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amid-fandoms · 3 months

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"you manifested it" i'm terrified bro we manifested like 20 things in the last few months be more specific

#is it tour wedding phregnancy or hard launch #im gonna lose my goddamn mind #dan and phil #phan #dnp #phil lester #amazingphil #daniel howell #danisnotonfire #danandphilgames #phandom

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lulusplaycorner · 11 months

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I can’t believe this whole episode is just the bdsm episode wth

#ofmd s2 #izzy hands #ofmd season 2 #IM GONNA LOSE MY GODDAMN MIND

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tryingoutsol · 7 months

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you're telling me I have to live the rest of my life like this? no universal healthcare, no gun control, no mental health services, no change in minimum wage, no public transit, while social security is dwindling, and I'm expected to work until I'm 100 years old in 2100? what the fuck man

#us politics #politics #also while living in a 2 tier party system #IM GONNA LOSE MY GODDAMN MIND #political #leftism #leftist #🫠

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skenpiel · 2 years

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oh wow they werent kidding when they talked about an embarrassingly long footnote about kirk not being gay in the tmp novel

#half the fucking page. including a quote from kirk himself on the subject. where he sounds like an alien trying to pretend to be a human #‘i prefer the creature (in italics) woman’#im gonna lose my goddamn mind #‘so kirk we noticed you and spock refer to yourselves as what literally translates to ‘lovers’ and ‘soulmates’. are you a couple?’#and kirk is like. pssssh thats ridiculous i could never date spock because id wanna have sex with him more than once every 7 years #i happen to only be attracted to this obscure earth creature known as ‘woman’ or um [checks smudged writing on hand] ‘email’#like. yeah ok #roddenberry……. why did you go through the trouble of writing this footnote when YOU made up the WORD #you didnt HAVE to make it mean lovers you know!!!!!!!!#nobody was forcing you to do that!!!! help!!!!!!!

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becca4leafclover · 8 months

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Becca's current fancy Minecraft skin que: 17

#PLEASE HELP ME #EVERY 128X SKIN IS 4-6 HOURS OF WORK #IM GONNA LOSE MY GODDAMN MIND #also the amount of characters for like 3 separate projects that are all incredibly similar #i might just start reading the manga of this at this point i need research material and the wiki isnt cutting it #becca rambles #travels of a time mage

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starlitcrows · 5 months

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baptismal flame or hellfire?

#grima #grima kardia perezia #fire emblem #oc #fire emblem awakening #fea #fe13 #fire emblem heroes #feh #fell robin #male robin #resplendent grima #neosketches #i may or may not be losing my goddamn mind #is this what they call religious fervor asking for a friend #anyways im gonna throw myself out a window now

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funnyscienceman · 1 year

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listen listen listen listen. i am never going to get over singed & viktor. CAN YOU IMAGINE THE MENTAL ANGUISH. THE MESS OF EMOTIONS VIKTOR HAS TO DEAL WITH. he's so steadfast with his morals and ideals. hextech must not be weaponized. dangerous science is fine as long as the only person at risk of getting hurt is me. the moment it kills someone else he's fucking BROKEN by it and just throws in the gd towel. YET SINGED WAS THE ONE WHO TAUGHT HIM. like just. imagine, ok. imagine— take the premise that singed & viktor were actually pretty close. viktor was lonely as a kid, but he found company in rio. in singed. singed provides a space and opportunity for viktor to do his science stuff. "we can be loners together." here's someone he probably has a decent amount of affection and respect for, maybe even admires like a kid would a mentor/role model/parental figure. and he hurts rio. and viktor doesn't understand, he can't reconcile this. "we can be loners together," but also, "you did this?" viktor's got like a whole slew of emotions to deal with. What the fuck? How could you? I hate you. But also, "I told you, I was consulting a friend about our quandary."

"You built this? Why aren't you playing with the others?"

"We can be loners together."

Like just what are you supposed to do when someone who provided for you — who took care of you, who looked after you as a kid — hurts someone? Someone that you care about? What the FUCK are you supposed to when that person is willing to torture and kill for science — something that you are also passionate about, the very thing you both found commonality in, bonded over — and does it all without even a hint of remorse? What are you supposed to think?

Are you allowed to find comfort and safety in that person anymore? Can you still have good memories about them, and look back at them fondly? Can you be thankful for all the good that person's done for you?

What does it say about you, if they're the one who influenced you so much so early in your life, and here they are now?

Viktor gets Sky killed, and can you imagine what must've been running through his head? I'm no better than him. I'm turning out just like him. I am just like him. The apple doesn't fall far from the tree.

AND IT'S JUST.

AAGGHH!!!

#sorry this is so disjointed it's 11pm #singed arcane #arcane singed #viktor arcane #arcane viktor #THIS ISNT EVEN TO MENTION THE BATTLECAST SKINLINE BTW #LIKE GODDAMN #THESE CHARACTERS #riot would get so much money out of me if they made stuff for them fr #everyday i lose my mind over these two #it's such a great contrast to all the other parent-child/mentor-protege relationships in arcane too cus #vi's taking vander's lessons to heart #jinx doesnt give a shit about the bad stuff silco's done #the closest resemblence to singed & vik is mel & her mom but it's like #same text different font style yknow #singed is the background character you don't think twice about #ambessa's much more proactive #heimer & jayce have a similar dynamic too i think but im not gonna clog the tags #and i only have the braincells for singed & vik lmfao #arcane #god s2 pls dont fuck these characters up im praying im begging on my gd knees

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thecryptidart1st · 6 months

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Michael...there's a new bendy game coming out in 11 days...it's gonna be free...it's on steam

idk if there’s another way to describe what i’m feeling exactly

#self doodle #answering asks #bendy and the ink machine #bendy secrets of the machine #OK BUT SERIOUSLY #I WAS ABOUT TO BE ANGRY AT YOU BC I THOUGHT WERE WERE TALKING ABOUT THE CAGE #AND THE CAGE’S STEAM PAGE HAD ONLY A 2024 DATE OF RELEASE #THEN OF COURSE SUPERHORRORBROS HAD A VIDEO ABOUT IT #AND I LOST MY GODDAMN MIND #I WILL CONTINUE TO LOSE MY MIND IF THIS TRAILER IMPLIES THAT WE ARE FURTHER IN THE TIMELINE OF THE BATIM UNIVERSE #I WILL ALSO LOSE IT IF THERES A NEW PROTAGONIST WITH A RELATION TO HENRY #idk something about the analog horror in this trailer did things to me #but oh my god thank you for listening to me when i said you guys gotta keep me in the loop on batim #im gonna be a complete goon when dark deception chapter 5 finally gets released

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alluralater · 2 months

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I'm free for ... something ;P

like pumping your cock into me while i suck on your nipples and work out my oral fixation all over you?? sorry, i’ll lick the side of your fucking face while we’re having sex. i have been known to do that on occasion. i wanna feel you pulsing inside me. come over and let’s do something <3

#asks #anons #allura.addressed💌#i’m about to lose my goddamn mind #need to look at a pretty girl and tell her she’s so pretty as she grabs my hips and lets her head fall back #and she’s pumping pumping pumping into my wet pussy #so fucking warm and hot inside me. im gonna SCREAM

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hella1975 · 1 year

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you ever have a fic get you in such a chokehold you start pacing your room and talking to yourself

#THIS FIC WAS WRITTEN FOR ME SPECIFICALLY #BURN IT ALL DOWN BY DOROTHYCANFLY ON AO3 THIS IS GENUINELY ONE OF MY TOP 5 FICS OF ALL TIME EVER #IT'S GOT THE BEST DABI CHARACTERISATION IVE EVER COME ACROSS IT'S GOT REALLY WELL WRITTEN DABIHAWKS #THAT FITS BOTH OF THEM LIKE THEY'RE MEAN AS HELL ABOUT IT AT FIRST #IT'S GOT STUPIDLY DEVOTED TOUYA-SHOUTO IT'S GOT PROTECTIVE BIG BROTHER TOUYA #IT'S GOT MENTAL ANGST WRITTEN LIKE A DREAM THE WRITING IN GENERAL IS INSANE #IT'S ACTION PACKED BUT DONE WELL SO THAT IT'S NOT TEDIOUS IT'S FUNNY IT'S GOT TWISTS #IT'S KEEPING ME ON MY TOES I NEVER KNOW WHAT'S COMING OR HOW FAR THE AUTHOR IS WILLING TO GO #IVE LITERALLY READ 300K WORDS IN TWO DAYS AT THIS POINT LIKE I AM ABSOLUTELY FINISHING THIS TONIGHT #WHAT THE FUCK EVEN AM I GONNA DO WITH MYSELF AFTER THIS #EVERY NEW THING THAT HAPPENS LITERALLY HAS ME GETTING UP TO PACE ABOUT #I CLOCKED OUT OF MY MUM TELLING ME OFF EARLIER BC I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS FIC #DO U KNOW HOW DANGEROUS THAT IS BASO JUST SIGNED MY DEATH WARRANT BUT I DIDNT CARE #losing my goddamn mind respectfully <3 if anyone has read this pls yell with me about it #and if anyone knows mha and wants a fic rec PLEASE let it be this one it's my fav mha fic ever and ive read A LOT #it gets quite smutty in the middle but if that's not ur thing the author tws very well and u can kinda just scroll #so that u still get the important character developments without it being just pure smut lol #god this FIC. holding it in my fucking fist and squeezing the everloving life out of it im going INSANE #i cant remember the last time a fic got me this way im literally giggling about it all #HE FOUND A REASON TO LIVE AGAIN THEY TOOK THIS MANGLED BLOODY BOY AND SAID WE LOVE YOU #YOU ARE GOOD YOU CAN STAY YOU CAN REST NOW WE'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU AND HE CHOSE THEM! HE CHOSE THEM!#OVER HIS REVENGE AND HIS RAGE HE CHOSE THEM! IM GOING TO BE VIOLENTLY SICK #like the author LETS DABI BE A CUNT. the first chunk of the fic he's actively not a good person #and his coping mechanisms are shot to shit and we WATCH HIM GROW FROM THAT i have cried several times over the most mundane shit #goddddddddDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDAKSJFJKAGSFIUAHGJKAKG #mha #fic rec

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snowychicken · 8 months

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Why don't you just listen to I'm Doing Push Ups a few times and maybe you'll calm down

#spoiler alert i did not calm down #CAUSE YOUR FIRST LOVES NOT GONNA WALK YOU HOME #YOU GOT SICK ON YOUR COAT THEN YOU CALLED HER #AND TOLD HER ITS OVEEEERRRRRRRRRR #NOW YOURE AS HOLLOW AS YOU ALWAYS THOUGHT YOUD BE #SCREAMING HOLD MY HAND BUT PLEASE DONT TOUCH MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #losing my goddamn mind #im doing push ups #bears in trees #snowys talking again

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zer0point5ive · 1 year

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amanda bumping into someone as she’s walking out of a shop and being all jesus, do you wanna watch where you’re fucking going, because she’s in kind of a shitty mood, only to cut herself off almost immediately when she looks up and is face to face with alison no-longer-gordon who’s just all sorry, god, my heads all over the place at the moment and amanda’s standing there, wide eyed like yeah .. it’s uh- it’s ok .. i’m just gonna- and goes to leave but then alison looks at her for a minute, because she thinks she recognises her, and amanda tells her that no, they’ve never met and then alisons like oh i saw you in the paper, you were the one who- and stops herself and amanda’s like yeah .. that’s me and they talk for a bit because alison is the first person who doesn’t seem morbidly interested or overly sympathetic to the point it feels fake and .. yeah she’s being nice which amanda doesn’t know what to do with plus she’s easy to talk to and gets it a little and amanda finds that she doesn’t really want to stop talking because, hell, a pretty lady stops you and looks at you like that and says all these words, compliments you, even (yeah .. that’s going in the diary) you’re not trying to run away, right? and all too soon alison is like well, it was nice talking to someone, you know .. and she smiles in a way that has amanda frantically digging around in her pockets for a scrap of paper and a pen to give alison her number, y’know .. if you ever uh- if you ever need someone to talk to. about anything or- or not, whatever, it’s stupid .. and alison tilts her head in a way that has amanda trying her absolute best to ignore the fact that, yeah, she’s most definitely blushing now, and carefully folds the paper and puts it in her purse with a bigger smile than she had before and tells amanda that she’ll be sure to call her and says that maybe they could meet for coffee sometime and they part with a take care of yourself, sweetheart and a y- yeah, um, see ya .. around .. and amanda feels, for what must be the first time in forever, like she’s on cloud nine. yeah. something like that

#i went for a smoke nd could Not for the life of me get this out my head not gonna lie #yippee !! let them both be happy #ohhhh. nd then they kiss about it #me when im normal about a ship i just made up #firm believer that amanda loses her goddamn mind when faced w a beautiful woman. just makes sense to me #📹#amanda young #alison gordon

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yappacadaver · 2 months

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guh two weeks.... two weeks...