#im weak for long haired dude

[renaoriflamme]

Antoine de Sade

my meow meow, also if any of u guys go to Comifuro 16 @ ICE BSD on tomorrow or sunday(6-7 may) drop your booth number, on day one i will be walking and giving this print to my friends, i will be @ G17-18 on d2 tho! (also ill be cosplaying Ame from needy streamer overload)

[beamtori]

𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭

implied fwb!ji changmin x afab!reader

1.9k words, smut (minors dni), piv sex, porn w/o plot, switch dynamics but changmin leans dom, so much dirty talk 💀, biting hard enough to draw blood, edging, kissing, swearing, overstimulation (f. receiving), fingering/cumplay, pet names (baby, sweetheart, hot stuff, good girl, etc.), aftercare is dinner lol, unprotected sex (wrap it before u tap it bro), low-key manhandling, it's kinda just... filth tbh (im on my period, sue me), CHANGMINS A LITTLE SHIT

a/n: this is the most self-insert i have ever self-inserted :l if it's awful, blame the brainrot!

"This has got to be a world record."

You rolled your eyes as you walked into his apartment, pointedly ignoring the smug smirk on his face and the arms exposed by sleeves rolled to his shoulders. "Do you want to get laid or not?"

Ji Changmin closed his front door, tongue poking his cheek, but it did nothing to conceal his smile. He leaned back and crossed his arms over his chest. "How many red lights did you run?"

Heat rose to your neck and you scowled. "I'm literally going to walk out the door right now."

"Try me, sweetheart."

So maybe you had dropped everything to get here when he sent you that blatantly obvious thirst trap photo, but you were thirsty; what could you say? It was a fucking shame he knew your weakness.

"Aww," he cooed, taking the few steps to meet you. He gently grabbed your chin in one hand and jutted his bottom lip outward. "Don't pout, baby. You know it'll only make me wanna kiss you."

You licked your bottom lip. "I get to draw blood, then we'll call it even."

There was a gleam in his eyes, the one that first got you addicted to falling into this man's bed. "Whatever you want, sweetheart."

This was what you meant by drawing blood.

Changmin's moans filled the room, his breathless, desperate "ah, ah, ah"s would engrave themselves into your flesh like you nipped at the skin on his neck. You could taste the iron in your mouth, dark and sticky, red staining your teeth and your lips as you kissed and lapped at the wound. Each bite would bloom his favorite shade of purple by morning. Your forearms braced against the bed sheets on either side of his head, your knees growing sore from the steady rocking of your hips.

Flesh stuck to flesh, his hands grappled at your body to hold on for dear fucking life as you rode his cock and marked his pretty canvas of a body for your own. Sweat glistened, further highlighted by the warm glow of the lamp on the nightstand.

"Baby, baby, baby—" he babbled as his hand buried itself in your hair to pull you out from his neck, "—tight. Oh fucking hell, you're tight. C'mere."

He caught your kiss, his blood smearing across his own lips. You licked him clean as always, humming against him as he spoke through the earnestness.

You suddenly pulled away from him and braced your hands on his pecs. The view from this angle was enough to make you clench: Changmin splayed beneath you, lips and neck bruised appropriately, a dazed glaze over his dark eyes, sweat making his skin shine. "Oh, look at you," you purred, giving him an indulgent roll of your hips.

Changmin gritted his teeth, hand clutching your thigh and inching higher. "You don't move, sweetheart, and I'll move for you," he smiled thinly and backed his statement up with a firm spank of your ass.

You lurched forward in surprise; his chuckle filled the room.

"I have power, too, you know."

"Okay, hot stuff," you huffed, brushing your hair from your eyes. "You realize you could have flipped us over a long time ago, right?"

A smirk-like grin curled onto his lips, devilish and enough to make you squeeze around him again. "I know. But you looked like you were having fun up there, princess. Plus, your tits look so good like this."

You rolled your eyes. "You're such a dude."

"Yn, I sent you a thirst trap to get you into bed with me like, an hour ago; now you're calling me a dude?"

You sighed, sitting upright, warming his cock. "True."

"Baby. Sweetcheeks. Apple of my eye—"

"Hm?"

"As much as I love that you're just sitting on my cock like your throne," he drawled, "I wanna make you cum as many times as you ran red lights."

"I didn't run any red lights—"

You squealed, your world twisting and your back hitting the sheets. Changmin grinned from over you, one large hand palming your right boob.

You were breathless. He leaned down to devour your mouth. A trail of spit clung between your lips when he pulled away for a second. "So what you're saying is you want me to edge you?" He husked, tongue swiping along his bottom lip, his eyes shining with a dark glimmer.

Genuine fear spiked through your heart. "Ji Changmin, I swear to god—"

He gave one powerful thrust, and you clung onto him as your swear melted into a whine. "The government name? Only good girls get to cum, Yn-ie. Be a good girl, hm, and moan for me."

You dug your fingernails into his back as he drove his cock into you so hard you could see stars circling. He swallowed all of the pretty, desperate noises coming out of your mouth with his own. You arched your front into him, hips lifting slightly to meet him until his hip bone smashed against you.

"That's it," he grunted, kissing you as your high approached and his thumb grounded into your puffed up clit. "Take my cock so well; fuck—me—"

You were so close, and you nodded to what he said—nodded so desperately as you dragged your nails down his back and chased that high like a fucking dog—

Everything stopped.

"You want dinner?"

He was leaning over you to grab his phone off the nightstand, the light making the sweat dripping down his chest glisten like liquid pearl. His cock was still inside you, but you could feel the impending tightening of your orgasm slowly deflating.

Your blood pressure spiked. "What the fuck, Changmin?"

He tried to hide his smile. Tried. He sat over you as he opened a food delivery app and showed you the screen. "They've got that new Hawaiian restaurant and that fried chicken place you like."

"You are such an asshole." You draped your arm over your eyes, pussy clenching around him as if that alone could get you back to bliss.

You felt him shift, and then he was laughing fondly, removing the arm from over your eyes and pressing kisses to your face. "Aw, I'm sorry, sweetheart. I know you were close; just wanted to tease you a little bit."

You glared. "You're fucking evil."

He grinned. "Clearly you like that." He kissed a trail from your nose down to your ear, murmuring, "Like calls to like."

You bit your lip and tried to ignore the butterflies in your stomach. "Please, can I cum?" You didn't know where it came from, but you knew he wouldn't resist the pleading, because as he had said, like called to like.

A kiss right below your ear. "Well, aren't you sweet when you're desperate? Whatever you want, baby."

You sighed as he brought his lips back up to yours—thank fuck. One of his hands curled lightly around the side of your neck, the other wrapping around your right thigh to hike your leg up. His cock dragged through you at a slightly different angle, and you squirmed, hands clinging onto his shoulders and back.

"You wanna cum, baby? I'll give you what you want."

He groaned into your neck, teeth nipping at the skin there like he was grounding himself. Cock bullying into you, hand around your neck, the pressure so sweet and delicious. You were going start seeing things, your throat was losing breath as you begged for sweet, sweet fucking mercy.

Changmin suckled on the joint between neck and collarbone. "So good for me, huh?—dropped everything to see me—" He moaned into you, the sound urging you over the edge.

"Changmin," you cried out desperately. Closecloseclose, oh my god, you were close. "Changmin, baby, please. I'm so close—fuck."

Sweat dribbled down the slope of his nose as he hovered over you and continued to fuck you through until you were leaping over that cliff of pleasure—literally throwing yourself—thighs shaking in his grasp. You let out a loud whine when he didn't stop moving inside you; he was still rock hard and he locked your ankles at the base of his back to curve his cock up into you.

You clawed at him. "Fuck, fuck, fuck—"

"My good girl can give me another, can't she?" His nose nudged against yours, a sharp contrast to the obscene sound of his balls slapping against your skin and the wet squelches of his thrusts. "Came all this way just for me…"

He brought his hand away from your neck to draw brutal circles around your clit, desperate to feel you clench around him again. His eyebrows creased, coaxing another orgasm out of you as he chased his own.

"Changmin," you stammered.

"Gonna come for me?"

"Yes," your breath came out in a delirious pant, pussy deliciously overstimulated. "Gonna come, gonna come, Changmin."

You were quivering around him again, incoherent thoughts half-babbled and half-moaned. The tension in your belly was mounting faster and faster now, and you could feel Changmin's thrusts getting sloppier. The tension snapped, and you drowned in it. You cried as you clung onto Changmin's form and he stilled, emptying out ropes of warm cum into you and making you squirm again.

As you both came down from your highs, he pressed his lips to the sides of your neck, eyes closed in a blissful daze. "Fuck, I owe you dinner for that. Shit."

You shifted uncomfortably as he slowly pulled out of you. "I did bite a chunk out of your neck," you exhaled. Both yours and his eyes wandered down to where your bodies met, your folds a mess of your combined fluids.

You saw him lick his lips, eyes glued to your cunt. "Earth to Changmin," you chuckled, poking his dimple.

His eyes shot to you for a moment before he was dipping his finger into the mess, swirling the cum around and pushing it back into you.

You mewled. "Dude," you shivered as the girth of his fingers filled you.

"You did not just call me dude when I'm pushing my cum back inside you," he grinned, crawling back over you and sealing off any chance at a response by kissing you. Your hips pushed into his hand, grinding against his finger. "Mmh, greedy."

You playfully pushed him off you. "Off, Changmin."

He laughed, but obliged, pulling away and helping you sit up. He took his cum-soaked finger and stuck it in his mouth to clean it. "Okay, but for real, do you want dinner?"

You grimaced as you moved yourself onto your knees to shuffle over to him and inspect the nasty little bite you left on him. "Dinner sounds good. Whatever you want." You frowned and gave the blooming bruise an experimental poke.

Changmin hissed low under his breath while he perused the delivery app on his phone. His hair stuck up in weird places and he ran a hand through it. "Whatever I want?"

"I did a number on you," you muttered. "Lemme clean it up so it doesn't get infected."

"It's all good, sweetheart; I got it. Just sit and rest." He shoved his phone into your lap and disappeared into the bathroom before you could object. You found a comfortable position against his headboard and decided on a place you knew the both of you would like.

From the bathroom, you could hear his whistle. "I'm almost sorry I have to cover this one up," he marveled, inspecting the bite mark. "If you hadn't drawn blood, I could leave it out for people to see."

Your heart leapt. "So people know you're sleeping with a vampire?" You joked half-heartedly.

"Well, sure," he mused. But he turned his head to send you a wink. "But also so people know I'm taken."

a/n: the ending is for ME, OKAY? :')))

tbz m.list

[digenerate-trash]

So Yan!Harper is a little different because it has been heavily contributed to by several people including:

@asylumdweller | @these-bees-r18  | @pip-n-chips | @degrees-of-fuck

(and the asylum group chat)

And all others around the community!! I want to thank you all for feeding my freak obsession and im glad this has become like a group project!! 

(PS: tag your own yan head cannons pretty please. Dude a freak I love him) 

Just Harper head cannons!!!! 

SFW ones first:

Obsessed with you. Not possessive but still wants you to be focused on him.

Really into dolls especially customizing them with clothing and hair accessories. He's definitely got one of you that no one can ever touch or look at because it's very special to him. 

Speaking of Harper being crafty he's also into sewing! He's very good at tailoring things to your measurements, he has them memorized by now. It's not creepy he's just thorough. 

Has made you a custom straight jacket. 

Embroidered your name in his sleeve so he can look at it whenever he's bored. 

Absolutely was the worst child, other kids in the neighborhood feared him and that is why all the images of him as a kid are of him alone. he's also got pictures of you though. They're just hidden. 

Will gaslight you for no reason. He just likes seeing you confused and worried when you think you've missed your appointment. don't worry he'll make an exception. you're just going to have to owe him a little favor that's all (:

Will drop anything to make room for appointments with you. Will also ditch work for you as well. He would make house calls but Bailey is pretty strict about Harper being in his territory and Harper isn't prepared to fight Bailey. 

Will make you sick on purpose to keep you close by. This is either physically sick or mental (he only makes you mentally sick if he wants to keep you at the asylum) 

Harper is constantly sticking things in you so he can lick/chew on them after you leave. 

He is convinced that every action you make is playful and flirty even if you're trying to attack him. He just thinks of you as his feisty little lover and you just need a little extra attention that's all. 

When you're actually sick he's extra helpful, he prefers you like this. Weak and needy. He pets your head calls off any appointments or seeing any patients and he just sit's with you. Making sure you feel better. 

Harper takes care of all your needs. Check-ups mental health care surgery. No other doctor can touch you he's made sure of it. You also can't get a second opinion. 

Prefers using drugs/hypnotism to keep you in line. Man isn't strong and even though he could call security it's not ideal for him to get others involved in your little ‘couple fights’ 

For surgery, harper is always there for you. Before and after he's very attentive. Makes sure you know everything you need to and he's very good at making sure your recovery goes smoothly (even if it takes twice as long) 

he's always very clean even if you're a mess. He likes the dynamic of the two of you together. He likes it when people think he's out of your league because it adds to his abuse of power kink

Man has breathing issues around you. He tries to hide it. Biting his lip. Holding his breath. Just trying to control his breathing. None of it works. Man wants to huff you like a junky huffs paint.

Even if you are in a proper relationship with Harper he gets really petty and upset if you don't address him as ‘doctor’ 

don't play games with this man. He is the worst sore loser and even when he does win if you are close to beating him he's bitter about it. Might even hypnotize you to make you worse. He doesn't care if it affects other parts of your life. Competitive and petty 

Any time you punch/bite/mark this man he's enamered with the marks. They are a little present from you to him and it's not like you could ever really hurt him so he sees it more as a little lovers trophy than an attack 

NSF WORK UNDERCUT: 

will absolutely voyeur you but he is always particular about it, positions how people touch you how they act around you It is all very carefully choreographed even when he gets other people to fuck you it's all very staged and sterile in a weird way that doesn't even feel like sex lets be honest.

Prefers getting his sexual frustration out on you but likes it better when you're hypnotized. (He doesn't like to be associated with pain or discomfort unless it's for a purpose)

Has a file full of images of you naked, broken, on the verge of tears, fucked out of your mind, even ones where you're just asleep. He files them all carefully and studies them all he really wants to get ‘the perfect picture’ of you that captures everything you are. he's not even sure if it's possible but he's going to try. 

Get ready for everything you wear/eat/smell/sleep on to be covered in harper cum. Especially at the asylum where he's in charge of everything. he's got no shame and he really wants you to be accustomed to him and everything he does. 

Cockwarming at the drop of a hat. He needs to do paperwork. Guess who he's assigning as his little helper? you're too tired to get up from bed? Not a problem for Harper he can stay in bed with you. At the farm and he has a moment alone with you while he gets things ready? His pants are already off. You can't escape it. Harper loves having his dick in you at any time. 

Chugs a vial of aphrodisiacs before your appointments with him so he's the correct amount of horny for you. 

Will also feed you aphrodisiacs and then deny you any sort of stimulation until you're begging or crying. The dude really wants you to earn things from him when you're lucid so you think it's all your idea 

When you are hypnotised definitely makes you do some really nasty things for him. he's really into the idea of you being into everything he is and even encouraging him to do things to you when you're asleep/passed out. it's like getting consent but he's putting the words in your mouth and having you spit them back up for him. 

Has sex with you during surgery. And if he can't do that he at least jacks off during it. He can't help himself he really needs you. 

Man loves gaslighting you about your past sexual experiences. he's a big fan of convincing you that you're just an exhibitionist and it's normal. You just like things super rough and with a little more practice you won't be feeling so guilty about it anymore. And surprise harper is here to help!! 

Will jerk you off as therapy. If you enjoy it your making progress if you don't next time he's going to get a vibrator 

Very body-focused he's interested in pushing you to your absolute limits and making things difficult for you. Wants you unable to focus/form words/be able to move. 

Prefers it when you're squirmy during sex but not outright violent. 

Absolutely loves forcing you to cum. Not a fan of edging though. Not unless it's some kind of punishment. The dude will make you cum in your sleep during surgery when you are hypnotized, hands-free when you're fully dressed. Mans a freak for it. He also likes it when you sit on his lap or thigh while he forces you to cum. You'll get a lot of praise if you do it of your own volition. 

Harper drinks piss. At least once bro look at him.

[sugar-omi]

Imagine mc giving birth to their baby. You know, Cove is probably panicking, Baxter pretending he's okay but at some point faints and our brave Derek letting mc crush his hand with theirs lol

And also I've seen a clip of a dude who just witnessed his wife deliver their baby and, with a face full of horror, he told her, "I am SO sorry, I won't do that again. " 🤣😭

I'm just imagining one of the boys saying something like that, in my head it's so funny

omg i almost missed this!!! im so glad you brought this up bc i love thinking abt how the boys are during delivery, especially cove omg (im sorry this is such a ramble... but also not sorry bc my brain worms are dancing in happiness at these thoughts)

cove:

even though you've had months to prepare for this and cliff n kyra has given cove lots of advice, paired with a lot of "don't freak out!" (sometimes followed by something freaky that happens during pregnancy or labor...)

he's prepared for this though. as prepared as an anxious first time dad can be. i mightta said this before, but whether you have him in the room the whole time or just to come cut the cord and hold the baby, is up to you.

if you have him in the room he'll let you hold his hand and he'll be holding yours back (he doesn't notice the pain of your grip for the longest...)

he definitely does what you mentioned and apologizes for putting you thru this LOL

after you give birth, he will do everything... he'll change diapers, put them down for naps, burp, wash, everything... because after that he needs to even the balance (if it was up to him, you'd never lift a finger after that, especially if you have multiple kids via birth)

HE'S ALSO OVERLY PREPARED

delivery bag? more like BAGS. mans has double of everything, he's PETRIFIED

also he runs to any place you want and buys you food while you're in labor if it's really long

and he stays with you up until its go time, then if you want him to wait outside he will

also he faints... or at least gets weak

if you have a c-section he's alrdy freaked out bc... omg they're taking a knife to you thats scary shit

but just natural birth? he's doubly freaked out because your body can do THAT??? you're literally pushing out a whole baby and he is awed but losing his shit honestly

would be babbling praises and encouragements (both for you and himself) n you can tell him to shut up its okay bc he's gonna laugh in the end anyway, but he'll probably end up going quiet bc he's trying not to be distracting and he probably saw something he wasn't prepared for 😬

probably starts crying the closer your baby gets to being out the womb, n after they're fully out and here he's bawling and just realized it but also he's trying to comfort n check on you first so you end up laughing bc he's fretting over you as if he isnt flooding the room

baxter:

mans is NOT CALM

tries to look calm, but he just looks constipated and he looks tired honestly

he's been losing sleep this whole pregnancy bc he's afraid of being a bad father, but he's so excited and ends up staying up at night talking to your belly so he just can't win

surprisingly dropped the collared shirts and slacks

mans is stuck in t-shirts and sweatpants or jeans

his hair is a mess too

omg he's napping when you go into labor

he jumps up, mismatched socks (either he's wearing an ankle cat print sock and a knee high sock, or he's wearing one sock. its bad n i think him wearing one sock is better (worse for him but hes fineeee))

the nurses love him bc he's running in and out bringing you food and runs back to get anything he or you forgot or might need

another over packer

honestly they're all over packers who are we kidding

this is where is wedding planner job comes in handy

has backups and plan b's for everything

and even though everything is right he brings extra just to feel better

won't be in the room if you want that ofc, but he psychs himself up to be in there

he's really scared n nervous, more-so than cove actually. but he wants to support you and if you want him in there, he's there. even if you reassure him he doesn't have to be there, he wants to be

he has to sit down while he's there, his leg is shaking and he's torn between watching whatevers going on over there and watching your face for any signs which.. doesnt really make sense since labor isnt like going to the waterpark but he has a kind heart <33

spends so much time looking at the baby... cove does too but baxter spends double that time

watches the nurses and doctors like a hawk whenever they mess w the baby

will curl up next to your bed and thanks you so much for giving him such a beautiful life, this is all stuff he never thought he'd have and he's so happy

derek:

he's actually the calmest one

he has 2 siblings and even though he was young when they were born, he has lots of experience with babies and he prepared

isn't that bad of an over packer actually, just extra baby stuff and some of the best snacks

but he'll still surprise you with your favorite food or takeout

he will do anything for you during labor, remind him to just sit down and hold your hand n stfu, thats what nurses n doctors are for n he really can't help much atp, its all up to you and the nurses+doc

holds your hand even though you might be hurting him. will just wince thru it or convince you to switch hands

will keep giving encouragement and either times it perfectly so he doesn't get on your nerves or you have to kindly ask him to shut up bc you're not playing ball, it isnt helping!!!!

also pulls a cove and does a lot of the work around the house and with the baby bc that was tough work, labor and carrying the baby? you deserve it!!!

ends up talking n holding the baby a lot, is probably a little scared since theyre so little and just holds their hand or looks at them

you sometimes wake up to him mumbling stuff to the baby, abt how happy he is, how he's going to take care of you both, how much he loves them...

carries everything outta the hospital by himself (by everything he means your hand and the baby, his family is probably dragging your stuff to the car bc they're here to help n make your life a million times easier and its literally a sleepover with nico around)

anyway. i need more dad!derek hc's now, specifically uncle nico and jorge, bc that is such a big brain thought

now this applies to all the boys honestly, i didnt even think abt it until now

but he helps you walk to the bathroom and put on all the pads n underwear n stuff if you need it

i remember seeing a youtube short where the woman said her fiance or husband helped her walk to the bathroom, spray her coochie w the water spray bottle, and with the underwear stuff

so don't worry about how you look or if it's icky because you're all sore and/or stitched up or anything like that because he's not paying attention, he just wants to help you in any way possible

[pagodazz]

do you have any habit and Evan analysis to drop cause I never see people talk about them and their bond.. in my eyes habit and Evan are like a wolf and a rabbit in the way that habit has so much power, but also I feel like Evan could almost tame him.. I don’t know how to explain it and I think tumble has a limit for asks. Hope you understand what I mean.

DUDE IM SO FUCKING GLAD YOU ASKED. I have theories. I have MANY theories and thoughts about these two it makes me absolutely insane. Just like pretty much anyone else in this fandom, Evan and habit are the ones who introduced me into this series, and they were just so intriguing to me that I had to know more. Ofc my interests got stolen by a certain film student but. Evan and habit are JUST AS SPECIAL TO ME.

(The cover isn't working I'm so sorry idk what's going on 😭😭)

Now I wanna start off with what you said about Habit being a wolf and Evan being a rabbit, and I think you're VERY correct, yet I do have one thing I would like to add to this however I think it would take a VERRYY long time for Evan to "tame" habit, Habit is not something that WANTS to be tamed, he doesn't really want to be treated with gentleness. And Evan doesn't exactly want to treat habit with any gentleness or tame him at all.

The one thing about Evan is that he's the perfect toy for habit, he's the perfect one for him, his perfect fit, their souls or their lives are intertwined even if they both don't want to be.

I see their relationship more like a dog and it's favorite chew toy, the dog will bite and tug and pull, but It'll never rip it apart, and if it does, the dog will feel regret and it'll will go get it stitched back up just to go back to playing.

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Habit will however take care of this vessel, to those who think he treats it like shit???? you clearly don't understand habit at all. He needs this vessel, he wants it pristine, perfect, powerful. He will clean this body, he'll feed the body, he'll keep it in the best shape he can, all while he rots it from the inside, because no matter what, habit is a parasite taking absolutely everything from Evan.

I feel like Evan himself is alot more likely to ignore his own needs thinking it'll have some kind of damaging affect on habit, but habit will get into his head, he'll whisper in his ear about Evan needs to take care of himself, Evan needs to be strong for everyone and everything. He can't be weak, he'll be of no use to ANYONE if he's weak. Habit will tell him he'd be of no use to Vinnie if he isn't taking care of himself, and that will always get Evan going enough to do SOMETHING.

Although I think food is something that might be ruined for Evan, especially meat. He can't bite into it without being brought to tears at the idea of his teeth sinking down into human flesh again and he'll have to spit it out and scrub the taste and the blood out of his mouth. So when habit is in control, that's when he has to do the eating, habit has to be the one to nurture this body like it's his own.

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Evan is practically convinced him and habit are one, he thinks that habit is just a manifestation of his deep inner impulses the ones he'd never dream of doing but that replay in his mind over and over again. And he thinks Habit is there to force him to act on these impulses as punishment for the want he experience.

Habit however knows him and Evan aren't one and he makes sure that people know that. he could give less of a shit about the way Evan actually FEELS he just wants his body in good condition. When you're being possessed by habit, you're no longer yourself, there's NOTHING of your personality left, you are PURELY Habit. He'll change your clothes, he'll change your hair, he'll do whatever HE wants because your body is HIS. And that's exactly how it is with Evan. He owns him, Evan is BUILT for him. it's not the other way around.

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Habit will in fact feed Evan fake memories and trap him in horrific nightmares on repeat, leaving his mind weak and easy to keep in control. The more disoriented Evan is, the easier it is to take over and use his body the way he wants to.

That being said though, Habit isn't all THAT cruel to Evan, atleast earlier on the series. Earlier on he's trying to "help" him in ways. He's protective, he'll scratch at Evans brain screaming to be let out the MOMENT Evan is in danger, only to purr with delight when Evan gives in.

I take them switching in their head as like habit taking the lead in a dance, Evan is still participating, but it's not really all up to him, he's just following habits lead, taking the advice he's given. Because that's one thing Evan is REALLY good at. He's the BEST at doing what he's told. and for something like habit??? that's just how he likes it.

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I hope you enjoy these anon. I don't really view their relationship as very soft in many ways, they're nothing like Michael and Patrick, if anything habit would be offended at the assumption that he's ANYTHING like Patrick Habit is NOTHING close to human, he still doesn't feel the way Patrick does which I think makes it impossible to have true control over Evans body, because he refuses to WORK with him. Habit wants to be in full power and not share, but in order to achieve full power bro needs to share HELP.

[dragonnyy]

Heyo, could i have some poly hcs for the hatzgang? Dw im a minor thats ross and roberts age

totally anon!! been waiting for this request honestly <3

Content: gn reader, might be a lil long but i can’t add a cut or anything rn (mobile)

forgor where i got this art from but credit is written on there.

(yea i’m trying to put art on my fics now 💀)

Poly Hatzgang x Reader General HCs

You’re a transfer student to their school.

Your first day, this kid randomly seems to be walking up to you with a grin on his face.

He seemed pretty short, brown curly hair, and striped yellow and orange shirt plus a hat.

Two other dudes were following him around, which you assumed were his friends.

As he approached you, you tried greeting him, but he only seemed sarcastic during your conversation.

Then he decided to start making fun of you, trying to embarrass you and get under your skin.

You were just sitting there letting him spit insults at you, until one of the other kids following him around pushed Roy softly to the side and put a hand on your shoulder, telling you he could show you around.

He was tall with blonde curly hair, also with a hat on, and the other had a dark aesthetic to him, with a beanie on.

The tall one introduced himself as Robert, the other as Ross, and then Roy.

Ross waved and smiled softly, following you and Robert around while Roy stared in frustration.

Robert seemed nice - he showed you around and told you all the teacher’s names.

At lunch, he sat next to you along with Ross.

You noticed their friend Roy getting annoyed, so you told them they didn’t have to hang out with you.

They of course still stayed with you, talking with you and keeping you company.

A few weeks at the school and Robert and Ross were your friends. Roy was just warming up to you, but you knew he was a good kid inside.

Later on, of course, they all catch feelings for you, and ask you to join their relationship.

Now, on with hcs:

You better like metal.

I’m probably just adding this because I absolutely love metal (especially Metallica) but Ross really loves metal, and would probably hang out with the gang listening to Korn or something.

Roy tries to look neutral about it, but really he does like it.

Robert likes it too, as long as everyone’s happy he’s happy.

You all literally see each other almost every day. There’s no day you don’t ever see them.

Robert’s a big cuddler, so sometimes you will all just lay in a cuddle pile, basking in each other’s warmth as a song plays in the background, you all pretty much asleep.

You all love to play video games together too, so if you have a game console or something they all like to take turns playing different games and such.

Robert, Ross, and Roy are the most to least tolerant of PDA. Roy sees it as a weakness and likes to keep stuff private, while Ross just likes to keep things behind closed doors too. Robert isn’t overly affectionate but a quick hug is always nice.

Not much changes since you all got into a relationship except you guys are just more touchy and lovey.

Roy secretly loves it when you’re affectionate with him. He loves your cuddles and praise, but of course, Roy is Roy so he’ll almost never show it. Especially around others.

Roy’s love language is acts of service, he likes doing subtle things for you when you do something for him. Helped him beat a game? He’ll leave a small piece of chocolate in your bedroom.

Ross’ is words of affirmation. He likes to hear nice things from you, even if it’s just “Thank you.”

Robert’s is definitely physical affection. Like I said, big cuddler. Just give him one kiss on the cheek a day, please.

Like I said, Roy secretly loves those affectionate moments. He gets super flustered during them, though.

Just please don’t do it in public. It ruins his ego.

Ross just loves silent moments between you. Late night walks where you hold hands, walking in the moonlight, are the best.

Ross is definitely actually a night owl. Probably stays up really late on the weekends.

He’s almost never bothered by anything. He never gets annoyed and he’s super chill.

Robert’s more jumpy, but in a good way, like more excitable and all. He could probably go on hours rambling about anything.

He loves long hugs. Doesn’t really get embarrassed that easily either.

Robert loves letting you borrow his shirts and stuff, he loves how they smell like you when they come back.

If you have a pet, they’ll be all over it. Of course they’ll give it space if needed but they all definitely love animals.

I feel like Roy and Robert would be dog people. Ross just gives me black cat vibes.

Sleepovers all the time. Even on school days. You all go to the same school so whatever.

Ross probably tries putting makeup on you for fun.

Roy is super stubborn and won’t ask for help when needed, so you’ll probably have to give him help even when he says he doesn’t need it. Example : trying to beat a video game. He’ll thank you later, in his own way.

You all either go out to get fast food, watch Roy bully little kids, or chill st each other’s houses as dates together.

Your not really open about your relationship, I’d imagine. You don’t tell everyone but people that you trust would know.

But yeah, all loving boyfriends! Roy’s secretly soft, Ross is quiet and a lil shy, and Robert is a sweetheart <3

Maybe I’ll make more if I’ll feel up to it! Maybe I didn’t have much ideas rn but I wanted to get this done. Love them sm bro ❤️

[jakekgs]

how you get the girl, yang jungwon.

OKAY IKAY IM SORRY this took forever your girl had her a level exams (which she passed!!!) also i hit one thousand followers, that is insane thank you! tw: angst, character death (minor) and then just LOTS of fluff. this is short so sorry <3

masterlist, part one, part two, part three.

you weren’t there. jungwon had idly waited in just about every corner possible whilst doing his best to distract himself. it wasn’t working, you stood him up.

“hey, ma— oh.” heeseung’s words fell on deaf ears, his smile falling at the sight of his friend nervously fidgeting. “uhm, hey– your hair looks sick!” he attempts to cheer him up, but jungwon flashes him a weak smile.

silence envelopes the pair, heeseung’s sighs fill the air as he waits for an explanation jungwon’s antisocial behaviour.

“she’s not coming, hee.”

“she– what? but, dude, she was so excited?”

jungwon scoffs. “then where is she?” heeseung can’t reply, not for another moment or two as he watches the anger dissipate from his friends face.

“well, why is he here, then?” jungwon follows heeseung’s pointed finger and his eyes narrow.

kim sunoo had no idea of your whereabouts nor your situation, all he knew was that a party… was simply not a party if he wasn’t in attendance. so it wasn’t hard to imagine his surprise when yang jungwon, of all people, grabs him but his collar and holds him up against the nearest wall.

“yah! what are you doing!” sunoo spits, seeing the remnants of his drink all over the floor. gasps fill the air surrounding them.

“where is she?”

“what does this have to do with—!” jungwon pulls sunoo from the wall slightly just to push him back even harder. “ow!”

“your her best friend, who wasn’t actually invited, let me add.” jungwon catches his breath. “where is she? why is she doing this to me?”

typically, sunoo would’ve screamed bloody murder at a time like this, but noticing the way jungwon’s voice broke as he pleaded for answers pulled on his heartstrings.

“let’s talk outside, mm?” sunoo taps on jungwon’s hands and he lets go immediately, his head hung low. “come on.”

thanks to sunoo’s hand on his back, the pair make it outside in one piece. it’s there that the pink haired boy checks his phone and to his surprise he realises you hadn’t responded to him for hours. completely unlike you.

“here. i wouldn’t do this for just anyone but you clearly care about y/n.”

“w-what?” the red haired boy falls over his own tongue.

“oh come on, you’re not stupid yang. it’s her address, check on her, she’s been quiet and you’re not the only worried one.”

your day could not have been worse. every possible thing that went wrong, from school to home, had. arriving home after being caught in the rain, you kicked off your shoes and entered the living room to see all of your immediate family looking back at you. it didn’t take you long to figure out what had happened, your aunt had fallen sick some months ago, and you would make it your mission to visit her every sunday. not anymore.

you had fallen to your knees in a sobbing heap, but after a few hours your chest had lost its initial tightness but the world still seemed gray. as far as you were concerned, your room was no longer decorated with brightly coloured pictures, they were gray and gloomy. maybe attending the party wouldn’t be the worst idea, drinking away the grief wasn’t the best idea, but neither was suffering alone. adding fuel to fire, every possible outfit you could come up with seemed foolish, nothing seemed to make sense and it only made you cry even harder into your pillow.

it was around eleven when there was a knock on your door. curiosity made you peel up but the voices were quiet between your mother who opened the door, and whoever knocked. hearing the door close again, you fall back into your blanket.

“y-y/n?” who the—?

you quickly scrambled to your bedroom door, not bothering to wipe your tear stained cheeks, and opened it without thinking.

there he stood, with his bright red hair seeming to me the only colour you had needed or wanted to see. it was different from the blue, yes, but it didn’t surprise you that he still looked good. why was it that in such a gray world, yang jungwon was the only colourful thing? the only one who stood before you, eyes filled with concern as he took in your appearance.

“y/n, i am… so sorry.” whomever answered the door must have told him, hence his soft gaze and downturned smile.

you couldn’t respond, the words wouldn’t come out, the tears brimmed your eyes and blurred your vision.

“can i touch you?” he asks softly, your heart almost tearing in two at his question. once again the words won’t come out, so you nod and before the tears fall his arms are around you, holding your waist as you cry into his embrace.

the pair of you stay like that until you feel strong enough to pull away from the comfort of his shoulder, he joins you, sitting on the very end of your bed. few words are exchanged.

“do you want me to leave?”

your eyes fall to the way his hands are fidgeting on his lap, and instinctively you intertwined your fingers with his. he turns to you, eyes wide before he realises what’s happening and calms down.

“y/n, i, i really care about you. and i know my timing is awful but you don’t need to say anything, not right now. i just needed you to know how i feel.”

“how do you feel?” jungwon almost freezes at your response.

“i like you.” you stop drawing hearts on the back of his hand at his confession. “i hate not being around you.”

it’s quiet for a moment, maybe it meant something, that when you looked at him whilst everything else was so gray and he remained so colourful, so… jungwon. maybe it was telling the way your heart raced when you opened the door, or when he hugged you and you felt less empty.

maybe jungwon was the better half of you.

“i like you too.”

© JAKEKGS 2022

i apologise for taking so long with this, i hope it suffices <3

@byeolwonnie @yizhoutv

[lanternkiwi]

my silly little collection of michael kaiser panels (plus a little bit of ness and isagi) i saved while rereading the neo egoist league arc cause bros panels are too good

this is kinda long so buckle up cause i accidentally went from chapter 155-200 i got caught up in it 😭😭

starting off strong with the beloved kaiser impact still hate that name but this panel is too good

(chap. 162)

next is this panel from chapter 155

something about kaiser behind noa is so raw plus the emphasis on his rose tattoo. mm delicious

from chapter 156, a fan favorite 

bros on that demon time fr

chapter 157

me next tbh

its the way ness has a handkerchief on hand for him and his goofy little smile LMAOO

another fan favorite. kinda corny but like what kaiser line isn’t corny LMAOOOO also ness’ applause is so cute 

RAW. shit eating grin with the number one rank dude knows he’s the best fr

chapter 164

he just looks good here idk what yall want from me 

I AM WEAK OKAY

chapter 167

what a crazy insult LMAOO

chapter 168

NESS ??????? ness is hilarious i love him and michael fr

banger

kaiser still got his hand on ness LMAOO and the way ness is lookin at him i know what you are

this color spread is TOO good

chapter 171

do i need to say anything tbh

his hair looks so good AND HIS TATTOO AWOOGAA

chapter 173

banger team shot fr. kaiser at the front, ness as his right hand man, isagi and kunigami serving those looks, kurona adjusting his glove, and yukki taking off his jacket just WOW what a beautiful team

chapter 177

heyhowyoudoinlilmamalemmewhisperinyaear

LMAOOOO i love isagi

chapter 178

isagi’s always ends up flabbergasted around this mf

another banger for the books

chapter 180

HES SOOOO

chapter 181

his insults are so funny fr LMAO

banger after banger

chapter 182

hes such a piece of shit but i love him

and not a drop of sweat in sight i need to see him against sae NOW

chapter 185

WHAT AN ASSHOLE I LOVE HIMMM

asshole characters like him are so much fun LMAO “hes mean to isagi :((” ISAGI CAN SUCK IT UP HE PLAYED WITH BAROU HE CAN PLAY WITH KAISER

he puts the bastard in bastard münchen 

chapter 189

“shut up and focus” im sat

he just looks really good here LMAO

chapter 192

what a man what a man what a man

chapter 197

HE JUST LOOKS GOOD HERE WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM MEEE

chapter 199

kaiser with the prettiest puzzle piece real

chapter 200

NESS AND KAISER JUMPING ISAGI IS SO FOULLL

it’s truly bastard and manshine vs isagi and kurona fr 😭😭

now that we’re caught up with the manga (i fr reread the entire neo egoist league arc to get some of these LMAOO the majority i already had saved on my phone but) i hope isagi scores and humbles THE FUCK outta kaiser, as much as i love michael isagi needs this LMAOOO

anyways i love michael kaiser i just think he’s a fun little guy that adds a lot to the dynamic of bastard and the manga overall he’s an arrogant mf BUT HES MY ARROGANT MF

[striving-artist]

Ok but I'm actually curious. What do you mean they make a clear version of their paint? What's the difference between that and sealer and why would you not just use sealer?

I am SO GLAD you asked.

Kilz is a really well known, really cheap priced absolutely amazing primer that covers things that would normally take four or five coats of paint. Have you ever had sharpie on drywall and were trying to cover it white? It takes a bazillion years to cover it at all, and over time, that damn sharpie will start showing up through it. Horrific. It also stops mold from growing through. I don't know how much time you spend dealing with painting over surfaces that would rather not have paint on them, but guess what?! It's not as good as the really specific metal primers but dude, my dudes. frick a fracking Kilz.

We used to describe it like this in school, and I still describe it like this now: It stays where you put it. On your paint brush and you let it dry at all? It aint moving. On the wall? hope its where you wanted it. Spilled it on the ground without a tarp, bad day for you buddy, even if you start scrubbing now, its not going away fully if the substrate has absolutely any porosity. Got it on YOU? like, in your hair or on your skin? And it dries? You legitimately need to take off the top layer of skin. Its not going freaking anywhere. Im not kidding. You can scrub all you want, but you're not breakin down the paint, youre exfoliating. And if its your hair? absolutely not. It'll break the strand long before you get it out. Couple of my students had really tight coily hair, and I made them cover it before rolling kilz. Cause sure, you'll notice a big glob and go work on it immediately, but the little spatter dries fast and you don't notice and then you're sad.

So. that's why Kilz is amazing. But it only comes in scaldingly bright white. yes, I've tinted it down, but oof.

Other important thing you need to know. Scene painting involves a lot of faux finishes, which require clear paint so you can make glazes. Sometimes you can sneak by by just cutting the paint with water, but that doesn't work for everything. We also use clear coats to seal finished things, and especially finished floors. Good clear paint that doesnt have a really strong yellow or blue sheen is expensive, like, easily costs 100/gal and even then, its not perfect. Tends to be weak, gets air bubbles easily, goes cloudy easily. picks off pretty bad when its dry but not cured. This is Not ideal. Plus, stage rarely wants the paint to be glossy, for a long time almost no one made that at all, and even the ones that do that are at a hardware store are still in the 50-80 range. You buy it if you need it, but oof.

Kilz.

Goddamn Kilz.

All that about how strong it is? Just as strong. All that about how it sticks to anything? Just as good. It has a very slight yellow sheen to it, so you couldn't use it for close up work that has to be perfect, but most of the time you're tinting the clear anyway, so the yellow vanishes almost completely. And, that yellow sheen is less than some of the high end ones get. It takes tint. It mixes with straight paint. It can cut with water. It dries as fast as the opaque one. It covers as well as the opaque one so if you're trying to cover sharpie/stains on a not-white wall, you don't have to do 6 layers of the colored paint to hide the white -- and even then its still visible because of all those extra layers.

And. its 26/gallon. (where I am at least)

That is less than the cheap type of house paint. That is between half and a third of the cost of the other good clear paints.

This stuff is a flat out miracle product for theater and honestly, for life in general, and while I understand why non painters don't get that from the start, holllyyyyyyyy crap it is worth getting excited about.

[billkaulitzwife]

CAN YOU DO MORE HEADCANNONS ON PONYBOY???

HEY KURT AND YEA OFC!!

okay imma do sfw and nsfw bc.... well kurt ik you.

warnings!

swearing, nsfw, mention of sêx, idk what else...

Now playing: your favourite dress

rip lil peep. we (i) miss u.

SFW :))

Dates.

This man loves dates.

He'd always take you to whatever movies you'd like or anything paul mcfuckin newman😃

This kid has a death wish

Like he'll obliterate ANY soc last dares put his eyes on you

He loves when you play with his hair and pull him into kisses by the tufts of hair on his neck

Pony really likes kisses

LIKE

PLEASE KISS THIS MANS FACE

TELL HIM HES PRETTY

HE WILL MELT

He seems like if Johnny didn't die he'd be a silver guy, but after he was always gold.

luckily im my au johnny is well and alive

bobs js.

dead.

BUT

Pony is so in love with you he pushes SHERRY MCFUCKING VALENCE away

Ever since y'all got together, Soda would be really protective of not js him

but you.

like you grew on him.

ur his sibling in law

Pony felt really happy Soda and Darry accepted you so quick

You were in the gang anyways.

Pony blushes when you kiss him

Like over text this man is so bold

"Hey Y/N i miss your pretty face"

"kicking my legs"

"Y/N you shld come over my brothers arent home"

but irl hes like

too tense

he doesnt wanna like hurt you or make you uncomfortable

but he still yk made a move

When you asked him out (or he asked you) his hands were sweatier than Satan's ballsack dude.

Like???

hyperhidrosis who?

He gets nervous when y'all kiss

he feels like if he just went for it he'd faceplant into you

ykwim babes?

yea... yea you do cutie

ik yall love me.

hes defo a lil peep stan

he loves idk how to say it but like calling you nicknames that dont fucking correlate to ur name

like my friend calls her boyfriend applesauce and i feel pony would call you like...

tuna

(if u cant tell im tired)

he loves when you get along with addi(me)

he'd probably love motionless in white if he was a metalhead

but he defo like Elvis, The Crests, Beach Boys, etc.

HE WOULD HATE THE MINIONS MOVIES

IDK WHY HE JUST WOULD

his fav princess would be Ariel

im not sure why

he'd js be like "ugh im so her"

Like.

Ponyboy

Michael

Curtis

get yo shi together

he definitely smells like cigs and lavender old spice

hes a sucker

his favourite flavour anything is grape or banana.

NSFW >:)

he's a sucker for braiding ur hair (if its long) or just tugging on it in general

motherclucker knows your weak spots on ur neck and stomach

this man wld mess up ur makeup

ofc he believes in aftercare unlike

*cough cough* dallas *cough cough*

hes a praise guy. hates degrading you.

pony would probably do the "bop it" position

js like ol dally taught him😋

he loves boobs.😋

like when youre getting undressed this man is like baffled

"whatd you get on the scie- woah.😍"

"they looked at me first, Y/N."

He loves sluttying (is that a word) up your nickname

Like for example

with my name, addi, he'd probably get in my ear and whine it

but thats my brother.

so

ANYWAYS

he loves being called puppy

or even you js sayin pony

hes like a switch

turned on

im so severely tired and dehydrated.

okay bye i love u all goldens 🫶

[cryptidofthekeys]

Im liking the idea with th real vampire streber that he feeds off of kevin after going too long without feeding

I like angst :)

Ya know, I AM a writer, y'all can ask and I'll deliver if I'm in the mood... And well, that probably won't happen in the actual Kev n Streb story I'm writing currently BUT!!!!

. . . :)

I'm not sorry for this by the way y'all <3

Btw quick heads up, in this lil mini-fic, Kevin does know Streber is a Vampire, the basic summary is that Streber feeds off Kevin when he REALLY shouldn't have (Kev puts a lil too much faith in Strebs sometimes :3)

btw idk who you are since your on anon but I hope you find this!!!

TW: Blood, Death, Angst, Grief

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Streber could feel it, the need... The need for blood building up, it's the only word his mind repeated over and over and over and over again... Streber had not fed in a long time now, he had been putting it off for far too long, he needed to go feed, because the urge was driving him insane...

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Streber quickly got up from his seat and began to walk, heading to the front door of his house and then when he opened it, he was greeted with Kevin who was about to knock and the vampire's eyes went wide with fear... "K-Kev?! Wh-What are you doing here s-so late...?!"

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Kevin had flinched and froze when he was greeted with Streber at the door, he put his hand down and then spoke up "I uh, is this a bad time...?" And of course Streber just laughed nervously and shook his head "N-No! Not at all, come in, come in...!"

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Kevin didn't seem like he believed Streber and so he spoke up "...Are you okay...? You seem... On edge and..." And then Kevin blinked as he stepped inside and crossed his arms "...You forgot to feed again, didn't you...?"

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Streber fidgeted with his hands "N-Nooo....?" He grinned, showing off his sharp, pointed fangs that just extended like that and Kevin sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose "...Dude, Strebs... You can't do that, man, you can't just... Urgh..." There was a pause before Kevin looked into Streber's eyes with concern.

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"...I care about you, a lot, you know this Strebs... ...I love you, a lot, you know that as well, I don't want to see you just... Starving yourself like this, it's not good...!" Kevin noticed Streber look down, disappointed and then Kevin took a hold of his boyfriend's hand.

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Kevin sighed, knowing that Streber might've thought he was mad with him and he shook his head "...Strebs, I'm not... Mad at you, I just... I get worried about you sometimes, ya know? ...I get worried about you a lot actually, I don't like seeing you starve yourself"

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Streber sighed "...I know, I know... I'm sorry for worrying you... ...F-For the record though, I was just about to go and feed, honest!" Streber tried to defend which was true and at least that got a bit of a smile from Kevin, although he could notice that Streber looked like he was getting more and more weak by the second... In fact...

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Kevin had ran over and quickly caught the vampire before he could fall over "S-Strebs...?!" Kevin called out to which Streber held a hand up "W-Woo boy... I-I'm fine, Kev... I-I just... I really need to go... feed..." Streber sounded woozy.

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Kevin had thought about it and it's not like they hadn't before and so he moved the collar of his shirt down and then his hair out of the way and sighed "...Go ahead, you're too weak to even make it out the door"

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The vampire's eyes widened as he saw Kevin offer his neck, his fangs extended and his eyes glowed red, but then he quickly shook his head "I-I, K-Kevin no... I-I shouldn't..." Kevin rolled his eyes, just thinking Streber was being worried like usual "C'mon Strebs, it'll be fine, you've drank from me before ...I trust you ...And I love you"

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Streber was going to protest again but the temptation was just too sweet... Streber couldn't resist it, his vampiric urges were too strong, he had been too long without feeding... And he physically couldn't restrain himself anymore, he had tried but... He just couldn't, the urges were too strong...

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The vampire had fully stood and just leaned forward, sinking his fangs into Kevin's neck who flinched and cried out a bit.

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"D-Damn Strebs...! Chill! Th-that DOES hurt you know...!" Kevin scoffed, but his boyfriend didn't respond, only with a slight little hiss, and this part always felt weird to Kevin, to feel Streber drinking from him like this, he cringed a little at the feeling.

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...And after a bit like always, Kevin had motioned for Streber to stop, as he was beginning to feel a bit lightheaded "O-Okay Strebs, th-that's enough..." ...But... The vampire didn't stop, and so Kevin tried again, maybe thinking that Streber just didn't hear him the first time.

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And then at the third time, Kevin's eyes snapped open a bit "...S-Streber...?" Kevin's voice got a bit timid, and well his nerves didn't get soothed when all he got in response with a hiss from his vampiric boyfriend "S-Streber, th... That's enough..."

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Streber couldn't hear Kevin however, he was far too lost in this moment, his pupils were dilated at this point, he had been without blood for too long, and the vampire sighed in pure satisfaction at getting to taste blood again, he couldn't stop... He didn't want to stop, he needed more, his mind was feral right now, only telling him to drink, nothing else.

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Kevin was beginning to get scared now, as he tried to pry his vampiric boyfriend from his neck, but that just caused Streber to hold onto him, in a tight grasp that made Kevin yelp "S-Strebs... St-Stop, you-you need to stop..."

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The vampire just growled at that and attached himself to Kevin even more so, his fangs sunk deeply into Kevin's neck, not letting a singular drop of blood escape, Streber was practically in a frenzy as he kept greedily drinking the blood from Kevin's neck, he was far too gone to even hear his boyfriend's voice anymore...

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Kevin had tried to practically tear Streber from his neck but the vampire just wouldn't budge, and then of course because of how much blood Kevin was losing, he began to grow woozy, feeling even more lightheaded "...S-Streber..." Kevin's voice had grown weaker now "...P-Please... St-Stop..."

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Streber couldn't hear anything but his own frenzied thoughts telling him to keep feeding, in fact in his frenzy he didn't even recognize that it was Kevin in front of him, and then eventually... Kevin had fallen limp, completely drained of his blood, and that's when the vampire unattached his fangs from the human's neck...

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...There was a pause, a pause as the vampire's frenzy began to die down now that his thirst was quenched fully, Streber sighed in delight and then he looked down ...And then, if the vampire had a heart that could stop, Streber's heart would have stopped beating immediately...

There was a flash in his eyes, as his eyes went wide in realizing who was now limp in his arms...

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Streber was unable to speak as wide, horrified eyes stared, darting all over his boyfriend's limp body, Streber's mouth was agape in shock and pure horror, he had quickly panicked and put his fingers to Kevin's neck ...The vampire didn't feel his boyfriend's pulse anymore...

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"K-Kev...?" Streber called out but Kevin didn't response, he called out his boyfriend's nickname again, and then the vampire began to shake Kevin a bit "K-KEVIN?! K-KEVIN! N-NO! NO PLEASE...!" Streber tried desperately to shake the human awake, trying anything and everything in a blind panic but... Kevin wouldn't wake up.

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The vampire wailed, he wailed his now deceased boyfriend's name into the night, Kevin's blood still trickling down his fangs, in fact when Streber had seen that, he placed a hand to his fangs and wiped them and his hands began to tremble furiously as he stared at Kevin's blood, that's when Streber realized finally and fully processed what he had done...

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Streber held Kevin tightly in his arms, crying, screaming, BEGGING and pleading desperately for his boyfriend to wake back up, he shook Kevin almost violently in an attempt to wake him up, the vampire was trying to deny it that Kevin had just passed out, he was almost in denial but no, he knew what he had done...

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"K-Kevin p-please, please... I-I'm sorry, n-no, I-I can't lose you... P-Please come back to me...! K-Kevin please, I-I'm sorry..." Streber began apologizing over and over again, he apologized, cried out Kevin's name, still begging him to wake up and then he finally finished by wailing Kevin's name in the night, mourning the loss of his boyfriend and blaming himself for Kevin's death...

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The vampire would never forgive himself for this, he would never be free from the guilt that would plague his mind... Streber had just drained his boyfriend of all his blood...

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I got tired at the end there lol also hope y'all like the angst ...And if not ...I can get so much worse <3

[dilfl0v3rss]

i’m new here and i’m seeing everybody real comfortable on yo page twin so lemme jus slide on in this bitch😂i met one of my brother friends today (he in college we went to visit him) and the whole time he was quiet but HE KEPT LOOKIN AT ME like i kept on catching him looking and when i did catch him he would look away😭✋🏾. like at first he was standing right next to me and i saw him lookin dead at me out the corner of my eye but i ain’t look back at him (first of all, i am SHIT at holding eye contact with people i jus can’t do it it stresses me out makes me nervous as hell) but mind you we out standing in the sun so it’s hot as hell im bothered jus ready to get to the car but yk black ppl say they finna leave and continue to converse about more shit (and we actually had to leave before it got too late bc my mama don’t like driving in the dark and it was a damn near three hour drive). i move away from him tho and stand with my back facing the sun so it wasn’t hitting my face and that’s when i rlly get a good look at him. and i also noticed every time i laughed he would look up from his phone and look at me😭girl it was jus a whole lotta lookin and no talkin like he was fr a quiet dude and i wasn’t trippin bc i’m lowkey a quiet person too. like i rlly only talk a lot around ppl i’m close with. he was fine as hell tho i ain’t even gon lie. this nigga was brown skinted HE HAD DIMPLES and it looked like he had jus took some twists or braids down bro had hella hair too. he was fr cute and shit and i can’t lie i was a lil cute today too had my fro out with my lipgloss on and shit. tried to wear earrings but i couldn’t do it💀✋🏾but yea i jus wanted to say that. there was hella other shit i wanted to say about other niggas i met that my brother friends with (bc some of them fr had me mentally giggling and shit) but decided against it. it would’ve been way too long. anyways that’s all imma say i love yo page tho like you fr chill asf😭🫶🏾

how i’m lookin rn typing this (plus a bonnet):

LMFAOOOOOO BAEEE THE END GOT ME WEAK ASFFFFFF but i hope you see him again and y’all talk a littleeeee. them quiet boys be coo asf when you get to know themmmm😛❤️❤️

[feitanxo]

Introduction posttttt

WHATS UP ITS MEEEE

ok i’ll start by saying that i am one of the most chaotic people in the world jus ask my best friends.

i love reading like really really really really love it. if i dont read i will die.

this introduction will probably be long-

ok.

my favorite fandom is shadowhunters. I LOVE THE MORTAL INSTRUMENTS SO MUCH

mangos.

Im so in love with Jace, he’s so perfection.

I also really love music, BUT THE ONLY MUSIC I LISTEN TO IS ABEL’S.

HERE ARE SOME OF MY FAVORITE ABEL’S SONGS:

Or nah, king of the fall, reminder, call out my name, less than zero, curve, earned it, double fantasy, after hours, how do i make you love me, shameless, angel, scared to live, six feet under, hurricane, love me harder, wicked games, valerie, coming out strong, smile, snowchild, party monster, i feel it coming, thursday, over now, one right now, starboy, popular, die for you, creepin’, save your tears, out of time, K-POP, heartless, unfazed, dark times, in your eyes, power is power, can’t feel my face, sacrifice, i heard you’re married, moth to a flame, lust for life, one of the girls, the hills, false alarm, and more.

My favorite thing is to read while listen to his music.

well, its already obvious, but my favorite game is genshin impact. i play on asia server with the UID 870141767, pls add me i have no friends :(

CHILDE IS LOVE CHILDE IS LIFE IF I CAN’T HAVE CHILDE THERE’S NOTHING LEFT. MY LOVE, MY DARLING, MY HEART, MY EVERYTHING!!! WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS HOW MUCH LOVE I FEEL FOR YOU!! I ADORE, AM IN LOVE, AM SMITTEN, HAVE A CRUSH ON, WANT YOU SO BAD IT PHYSICALLY HURTS, ADMIRE, APPRECIATE, AM CRAZY ABOUT, HARDCORE SIMP FOR, AM FOND OF, HOLD AFFECTIONS FOR, FEEL PASSION FOR, HAS A DEEP FEELING OF CLOSENESS FOR, AM ATTACHED TO, CHERISH THE MOST, DOTE ON THE MOST, CARE FOR, LUST FOR, AM DEVOTED TO, WORSHIP FOR, YEARN FOR, HAS A WEAKNESS FOR, IDOLIZE, TREASURE, AM ABSOLUTELY CRAZY FOR YOU!!!!! CHILDE, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH IT HURTS. I WANT YOU SO BAD. YOURE MINE, AND ALWAYS HAS BEEN. I WANNA HAUL YOU ONTO MY BED AND CUDDLE YOU FOR HOURS AND HOURS AND HOURS AND WEEKS AND MONTHS AND YEARS. WHEN I GROW UP I AM DEFINITELY GONNA MARRY YOU. YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THE LIGHT OF MY LIFE, THE ONLY FLAME OF BRIGHTNESS IN MY DARKEST HOURS. YOU ARE PURE PERFECTION. THAT SILKY GINGER HAIR, TWINKLING BLUE EYES, AND THAT MISCHIEVOUS SMIRK..GOD, HOW COULD ANYONE NOT FALL FOR YOU?? I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TO THE POINT THAT ITS NOT EVEN CALLED SIMPING ANYMORE. IF YOU WERE REAL, I’D DEFINITELY MARRY YOU IN A HEARTBEAT. I HAVE A SOFT SPOT FOR YOU SO MUCH..IF I DONT HAVE A SIMPING SESSION OF YOU EVERYDAY I WOULD LITERALLY DIE. I HONESTLY JUST WISH YOU WERE A REAL PERSON IN THIS WORLD..SO THAT I COULD KISS YOU EVERYDAY. YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN MY FAVORITE, MY MAIN. NOBODY WILL STEAL YOU FROM ME. I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH HIODNVIWNHFVWINVJIEFVHUIFSWHNUIEFVNHEVF..JUST LOOK AT THE PARAGRAPH I WROTE YOU FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY, YOU ARE THE MOST HANDSOME, ETHEREAL, PERFECT, FLAWLESS, EXCELLENT, BEAUTIFUL, ATTRACTIVE, PRETTY, LOVELY, WONDERFUL, CUTE, FANTASTIC, CHARMING, STUNNING, RAVISHING, DAZZLING, STRIKING, GLAMOROUS, AMAZING, ALLURING, OUTSTANDING, AWESOME, BRAVE, MAGNIFICENT, MIND-BLOWING, GOOD-LOOKING, EXQUISITE, FABULOUS, SWEET, THOUGHTFUL, PERSON I KNOW. PLEASE, JUST BE A REAL PERSON.

was that a bit much..? nah

i have more than 1000 fictional crushes but childe’s my lifelong favorite

i also play pjsk (ISTG MY SISTER TOLD ME TO PLAY) and my darling is toya <3

idk if it seems obvious but im oddly attracted to fictional males with blonde/red/ginger hair. (fuji, cale, jace, childe, etc)

i like reADING AO3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i spend 25 hours on ao3 a day lmao

my otp is zhongchi, capichi, malace, chiscara, and more

IM BI BTW IF YOU GUYS WANNA KNOW

aND I HAVE A HOPELESS CRUSH ON THIS DUDE WHO HAS LIKE 500.8K SUBS ON TIKTOK WHO IS IN MY SCHOOL AND IN THE GRADE ABOVE MINE. ITS COMPLICATED. AND IM ALSO IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND. IDK WHY

there’s so much drama (“trauma”) in my life (do yall get it?????)

i love creating chaos.

and i also love watching animee

my favorite anime is hunter x hunter cause feitan is hawt as hell (which is also my name btw)

im a FANBOY. IDC WHAT YOU GUYS SAY IM A FANBOY

my pronouns are he/him yeah

UhhHhHhBBYUGSYBGUX anyone wanna be friends???????????????

[quirkle2]

tell me abt warriors I dare you <33

you've made the worst mistake of ur life /lh

(mind the tags btw . might get a lil dicey for some)

TL;DR: im mentally ill.

god where do i even start . fuck.shit .

i think what i like about him most is his Goofiness. he just ? does really silly things solely to get a laugh out of people, even if it makes him look stupid or ridiculous in the process. he Lives to make legend laugh especially, and he's basically always tryin to get a smile out of him someway or another

he's dramatic and cranks his reactions up to a 9 purely to spark some smiles. legend gently kicks him in the shins for making a dumb joke and it doesn't hurt him in any way, but he still yelps and holds his foot and hops around like it's been run over by a boulder. twi playfully shoves him back when they're joking around and wars makes a show of leaning away until his back is on the ground as if the push had really been that strong. wind is sitting in front of him, and wars' drink is on a table behind the kid, so he takes the opportunity to lean forward to Squish wind underneath him, going oh so sorry kid so sorry i'm in ur way it'll just be a second so sorry oughh this sucks doesn't it while he's literally already got his hand around his drink. he's just staying there to listen to wind giggle. he's just a silly guy

he's also just,,, so fucking gentle dude. he's so Gentle w everybody. when he was young he learned all that bullshit abt never showing weakness, never crying blah blah blah Gross . wars thinks that's gross. he was raised on that for most of his childhood, but first, he learned to be gentle and caring from his mom :) she taught him that and he's always stuck to it

he's always so ready to help ? to Fix? he is 100% constantly looking to make sure everybody is okay around him. he lives off of hugs, loves them to death, and is prolly the most cuddly of the chain in my eyes. is always offering them, gets sad when he doesn't get one within like a day VGIEAYVGA and he's always right there to comfort the others; always holding them, always lookin out for them. rly emotionally open i guess ? always happy to listen and happy to comfort. gentle big bro vibes

^ due to all that, sometimes the chain genuinely almost,, forgets he's a captain. he can look scary on the outside if he's fully geared up, but the chain has long-since been desensitized to how dangerous they all look and they see Family there instead of Hero Figure. wars is so gentle and kind and loving and doting that sometimes their memory of what that scarf around his neck rly means fades a bit

that's not to say they don't think he's a good captain—quite the opposite, they think he's an incredible one—but it's just,,, wild to see him hugging people and ruffling hair and being Silly one moment, and then he's a fucking cold, unstoppable force the next. eyes kind and fond at first, but when a battle starts they r Crazed and focused and he's slitting enemies with such perfect swipes that they are cut clean through. it makes them all realize just how gentle he rly is w them ? there is just Something abt that . smth that gets me

^ expanding on him looking out for them, he's really good at spotting when somebody needs a break ? he's . rly good at People. he knows how to read them, how to approach them, what to say, when to say it. and after a while of getting to know the chain, he knows how to look for signs Individually for the different boys. he knows his family very well; if something is wrong, he will likely be able to tell. true to his captain instincts, he keeps them all in his sight, looks after his family closely. a good leader,, good brother :)

he likes to gently remind them to take care of themselves. he's definitely one of those people that mother hen you a bit; he likes to check on everybody, ask if they've drank anything, if they've eaten yet, are they okay, what's on their mind, stuff like that. he needs to know everybody's okay,,, he worries otherwise :(

^ he loves to preach about self-care, and i think one of his biggest flaws w that is that he doesn't follow his own advice at all. he's a huge fucking hypocrite. he knows the consequences of lack of self-care, knows how important it is, and he's even said so most of his life—it's one of the biggest reasons he's such a revered leader in his era, bc he's just,, The Best in terms of tending to his troops and paying attention to mental limits as well as physical. he just,,,, seems to think he himself is exempt from that

he thinks he can just keep working. he thinks he's immune to every type of exhaustion and he will keep going until he collapses. he's got a nasty habit of throwing himself away to keep others standing, and the most concerning part of that is that if somebody points it out or asks if he's pacing himself, he seems to be absolutely clueless to the damage he's doing to his mind and body

. i'm gonna go on a mini-tangent inside this bigger tangent if you don't mind <3: a lot of people tend to characterize him as this over-confident asshole who thinks he's amazing—and that's a perfectly acceptable characterization btw, the freedom of interpretation is a wonderful thing—but i personally see him very differently. i think that characterization tends to stem from that mission in his game, where he gets overconfident after receiving the master sword ?

and to me, that was . a very small fraction of that game. like so small. it was One mission, and then they never touched on it again. and when i think abt that mission, i always remember a line from the start of the game; i don't quite remember when it was said, but at some point the narrator says, "Link did not believe himself to be worthy," in response to him being a Hero ? or smth of that manner. and i think abt that line all the goddamn time.

wars did not have a lot of confidence in himself. he's gotten much better over the years, especially when it comes to combat and leading, but he still doesn't have the confidence he maybe should. when he got the master sword, he felt Power in his hands that he previously had not owned. he'd felt useless before, just a Fucking Guy who suddenly got promoted to Captain and Hero Status, fumbling around and hoping for the best. and then he suddenly had power in his hands. i don't blame him for feeling unstoppable and taking advantage of that—he'd wanted to help, and he finally had a way to do so effectively. he just went too far in an attempt to make things better, and became a little blind to his limits

so he is Not confident. my wars isn't, at least. he has faith in his own combat and leadership skills, but that's pretty much where the confidence ends. he doesn't think of himself as this unstoppable, perfect Heroic symbol. he thinks of himself as Guy Who's Pretty Good At Swinging Swords and Yelling.

and that's ? part of why he thinks he's exempt from all that self-care stuff. he either forgets and gets too caught up in everybody else's problems to care for himself, or he,, genuinely thinks that throwing himself away to keep others up is Okay . like he Deserves that.

i won't get super into it here cuz it's part of his dumb backstory created by my dumb brain, but a lot of that has to do w how he was treated in the army, and his dumbass dad <3 worked him to the ground and pretty much, overtime, made him think that if he wasn't being useful, he didn't have worth. and he's experienced people leaving him bc he "stopped being useful."

so yeah he has abandonment issues . but the chain slowly and surely helps him through those insecurities :] tries to make sure he knows he doesn't have to work himself to death for them to love him,, doesn't completely fix things obviously, and he still struggles w it, but it helps A Lot

another thing w him preaching self-care and then not caring for himself,, he tends to think like that with trauma as well. continuously tells the others that it's okay to Not be okay and that whatever trauma they're dealing w is valid and it's okay to be vulnerable, but then he ,,, goes against all of that for himself.

tries not to "burden" the others w his shit, kinda keeps it locked up, and he tends to think badly abt himself when he's having a tough time. just,, rly beats himself up for Having Trauma, especially when it gets in the way of his productivity and he ends up being "less useful" bc of it. and sometimes he doesn't seem to realize that the chain seeing him like that hurts them a lot, and they're more than willing to console him and try to make it easier on him.

^ over time they Also help him w that,, they help each other a lot. for years, he's tried to repeat the same stuff he tells other people to Himself—stuff like self-care, vulnerability being natural and Okay—but he's never had the self-worth to rly put much stock into it. the chain showing him love even when he was "being useless?" that helped him get over that hurdle

and his constant Care and reminders to take care of themselves r eventually gently reflected back at him—"have you eaten today buddy?" "yeah. what about you?"—just to get wars in the habit of asking Himself the same questions. they do a lot of little things like that in hopes that eventually it adds up to him healing

they care each other they love each other im soso So. ososs ososo ioghugohughgo /pos

wow okay uh im literallyso sorry i just . think abt him lots. this was completely unnecessarily long okay bye

[staytheword]

— get to know me 🌻💛 thank you for tagging me @ppiri-bahng ♡

birthday

june 19th ♡

favorite color

black, red, pink

do you have pets?

yes, a black cat, her name is jackie and she is the softest :') 🐈‍⬛

how tall are you?

5'6

how many pairs of shoes do you own?

huh... 3 pairs of sneakers I think, and a few pairs of boots for the different seasons (it's necessary where I'm from lmao)

favorite song?

i have a lot of favorite songs but I think it's safe to say that streetlight is one of my faves. also haunted house by holly humberstone. i have too many lol

favorite movie?

i also have many of these. knives out, pride and prejudice, the shining, the holiday, the conjuring, spirited away, before sunrise, titanic, twister, marrowbone, reality bites, national treasure, casino royale, pan's labyrinth... the list goes on lol

who would be your ideal partner?

honestly my partner is my ideal. i love her so much and she's everything i could dream of and more

do you want children?

yes

have you gotten in trouble with the law?

no!

what color socks are you wearing?

they're purple :)

favorite type of music?

i like everything honestly aisfahsfoasf i'm really not difficult with music but i guess anything that makes me feel something

how many pillows do you sleep with?

just one

what position do you sleep in?

either on the side with an arm under my pillow or just on my back

what don't you like when you're sleeping?

when it's too warm, sleeping with too much clothing lol

have you ever tried archery?

yes forever ago at summer camp

favorite fruit?

bananas and blueberries 🫐

are you a good liar?

yes :)

what's your personality type?

infj-t

innie or outie?

????? what am i too old lmao

left or right handed?

right handed

favorite food?

i just love food man. but i could eat rice at every meal i love it

favorite foreign food?

lately its definitely tteokbokki and anything with gochujang

are you clean or messy?

im somewhere in between haha

most used phrase?

i have no idea asofhasf but i say "eh ben" a lot when i speak french

how long does it take you to get ready?

about 30-40 minutes if i have to take a shower, if not 15 mins

do you talk to yourself?

yes all the time oaisfasf

do you sing to yourself?

oh yes but only when im alone

are you a good singer?

no lol

biggest fear?

open water

are you a gossip?

definitely aoishfasf

long or short hair?

i love both :)

favorite school subject?

english!

extrovert or introvert?

introvert but most people think im an extrovert when they meet me in person

what makes you nervous?

EVERYTHING bro i have severe anxiety aiosfhasf

who was your first real crush?

some dude in high school...

how many piercings do you have?

just my ears!

how many tattoos do you have?

i have four of them<3

how fast can you run?

not fast at all i hate running please do not make me run

what color is your hair?

dark brown

what color are your eyes?

dark brown also :')

what makes you angry?

disrespect in any shape or form

do you like your name?

it's fine! it's a little long but I don't hate it.

what are your strengths?

overthinking

what are your weaknesses?

i forget everything. i'll forget what i ate 5 mins after im done for real aiosfaosf

what's the color of your bedspread?

it's a floral pattern of many shades of blue

what's the color of your room?

white

[pyonzzz]

Dude you have pokemon OCs? THAT'S SO COOL! Can I hear about them?

YES YES YES okok so they dont have official designs yet because i actually kinda . struggle with character deisgn but i LOVE WRITING FOR THEM

small warning for like ?? child endangerment ??? its pokemon and theres mew science involved par for the course www also theres a dead mom mention skdbwksbsj

...

okay this is post-writing robin this is SUCH A LONG POST AKDHSIDBD IM SORRY I LOVE THEM SO BAD i wrote such extensive lore

so barkley ( 27 ) is a scientist on the mew project and had some hand in the mewtwo experiments ( his partners ars a ditto and a zorua ) , and hes already a bit of a mess . he loved science as a young boy and met his sweetheart in college , and they bonded over their adoration for science and nature . they were even engaged !! but once his partner found out he was going to be apart of the mew experiments , the engagement was broken off and barkley had to move all the way across the world basically to work on the project since hes from kalos . his family , being his older brother ( 35 ) , his baby sister ( 6 ) , and his sickly mom , also didnt agree with the mew experiments , so when he moved out of the family home , they told him not to return unless he had burned his labcoat and never spoke about science again . barkley finds out via email while still traveling that his mother succumbdd to her illness , and it just solidifies to him that he really cant go back even if he wanted to

barkley is already really disillusioned and cynical , so when the other scientists tell him they want to mix human dna with mews dna to create a pokemon / human hybrid , he agrees only because he has nothing left to lose . he doesnt agree with the experiments on a moral level , but his bridges are burned , so what the hell

blah blah science things happen and tadaaa !! a cute baby girl is born !! purple pink hair and bright blue eyes , like mew as a human , except yknow . kinda but not really . but hey !! success !! the scientists have fuck all idea of what to do now

so the baby is raised until preschool age ( around 3 to 4 ) in the laboratory facility , but the mewtwo experiments have started by now . things are getting dangerous . the team decides that the mew child needs to live elsewhere , but nearby , and everyone chooses barkley for the job since a few of them knew he had some childcare experience prior to taking care of the lababy

so he takes the baby girl home and is told not to come to the lab unless its for the girls checkups . shes also not to go in public , as a human with pokemon dna wasnt actually accepted by anyone ( shocker !! ) , so she grew up only seeing barkley and other scientists

as the girl grows , they discover shes severely anemic , and her legs are weak . a side effect of the mew dna , they suggest , so they give her some leg braces until shes old enough for things like canes and walkers . by 10 , the girl prefers a wheelchair , as her legs are just . shot like they hurt too much for her to walk on for long , they completely lose feeling inconsistently , and her knees buckle a lot . mew side effects the scientists say

but other than the mobility issues and supplements for the anemia , the girl is a very happy little thing , always smiling and reading and happily playing with her toy teddiursa . though theres another issue — as another side effect of the mew dna , and the fact that shes so isolated , the girl gets overwhelmed very easily . she has some psychic abilities , such as telekinesis , that she cant control very well . thus , when she begins to get overwhelmed or stressed , anything small within a 3ft radius will start to levitate and shake . the worse her emotional state is , the wider her ramge expands , and the more violent things get . her largest episode happened on the day of mewtwos escape , due to a faint psychic link she shares with it , and the effects of her meltdown were seen in shattered windows and overturned cars within a 25ft radius of barkleys apartment

after that phenomenon , the research lab in its entirety was exposed , and axed of course , we all know that story . the girl , being 12 by this time , was allowed to live freely with barkley by decision of all champions and government officials . she was an innocent party , and barkley had spent so much time and dedication raising her that they declared him innocent , as well

so they move to unova , where they live for a while , and the girl finally gets her name here . you see , even the government didnt name the child , and barkley was only allowed to call her by her lab-given title of mew-c 04 , or just 04 ( said like zero four ) . so while in unova , they visit the renowned ferris wheel , and there they meet n . due to her mew dna , the girl can also speak with pokemon to an extent , although she still struggles with it at times

with barkley still watching over her , the two end up visiting that area often so n and his pokemon can help the girl hone her psychic abilities . she even learns how to use her telekinesis to help hold herself up until she can get to her mobility aids and / or move them closer to herself , and she ends up being able to move things up to 100lbs ( around 45kg ) with her abilities . she even learns a bit of telepathy , so she can communicate to barkley even when apart in case of emergencies . n because an older brother of sorts to the girl , and he asks barkley to give her a real name

thus , the girl was further known as fherris !!

n refers to fherris as barkleys daughter , although barkley himself disagrees , as he still just views himself as nothing more than a nanny , and fherris calls him " mr . bar " . but dont worry , that changes with time ! they never really got to bond before the mew labs were closed , so over the course of their story , thats when we really get to see them bond ^^

theres so much more to their story , like how in my storyline there is no ash , so its actually fherris and barkley who get mixed up with yveltals reawakening when they eventually move back to kalos , but thats the big stuff out of the way !!