#im going to cryyyyyyy

[seoafin]

This is going to be weird, but you prompted some thoughts in me about rip!mc when you said you can’t envision her living past 50. So when I was 16 during lunch one time, I got this sinking feeling that I wouldn’t live past 24. I didn’t think too much about it at the time, but over the years I’ve thought about it more and now I turn 24 in two months. And this is almost certainly just an intrusive thought, but it’s still there and it’s been playing on my paranoia and expectations of my life for years. My Abuelo always said that he would be ready to go at 60 and he didn’t expect to live past that, but he’s now 90 and still kicking. It’s tangential and I’m definitely projecting, but I feel like rip!mc is similar in the sense that she’s fully ready to be dead before 50, she’d be content even to live that long considering their world as jujutsu sorcerers and really she expects to be dead long before that. But instead, she just keeps living and having to figure out how to keep going. She can’t just give up because there are people who care about her and who she cares for in turn, and they wouldn’t let her anyways. Like even if stsg died first in whatever au it is, there’s a part of me that imagines her one day as a granny in a garden where you can look up at the stars at night. Like her kids with stsg have their own kids at this point that always come to stay at her house, and megumi 100% still visits with his kids and their kids. Like I just hope she’s learned to be content and to let herself be happy. And of course this could be the complete opposite of where you see her going which is absolutely valid, you’ve just made me really care about her with your wonderful writing. I just love the idea of taking this person who doesn’t expect or even want to live very long because they had so much pain and having them get to cherish decades and decades of a life experiencing love completely to their astonishment. God you’ve made me insane lmao thank you so much for your beautiful stories!! - times

messages that have me tearing up at 12 in the morning this ask literally touched me so much you don't understand 😭😭😭😭 i love when people tell me their little stories as a way to relate to ripmc it's so human and not weird at all. it's wonderful it's lovely i love when people tell me something that made them resonate with her! like yes she was always meant to be a projection of the reader reading! but she also probably reflects a lot back to the reader just as they project onto her. it always worries me when people say that relate too hard to ripmc (rip my ao3 comments 😭😭) also in my mind it's kinda always just been oh ripmc probably just expires at 50 because somehow that's how it was always supposed to be. she was supposed to die but she didn't. it's just natural that she dies early. it was also probably me wanting to give her some peace in death but also why!!! i don't necessarily think there's more grace in death than living. sorry i don't know where this is going but you're right! there is grace and happiness and dignity in living to an old age, surrounded by the people you love! it's not wrong to live. there's never anything wrong in wanting to live.

[gregoftom]

THEYRE HEREEEEEE TYSM @rebvilla i love it all 🥰🥰🥰

[lunaerosa]

sorry for neglecting my tumblr rp responsibilities bianca is currently being traumatized by grimsley. no context provided ( art by @/kablamow )

[kissporsche]

NO FUCKING WAYYYYYYYYYYYYY

[angeltism]

he is literally the love of my life i will now solely wake up and breathe and eat and drink water for him . all for him and nobody else fuck everybody else augu.stine on top forever and ever and ever and ever <3 <3 i love him so much i swear to god i will do anything to be considered his biggest fan because i love him so much i need to give him a hug please oh my god

[sundayinthcpark]

jack looks like he’s gonna cry when she takes the hand now I’M gonna cry

[vampireloverz]

just watched a kr interview

[midnightmah07]

MAHHE IS SO CUTE IM GONNA CRY

$)$((2(39$(3(!$_(-$(2;$('3!3($-$($;$(+KSJSKHDJSBDIDHDNENODHS HE'S LITERALLY SO CUTE I CAN'T DO THIS MAN IM GOING TO CRY😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I NEED TO BITE HIS EARS OFF AND KISS HIS MOUTH AND TUCK HIM IN BED AND TELL HIM HE'S THE PRETTIEST MOST INCREDIBLE PERSON TO HAVE EVER LIVED IM GONNA CRYYYYYYY

[girlymatsu]

IM GOING TO CRYYYYYYY PLEASE VKLEOWJRNCKXOQEFGKOSOWD

[a-hobit]

Hi, just wanted to tell you that you are awakening my long dead interest in my hero academia, if I cry or go insane over it I’m blaming you.

Your art is great! Have a good day!

HAHA!!!

Yeah go insane!!!!! CRYYYYYYY because it's so good y'all im so glad you're interested again! MHA is really well written I've loved everything about it -- humor, drama, disregarded shonen tropes...it's SO good. There's so much to like even if you didn't like Katsuki or Izuku ( but like why would you not lolol) I mean one of my favorite moments in the manga is the Togachako fight! AGH amazing and the writing??? Spectacular!!

[harryfeatgaga]

being in a new relationship with harry and you're a little nervous to fully relax around him 😔 then one night you're watching a movie and it's getting so late and he can tell you're so tired 😔 you're clearly fighting sleep so he scoots closer and puts his hand on your head so you'll lean on his shoulder 😔 he murmurs "you can sleep if you're tired, I don't mind" and he pulls your hand up to kiss it 😔 when you fall asleep he lets you be for a while, then when he's sure you're sleeping hard he so carefully picks you up to bring you to his bed 😔 he goes to the guest room since he's not sure if you're cool with sleeping in the same bed yet but you wake up in the night, a little confused and disoriented but right away you're going to find him 😔 you climb into bed with him in the guest room and you're sleeping in seconds 😔 when he wakes up in the morning you're cuddled around him and he's never been happier 😔

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE IM GONNA FUCKING CRYYYYYYY IM SO SADJNBFHUJNBHGUJI 😔😔😔

[yume-fanfare]

Mar how are you feeling about Tori in Aira's chart because I just saw it and it made me feel things and you're the #1 Tori fan here 🎤

🥺🥺🥺🥺 THE CUTEST IDOL IN ALL OF JAPAN............... IM GOING TO CRYYYYYYY and aira being his kouhai is :') i just really like the idea of him being a senpai, including the way he has some bite about it aldjslfjsk the branco story was really good for them

[skunkes]

saw these super cute baby duckies earlier today thought you would enjoy ^___^

IM. GOING TO CRYYYYYYY you are so lucky to have gotten so close to the little babies like that...idk what I would do if I saw some baby duckies like dis in the wild (not in a quirky "lol id grab one 😈" way more like i think i wld explode from the positive tension in my body)....so so so so so so cute...thank u

[lgbtqforeverything]

THEY WERE GAY AND IN LOVE IM GOING TO CRYYYYYYY

[eliasbouchardslut]

HELLO MISS CHAVA it is past midnight here and I'm s bit tipsy so happy Valentines day!!!!!!!!!! you're one of the most wonferful people on this heldlitr and you're a warm wind in the trees for me. i genuinely ASPIRE to bring as much joy in the world as you do and you've given me the courage and. heart to say I love you soooo much more!!! i know I am a stranger on the internet but you truly are cared for my sweet heart!!!!!!!!! life can be very cruel and both of us know it well, but we will always be more kind than there is space for cruelty in this world!! what a joy to be alive at the same time as you! what a joy to find you among the millions of people online!!!! you are the light this world DESERVES my angel!!!! even if your light dims, and even in many more years than we can count to when it is peacefully extinguished the beauty of it will be spoken for long and far!!!!! this is PERHAPS incoherent babbling, but we experience love fully here at eliasbouchardslut baby! live well my sweet angel

AGH THIS MADE ME CRYYYYYYY oh sweetheart this means the world to me. i've been going through it lately and feeling really unloved but the fact that even a stranger on the internet cares about me makes me feel filled with so so much love and joy‼️ YES im so glad you've been able to tell people you love them more. i tell everyone all the time that i love them so much because at the end of the day it's what makes life worth living. happy valentine's day my sweetheart, please drink some water and know you are appreciated beyond words

[timecma]

cyrus appreciation day!! mainly because of boredom but also i’ve just been feeling this urge to make these lol.

first and foremost, big thanks to you man. we’ve been friends for like….almost 2 years? 3? i’ve lost count lol— and i really have appreciated your friendship. you’re always willing to listen to me and my silly little rants whilst also giving me some advice which for me…it’s a little weird for me because i’m not used to being able to rant to people, i usually much rather listen to others ranting. did i mention i’m the complete definition of a hypocrite lmao-

but yea i really am grateful for your time and ability to give such incredible advice, be it actual or just little jokes. quite literally you are the dad figure in our friendship lol. and like an older brother i never had (in this scenario my cousin brother doesn’t count lol-) you are genuinely one of the sweetest, kindest and most optimistic person i know and oh my gosh your art <333 to die for. i love your style and just the way you draw !! and your roleplay…and knowledge…and theories…and canon explanations and basically just everything about you lmao- thank you once again and here’s to making more memories in the future (yk…when i’m not burdened with exams and losing my mind lol) <33

gift ;;

AHDHSIGWKZHAIAGHSVZKDGAISGA SHRIIIIIIII OMG THIS IS BEAUTIFUL THANK YOU SO MUCH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! I LITERALLY LOVE THIS SO MUCH IT’S SO PRETTY IM IMMEDIATELY SAVING IT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA YOU’RE THE BEST THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL HOLY MOLY IT’S AMAZING ARE YOU KIDDING ME AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!

Shri this was legitimately the best thing I could ever wake up to—you’re such a kind person and you’ve been really toughing it out for school and you’ve been doing such a good job!!!! Way to go on your exams btw!!! I know how hard you work for school, and you’re really going to go far!!!!!!!! Also, I’m always happy to just listen to you rant because honestly we all need someone to listen to us every now and then and I’m also super hard on myself when it comes to school and exams and stuff and your little tidbits about your school days are sometimes really funny or they’re just downright shocking—it’s always really fun to see what’s going on with you because there’s days where you’re just like “today something CRAZY happened and I HATE it” or “today something CRAZY happened and we got McDonalds” and it’s always the best ahahahaha!

I can’t believe we’ve been friends for so long already!!! Honestly where the heck did the time go???? But also it’s so nice knowing you because you’re such an awesome person and you make REALLY PRETTY MOOD BOARDS I SWEAR LIKE THIS IS GOING RIGHT NEXT TO MY XANTHOUS ONE REAL!!!!!! And you always have such aesthetic writing and you make really cool stuff! I can’t wait for when it becomes like officially summer and you get to relax and just do fun things again like write and roleplay and stuff and RELAX BECAUSE YOU WORK SO HARD DURING THE SCHOOL YEAR!!!!

Aaaaaaaaaa you’re so nice and kind Shri this is gonna make me cryyyyyyy!!! It’s literally everything I could have ever wanted this is amazing I’m keeping it forever and ever!!! Thank you, thank you, thank you times a million 🙏😭!!!

Also uno reverse and shoutout to you for always being super fun to message and share stories with because you’re literally one of the best people ever!!! This post has contained more exclamation marks than I’ve ever used before but I’m just super excited and also super grateful you’re so awesome and sweet!! Here’s to many more years of being friends and listening to your wild stories about how school’s going AJDGKAGAJAGSJAA!!! You’re the best! Seriously thoooo!!! Thank youuuuu!!!!