bedforddanes75 · 9 months ago
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essay on my feelings about matty healy, 18 february, 2024, after finding out milk was played:
I HATE THIS MAN SO MCUH I JATE EVERYTJINGANNSJJWNZNKQJZKQKZNWXKWKZKWKXNIWJXI2KZJWOZJK2ZKN2KX2KXOWOXM2JZUWOLXM3UZIWOZMUEOQLZNJWOAMZJWIAJJDIWKZNWOZJUWKZBJWKZNDOWMZIKWMXJWOSNZKKQJZKWNZIWMKZIWOKDJWJZNJSJZNEODOWUJDKWXUJWZOIDJQNWBDOQKZNIWNXIWNXKWMXKQLNEIOQNZIKZOWKBZIWKXKOQKZU2KZJXOWKXJWOZNHDOWLZNEIKANSPWLXH9WOZHO2KXHWONXIWNXIKWHZLBDOSNZIWNSOQKKDIQPXJOELDJWOZJOWNXOWNXOLWJDPANZUPENXIWPABODJEOQNXIPWBXIQMHXPQNXY3KPAIZHWLZPDMQPXNPZND
"Straight lines-" *four gunshots*
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alphabetboyluvr · 1 year ago
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bad decisions | jjk - series masterlist
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title credit: bad decisions - bts
pairing: bartender!jungkook x female reader | strangers-friends-lovers, fwb
synopsis
it's simple: write your deepest darkest fears on origami birds and string them up on jungkook's ceiling. when they fall—which they inevitably will, thanks to his cheap daiso washi tape—you have to face the fear. set it free. the issue? you've a fear of intimacy. jungkook, a fear of rejection. and you've both got the capacity to make some incredibly bad decisions.
genre / tropes: smut, fluff, a lil angst, bartender!jk, student!jk, strangers-to-friends-to-lovers (?), fwb, deal arrangement, undefined relationship (they're just friends! just besties!!), miscommunication, idiots in love, emotional slow burn, bucket list (a.k.a. the birds) - see read more for warnings & authors note
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wordcount: 450k babbbbyyyy (on-going)
soundtrack: official | reader suggestions
start date: 2022.08.06
minors dni // originally posted to wattpad
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warnings: reader has a fear of emotional intimacy and uses physical intimacy as a substitute, jungkook has a deep-rooted fear of rejection. lots of drinking, lots of cursing, lots of bad decisions (every chapter includes at least (1)), jk and the oc have different styles of communication (woo miscommunication!!), a lot of past relationship trauma on both sides, jungkook is the sweetest angel baby ever, jin is kinda evil, jimin is a shit shag (and you have to experience it not once but twice!)
smut warnings: oc is a lil bratty, both switchy but jaykay definitely leads <3, fingering, oral (m & f), ass play, a looooot of titty sucking, cock warming, vaginal sex, sex toys (m & f), every position ever created, jaykay has a huge cawk <3, filming, lots of showering together, thigh riding, 69, squirting, panty sniffing (and sucking !), mutual masturbation, motel sex, endless orgasms, like, idek what else to add but there's more!! they just fuck a lot!! not my fault!! blame the birds!!
note from holly: i heard bad decisions once, ONCE, and knew i had to write about whiney jaykay and how fucking him would be a bad decision, but then it spiralled and now im 370k words deep into a fic about origami birds, glitter, and the way jungkook thinks he'll die every time he gets horny. of everything I've ever written it's hands down my favourite set of characters. jungkook is good in a way that he isn't in literally any of my other fics. i think it's my most well-received fic over on wp and it's just v v special to me. i hope u enjoy it!
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BAD DECISIONS
key: smut 💖 | holly's fave ✨ | reader fave* 🪩 | bird 🕊 | club 🍇 *as per my wp stats all chapters listed below are available on wp, and will eventually be linked here too.
BD #1 - Purple Starfuckers - 3.5k
🍇 | a disco ball walks into a bar...
BD #2 - Park Jimin - 3.2k
💖 | does it count if you don't finish?
BD #3 - Coffee - 2k
message request from justjk
BD #4 - The Gym - 4.1K
just wanted an excuse to write about gym rat jk tbh
BD #5 - The Bet - 6.6k
🍇🪩 | songs that remind you of the past, blissfully unaware you're laying the foundations of your future
BD #6 - Wishing - 6k
🍇| summer goes by in a technicolour haze
BD #7 - Sex With An Ex - 6k
✨| kim seokjin looks like an angel, loves like lucifer
BD #8 - Washi Tape - 8k
enter stage left: origami birds
BD #9 - White - 6k
✨🕊 | old, leering men at waterparks are gross. jungkook is not.
BD #10 - Blonde - 3.5k
in the wise words of maisie peters, there's nothing more frightening than a woman scorned and a box of bleach
BD #11 - Perry - 5.9k
🕊 | it's totally normal to shower with your friends
BD #12 - An Agreement -7.4k
💖🕊 | jungkook has to leave the room cause he gets way too hard (in a platonic way)
BD #13 - Work of Art - 11.8k
💖 🪩🕊 | you discover mirrors. jungkook discovers tits. learning is fun!
BD #14 - New Rules - 8k
💖 🪩🕊 | jungkook's got nice hands and he knows how to use them
TO BE UPLOADED
BD #15 - Paper Planes
BD #16 - Overindulging
BD #17 - Jeon Jungkook
BD #18 - Cake
BD #19 - Send To All
BD #20 - Park Jimin... Again
BD #21 - Doing The 'Right' Thing
BD #22 - Listening To Jimin
BD #23 - Cherry Picking
BD #24 - Resolutions
BD #25 - January
BD #26 - January, Still
BD #27 - Keeping Quiet
BD #28 - Avoidance
BD #29 - 'Daddy'
BD #30 - Evaluating The Meaning of 'Home'
BD #31 - The Photo Booth
BD #32 - Question...?
BD #33 - Boundaries (Or Lack Thereof)
BD #34 - Speed Dating
BD #35 - Saying 'Please'
BD #36 - Denial
BD #37 - Faking It
BD #38 - Delaying The Inevitable
BD #39 - Rooms
BD #40 - Spinning Bottles
BD #41 - Locked Doors
BD #42 - Hitting Where It Hurts
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borathae · 1 year ago
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ok my thinking is that BECAUSE TAE IS HIGHLY SNSITIVE ever since his humanity is on he can pick up easily on what poeple feel hence why he comforted yoongi even though that man was closing off to him. and because of HE TOLD HIM EXACTLY WHAT HE WANTED TO HEAR and that takes extra amount of intelligence to figure out what poeple want in moments of solitude, grief, anger! not everyone is capable of that and i feel it's the only caracter in mv capable of that? (jungkookie also but tae's more sentisitive in general whereas tae is sensitive and highly self concious and reflective also maybe his creative self also allows him to be even more reflective and observer of the world and poeple and so hes even more and more emotionnaly smart?) i feel like yoongi at the end reconized how special tae can be
Like HE KNEW YOONGI S ULT FEAR and he didn't tell him the clich�� of oh life is beautiful and dadadadad he was like if you don't want to live that's fine but why don't you just give a go and the decide and holy fuck i've never been immensly suicidal but i feel like if i was that'd make me think again? vs oh life is so pretty look at the flowers i'll be like stfu dumb cunt but if someone is like yeah life sucks and it might not get better and you might not feel different but just give it a go, see what happens i'd be like well i guess ...
and alsoooooo hear me out, as much as this man was easily played by jimin as much i believe he empathizes with him (ok maybe that weird captor sympathy syndrome stokholm) because even if jimin doesnt talk about it tae knows that jimin is fucked up all because of namjoon and because of that he offers his emotional net as safety for jimin?! LIKE HE KNOWS HIS HOMIE IS BAD FOR HIM BUT HE KINDA WANTS TO BE HIS PUNCHING BAG BECAUSE HE REALZES HES INTERNALY AGONIZED. like we've been there, you let shit slide because your friend, partner, mom is having a shit day, shit week, shit life lmao? it's a twisted way for love for sure but it's love nonetheless? AND ALL YOU BITCHES CAN FIGHT ME ON THIS BUT MV TETE BEAR LOVES LIKE THERES NO TOMORROW HE DIVES HEADFIRST AND PUTS HIS HEART ON THE LINE FOR EVERYONE
ok AND THIS HIGH REGARD AND PERCEPTION FOR OTHER FEELINGS IS WHAT OC FELL FOR! AND KOOKIE! like hear me out in SA he was so sweet like honey on strawberries!! and the fake kind of sweet where it's just talk that man got oc plants as his way of asking her to move in for example! he also took kookie shopping and spoiled him and stuff so that's the taehyung THEY KNOW.
He offered jaykay a long hug because he sensed that man's starvation for skinship and he was like i'll be the one to give it to him! i also remember how he distracted him in the dinner by whispering in his ear about their nightly planned activoites hehehehe WHICH IS AGAIN TAEHYUNG SAVING POEPLE BY WHAT HE KNOWS BEST GIVING THEM WHAT THEY WANT AT THAT EXACT MOMENT
IDK I COULD WRITE SO MUCH MORE I KNOW EVERYONE IN LOVE WITH MV YOONGI ON HERE BUT MV TAE IS MY BLUEPRINT IM SORRY BESTIES TWISTED KINKY INTIALLY WANTED TO EAT HER YES BUT HES SO SLEPT ON YALL I FEEL LIKE HES THE DEEPEST MV CARACTER AND SO COMPLEX AND SUPERPOSED LAYERS YET IT CAN BE SIMPLY CUT DOWN TO "SWEETEST TING"
IDK IM SO ATTRACTED TO BABYBOYS WHO HAVE DARK PASTS AND HIS DUALITY
We were a little hard on him but that's okay some rough love and he woke up from his trance hehehehe
OK NOW to the important part: KINKY TAEHYUNG SEX WHEN? I need to mark my calendar sibi
Wow I actually fucking love this analysis of his character!! Thank you so much for seeing him this way and for writing such lovely words about him!!
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Like HE KNEW YOONGI S ULT FEAR and he didn't tell him the cliché of oh life is beautiful and dadadadad he was like if you don't want to live that's fine but why don't you just give a go and the decide and holy fuck i've never been immensly suicidal but i feel like if i was that'd make me think again? vs oh life is so pretty look at the flowers i'll be like stfu dumb cunt but if someone is like yeah life sucks and it might not get better and you might not feel different but just give it a go, see what happens i'd be like well i guess ...
YES THIS!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR PUTTING IT LIKE THIS!! when I was suicidal I hated nothing more than people telling me "but life's so good why do you wanna end it?" because back then my life wasn't beautiful and I just wanted it to end and their "comforting words" just felt like mockery to me and proved to me that they had NO IDEA what I was actually feeling. Honestly the only thing what really helped was me telling myself "yeah life sucks but maybe try to hold on a little longer? maybe it'll get better?" over and over again SO ISTFG I WANNA FUCKING HUG TAE TO MY CHEST AND KISS HIS LIDDOL FOREHEAD :(
i believe he empathizes with him (ok maybe that weird captor sympathy syndrome stokholm) because even if jimin doesnt talk about it tae knows that jimin is fucked up all because of namjoon and because of that he offers his emotional net as safety for jimin?! LIKE HE KNOWS HIS HOMIE IS BAD FOR HIM BUT HE KINDA WANTS TO BE HIS PUNCHING BAG BECAUSE HE REALZES HES INTERNALY AGONIZED.
Oooooooh interesting take on this situation oooooooh 👀 and it's definitely not the healthiest way and Tae SHOULD tell Jimin that his behaviour isn't okay, but I definitely agree that this is a reason why he has been staying with Jimin for so long. 🤔 I just hope that one day he'll say "hey Jimin I love you and I'll be your friend but please mistreating me" because I don't want Tae thinking that he needs to stay a punching bag for Jimin. Trauma is an explanation but never an excuse and Jimin needs to learn that 😶
He offered jaykay a long hug because he sensed that man's starvation for skinship and he was like i'll be the one to give it to him! i also remember how he distracted him in the dinner by whispering in his ear about their nightly planned activoites hehehehe WHICH IS AGAIN TAEHYUNG SAVING POEPLE BY WHAT HE KNOWS BEST GIVING THEM WHAT THEY WANT AT THAT EXACT MOMENT
OMFMGMMGMGMGM PLEASE YES FMASDMFMAM why did I never even think of it that way? fadjfja I'm the author and yet here you are giving new perspectives to my characters fajfdsj I am loving it!!
OK NOW to the important part: KINKY TAEHYUNG SEX WHEN? I need to mark my calendar sibi
*opens calender* well well well, would you look at that? You gotta mark the 3rd of june for that
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bts-reveries · 4 years ago
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young one | 27
“I think we got one too many plants Joon,” you say, holding one pot in each arm, with a smaller one in between. You and Namjoon had finally went home after your plant date. The two of you standing in front of your front door. “We really just need one for each of us.”
Namjoon, with one extra plant in his hand shakes his head. “You can never have enough honestly. Plus, these are perfect! They’re low maintenance plants.”
“I guess… Well.. Can you open the door for me?” You motioned to your bag for him to get the keys when the doors suddenly shot open. 
“You’re back! Great!” Yuna yells, grabbing the plants from you.
“O-oh, okay..” you say, confused by her sudden motions.
“Byul your boyfriend is here!” Yuna yells behind her. As Byul came running to the door, Yuna handed her the plants. She then suddenly hooks her arms into yours and starts to pull you away from your house.
“Wait-- what? Where are we going?” You ask, stumbling down the hallways of your apartment building. 
“Have you eaten yet? Did Namjoon take you out to eat? You look hungry.” Yuna laughs as she stares at your confused state.
“No.. I have not and he did not and I am,” you answered with a laugh. “I honestly haven’t been gone that long for everyone to suddenly be so different. Like not really different, but just weird..”
“Well it’s a weird day,” she laughs. “Let’s go feed you, we have a long night ahead.”
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Jungkook’s eyes widen as he sees you and Yuna running to her car. They had just gotten to the parking garage and Jungkook hoped so hard that you won’t recognize his car or your parent’s car. 
Yuna seemed to have noticed and she pulled you to her car faster. Jungkook couldn’t help but laugh at the face you were making.
“Look mom, that’s going to be my wife,” he says, pointing to you from the inside of his car. Admiration written all over his face.
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“You know, I much rather us order food so we can all eat together at home while we wait for Jungkook,” you say as Yuna drives to who knows where. 
“Yeah, we could, but it could be a while until he gets home,” she says, making excuses. “Besides, I miss hanging with my bestie,” she pouts. 
You smile at her, “Aww you missed me?” She rolls her eyes.
“Duh.”
“Well I missed all of you,” you say. “Some a little more than others..”
“You two really can’t be separated huh?” she says. You quirk an eyebrow up at her.
“Me and Mingyu?” She laughs at your answer.
“I thought you were talking about Jungkook,” she laughs. “Not my son.”
“I’m kidding,” you laugh along with her. “Yeah, I guess we can’t. Well, for me at least. I can’t go long without him. I don’t know if he feels the same.”
“And why would you say that?” Yuna turns to you with a worried look.
“With our time gone, he never showed that he cared I guess? About me at least.. That I know of,” you answer. “Like right now, he knows me and Sian are back home while he’s out with his friends and he didn’t drop them to come to us the second he heard.” You caught Yuna smirk a little.
“What?” you laugh awkwardly. 
“Hm? I didn’t say anything..” she says, turning away from you.
“You just smirked,” you say, smiling. “I’m trying to pour my heart out here.”
“Well I can assure you that he’s SUPER happy that you’re here. Something probably happened that’s keeping him from coming home right away.”
“Like what?”
“Why don’t you call him Yn? You wanted to talk to him right? Everyone’s back at your house, just for tonight. Let’s spend that time having fun. Get what you have to say to him out now.”
“But I wanted to talk to him face to face..”
“Facetime exists?” 
You purse your lips, pulling out your phone.
Without hesitation, you clicked on Jungkook’s contact name and began calling him.
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“SHE’S FACETIME CALLING ME,” Jungkook yells in a panic. He was sitting on the couch, with Sian cuddled into his side.
“AnsweR IT??” Taehyung says, looking at him as if he was dumb. Which was ironic, because he was sitting on the floor with all of his nieces putting makeup on him. With the over lined lips and blue eye shadow all over his eyebrows, you can’t say Jungkook’s the dumb looking one. 
“I’M SCARED,” Jungkook says, breathing heavily all of a sudden. 
“It’s just mommy,” Sian says, reaching for the phone.
“Jungkook go change out of your suit first! She’s going to wonder,” Sohyun yells, right when Sian answers the call.
“AH, SIAN!” Jungkook yells. Almost instantly, pushing him off and running to your room.
“Sian?” you say as the call was finally answered. “Is daddy home?”
“Yes! We’re waiting for you and auntie Yuna to come back, daddy came when you two left,” Sian admits. 
“Oh did he?”
“Yes! Mommy please come home!” he excitedly yells, “everyone’s here! Even gra--” Before Sian can finish his sentence and expose the plan, Jungkook takes the phone from him.
“Hey, sorry, was doing something,” he says, taking his phone to your shared room. “What’s up?”
Yuna looks over at your phone and smirks. 
“Nothing, I just wanted to talk to you,” you say. “I.. I missed you.. That’s all. I was hoping to meet you at home when we got back so we can talk, you know, to fix things, but you weren’t there. But somehow everyone was,” you laugh. “I just wanted to say.. That I want us to go back to how we used to be. I’m okay with your friends, maybe I could even join you guys sometimes.. I just don’t want you to forget about us because you’re so caught up with them. I don’t want you to lose them either since they’re good friends of yours and you lost them once--”
“Yn,” Jungkook interrupts. “A lot of things happened while you were away,” he says. You started to worry about what he was about to say next, but you nod for him to continue.
“I won’t be hanging out with the friends that drove you two away. It’s a long story, but my hyungs came when they were over.. And long story short, they thought the best things to ever happen in my life was a mistake and I highly disagree with them on that. They hated you and Sian, and I can’t be friends with people who won’t give you two a chance. So don’t worry, everything will go back to normal.. Somewhat,” he chuckles to himself. “Not really, but yeah.”
Yuna laughs beside you and you turn to her, scrunching your brows. 
“Anyways, a lot of things will change tonight,” he says. “I’m never letting you go again.”
“I love this so much,” Yuna says. You turn to her again.
“Why do I feel like something’s going on that everybody knows about but me?” you say, making the two laugh. “What else happened while I was gone?”
“I’ll tell you more later, just come home,” Jungkook says. “I missed you baby.”
-
*After getting food with Yuna*
“Shoot, I forgot something in the car,” Yuna says, stopping right at your front door. 
“What was it?” You ask, “I can go get it.” Yuna’s face lights up.
“Perfect! Here,” she hands you the keys to her car, “the drink in the cup holder, Jimin’s going to get upset if he thinks I forgot.”
“Okay, I’ll meet you inside. Here’s the keys.”
-
Holding Jimin’s drink in one hand, you reach out to turn the door knob. It was locked. You frown, leaning in to the door. Surprisingly, it was so quiet.
You ring the door bell anyways, waiting for someone to open the door for you. You were excited to reunite with everyone. You were finally complete. Especially your little family.
The door suddenly creaks open but you see no one behind it. 
“I got Jimin’s drink,” you called out, pushing the door open. 
“Hi mommy!” Sian yells up at you. Your face lights up at the sight of your baby. He was dressed up, holding a single tiger lily. “For you,” he says, holding up the flower. You reach out to grab it from him.
“Thank you baby, what for?” You ask, before he could answer, Moonji runs up to you and Sian runs off.
“For you auntie,” she says, handing you another tiger lily. You thought nothing much of it except the kids being sweet. Next thing you knew, Hana was running to you, then Huimang, then Youngjae, then Minseok, Soojin, even Haneul and Mingyu! 
“I’ll trade you this for that,” Jimin says, handing you another flower, whilst reaching for his drink. 
“What’s going on?” you ask him.
♛♛♛♛♛♛♛
young one
♛ part twenty-seven: tiger lily ♛
pairings: photographer, dad!jungkook x hostess, mom!reader
a/n: 1.) sorry it’s so short! i wanted to do this as a preparation for the proposal in the last part 🥺 thinking of doing a finale as well since i feel like they were more apart than together in this au.. also 2.) sorry it took a while for me to post this despite it being so short!! i had exams i had to do first this week 😬😬
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aquagustd · 2 years ago
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LOVED THE NEW CHAPTER,, the last ask about the love triangle rlly made me think; like you said it isn’t always about smut and i kinda like how jaykay n y/n haven’t yk done it done it while they were close to it didn’t actually happen and i feel that idk if they don’t do it in the future chapters and oc just decides, i kinda like it that way ? OAJDKWOSPDJ IDK IM ALL FOR SMUT BUT THE THOUGHT OF OC AND JAYKAY GETTING AN EMOTIONAL BUILD UP IS KINDA>>>>>. like most fics just do it ohh oc has sex with her ex AND THEN AFTER THAT she decides she wants him more but the reverse of that kinda warms my heart like oc realizing her feelings for him and if he is willing to also try them getting together AND THE SEGGS AFTER THAT WOULD HIT SO MUCH HARDER that is if she chooses jungkook🫣🫣🫣 i lub me some hie tae tho i appreciate how open minded he is with oc when it comes to junho etc,, it sucks how everytime they make up it seems they get another problem but i will come back to thirst over him later anywho can’t wait for the next chapter sorry for the rambling and i love this story so much and all your other works too ! here r some flowers for u 💐💐💐💐💐💐
finally someone who gets it 🗣🗣🗣 !!!! yes to everything you said !!! 😤😤 i don’t wanna elaborate bc i might give away spoilers 🫣 but yeah true. you’re absolutely right. i feel like we’re all accustomed to fics that base the love triangle around smut but this is not the case. nope. this is REALLY about oc’s feelings & not just lust.
thank you for the flowers bub 🥺 here’s some for you too 🌸🌺🌷🌻💐🌹🌼🪷
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jeonjcngkook · 3 years ago
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lucky number 24! 💕(ALSO MA’AM HOW ARE U FEELING POST CONCERT!!!)
24 - good in goodbye ; madison beer
i feel all sorts of emotions. im highly jetlagged, i feel emotional, my sleeping schedule is a mess, i wanna cry every 0.4 seconds and i keep checking the pst time zone which only makes me feel worse 😭 but all in all i just cant believe i was able to get there n experience them for myself 😭 i feel like emotional bts concerts seems to find me bcs Wembley day 2 - need i say more. n then they did spring day and young forever on ptd day 2 😭
at the liveplay vip, you got to do the photocard lucky select n i seem to be the only person who pulled jaykay 🥺
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the second he came out, i had hoards of people trying to trade for him.
i then got my picture taken at the photo booth with him n ill cherish it forever 🥺
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all in all i absolutely loved my experience, i wanna hold his hand n tell him how utterly precious he is 😭🥺
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send me a number 1-100 and I’ll tell you the song it corresponds with on my top 100 playlist!
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angelguk · 4 years ago
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dynamite!jaykay at the record store falling in love with a pretty girl (yes that’s you). if the song lyrics in this r wack that’s my fault. yoongi is yoongi. 1k words listen to the louvre by lorde
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It was by sheer serendipity that he even saw you; a fluke in all honesty. Jeongguk’s eyes never wandered beyond the rows of records bordering the shelves in Yoongi’s store. He usually came in with a purpose, the records he intended to purchase listed methodically in his head. His feet only paused to linger in the backroom where Yoongi stashed the ‘good stuff’ — a myriad of rare vinyls, cherished cassettes and CDs that cost more than his entire life, as Yoongi liked to tell him —  but never for long. Just to see, experience being in the same room as them.  His older friend didn’t appreciate his hands grazing the collection. So Jeongguk kept his curious fingers stowed away in the pockets of his baggy jeans as Yoongi raved about his new find, brown eyes bright with delight. Eventually, Jeongguk meandered over to the counter, the records he’d selected tucked in his grasp as he haggled Yoongi for a discount.
(He never got one. Not even on his birthday).
But today is different. From the moment he stepped into the store, the low hum of the fan buzzing in the air, Jeongguk felt it. He’s not searching for anything in specific, gaze idle as he wanders through the lanes of records, fingertips skipping the sheath-like plastic hugging them. His headphones are on as well, ears cushioned as they drowned under the smooth sound of Lila Mac’s silvery voice seeping from the speakers. It’s a new single, a soft little love song that has wormed its way into his head. He’d caught himself singing the lyrics out loud more than once, voice timid and untested, unlike the surety of Lila’s. Perhaps he should practise, upload a cover online for the hell of it. Yoongi had suggested it the first time he'd heard Jeongguk sing. But Jeongguk always felt like something was missing in his voice. You don't just have to sound nice, your voice had to make others feel things too; he could never replicate the tender sentiment coating Lila's voice. It's rather difficult to sing about something you’ve never really felt. That something in question being love.
“Yah! Jeongguk!”
The song in his ears drifts to a pause, headphones dropping to rest on his shoulders. The last line lingers, a faint wandering melody.
this could be easy
if i let it all go
promise you'll see me
even what i can't let you know
but im afraid
im afraid
im afraid
i'll make you my home
“Jeongguk! Do me a favour, yeah?” Yoongi yells again, impatient as he always is. Jeongguk twists, unsuspecting of what awaits him, ready to yell back that if Yoongi wants him to work, he might as well hire him. But that thought evaporates as fast as it formed into existence.  It punches him square in the heart, knees nothing but mush the moment your eyes lock. Yoongi’s beside you, wearing the beat-up Pink Floyd shirt Jeongguk knows has a hole in the armpit, his elbows propped on the battered wooden counter. There’s a band sweeping his dark hair out of his face, fierce eyebrows on display as his gaze settles on Jeongguk, a command already falling from the tip of his rosebud lips, unaware of the inner turmoil wrecking through his friend. “Run to the back and get the Aaliyah vinyl you see on the boxes for me. Make it quick too.”
Jeongguk nods, tongue tying itself into knots in his throat. It gets immeasurable worse when you smile at him, a dainty little thing, your eyes luring him to the edge of a cliff he wasn’t aware he was standing at until a moment ago. He doesn’t know how his legs move, pumping forward even though his vision is swimming with shock. He keeps you in his peripheral, taking in your lax choice in fashion; baggy jeans like him, beat-up sneakers and a tote bag with a multitude of colourful pins stabbed into it. A sudden part of him longs to know what they mean to you. Or whether you simply like them because they’re pretty. But he forces himself forward, picking up on the pleasant tone of your voice as you turn to chat to Yoongi, words too low to make out thanks to the bungled ceiling fan whirring in the air.
(He told Yoongi he should hire someone to properly fix it. Yoongi said no).
He finds the record exactly where he's told it is, grip delicate as he brings to you. A special order, Yoongi states as he rings up your total, the two of you murmuring together. Jeongguk drifts aside, exiled from your relationship, feeling unsure of the bones in his body, his stance, his presence. He yearns to move forward, lean in to your space, ask for your name, maybe learn the feeling of your hand in his. He doesn’t know who you are; he knows all the regulars by now and he would never forget a face like yours. He tries not to stare, plucking through a stack by the register so he wouldn’t appear odd. You probably already think that of him, considering the way he choked on his words when you took the record from his hands, tone amiable as you thanked him. His heart thumped so hard he was sure the both of you heard it, shattering his rib cage with every wild hard beat.
It’s with the mellifluous tinkling of the entrance bell that he watches you leave, mind plastered with every image of you he’d committed to memory. He feels weird for thinking about you like that, his heart stuck on a pretty face with no name. But he can’t help it. There’s a clamminess in his palms as he rocks against the counter-top, blatantly ignoring the aggravated glare Yoongi shoots his direction. He’s too busy mustering up the courage to ask, tongue dry and heavy in his mouth. But his heart wants too much to allow him to wait, pushing past his discordant emotions.
“Hyung, who was that?”
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bubmyg · 3 years ago
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hi hannah! idk if you’ve talked about it before, but if you don’t mind could you expand on how 3J’s dance style/presence has changed and how you can tell jungkook trained in LA? i really love reading about your perspective on dance :) hope you have a good night!
as always this is me rambling incoherently and trying to organize my train of thought in the easiest way. im not a professional i've just danced since i was four and have a decent amount of time as a choreographer/teacher if u want my perspective <3
there isn't a super complicated way i look at jihope's evolution. they both obviously have retained and polished their respective styles over the years and have leaned way more into their personalities. as i've always said, the dancers that stand out for me are those that can convey something other than just the movement the choreographer taught them. jihope have always been outstanding dancers, they both came from dance backgrounds, and obviously idol choreography and idol stages are an entirely different beast than a classic ballet/contemporary school and the underground hiphop/street dance scene. but, as the years have gone on, they've certainly settled into themselves and their styles and their abilities and are absolutely two of the best dancers and performers in the entire industry. it's just a basic coming into your confidences as your professional career develops, nothing too complicated imo :-)
as for mister jaykay :'-) i look at it similarly to jihope. he was a child when they debuted so of course he's going to grow and evolve. but from a purely dance perspective, he came in just naturally "good" at a whole bunch of little things. he was a pretty good singer, a pretty good dancer, a pretty good rapper. of course he was sought by several companies, i imagine, because he had these little skills in a lot of things that could eventually be developed with training AND he's also just. very wonderful n willing to learn n eager n a hardworker so. who wouldn't want to hire him basically u know JFKLSFDJ
what i mean by "you can tell he got his initial training in LA" is the commercial aspect to his dance from debut to about hyyh. LA studios are very much tailored, for the most part, to producing commercial, marketable dancers. i'd say the demand for hiphop/jazz funk dancers is far bigger than a ballet dancer in for example like an old navy commercial lmao. this is especially true now. any LA studio with a youtube channel is full of dancers who essentially have built their image around being "influencers", going from studio to studio taking class from the big named choreographers set to popular top 40 hits and, when their videos get enough likes, are cast in random netflix originals and are seen on back to school commercials etc etc etc. it was the same vibe in 2012/2013, social media and the concept of an "influencer" just didn't exist as it did now. the target of the classes/studios was the same tho.
like i said earlier, idol choreography and idol performances are commercial in nature. that isn't meant derogatorily, of course they are artistic and beautiful and creative. but at the root of it, companies and the artists want to create something that draws in an audience, thus, the commercial aspect of it. with jeongguk having little dance training other than natural ability, some of his first exposure to dance was from this commercial, marketability approach. and yeah like i said, you can tell up until about hyyh era. but you can tell with....all of them imo. the early concepts and choreos were meant to draw in an audience. they were incredibly complex but at the very root of them, very commercial LA hiphop. obviously, they did it well and with something different that made them stand out. imo, it was their work ethic and creative passions but that's another discussion lmao
back then, i think jihope tended to execute the personality aspect of their choreography better than he did. their facial expressions and sharp movements didn't appear as forced, for the lack of a better word. but like. he was 15. bighit had like three dollars and a cricut to their name. the concept a lot of the time called for it. i don't fault him for it. i think him growing into himself makes him that much cooler.
now, jeongguk is just jeongguk. nothing, imo, about his dancing seems "forced" or because he was taught to bite his lip at a particularly count in the music. he's the true center, their shining main vocalist, a dancer that most certainly holds his own without needing any cheesy LA gimmick. that's just growing up, being a professional, finding yourself, and being yourself. he's rlly cool and i rlly love him, is all.
tldr; this was a rlly long winded way for me to say i think 3J as a whole have just matured into themselves and have become confident in their abilities but i think jeongguk is the particularly interesting member of dance line purely because of where his professional dance training came from in comparison to jihope.
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Tessa ure back and it made me saur happy <3 i always wanna leave a good review but i always struggled a lot hwever this is my fav chapter so ill try!! first i miss yuuu so much. i cant deny i hav my fave writers before tbah came to me. apparantly theyre mia but then i saw ur blog. like the fic itself, u build a home in this hidden world of tumblr. u rebuild a safe space for me xx
i engulfed myself w some bad boy jk fics while waiting to ur update and god my hopes in men almost drowning and thank u for saving it!! secondly,,, despite tbah jaykay not sayying the L word idk i still trust him?? (or maybe bc i trust u) most fics i read were always one sided so it's like walking on an iceberg.. but u gave us assurance by showing his pov so maybe thats why and thank u for that!!
next,,how could u make simple interaction between them so meaningful?! i cant word this right opposing to how u wrote it. but i could really feel the strong emotions they hav between the lines?? gosh i cant thank u enough. im always in awe to ur writing its so smart and every line gave resonance (imagine me putting highlights to all sentencs lmao) aaand! the smut was IMMACULATE..i never visioned "making love" this perfect. very clear, full of romance, u nailed it!
alsoo :(( while reading the fic i hav this thought oc's personality is a reflection of u in rl. i feel guilty for being smitten but i think ure a really sweet person! just like someone i could easily trust my whole life the first time i met them. i hope everything works your way n wishing u always the best <33
anyways.. the journal scene is absolutely my favorite! so lemme leave this scene here-------
“Write about me.” He winks, sending a troop of butterflies straight to your chest, spreading like wildfire all through you – ever so weak for him. You hand him the bag you were previously holding – the one that stores the journal you’d originally bought. “Here.” He grabs it, confused but soft as he smiles. “I don’t know what to write about, though.” You smile, taking one step towards him, closing the distance as you look up at him, eyes indecisive as they scan his own before traveling down to his lips.
You shrug, your gaze growing so sweet. “Me.”
hiiii 🥺 first off, I want to say that this ask felt like a big, warm hug from u to me and I can't even begin to express my gratitude for it. it put such a big smile on my face that I'm unsure ill be able to shake off for the remainder of the day, so thank you so much. I hope you know I'm sending that love right back to you and multiplied.
I love your feedback so much and your name is one I look forward to receiving on my inbox so even if its one sentence or a bunch of paragraphs, please send them if it strikes you <3 thank you. I trust him too!!! I think that something very beautiful happens when we take people out of pedestals and simply accept them as flawed humans - in a way, that's what I want to portray with both jungkook and oc in this story. and even with his parents and anyone that might strike controversy in the storyline at times. a couple of chapters back oc said it herself beautifully, "love is understanding."
its so sweet of you to find me in her - I guess in a way, there's a little bit of me in all of the characters to some extent, whether big or small and oc is one I enjoy writing a lot so it flatters me that you'd say that <3 thank uuuu.
oh man, oh man... that chapter bit really got me too 🥺 I love him so much for that. imagine someone doing that for u!!!! it'd fall in love right then and there hehe.
im so glad u enjoyed!!!! and I truly am sending you so much love and life and a million kisses paired with a million hugs!!!! I love you. I hope you're able to keep finding a safe space in this little corner of the internet. xx
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survivor-tierradelfuego · 4 years ago
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Ep. 10: “Not all hero’s wear capes, some wear pajama pants and robes!” - Cody
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Amy A
Everything worked out PERFECTLY. Ugh I love a good plan. Hopefully my new core 4 plus Najwah stays in power. 
Olivia A
WHAT THE HELL!! Grae was my closest ally this is so disappointing. On top of everything, Aimee didn’t even vote with us!! So we’re at a 6-4 disadvantage. I don’t think anyone wants to work with us. Our last hope is finding and buying the idols and utilizing Kalle’s fake idol. I hate this.
Pedro A
woke up on the bottom...and thinking i was going home...guess what...im still here ahahahhahahahahahahhhaahhah...yall though...kalle is my guardian angel ...like if it wasnt for that girlll i would be out
ben kessler
Wednesday, July 29th, immediately after the tribal grae got voted out: heheheheheheheheheheheheheheheheh
Aimee
I had a long day and now Grae is gone. I’m honestly crying. Jay asked if I was okay and the river of tears just started flowing. I only knew Grae for a short while and really wanted to get to know them more. They brought such a beautiful, fun and loving energy to this game. Grae, I really am going to miss you. I’m just gonna go hug a stuff animal. 
Maddison
I knew Pedro was going to play an idol. He didn’t do one single puzzle, it’s obvious he felt safe. Snakes are slithering. 
Kalle N.
I truly cannot believe that our plan worked but it did and my splitting headache is totally worth it. I really feel like I deserve an Emmy or an Oscar for my performance with Maddison and Olivia after tribal but it's fine. I have absolutely no idea what comes next but boi will it be messy. I'm so sorry it had to be Grae but I didn't know what else to do. Also I hate that I'm working with Ben but don't worry I will use my chaotic energy to go against him eventually. I will now be erasing myself from the narrative and taking a break for several hours. Thank you for coming to my TED Talk.
Najwah
OK last night's tribal was wiiiiiiild af. I think the funniest part is that this all started with me planting a seed. I told Amy L that she is at the bottom of their alliance and that I was open to working with her to get Maddison out. She spilled all the tea about Maddison having two idols and that she's been wanting to gether out for a while bc she says the same thing to everyone lmao. I think the thing that pissed Amy off is that she told her "I feel closest to you" anyway, Amy didn't respond to me immediately so I thought she wasn't on board at first so I told Cody I'd work with him and that I have the idol from Alan. Ffs. Wrong move. Cody just trust other people wit information and it's really annoying. While I love Sarah, I can't really trust her bc she's really close to Ben and Aimee - who I do not trust. Well, Aimee I am not sure about. I guess I only don't trust her because of her close Ness to Ben and Ben blatantly lies. Anyway. So Amy told me that their alliance is still trying to vote Pedro which is perfect for us coz we can still stay Hanúha strong. So at this point I realise I wouldn't have to play my super idol and Cody wouldn't have to play his extra vote. Anyway. Amy tells Kalle about the plan to get Maddison out. I send Amy a long ass message Pedro sent Zack that Zack sent me. She tells her group that Zack had sent it to her, to solidify their vote for Pedro. And then She, Kalle, Ben and Pedro form an alliance and they pull off one of the most epic blindsided. I mean, wow. Amy told me beforehand so I saw it coming and I told Cody about it too. Lmao but Ccody just can't be low key he wrote something about Maddison's two idols and he asked in the Old Hanúha group whether anyone had known about the plan lmao obviously Ben was like "no" and wtf. Ben's facial expressions at tribal was hilarious especially because I know he careful conducted this whole genius plan. I mean people still think their alliances are with their alliances and that no one has moles but there are so many layers right now and there are a few moles. 
Cody just needs to shut up. Be like Ben who claims that everything he is doing is for James lmao but is in a secret alliance with the person that got James out lmao love it. I love that I can see through some of the BS right now. The only person that could fuck up my game is Cody atm but I am taking a leap of faith and trusting him. He needs to trust me too. I kept telling him to just trust the process last night and he kept freaking out. I think the realisation of Ben being a BSer got to him a bit. Also, he toldd Sarah that I spoke to Amy? Like I'm so fkn mad. Can he just shut up? Ugh that's my biggest problem right now. I LOVE CODY OMG WE SPEAK ON VIDEO CALL LIKE EVERY HOUR LMAO but I'm just scared that he is too trusting with certain people, especially at this point in the game. He also doesn't know how to be low key lmao which is kinda funny. Also, Pedro. Wev ebeen talking a lot. Pedro's friggin Greek they're speech and the vote with Grae that ended with "sorry not sorry" just. Lmao. I wish I watched this on TV. I'm sad that it happened via skype😂😂 also I am not sure how this VL confession thing works. Did I say the right things? Yall probably have all the tea already. I'm a little sad that Grae went home. She seemed genuinely nice but she was our only option because Olivia won immunity. Maddison also made us all uncomfortable coz she took the time to chat to none of the new people at merge. Like? Olivia and Grae made the effort. She just seems too safe. Too comfortable. She isn't even participating in this challenge. Is she THAT comfortable or just pissed? Who knows? Never keep to yourself like that. It makes people suspicious. Pedro does seem very smart and manipulative though and I will be weary of him. Let's go idol hunting then woohoo. 
Najwah
Also I keep laughing at how ridiculously bad I am at answering questions at tribal. Omg. Embarrassing. I need like a few minutes to THINK. I always look back, and wonder why tf I said what I said. In retrospect, I'd answer last night's question with "don't we all feel like we are on the outs?" ugh. I'm so bad at it. I realise it makes me look dumb and perhaps that's not a bad thing. I don't mind looking dumb tbh. Lmao. 
Cody A.
I haven’t done one of these written confessions in a while! Obviously things have been absolutely fish crazy. Idek what fish crazy means but it just came to me. And on the topic of fish... I’m pretty positive I called Maola a bunch of sharks at tribal council. 
If it wasn’t for Naj last night, I would have been completely blonde sided by the vote. I had no idea what was going on, I thought the plan was to put votes on Pedro and Madison and one of them would go. 
About 20 minutes before tribal naj called me and said she did not want me to feel left out of the events that were about to occur. She told me the real plan of Pedro and Madison both playing idols and Pedro casting the sole vote on Grae. Not going to lie I was scared shitless... I was so close to writing kalles name as a safety net for myself. What if Pedro would’ve cast the sole vote against me? At the very least it would’ve been a 1-1 tie between myself and kalle. I just didn’t want to be Denise’d out of this game. 
Ultimately I trusted my gut which told me to just trust naj. If I had got fucked over last night, at least I would’ve went out trusting the right people. Naj also told me about a 4 person alliance between Amy, Pedro, Kalle, and BEN... My Ben!!! Smh. So moving forward I have to be very careful with the information I give and receive from Ben which sucks because I thought I could trust him more :/ Basically THANK THE LORDT FOR NAJ. Not all hero’s wear capes, some wear pajama pants and robes! 
Kalle N.
So this entire time that I've worked with Ben, he always dictates our moves and every single thing I can or can't say to certain people. If I suggest something he immediately turns it down and will only do what he wants. Men are the worst. Anyways, a little bit ago after he told me what our next move is and didn't let me have any input, he suddenly said "Actually what do you want to do? You go ahead and tell me what you want". That is EXTREMELY sus and makes me think that he's just trying to make me feel better while he's secretly plotting against me. I could go along with it and just let him vote me out bc honestly I'm exhausted, or I could reveal all of the insanity that happened in the last vote to my other alliance and then expose him to his own tribe for working with me. Which would get him voted out. But that's a lot of work so I'm ngl I'm leaning towards just getting voted out myself
Aimee
I’m so glad I’m not actually on an island playing real life Survivor right now. I would constantly be in the ocean or somewhere in the bushes bawling my eyes out. And then coming back to camp like, “oh hey guys! No puffy face here, I promise! Yeah everything is peaches! Hanuha strong! Those red eyes are just from too much sun, I think I need to lay down in the shade” I’m not crying over Grae and how shitty I was to Maddison or anything, JayKay I totally am! I hate that I didn’t tell Maddison the votes were going her way. I’m not even sure why I didn’t. I’m so sorry Maddison, I really hope we can rebuild our connection and work together again. I just feel like barf and am exhausted. Trying to play this game with a full time job is tough. I hope I have the emotional fortitude to pick myself back up and put on a poker face. The last thing I need is anyone figuring out my tells and knowing what I am up to. I want to work with Ben and Maddison the most at this point. I hope I can make that work out. 
Pedro A
I'm honestly scared...for the next tribal ...I feel like everyone is gonna go after me...cause apparently I'm the villan lol
Kalle N.
It's a little hard to focus on the game at the current moment bc an exciting/terrifying development may be occurring in my life in the next couple of days. I'm having a prolonged anxiety attack. We were going to try to take out Aimee so F's in the chat to pay respect. Don't know what I'll be doing. Need to go cry in the shower now.
Najwah
Sigh. It's been a very long day. I really played hard at this challenge, knowing I have a 15% DA. Do I think it's insane that someone came into the game when half the players had already been eliminated and over half the 24 hours had already passed only to NOT even try to eliminate the one person not in our alliance in there, then pretend it's all kumbaya and eliminate our alliance (who we said we won't eliminate, we made a pact?) one by one? I mean yeah it's damn insane. And not that I'm a sore loser or anything, but I wish she'd have been there when things were actually heated and when everyone else was putting in the hard work. This isn't endurance in my opinion. This is coming into a game late and reaping all the benefits. However, well done on her tactic. Love it honestly. I think she made good moves and knew when to strike and for that, of course I think she's a fkn Queen. Even though I felt as though I was so close to winning immunity, even though I tried really hard. At the end of the day, it's how you outwit and outlast your opponents. Next time I'll be sure to not read challenge rules at 4am and then try to actually understand the game properly and how I too, can make things easier for myself dammit coz I think i keep making everything so hard for myself in this game ugh. I just need one fucking WIN. Goodness I am playing so hard. Wow. Wow. Starting to wonder what panderosa is like lol must be fun. Anyway I need to sleep coz the sleep deprivation is making me feel sick af and making me paranoid about having corona. 
Aimee
https://lovelyygifss.tumblr.com/post/618070044309700608/deserved-more-than-0-votesssss QUEEN SARAH!!!!!!! 👑 ♥️ This challenge proved to me so much that Sarah is in it for the long haul with me! I could tell she was never guessing for my word and I wasn’t trying hers. Team Casanova is once again coming up equal on all challenges and I love to see it! I can’t believe I got to have my Michele moment and come from behind after being hours behind in the challenge and eliminating the last three people in a row to kick down that damn puzzle! I am on such an adrenaline rush!!! After the low lows of last night this rollercoaster of game really proves you can get right back up and thrive! Haha it was so hard saying my word since I’m a pretty positive person and my word was “not.” Sarah and I never gave up in this challenge and we ended up being the last two remaining!!! I also really bonded with Najwah and Cody. That challenge was so much more than immunity it was also a great opportunity to bond with cast mates and I really capitalized on that. Even during this challenge I patched things up with Maddison too and it seems like we are back to trying to make things work with us. I feel like Grae would want that for both of us too. I went from crying my eyes out the night before to total redemption today. It was on my bucketlist to win an individual immunity and I did it on something I never knew I could win. I’m just so amped and trying to calm myself down. I’m just https://youtu.be/erG5rgNYSd Wheeler island in the sun The song I was listening to when I won immunity. 🎃🐻🌈🍑❤️💜🧡💛
Sarah
There have been so many things that have happened today... This morning Ben, Naj, and I gave Cody enough coins for him to hopefully get the idol. Cody showed me what was in the store and how there were two necklaces for $20 which was odd. He got one of the necklaces and we thought it was a real idol. Tbh we still don’t know if it’s a real idol. Cody sent a fake message to Ben and I showing that it was a “fake idol” (he got the message from Naj when she had found a fake idol). We thought it was real but when Cody found it it said “what seems to be an idol,” which makes me think someone planted a fake idol there and he did get a fake idol. I will send in more soon... 
Najwah
I thought that making it to merge would be enough for me lol but somehow my goal is just to get further now. I'm at a crossroads though bc there is no one I really want to get out or back stab or whatever. Cody found a supposed idol yesterday. I told him just to tell Ben it's a fake idol and if Ben wanted to use the fake idol, he could give him my idol. Thing is, Cody is paranoid about it being a real idol or fake one that he found. I think he should just chill about it and it'll be fine. I just want Cody to be calm, I feel like without Zack's constant talking and scheming, the silence is getting to him a bit. But I quite like the silence. He thinks it means something is happening or people are plotting against him. I just think it means people are trying to sleep lol. I mean even if he was a target, he still has an idol. Ugh. Anyway it's actually a religious holiday for me today and tomorrow. So I will spend time with my husband and perhaps go to a fancy restaurant or something. I haven't felt fancy in so long and I realised everyone in this game has really seen gross, messy haired, late night Najwah lmao like I usually don't even let my friends see me this way 
Najwah
It's silly trying to keep wondering who tf I can trust. I need to just go with my gut. There are a few people in the game I really like. Cody, Sarah, Amy, Pedro and Aimee. I don't know the rest and I don't trust Ben. I don't know what he's up to. He was supposed to be in some secret alliance with Kalle and Amy but he told Cody and I about them so what's really happening? Who knows? Also he keeps asking me what do I want to do who do I want out? Lmaoooooooooo. 
Najwah
We had a lot of deep, crazy conversations yesterday and one of my favs were actually drooling over survivor players and realising how gay everyone is lmao. I love that. As someone who has struggled with my sexuality for most of my life, thinking I'm gay for a long time and then finding myself attracted to boys too was bizarre in the early 2000s. and being told being bisexual is a "phase" or "confusion" or that it was bc I went to an all girls school (shout out to Rhenish girls High), being in a space where everyone is really open and accepting of all this is amazing. I'm happy i live in a country where gay marriages have been legal since 2006 and ironically being trans or gay is not that big of a deal here as it is in countries way more progressive than ours. I still struggle with non binary pronouns but I am learning thanks to this game. I feel free just being who I am, whoever tf that is in this game. And for that I'm obviously very thankful. Today, I'm married to a man who appreciates my sexuality and is open to me exploring it even more. Its been a long journey and it makes me extremely happy seeing people in this game, so much younger than me and so much more sure of themselves. I'm happy that they will be spared a lot of pain and confusion. I love GenZ. I love that they just are who they are and there is no pretense. This Is so important and a luxury previous generations could only dream. Of. 
Sarah
From two nights ago.... https://youtu.be/uebz8rVKNbg https://youtu.be/xQyiuiGeEpo
Olivia A
Our plan for this vote feels really ambitious but I think it’s gonna work. We’ll likely get the numbers back :)
Maddison
I’m going to have to use my advantage tonight to save my ass. Guess that’s what advantages are for, eh?
Ben Kessler
I am trying to vote kalle out. If it works, my name will be out there but it may pay off. Maddison and Olivia are definitely going for me which is fine. I need to tell Pedro 5 minutes before tribal to trust me.
Kalle N.
Maddison will use her advantage, Olivia will play my idol, the only votes that will count will be the votes we put on Cody. That's it that's the plan
Cody A.
https://youtu.be/PuZChTTJzzU
Pedro A
Okay so me olivia kalle and amy are voting cody...plus maddison will leave tribal......and olivia will play the idol kalle has....i swear if olivia votes for me...and i go HOMEEE....IM DONEE...i have a bad feeling about this tribal...im trusting the devil lol 
Olivia A
Kalle has been playing double agent this whole time and told everyone about the safety without power advantage grrr what a mess 
Maddison
I’m making a big move tonight and I’m not sure yet how it will pan out. 
Olivia A
Kalle has been playing double agent this whole time and told everyone about the safety without power advantage grrr what a mess 
Olivia A
Initially we were going to all (Maddison, Cody, Najwah, Sarah, Aimee, and I) vote Ben but we are going to switch it to Kalle because Aimee and Ben are kinda close and we want to keep Aimee as a number. I’m happy to see Kalle go after how much she has lied to Maddison and me.
Olivia A
I am SO nervous for this vote. Here is the whole plan: Maddison will play her safety without power advantage and I will play the (fake) idol that Kalle gave me. This is just so that Kalle doesn’t get tipped off that we know about her lies. Kalle believes Maddison, Amy, and I are voting for Cody and think that she is voting for him as well. In reality, Cody, Aimee, Sarah, Najwah, Amy, and I are voting for Ben. We suspect Ben, Kalle, and maybe Pedro are voting for me and expect it to work because of the fake idol that Kalle planted. I really hope this works because if people are lying then I’m definitely going home. 
Ben Kessler
Dearest confessional, My life is out on the line. I am in a very vulnerable position right now and if I stay in the game tonight damage control must be done. There are many complicated plans and I work best under chaos, so these votes are hopefully good for my game overall. If kalle actually gives her idol to Olivia and we vote out kalle, maddison and Olivia and Amy will be pissed, but they do not have the numbers. I would need to do some more work to make sure I get the info that kalle is currently giving me, but it's not as bad as going farther with kalle and then losing later on. I now need to video call kalle goodbye.
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borathae · 2 years ago
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I see everyone going absolutely crazy over cold gun jaykay and while I understand that he's smokingly lhawtttt and happy that you included him in the creampieing ask (btw i also wanna write a scenario too but mine are so fluffy not smutty) i must say that IM FREAKING OUT BECAUSE HIGH HEEL KINK YOONGI EATING CUM OMFGAWD HE'S SO HOT TO ME I REMEMBER READING WHEN HE SUDDENLY KNEELED IN A THUD AND SAID I CAN'T TAKE IT PLEASE LET ME SERVE YOU MY PANTIES WERE GONE SOAKED LIKE I LOVE CONFIDENTLY SUBBY BODY WORSHIPPING MEN AAAAAAH IF A MAN KNEELED AND KISSED MY HEELS I'D PUT A RING ON IT cause listen any man can "act" like he can take the lead and be mouthy and boss around his girl BUT IT TAKES SO MUCH SELF SURENESS TO KNEEL AND SERVE without being scared of how he's perceived by his lover (this what allows kink in the first place a non judgemental compassionate open minded lover) but ALSO by himself like a man is 1000x more masculine to me when he's subby !!!!!!
Oh Lawwwwrd now i mixed both scenarios in my head and imagined him eating cum out of her on his knees while she's standing in heels with scrunched up pencil black skirt one leg up casually grinding on his face from time to time using her hand on his hair to balance and grind more precisely.... When he done she wipes with her finger the side of his bottom lip and he thanks her instead looking up with puppy eyes of her thanking him omgwaaaaaa
Ok bye I'm gone, it's holiday season i need a boo to be kinky with god please send me a man or else I'll torture sibi and her followers with my thirsting lmaoooo
First of all pleASE OMFG SPAM ME WITH FLUFFY GANGSTER KOO IDEAS I LOVE TO SEE IT AAAAH
a man is 1000x more masculine to me when he's subby !!!!!!
truer words have never been spoken JFADSJFAJ
Oh Lawwwwrd now i mixed both scenarios in my head and imagined him eating cum out of her on his knees while she's standing in heels with scrunched up pencil black skirt one leg up casually grinding on his face from time to time using her hand on his hair to balance and grind more precisely.... When he done she wipes with her finger the side of his bottom lip and he thanks her instead looking up with puppy eyes of her thanking him omgwaaaaaa
OMFADMFAMS GOODBYE FNADFNA THIS IS NOW HAUNTING MY MIND AFNDANF why can I imagine them being kinky in public and because she doesn't want to walk around with his cum inside she makes him eat it out of her and of course cutie Yoongi is more than eager to pleas fandfna
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bts-reveries · 4 years ago
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young one | finale
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“Wakey wakey,” Jungkook says, about an inch away from your face. You slowly open your eyes, leaning in to give him a peck on the lips.
“Morning,” you mumbled, Jungkook scrunches his nose and pulls away, standing above you.
“You know, I was going to make this morning perfect since it’s our first day dropping off Sian at school together, as an ~engaged~ couple, and our first day of work… but you ruined it with that morning breath of yours,” he says, pinching his nose and closing his eyes. Dramatic much?
“I love you too,” you say sarcastically, ripping the duvet off of your body. “Did you make breakfast?” You say, sniffing the air. “It smells like… burnt pancakes.” He tilts his head at you and suddenly his eyes grow wide. 
“S-SIAN,” he yells, running out of your room and to the kitchen. “I TOLD YOU TO WATCH IT.” You hear him yell.
“I DID!” You hear your son yell back.
“WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME IT WAS BURNING?” Jungkook yells back.
“YOU JUST SAID TO WATCH IT.” You stay there, at the edge of your bed, laughing at their conversation.
“BABE,” Jungkook yells from the kitchen, “THERE’S ONE GOOD PANCAKE. DO YOU WANT IT?” You shake your head, standing up and walking to where your boys were at. 
“No it’s okay, you guys can share it,” you say, sitting with Sian at the counter. 
“Rock, paper, scissors?” Sian says, smirking at his dad. Jungkook squints his eyes at him, quirking up an eyebrow. 
“RockpaperscissorssHOOT,” Jungkook mumbles quickly, shooting up ‘scissors’. Sian laughs as he holds up ‘rock’.
“Thank youu~” your son says, taking the pancake from Jungkook. 
“Ah.. that’s my boy,” you say, petting your son’s head. You look up at Jungkook and see him pouting. 
“Go ahead and get ready,” you tell him. “I’ll make more pancakes.” Jungkook’s face lights up immediately.
“Ugh YES, best wifey ever!” He yells with joy, running around to give you a kiss on the cheek. “I’ll pay you back with something special later,” he whispers in your ear, flashing you with a little wink.
-
“Who’s picking me up later?” Sian asks you two as you and Jungkook stand in front of him by his classroom door. 
“Both of us,” Jungkook answers. Sian’s face lights.
“You and Mommy?!” he yells.
“Yeah of course,” you say. “Since mommy works with Auntie Sohyun now and daddy works with Uncle Jin, we’re able to take enough time off to spend with you together.” 
“But mommy what about your college?” Sian asks you, concerned about your own education. You let out a small laugh as you thought it was cute that he knew and cared about that.
“Remember when we went to live with grandma and grandpa? I did school at home right?” Sian nods. “Well I’m still doing that, so I’m doing online schooling.”
“YAY! We get to be together all the time!” Sian yells, raising his arms. You laugh, pulling him into a hug.
“We do. But for now, you’re going to class and we’re going to work,” you say. Jungkook kneels down to give him a hug next. 
“Love you buddy, we’ll see you in a few hours okay?”
“Okay!”
-
You and Jungkook had an hour to spare before you had to start your first shift and before Jungkook had to meet up with Jin at his building. The two of you decided to stop by the convenient store to kill some time, and buy some snacks. 
It was pretty cold out. You two had your hands in your pockets, but Jungkook didn’t let go of your hand and held your right hand in his pocket instead. He’s been super clingy lately. 
You liked it. 
“Is that Sungjae?” you ask. The two of you were walking to the front of the store when you saw Sungjae sitting on the tables at the front, drinking. “It’s seven in the morning..” you whisper to Jungkook. 
Jungkook lets go of your hand and walked up to his old friend.
“Hey.. are you okay?” he asks. Sungjae, still holding onto his drink, turns and looks up to Jungkook. He laughs.
“Did you come here to rub it in my face?” he responds. You frown, standing behind Jungkook. 
“No, we came here to buy snacks..” you say quietly.
“Well you were wrong about everything. A kid may change your life but I doubt it’s for the better,” he says, taking a big swig of his drink. You frown, you were confused. You turn to Jungkook to see if he knew what Sungjae was talking about and you watch his face turn from confused to a big smile. 
“You and Yuri?” Jungkook says. “I would have never seen that coming.” 
“What?” You ask, turning to Jungkook. 
“Yuri is pregnant,” he says. Your eyes grow wide.
“Shut up.”
Sungjae rolls his eyes. “Go ahead and rub it in my face--”
“Oh.. um, Sungjae,” you say, “I know how you all feel about me.. But just know.. That this sounds sucky right now because it wasn’t in your plan, but it’s going to be the best thing eve--”
“Shut up,” he groans. Your eyes widen in surprise. “I don’t want to hear all that dramatic stuff okay? It’s my life, don’t butt in.”
Your face drops and you turn away, Jungkook notices and he felt his face heating up.
“Look, Yn is just trying to help you feel better. We went through this too. You know that. You know, we’re willing to help you and Yuri start out if you need it just like how our friends helped us,” Jungkook tells him. “But if you’re going to despise my family no matter what, we won’t bother you again. My family does nothing to make you hate them but you continue to hurt them with your words and push them away without a second thought.” Jungkook sighs, taking his hand out of his pocket to grab yours. “Maybe this baby will give you the love you’re clearly lacking. Good luck with your life.” Jungkook turns away to walk inside the store, dragging you behind him when Sungjae laughs.
“Before you think about mines, worry about yours,” he says. “Keep calling yourselves the perfect family. I don’t see a ring on her finger.” You smirk to yourself, taking your left hand out of your pocket and showing him your gorgeous ring. Sungjae furrows his brows at the sight of your diamond.
“Don’t expect a wedding invitation,” you say, making Jungkook laugh as you two finally make your way into the store.
-
“So Yuri and Sungjae huh,” you say, before biting into your kimbap. “Would have never seen that coming.” Jungkook nods, chewing on his. The two of you were in the car, in the bakery parking lot. There was still 15 minutes to spare.
“I didn’t either. But I could care less about them,” he says, taking another bite. You turn to him.
“So you’re really over them this time?” You ask, he nods. “What if we bump into them a few years from now?” Jungkook laughs.
“If I hit Yuri with my cart again, I’ll say ‘sorry ma’am I didn’t see you there’ and go about my way,” he answers. “They were good friends when we were younger, but I have to move on. If I want a good future for my family, I have to keep moving forward. I can’t do that with my friends that’s stuck in the past.” You smile at his answer.
“Wow, you sound… really mature.. It’s kind of weird,” you say, making Jungkook laugh.
“I have a son, a lovely fiancée, and I work for a big company now,” he answers. “I’m a big boy, I should act like one.”
“I like that,” you say, smiling up at him, “but I also like the child at heart Jungkook so don’t go changing too much.” 
“Hey I’m the same JK, just more responsible,” he says, with a little wink. He leans into you and you think he’s going in for a kiss, but he passes your lips and leans into your ear instead.
“Make sure you sneak out some cookies for me and Sian,” he whispers. You roll your eyes, pushing him away.
“Whatever Jeon, I don’t think your Yoongi hyung will like that,” you say. 
“Maybe he won’t, but I’m sure noona will be okay with it.”
You shake your head, smiling, this is really going to be the man you marry. 
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♛ finale ♛
pairings: photographer, dad!jungkook x hostess, mom!reader
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“Should we check for evidence as to why he’s being strange and suddenly ran away?” Taehyung says, holding up a magnifying glass. Everyone was in your apartment now, from the dads, to the moms, to the kids, down to little Yeontan. But of course, everyone but those who lived there.
“Who are you, Sherlock Holmes?” Yoongi asks, his arms crossed over his chest as he laughed at the younger one.
“I prefer TaeHolmes.”
“Jungkook has no plants,” Namjoon says, walking back to the group with a spray bottle in one hand. “I brought this to water them, but he doesn’t have any?”
“Jungkook was just saying nonsense all day,” Hoseok says, walking to the fridge. “I think he left his brain behind too.”
“Aren’t you guys a bit worried about him though?” Yuna asks, coming back from Sian’s room where all the kids were at. “He left! We don’t know where and we don’t know why.”
“Does Yn know where he’s at?” Jimin asks. “I know they haven’t talked much, other than his daily facetime calls with Sian, but maybe something happened? Maybe he went there?”
“No, Jungkook texted me before leaving. He said he made his decision and he’s not going to wait anymore,” Jin says, sitting down on the couch.
“Wait for what?” Asks the girls, turning to one another.
“Yn,” he says. “I- I don’t know what exactly he means, he left me on read when I asked.”
“Wait as in he’s not going to wait for them to reconcile?” Jimin asks.
“Wait as in he’s giving up.. on them?” Hoseok follows.
Taehyung shakes his head, “That’s not a Jungkook thing to do.”
“Then what do you think he means?” Namjoon asks, trying to process the situation in his head. Byul gasps, slapping a hand to Namjoon’s arm.
“He went to Busan didn’t he...” Byul realizes, looking at Namjoon. He makes a ‘how would I know’ face. “I’ve read this in a book before…” She turns around, eyes wandering.
“What are you looking for?” Hoseok asks.
Byul doesn’t hear him as she was focused on looking for the book she mentioned.
“There it is!” Her face lights up when it lands on the kitchen counter. “I lent the book to him! He must’ve just finished reading it.”
“So what he meant about ‘he’s not going to wait anymore’...” Sohyun says, piecing things together. “Jungkook was supposed to propose to Yn, it was the night she said they should be on a break. I guess he couldn’t wait any longer for them to come back for him to finally propose!”
“I guess I didn’t need this,” Taehyung whispered to himself, putting down the magnifying glass.
“Girls all share the same blood as Sherlock Holmes,” Jin tells Taehyung, telling him not to worry about it.
“So he’s in Busan!” Jimin says. “That’s great our plan worked!”
“Wouldn’t your moms message us about it though,” Bora points out, lifting up her phone to check their group chat. Maybe they missed a message or something.
“You know what would be so funny though?” Byul says, smiling to herself as she flips through the book. She sits on the couch next to Yoongi.
“What would,” Mae asks.
“If Yn comes back to Seoul while Jungkook goes to Busan.”
“That wouldn’t be funny,” Yoongi says, turning to Byul. She frowns at him.
“Okay, not exactly funny… but it would be cool that the events of the book follow up in real life. You gotta admit that,” she says.
“That happening would just be annoying,” Yoongi says. “I’m tired of waiting too.”
Byul scoffs at him, “well it’s not your love story,” she whispers to herself.
“Well Yn would tell us if she’s coming back,” Sarang says. “She hasn’t been gone for too long. The chances of that happening is slim to none.”
Suddenly, Yeontan runs to the front door, sniffing it excitedly. Everyone’s head turns and they look toward each other.
“How much you wanna bet it’s Yn,” Byul giggles.
“It’s probably just Jungkook. Maybe he changed his mind and turned back,” Yoongi says.
“Free coffee for a month if I’m right,” she says, extending her arm out. Sohyun giggles from behind Yoongi.
“And what do I get?” he asks.
“SHhh,” Jin says, putting a finger to his lips.
“Jungkook,” Namjoon says, walking towards the opening door. Instead they get a scream in return.
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young one
♛ part twenty-five: taeholmes ♛
pairings: photographer, dad!jungkook x hostess, mom!reader
a/n: this is short, but very fun 🤩 but also part 1/? 🤔
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young one | 20
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It took you a week or so to pack your things, quit your job, transfer to an online class and to transfer Sian out of his school.
It’s now time to leave.
While you’re pulling your last luggage out the door, a familiar face steps up, blocking your way.
Sian peeks from behind you, thinking it’s one of his aunts.
It was.
Kind of.
“Yn,” Yuri says, looking at your luggage, scanning her eyes from your shoes to your face. “Are you three going somewhere?”
“We’re moving to Busan today--” Yuri gasps at your words. Moving her head to look behind you and see Jungkook walking towards the door, where the three of you were.
“Jungkook-ah!” She yells over you.”You’re leaving us?” She says with a pout. You can’t help but cringe at her words.
“No,” you answer for him. “Just me and Sian.” Her expression changed as she was shocked, but that quickly turned into a smile.
“Oh,” she says. Next thing you know, a couple of tall men show up behind her. You remember them. Minhyuk and Donghyun.
“Are we going on a trip or what,” Donghyun says, looking at your luggage.
“Just Yn and Sian,” Yuri tells them. “They’re moving to Busan.”
“Oh? Jungkook--”
“Jungkook is staying,” Yuri says, cutting off Minhyuk.
“That’s great,” Donghyun says, pushing past you. You quickly grab Sian’s arm to pull him aside. The man clearly wasn’t looking. Minhyuk and Yuri took this gesture as a sign to enter your home.
“So that means we can hang out more often huh?” Minhyuk says, slapping a hand at Jungkook’s back.
“I’ll call Sungjae,” Yuri tells them, taking out her phone.
“Yah, Jae. Come over Jungkook’s. This is our new hangout spot,” she laughs. “Yn and her kid are moving out,” She whispers that last part with a laugh.
“Jungkook,” you call, motioning that you’re heading out. He nods, about to take you down to the car when Yuri grabs his arm.
“Jungkook do you have any drinks?” She asks.
“Yeah, they’re in the fridge. I’m going to take them down first--”
“Tsk, she’s old enough. I’m sure she can do it by herself,” Donghyun tells Jungkook. You swallow back all the words you want to throw at them.
“Say goodbye to daddy,” you tell Sian instead, pushing him towards Jungkook.
Sian runs to his dad, Jungkook kneels down to give him a big hug.
“I’ll see you soon okay?”
“Mm.”
“Promise to be good to mommy?”
“I promise,” Sian says, pulling away a bit to intertwine pinkies with his dad, pressing their thumbs together afterwards.
“Okay, I love you,” Jungkook tells him.
“I love you too.” Jungkook puckers his lips and Sian leans in to press a quick kiss for his dad before running off to you, turning around to wave really quick.
Jungkook was about to walk up to you when Yuri pulled on his arm again.
“Can you open it for me?” She asks with puppy dog eyes, handing him a bottle. Jungkook looks at her then glances at you.
You give him a small smile and wave, turning around to walk out the door.
Neither you or Sian looked back.
“Are we going to be gone forever?” Sian asks you as you two walk to your car.
“No, not forever. We’ll be back soon.”
“Can we call daddy when we get there?”
“Of course.”
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young one
♛ part twenty: we’ll be back ♛
pairings: photographer, dad!jungkook x hostess, mom!reader
a/n:
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~All the boys arriving at the Jeon’s Residence at once~
“HI UNCLES!” Sian yells as he opens the door to all the boys. And Moonji. 
“Hey bud,” Jimin says, ruffling the little one’s hair. 
“Oppa!” Moonji yells out, kicking her legs for her dad to put her down, wanting to go straight to Sian. 
“Moonji-ah!” Sian says, closing his little arms around little Moonji as she hugs him tightly. 
“Let’s go play!” She yells, Sian nods, pulling her towards his room so they can go play with his toys, rushing past Jungkook. 
“Woah! Hey!” Jungkook yells out, almost tripping over the little ones.
“There’s Mr. House husband,” Hoseok says, smiling at Jungkook. Jungkook looked exhausted, hair a mess, and a little apron around his waist. 
“Sup Guys,” Jungkook says, hugging the boys as they walked up to him with open arms.
“Why do you look so exhausted?” Yoongi says, patting his back. From a distance, Sian’s cackle was so loud that each one of the boys turned their head towards his bedroom. 
“That little devil,” Jungkook replies. “For some reason, he’s being so annoying today. He doesn’t want to do homework, he doesn’t want to clean his room, he only wants to eat ice cream,” Jungkook sighs. “I’ve been cleaning all day, because he keeps making messes and he refuses to help clean.” 
“Why did something happen at school?” Jin says, going over to sit on the couch. 
“I don’t know…” Jungkook says, flopping down next to him. 
“You should talk to him, maybe something happened,” Namjoon says. 
“I will,” Jungkook says. Taehyung stares down at him as he stays sitting there.
“Oh. Like right now?”
-
“Moonji-ah,” Jungkook calls, walking into Sian’s room, which was a mess.
A sigh escapes Jungkook’s lips.
“Uncle Kookie!” Moonji says, running up to Jungkook and giving his leg a big hug.
“How are you, princess?” Jungkook asks, patting her head. Moonji brings up her little thumb, showing that she was good. “That’s good to hear… or see.. Um, can you go with daddy right now? Or uncles? Uncle Kookie is going to talk to Sian Oppa right now, okay?” Moonji nods, running off to her dad. Jungkook watches her leave and turns to Sian who was on his bed pouting. 
“What’s wrong?” Jungkook asks.
“Me and Moonji were about to play!” He whines, crossing his arms against his chest. 
“She’ll be back, I just wanted to talk to you real quick,” Jungkook says, calmly talking to his son as he walks towards him and kneels down to be in his eye level.
“What’s wrong? Like really.” 
“I don’t want to go to school tomorrow,” Sian pouts, kicking his legs over his bed.
“Why not?”
“I just don’t want to,” Sian says, his voice breaking. Jungkook leans in to embrace him. 
“What happened at school?” Jungkook asks as Sian silently cries on his shoulder. “What happened at school that you were acting up today?”
“Yeonwoo was being mean to me today,” Sian confesses. “I don’t like him anymore..” 
“What did he do?”
“He ruined my drawing during art time and took my snacks,” Sian pouts. 
“What?!” Jungkook exclaims, pulling away from him. “He did WHAT?”
-
Jungkook walks back to the living room, holding Sian’s hand.
“What happened?” Yoongi asks. 
“His new friend is a bully, that’s what happened. I’m going with him to his class to beat his--”
“You’re going to beat a five year old?” Yoongi asks, raising an eyebrow.
“He’s six,” Sian says. Jungkook points down at him.
“See he’s six.”
“Uncle can Moonji and I play again?” Sian asks.
“Yeah, of course buddy,” Namjoon says. 
“What happened anyways Siannie?” Hoseok asks. 
“Yeonwoo ruined all my drawings in art time,” Sian pouts, letting go of Jungkook’s hand to cross his arms over his chest. Taehyung  gasps loudly.
“hE DID NOT.” Taehyung yells, Sian angrily nods. 
“AND HE TOOK MY SNACKS!” Sian yells out in anger. 
“NO.” Jin yells back.
“YES!” Jungkook and Sian yell.
“Did you tell your teacher about it?” Jimin asks. Sian shakes his head no.
“Yeonwoo said he won’t be my friend if I told.”
“Don’t be his friend anyways, he’s a bully,” Yoongi tells him. 
“Speak yourself,” Namjoon says. 
“But I won’t have friends,” Sian says sadly.
“I’m your friend!” Moonji says. 
“Moonji you don’t go to school.” Sian remarks.
-
“Pass me the salt,” Yoongi says. Jin reaches for the salt in the cabinet, handing it to Yoongi. 
“Ugh, you guys are the best,” Jungkook says, leaning over the pot to smell the stew Yoongi and Jin were making. 
“After dinner, I have to give Sian a bath then put him to sleep,” Jungkook says, walking over to Hoseok and Namjoon on the couch. Jimin and Taehyung were in Sian’s room helping him clean up.
“Oh, I can help you with that. Moonji needs a bath too before I put her to bed.”
“Oh yeah, okay, we can give them a bath together then,” Jungkook says.
“Thanks again guys,” he says, plopping down on the couch and resting his head on Hoseok’s lap. “I was so exhausted and you all came to save me,” he says, closing his eyes. 
“Woah--”
Jungkook’s eyes opened right when he heard your voice. All the dad’s turn to the door as you stand there as confused as they were. 
“Is that mommy?” Sian yells from the other room. Jungkook sits up and turns to you.
“You’re home early. Dinner is not done,” he says. 
“Are you not glad I came home early?” You laugh, taking off your jacket and closing the door. 
“Nono I am!” Jungkook says, rushing to get up to greet you with a hug and kiss.
“Aigoo~” Hoseok says, watching you two. 
“Sorry for crashing Yn,” Jin says. “We heard Jungkook’s silent cry for help and we came to save him.”
“Long story,” Jungkook tells you. You nod.
“Yeah, no, it’s okay! I missed you guys!” you say, pushing past Jungkook and entering the kitchen where Yoongi and Jin were. “What are you guys making?”
“Kimchi Jjigae,” Yoongi answers. “It’s almost done, can someone set the table?” 
“I’ll do it,” Hoseok says, getting up.
“Wow… Jungkook, cry for help more often I want this every night,” you laugh. 
“Can you all just live with us please,” Jungkook says, walking up to help Hoseok. 
“I don’t think my wife would want me moving out,” Hoseok says, laughing. 
“How was work?” Namjoon asks you. 
“Surprisingly not busy. So they just let me go home. They know I go to school and have my own family back home so since all the staff was there, they just let me off,” you shrug. “I wasn’t going to ask questions, I left right there and then,” you say, laughing along with Hoseok. 
“Mommy is back,” Taehyung says, walking out of Sian’s room with Sian, Moonji, and Jimin right behind him.
“Mommy!” Sian yells, rushing to you and jumping in your arms. You pick your boy up, pressing a long kiss to his cheek. 
“Hey, how’s my baby?”
“Good! Uncle Jimin and Uncle Taetae helped me clean my room.”
“Hey! Me too!” Moonji yells out in exasperation. 
“Speak yourself~” Namjoon says to himself. You tilt your head at him.
“And Moonji helped me too,” Sian says.
“Well that’s good. Thank you uncles, and thank you especially, Moonji,” you say, winking at her. She giggles, running towards her dad, climbing onto his lap.
“So why was daddy crying for help?” You ask Sian. He pouts, for the nth time that night, avoiding eye contact with you. 
“Did you do something?” You ask.
Sian slowly nods. 
“What’d you do?” Sian looks over to Jungkook and then back to you.
“I was not being a good boy to daddy today,” he says. 
“What? Why not?” 
“Bad day at school, I’ll tell you later,” Jungkook says. 
“Okay, Did you apologize to daddy?”
Sian nods and you look at Jungkook and he nods as well.
“Are you feeling better now though?” You ask Sian now.
“A lot better,” he says. 
“Good,” you say, pressing a kiss to his cheek.
“Dinner’s ready,” Yoongi says, gesturing for you to sit down. 
“Ugh, I love our friends,” you say to Jungkook.
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♛ part six: speak yourself ♛
pairings: photographer, dad!jungkook x hostess, mom!reader
a/n: i was in the mood so .... :) thank you to everyone, btw, who replied to my post about my “life(?)” update, i appreciate each and every one of you! also, omg BE?! y’all better be streaming!!!!
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angelguk · 3 years ago
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no bc i’m WITH U in the jk corner!! he’s an insecure beefy cutie who is desperately in love with oc and always does things for her - and all he gets back is his gf STILL hiding her feelings even when they are together. oc and i are kinda similar in a way where we just hide our feelings in order for us not to be vulnerable bc it’s just easier… which might be why i dislike her rn 😭😭 i luv the way u characterized those 2 tho u did such a great job… it’s chefs kiss. protect our sensitive jock jaykay at all costs!!
thank u for seeing my side :3 and u r completely correct im happy u like the characterisation of them!
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