My First & My Last
Do we think this is a good idea?
Earlier today i had a thought, "what is the reason why so many people are sensitive?"
It's because everyone is crazy.
Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy, Crazy.
I watch them scream at recording screens in my very own home everyday and its driving me crazy too.
I remember when I was 7 when I was forced to have my first kiss. that was the day i found out what sex was. She forced me onto my back and told me that;
This was normal, were cousins after all :)
It broke me, i was broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken, broken.
They ask me, "Why do you hate us so much?"
when i see her face all i see is red. all i want to do is grab a fucking knife and stab her over and over. this isn't the first time. she's done it over and over- every time and i just wan't to fucking kill her. It hurts, she hurts me all over. just thinking about her makes me want to puke.
This is why i think everyone is filthy :)
They're all filthy pigs, each and every one of them. they don't think for their own, just shitting out what other people and putting out in the world like toxic waste. The ones who change who they are are the worst.
Growing out your hair and chopping your limbs are gross
I don't get why they do it. and they're so sensitive too.
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Im not sorry, i don't feel bad when you cry. Your fake tears don't mean anything. your empty threats are just jokes to me; light hearted and meaningless.
It should only be two things. Men and women, all this extra crap is just another way of being an attention whore.
CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, LIKE THE BABY YOU ARE, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY, CRY.
I tried something new when i was 12. I was in Italy and i saw how the dog was looking at me. The videos i watched made me go crazy, my knees went weak every time he licked my hand i just had to try it.
It was the first time i was assertive. the only time.
I wonder if i'm normal.
Do people like me? If i smile, am i cute? Am i worth their time and investment? Would you invest your time in me if i told you i-
My fingers feel numb.
for a long time now. i wonder if I also peel the skin off my hands if they also will feel the same? when i grow the courage i'll try that soon.
Someone asked me if i was ok and all i could do was laugh at their question. What a stupid fucking thing to ask! of course i'm ok! Hopefully one day i can introduce them to Jimmy. :)
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