#im whatever bluey is right now

[camellia-salazar]

Happy March, guys!

I forgot to post this last month so please count it as a February piece. Also Larchkit, Petalkit and Patchkit's designs aren't gonna stay like that for the most part. Idk why I changed the designs I already have for them into these but just know that I've tried to stick to the right designs.

(Also scratch out the Mapleshade and Ashfur from January's drawings since I've changed their designs a bit too). Thank you.

Was thinking about drawing this after realizing the similarities between the shows and their fan bases, mostly their opinions on these characters. I'm not gonna explain it all on here.

Colored doodles of characters I felt like drawing, Idk I just wanted to see my progress on getting better at mimicking the respective art styles of each thing for the most part. Mostly because I'm into both Bob's Burgers and Ed Edd n Eddy rn, and pretty much everything else shown on here (besides Orel and Greg I just thought they'd be friends, and Bluey cause i never get tired of drawing her im also excitedfor more Bluey).

I drew this basically as concept for an AU where Mapleshade was good. I know exactly what goes down but for now I'll just post whatever and probably talk about it more with some more drawings of this AU.

Also my designs for warrior cats are never consistent.

Since my birthday I started drawing certain characters playing Lazer Tag (since that's what my family, my youngest sister's friend and I did on that day). So I included the characters that had their birthdays (that I at least saved on my calander) and also other characters I really like recently.

Read more for more explanation on this last piece since i thought up a whole story for it basically:

So Leafy and Teardrop was teaming up until TD betrays her and Leafy tries to get revenge but keeps on getting shot by her (based on personal experience).

The thing about Kenny is that Sniper headshot him with a real gun somehow, and Crocker was teaming up with him so he's unaware of Kenny's death here.

Don't mind ARG he ain't hating Mickey he's just in the zone and looking out for himself and possibly Mickey, they're friends cause I said so.

Also 2-D is here because I like Gorillaz rn. Frank is here because there's a whole thing that I can't explain here but that's why he's "alive" here. Also he wasn't really caring about the game until the tension was getting to him. He turns into a ghost and flees at the end.

Logan here is looking up at Louise and Joe who were at a high point. Joe isn't even really playing, he was practicing his swing with the baseball nets next door to the Lazer Tag arena, but joins in with Louise at the last minute. They're looking down on him and making faces.

So that's basically it. Thanks for reading it all if you did! 👍🌟💝

And thanks for looking at my fan art! Hope y'all had a great March and will have a great April! 💖✨️

(Also I can't tag every character so bare with me)

[sagebunendec]

chip chilla review (god help me)

copied from twitter with a bit of added stuff and formatted a bit better i hope: taking one for the team by watching through the entirety of chip chilla and by god this show is so far, and i hate to say it, Fine

im saying this now but then im gonna load up the next episode and they're going to just straight up call for the death of a minority group or something. but in all seriousness it had a few moments that made me chuckle and it's not written so unnaturally like a lot of ripoffs are. it's SO MUCH more boring and sterile compared to bluey and the artstyle is obv copying it especially in the backgrounds. but it's not completely devoid of substance...

which isn't too unexpected. they DID get some crew members with actual veteran experience in the industry. one of the exec producers of the show (and is doing more at the dw) was the showrunner for that tangled series on disney channel that people really seemed to like. which is wild to see next to ben shapiro in the credits

the way they ripped off the little "games" that bluey does are pretty hit or miss, like a frankenstein play seemed like ??? weird choice but then the next episode is like oh parents and children switch roles and like ok yea that makes more sense to just think of off the bat. morals are whatever. i don't know. it's not like ben shapiro came in on a greenscreen like "remember kids donate to the gop or you'll go to hell" they're just normal kid show morals, and like the games they're pretty hit or miss but nothing like egregiously bad

i like the intro. obvious rip off bluey music but the visual design is nice. why is it sO CUTE SCREW YOU SCREW YOU SCREW YOU

i also should point out the dad is voiced by rob schneider. do with that information what you will.

still want to point out however that this show is still awful on principle, if you have any sort of support for any sort of minority group please do not support this show in any way it's really not worth your time in the slightest! im extra mad bc their daily wire kids platform has paid for distrib rights for some actually good international shows like tish tash and billy the cowboy hamster and augh im going to kill someone

[strang3lov3]

Ive literally spent all day going through your entire master list (still have mall rats and Roman roy stuff left but we getting there) and you bless me with a NEW JOEL MILLER FIC? you spoil us too much Buggy. Beware ill be back in your inbox screaming after I read it.

But anyways, after reading back to back I can really appreciate your progression as a writer! I started to see a nice pattern forming of how you liked to approach your creative prompts and smutty interests but as I read more I was pretty shocked at the new directions you took your fics and can I just say I love it they are so daring (and they make me learn way to much about myself oop-) but it really speaks to how much you've grown as a writer? Truly a special thing you should celebrate on top of your recent milestones.

(Swear im not here love bomb and I have minimal writing experience bc im lazy but ive spent a lifetime editing for and critiquing a writer friend of mine so growth is something too beautiful for me not to comment on)

I messaged you to tell you that this made me cry lol but I figured I’d respond to it here too. It seriously did.

It’s just touching to hear that you think how I’ve improved, because I feel like I have too 😭 I’d like to delete a lot of my old works because I feel like I’m a lot better of a writer now than I was last summer, but even if they make me cringe, it’s a nice reminder and something to show for all the work I’ve put into this. I’m going to shamelessly suck @noxturnalpascal and @beefrobeefcal’s cocks right now - I think they’ve helped a lot. They help bring my ideas to life and reading their works have helped me identify what I love in writing and want to atop in my own works. Also, my old editor Iris, she helped a bunch too 🫂

I did go in a lot of new directions! And I plan to do some more of that, stepping out of my comfort zone which scares the bejesus out of me but whatever. Only way out is through! I’m starting two new out of my element series type things this week,,,good god I am nervous.

I’ll also stick with some things that are just comforts to me. I’ve got some nice horny stupid shit planned that I hope you’ll enjoy alongside the other stuff 🩷

I hope you enjoyed the new fic, bluey. As always, it’s so fucking nice to hear from you. Thank you for sending this touching message, I’ll be thinking about it all summer as I write 🩷

[thatgenderfluidmonstrosity]

Hello people! This is my introduction :3

I am a person of many names~ Some know me by their loveliest day dream, others their worst nightmare-

Just kidding, I go by any of these names, and I will put in my bio which I’m using at the time~ (it’s fluid)

Nyx, Rei, Ether, Gray, Aether, Nexus, Kaeya, Nox

I am also Genderfluid, so my current pronouns will be listed in my bio as well :3

Neurodivergent! Diagnosed with Tourettes and my therapist is pretty sure I have ADHD, Depression and Anxiety but that’s all just a theory. A therapy theory *insert Matpats voice*

I love getting questions about my Tourettes, Gender Identity and whatever else!!! Please don’t be afraid to ask if you have questions!!

Little warning: despite being on Tumblr for about 2 years now, I still have to idea what the proper “etiquette” is. Like- what a blorbo is, or if emojis are as despised here as they are on like… discord or something

Idk man 💀 I’m always confused

I love many things, from video games to anime to cartoons for children way younger than me

Here are all of the ones that I can remember right now (not listed in any particular order):

Hamilton

Amphibia

Percy Jackson

The Owl House

FNaF

She-Ra

Gravity Falls

Marvel (Avengers really)

Genshin Impact

My Hero Academia

Demon Slayer

Spy x Family

Marauders (Kinda)

Horizon Zero Dawn

Horizon Forbidden West

Avatar: The Last Airbender

Avatar: The Legend Of Korra

Spider-Man: Into The Spider-Verse

Spider-Man: Across The Spider-Verse

Moon Knight

Jekyll and Hyde

Bluey

Whump (Just in general)

DnD (Mainly Homebrew because I am kinda new to it)

Cars Movies (1, 2, 3)

Detroit: Become Human

School Bus Graveyard

Stardew Valley

I also love making art, and will post that a lot

I have an Ao3 Account: https://archiveofourown.org/users/SoManyPassions/pseuds/SoManyPassions

I have a lot of works but am also working like a dog to get more stuff posted ✨

I have so much writing in progress, and can’t wait to get it out there!

Let’s see… what else…

Im working on my own Fantasy/Fiction Series called The Solstice Academy (Yes that does mean that it’s initials shorten to TSA)

I am open to writing submissions for any fandom listen above! I have some stipulations, some minor and others are more important, like how I will never write smut/sexual content. If you have any submissions that you’d wanna see (like your favorite character getting tortured) message me and we can work something out! I can’t promise that I’ll get to it immediately (or that it will get written at all) but I will do my best to fulfill your request!

I think that’s all about me!

:3

[blu3b3rryj4mp1r3]

I've had this random screenshot from party of one on my phone for a very long time, I look at it when I'm anxious because it reminds me somehow that there are people who care, maybe that's silly but whatever helps, helps, right? 😂💙

im going to continue watching bluey now, that helps too 🐶🧡💙

[echologname]

im going through a very sad part of my life now and one of my coping mechanism contains watching bluey. also one of my struggles come from me not knowing what God wants from me so i genuenly love your blog and im glad i found it

Aww, I'm sorry to hear that you're going through a rough time 🙁. Y'know all God really wants is for us to love Him back. This is the first and greatest commandment we're given.

Matthew 22:37

Jesus replied, “‘You must love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your soul, and all your mind.’

I know it can be weird since we don't interact with Him in the same way we do with other people, but over time you'll get to know Him more and more and your love will grow too.

Also, I'm glad you like my blog! 😊 I'm flattered!

I love comfort cartoons too! Another big one for me has been Steven Universe which actually helped me grow closer to God because I felt like He was using it to help me understand His heart better.

Anyway, I'll pray you find the answers you're looking for and that Jesus will be right with you through whatever you're going through.❤️

[gennabi]

OMG ZUL!

MY EXTREMELY HANDSOME EMPRESS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You're having an amazing day, right? OF COURSE YOU ARE :))))))

Did you really think I would miss it? WE'RE MARRIED AND IT'S ON MY CALENDER. Duh... 🤓 💯🧋🫂

*sigh* I miss you so much 🥲

OKAY BABY Z! I'll be back soon so you can tell me all about your day and anything else!! (PLS MAKE SURE YOU HAVE CAKE PICTURES READY TO GO)

I'm going now... I love you very much. NEVER QUESTION IT!

SERIOUSLY, JULY, ENJOY YOUR DAY 🫀🫀🫀🫀🫀🫀🦷❣❣❣❣❣❣🕳 💜🎷👾 🤧

Did... I... mention... that... I love you?

*scrolls up*

I DID ALREADY?! NICE. *high fives self*

ily, again & again :3

- MBA ♡

hi sorry for replying so late bb :'))

i had an okay-ish day but thank you so much for the wish, really means a lot ☹💖💖

awww i miss you too you havent come here for so long this blog is no fun without you 👎 (at one point i thought u werent going to come here anymore but HELLO HI HOW ARE YOU YOURE HERE YEAY :D)

unfortunately my bday was kind of eh this year, my parents brought me out for lunch and bought me ice cream which is like good okay whatever. but the original vision ive always had for my birthday is spending the majority of it alone but it just so happens to fall on a day where im on my semester break so </3 n i wanted a bluey cake this year so im still looking forward to make that happen when the new sem comes up lol so no pictures to show off for now 🤕 good thing is my friends wished me a lot, bad thing is im rotting away (and its getting worse rip) ya i think thats it for my bday,,, ill post some pics for you when i do get to celebrate myself uhehe

be safe and healthy, i love you very much too my love 🥹

hehe youre so cute and funny, i love you again and again and again i loveeee youuuuuu mwahhhhh

//sorry if my tone's more flatter than usual, figured being honest is better than faking my cheery usual tone but um i love you anyway hehe. and uhh im not sure if you intend to send it on 26th but mines on 24th for future ref <3

[keefwho]

May 14 - 2023

10:33 PM

This evening is very lonely, no friends or streams to keep my occupied. I dread tomorrow like usual and don’t know what to do with myself until bedtime. It’s hard to relax which sucks. I don’t want to spend a night stressing just to wake up and have to stress over commissions. Just one of those nights though I guess. 

Im also starting to sink into that sulking mindset. Pitying myself for not being enough and feeling jealous about all the things my friends do that I can’t. I feel left behind. As shitty as I feel hopefully I can be strong and put in the effort to be who I wanna be tomorrow. 

10:54 PM

Tonight is just gonna suck and I gotta accept it. Lonely, depressing, whatever. It is what it is and it probably won’t change. 

I feel so strongly that I’ve fallen off as an artist and keep failing to pick myself back up in the way that I want. I don’t prioritize canon character drawings as much as I should. Things that would benefit more people and bring in more attention. I don’t draw enough of my own ideas in general and I’m too afraid to explore new things. I have been for so long. I feel like I used to be so much more creative and daring. Now I’m backed into a corner where I do the same things over and over. And I’m spread thin considering how much 3d work I do now, and that stuff feels like a total waste of time given how much effort goes into it and it bring in no income. Sure it’s fun, I actually like doing it and that can’t be understated. But I know how I am with fun things. They all seem like a waste of time until I can figure out how to treat myself better. 

11:19 PM

Im just sitting by myself in Sky and watching Bluey tonight. 

Sometimes I’m just sad, and very angry. Angry at all the things I can’t control and all the ways I’ve been mistreated by others and by life in general. Tonight I just want to be upset and get it all out. I know I’ll pick myself back up and be strong again, I have to because I have a lot of work to do. But right now I feel indescribable upsetness. I curse everything that bogs me down and makes life shittier. I curse myself for not being able to handle it sometimes. I hate everything right now. 

Have a cry, pick myself up, dust myself off, and keep going. 

12:40 AM

Why the FUCK is it so late. 

Also of course the only streamer I almost kinda like that I was gonna fall asleep with starts playing the most dogshit game that I do not want to be tuned in for. The night is ruined. I know nothing but despair. I AM ALONE NOW. I just wanted to be cozy, damn. 

[brownhood69]

Rusty Karma

Chapter 1 The festival

(Ps I'm not exactly good at writing FanFictions)

Dear dairy, 11/6/20xx

*I just got an invitation to the Techno festival! I am SO excited! Can you imagine that!? Me, going to planet techno!? THIS IS GONNA BE AWSOME! Anyways I'm also going to take my roommate Citrus with me! She seemed to like the idea of going to a festival! Right now she's packing my stuff including hers. Believe me when I say I tried to to say no to her help but she insisted. Anyways I'll see you soon dairy! -Lillian*

Lillian puts her dairy down beside her desk including her pen. (I just hope nothing goes wrong this time) she thought. A yell entered her room. "LILLIAN! I GOT EVERYTHING READY! IMMA WAIT FOR YOU OUTSIDE!"

"I'LL BE THERE IN A JIFFY CITRUS!" Lillian yelled back. Lillian gets up from her desk and starts rummaging through her closet. (What to wear...what to wear....)"Aha!" Lillian pulls out a purple tuxedo with a purple flower peeking from the pocket. She immediately starts putting it on. Once done she looked at the mirror, finger pointed at herself and winked. (Lookin good as always!). Lillian then grabs her bag, including her diary and rushes out the door. Citrus was waiting in the ship with the shuttle open. "HURRY UP WE'ER GONNA BE LATE!" "I'M COMING, IM COMING!" Lillian jumps into the ship and closes the shuttle behind her before Citrus, Lillian, and the ship take off to Planet Technopolis.

---This is a cut line---

"Wooooooooow." Lillian was in awe of the decorations placed on top of the Mechs and robots alike. Music of different kinds were there and Everyone including the Bomberman brothers were there to enjoy the festival. Citrus was just sitting on the bench with her Orange gown on drinking some grape juice. "Ay! Im here!" "Cranber!" Lillian shouted in surprise as the Velvet Red civilian approaches them. "Sorry I was super late. My brother won't stop worrying about me wearing quote unquote 'the wrong dress'. " Lillian puts her hands behind her back. "That's all right. at least you made it in time before the parade starts" Citrus gets up from the bench before buying another bottle of grape juice and chugging it down like a animal surprising both Lillian, Cranber, and the clerk. Lillian turns back to Cranber " I'm sorry she's always like this when she's near grape juice." Cranber replied "not surprising." Lillian then looks around and goes back at looking at Cranber " whatever happened to bluey-pop?" Lillian asked curiously. Cranber crossed her arms" dude's gotten sick. He'll get better soon though" *MAY I HAVE YOU'RE ATTENTION PLEASE!?* The speakers blared around the planet. " it's magnet bomber..." Lillian said under her breath. "* as you may all know this is the 4th anniversary of The five dastardly bombers Revival! So I'm just going to go on a limb here and say that getting bored with this speech so lets. Start. THE PARAAAAAAAADE!*" everyone begins to cheer on for the parade. Little do they know that a little tiny troublemaker climbed onto the parade floats.....

[stardustypaws]

Hi hi! I'm Jaybird!! (ﾉ° ᴥ°)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

☆.*・°☆ ✨️🦖🚀🧸📚🧃✏️ ★.*☆.。.:*

🍎You can call me Jaybird, Bluejay, or just Jay! I am a boy and I use he/him pronouns mainly, but I also use the neopronouns pup/pups, dog/dogs, bark/barks, void/voids, rot/rots, robin/robins, boy/boys, and "the boy"(in place of pronouns)

🧃My big age is 23, and my small age is 2-6!

🌲Favorites:

Animals: Sharks, birds(especially corvids and jays), dinosaurs, painted dogs/African wild dogs, tigers, puppies, and bugs!

Colors: Primary colors +green, black

Foods: Dino nuggets, peanut butter cups, hot wings, mochi, ice cream, pumpkin pie

Shows: Bluey, MLP:FIM, Teen Titans(OG), the Batman, Blues Clues, the Muppet Show

Small Activities: Naps, snacking, watching shows and movies, playing DS, coloring/drawing

Other: I love outer space, nature, dinosaurs, batman and robin(s), collecting shiny things, witchcraft/paganism, legend of zelda, fidget toys, and anything that glows in the dark!

📚 I personally do not use the terms "little" or "littlespace."" These terms will not be used in posts I make, and I would prefer you not use these terms to describe me or my regression :)

🚀 I have been regressing since I was about 12, but I've only known about age regression and what it is since I was about 18ish

🍂I regress both voluntarily and involuntarily due to trauma/PTSD, anxiety, neurodegency, and as a general stress reliever.

🦇PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, DO NOT INTERACT WITH MY POSTS IF YOU ARE:

×Kink(even sfw), Ddlg(and variants), Cgl, Abdl

× (NO)Map (or whatever ped0s are calling themselves now :/) or supporters

×Post/repost anything sexual

×LGBTQ+ phobic, racist, sexist, zionist

×Anti-neos, anti-xenos

×conservative/republican/alt right, prolife/antichoice, BlueLM/ALM

×anti-age(d)re, anti-cglre, anti-pet(d)re and are just here to pick a fight or be a bully

×Insensitive to mental illness/disorders

xGore, violence, traumacore, etc(im ok with mild horror, creepy stuff and minimal blood)

×Sensitive to cussing/swear words(imma potty mouth)

×Thinspo, pro ed

×Or are otherwise unsafe for kids!!

!! If you break my DNI I will immediately block you !!

🌈 I probably won't post very regularly due to social anxiety and overall motivation issues, but I will try to be as active as possible! <3 This blog is mostly just for reblogging things i like, but there will be the occasional self-indulgent original post (no requests, please ^^)

☆.*・°☆ ✨️🦖🚀🧸📚🧃✏️ ★.*☆.。.:*

[argumentl]

The Freedom of Expression Ep 17 - Sharp selling masks on thier own website.

K: Hi, this is Dir en grey's Kaoru starting this week's episode of The Freedom of Expression. Joe san! (*looks intentionally at J*)

J:Yep

K:Tasai san! (*looks intentionally at T*)

T: *nods*

J: Get it right this time, haha.

K: *laughs* Its started to go funny when I say it carelessly.

J: Well, you kinda zone out a bit, don't you, when you're wearing a mask.

T: Yeah.

K: Its slightly difficult to concentrate.

J: It is difficult.

K: ...with your awareness.

J: If we go on like this into the rainy season, it will feel pretty tough to keep wearing a mask.

T: Yeah.

K: Yeah, but there are those things that you can wrap round your face and neck. I've heard those feel a bit cooler.

J: Yeah, I do think wearing a mask in the rainy season will be tough. At the moment, what I am not sure about is whether or not, and to what extent masks are effective. There are different opinions everywhere you look. In the end, you don't know who to believe. Im at the point of thinking I should wear one to avoid any risk just in case, even if its a small risk.

K: Yeah, and what about your eyes?

J: Yeh, your eyes.

Kami: Yes, yes, yes, yes. 

K: Like, Trump wasn't wearing a mask, but he was covering his eyes, right?

J: Yeah, yeah. Oh! Kami? Are you coming in at this point?

Kami: Yes, yes.

J: Okay, go ahead.

Kami: Um, as for masks, when they were tested on mice, apparently they were effective. They had one side infected with corona next to one side that wasn't, and when they added a mask barrier inbewteen the cages, the infection rate reduced a lot.

T: Ehh?

J: Yeah, I've read about that too.

K: It seems like its better to just wear one.

T: Well, this is the news from Tokyo Sports today, but the home appliance company Sharp are making masks, and selling them at 2980yen for 50, with a delivery fee of 660yen. They are limited to one box per person, and you have to register as a member. So with even Sharp making masks, its like..won't Japan end up with a mask surpluss?

K: You see them a lot don't you? Well, you don't know where they come from though.

J: Well, Sharp is a home appliance maker that has been operating for many decades, but this year has apparently been their best year for sales and profits. They've made the leap over to masks as thier big money maker, instead the of home appliances, which they've sold up to now. Thats how much everyone has ???*1

T: Going from making home appliances to making masks is pretty impressive, right?

J: Yeah.Thats the great thing about Japanese technology. I think people are very reassured to see 'Made in Japan', they prefer Japanese made ones over foreign made ones, especially in terms of hygiene. But it must have been tough for them with their web server going down.

T: Yeah

J: I tried to have a look at thier site, but in the end I couldn't connect to it once ...

T: Were you thinking of buying some?

J: Yeh, I was! But while Im doing this, you can still see masks on sale all over town recently.

T: There are real estate agencies selling masks..

J: Yes, thats it! Even a tapioca drink stand was selling masks.

K: Yeah, but a friend of mine has been selling them too ...they come via a route, you can purchase them directly from the factory in China or somewhere, and then disperse them to people here, so you don't really know where they've been.*2

J: Right? They really are being sold by all sorts of people in all sorts of places. Its incredible.

T: Its a mask bubble.

J: Also, a lot of people are wearing hand made masks, or brand name masks...

K: Washable ones?

J: Yeah, washable ones.

K: Well, its not like they don't work.

J: Yeah.

T: Masks can be fashionable. Do you remember that chain, Dom Dom Burger?

J, K: Oh, nostalgic!

T: Dom Dom Burger have been selling masks with 'Dom Dom' on the side.

K: Thats cute.

T: They've also been really popular. They are cute.

K: That elephant logo?

J, T: Yeah, yeah.

K: I kinda want one of those.

J: Yeah, I want one!

T: So in this way, masks are no longer staying the usually white, but are turning into fashionable items.

J: Well, I usually like Yohji (Yamamoto), and Yohji is also putting out masks, black or white leather.

T: Yohji is doing a white mask?

J: A white one and a black one. Some people are saying this type of thing is cool, or this is want they want.. I want to buy one of his masks, but I can't. Leather is expensive.

K: There are a lot of overseas artists making them too, aren't there?

J: Is there a particular one you like?

K: Well, no, I just thought theres loads of places doing like a design or print on masks at the moment.

J: Will you make a mask with your characters (Krim and Zon)?

T: Ah, that would be good.

K: I wonder if they would sell?

J: Yeah, I think they would.

K: *laughs*

T: Should we (Tokyo Sports) make them?

K: *laughs*

J: Could Tokyo Sports make them?

T:???*3

K: We could have a little Tokyo Sports logo on the side.

J: It would look so fake!

K: *laughs a lot*

J: Like a counterfeit.

T:???*4

J: But that does happen, in this case.

K: I think it would be good. There is that monthly magazine 'Mu' isn't there? You see their logo on tshirts a lot. Tokyo Sports could do that type of thing.

T: Oh, right, yeah. But we did actually make a parker once.

K: Ehh, I want it!

T: And a kind of Idol person really wore it to lives and stuff, and it became a desirable item. Everyone was like, 'Eh?! A Tokyo Sports parker?!'

K: Its good, right?

J: It is good. If you wear something with 'Tokyo Sports' on it, it shows a kind of intelligence.

T: Really?! Im so happy *laughs*

J: It shows you've read around a bit. Its good. Although its a bit strange to say it. Its a bit different from something with an 'Asahi Shimbun' or 'Yomiuri Shinbun' logo. Its 'Tokyo Sports'!

T: Should we put our name on Dir's goods next time?*5 *everyone laughs*

J: Yes, start there.

K: It would be recognized, right?

J: Yeh, everyone would be like, 'Ah, its Tasai san!'. They might buy it. But, conversely, if Kaoru was to make masks, would Tokyo Sports be interested?

T: Of course.

K: But would those characters mean anything to the readers of Tokyo Sports?

T: We could put UFO on the side.

J: Ahh, UFO right?

K: ???*6

J: Well, it sounds strange, but just like how people send out a message with the print on their tshirt, you could do that with masks. For example, how you are feeling today or something...if you have a picture of beer on your mask, people might think, 'ah, that person wants to drink beer'.

T: Thats a good idea.

J: You could show if you are feeling good or bad, like include a message. You could send a message with your mask, send a message without talking.

T: Well, that type of think is developing, isn't it? That kind of fashion style.

K: Yeah, despite not being disposable, you can change your look everyday. Like, you could wear this one on Monday, or pair one with your glasses, or whatever you have that you want to wear.

J: Match it with your feelings, right?

K: ..with everything. 

J: But up to now you see them in white, black and kind of bluey colours, and maybe pink..with womens' masks. But what about more different..

K: More colourful ones?

J: Yeah, deep purple or such..

T: Deep purple?

J: The colours, or the design, like the shape can be..

K: Like this pattern? *gestures to his shirts*

J: Yes, like check or patterned...if they come like this, it will be more exciting to wear a mask. Aren't you looking forward to that a bit?

T: Well, yeah. I think white looks kinda bleak.

J: It does, yeah. You could also put stickers on your mask. It might be a bit difficult to stick them on if it gets fluffy though

K: You could put studs in it.

T: Ah, cool!

J: Should we put studs in?

K: Wasn't Yohji selling one like that?

J: Yeh, that was kind of printed on to it, but it looked like studs.

T: Its good putting different things on masks, right?

J: Well, if masks really are effective, we have to wear them.

K: Right.

J: I'd like some which are more creative. If there is scientific progress, you could have ones that open up when you try to eat.

T: Ah, that would be cool!

K: I think I've seen that kind of video! He looks like he's wearing a mask, but then it opens up when he eats.

J: How does it?

K: It just opens when he opened his mouth.

J: Really?

T: I see.

J: Ehh, there are lots of ways...Well, I don't know if I would wear it, but what about a mask you can kiss with..?

K: A mask you can kiss with? ...What are you talking about? *laughs*

J: Im sorry, at 52 years old, I've gone funny...

K: But, actually, it a good feeling to see normal life returning a little, some stores opening up again, isnt it? Starbucks, for example.

J: Yes, yes.

K: If it spreads more, we'll be in trouble though..

T: But there was that Spanish flu wasn' there?

J: Yeah, 100 years ago.

T: While it was spreading, they didn't know why, but they eventually realised it was spreading where people were gathered together, so maybe corona might be the same, and it might just return to normal after two or three years, I wonder?

K: It will.

J: Yes, we won't be social distancing forever.

Kami: I have something to say. Um, Didn't Dir en grey sell masks before?

K: We made them before, yeh.

Kami: So you sold them, and you also have a song called, 'Mask', right?

K: You know a lot, don't you?

Kami: Have you thought of using that?

T: I see.

Kami: I thought, since everyone needs masks, and you have a song called 'Mask', you could do something.

T: Kami has come in straight talking.

Kami: Thats right.

J: What do you think, Leader?

Kami: Yeh, if you did that..

K: I havn't really thought about it.

J: Hahaha.

K: I havn't thought about it at all.

T: Haha.

Kami: Its a laymans idea. You have a song called 'Mask', so do a mask campaign. But I wasn't sure whether it would fit with Dir en grey's image. But that was a shocking answer.

T: Hahaha.

J: Yeah, I saw Kaoru's expression and he really did answer honestly. But conversely, how about Kami's idea? You might want to try if you think about it a bit more?

K: Ahh, it didn't really resonate with me..

*Everyone laughs*.

K: Well, anyway, see you next week. Thank you very much.

J: Thank you

K: Please subscribe.

*1, 3, 4, 6 Couldn't make it out.

*2, 5 I think this is what he meant.

[thedappleddragon]

hooooo my fucking god I don't know why but recently my anxiety/sence of dread has SKYROCKETED in the last 3 days, I haven't been sleeping great and last night I had an anxiety dream about manning the register at work. idk I guess today was fine but im so fucking overstimulated I guess?? I seriously just dont fuking know. but anyway here’s a summary of some days that I may or may not remember. putting it under the cut

Wednesday I was exited to work, they didn’t need me, I hung out with my friends at their outdoor band concert and had boba and it got super cold out

Thursday I went with my dad to drop off a car, then we had breakfast together at a little restaurant I had never been to before. He told me about his childhood n stuff. Then I went to work and priced things outside and felt good about helping some people buy plants even tho I didn’t know exactly what I was doing and ended up handing them off to Becky anyway. Got off work, came home, hung out waiting to be able to go visit my friend but she took a while so dad and I made the snack he had a lot as a kid which was just handmade chocolate frosting on graham crackers. Eventually my friend got home so I grabbed one of those graham crackers in some Tupperware and some other stuff and headed out. It was a longer drive than I was expecting but eh whatever, I got there no problem with a bunch of dad’s shit in the back of the car. We had awkward hellos in her apartment and I pet her fat ass cat until she suggested we go thrifting and oh my god I had never wanted to go thrifting more in my life than right then. I had one of those moments where I realized oh I’m an adult who can go out and just DO things :D so we walked around and gossiped in goodwil and had a great time until they closed, whereupon steph frantically looked for anything that was open near us while I drove around. We settled on going to a little park nearby, where we climbed on the tube with holes on it and swung on the swings. Then we walked around a dense tree/brush like and into the middle of a field, having our main character moments as we walked to the top of a hill with a cross on it. I took a picture of the sunset and a selfie with both of us before we walked back through the field and drove back to her apartment. I gave her 2 tiny flower jars and she let me borrow her container of earring hardware and a bunch of different tiny things to make into earrings. I had a great time and I’d love to hang out again, maybe when everything isn’t closed lmao. We joked a lot about understanding why people do drugs lmao since there’s nothing else to do! everything’s closed!! Also some joke flirting mixed in for flavor. We have an excuse to hang out again so I can return her earring supplies and she can return my Tupperware lol. I thought my phone was going to die on the way home before I realized there was a charging cord in the car! Nice. Got home, watched my friend stream plasmaphobia for a bit while I finished a birthday gift, and hung out and slept when she quit streaming. 

Friend’s birthday party day!! Also dad moving day!! The first task of the day was to drive with my dad down to the nearest uhaul to pick up a big ol’ truck, and follow him home in the car while he lead the way in the truck. Then we brought his car full of shit to the apartment, got his key and paid his first month, and looked through everything to do inspection. Tbh it’s a pretty nice apartment, I’d love to spend some time there once it’s a bit more furnished. My favorite part is a Harry Potter style hidey hole closet that’s meant for storage, but it’s the perfect size for a secluded hangout spot for me. I’ll totally let him use it for storage if he wants, I just like sitting in there. I joked that I would let Emily hang out in the spare bedroom and I could get the tiny room. But we spent time cleaning and looking around and bringing in boxes before dad sent me to pick up lunch, my sister, and another car load of boxes. I left to do all 3 and came back with Mcallisters, and we all sat on the floor and ate together. A very nice way to break in a new apartment. We brought in boxes and dad sent us on a quest to pick up a car part and drop it off where the car we dropped off the day before. We got there just fine, but getting to the second location was a nightmare because of all my wrong turns and u turns and no left turns, it was awful. I mean we got there eventually but still. By then it was time for me to get home so I could wash my hair and get ready for the party!! I got everything ready, but my sister wouldn’t be home with the car on time, so I just took my mom’s van. I was on time for once!! But in exchange I didn’t realize I had forgotten Cassidy’s gift until I was like 3 minutes away. But also I found driving my moms van very easy compared to last time I tried to drive it, and I think I’m a much more confident driver now :) but I was one of the first to arrive, accidentally twinned with cass, waited for everyone to show up, met her new dog, and then we all packed up the picnic basket and walked to the top of a hill to have our little sandwiches and play cards against humanity. On the walk there we passed by a park where little kids were asking why we were all dressed up if it wasn’t Halloween, so I shouted at them that it was her birthday and handed them the branch I was carrying. We played CAH on the hill and ate little sandwiches and meatballs and drank sparkling juice and had a lovely time, and when we were done, we walked back to her house where there was pizza and we all changed out of our formal wear. My bra was sewed into my dress with 6 stitches, so I grabbed some scissors and flashed my friend’s cat as I cut my bra free of the dress because I forgot to bring an extra. I changed into my ghostbusters shirt and snake onesie and joined everyone outside for pizza and lots and lots of stories and ice cream cake and gossip and quiplash and balloons and gifts and CAH and friends leaving and new friends arriving and more quiplash and then the grass getting cold and wet and going ham on keeping the balloons up and then playing that’s what she said (basically CAH but ✨for women ✨) and by this time there was a dude I didn’t know but he was very nice and cute and already taken. Tbh I didn’t know half the people there, there was a group of 4 cool alt people I had never met and then the 4 band kids I already knew but everyone else seemed to know each other and they all had great energy so I yelled a lot and joked a ton and had an amazing time. As the crowd dwindled and the night got cooler, I helped put things away before I left so I could be a nice guest, said my goodbyes, gathered my things, and drove home past midnight. Ask walked around the house turning off lights like my mom asked, I realized that my dad wouldn’t be sleeping here anymore, and I felt bad that he had to spend the night all alone in his new apartment :( and this is going to be a huge financial burden that idk if he can afford, rent for the apartment is almost as much as my mom pays for the house. Jejdjgjt this is all a mess and I would like to go back to ignoring it all <3 Listened to a lot of two trucks by lemon demon lmao

Hoo boy howdy I did a lot of shit today. Basically as soon as I woke up I got a text from dad about us helping him move with a promise of donut holes and a fruit platter. I walked out to the garage to find our family friends the drakes helping to move boxes, so we all spent several hours loading boxes into our cars and driving back and forth from the house to the apartment, with emily and I avoiding the drakes as much as possible lmao. When we had moved as much as we could in the car, we started loading up the uhaul, shoving as much shit in there as possible so we only had to do one trip there and back. Partially through unloading the truck the drakes stopped cleaning things before we brought them in left and some randos from dad’s work came to help unload and somewhere in the middle of all this our aunt and uncle and her service dog came to visit?? Bruh idk so much stuff happened. Emily asked me to take her home so she could work on school stuff and we put things back into the garage and I went back to the apartment to help with stuff and hang out with my aunt while my dad and uncle returned the truck. We made a list of stuff I might need for college and I wrote it down on a notepad and most of the page space was taken up by ponies tbh. The men brought back burger king and eventually my aunt and uncle left. I helped my dad clean up and set up his wifi and we watched mama Mia. It was my first time seeing the film, and it was really dang fun. Then I made dad drive me ho e since emily was still gone with the silver car. I’ll spend he night over there eventually, but not yet. I’m exited to eventually invite friends over since I’ve never been able to do that before. So now I’m home trying g to go to sleep so I can work tomorrow. I keep thinking about smoking weed and making out with someone in the hidey hole in dad’s apartment............ even tho I have literally no one to do that with afsagssg I’m a CHILD. 

Had dreams last night about being stuck on the infinity train again, except there was a mechanic of switching the world between 2d and 3d and the cast of Bluey had to help bingo go through stages of grief / character moments to help her get off the train or something. I was tossing and turning for a few hours anxiously waking up thinking I was gonna be late and going back to bed so I could sleep/dream more. But then I finally got up, fed my cat, fed myself, helped clean the kitchen a little bit, got ready for work, arrived 15 minutes late on accident, worked register for 6 hours, got more comfortable with register and learned how to do stuff, lots of friendly people, lots of me struggling and my bones hurting, dad brought me food but I couldn’t get to my lunch break until everything was room temperature. The chicken sandwich reheated well but the fries did not. After work dad and I stopped by the house, I got an info card to fill out so I can be called in for jury duty eventually, dad handed me $50 for dinner for us and my sister, we laid on the floor and looked at the noodles and company menu, drove there, picked up our food, had a lovely dinner at dad’s apartment, laid around while he talked to Greg on the phone, went to target to pick up small apartment things like a clock and a trash can and some small groceries but it made me nervous because I hate spending money and watching my dad spend money he may or may not have, and by then we were tired as shit and after dropping his stuff off emily and I drove home and I tried teaching her how to crochet for a school project. Now I’m hanging out wanting to go to bed and thinking about how everybody else my age working at ACE is doing like 60 hours a week with 2 jobs and saving for college and I’m just sitting here with probably 14 hours a week and fuck. I don’t want to spiral into shit, I just want to keep busy as much as possible. Maybe I’ll ask for as many work hours as possible, maybe I’ll ask my friends to hang out, idk. Right now I jut want to be busy so I don’t have to think about anything. I’ll spend as much time as possible helping my dad set up his apartment, I don’t care.

WAAAAA TODAY AT WORK WAS SO STRESSFUL, I LEFT FELLNG SO FRAZZLED IT SUCKED. basically I worked register for 4 hours but they’re all trying to ween me off asking for help to get me more comfortable, and we were surprisingly busy, and my garden boss becky asked me to do 2 extra things and my boss boss kept asking about paperwork that I couldn't fill out because I needed my sister to text me something, and an old man got mad at me over the phone because no-one was out there to fill his propane tank and I had a lady waiting for 10 minutes for someone to help load salt into her car and a middle aged man tried to use sarcasm at me while I was in friendly cashier mode aND IM SORRY I HAVE ADHD I DONT GET IT PLEASE S T O P and I tried answering the phone more and I didnt get the things done that becky asked and I left shit there because I just wanteD OUT. afterwards I went to target to get something, idk im writing this afterwards so I not really remember 

and today, my day off. ugh god I dont remember what I did, I know I picked up a vent for my mom’s bathroom and I just went to go get Taco Bell with my sister and bought her some more about crocheting and she’s making progress :) tomorrow is my friend’s birthday and last year I made her a felt doll of her fursona, so today I started making a crochet doll for her. so far I have the body and libs, but I still need to make the muzzle, tail, ears, attach everything, and hand-sew on all the markings and glue on button eyes. or maybe felt eyes, idk. my stomach hurts and I got upset because I told my mom my cat may be sick because her pee looked suspicious so I crocheted and watched my little pony and now I have a headache and im just trying to listen to music but really I just want to watch 50 arms videos at once but it wasn't loading right and idk man I dont know what’s happening, I may be going into work tomorrow. I think now that I have a job to do 3-4 times a week, I dont feel like I can just chill and wing it anymore, it’s like I have plans forever now. and oh god I still have to sig up for college orientation night or whatever, but my mind hasn'tt been on college for like a month or longer. I think im just going to take some Advil and try to relax with my cat and my music. holy shit dude. I know none’s gonna read this but just. fuck. also I should really post these more frequently rather than let them pile up in my texts. thinking about going back and adding all the dates like I did with my early quarantine diary, but that feels like a lot of work

[fulltimeviking]

About the blogger

(idk if you’re supposed to be tagged for this or whatever - I just saw it on some random persons blog and thought ‘don’t mind if I do’. Also the formatting of this tells me it’s from a few years ago anyway so does it really matter jfc no it doesn’t I’m bored so lets go) 

ABOUT ME

► Name ➔ Hannah ► Will you answer all questions truthfully ➔ depends  ► Are you single ➔ yes ► Are you happy ➔  at the moment yeah, actually ► Are you Italian ➔ no ► Are you German ➔ no ► Are you Asian ➔ no ► Are you angry? ➔ too easily, but not right now ► Are you Irish ➔ no  ► Are your parents still married ➔ yes

TEN FACTS

►Birth Place ➔ Middlesbrough, England  ► Hair Color ➔ dark blonde naturally but I dyed it lighter this year  ► Eye Color ➔ Bluey green - i have that little yellow fleck thing going on  ► Birthday ➔ 1st June  ► Mood ➔ chill ► Gender ➔ female ► Lefty or Righty ➔ righty - but I can draw with both! ► Summer or winter ➔ summer bruv ► Morning or afternoon ➔ depends

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 

► Are you in love ➔ nah  ► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ lol no  ► Who ended your last relationship ➔ never had one  ► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ idk ► Are you afraid of commitments ➔  yeah ► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ I mean... I gave my mam a hug before I went to bed? ► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ 2, believe it or not  ► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ Everyday. i break my own heart when i tell myself ‘i’m going to make a cheese toastie’ and then go downstairs to find theres no cheese

TEN CHOICES

► Love or lust ➔ love ► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ are we talking pop or actual literal lemonade tho, because if it’s the latter then iced tea ► Cats or Dogs ➔ Dogs ► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ a few best friends sounds nice  �� Television or internet ➔ internet ► Pepsi or Coke ➔ ngl to yall I’m a slut for pepsi max cherry - so pepsi ► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ wild night out - but why can’t you have a romantic wild night out? 

► Day or night ➔ depends

► IM or Phone ➔ phone 

TEN HAVE YOU EVER ► Been caught sneaking out ➔ not at the time but my mam did find out about it eventually aha ► Fallen down/up the stairs ➔ yes - i pulled my neck after falling down the stairs once and had to stay off school for a week (and it’s been fucked up ever since)  ► Finished an entire jawbreaker ➔ no ► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ I don’t know about someone persay, but something absolutely ► Prank called a store ➔ no ► Skipped school ➔ I didn’t go to school for two months in 2017, if you can call that skipping school (I wasn’t off sick) ► Wanted to disappear ➔ depends on the context. momentarily? definitely, that’s what midday naps are for when you aren’t actually tired (and i’m not trying to be relatable like deadass im not wrong)

TEN PREFERENCES ► Smile or eyes ➔ both? both is good  ► Light or dark hair ➔ I like lighter hair on myself but I prefer darker hair on everyone else haha, brown is always nice  ► Shorter or Taller ➔ taller  ► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ i mean both ideally but just intelligence would suffice  ► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ relationship ► Funny and poor OR rich and serious ➔ funny and poor i cannot cope for the life of me around serious people because they make me feel childish 

ABOUT ME ► Last Phone Call ➔ mam i think  ► Last person you hung out with ➔ 5 friends from college - we went out to whitby for the day  ► Last thing you ate ➔ a solero  ► Last thing you drank ➔ water  ► Last site you went to  ➔ does web player spotify count?  ► Last place you were ➔ aside from my bedroom... the bathroom? or on the floor trying to kill a fruit fly with my shoe 

FAMILY ► Do you and your family get along  ➔ i mean yeah  ► Would you say you have a “messed up life” ➔ maybe difficult sometimes, not messed up ► Have you ever run away from home ➔ no ► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ no