#im really enjoying it

[wisp-of-chaos]

Nothing will ever beat when you login to GW2 and find yourself in the middle of some random ass event and instantly get mauled and killed by some pocket raprots or some shit

[pandawithawand]

Currently watching Star Wars Rebels for the first time and thoroughly enjoying just how bad of a Jedi Ezra is. Like, my guy sucks ass and I'm so proud of him

[vlindervin7]

carmilla is so much more explicity gay than i was expecting <3

[strangedandelion]

@supervillain-penpal your posting has convinced me at last. I just started watching hannibal and it is INCREDIBLE so far

[violetscacti-art]

My new favorite thing to do in this game is to let myself get snatched up like a rat in an owl's talons

Like OOP INTO THE SKY I GO

[bloodstainedbarn]

hes just SO CUTE

[ode-on-a-grecian-butt]

my pokemon team so far in Unbound.   I just got the 6th gym badge

[kvtnisseverdeen]

listening to maroon at night in the cold and windy streets of nyc is an experience you all should try

[hideouspumpkin]

My gf and I have started watching twin peaks because ive never seen it and she was like season 1 isn't that weird wait till season 2, and I was like what do you mean S1 wasn't weird, but we watched one ep of S2 and I'm like ok I see what you meant now

[monstermemories]

lol uhh I think they might've messed up a little bit here

[noraviolence]

not me getting into a fighting game for the first time in my life because of a trans character

[femslash-omegaverse]

Detective Alpha: “Public hospitals need volunteers, especially children’s hospitals.”

Doctor Omega: “You’re a volunteer here?”

D.A: “When I can, as often as possible.”

D.O: “And what do you do?” She couldn’t imagine why they would need a detective in a children’s hospital.

D.A: “Small babies without their Alpha parent need scent. I mean, they won’t die without it, but help them to, you know… It helps. All I do is hold and cuddle.”

D.O: “You cuddle babies?”

D.A: “Yes, it’s relaxing.”

D.O: “It’s a baby, they can be really loud and fuzzy, why would it be relaxing?”

D.A: “For me it is, and theyʼre quiet with me.”

You Know I've Been Breaking All The Rules by ashgk - Chapter 3: Three

[james-p-sullivan]

the older i get and the closer i am to reaching 30, the more the people around me try to deny me my age. it’s a constant ‘oh you’re just turning 29 again teehee 🤭’ or ‘dont tell your SO that, he’ll leave you for a younger model 😉’ and i just???? hate it?????????

i spent my entire teenaged years fighting for my life. i crawled through the deepest pits of my depression to cling to the promise of a life beyond that pain. i was so convinced that i was going to die young, that i would never see the grace of my age starting with a 2, let alone 3.

so im going to turn 30, and there’s not a damn thing anyone can do to stop me from loving it.

[catmask]

does anyone have like an anti aesthetic. like something you look at and can recognize as a complete fashion/interior design/artistic movement and understand it but it makes you shudder seeing it. i am not talking like “its morally bad” “its poorly structured” like just sheerly devoid of joy for you actually invites a repulse response.

[autumn-may]

Mostly spoiler free summary of my viewing experience

[inkskinned]

the thing is that they're so fascinated by sex, they love sex, they can't imagine a world without sex - they need sex to sell things, they need sex to be part of their personality, they need sex to prove their power - but they hate sex. they are disgusted by it.

sex is the only thing that holds their attention, and it is also the thing that can never be discussed directly.

you can't tell a child the normal names for parts of their body, that's sexual in nature, because the body isn't a body, it's a vessel of sex. it doesn't matter that it's been proven in studies (over and over) that kids need to know the names of their genitals; that they internalize sexual shame at a very young age and know it's 'dirty' to have a body; that it overwhelmingly protects children for them to have the correct words to communicate with. what matters is that they're sexual organs. what matters is that it freaks them out to think about kids having body parts - which only exist in the context of sex.

it's gross to talk about a period or how to check for cancer in a testicle or breast. that is nasty, illicit. there will be no pain meds for harsh medical procedures, just because they feature a cervix.

but they will put out an ad of you scantily-clad. you will sell their cars for them, because you have abs, a body. you will drip sex. you will ooze it, like a goo. like you were put on this planet to secrete wealth into their open palms.

they will hit you with that same palm. it will be disgusting that you like leather or leashes, but they will put their movie characters in leather and latex. it will be wrong of you to want sexual freedom, but they will mark their success in the number of people they bed.

they will crow that it's inappropriate for children so there will be no lessons on how to properly apply a condom, even to teens. it's teaching them the wrong things. no lessons on the diversity of sexual organ growth, none on how to obtain consent properly, none on how to recognize when you feel unsafe in your body. if you are a teenager, you have probably already been sexualized at some point in your life. you will have seen someone also-your-age who is splashed across a tv screen or a magazine or married to someone three times your age. you will watch people pull their hair into pigtails so they look like you. so that they can be sexy because of youth. one of the most common pornography searches involves newly-18 young women. girls. the words "barely legal," a hiss of glass sand over your skin.

barely legal. there are bills in place that will not allow people to feel safe in their own bodies. there are people working so hard to punish any person for having sex in a way that isn't god-fearing and submissive. heteronormative. the sex has to be at their feet, on your knees, your eyes wet. when was the first time you saw another person crying in pornography and thought - okay but for real. she looks super unhappy. later, when you are unhappy, you will close your eyes and ignore the feeling and act the role you have been taught to keep playing. they will punish the sex workers, remove the places they can practice their trade safely. they will then make casual jokes about how they sexually harass their nanny.

and they love sex but they hate that you're having sex. you need to have their ornamental, perfunctory, dispassionate sex. so you can't kiss your girlfriend in the bible belt because it is gross to have sex with someone of the same gender. so you can't get your tubes tied in new england because you might change your mind. so you can't admit you were sexually assaulted because real men don't get hurt, you should be grateful. you cannot handle your own body, you cannot handle the risks involved, let other people decide that for you. you aren't ready yet.

but they need you to have sex because you need to have kids. at 15, you are old enough to parent. you are not old enough to hear the word fuck too many times on television.

they are horrified by sex and they never stop talking about it, thinking about it, making everything unnecessarily preverted. the saying - a thief thinks everyone steals. they stand up at their podiums and they look out at the crowd and they sign a bill into place that makes sexwork even more unsafe and they stand up and smile and sign a bill that makes gender-affirming care illegal and they get up and they shrug their shoulders and write don't say gay and they get up, and they make the world about sex, but this horrible, plastic vision of it that they have. this wretched, emotionless thing that holds so much weight it's staggering. they put their whole spine behind it and they push and they say it's normal!

this horrible world they live in. disgusted and also obsessed.