#im can barely stand
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racewinners-landoandsam · 1 year ago
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guys i am very very drunk, told me dad lando win was the best day of my life and he is slightly concerned, but honestly i've never been happier, i'm completely fucked, i keep screaming, my whole family hate me, but they understand, it's Lando Norris, he's won, no one deserves it more, what a legend, he was so right to stay with Mclaren!!!!!!
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cyoukaa · 2 months ago
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an old jersey maid thing i never posted
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ace4thespades · 4 months ago
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CHANCE!!!! can you flip a coin for me i wanna hear the silly ping sound
~ clone anon (i have no lettuce this time i swear)
Uhhh .. sure!
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itsgirlcraft · 8 days ago
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Chat I just found out I might have to go ~2 weeks without adhd meds ;-;
Which means I have to ration out them now so I can survive my first month of college :'(
If you catch me crashing out or I'm low energy/barely interacting assume it's that 😭
#my post#im. dying why does life hate me so much#vent#kinda. in the tags mostly#im fucking. already stressed trying to prep for my fucking birthday#and im already anxious abt doing a class that has online meetings twicd a week. and my laptop. and my braces being a bitch. on top of genera#-generally feeling bad bc im barely doing chores AND self care AND general hobbies. and i kinda feel like shit bc ive forgotten most of my#old ocs/aus/etc and im feeling disconnected from my past self which. just makes the birthday shit even worse. things change too fast FUCK#and im really trying to be fucking brave. i swear. i. god im so tired of being me sometimes. its the same things that kick me again nd again#i want to see the world. i want to learn new things. i swear i do. i just...i cant. i cant its all so scary. i dont wanna#please can we go home. where i didnt have to be brave. where i could hide and cry and not feel weak for it. im so tired. how can i spread#joy and whimsy when every day feels so scary. when something hits me and fucks everything up. how can i be brave and thrive anymore? does#anyone know? i doubt it. i doubt it. but thats all ive ever wanted. please this time is supoosed to be for ME. at this rate im going to end#up hiding in my bedroom carefully nestling myself in my newly repaired laptop for my 21st birthday maybe even not that if it isnt fixed soon#plesse someone hold my hand and tell me itll be okay. it feels like im being drained of everything that makes me. me. everything but my fear#i am trying so hard to stand back up and fight for me but no ones fucking bringing me a chair and blanket!!! (irl not online. u r cool af)#they love me but they never give me a break. evn my friend is too much to handle now. i can barely keep myself afloat with my meds. how can#i posdibly not lose my mind without them? i am a barely contained implosion just wajting to burn the last of the rope. and then ill crash so#hard i may never return to college. i dont want this. please. i have warned you already and you saw what happened last time my laptop broke.#i may be strong enough to focus on the sun in the moment. but am i strong enough to keep focusing on it? i am already faltering. i have only#delayed the inevitable. is it? is it inevitable? i think it might be. if i dont break where i used to then life will dogpile me til i do.#at least i can spend most of tmrw marinating in that fact alongside therapy. at least i have that. i guess. i hate you doctor i hate that yo#-you canceled on us. on me. i hate you asl class i hate that ive lost so much without even starting the semester bc of you. i wish i never#chose that fucking class. i already was hesitant earlier snd maybe this is proof i shouldnt have done asl. msybe its a sign to give up. idk#sorry to everyone that sees this. i. am so tired and sorry if i dont engage as much as i used to. know that i miss you every day
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oflorelei · 5 months ago
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How it feels to be in the asoiaf fandom when you are lowkey a chill guy, don't get the weird "stan" movement, don't involve yourself in shipping drama and just rant a lil every tuesday but otherwise enjoy yourself:
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foursaints · 1 year ago
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how would your Evan be a hockey player he looks like he'd break all his bones if you blew on him hard enough
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SUSPEND YOUR DISBELIEF
but also aw... could you imagine what he'd be like if he was actually athletic... he has a sleeper build under all those baggy sweaters. maybe he's around 5'10 and lean and everyone else still dwarfs him travis konecny-style. he has the most sunken eyebags ever from going to the gym at 5am every day. has had several knee surgeries. he's perpetually holding a whey protein shake and a nike duffel but he still has the girliest face and waist. barty is 6'5 and gobsmacked when evan can effortlessly pick him up...
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assmaster-8000 · 28 days ago
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no because im ngl the whole chappell roan thing still pisses me off because it feels like some people were being intentionally obtuse about it. wdym a popular talking point is the fact she doesn't endorse the democratic party even though she voted for harris?? YEA. the way you guys didn't fully endorse biden back in 2020 because at the time he was the lesser evil between him and trump. harris is a lot more progressive than biden and trump combined, but you have to realise she's still an american politician who will align herself with america's vested interests. the way obama still has blood on his hands from other countries for all the progress he brought to america. holding your politicians accountable even after casting your vote is... necessary.???.?.
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technomancyshenanigans · 1 month ago
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god i really need a hug.
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amugoffandoms · 10 months ago
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Was I paying enough attention?
She once told me about butterflies in the rain. She said... They tatter... or even...
alt. versions underneath the cut!
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GO PLAY OR WATCH UNTIL THEN NOW! IT'S SO GOOD I CRIED SO HARD AIEHFNIFWUEUEUE
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smirnoffswitchblade · 1 month ago
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I hate knowing it’s up to me to care for myself when some days i can barely get out of bed because of all the pain I’m in.
Like, oh i have to get up and make my bed, get rid of that 2 day old drink on my night stand, clean my glasses, do my hair, brush my teeth + wash my face, move my legs, breathe, be alive, move my remote and xbox controller, clean my floor, eat breakfast, take a bath, turn down the tv.
I can’t stand this, its like even the small things i have to do make me wanna cry </3
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iamrizaka · 6 months ago
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Not to vent, but I can't get into my house for about an hour and a half. And for about an hour of that I couldn't contact my family. It sucks
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designsdefiance · 4 months ago
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miqomarch day 14: favourite zone
thanalan is jarring, for someone so used to the dravanian forelands, but the waking sands, specifically? it feels a little like home, a respite from the arid unfamilarity of the deserts of thanalan. the scions can never truly replace sehri's tribe, but their banter is a welcome distraction from their memories. feeling part of something again goes a long way to salve the ache.
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i-ideate · 1 year ago
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i listened to ghost quartet in full no skipping 7 times today what
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efervon4u · 5 months ago
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This may have been a mistake.
Help.
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gemini-queen42 · 8 months ago
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I still think of her sometimes....
(The FUCKASS bullSHIT motherfUCKING UGLY ASS GASTON BOOK that just periodically MATERIALIZES at my local Barnes & Noble where the cover is just black with half his face on it and he looks like a FUGLY vintriloquist dummy)
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