#im gonna look at this ugly thing every day im so happy

[todayisafridaynight]

Im going to throw up

bonus hand jumpscare:

[rzyraffek]

Saw that your requests are open!

How would the Sinclairs brothers, Brahms, and Billy Lenz react if their s/o places flowers in their hair? Like flower crowns, daisies, wildflowers.

Thank you! Have a good day/night :3

OMG THATS THE CUTESTS REQUEST EVER!! You didnt say what pronouns to use so i'll go with they/them! Its fully SFW! Request open

Slashers with s/o that makes flowercrowns!

Vincent

This guy, he will litteraly cry pls why is s/o so nice to him😭😭😭

I swear this guy will treat his flowercrown like the most delicate and important thing is his life pls��

Like he will feel bad when flowers die and started looking all ugly :((

But except that! He will beg for tutorial! Pls teach him how to make those, and he will give them one too

Also he probably loves drying flowers becasue they look pretty forever! Also he totally needs to learn how to sculp flowers in wax

Vince is gonna to give flowercrowns to Lester and Bo! Sharing is caring

Bo Sinclair

This dude will pretend like he doesnt care about it, actin all tough, but omygod if s/o wont give him next flowercrown when this one gets old? He be offended

Wym you thought he didnt like last one??? Pff

Nah but fr he will be like 'woah thanks sunshine'

Also he thinks that s/o should be the one wearing those pretty crowns. And vincent would totaly love them too.

He will tell them 'can you make one for Vince too? He gotta love this type of stuff'

Lester Sinclair

I forgor this guy exists and I almost posted without him

He will hang all the flowers they gave him in his epic truck! Will show them off too!

Im not going to be surprised if this guy already knows how to make flowercrowns and give some to s/o and by some i mean A LOT

He will come back home with hands full of wild flowers just for them!

Brahms Heelshire!

This guy will giggle and blush when he sees what they put on his head

Bro prefers to look at flowers outside than inside really. But If its a gift he guesses he will keep it? Next time give him dried flowers pls

he will be so mesmeraised and stunned, especially if s/o has her own crown too! They both deserve it!

to be honest this guy looks like one of those pollen allergies mf, so he will sneeze and die. 'you wanted to poison me!!' 'Man idk I just like flowers'

Billy Lenz'

No Billy you can't eat flowers

He probably destroys it by accident tbh, hes very chaotic. But please give him more!!

In summer he probably goes outside, especially when yall have house with garden, he probably just sits there looking what s/o is up to. Aslo probably hugging them tightly

When s/o manages to put one crown on him without him moving and bouncing all around the place hes going to look up and grab it every 5secdons to make sure its still there

Also he will sniff the flowers before allowing them on his head he likes to know how they smell

Jason Voorhees

Ik hes not in request but he's litteral definition of this prompt

This guy will come back home with hands full of wildflowers!

Putting random singular flower on his head>>

He wants to learn how to do crowns!! (I mean he knows he just pretend he doesnt so he can spend more time with his s/o)

Also he will decorate house with rest of flowers! Now whole home smells like meadow!

Live laugh love Jason

Yall have no idea how happy I am when I get requests!! Thanks for all of them!! I post it at 2am! Have lovley day yall🥰

[gimmethosedaddymilkers]

Arthur Morgan Fluff mini drabble

I had a bit of a mental breakdown feelling as though I'll never truly be loved in life because im 20 and I've had on boyfriend and never been kissed so I'm gonna write some sweet Arthur shit to make me feel better

Thank you for coming to my ted talk

Arthur smiled, watching you as you worried over him, moving to patch up the little cuts and scratches he'd gained over the day.

No one, not a single person, had ever cared so much for him.

Yet here you were.

Loving him, caring for him, worried about the smallest cuts and bruises when you'd seen him with far worse.

His smile only grew as your hand cupped his cheek, and he covered it with his own, twisting his head to kiss the palm of your soft skin.

So much love was carried there, in the palm of your hands.

The way they sat against his chest when you kissed him, or caressed every little scar littered on his body, how they cupped his cheeks when he was at his lowest.

How they took care of him when he was injured.

So much love and all of it directed towards him.

He didn't feel as though he deserved it.

But he had it.

And there was no way in hell he'd take it for granted when he loved you so deeply, so dearly.

"Arthur, stop it, let me clean up your cuts-"

"I'm fine, all I need is you Darlin' you're smile is good enough to make me feel just perfect."

He watches your face turn red, and kisses your palm again before closing his eyes and leaning against it.

Your skin is so much softer than his, so different, innocent, free from the horrible ugliness of the world outside.

So perfect and beautiful just like the rest of you.

The only thing that mattered to him was that you were happy, healthy, and alive.

You were his world.

The reason he woke up, what he looked forward to coming home to.

It was you.

He smiles amd opens his eyes to look back up at you, his hands finding ourchase around your waist.

"I love ya Darlin' you know that?"

"I love you too Arthur." You sigh and can't help but smile back at him, despite your worry for his minor wounds. "I love you more than I can ever describe."

"I'm glad I got you Darlin'. I don't know what I'd be doin' without ya."

He watches your smile spread and then kisses you as you lower your face to meet him.

In that moment he truly believes he's never been happier.

[sixosix]

WUAGH IM SOBBING I CANT BELIEVE IT'S ALMOST OVER ALREADY

no bcs lowkey thawed was the thing keeping me going for like most of the school year bcs it gave me smth to look forward to every day nd just.

i was gonna try to find an emoticon for that but i don't think any of them can properly convey my feelings im just ugly sobbing on the floor rn(/pos)

also akagi chapter art fuck yeah!!!! i had to get up and do a little dancey dance during that scene bcs it was just so (๑>◡<๑)

anyways!! low coherent thoughts day but i wanted to write an ask bcs thawed was taking over my brain again so yea :3

-🪐

AW 😭😭😭😭 im so happy to hear that!!!! very glad to hear that thawed is not just special to me… My emoticon for you ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[streamluckybyriize]

Your man and his friends <3

Okay but like this photo is so cute I love it-

You’re dating Riki- FLUFFY OH MY GOD THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY. (Kinda long though)

TW:// Angst, self doubting, insecurities

“Hey, babe.” He greets through the phone, causing you to meekly smile even though he can’t see it. You attempt to breathe in to control the sniffles that threaten to ensue out of your throat.

“Hi, love.” You sigh in relief, sounding normal and not like you’ve been crying for the past 2 hours after coming back from shopping alone. “How’s Korea with your friends?” You ask, wanting to hear him so badly. He gasps and you can feel his smile. “Oh my god. It’s so fun- we haven’t been in like forever so we went to our favourite spot to go to.” “The festival that happens every month?” “Yes! Anyways, Jake hyung and I went on this ride that spins upside down and it’s terrifying. Anyways- we’re going tomorrow again because Sunoo hyung wants to try the other rides we didn’t go on today.”

You try not to sob out loud while tears stream down your face. You miss Riki so bad. So bad, you feel like your heart is crushing, tearing and shrinking itself apart, and you always feel like crying now. “Anyway, how was your day! Have fun shopping alone?” He asks, and you feel ruffling, so it’s probably him getting comfortable in his bed.

“oh, uh. It was good!” You lied.

It was horrible. Well, to be honest, you were having a good day. Y’know, walking around with your headphones in, full Max to your favourite songs with a milkshake in hand, smiling while you look at all the different stalls. You decide to go into Sephora for some more mascara, realising you’re running out. You take your headphones off, having the cord hang on your shoulders while you proceed to take multiple items and place them into the basket. New highlight, more lip gloss, another eye shadow pallet. You go to the cashier and take your items out to scan and behind you, stood three young girls who decided they’d spend their short amount of time waiting by picking at you about everything, from your outfit down to your new set of acrylics you got that day.

It hurt you. So much. Normally you’d be fine with criticisms, note it never happens, but today, everything was going to make you sad. But, why would you ruin Riki’s mood by saying any of that? So, you stick with a lie,

“What did you do? Did you buy anything?” “Yeah, I bought a few things. New perfume, clothes, makeup from Seph..-ora” your voice cracks at the mere though and tears stream down your face again. This time, you accidentally let out a quiet whimper and your mouth slaps across your mouth.

“Babe? You okay?” He asks, concern dripping in his voice so quickly you start outright sobbing. “Baby? Y/n!” He calls over the phone.

“I did ha-have a good day, but these three girls broke me apart, one insult after the other for no actual reason and I miss you so much and I went out today under the impression my mood would get better but I just wanna cry at everything because fuck I miss you so fucking much riki and I just want you to hold me but you can’t because you’re having a good time with your friends and fuck I just love you and I miss you.” You rant, everything coming out like vomit. But, can anyone blame you? No. Will they? NO.

“Oh, my love. My poor baby, I wish I was there too. All I want to do is hug you and tell you how much I love you, but I’ll be there next week. It’s okay. You’ll be okay, I promise.”

“Am I pretty? They said my makeup choices are outdated and ugly, they said my face won’t be pretty even with makeup and they said that I’m too overweight to have the right to be loved-“

“Im gonna stop you right there because you are so beautiful. You are everything to me, Y/n, and I wouldn’t choose anyone else to be my girlfriend and you’re so pretty to me. You’re so smart, so cute, so just- I love you with everything and you’re my favourite person in the world and I don’t want you to believe the shit they said to you because you are none of those things the liars said.” He doesn’t stop to breathe until he finishes. “I would hate for you to change yourself. Wear makeup. Dress how you want. Eat whatever you crave at the minute. Do those things for yourself because you have no one to impress but you. I’m so down bad for you and it hurts me to hear you ask me if you’re pretty, because it means you don’t see the beauty I do.”

“I love you riki.” “I love you so much fucking more.”

In the mail a few days after the phone call with Riki, you were delivered three photo slips from a photo booth. One was with Riki and his three friends, Jake, Sunoo and Jungwon where they posed. On the back, it read little happy notes written by them four to you. The next one was two seperate pictures with Jake and Jungwon, and Sunoo and Riki where they drew little pictures on the back. And the third slip was just Riki, and on the back was a cute note of him telling you how much he loves you and you can’t help but grin widely at the thought of the four guys you’re so close to being kind to you. You definitely owe them all big bear hugs.

[trashbins-stuff]

"Why do you love us?" (A ttc fan fanfic but its fluff this time i swear)

Radimufbin fluff squeeeee, im praticing writing dialogues lol, also this can be read as established queer-platonic relationship but can also be read as best friends (who kisses sometime) :]

It was a calm day in the afterlife, there isn't much going on, somewhere under the beautiful pink sky, Cherry Muffin was reading a book on a soft cloud with Radi0 was leaning agaisnt her.

"Hey, Radi0".

"Mhm?".

"Why do you love me?-" She turn to face them.

"Oh, well..you're pretty and strong and really nice! You also give me some rlly cute trinklet after you return from your adventu-!".

"Hey darlings, whatcha talking about?" Bin say, flopping down on radi0's lap.

"Oh hey Bin! Radi0 was jus telling me why they uhm..like me so much, i mean i dont think i'm really that special, you know?" Cherry muffin awkwardly laugh.

"Whatttt, no way!" Bin got off Radi0 and scoot over and hold her. "You are the most awesome object i know!".

"Ehem.." Radi0 cough.

"Ah-ONE of the best object i know" Bin quickly correct its sentence. "Everyobjects are different and unique!! You have your own specialty too!".

"Yeah right, at being as blind as a bat that is" Cherry Muffin say sarcastically as she move one of Bin's hand away.

"Remember those yummy garlic bread you baked for me? I GOBBLED THEM ALL IN ONE SECOND" Bin flap his arm, he talk so fast that she doesn't understand half of what he said.

"And then you proceeded to choke on them! We thought you were gonna die! Again!" They laugh at Radi0 remark.

Gosh, they can be stupid sometime but she couldn't help but love these dorks, her stomach feel warm and fuzzy when she look at their face.

Bin slapped Radi0's back while laughing so hard, they kick it's shoulder in return and they started to tackle eachother on the ground.

"Alright guys, wrap it up-oof!"

Radi0 accidentally kicked Cherry Muffin in the stomach.

"Whoops! Sorry Muffy, heheh-" radi0 slowly stop laughing as they saw her pulling up her sleeve.

"Hi-ya!"

She jump in and it become a three-way fight, things only heat up at every strike.

After a few kicks and punches, Bin suddenly trip and drag Cherry muffin down with fem, she grab Radi0's tail and they were on a standstill, if none of them move, they'll be safe..

"Achoo!"

"FROG DAMMIT BIN!!"

"AHHHHHHHHHH"

They shouted as they fall off the cloud.

"Oof!..huh?"

Oh that's right, they are in the afterlife, there's cloud everywhere! They all breath out a sign of relieve.

"Are you guys okay?" Radi0 get up.

"Yeah, we're good!" Cherry Muffin dusting herself off.

"Duh! It's CLOUD, stupid."

"What did you just say?" Radi0 charge at them and knock both of them over.

"Aha!! Radi0 1, Binny and Muffie ZERO!!" The three break into laughter,s not even bother to get up.

As the laughters die down, they were still lying on top of eachother, they were content and happy in eachother's arm.

Afterlife isn't so bad.

"So Bin?"

"Mhm"

"Why do you love us?" Cherry Muffin asked, catching Radi0's attention int he process.

"Uhm..hmm..i just do i guess"

"...what do you mean?..by that" Radi0's face suddenly get serious, they're sitting up now, their eyes staring at Bin's direction.

"Well, i mean if i have a reason to love you, them wouldn't i have a reason NOT to love you?"

"Huh?.."

"Like if i were to say..i love you because you guys are pretty, then wood that not mean i won't love you giys anymore if you guys were ugly and old?"

"Oh-"

Bin pratically throw itself on top of them and bury it's face in their chest.

"I will ALWAYS love you guys, no matter what, and nothing will EVER make me stop loving you, not in this world or any other world"

"..We love you too Bin" Cherry muffin place a hand on Bin's back.

"..Even if im ugly and old?"Bin look up at them. Radi0 chuckled slightly at that.

"Even if you're ugly and old" Cherry Muffin reassure him, rubbing his back"

"..Even if i-"

"Okay we're not doing this."

"Fair enough."

They help eachother up and walk along the cloud. Cherry Muffin and Bin wrap their arm around Radi0 as they talk about whatever funny thing they can come up with.

And it was nice.

"In This World or Any Other World."

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A/N: Yo yo yo! BIN HERE, i wrote some fluff for ur guys lol, i hope u enjoy!!

Words count: 681

[fizzbot]

alright, you, this isn't a choice ANSWER ALL OF THE QUESTIONS OR I WILL EXPLOTE!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHH NO DONT EXPLOTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok this got kind of long, so im answering this hellaverse critical ask game under the cut!!!!

1. Explain, not necessarily a criticism, but a nitpick that you have for whatever reason. oh i LOVE to nitpick <333333 i really fucking hate that the sinners cant leave pride. thats literally the dumbest shit ever. guys, that would SOLVE THE OVERPOPULATION PROBLEM????? exterminations straight up would not be necessary (or at least could be way less frequent) if the sinners could travel. some other little things.......i hate that mammon is the only sin that acts like a sin. the REASON lust and gluttony are considered ""deadly sins"" isnt to say 'sex is bad' or 'eating any more than you need is bad', its about how you partake. lust is a sin when you use sex for your own gain, and disrespect others boundaries. gluttony is a sin when you overindulge, taking from the needy and hoarding what you need. bee is an alright character and i LOVE ozze, but why do they care about being respectful???? theyre not really sins if they only show the good aspects of a sin right?????????????????? whats sinful about how ozzie partakes in sex. OH OH OH ALSO. VEGA WAS CAST OUT OF HEAVEN FOR SPARING A CANNIBAL CHILD. A HELLBORN SPECIES. THEY ARE PARDONED FROM THE EXTERMINATION, WHY DID SHE GET KICKED OUT FOR THAT,,,,???? idk JKLSDFHJKLSDF i could list nitpicks all day, i gotta move on

2. What's your favorite and least favorite design in either show? for helluva boss, i gotta give "best design" to striker. i am incredibly biased because hes one of the only characters i like im choosing to ignore western energy and oops but i really like it!!!! its simple, effective, and i think that really lends to the twist in harvest moon. like, yea, this cowboy might be evil, or he could just be a cowboy. for WORST hb design its Bee. no question or context whatsoever. her colors are so fucking bad. for hazbin.....i think my favorite design is probably mimzy!!!! again, real simple, but conveys 'flapper' super well. this is honestly not saying much bc i really dont LOVE her design but i like the trim on the chest a lot and her palette isnt totally eyebleeding. rosies is also pretty good!!! i also like missi's but im a little biased towards the scenecore look JHKLSDFHJK as for worst design.......ugh i might have to give it to val. it makes me so fucking angry. WHEN HE OPENS HIS WINGS HIS DESGN IS GREAT. THE GOLD, THE BELT, THE OPEN SHIRT. BUT THEYRE ALWAYS CLOSED INTO AN UGLY ASS ROBE THAT MAKES NO SENSE. also alastor sucks but thats a given im not even gonna mention it

3. What character do you think has the most wasted potential? Why? ok this isnt really an answer but......every female character. all of them. i am not exaggerating. vega's angel twist couldve been so good but was so stupid. she has no character traits other than "charlies overprotective girlfriend". the exact same thing is true for millie. most of the mom characters die or are bitches. stella is the worst example of this as there is nothing to her at ALL other than evil (earlier i was watching some of the early eps and you can see so many photographs in the bg of her, stolas, and via looking like a happy couple. whered that go). charlie is the princess of fucking hell and yet is completely and totally useless and is worlds biggest pushover. velvet is usually ignored in favor of the 2 male vees, even in (or even ESPECIALLY in) fanworks. why is nifty like that. also honorary male character: PENTIOUSSSS PENTIOUS PENTIOUS PENTIOUS. SO FUCKING WASTED. it genuinely makes me so fucking angry that HE got the redemption when he HAD NO ARC. NONE. HE DID NOTHING WORTHY. BUT THEY HAD PLENTY OF TIME TO GIVE HIM SOMETHING AND JUST?? CHOSE NOT TO??

4. What are some aspects of the shows you actually enjoy? .....uhhh..... JHKSDLFHJKLSDFHSDJKL im blanking. honestly im not sure why i enjoy watching them so much. maybe i like them mostly to riff on??? but there was a time where i did enjoy both?? i think i just like watching the little ""arcs"" play out, even if theyre executed horribly. i might come back to this one to think of a better answer

5. What's a redesign from the crit community that you enjoy? i dont think ive ever seen an alastor design thats WORSE than the og. every single one ever is an improvement

6. What's a ship you hate and why? oh. so many. if were talking canon ships, i fucking HATE stolitz. absolutely awful no redeeming qualities ever which SUCKS because i totally think you COULD MAKE IT WORK AND THEY CHOSE NOT TO. its weird slimey fetish bait and i hate it and it totally ruins any stolas development for me bc i just despise him. i also really hate cherrisnake. i think they coulda made it work? but also it was a ship i didnt like even before it was canon, so the awful execution just left a bad taste in my mouth. as for noncanon ships, i hate all alastor ships, but radioapple has a special spot in hell imo. idk why it fills me with so much rage JKLSDFHJKSDHJKL other than that, most canon ships are boring and i dont care about them ether way

7. What's a ship you enjoy? BLITZKER SWEEEEEEP!!!!!!!!!!! fuck that random bot for taking the blitzker user in 2012 i should be me!!!!!!!!!!!! blitz x striker is so real to me. if viv wants toxic yaoi in her shows so goddamn badly at least make it COMPELLING. cowboyfriends are SO compelling. to me. i also do like fizzmodeus, theyre pretty cute!!!! uhhh. some others i like are polyvees, one-sided radiostatic, zestmilla, mammon x adam, anddd.....i think with some SERIOUS re-writing, huskerdust could work. weve done a great job of it in our fix-verse so far 😎

8. If you had to rewrite a ship in canon - which one and how? ALL OF THEM. LET ME SAVE THIS SHOW. stolitz and huskerdust are the big ones though......for stolitz, i would get rid of their little quid pro quo deal. i know a lot of critics hate it, but i think you could make the "childhood friends" thing work, if, as adults, they rekindled that friendship first. no weird sex deals/manipulation on EITHER end. let them bond over something else. with huskerdust, i also think it could work if husk didnt start really getting interested/involved with him until AFTER angel did some healing. husk shoudlnt have to be the one to fucking save him, he should give angel a wake up call so he knows hes continuing the cycle of abuse. i think maybe after angel makes amends for all the sexual harassment, THEN they could become friends. THEN they could become lovers.

9. Doodle / write request! Asker gives you a (non-NSFW) prompt to draw / give a drabble for! you didnt include this in your ask but i asked you over discord and you said kitty!!!!! fitting, since shes a fizzbot :}c here you go!!!! a little skatch of her!!!!

10. What's a theory you have for future episodes of either show? i think we kinda nailed it when we had that conversation over the phone about the full moon ep in helluva. "blitz is gonna take stolas giving him the crystal as a sign that stolas DOESNT like him, and hes gonna feel all betrayed and sad and hurt. im not mad about this because i think its stupid, im mad because i KNOW its stupid, and i KNOW its gonna be what happens". also i think adam is gonna come back as a sinner but so many people have said that one first

11. Asker gives you a ship to rate and give your perspective on. again you didnt give me one so i asked you over discord and you said BLITZKER!!!!!!!!!! i love these stupidass cowboyfriends 9/10!!!!!!!!!!!! i could literally talk about them all day. their relationship is like, the only thing that stays semi-consistent in western energy in oops so thats all those eps have going for them. but i LOVED their energy in harvest moon. striker seems so pleasantly surprised to find someone about at his skill level!!!!! blitz is the ONLY one who can make sex jokes around him, and have striker NOT be mad at him for it!!!!!! you could argue hes just manipulating blitz SURE but i like to think there is at least some attraction there. calling him "bossman" is just gay as hell IM SORRY. losing points just because. i hate harvest moon and oops striker i HATE HIM I HATE HIM. THEY RUINED HIM . MY BOY :(((((((((((((

12. What media do you enjoy or are critical of? like. what other things do i enjoy?? i enjoy a lot of things :PPP i keep everything else i like/am critical of over on @cloudyscollections <3333 but the most similar relationship to this show i have would be my one with miraculous ladybug. at least that one can get away with being a show for children

13. If you're doing a rewrite - asker offers an inquiry or suggestion about your rewrite. i dont think this is applicable bc you co-own the rewrite anyway HJKLSDFHJKLDF

14. Free space!

blitz sitting like field mouse

THANKS FOR SENDING THIS BABE MWEMWMEWMEMWEMWMWEMWMWEMWEMW <33333333333333333

[stormyoceans]

If Sea says that as a homework assignment he has watched "Scent of a Woman" with Al Pacino hundreds of times, I will cry ugly tears and no one will stop me, because this is literally the best representation of a blind man in a movie that I have ever seen😭😭😭

Monica, tell me that you saw today's workshop!? I'm literally climbing on the ceiling from what I saw! Sea trusts Jimmy 1000% and follows him without a shadow of a doubt. I'm ready to tear my hair out from THIS!!!!!!😭😭😭😭

THE WAY THIS IS THE FIRST THING I SAW WHEN I OPENED TUMBLR AFTER AN ENTIRE DAY OF DOING CHORES AND I ALMOST BROKE MY FINGERS TO GO CHECK THE OFFICIAL LAST TWILIGHT ACCOUNT AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT AND THEN ALMOST BROKE MY PHONE AS WELL WHILE REFRESHING TWITTER 93648537 TIMES BECAUSE GOD KNOWS WHAT ELON MUSK DID TO FUCK IT UP THIS TIME AND NOW IM JUST SHAKING OUT OF MY SKIN YELLING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS THROWING UP BLOOD WHILE IN A DEAD FAINT ON THE FLOOR EXPERIENCING THE ENTIRE RANGE OF HUMAN EMOTIONS BECAUSE IT'S HAPPENING IT'S REALLY HAPPENING THEY'RE COMING TO US!!!!!!!!!!

i honestly have no words to express how happy i am to know that they actually had someone with a visual impairment talk about their experience and help during workshop. i know this is like.. the bare minimum but again, if we can't have any actors with visual impairments to play in the show, im at least glad they're trying to educate themselves and consulting people from the community so they can represent this story on screen in a way that's as respectful and realistic as possible

ALSO NOT TO BE THAT PERSON BUT JIMMYSEA REALLY BE POWER WALKING AROUND THAT ROOM LIKE IT'S NOTHING AND I FEEL SUICIDAL ABOUT IT. jimmy looks so confident while leading sea but also so careful as he glances back from time to time to check on him, but the thing that frankly is making me want to throw myself off a fifteen story building and is probably gonna lend me in a psych ward sooner rather than later is that you are sooo right, sea is just following jimmy along with no sign of hesitation in his steps, matching jimmy's pace so easily and walking so close to him TRULY THE TRUST THE FAITH THE BOND!!!!!!!!!

tbh i wouldn't be surprised if p'aof gave scent of a woman as an assignment to both jimmy and sea since the focus of the movie is the relationship between a man with visual impairment and a student in need of money who takes a job as his caregiver, so it can be an interesting point of view for both of them!!!! also this reminds me that gmmtv better give me a two hours long special where the entire cast shares what they watched and read and did to prepare for their roles I JUST WANT TO KNOW EVERY SINGLE THING ABOUT THIS SHOW I ALREADY SUFFERED ENOUGH WITH THE WAY GMMTV MISTREATED VICE VERSA THEY OWE ME ONE

[kbius6]

Ranking my favorite IkeVamp guys because I'm bored and felt like it lol.

Was just gonna rank them and put what I like about them and stuff but ended up adding extra headcannon-y(?) stuff(like stuff I'd show some of them from the future lol(ADHD strikes again 🤦‍♀️) Im not changing it. Enjoy my rambling lol, or you can ignore it and just look at the pictures, your choice 😂

Im using the pet cards because they're my favorites 🖤🖤🖤

1. Charles. He is an absolutely precious baby. He made me cry. So damn much. I hate that I understand how he feels 😔 just wanting love. I just wanna hug him and comfort him and tell him how much I love him. He's so sweet, and SO kind, he deserves to be happy and loved. Imma make him watch Fruits Basket with me and listen to my favorite bands, that always makes me feel less lonely so maybe it'd help him too 🖤

Fuck it, why not rate the pets too lol.

Louis 9/10 adorable, wants attention, basically a palm sized fluffy Charles lol.

2. Dazai. Apparently the more they make me cry the more I like them 🤷‍♀️ there's just something lovable about him. He's another one I can't help but relate a lot to, and like with Charles I would 110% be showing him my favorite music, maybe it'd make him realize he's not the only one that feels like he does. Also curious what his reaction to Bungo Stray Dogs would be...hmm

Bunta 6/10 cute little bird.

3. Leonardo. This motherfucker...where to begin 😂 he like naps. I like naps. His room's a cluttered wreack. My room's a cluttered wreck. He has a black cat. I have 2 black cats. He has hobbies in basically everything. I end up with new hobbies monthly(yay ADHD) and in his route he takes the MC on a freaking boat ride. Which made me think of the most romantic scene ever(imo) from Tangled(my favorite Disney movie(which I will make him watch) and I would quite literally implode if someone ever did that with me irl. Also I love Italian food and I bet he can cook 🤤

Lumiere 10/10 I am completely biased, black cats are the best cats 🖤🖤🖤

4. Mozart. He was the first route I decided to read. Music was quite literally my first love and I actually enjoy listening to classical music, so he was a no brainer to start with. And stupidly I have a soft spot for tsunderes lol. I have the horrible urge to show him the weirdest stuff from my music playlists just to watch his head explode trying to comprhend how anyone could actually like such things 😂 also think it'd just be fun to show him how much music changes through decades and such. And Imma be nice and show him the soundtrack from Violet Evergarden(it's soooooo pretty) and Final Fantasy XV(and probably some of the other games too)

Schelm 6/10 another bird. Im not a big fan of birds but this one looks like Hedwig 🖤

5. Jean. Again, I like the tramatized ones 🤷‍♀️ I think it's adorable how innocent he actually is. Cherie is adorable, I would gladly be mauled trying to hug her(think the one scene from Black Butler, that's me) 😂 why Comte let Jean keep a freaking TIGER is beyond me but sure, okay. I would LOVE to introduce him to Disney movies(even if there's really only a few I truly love), I just feel like he'd enjoy them 🤷‍♀️ especially wanna show him Lilo & Stitch(I mean, he was reading the Ugly Duckling and that sends my brain straight to that movie okay)

Cherie 9/10 big baby kitty!!! 🖤🖤🖤

6. Vincent. Precious angel. 💛 AND HE HAS A PET RACOON. Granted being that happy all the time isn't healthy(If you were happy every day of your life you wouldn’t be a human being. You’d be a game-show host.) but he's a sweetheart and like Theo if anyone even looked at him funny I'd be yelling ever swear I know at them 😁 I already had an interest in him before I decided to download IkeVamp, I particularlly like his older paintings and eventually want a copy of his flying fox for my living room. He'd be so much fun to do arts and crafts with 💛💛💛

Brush 10/10 he's so freaking cute and the way Vincent came up with his name is adorable and never fails to make me laugh. I wish I could have a pet racoon.

7. Isaac. Another precious baby. I just wanna tell Arthur and Dazai off everytime they mess with him lol. He'd be fun to just hang out with, but with how awkward and anxious we both are(and tbh he reads as probably Autistic to me 🤷‍♀️ I might just be projecting(then again all of them have SOMETHING if we're being honest 🤷‍♀️) it probably wouldn't happen often ☹️ I hate math, but I will gladly sit and let him ramble on about it for hours because it's clear just how much he loves it. I wonder what his reaction to us landing on the moon would be. I bet he'd enjoy watching How It's Made.

Harry 8/10 he's small and spiky and so cute 🥰

8. Arthur. I hate him. But I can't deny he is stupidly charming at the same time. 🙄 but I sure as hell wouldn't be telling him that. Deep down he's an okay guy. Just a horny idiot lol. I've always liked mystery/detective stuff(I blame being raised on Scooby Doo) so I could see us bonding over that. I will be showing him bbc's Sherlock and nobody can stop me. Also I feel like he's the type that would enjoy video games 🤷‍♀️ so that could be fun

Vic 7/10 Im personally more of a cat person but I love Charles spaniels, they're just so pretty

9. Faust. He annoys the crap out of me, but in an slightly enjoyable way? If that makes sense? Lol. I feel like we'd probably be constantly seeing who could annoy the other more 😂

Mephi 7/10 absolutely adorable, but I don't like the idea of him snatching my things, I lose things enough on my own 😂

10. Theo. Another one that annoys me. I like him, and his love for his brother, while sometimes a bit too intense is endearing, I just cannot stand all the "teasing" he does. But overall he's fine. Kinda intimidating(I am easily intimidated lol) but his heart's in the right place. I bet he'd probably cry seeing how much people love his brother's art nowadays. I think it'd be cool to take him to one of those interactive art exhibts(I went to a Vincent one and it was so cool)

King 8/10 BIG PUPPER 🖤🖤🖤 the bigger the dog the more I love them and golden retrivers are just so lovable

11. Napoleon. Honestly, he just feels like the big brother type 🤷‍♀️ dk what else there really is to say lol. I would 1000% beg him to teach me sword fighting because it looks fun.

Jupiter 3/10 I have a fear of most birds that are bigger than a fist. I like where he got the name though.

12. Shakespeare. He reminds me of Loki tbh, so it's odd he'd be this low on the list but honestly, he gets on my nerves sometimes. And I always have to Google words whenever he shows up 😂 I feel like we could probably get along okay. I do have a love for drama...I'd love to expose him to musicals(I think he'd like Les Mis) and horror movies, he'd probably enjoy those too.

Puck 7/10 fluffy bunny, so cute

13. Comte. Just not really my type. I literally dk what else to say about this one. Uhm.....🤷‍♀️ he's obviously a really nice guy, sadly I like them less mentally stable than him though 🤦‍♀️ I just don't think we really have any common interest or anything 🤷‍♀️ apart from him being a vampire, I'd love to grill him for as much info as possible lol

Time 8/10 basically a long rat(I love rats) another little theif lol

14. Sebastian. I mean...he's cool I guess, but when you compare him to everyone else...🤷‍♀️ he'd defiently be fun to be friends with though. Keeping a book of things he learns while stalking observing the residents reminds me of when I used to like a certain boyband as a kid 😂 fun fact, I have a grey cat named Sebastian. And he WASN'T named after Seb from Black Butler...unlike somebody else 😂

Fraulien 8/10 cute but not exactly a favorite animal of mine 🤷‍♀️ she would still be getting cuddles though.

15. Vlad. He knows what he did to deserve being dead last 😡 He was higher up but then all the bullshit went down in Charles route and now he sucks 😤 should have known better than to trust someone who loves strawberries as much as he does(Im allergic) lol. Positives, I love his garden. And his taste in decor is just gorgeous. Im sure after I get over all the crap from Charles route we could get along okay 🤷‍♀️

Marshmello 9/10 so damn fluffy and beautiful 🤍 100% would try to steal him from Vlad to keep as my own lol. Foxes are cool.

All of them have their good and bad traits, this is just MY personal opinion. I don't really dislike any of them tbh, even if it kinda comes across that way from what I've put(even Vlad lol, Im just gonna be bitter for a good while). Feel free to add you own rankings.

In conclusion, IDK why I made this post lol. My hyperfixation took over I guess and I wanted to ramble 🤷‍♀️

[evathekoolestt]

somerimes i get so sick of living . who am i to be who i am ? i dont think im real . i think if god is real , im some sort of guinea pig or sick joke that he decided to play on the people around me . i destroy everyone im around . ive done nothing but hurt the people around me . even the good things come with the bad and i hate it . i just want the people i love to feel reassured and not have to read between lines or look deeply within the stuff i say . i dont ever mean any of the mean stuff i say. i feel like theres a bug inside my head that tells me what to do except i listen to everything it says becuaese i dont know how not to. i think in scents and textures and faces and lpoks and colors and shapes and the way things sound or the way they crack when they hit concrete . i dont think befote i speak . im making up this very paragraph as i write it . i want a loving father so bad . i want to be a daddys girl . i want to feel comfort when hr hugs me and i want to feel safe when i hear his voice. i feel a part of me craxk every time i think about him . if i have to feel this way any longer im gonna start cutting myself ahain i finally stopped a motnh ago but my mind is so fuckrd up i camt resist anymore . i never feel satisfied. i never feel complete . i just feel dull . constantly. i want to rip out my ribs and suck the fat from my stomach and shrink my chest and grow my hair and cahnge everything to the point where i am unrecognizable . i hate everytjing so much and i dont rven know why . well not everything . i love laynee . and my grandma . and my mom and my brother and my papa . everyone else can go fuck themselves . i love them all so much . i love grandma and laynee the most . theyre everythung to me . i see laynee as a sortof skeptical person . not in a bad way , however , i think she sees people for what they are , for the most part (... she has this absolutely stupid (now ex) best friend who she still misses alot i think . but she had a sentimental connection to him because theyd been friends for years , so i get it . its hard to let go of people .) i feel like she doesnt 100% fully believe anything , but i hope she fully believes that i love her . i love her with all my heart . id fucking kill for laynee . i want to be with her every day. anwyays sorry i gushed a little bit . i think one day ill actually be happy . years and years from now . i think i do have a chance . but whether i waste that chance or not depends on how i play my cards . i feel as though my life is irrelevant . im a 12 year old , lower middle class , obese , ugly girl in a stupid , forgettable , trumphumping city whos school system has about a quarter of the funding that everett has because taxes go to the fucking churches because a god that we dont know is real or not is more important than people that we know are real's eduacation . i hate thjs city . jesus christ tjis is so many words

[emo-gremlin]

Me, @ravenpoefan, my bff (you know who you are), and my F/os as memes (feat my bffs f/os)

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Bailey: stop dating attractive women

Thunderhoof: Alright, bet. Where all the fine men at?

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Bailey: stop dating women

Me: no. *dabs*

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Bailey: Stop dating women

Ravenpoe: yes I 100% agree, leave us alone, thank you

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Steeljaw: *picks up a visor masquerading as sunglasses* how much is this?

Me: 9.99

Steeljaw: *puts it on* you think I can get some bitches with these

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Me: you radiate the same energy as a 100 gecs song and I don't know if that's a good or bad thing

My bff: I like to think its both

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Me: I just realized something

Jack: what

Me: every single odd number has an e in it

Jeff: oh dear god what have you done

Me: Listen-

Strade: not all of them. 30 and 50 aren't spelled with the letter e in it

Jeff: oh father god

Strade: if you can split a number in half evenly, it's even. 30 and 50 are odd.

Jack: *questions life choices*

Strade: *scoffs* 15+15=30 and 25+25=30

Atlas: 25+25=30? You sure about that?

Jeff: lord have mercy

Me: ok bye

Peter: 3 days into 2020 shaking my fucking head

My bff: *probably dying from laughing so hard*

Ren: one, three, five, nine. And since everything else after is a variable of these numbers, then all odds have the letter e

Jack: you forgot seven

Jeff: it just keeps getting worse

Ravenpoe: WHA- WHAT IS GOING ON *laughs* I can't even-

Thunderhoof: you whole ass forgot about eight - a number with an e and it's pretty fucking even

Ren: why would 8 be brought up if its EVEN in a conversation about ODDS?! Emo said 'every single odd number has an E in it' not 'every single number with e is odd' WHAT THE FUCK

Me: 3 days until 2021 and we're still here

My bff: happy new year's eve

Steeljaw: I'm going to bring this flaming dumpster into 2022 so future generations can see what a mistake this entire madhouse was

John: uh, guys. 2 is odd and doesn't have an e, just saying

Thunderhoof: did you just deadass try to tell me 2 is odd? I'm fucking crying throw this whole household away

Bff: Dying from the last one

Viren: the one thing I notice is no matter how much you want to throw this whole household away you just...can't

Ravenpoe: TWO IS ODD?! PFFT IM SCREAMING

Gabriel: wait what about zero that's an odd number no?

Jack: *intense regret*

Strade: ok but hear me out, 30 and 50 make up for the fact they have no e by the way they're pronounced third e fifth e

Booker: WHY DO 30 AND 50 FUCKING MATTER THEY'RE FUCKING EVEN

Alan: what the actual fuck is happening

Robin: one is an even number

Me: I'm gonna smack you

Steeljaw: -30 and -50 have an e in them

John: zero isn't a number

Guzma: it can't be divided by 2 though can it?

Ren: it can??? 0/2=0???

Both Jack and Jeff: *in sheer awe of all the stupidity*

Me: OD NUMBERS 1, 3, 5, 7, 9

Gabriel: OD NUMBERS huh?

Elijah: anything that ends in 0 2 4 6 8 is even and the rest is odd 1 3 7 9 stop freaking out yall

Atlas: YOU FORGOT 5

Dimitri: WHAT ABOUT 4

Elijah: what about it

Dimitri: that doesn't have an e in it

Elijah: THATS BECAUSE ITS EVEN

Me: are you guys ok

Bff: IM FUCKING SOBBING RIGHT NOW OH MY GOD

Alan: I'm honestly so confused right now

Ravenpoe: what is going on

Jeff: this is the height of our stupidity, it has to be, or future generations cannot exist

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Ren: you need to stop thinking that you're ugly.

Ren: you are but stop thinking about it

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Strade: 2 tickets please

Bff: what movie?

*camera pans to Strade dressed up as a whole ass minion*

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Alex: I'm so alpha, that I drink BULL'S MILK for breakfast. Keep crying betas.

Lawrence: Shiiiit, look out betas, we got ourselves a badass over here. This motherfucker swallows 🌟 Bull Semen 🌟 *cackles*

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Vegeta: don't expect me to chase you, I'm dominate.

Slappy: *looks at a picture of him* is this him? Now who the hell is this salt and shaker sized man dominating? I don't understand why it's always the men who can't reach the top shelf who try to be all macho macho. Imagine, now you're being dominated by someone who needs a step to climb into bed. And you know I really thought maybe I shouldn't throw insults at this shoebox sized man, maybe I should try to rationalize some of the problematic things he was saying. But then I realized, he literally can't reach that level.

Strade: *walks in the middle of shot* Leprechaun sized ass

Slappy: now imagine being dominated by a man whose feet dangle when he sits in a chair. Why is it always people who cannot reach the overhead compartment in an airplane that have trouble with self worth?

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Me: sorry first time being kidnapped, kinda nervous

Me: so like, why did you pick me? Do you think I'm cute?

Strade: I'm gonna kill you

Me: ok daddy vibes, we love abad boy king and I wanna die ;P

Strade: there's something wrong with your generation

Robin: freeze! Police! You're safe now ma'am

Me: ok we police it's not that deep, chill and did you assume my gender? Because that's offensive

Robin: but I'm here to-

Me: THAT'S OFFENSIVE

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Bff: show me one tiny small object that you pointlessly have

Bailey: ...

Atlas: *cackles* Small dick mother-

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Jak: Are chicken tenders vegan?

Jack: No, Jak, chicken tenders are not vegan

Jak: *goes to speak again*

Jack: chicken wings aren't vegan either

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Jak: *filming a great forest view*

*Lawrence appears in frame*

Jak: hi

Lawrence: ok

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Bo: I love you bitch *strums guitar*

Me and my bff: oh my god

Bo: *strums guitar* I ain't never stop loving you....bitch

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Strade and Jak: yo Gabriel!

Gabriel: *quickly dabs*

Strade and Jak: OOOOOOOOOOO

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Slappy: *screams*

Jack: STOP! I COULD'VE DROPPED MY CROISSANT!

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Whitney: you got something to say clown?

Jack: your mother has a job and is a respected member of the community

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My bff: just think about it, Emo. All the control, all the power, all the FREE CHICKEN

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Jeff: how come every time I take you to the mall it burns to the ground?

Spamton: I blame the economy

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Kylar: I'll be anything you want me to be!

My bff: *whacking him with a huge stick* I WANT YOU TO BE DEAD

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Elijah: why do the good die young?

Strade: mostly because I get impatient

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Jack: I love helping kids, Jeff! I love kids. I LOVE KIDS!

Jeff: Jack, uh I really would not be screaming that at the top of your lungs

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*trying to give Lawrence a makeover*

Lawrence: how do I look, guys?

Ren: o.0

Peter: you look like you just told your friends not to come to school tomorrow man

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Jack: more espresso, less depresso

Robin: *downs 3 iced coffees* I'm still depressed but now I'm fast.

[khodorkovskaya]

27.12.22

the day started out quite well. it was sunny so i decided to go for a walk to the botanical gardens and i stumbled upon an empty shopping centre. it was very weird. the only thing open was a pharmacy by the entrance and the rest was just... empty.

there was a little table in the corner with a note that said that you can take any objects on it. there were cassettes, a book on how to organise dinner parties in german and stickers with farm animals!

i had to take the stickers with me ofc! i stuck them everywhere around the house, it's great! 😁 now i have a cow on the fridge, a piglet on the front door, ducklings in the bathroom and a hen with little chicks above my bed.

then i called to schedule a driving lesson and god i feel like such a loser. most of the population knows how to drive meanwhile im struggling so much. i just want to get my license and get it over and done with. like it's literally not that hard, but i cry every time i drive, i don't understand anything and make no progress. i feel so stupid. my stepdad said that he gave it his all and he can't teach me anymore bc there's no progress with me and i refuse to understand and make the same mistakes over and over. so now im gonna pay 80 bucks for a driving lesson and it's stressing me out so much. crying with my stepdad is embarrassing enough but if i cry with a driving instructor... pray for me 😭😭

anyway, i was super stressed out bc of all of this. and i decided to go to the shopping centre to maybe find some last minute gifts for people. and guess who i bumped into! 🙄

i was walking, thinking about B as i do 24/7 and guess who i fucking see!

i waved and smiled at him and walked past without stopping. so that's good i guess...?

the reason i didn't stop was partly bc im in my ugly era right now and i didn't want him to have a bad impression of me. im constantly picking at my face and it looks terrible. im so done with myself. if im not pulling my hair, im biting my cuticles. if im not biting my cuticles, im picking at my face. it's just an endless cycle of self mutilation and im so tired of it. right now im in my skin picking era and i look so disgusting... so i didn't want B to see me up close. but otherwise i think i would've stopped for a chat...

speaking of B, i feel like things would've been so much easier if i wasn't so horny all the time... like emotionally i think im good. i don't want to tell him about my life, i don't want to talk to him, i don't want to spend time with him etc. but then night time comes around and my coochie wakes up and my mind is flooded with all kinds of scenarios. and then i masturbate and cry, im such a mess. like i start thinking about sexy things and then i remember that we broke up and i just start BAWLING. it's so bad! and then i try to reconcile myself by telling myself that maybe we'll get back together. and then i google things like "how to get over your ex". it's so sad. and i feel like all that sadness could be avoided if i just wasn't horny.

anyway, he better not text me something like "i was happy to see you :)" tonight. i will lose it.

goddd he's so hot... when i saw him across the street like... he's so handsome. like where else am i gonna find a man like that.

anyway im gonna try and get some work done to get my mind off things. this is unbearable.

[gins-potter]

no context episode 7 thoughts

- okay having the royal families be descended from the thirteen saints is a nice touch - Oh it’s the alchemists - I know people called their tattoos ugly but like - It’s a face tattoo - It was always gonna look shit - Queen bitch, he’s a literal child, leave him alone - Oh rip bitch literally just threw him on the floor - Rip - The way I’m actually rooting for Victor because Tatiana literally sucks so much - Oh flirty Romitri give me all the flirty Romitri - Holy crap it’s the lift up onto the ledge for me, it’s their tongues in each other’s mouths for me, it’s Dimitri kissing Rose’s neck for me - It’s also her literally yeeting him when lissa comes for me - rose looking ravaged and lissa being oblivious is very on brand - Oh the glasses - Scream - Dimitri v Adrian - Fight fight fight - Well. He is useless in a fight. - LITTLE DHAMPIR - ROSE’S FACE - DIMITRI’S FACE - IM LOSING IT - lowkey obsessed with the dynamic of these four - Dimitri gonna knock Adrian the fuck out - THE DRIVING BIT - (Don’t @ me I randomly love that from Last Sacrifice) - SHE GUESSES SHES IN HIS HANDS - is there a reason they have to go at night? Besides the drama - oh the deaf rep I love it - Oh it’s the shopping trip - Kinda - Dimitri you’re simping very loudly - rose dancing with the first girl she comes across? Confirmed bisexual rose - I am fucking screaming at Rose asking if Dimitri wants to do shots - Joking…ish… - I love her so much - to be fair to Dimitri we have already seen him dance before - lissa you’re literally in the backseat they can hear you - NOT HIM TUCKING HER INTO HIS JACKET - I AM FUCKING FERAL - NO ONE LOOK AT ME - “my little sisters” PLURAL evidence that Sonya is younger - oh god I love them so fucking much - I don’t like Rose and Dimitri being left out of everything - …who is this chick again? - it’s the synchronized moves for me - Rip this chick’s place is gonna be trashed watch - Lissa freaking out as would be natural when strigoi are attacking and Adrian looking like a happy little sunshine I cannot - rose and Dimitri having to choose between each other and lissa ooof - “never hesitate” dang - They both did oop - not them just casually sitting around with a dead body on the lounge - dang this chick petty - Oh rip this feeder - I don’t think she’s making it out of this alive - They’re really throwing the whole series into one season huh? - “it’s a dream. But you felt it” “every second of it” - I’m crying - This show really has a thing for those circular sunnies huh? - Dragozera rides again - dang rose just getting sucker punch after sucker punch - Lissa, babe, they’re just gonna assign rose to someone else - GO OFF ROSE - tattoo this monologue on my body - Rose really got dumped by her boyfriend and then her girlfriend in one day - Welp I think we all saw this coming

[taestefully-in-luv]

wow

i really needed a few days to think about the whole story of Love Again... and process what happened.

it was so beautiful and i really enjoyed it to the teenie tiniest bit!!

I always got so excited when i saw your updates.

whenever you posted a new chapter i told my best friend ALL about it because i fell in love at first sight!!! ahhh

The way two ex lovers meet again and fall in love with each other all over again..is just so nice! :(

and i told my bestie ALL THE TIME how much i enjoy reading it, how much i love the characters, HOW FUNNY they are, how real your writing is.. and how MUCH i love the plot.

now that it's over... i have a bitterweet feeling... because i have to understand that there won't be any more chapters.

You have an incredible way of writing.. doesnt matter if its your original and unique way to bring the characters with their super fun, loveable and relatable personalities to life, or the way you bring emotions through your way of writing and just in general...the way you use your words is so satisfying.

You're a great Autor.

i usually don't write stuff about the fanfictions i've read but i felt the need to do it here... because you really deserve to know that there are people out here who love what you did/do.

Reading it made my days so much better!

Especially at times where i knew when you're gonna post again!! my whole week just got better because of your update. It didnt matter how bad my week was, i got so happy knowing i can read a new chapter soon :')

I don't think that i can EVER show anyone how much i love "love again"

now to the characters.. the first thing that comes to my mind is "wow".

i love everyone so much.

i loved how jeremy and naomi were bickering all the time, how hobi was y/n's biggest hater and support, how COOL dae was, how amazing namjoon was even tho he got his heart broken :(( ahhh BUT EMIKO AND JOONIE <3, how Taehyung was this super cutie patootie soulmate(he always made me laugh), how lucy evolved at the end, how jungkook was this really cool and fun (not real)girlfriend-stealer HAHAH

how jimin ...went through so much but..the way he was with y/n, how their bond was, the way he accepted that he needs help with his trauma and guilt and .. i could go on and on..ahh idk i could write so much about them.. and y/n.. man.. sometimes i don't like what "y/n's" are doing but you... you did her real good.

o k a y sometimes i wanted to punch her (cuz that's normal) but i also understood her so i was feeling bad for being mad...i just love them all so much..and i got so happy at the end... at the wedding...

i'm glad you can't see me crying rn because i'm shedding ugly tears.

it's crazy to say this after reading a ton of fanfictions but i think this turned into my all time favourite.

and i dont think that another one can top this.. Love Again will always have a special place in my heart.

thank you so much for giving us this beautiful story! <3

sorry for my grammar, i'm not a native speaker

:)

sorry it took me a hot minute to answer this one—it’s just every time i read it i legit had to take a moment to collect myself from stopping my entire body from melting

anyway

thank you thank you thank you 💘 i screenshotted this the moment you sent it in and sent it to my sister in law so we could sob together

i’m very happy you enjoyed Love Again and that my updates were something you could look forward to and also !!!!! i’m super wowed that you’d even tell your bff about it!

this story was so fun to write and every chapter i wrote felt satisfying in my own eyes, making every time i had to write feel super easy. your kind words talking about all the little details whether it’s plot related or about the characters just makes me feel so accomplished 😭 i can’t tell you guys enough but even if ONE person feels connected to my story and my words in any way then i feel like im doing something good and a worthy human being lol

so glad you liked the ending! and yeah, the characters were fun and made the story feel more full imo but of course y/n’s have to be annoying sometimes for some drama akdjdjsjsksks

thank you thank you for reading this series and supporting me from start to finish, it means everything and the fact you took the time to write me all of this is just <3

glad you couldn’t see me either because the first read through of this i def shed at least 4 tears lmao

also, don’t apologize for the grammar, you wrote super well :)

thanks again, i’ll cherish this ask forever 💗💘

[slytherinshua]

Ooohhhhhh i just thought bc the way you wrote shinyu was so cute 😭😭

unfortunately, i was a predebut stan of tws but bc i decided to support svts juniors but then their pre release got stuck in my head and then i found put they were all introverts and then i went down a spiral and now i have a huuugggee soft spot for tws

i was so happy when plot twist won so many awards and now that if im n can you be my s? is also winning awards. it sucks that they're only famous in korea, literally so less people stan them internationally.

They're like the first group whose discography ive listened to, fully. as soon as it was released.

my favourite song from the debut album is either first hooky or unplugged boy, i love them both so so so much. from summer beat i love you+me=7942 and fire confetti. double take and oh my my: honorable mentions.

Youre soo right abt jebewon btw. i was never really into all the 'they'll disband!' thing and all but the first 5th gen group i liked was bnd and then tws when they debuted but i watched 2 eps of zbtv and suddenly bam! everything is zb1. hanbin was my bias before i even knew who zb1 was😭😭

Me and my friend both stan svt but then we have such different choices in both 5th and 4th gen. shes a moa and im a stay, shes a onedoor and im an sai_rose so :/ and on top of that she was there for the entirety of boys planet 😭😭😭

i always loved bnds music and myungjae was everywhere on my fyp but i started watching them now and god i absolutely adore sungho (and leehan)

no bc i was spent like 30 minutes trying to remember which anon i was 😭😭 i had exams so i just kind of went off of everything 🙃 but yeah!!! Im back!!!

HAVE THE BESTEST DAY EVER!!

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yeah skdjs I get a lot of requests for shinyu I absolutely love writing for him but he’s not my bias!!

me too I’m a predebut stan and I’m so glad I was I was like I’m gonna support them no matter what when the video dropped I was so dedicated I was teaching my friends their faces like minutes after cause I forced my brain to learn their faces even tho there was only one video to go by. I would take so many screenshots too I slowed the video down to like get smooth ones as well LMAO

yeah not many stan internationally but I think people will slowly start to stan as they have more comebacks. they’re definitely marketed towards Korea which personally I love. tho it is a little weird cause I’m like they’re not nugu by any means but literally no one stans them 😭😭😭 but it’s okay soon there will be more sai!!!

from debut my fav songs were unplugged boy and bff but I adored every single song on their debut they have the best debut in the industry imo and I will stand by it!!! years from now their debut will still be iconic because it was so popular in korea and the best debuts are the ones like that

aww yeah 😭😭 I was loosely following them since boys planet started but I never watched any cause I can’t do survival shows. but when they debuted I watched the mv and listened to their songs but still was like no I’m not gonna stan. I rly didn’t want to get attached but the thing is I heard abt gunwook being called ugly and I was like hold up I don’t think he is from what I remember abt the group. and then I just looked him up to make sure and yeah i was right he was the main member who I noticed so I started like knowing abt gunwook more…. and more…… and more…. until eventually I couldn’t stand it anymore and stanned them so yay (but not yay cause I signed myself up for pain my original plan was just to stan gunwook or his group when he redebuted or went solo)

skdjs well I both say you have great taste in 5th gen you rly can’t go wrong all the groups are so good!! omg sungho was my first bonedo bias <3 I was also there for them predebut and I went through a couple biases and struggled forever with the 03z. rn I’m saying I’m ot6 cause I rly can’t choose :(

yeah like 😭😭 I had forgotten u had existed cause it’s been so long the emoji tag was recent when I was searching through anons.. and like since I changed ur tag too it was confusing as well LMAO but I’m so glad ur back when I saw ur ask I was like wait they requests cheol right like I went to double check cause usually my memory is good but yk not always AND YEAH IT WAS!! TYSM I JUST WOKE UP AND IM GONNA GO GET COFFEE AND PLAY SOME TENNIS AND HOPEFULLY WRITE LATER IM EXCITED FOR TODAY <33

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Ok so im baq... baq ... baq, baq blogging again: I had to take some time off n get baq n2 school n blog. Now that I actually know what I am doing with this whole radio college life shit I am like omg no wat! abbreviate that O.M.G... dolls! I am like almost about to be n my mid thirties and this business of mines we have 2 " TURN things around and turn it up 2 get people attention 2 where you guys can buy my soon 2 b products coming soon n the website u cannot get ur eyes off of my products like u just want 2 steal them off the shelves if I have a store that's n the future the long run. And ummmmmmmmmmmmmm. The birthday tradition go 2 a mavs game with my mom n just have fun lol. I dont know ? yet what I wont 2 do on my birthday after graduation I plan on going to the houston and the Mavericks dallas texas basketball game . But look down below when that time comes I will take a picture when I am at the arena by myself n Just wild the fuck out okay. N oh yeah happy birthday mom she something this old like up there with Opera but she getting 2 the point she can just b sickness n2 she die type of stuff n u know the type old people set n there rocking chair looking out the window . N yeah i might have 2 say I have a 12 step confession 2 make : i AM addicted 2 my social media sites I be on 4 this business people r just getting me feedback like good vs. the bad ... vs the " UGLY " so I will be in business another year I mean since 18 people I be like the song by now " It's getting hot n here r was it the other "( NELLY)" SONG ummmmm shhhh lol. I dont know i didnt write the song I do not own the song. I just like the song. Okay..... Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it might b on my throwback playlist off of youtube yassssssssssssssssssssssss n im out .

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Upcoming DJ/Podcaster/Blogger& Youtuber : Im am gonna b insta famous one day reach my goal of 10k n then let it grow n b known through out the whole texas n make the morning news one day. Like oh u guys stole the words right out of my mouth can I get a discount on cable bill or at a local family dollar store so I can watch u guys every morning at 5am at 12pm and at 4pm so I can stir behind my crush baq when he not looking at the Dallas Mavericks Basketball team n pretend like I got wedding bells ding donging n my head all day.

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