talk#Bc I grew up reading a lot of transfems perspectives. And the way trans men r centered n catered to and trans fems are excluded and further#Marginalized in a community thats supposed to be inclusive of them is 1. BAD 2. CONSISTENT!!! THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR YEARS!!!#MEN AND AFAB TRANS PPL ARE CONSISTENTLY CENTERED!!! TRANS WOMEN ARE PUSHED OUT AND HURT!!!#ITS THE SAME SHIT BUT WITH SOME FANCY NEW WORDS!!!! IF YOU BELIEVE IN TRANSANDROPHOBIA/TRANSMISANDRY#IM JUST GOING TO STOMP ON UR RIBS I SWEAR TO GOD!!!!!!!! SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I'm going to be so honest rn seeing other trans men be fucking shitty has actively affected my feelings Abt being a man. Like#I wanna be a man but do I wanna be in a community w these fuckers????
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If you could have any Asmo/reader fic what would be the things you would want from it? like an ideal fic would contain what tropes or AUS or situations or whatever
uhmm anything wellwritten that characterizes asmo similar to the way i do ! i rlly like character exploration , both more serious stuff & just sillycute...anything where asmo is a little cunning and toxic and also gets railed into oblivion.anything where hes a vampire. ill write a tag essay about the specifics
#xreaders are too unrelatable for me usually .. im aroace and the only relationship dynamics that r rlly interesting to me r likee#toxic or tumultuous...i think in many asmo fics hes just very one note or like not a complex love interest .which is fine because hes like#that in the game but i am especially drawn to fics where the author has their own kind of unique take on it. nuance. etc#it's really interesting to see situations in which asmo kind of reaps the consequences of shitty behavior or struggles with parts of himsel#f he doesnt like. not just in like ohhh im insecure sobsob but like deeprooted issues & patterns thought processes that come with being a d#demon that maybe clash with human morality or ideals...like what if he sees human lives as generally more disposable because hes lived for#so long?? what would a fic be like about him wanting a fling with a human that ends up taking apart their life but to him its just a fun#little romance without any real consequences or commitment?? even if he was obsessed w them professing his undying love etc etc he could ge#t bored and drop it anytime and outlive them by millions of years and forget...& how does a human love an entity like that? how could the r#relationship look anything close to normal ever...anyway i like fics that touch on questions like this theyre kind of rare though#this all being said i def dont think asmo is completely evil💭 nuance#at work so im literally just wasting time by thinking about this rn but this was like the asmotoni dynamic its too interesting to me#asmotoni is like this in my head but on papwr i just draw them fucking witj bunny ears sorry#this doesnt even answer ur question really. if i could write a fic rn it would be like 200k word emo band au that isnt xreader or a romance#fic it would just be asmo beel belphie as humans starting a band and their rise and fall etc ive been thinking abt that plot nonstop
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“Tell Mama Roxie Hart is coming home. Lipschitz.” (Ted Lasso, Sunflowers)
"Lipschitz": The sixth and final woman, Mona Lipschitz, admits to killing her husband Alvin after finding out that he was bisexual and cheating on her with several women and at least one man ("Ruth, Gladys, Rosemary... and Irving!") (Wikipedia)
#im rewatching sunflowers#and i was like hmm i know i watched Chicago like weeks before sunflowers came out so VERY recently but who was lipschitz again#and im#being so normal rn#ted lasso#bi ted lasso#bi ted real
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im CRAAAAZZZYYYY im FUCKING INSANE!!!!!! i’m a cycle path….. HHHHHHHFDRRRRRRRHHHHHGHHHH
#me.txt#IM SO FUCKED RN#IM IN THAT HORRIBLE STAGE OF A NEW HYPERFIXATION FORMING WHERE ITS ALL I CAN THINK AND ALL I CAN TALK ABOUT AND ALL I CAN SEE#which happens to be the VERY ANNOYING STAGE in which i am VERY ANNOYING towards EVERYONE AROUND ME because i wont SHUT UP!!!!!!#talking about anything that isnt isat for more than 30 seconds without bringing it up somehow is like PULLING TEETH to me right now#and my friends are already starting to get sick of and weirded out by it#and i dont want to keep randomly bringing it yp and being annoying but I CANT NOT DO THAT!!!#IT FEELS LIKE MY SYOMACH IS FULL OF BEES WHEN I TRY!!!! MORESO THAN USUAL!!!!!!!!#and its not like i can go on a reblog spree or talk to anyone else about it#BECAUSE IM NOT EVEN HALFWAY THROUGH THE GAME!!!!#AND IM ALREADY THIS SICK IN THE HEAD!!!!! BUT I CANNOT LET MYSELF GET SPOILED!!!!!!!!#CANT keep talking about it to friends CANT go online for an outlet IM GOING TO DIE#I HAVE NO WAY TO SCRATCH THE ITCH IN MY BRAIN AT ALL AND IT KEEPS BUILDING!!!!!!!!!!#AAAAAAAAGGGGGGGHRRRRAAAAAAGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#okay. im fine now. im normal. i can survive without bringing it up. i can do it. im brave#<- guy who is not normal and will not survive and is kinning siffrin so hard they feel sick
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idk what ramadan is gonna look like for me this year lol
#z.gen#i try to be more on my deen and i will do it this year#like hitting all of my prayers when i normally hit like 3/5 etc#no substances which fluctuates yearly since being calisober is what got me off other drugs but should be fine this yr#a lot of people wont listen to music either but i honestly dont listen to it much during the day regardless#having a very night time schedule is helpful during ramadan#i think im gonna try and focus on establishing all of my prayers#i dont really care to talk about my faith much cause its so genuinely no ones business#but i am muslim i just dont follow the practices of any of the four major sunni schools strongly for other reasons#im not shia either tho... looking#none of it matters rn cause i cant fast anyway LOL but its okay#its just like. kind of hard to celebrate islam with whats going on in palestine#like a lot of my fellow muslims get really obsessed w the aesthetics#but the month is about refraining from worldly desires and practing restraint and is generally anti consumerism#so its like. idk if i care for fun silly ramadan recipes. im gonna try to organize stuff with my mosque again inshallah
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#[visibly sparking] yea were keeping it together pretty well#mayb mayb might repost this later t be rebloggable but rn. aaaaaa. aaaauuhhhhg. ugh. auhg.#every alarm bell is going off all at once very very loudly but Im Upright!!!! Im Up!!! That Counts!!!!! For Something Surely!!!!!#yknow how when u get sick ur body sends little cells to kill the sick. me rn but the sick is Also Me and isnt sick at all#precariously balancing Being Normal and Whatever The Hell This Is. so again; obligatorily;#iam so so sorry if i do something weird; i am Not. here right now skjdfndk
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Rewatching Stampede because yes I have better things to do but also seeing Nai playing “Duet” by himself sounding the same way it did when Vash played with him, he really must have invested a lot of time into pulling that off and it just makes my gut roll in a certain way that I’m just-
#(this time on Spanish because I will consume this in as many languages as I am able to grasp)#it’s so SAD??? everybody and their moms knows how Nai’s love for Vash issss particular#but at some point early on many traumas ago; he genuinely just loved his brother for who he was#yeah I’ve read whole essays and character studies about how ‘twisted’ for a lack of a better word rn Nai’s love is#but we really need to think back at the time in where it was just that#pure love towards his little brother whom he treasured so much and then we all know shit just went from bad to worse#thinking about them in a very normal and casual way (I’m going insane)#I could talk about them for hours despite my knowledge being lacking but hey it’s still fun#gosh I love this series so much im going to implode#lenssi rambles#trigun#vash the stampede#millions knives#nai saverem#THAT IS A TAG AND IM CRYING AT THE SURNAME UEHEHEBWGHHHHG#vash saverem#trigun stampede
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Dante was so right in making the 9th circle of hell for the betrayers. Hozier ripped my heart out with Unknown/Nth.
#I have very very very normal feelings rn about this song#Im not absolutely being destroyed rn#betrayal is just soo soo ahhhhhhasdhjshdjs#to be the betrayed or the betrayer both is lonely both is heartache and frost and being torn apart#hozier#music#mmyspamthoughts
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