#im fine. i prom...

[subwillsolace]

hi beloved. i have a confession to make. i fear my responses to your fics have been lacking and i would like to get on my knees and apologize for my lack of affection. im not going to lie i feared if i were to constantly leave you an ask or comment (im a little shy with comments tbh mb because i could genuinely write 500 words per fic you write and idk if thats ok) on every. single. fic. you write. including your mediumgayitalian account. it would seem overbearing... but i have realized this continuous lapse in my judgement. now that i hear youre going to be very very busy in july i will cherish every bit of writing and every single post. and every post after july too. i apologize for acting like an emotionally unavailable boyfriend i swear i will rightfully show my appreciation for, no hyperbole, im being dead serious, my number one favorite author of all time in the years ive been reading fanfiction. lmk if youd like them through asks or comments. because i will SHOW you my appreciation. if that's okay with you.

oh my god beloved hi....lemme tell you a secret that is not a secret: i literally only post for the validation of comments and reblogs tbh.

i write for me. the stories are in my head already but when they are in my head they are blurry and inconsistent. to write them is relief and is also something for me to reread a bajillion times. i am my own target audience.

however.

like i have a blog and update it so often for the sole purpose of being appreciated. i know that is self-centered and egotistical and narcissistic blah blah blah. man Whatever. i want the attention of people noticing the work i care about 😭 like EYE know that the line i wrote was good and referenced something. i looked the reference up myself. but it is a special kind of pleasure to have SOMEONE ELSE notice that the line was good and referenced something. you know.

you could leave me forty comments on every fic every day and i would literally never get annoyed. like. this is my horny blog so i can say it but i am an attention whore. i like being appreciated. i like being showered in compliments. i am needy and i like knowing that people think im good.

anyways. thank you my dearest. no need for apologies. you could never be overbearing. you could ask me a million questions about every paragraph and it will take me time to get there but i'll answer them. thank you <3333

[rigginsstreet]

friday night lights proves my point that stranger things needs longer seasons because both shows follow a format of every season being a year later and only going through a specific moment in time (fnl covering a football season and stranger things taking place over like a week) and with fnl we actually get character development and exploration of different relationships and dynamics and everythings just generally more fleshed out whereas stranger things everythings packed into one go and stuffed to the brim and nothing is ever brought up or has lasting affects

[s-ccaam-era-crepe]

forgot how nice it is when people care

[grayscale-sparks]

I have so many og Noel/Charlie ideas spinning around in my head of their teenage years

if I were a little more coherent and also not bogged down with projects I would write a thing and do some doodles

[c28hunter]

Manifesting being healthy again on Saturday 🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️🕯️

[hearty-an0n]

group chat is sharing photos of half the group chat’s graduation ceremony that no one invited me to or even mentioned to me

[lorelune]

canceled all my plans today and got out of bed at 1 PM lol

[butchlifeguard]

spiraling is so wild first im pissed that my drawing didnt look good now i dont think ill ever forgive my family for their treatment of me

[nicepersondisorder]

cant believe im actually a lightweight. im hurt, offended and insulted

[prompt-master]

I feel like lately a lot of online criticism of media has emphasized a lack of world building as a flaw, but world building does not inheritly make a show good or bad. A show can have a complex well thought out fantasy system/world and still be bad and a show can not focus on the details of their worlds rules and still be good

[iron-sides]

real footage of me, a guy whose parents financial situation is NOT the same as it was when he developed his idea of how his parents financial situation is, every time my mom asks me to send her a screenshot of something im asking her to buy for me

[gaiatan]

bruh

[lolliepops-rox]

maybe it's a good thing that when i was 13 my type wasnt sopping wet alcoholics yet, cos could you imagine if i was obsessed with Tony Stark.

Anyways. Anyone know what the fuck is wrong with Tony. (I want him)

[presidentalpaca]

spotify accidentally triggering me a bit

[mitoconniedria]

Oh to go frolicking in a field while weaving dandelions into each other's hair... But alas

[miwiheroes]

my favourite fics

making this while drunk after reading a reallyyyy good byler fic in bed at midnight just chilling like a blade of grass i love it

u can probably tell my taste in fics after seeing this lol

he likes it scalding by CastleByersAfterDark - domestic, slice of life fic where will has a bath after a cold miserable day and its written so well like i feel the love theres so much loveee

Say It With Your Hands by Pseudologia - the only time you'll ever catch me reading a different first meeting fic. just so cute, byler meet at a movie theater (working) and mike's obsessed with him

a bed in your shape by passerine_in_jade - omg the angst was angsting but it was so realistic as well i loved it, the payoff ended up being so good.

A Blue Christmas by kwritessometimes - the most carefully and beautifully written fic about mikes coming out to his family. it perfectly shows the connection between him and will's family too, and ughhhhhhh i cried

but if i'm all dressed up (worth it for once) by castlebyer (loverslakes) - regency era england fic. i rarely ever read byler fics in an alternate timeline but omg this was so good and just as i imagined it.

nothing else i could do by astrobi - mike and will live together and they get a dog and then they kiss or smth idk i havent read it in a while but its astrobi so its good

if you kissed me now by astrobi - cute lil secret relationship fic and byler are just so soft and are actually realistic teens in this ugh

i hate accidents (except when we went from friends to this) by burgandyshirts - oh this is the funniest ever, there is a miscommunication where mike thinks he's dating will but will has no idea <3

said that i was fine, said it from my coffin by ruetistic - really sad about byler being gay in the 80s where mike gets hurt by people but its hurt/comfort so dw

feeling like the opposite by delusionaltogether (Whyyyyy) - such a good and memorable love confession on mike's part, also college byler teehee

i have everything i wanted by delusionaltogether (Whyyyyy) - series of one shots of byler that all follow an amazing format basically catered to my fave tags on ao3 HAHA

(give me a second to) forget i ever really meant it by delusionaltogether (Whyyyyy) - one of the better practice kissing fics i've read

autumn air, jacket 'round my shoulders is yours by gaysforbyler - will's feeling the anniversary effect and it just shows how much care mike has for will and how much understanding they have for each other

all this time (how could you not know?) by astrobi - for me, this is a long fic. yeah that tells you everything abt me lmao but this is so amazing it has a great pay off (byler at prom!!!!)

i might be hoping about this by astrobi - this right here will always be my favourite fic. it is perfection. it was one of the first byler fics i ever read and the pure domestic bliss paired with it being a SICKFIC HELL YEAH makes it just soooo perfect

and i might as welllllll um

what you really want by ME - yes this is big headed of me but im so proud of this fic i worked so hard on it and sacrificed some of my grades for it but it was worth it

okay im so eepy im going to eep and then have a hangover and i have a raging headache now ive done this on a whim bye