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#im jusr. so happy rn
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noah schnapp coming out is so fucking awesome. i have nothing else to say
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mumpsetc · 1 year
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I Think the Era of ii Being the Second Biggest Object Show Is Kind of Over... It Does Just Feel Like Its Just Getting By on Name Recognition Now
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stinkrascal · 10 months
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that seriously made my day omg im so happy rn :D
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karda · 2 years
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i am making a little Summer vlog of happy and good things ... . its very fun
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oso-nan · 1 year
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i nee,d to play vtm more
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carp-esh-ove-lem · 4 months
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sigh i truly am not a huge fan of when Specialest Boy in my fanfics
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cathchicken · 6 months
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yhis is probably gonna sound so stupid but i seriously love ur art so much...ur like so talented and agggg idk the way u draw things always just makes my brain so happy eeeeg *smiling IDK i just love looking at it so mcuh u r seriously top ten adventure time artists ever...ike its so hard to put my finger on what makes me hapy about ur art cuz all of it makes me happy. like ahhh everythings always so goof 😇😇😇😇idk im jusr. a. iy feels awkward d saying this to someone who u look up to but erm hopefully i dont regret it,,!!!!!!!! anyway all ur doodles make me so happy and i lov waiting for every time u post art lalalalalalalala
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AAHHHBG CRYING RN YOURE SO NICE,,,,,,,,,
TYSMMMM this made my day 💕💕💕
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blorbou · 1 year
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oooo what are your thoughts on lgy
LITERALLY JUST A LITTLE GUY! LITTLE BUG FREAK. BUG EYED FREAKAZOID.So lovable. and sad little creachure. he is very important to me because not only is he cute but i just really love these self sacrificing characters who deny their vulnerability. and how it is their downfall in a way. i cant cite anything rn but at least through subtext and even some lines its obvious how much he Loves, how much he cares and how he also wants simple happiness in this ruined world (makes me sick) (get me oute)
and this isnt gonna be phrased well cos im nervous as fark.But honestly im jusr Generally frustrated at how lgy is very important to ORV and especially KDJs character, he is like a mirror or a foil to him similar to knw (for example his "lack of empathy" and how he thinks of it all as just a game, also showing a desperate attachment to an Idealized Guy in an unhealthy way, but this gets handled well in. like A way with the whole OG kimcom first 100 chapters arcs ETC ETC) and without even truly having his character bloom,,,He judt gets..Sidelined??? like i dont really wanna attack SYS' characters cos i think it was all amazing i cant complain. but like he literally gets so little personal screen time. while Sure, orv is very purposeful with its pacing and structure in general. his relationship with everyone else and even KDJ after sys is just so underdeveloped and UNDERUTILIZED. and There is something soooo important and its his sponsor and WHY he chose him in the first place??? its just dealt and done with so suddenly we just never even get to Feel anything for it.HELL!!!! SOME PPL DONT EVEN KNOW AB IT EVEN THO THEYVE REREAD IT! and its genuinely something reslly really sad to me because that part of the plot was literally. Heart wrenching to me. significant. This child desperate to save everyone he loved was willing to go with the oldest evil.But yeah whatever nobody gaf Pass tge joongdok yaoi
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kusundei · 3 days
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goddd oh my god chat im just so. UGH. goodness. seeing his messages as soon as i woke up just made me so. IN LOVE. i fall in love with you more each day im being so genuine every once in a while i just. tweak about you randomly. like FALLING TO MY KNEES KIND OF TWEAK. i do feel a little empty rn because im remembering the play is over and i wontbe able to see you like this and im always doomed at home but god… GODDD. its okay. i just. love you. so. MUCH. yesterday was sooo nice. i feelsorta bad especially at the frozen yogurt place just cuz i went a bit nonverbal but more of thag just comes down to me beint more introverted around people idk very well and also cuz i didnt know what to say. aside drom that i was also jhst like ., dead tired. and i couldnt really get myself to really PRETEND to be full of energy . ijst wanted to lay my head on your shoulder. hold your hand. just exist. with you. i feel so like bittersweet right now but im trying to focus on positives so i dont freak out too much. its sunday.. and surprisingly i want it to be monday so i can see you .
i justtt. GODDD. yoy are so cute and goddd i loved thag lipstick sorry. like. that gave me a real excuse to just kiss you everywhere and i knew it was the right time (obviously. but im still cautious often.) its just sooo. . i LOVEEE YOUUUU. your face. you r so gorgeous to me. every inch of you i loveeee i donttCAREEANTNOREEEE. i kept tweaking a little during every show mostly cuz i kept passing byspmeone who. smells exactly like jd. and im realizing w that snell and how i felt smelling it again jdut how in love i am with you. like i said smell is like some weird cognitive thing i have where i can tell how i feel ab someone depending on how i react. smelling jds smell again felt so. disgusting. it invoked that fear in me again. that anxiety i always felt around her knowing she was lying and how i was always jjst worried all the time and she was just. not there. the fear i felt knowing i had to provide everything or else she’d be evil. or something. just that anxiety i felt ALWAYS. i realize it too smelling ayden. his smell makes me sick. sav stole his fucking perfume thjnf and she sprays it on herself sometimes and it makes me so. disgusted. his smell is disgusting to me. jds smell is disgusting to me. but then im sitting here with this hoodje again smelling it and i jusr . idk. i feel better. its like laced with memories everytime i smell it i just remember you. how lovely you r and it just makes me feel so. happy.
alonf wirh that just the things i do with you. the things you do with me its just . you make me feel better. truth be told i dont like when people touch my back pr my waist gery much because of just . feneral association and i never told jd that her doing it too made me ill. it didnt for a WHILE but after everything that happened with the note i felt so. disgustinf all the time with her. you. you however. you r replacing those horrible memories i have with her. that thing you do wirh your thumb when you hold my hand. thats something id do. something jd would do to indicate to each other when we werent feeling good because she struggled to communicate it wirh me and i felt like a burden doing so. id always get to anxious when she’d do it and feeling you do it i got nervous again but . no its so. comforting. like how its supposed to be. when you ask me if im okay. its so. ? so bare minimum and so sinple but i cant explain how much better it makes me feel even if im not eebn tweakint. and ive never TRULY been tweaking when u ask it just makes me feel like. i can be honest with you. you wont lash me for hurting. for feeling things like jd did. you wouldnt condemn me and make me feel like i was burdening you for just. existing. with you. and i jsut want to exist with you. i want to be with you even if you are hurting because thats still you and i want to believe wholeheartedly you’d do the same with me because thats how i feel. i feel like j can and god. i hope thats true.
i just feel so much better around you. genuinely. i feel like i dont have to pretend to be someone else . pretend to be happy pretend to be okay. have to force myself to talk pr force myself to do anything around you. i know i tweak ab holding ur hand and kissing you but thats more of me just being cautious and also that it makes me so nervous., but. a good kind of nervous. i always feel nervous around you. its that weird anticipation feeling but its never anything negative. havinf been by myself this past year and being with you (not actually but goddd. i wish.) now makes me realize jist how genuinely unhappy i was with jd. how much i hurt with her. but also just how much we were truly hurting each other even if she didnt mean it and i didnt mean to either . just. i spent so much time thinking about it and let alone just the fact i didnt have panic attacks antmore aftee we broke up make it so so. clear to me. and now with you im realizinf maybe im not. broken. maybe ive just lived with so much fear for so so long .? every relationship ive ever had has left me. hurting more than i was before. broke me a little more everytime. but ive always given it my all. and this time? i want to give you more than just my all. jts so weird. you just make me realize that how i feel with you is how i shouldve felt all along. to feel whole with you and nothing else. to just be and not feel burdening. you emphasize it so heavily to me and i just wish wish WISH. i could do it for you. hell even now when it comes to my hashtag best (toxic) empath ways you make me realize i dont have to be that way. hell, every single one of my relationships enabled that in me. you tell me i dont have to worry about you. make it cleae to me its not my problem and it comforta me a bit and of course, its nlt gonna completely go away but it makes me feel less. overwhelmed. with everyone else i had to take care of them. it was my obligation. they needed me to. with you i just. truly want to but im leveling myself out to a plane where i know i can handle it and also take care of myself. you make me want to take care of myself .
god forbid i start rambling ab something else but. back to that froyo place.? i truly was still not hungry and was feeling a little ill but i kind of knew cognitively that it was me not eating and making me feel a little more ill. its just with jd she sort of. enabled me. not really enabling but i felt so. judged with her.? especially in terms of eating because she’d bring up her ed all the time and of course, console in me, but it made me feel. so gross. ab eating. felt like i cpuldnt cuz she couldnt and it was that weird competitive feelinf id get again. with you im noticing im doing it slightly but thats also mainly out of my control and i worry ab you not eating but ik you cant exactly control it either. in a wonderful silly less cringy universe id ask you to eat with me. so i wouldnt feel fhat way and i coulf feel a little more comforted but of course thats evil on both of us. when it comes down to me its just like ., of course im not rly trying to restrict i just. find myself doing it. and as horrible as it sounds i might just always be that way but those times i do eat with you i dont feel? ashamed? i feel like i can eat without feeling disgustinf and judged and evil and god i want to eaat. seriously. im just still working on it. and you make me feel better ab it. even if we havent done alot in regards to eating like that i just notice how i feel ab it and irs nothing negative and that. means sososo much to me.
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simsfromupthere · 2 years
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not one of the core sims im doing a gameplay with dying bc of an ******** (which is too real for me atm aaah), me having to move in morgyn ember to their house cause i couldnt find their ghost on household and just move them back in and revive, then reviving them noticing i lost all my sim’s inventory and just deciding to save the lot from the storyline where they died and reload a somewhat older (like a couple of hours older not too old) save where they were still alive with all their inventory itens intact shhsgdhdhdjsks
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#its all ok now#shitpost#textpost#mildly sims 4#also tomorrow i have an appnt with my psychiatrist AND family therpay at 11 AM bro#im gonna discuss some recent issues i had with some medication AGAIN cause im a dumbass who does nt learn with my psychiatrist#and have 1st session of family therapy tomorrow at a time my brain barely wakes up then eat lunch and go directly to my psychiatrist#cause she added a special prolonged appointment to talk to me and im so fucking scared rn ahahahahah#god dude i feel like im coming completely undone and repeating all of my most toxics self destructive behaviors from 2019#and i feel like shit#sorry for not posting much its mostly that#im playing ts4 a lot its been godsent recently tbh but i dont really havethe will to post anything even if its just dumb screenshots from#dumb life simulation game#im down bad about my irl art too i hate how much i have been/jusr have in general slacked on it and i feel like an awful artist#like its not even creators block anymore its just ill hate anything i make no matter what rn#cause im in themindset i somehow magically started yo suck as an artist and everything i make sucks#ill like a drawing for a day and the next ill immediately hate it and say its the worst ever#i just wanna benormal and be good at something that didnt feel so much of mentally taxing sometimes like art#or to just at least be happy and proud of my art just that rlly i just want to be happy of what i make and its hard when#my brain is in the phase of violently hating ME therefore violently hating everything i make too which absolutely fucks up my creative proce#process u get it idk sorry for the long ass rant but i want to fall in love with my art not even fall in love with art again#cause ever since i started making art i pick apart and hate any art i make cause#i prioritize self deprecation above appreciation and ill look now and be in love with some drawings i made 2/3/1 year even ago#but ill remember how much i hated the same drawings back when i finished them 2/3/1 year ago lmfao#life sucks my brain sucks but i think i suck more lmao#signing off for to ite ok cy’all
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binnieseason · 5 years
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youmyjhope · 2 years
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Ugh Im so annoyed by bts world rn. 😫 they removed the option to watch ads in order to wake up again, the remover the random 6 hrs draws in the draw section and in the inbox... whyyy? Why do they remove things that help? 😭
They did that??? Since i spent 400 gems on hoseok individual draws and got 0 5star photocards I haven't been there like i was mad but DID THEY REALLY REMOVE THE ADS for wake up calls? Once i got 400 to all stats to all members with this shit and it helped to jusr clear all the impossible stages i had i was so happy BUT THEY REMOVED MORE ADSSS FOR RREAL?
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thewheezingwyvern · 4 years
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fuck im horny, jusr like dabi just dabi fucking dominating me in every fucking way and making his personal cum dump and slutty bitch and showing me whos boss when i get bratty. oh god im so fucking horny rn. from -0% (mi anon name lol)
Dabi would be more than happy to put you in your place. I also see him initiating your punishment in front of the rest of the League too for the added degradation effect. In fact I could see him taking it as a fun challenge, trying to get you all riled up and horny and desperatell for him. And he'd definitely tease you about it later. 😏
also...why -0%? 🤔
((Come thirst with me in my inbox.))
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bpdram · 6 years
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huge vent
I need to get this off my chest before I try to kill myself or try to do something bad
I'm so stressed lately firstly because of school, everything is bad rn, we're having exams and I'm failing on them, i barely go to classes and that's fucked up,
I'm also having problems with my body because my grandma keeps saying that im chubby and like, it kinda kills me inside?? I KNOW that I'm chubby and I'm not happy with my body type either but there's nothing I can do about it it makes me sad. I don't even have a selfsteem anymore cuz I feel ugly.. :/
also, me and my bfs first anniversary together was horrible. it was so fucked up that I cried all day, wanted to kill myself and cut. like while he was asleep I made a lot of plans like trying to fix his game, inviting him to play with me, idk doing things together and he. woke. up. sad. like it was our special day and it was sad. it was extremely overwhelming idk
I did him a text too but he ignored it basically and didnt made one for me and he also said that he was going to do it but uh
I'm done I don't want to vent anymore I don't wanna thing abt it i jusr wanna die
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sleepy-eyes-system · 4 years
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I feel so legitimately terrible and like im going to die. Everything feels like its collapsing in on itself and im stuck in the middle. I need a job but working makes me suicidal. We cant afford to even live rn. Maybe i should just kms and get it over with, i dont think the universe wants me to be happy anyway. Every single time im even a tiny bit happy (i.e. I don't actively want to kms) something happens to make everything slightly harder. And slightly harder = suicidal. I feel like i am under so much stress. Literally so fucking much. It feels suffocating like my chest hurts and i cant breathe. But its not important bc its jusr mental health. Its not as important bc at least im not dealing with chronic pain. I literally feel like im ready to die. Idk if thats how she feels about me, but thsts how i feel when i try to tell her anything. Just the little voice whispering "youre being a baby it could be so much worse".
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