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shiguang cosplaying as a couple at a con
Thanks for the prompt! 🦇
#shiguang dailiren#link click#時光代理人#qiao ling#lu guang#cheng xiaoshi#ask prompts#aashi doodles#I'm going to rendering hell for thisni had no idea what i was doing lmao#just throwing paint at the wall and saw what stook#ANYWAYS that vampire story must exist in link click universe since ql already did cos for it in the show#and i would gather lg is especially fond of this series bcs he can relate to the viscount and bcs unlike his current situation the viscount#did save his partner's life. so this story is a bit of an escapist fantasy for him haha#future aashi might draw some scenes from this hypothetical story bcs the story in my head#oh it checks off so many boxes#isekai into a previously read novel. op mc but consequences due to her meddling. heartbreak. romance. betrayal. mystery. dra#but also a ton of quiet moments...#lets hope future aashi can pull this one off. im rooting for them. present aashi needs to go crawl into a hole and hibernate now#vampire au
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Some tiny Chilchuck doodles cuz i dont got much rn
My spring break is almost here so if you feel like it, send me drawing requests :3
#im working on the one rq i have in my ask box right now#but its silly as hell LOL#chilchuck tims#chilchuck#dungeon meshi#my art
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#im lazy as hell#4 boxes in i lost my mind hahaha#megastar#im rewatching g1#ill draw better latee trust me#i just need to learn how to draw#hes supposed to be kissing the gun i uhhhh couldnt portray that so take my word for it#maccadam#transformers#anyways how yall nerds doing? i found my megatron figurine that survived getting ran over by a car. hes on my desk now.#anyways on the topic of g1 WTF IS WRONG WITH THESE TWO????#you ever see some shit like damn i hope you two die together#they give me secondhand cringe. head in hands i cant be near these deranged mfs#5 years ago ppl tried to pressure me away from this ship lmao#megatron#starscream#dawg im being ran through by my workload.#wanna hear another very real problem i have? so im a starscream fan since i was like 7. always a ss fan#and one time when i was a teen my mom accidentally ran over my megatron toy with her car so i begged my parents for a model kit#ss was out of stock for years so i got tc. i bought that for $24 and it was all chill#recently i was thinking i want the entire dumbass squad. all 3. i checked the price#$58??? MINIMUM???? AVG PRICE IS 70???? for HIM???#so what i need yall to do is i need a recs so i can infiltrate hasbro and character assassinate ss so bad the merch price drops back to $30#for the small cost of 20 rec letters i promise to destroy the franchise. how about it? then we can all get merch for better prices. cool!#or we can start a gofund me and raise millions so i can become an investor and tell them to lower prices from outside the club#maybe i should email the board. some shit like hey i was planning on having kids but i cant if the toys cost as much as the hospital bill#can you lower the prices so i can buy my future kids toys so i can indoctrinate them like my dad indoctrinated me to become a lifelong fan#sincerely. two generations of TF fans (your franchise isnt that old yet and i hope my kids can afford to be the third gen)
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one day i'll post my fic and you can finally witness this monster of a playlist that fuels my insanity
#but for now. i write notes about electrical service box grounding (suffering)#im literally motivated to get Ahead with my courseload so i can write + draw im going insane not being able to do anything creatively#it was a mistake signing on for 5 self-driven courses in a semester btw. just in case anyone was wondering.#if youre considering it that's the devil speaking#or your business partner who wants you to be able to work sooner i suppose#anyway the dennis playlist i have posted in the past is a decoy this is the real one#i refuse to have overlap and i prioritize this one lol#i have a super secret charden playlist that i can't have overlap with too but thats not important.#i dont think anybody will see That one....... its for me........#north dakota fic playlist is crazy because i'm like holy shit this song is perfect what the hell (wrote the fic)#my brain and music have a symbiotic relationship in that i am inspired by songs and then the direction the fic takes also opens up new musi#considering a minor rewrite bc i like the picture painted by a song if i match up with lyrics#also lowkey highkey how vicky works as well i iron out details while sorting thru music#it usually helps to inspire me and broaden my ambitions a little more than i would normally go for#i think north dakota fic has spun into this big web rather than this very focused thesis Because i've got songs about multiple relationship#ie. thinking about mandy and dennis' arrangement. boundaries and feelings (not romantic or sexual. something else.)#it's precisely because of their history that dennis is distant and gives her more space than is necessary in every possible way#it's not out of respect for her or this odd sort of truce they have for their kid's sake#it's like. if i let you any closer i'm going to run. but god do i wish i could. when you Already know so much. it'd be so easy.#dennis enjoys domesticity. so he can't enjoy anything about being here. he's punishing himself and he's here for his son Only#sleeping on the couch or in a hotel instead of in the bedroom because he could get comfortable sleeping with mandy#they cant afford a bigger apartment and she's fine with it. he knows this. but Fuck No.#dennis' weakness... sleeping With someone. (no i will Never stop thinking about maureen spooning him in the 6x02 script. fucking lorddd)#he craves casual intimacy with her in the same way he craves it with mac. and he could. but she knows him. (he could Let her know him.)#and she sees this in him and Offers freely. offers him help. offers the bare minimum. and he can't have that. it's compassion. it's pity.#it's her seeing someone who is desperate to break open the shell that encases him but knowing it'd do horrible things if she did it for him#it's not even a matter of pride. it's about relinquishing control. he's So out of his element and has no hope of finding a foothold here#this is a charden fic btw. this is a charden fic where mandy is his partner. in this bizarre queerplatonic lavender marriage ass way#she's literally just his friend. dennis doesn't have any of those.#i thoroughly enjoy like. the contrast of her to mac and charlie and also the simple fact that dennis is insane
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Desi... imagine the sounds Giyuu makes when you nibble his inner thighs...
Let me tell you about the unholy sound I let out when I read this ask-
Masterlist
You stopped mid-nibble at the sound which escaped Giyuu, your eyes snapping to meet his - only, his face was covered by his hands, his ears betraying a bright red blush.
You pulled back a little, letting go of his thigh, “Giyuu?”
He remained silent, his heavy breathing all you could hear.
It only made you long for that sound again. “Want me to stop?” you asked breathlessly, kissing the spot you were on before.
Your lover shook his head, still unable to face you. This made you frown a little and you reached up to stroke his pretty cock, which was already dripping with pre-cum, eliciting a shudder from him - yet still no sound came, nor did he uncover himself.
One hand working his length, your other hand stroking his thigh gently, you opened your mouth to continue marking it.
Giyuu tore his hands from his face to grip at the futon, an sinful mix between an airy whimper and a whine echoing in the room, making you grin and bite him a little rougher.
He did not tell you to stop either.

dividers made by the amazing @/benkeibear
#i whined#thats what i did when i read this#i fucking whined#desi's moots time uwu#desi's ask box#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#tomioka giyuu#giyuu x reader#fucking hell now im wet fuck you#dom!reader#dom reader#sub character#kakushino
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dare i say shadow!roach with ur gravesroach thoughts?
omg I was literally just thinking of this hdjshfjiwid you have no idea how excited I was to see you say this, Santi!! This could be SUCH an interesting sub plot
I'm just thinking of the aftermath of Roach's almost death where he's picked up by Shadows and specifically being looked after by Graves
I understand Graves is a cocky backstabber, but his relationship with his Shadows genuinely does seem pretty wholesome, I can imagine if he got a new recruit he'd be a very attentive mentor ( I rewatched the scene in MWII where Graves keeps calling out to his downed Shadows and urging Shepherd to send backup for them, like he def cares for his men)
I was also thinking of having Graves be the one to teach Roach ASL because oof think of that extra internal conflict when Roach has to choose between helping the 141 and staying loyal to SC and specifically the man who helped him adapt to military life post-injury ughhhh
Literally, any Roach-centric pairing has me in a chokehold. Angst for days, I love it.
I feel like this could go either two ways:
Graves genuinely does care for Roach's wellbeing (as seen in canon with his actual shadows) and develops a close bond while helping Roach recover from his injuries (could lead to some interesting dynamics between Graves, the 141, and Shepherd)
or, Graves is fully on board with Shepherd's plan to use Roach as leverage against the 141 and only pretends to form a bond with him (just more trauma for Roach lol poor guy)
either way, they'd lead to some good conflict
and if you factor in the whole GhostRoach focus of this AU, I think adding a GravesRoach sub plot would be extra juicy (think of Ghost's reaction when he finds out Roach is alive and all personal with the commander of SC)
#i mapped out majority of the plot prior to mwiii so now im just debating on the whole 'graves canonically turning on shepherd' thing#& whether or not that dynamic between those two should be tweaked in this au#past!ghostroach with ambiguous present gravesroach?? all while ghost has to watch??#i wanna take a huge bite out of this idea ty santi ahhhh#shadow!roach au#i could see this making ghost sad as hell lmaooo & the internal battle for roach would be so mmm#gary roach sanderson#simon ghost riley#phillip graves#call of duty#cod#mw2#ghostroach#gravesroach#modern warfare 2#box of words#box of asks#box of posts#tfw your war buddy that u had a homoerotic maybe relationship with dies protecting u on a mission#and then years later you find him all cozy with the leader of the traitorous militia that tried to kill you and your teammates#id be livid lmao
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luwin and osha aren’t perfect but they are adults and despite the Everything happening around them, they very much prioritize bran over their own desires, and even their own needs (luwin swears an OATH to serve a CASTLE not a family but he pretty flagrantly covers up the boys escape to protect them - because he loves them!!), and at the end of the day, having an imperfect guardian that loves you is so much better than the horror show characters like sansa, arya, dany, even arguably jon & theon get. and luwin & osha are very good complements to each other - where luwin disregards the magical, osha is careful to acknowledge its power and ability. but very similar to willem darry, or even theon’s life as a hostage, bran is suddenly and kind of arbitrarily ripped away - at least from the child’s point of view. one minute, you’re living a life that is difficult but has love in it. and the next, completely out of your control, your stability is gone, your home is gone, the love you existed within is gone. and all bran has is two teenagers, equally unprepared for the magical journey ahead of them, and poor hodor.
#WOW IM SAD ABOIT HODOR NOW AVTIALLU#NAN IS GONE AND HE GOES WITH BRAN AND HES LOSING CONTROL OF HIS MIND AND BODY#AND THERES NOTHING HE CAN DO TO STOP IT#GOD#WHAT THE HELL#getting on my soap box
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God. What if Pandora didn’t want to open the box. What if she was manipulated, her hands tied to and guided by strings she couldn’t shake off. What if when she released the horrors out into the world, Hope chose to stay with her, in the box. What if Pandora couldn’t rid herself of that guilt. What if Hope couldn’t convince her that not all was lost, and that she wasn’t responsible for the strings around her hands. That she wasn’t a monster.
What if Pandora and Hope found a way to trap everything in the box again. What if Pandora couldn’t do it. What if she didn’t want anyone else to feel the guilt she did. What if she thought that trapping the horrors in the box would just doom everyone into the same cycle. What if she felt she had to break it by bearing the suffering of everyone else. What if Hope tried to convince her that it could be better. What if she wouldn’t save herself. What if Hope had to kill Pandora for a chance to save everyone, including her. What if they both were sealed in the box. What if no one ever knew what happened to them. What if their last words to the world and to each other were “I love you.”
What if the world ending was never Pandora’s fault, but in her guilt and grief she blamed herself for it, and the Hope that voluntarily stayed by her side had to take her life to save it.
What if?
#ive been sorta rotating this around my brain the past week or so.#yeah.#anyways.#i will NEVER be over this#i just. once saw someone refer to martin as the ‘humanity that they’re saving and will save them’ or something along those lines#and well. hope and humanity are kinda the same thing arent they?#hell i think in some versions of the myth hope is actually referred to as humanity#and this just started rattling around my head#but i can’t quite get the words right#im going to post it anyway. because better to have written down something than nothing at all.#but i can’t quite get the words right.#it has however also made me realize that jumanji is also pandoras box#which is kinda funny#the magnus archives#mag 200#pandoras box#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#i guess now that ive processed it for a week or so. its time to listen to the post-season content and start the magnus protocol.#actually it may have been two weeks. i don’t remember when exactly i finished it.#anyway.#its late i need sleep.#tma#the magnus archives spoilers#tma spoilers#tma s5 spoilers#tma finale spoilers#how to tag this so that anyone listening for the first time does not see………
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i love crazy contrasting 1p2p in every way(not every way). so i always subconsciously have 2P rusame be friends. unlikely friends etc. in whatever weird school au theyre friends. meri was probably bullied until he started hissing at other kids or something while rus2 was just like huhh okay yeah okay what fine. rus2 found him in a broom closet and it was as awkward as it sounds. in the weird stuckin1Pcoldwar au i have theyre friends also in the torturous existence. 1P rusame is too weird life is too short lets tomodachi✌️
#in comparison 1p rusame would be school insane psychological games social competition nerds MID OFF#2ptalia#i like the jp fanart where 2p ame is pitiful and gloomy. its cute#a little wannabe edgy but spare him he was left in the rain in a cardboard box when he was 2 years old.#i keep imagining a gay school au sorry. im gonna say shit now#rus2 is blunt and kind of. bad at reading signals. accidentally drags him and meri into karaoke with ame(enigmatic popular kid)#meri is like fuck my life... but he has a killer bitch face so people are like uwaa scary... hes brooding...#rus2 is like ah sorry i forgot you never had a normal teen friendship and clung onto (nada) all the time#meri is always coping like these people... dont get it... hes half right#they go to karaoke and ame sings really off key#actually i have a common daydream where ame's elusiveness is really funny to meri#he's like hahahaha what the hell that kids crazy ahahaha. like laughing at a cartoon#and then somehow he keeps being approached by ame (slow trying to step away) hes like noo... i dont actually wanna get close to u at all...#meri and rus2 probably play observers theyre quiet kids who go hmm im nooticing!#observing 1p rusames weirdship that everybody can see but they don't think anyone notices their crazyship#and rus2 is like oh two people talking and interacting alot. theyre friends. its just like a rivalry thing yeah?#while meri is like fuckkk the fucking golden boy is talking to us when ame talks to them rus2 is like#why dont you invite (rusia) to the karaoke arent you two friends#(ame mania face turns around)#okay thats all i got bye
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somewhere on this blog there is a post that goes something like "what if i just start identifying as nonbinary and don't tell anyone and still go by she/her" and that needs to be marked as the day that pandora's box opened
#ik it's my blog etc etc etc but i do try to not sad post often anymore just bc after a while#it becomes a lot akjdsjkdjk#however. this is also the closest i have to an unfiltered diary. so!#idk man ik (im pretty sure) rapid onset dysphoria is a thing or something but like#edit: the most rudimentary of google searches show that this may or may not actually be what i mean but like. 20% effort went into that#the magnitude of bad i have felt in the past week is kinda wild to me#like ive been feeling stuff softly like that for a while now w/ an increase come september#for like. reasons that ik but also reasons that dont necessarily matter rn#but it's like. less a realization and more so steps of becoming more comfortable/feeling more secure#but in that security i essentially run into a brick wall#like i joke abt whatever post i made years ago but it's like#lowk this feels like what i was worried abt this happening LMAO#like this idea of things kinda actualizing in my mind for me#but the actual capability of what i can do feeling limited#like. i have no clue what transitioning would/could necessarily look like for me#but it's starting to feel very much like: whatever it is won't happen#which ik is like. bad queer mindset 1#and then i am falling to bad queer mindset 2 of like. feeling bad that this took so long#and that i didnt put together stuff. or try more. earlier.#and that i've now like. run out of time. which ik is not true so like.#the self-awareness is here! i'm also just stubborn lmao#and like idk currently i'm just in the hell of not wanting to do the middle stuff#i just want to wake up one morning and be different AKJDFKJFDKJFD#anyways! i swear im not actively trying to spiral like every day this week#just my mental constitution is weak and susceptible to demons. and also anxiety and sadness LMAO#and as me and my roommate say. it's never too early for the guilt spiral.#also the pandora's box technically opened when i was like 15 but.#we put a lid on that and then everything came back worse when i was like. idk 19/20.
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The anne of green gables brain rot is fully setting in.
#it started with my billionth#anne with an e#rewatch and now its just#im four books in#ive considered buying the boxed set of the og movies#but im broke so im requesting them at my local library#cuz libraries are sick as hell#anyways#anne of green gables#anne of avonlea#etc etc#anne shirly cuthbert#gilbert blythe#the dream ship if u will
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M’kay but listen…
Pre-school teacher Gyomei, modern AU. You’re just there to pick up a friend’s child for them. And you get an eye full of that absolute beast of a man… acting like a giant stuffed Teddy bear. Melting you.
He’s so sweet and gentle, and when you speak with him he’s just a ray of sunshine.
You go on a couple dates and he’s the perfect gentleman. Holding doors, carrying your purse, bringing you your favorite snacks, or handmade macaroni art he made since the kids wanted him to participate.
He’s got all the lines down to your favorite childhood movies and shows. He’s not afraid to sing out loud with you, dance with you, he silly.
And he’s 100% not afraid to make you sit on his face. He’s not asking after the third time you keep hovering, he’s just pulling you down and trying to suffocate himself.
Gyomei who adores body worship and using a whole can of whip cream just to make you his dessert tonight.
Gyomei who shushes and coos while prepping you for hours, stretching you out so nicely to take his enormous cock.
Who is so cautious when you two first become intimate, always checking and seeing how you’re doing and what you like. It’ll make you crazy impatient and in love all at once. How he so slowly pushes that heavy thick piece inside you and leaves you gasping for air because you feel everything.
Yeah, pre-school teacher Gyomei Himejima who has such a breeding kink he physically nearly passes out when he first cums inside. He’s so delirious on pleasure and happiness because it’s you under him and the thought of you making a baby with him is enough to have him hard again.
Who will 100% be down for apple juice after and he’s got a great selection of snacks too. Whatever wild treat you’re craving, he’s probably got.
I wanted to reach out and throw love at you, but I wasn’t sure how to go about it~♥️

You all want to stop me from writing fluff- now I'm opening that filthy af file with Gyomei fic I'm working on-
#desi's moots time uwu#desi's ask box#fuck this is hot as hell#THANKS IM EVEN WETTER THAN BEFORE NOW#gods damn it#himejima gyomei#gyomei#smut#gyomei x reader#fuck me oh lord#kakushino
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they could not have chosen ANY MORE different games to make this point
#snap chats#IM CRYING THO 1.) KIRBY AND KIRYU IN THE SAME PICTURE YIPPEEEEE#2.) I JUST SNORTED BEING REMINDED OF THE TIME I SPECIFICALLY REFERENCE KIRBY BEING ANGRIER#IN RESPONSE TO THAT ONE ASK MASU SENT ABOUT SAWASHIRO#AND HOW HE WAS PORTRAYED MORE AGGRESSIVELY IN THE STATES LIKE JAER JERLKAJ#also omg y3... hi lovr...#idc i love the Unreasoanbly Edgy USification of box art it appeals to the shadow the hedgehog lover in me#oh yeah. also. i got here in the first place cause my desperate ass WAS looking up how much itd cost to buy physical discs#and i stumbled on the jp box art of y7 and its so fuckin funny but like i also get it but also lol#CAUSE YK ON THE ART YOUVE GOT NANBA/ARAKAWA/SAWASHIRO LIKE. SPECIFICALLY FRAMED YEAH#on one hand i get it from the approach of 'oh hey you guys know these actors right check it'#and then theres also the approach of 'these three characters will cause SOME form of major conflict for ichi'#BUT ITS JSUT SO FUNNY LIKE nanba so tf are you doing there. come back here.#like at least for most of the game arakawa's suspicious but nanba chills with us for like. ok only like four chapters BUT STILL#the cover also makes me laugh cause of arakawa cause like. Perpetual Peepaw Syndrome IM SORRY HE JUST LOOKS CUTE#like pops you are not fooling anyone.. you cannot intimidate me im sorry.... ily...#funny as hell...#ok im gonna try drawing now fr bye#i hope my bitchass friend gets back to me soon i wanna play y3 on stream so bad...#i could try from my laptop but its SOOO slow. like its consistent but its like playing in slow motion#so id prefer to see if i could play it on my ps4 and then use my capture card to stream it to computer yk..#ok im rambling again BYE
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my fav freak girl
i was going to put the other alts under the cut but instead you get a link because i am NOT figuring this out again
#haunted ecosystem#apparition sketchbook#oc: lavius elyria#project: terralith#flags used: gnc. lavenian. queerfeminine.#<- basically all placeholders because i did NOT feel like digging and its difficult ok :( he does not fit in boxes well#TECHNICALLY mortis is also here. and jacie too. but im not tagging them#DO YOU GUYS SEE WHY I WANTED TO DISTINGUISH HER NOW...#she loses her main resemblance to regular lavius after the void incident.#also i swear i sWEAR she has two arms. pleading on my knees#there are so many moving parts in swapping the ref pieces around. you have to understand. it was hell#next i need to make a pfp for her (and zenith) and then im. good. imgonna do a ref for mortis probably then call it good enough.#i just wanted to participate in art fight not spend several weeks figuring out how to make a character ref#i think i may also do a ref for jacie but thats mostly because theyre. important to me.#ALSO TECHNICALLY the inspiration text should be different for pre-void but im done. i am DONE. i am not touching this anymore
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BRAINWORMS!! you got a sonicsona/main sonic oc?? for..........some reasons...
Ah yea I do!! It's this bug eyed critter by the name of Shoelace!!!
You ever seen an animal with such an unmatchable and unmistakable energy of pure confusion about its existance as the blunt headed tree snake...
I've been mulling over changing the clothes but came up dry every time cuz I just can't do character design to save my life dhdghfg
#they do need a hat though cuz they look bald as hell without it#now Im sure you only have the best of intentions with my silly!!!#shoelace the snake#the silly text box
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Magggennnttaaaa!
#before the pandemic i sold a lot of original paintings and such at conventions and shows in my area#well some locals at a gathering today kindly informed me someone has been selling copies of my plague doctor piece#and some of my mini prints and presenting them as their own same with stickers#its not only ai we gotta worry about now even the damn locals are doing this shit#i got a show in may coming around the corner and I'm thinking i might not even sell paintings and stuff anymore if this is going to happen#im a creator that loves collaboration and thinks art should be free to enjoy#if this person approached and asked if they could sell my work i wouldn't give a fuck personally provided they give me credit and or a link#back to my stuff hell if people want to print my work if they cant afford it go for it#but fuck dude you don't just claim you did all that work as if it was yours#this was disheartening news#and several other local artists found out too at this venue that their work had been turned into stickers that vendors bought off amazon#ill hop off the soap box in a minute#still scrambling to get kofi stuff set and donation links prepared#thanks for your patience everyone#im getting out of a depressive funk too with what happened at my work place#and im gonna be speaking with a legal aid rep next week#magenta is my safe word for venting
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