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guys i am very very drunk, told me dad lando win was the best day of my life and he is slightly concerned, but honestly i've never been happier, i'm completely fucked, i keep screaming, my whole family hate me, but they understand, it's Lando Norris, he's won, no one deserves it more, what a legend, he was so right to stay with Mclaren!!!!!!
#lando norris#f1#im can barely stand#cant even swe#and mclaren won#lando norris won#all the haters can fuck right off#nowins is no more#he is amazing#held of max by nearly 8 seconds#what a legend#our boy our lando norris did that#he deserves the fucking world
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an old jersey maid thing i never posted
#are we excited for season 4#choro can barely stay standing in skates methinks#what the fuck is going on on this website im so lost its been years#osomatsu san#osomatsu#choromatsu
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CHANCE!!!! can you flip a coin for me i wanna hear the silly ping sound
~ clone anon (i have no lettuce this time i swear)
Uhhh .. sure!
#no you wont get the results for it BY THE WAY WEAKNESS WONT APPLY TO HIM SINCE THATS JUST A REGULAR COIN ;)#im bad at animating ok bare with me here lMAO#Two Sides Of The Same Coin — Clone anon#“just like life- this can go anywhere!”#HIT/STAND — ACE4THESPADES EVENT#homicidalporkchops#chance forsaken#forsaken chance#forsaken#forsaken roblox#forsakenroblox#ask blog#askblog#art blog#artblog#parody blog#parodyblog
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Chat I just found out I might have to go ~2 weeks without adhd meds ;-;
Which means I have to ration out them now so I can survive my first month of college :'(
If you catch me crashing out or I'm low energy/barely interacting assume it's that 😭
#my post#im. dying why does life hate me so much#vent#kinda. in the tags mostly#im fucking. already stressed trying to prep for my fucking birthday#and im already anxious abt doing a class that has online meetings twicd a week. and my laptop. and my braces being a bitch. on top of genera#-generally feeling bad bc im barely doing chores AND self care AND general hobbies. and i kinda feel like shit bc ive forgotten most of my#old ocs/aus/etc and im feeling disconnected from my past self which. just makes the birthday shit even worse. things change too fast FUCK#and im really trying to be fucking brave. i swear. i. god im so tired of being me sometimes. its the same things that kick me again nd again#i want to see the world. i want to learn new things. i swear i do. i just...i cant. i cant its all so scary. i dont wanna#please can we go home. where i didnt have to be brave. where i could hide and cry and not feel weak for it. im so tired. how can i spread#joy and whimsy when every day feels so scary. when something hits me and fucks everything up. how can i be brave and thrive anymore? does#anyone know? i doubt it. i doubt it. but thats all ive ever wanted. please this time is supoosed to be for ME. at this rate im going to end#up hiding in my bedroom carefully nestling myself in my newly repaired laptop for my 21st birthday maybe even not that if it isnt fixed soon#plesse someone hold my hand and tell me itll be okay. it feels like im being drained of everything that makes me. me. everything but my fear#i am trying so hard to stand back up and fight for me but no ones fucking bringing me a chair and blanket!!! (irl not online. u r cool af)#they love me but they never give me a break. evn my friend is too much to handle now. i can barely keep myself afloat with my meds. how can#i posdibly not lose my mind without them? i am a barely contained implosion just wajting to burn the last of the rope. and then ill crash so#hard i may never return to college. i dont want this. please. i have warned you already and you saw what happened last time my laptop broke.#i may be strong enough to focus on the sun in the moment. but am i strong enough to keep focusing on it? i am already faltering. i have only#delayed the inevitable. is it? is it inevitable? i think it might be. if i dont break where i used to then life will dogpile me til i do.#at least i can spend most of tmrw marinating in that fact alongside therapy. at least i have that. i guess. i hate you doctor i hate that yo#-you canceled on us. on me. i hate you asl class i hate that ive lost so much without even starting the semester bc of you. i wish i never#chose that fucking class. i already was hesitant earlier snd maybe this is proof i shouldnt have done asl. msybe its a sign to give up. idk#sorry to everyone that sees this. i. am so tired and sorry if i dont engage as much as i used to. know that i miss you every day
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How it feels to be in the asoiaf fandom when you are lowkey a chill guy, don't get the weird "stan" movement, don't involve yourself in shipping drama and just rant a lil every tuesday but otherwise enjoy yourself:

#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#asoiaf fandom#srsly whats with this “(Character) stans can not accept-”#IM SCREAMING#can you stand up and touch grass#i promise you#your Irritation is valid#but omfggggg this is giving “mY fAtHER iS StROnGEr tHeN yOuR fAtHEr” kindergarten level#maybe im biased because thankfully my cancelled wife (gerold) is like a burning dumpster fire i just enjoy watching but still#ESPECIALLY WEIRD TO ME TO SEE JON#ARYA#AND SANSA “STANS��� BEING SO HATEFUL TO ANOTHER#yall this is ONE family#the Characters u stan are barely teenagers#it really isn't that deep#“sAnSA sTAns”#“aRYA stAnS”#can yall stop#this is just so fucking weird to me because from ALL of the fucking horrible people sansa and arya met#you are deadset on having them despise each other???#anyways arya and sansa stay on top and are sisters who miss each other 🧍#also the shipping discourse#i like theories a lot#i do understand frustation too#but reading theories and then there being shots fires at another ship that is completely okay in its existence (aka no abuse#child x adult bs) makes me just wanna scream#why can't we all just hold hands#snowstorm#snowdove
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how would your Evan be a hockey player he looks like he'd break all his bones if you blew on him hard enough

SUSPEND YOUR DISBELIEF
but also aw... could you imagine what he'd be like if he was actually athletic... he has a sleeper build under all those baggy sweaters. maybe he's around 5'10 and lean and everyone else still dwarfs him travis konecny-style. he has the most sunken eyebags ever from going to the gym at 5am every day. has had several knee surgeries. he's perpetually holding a whey protein shake and a nike duffel but he still has the girliest face and waist. barty is 6'5 and gobsmacked when evan can effortlessly pick him up...
#olympics au#a#guys im unlearning my strict top/bottom rk yaoi gender roles for the very first time. you HAVE to support me on this one its growth#what IF evan didnt have to be a manhandleable androgynous waif who can barely stand on his own. <- never thought this day would come
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no because im ngl the whole chappell roan thing still pisses me off because it feels like some people were being intentionally obtuse about it. wdym a popular talking point is the fact she doesn't endorse the democratic party even though she voted for harris?? YEA. the way you guys didn't fully endorse biden back in 2020 because at the time he was the lesser evil between him and trump. harris is a lot more progressive than biden and trump combined, but you have to realise she's still an american politician who will align herself with america's vested interests. the way obama still has blood on his hands from other countries for all the progress he brought to america. holding your politicians accountable even after casting your vote is... necessary.???.?.
#that one clip about her saying fuck trump as well as the democratic party for failing marginalised communities#im not gonna stand her and clap for her because like. yea. it's a very bare bones statement#but also. this is performative activism for y'all? she's apparently saying nothing? her 4 seconds of silence in between each word is#apparently indicator she doesn't care? OH MY GOD! YOU GUYS CRITICISE PERFORMATIVE ACTIVISM#WHILE DEMANDING MORE PERFORMATIVE ACTIVISM#you want her to speak up then how about you stop vilifying her when she does and actually expand on the topic#compound your voices. whatever#again she isn't immune to criticism and she can do better but what do you guys even want#the left demands perfection and in your pursuit you shun actual tangible change
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god i really need a hug.
#being sick and Hospital has.#totally cooked my pto so i might not get to see my partners next month#and im crying about it now#.txt#im just so fucking unwell in general that i have no idea how someone would want to put up with me in person#*i* can barely stand dealing with it let alone subjecting other people i care about to it
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Was I paying enough attention?
She once told me about butterflies in the rain. She said... They tatter... or even...
alt. versions underneath the cut!
GO PLAY OR WATCH UNTIL THEN NOW! IT'S SO GOOD I CRIED SO HARD AIEHFNIFWUEUEUE
#mug draws#mark borja#until then game#until then#until then fanart#PLAYING THE GAME AGAIN WITH FRIENDS. THE FIRST TIMELINE AGAIN. WHAT IF I DIED!!!!#i love all the detail in the background you can barely see A TSDTJUGWAU#this was originally supposed to be him standing there but i think this dynamic pose works better. For Suffering Reasons.#<- me im suffering
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I hate knowing it’s up to me to care for myself when some days i can barely get out of bed because of all the pain I’m in.
Like, oh i have to get up and make my bed, get rid of that 2 day old drink on my night stand, clean my glasses, do my hair, brush my teeth + wash my face, move my legs, breathe, be alive, move my remote and xbox controller, clean my floor, eat breakfast, take a bath, turn down the tv.
I can’t stand this, its like even the small things i have to do make me wanna cry </3
#sakuposting🌸#vent??#might even make a vent sideblog Im so embarrassed to share these things sometimes#because i feel like im seen as overdramatic but im not i genuinely feel so much pain even lifting my body#it used to not be this bad#i just cant stand it (literally)#at least twd is on my screen#one of the many comfort shows i have#even though the characters in the show are NOT comforted#same w/ osomatsu san#and other media#i overindulge in multiple fandoms and media when i feel shitty#thinking about todomachu or one of my other f/o’s caring for me#because i feel like i barely can anymore#its a coping mechanism#of mine#sakurambling#im overthinking what everyone thinks of me again#AAAAGHHH
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Not to vent, but I can't get into my house for about an hour and a half. And for about an hour of that I couldn't contact my family. It sucks
#im running on 2 hours of sleep and i had an exam#i was sooo happy to get back home i even bought snacks#but im standing outside my door my keys dont work#and i can barely feel my fingers#great#ghosty has something to say
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miqomarch day 14: favourite zone
thanalan is jarring, for someone so used to the dravanian forelands, but the waking sands, specifically? it feels a little like home, a respite from the arid unfamilarity of the deserts of thanalan. the scions can never truly replace sehri's tribe, but their banter is a welcome distraction from their memories. feeling part of something again goes a long way to salve the ache.
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#miqomarch 2025#ffxiv#ff14#miqo'te#im not indivudally tagging the scions bc they're barely here#tataru is making fun of something dumb thancred said to some woman who rejected him. and everybody loves it.#except thancred. but this ain't about him#sehri latched onto the scions SO hard tho#not only bc they provided an answer (they have the echo! that's why they survived and valhi didn't!)#(and they can do some good in trying to put an end to primals as a problem!)#(it's not all in vain!)#but also bc like#they're a tribal miqo'te who has never been on their own before#they couldnt STAND being so lonely#and the scions are like a tribe away from their tribe#its not the same. it'll never be the same.#but it makes them feel a little less alone#they get VERY attached to minfilia especially. which is unfortunate for them.#oc: c'sehri
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i listened to ghost quartet in full no skipping 7 times today what
#i still barely know the lyrics#save for the soldier and rose and starchild which im pretty secure in#oh and like the train one#see i dont even know the names#so far i can say the Ushers (mostly pt2) and the soldier and rose are my faves#ghost quartet#also gang I think I understand it enough to like not bang my head against a wall!!!#key word: reincarnations#that is what makes it make sense...right#right?#right.#also gang britain ashfords voice is just#actually everyones voice#but ashfords stand out#and gelsey in the soldier and rose PLEASE#that acappella in the beginning PLEASE PLEASE#dave malloy#musical theatre#musicals#if you havent listened to the live version listen to it#or even better watch it#mr malloy himself uploaded it
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This may have been a mistake.
Help.
#shes just draped over my shoulders and eating out the can#im barely standing here#is this goddamn collar SOLID GOLD?
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I still think of her sometimes....
(The FUCKASS bullSHIT motherfUCKING UGLY ASS GASTON BOOK that just periodically MATERIALIZES at my local Barnes & Noble where the cover is just black with half his face on it and he looks like a FUGLY vintriloquist dummy)
#i need it.#i want it so bad#itd be so funny you dont get it#but also i HATE him and hes UGLY#1991 Gaston. specifically#live action is a very different story.#but anyways yea thats why hes a woman in my Other Than Human au thingy#as they say#the ugliest men make the most gorgeous women♡#fictional ones. and whatnot. tbc. im not That kind of weirdo#jus the kind of weirdo whos brain makes the center of its current hyperfixation a char it can barely stand to look at any official art of.#mentally throwing 17000 rocks at him#bcuz i hate love-hate him#if that makes sense#save my soul I need OUT of the mind prison#gem stop yapping in ur tags#batb#Gaston#batb gaston#?? what other tags r real#idk. sorry lads.
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