#im teetering...........
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Its so hard to get to sleep lately because i an dreading so much in the near future like i dont want to end my game for the day cause it just moves me closer to shit i don't want to live through.
#im teetering...........#I fucking want to move far away so anything anyone else does doesn't affect my everyday life anymore#sick to fucking death of shit changing and i have NO CONTROL IN MY LIFE#I am just an element of everyone elses life#I feel like i cant do anything i actually want to with myself#i don't have the space or the respect or the money or the ability or the right mind or the strength here#No one has ever given me an inch to grow and spread out#I cannot stand this feeling anymore of ending everything feeling like the only agency i actually have#I can't even control when i wake up in the morning because shes so fucking insanely loud#Tomorrow she will wake me hp at 8am again and i will still be here up until 3am bevause i am so miserable.
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"She's been like a mother to me for most of my life."
"You were... like... like a... mother..."
No Man's Land TPB 4 // Batgirl (2000) #25
#cassandra cain#bruce wayne#leslie thompkins#barbara gordon#GUYS IM LOSING MY MIND AHHHEAFBDJKVSB#the fact that bruce-leslie is probably the first mother-child relationship cass saw up close#and by calling back to bruce's wording she's modelling her + babs after that...#the way motherhood is teetering on this balance between understanding and not understanding#bruce-leslie and babs-cass parallels oh im ill (i'm sure someone has already pointed this out but it's just AWIFBKDB)#guys read no man's land it's so good
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it bugs me when people treat lan wangji like a generic yaoi seme (i.e. filthy rich, selfish, arrogantly dismissive and unsatisfied, lords his position over those weaker or poorer, near-universal advantages over others, etc.
lan wangji IS way more privileged than wei wuxian, but lan xichen and the lan elders have FAR more power, control, and political advantage over him. lan wangji single-handedly physically fought 33 members of his own family to protect the man he loved, and they whipped him to near death for it. they forcibly imprisoned ("secluded") him and took advantage of his bedridden state to join the other clans in ambushing and assassinating wei wuxian.
my point is, he's not a stereotypical arrogant jerk with unending influence over others. if anything, being a dom top in bed isn't an expression of power for lan wangji, but an expression of freedom. he can be true to himself, his love, and his desires without being held back by his family and society's politics.
#lan wangji#mo dao zu shi#wangxian#when ppl who haven't actually read mdzs make these assumptions im like ugh. annoying but understandable misconception#but ppl who HAVE read the book? unacceptable. IF U DONT LIKE LAN WANGJI I DO NAWWWWT TRUST U#YES HES UPPER CLASS & PRIVILEGED AS TO BE SO RESPECTED PPL DONT PUBLICLY CALL HIM OUT WHEN HES RUDE#BUT HE IS NOT YOUR SCUM GONG EMPEROR CEO AAAHH HES A MALE SUBVERSION OF THE JADE MAIDEN TROPE LET HIM OUT#also this post teeters into reversing wx discourse which... respectfully i prefer not to reverse them bc of things like this.#if u ask me lwj's repression doesn't inherently mean he needs to take it up the ass. but whatever. fandom will do as fandom wants#keri chats#mdzs#danmei
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Y’know Another Great Song Not on The Album? “Good Ol’ fashioned Wedding”!
You guys LOVED The Last Beetjuice video post, so it’s only Fair That I share Another One!
#beetlejuice#beetlejuice the musical#beetlejuice musical#beetlejuice broadway#beetlejuice post#bjtm#bjtmtmtm#alex brightman#lydia deetz#elizabeth teeter#seriously wasn’t expecting my post to get that much attention#thank you sm#for the support#im happy to share more clips and songs#i love doing it#and you guys clearly enjoy it!#anyways#its 2am#do Goodnight for now
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Hi Sci! I hope everything is going well! I was wondering if you have any rare pair ships that you would like to see more content of?
my rare pair whomst i would die for actually but also would love for them to live in blissful polyamory with misty and jess - husbands for hire
colossuspool also please
oh! and taskpool yes please and thank you
bobpool is hilarious and i want to see more of it but only as a jokey joke. i think it's so. so funny.
god. most deadpool ships i'd put in rarepair territory. i'd even say loganpool is a rarepair. i don't see a lot of sincere loganpool shippers. but i really like it. i think they hate fuck on their birthdays. every year.
#sci speaks#i think cablepool and spideytorch both teeter into rare pair territory but they're honestly the big ones. i can't complain too much.#they have enough content. way more than i've ever consumed.#i want marvel to give me more cablepool. but they do me so dirty all the time#freaky of me also but i really like spideycablepool but im like the only one here. lifting these heavy men on my back.
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why does stress make you worse at doing things. this is exactly when i need to lock in????
#one too many things got added to my plate and now i feel like im gonna die if i attempt any of them#like cmon i should be able to at least do the regular things???#i even told myself i'm only doing regular things today and yet#fmsbllll#im sick of teetering on the edge of burnout at all times i want to be BETTER already!!!! i have shit to get done!!!#dflkoigjigj;afihgj;dlkremwl;rtwaqgtjlorihjklsdgbmnvujrgnkxfjdgasefvkaldjfbglkdarhgnaldjgnledragjkhfkjlnrasdfjgnlksjlghnlisjugnlsajdfnsdkjgf#ok. normal now. i'm gonna go do my lesson plan now. i am. img onna do it. now. now. now. now#silver.chat
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girl costume rough portraits (context)
#persona 4#naoto shirogane#i feel like im teetering on the edge of a p4 evil hyperfixation resurgence......
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please elaborate on yuuta being the best to keep your relationship a secret, i would think he's the worst bc of how insane he is
“because of how insane he is” being a normal sentence in the context of talking about yuuta is always gonna send me i love the collective acceptance that he’s off his rocker 😭
okay in my last ranking i said worst toge > nobara > megumi > yuuji/nanami > satoru > yuuta best, but i would like to revise my statement and say that megumi is either worse or equal to nobara, and that yuuji is actually slightly better than nanami
yuuta known liar wannabe actor could probably plan a coup in his sleep okkotsu………………. he was genetically blessed with huge hollow eyes and an off-putting shaky demeanor and that was natural selection, he has a biological advantage and he knows how to use it. also something something possession and he kinda likes having you to himself at least for a little bit, something something there are hearts in his eyes whenever someone breathes the first syllable of your name anyway so nobody ever feels the need to ask him to begin with. they know he’s weird and in love when it comes to you
satoru learns to shutup solely because there’s a small (large) part of him that’s scared of you and it kinda turns him on, so when you threaten him and make him promise to keep your relationship to himself, at least at first, that mix of fear and pleasure and the threat of pain makes his brain kinda mushy so he just nods and obeys whatever you ask of him. there’s also the praise keeping him at bay—whenever he’s about to let something slip and then he catches himself he’s sure to tell you, sure to reap your praises about how he was so good to not run his mouth. it’s a surprisingly effective (even if you don’t know the true effects you have on him). unfortunately, for him, there’s a time limit on how long he can keep something to himself, and he does end up blabbing about it but it’s okay because he makes it up with lots of kisses and begging you to forgive him and probably a new car even though it’s really not that deep
yuuji can lie. he’s not always the best at it, but that’s balanced out by natural charm, so he’s usually able to distract or spin the situation to his advantage if he is on the verge of letting his secret out. after some time though, he does come to you with his best puppy dog eyes whining about how he has to tell megumi because he loves you so much he’s going to burst if he has to keep it to himself for any longer
kento keeps a lot of things private simply by omission. he doesn’t talk about his personal life at work unless there’s good reason to, he doesn’t spill personal details to co-workers or acquaintances, and even when he’s with trusted friends, there’s a threshold of personal information he’s willing to reveal unprompted. the caveat is that if he’s asked about you, he’s bound to talk, and even if he doesn’t say anything incriminating, the mere change in his tone and obvious respect and praise for you is enough for someone to piece together that you’re special to him. and if this someone were to flat-out ask, he could never lie about you
nobara is openly crass and loud about her feelings, your secret was never safe with her to begin with. this is the price of you pulling up a chair and sitting in the audience of the performance of her life; she’s made space for you, so it will be known. also bragging rights over megumi and yuuji if they’re single and she’s not
nobody is losing the idgaf wars more than megumi. on a bad day he’s maybe second to satoru, but even then it’s not for long, megumi is such a faker he cares so much about everything all the time always even when he says he doesn’t, even when he says it’s not personal, it’s a like because he would never do or engage in or talk about anything he doesn’t care about or anything that isn’t personal. and if he brings it up and says he doesn’t care, he’s lying and he’s not even a good liar. such a phony pls it’s exactly why you might think you can keep your relationship under wraps for a decent amount of time with him, but you’re quickly proven wrong. it takes one person teasing him about you for him to grumble something that alludes to you two dating, and the cat’s out of the bag from there. also, before you even get to being in a relationship, he’s so obvious about his crush on you it’s embarrassing—you might not have noticed it, but his friends and gojo definitely did
toge literally cannot talk and that doesn’t stop him from kissing and telling and being the overall loudest about you. absolutely the worst, he updates the group chat by the hour once he confesses
#anonymous#satoru is the dude that's like 💘🥰 im scared of my wife (extremely turned on) 🥰💘#so he always teeters between doing what u say out of love and fear or trying to make u mad so u wanna smack him LOL
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jon being a chronic sniffer with ygritte. and sansa being sweet smelling…….i am making connections grrm would never believe
#there’s layers here and levels within the layers. but i feel i am teetering on the edge of doing Too Much#doctor said i need twow asap or else i will die#psa for the screenshotting antis but this is not a post abt conclusive Endgame Evidence. this is to make the moots giggle bc im fun#but you wouldn’t know anything about the pure jesters soul#jonsa
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THAT ANSWER TO WHY IS HE GONE IT'S NOT ENOUGH, COKO PLEASE I NEED MOREEEEE

I was gunna be like “yall gotta look closer between the lines” but I left no lines to look between.
I LEFT FUCKING REVIENES! CAVERNS OF NOTHINH AHSHAHAHJAJAHSHAHAHA AAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAAAAAAAA
#asks and replies#IM DYYYIKNNNNNNNGGGGGG#essentially the girls messing with mystics and family ninpo kinda set Donnie’s mental state back a few million steps#dude was like a bomb teetering on the edge of a needle
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shocking: dood "creaturefeaster" lestab has a twinkle of motivation. will they finally work on something? nobody can say for sure
#im teetering on the idea of opening up the cq blog soon#and having its format a little different#a little more what I'm good at (post-askblog style format#rather than full comic style which always gets too overwhelming)#i dont want to get people too excited because it could be a fleeting moment#but im feeling Something and I am Restless#also it could be a celebration#i am at 999 followers on this blog right now. exciting...
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if i get like seriously actually for real really into weezer im gonna need you all to forgive me
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ITS MY 21ST BIRTHDAY 🎉 🎂

#can’t believe I’m finally 21#beetlejuice#beetlejuice musical#beetlejuice the musical#“wake me when im 21 🎵“#lyrics#alex brightman#elizabeth teeter#birthday#my birthday#i’m 21 now
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I'm curious, for Bon Clay, when you read the manga do you do perfer the Japanese word "Okama" or the viz english translation of "Oh Come My Way"?
For those who aren't familiar, "Okama" is Japanese slang for homosexual, cross-dressing men

#one piece#i left vizs oh come my way alone in the manga but ive been teetering for a while if i should just put okama instead#im trying to keep as few japanese words in as i can but i dunno!#this is bit of a special situation esp since it comes up later on#if i do switch to okama then ill just slap a translators note and continue on#tzp#polls
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saltburn maze scene save me,,,save me saltburn maze scene,,,
casually dropping my saltburn playlist here 💜💜
#im still teetering between thinking this is an amazing movie and thinking is it not enough to see a beautiful face huge?#idk it compels me tho#i keep coming back to the bisexual color palette but i think it’s fitting for this piece at least#saltburn#fanart#felix catton#oliver quick#cattonquick#my art
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Look, Jiang Cheng admitting to his sacrifice would be so cathartic (in my Genshin Impact crossover I mean). Because he can. He's in a different world, alone, no one knows who he is, the world he came from, and most importantly, no one knows who Wei Wuxian is. No one can tell him, tell anyone from his world. But Jiang Cheng, he can free himself from this burden, just a little bit.
#specifically thinking of diluc and zhongli#diluc because so far he's the one jc is the closest with and diluc really likes him as a person#and zhongli because (while their relationship barely teetering on friends) he *will* remember jc's sacrifice. always and forever.#it would be a little bit poetic i think. that no one from jc's world would know but someone in an entirely new world would always know#mdzs#jiang cheng#genshin impact#chengluc#chengli#?? idk man im making up their shipnames as i go#diluc would be also interesting cause of his whole relationship with kaeya#solidarity my dudes#genshin x mdzs
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