#isn’t a weight thing

[stuckinapril]

I love Tumblr because nothing matters here truly. There are no influencers. Having followers doesn’t mean anything. It’s just a site where people post their sporadic thoughts and rb pretty pictures. Anyone who thinks any of this matters is woefully missing the point

[kittenintheden]

being that bitch this morning bc I keep seeing references to the ascension ritual “killing” 7000 people. they weren’t killed. their souls were sacrificed to Mephistopheles. he owns them. they’re eternally bound to his realm and he can do what he wants with them forever. and he’s not a nice dude.

so just. putting that out there as food for thought. any argument that the ritual puts anyone “out of their misery” is uuuuuuuuh a significant misread*.

* this is different than choosing not to complete the ritual component and using the staff to kill the spawn. that is actual death and release of their souls.

[wroteclassicaly]

This world really does treat us fat people like we’re an annoyance, a freak show, side characters in every movie, never considered sexy or desired (because there’s no way that Hollywood would ever consider this). Clothes in the store, always the best-friend, constantly making jokes before anyone else will. Doesn’t matter how we try, what we do - we will always be treated this way by a majority of society unless we are this idealized version of thin. Every so often I’m reminded of this, and it stinks.

[buddiekinard]

like there ARE a lot of reasons i can state to think buddie would/could be canon but honestly i am not placing bets bc anything could happen. but here’s the thing i think i don’t get about parts of buddie fandom: who cares? like canon or not, i wont ever love it less. i’ll still write fic, read fic, create headcanons. the writers can do whatever but they can’t take my enjoyment of the ship away.

[svenghouly]

Not to like simp for Jod like a devotee or anything but what if the permeability thing was Humanity leeching it’s cruelty and indifference into Jod that made him The Worst and now Alecto is the one that holds Jod’s purity and morality like Nona did before she remembers. Nona was Pure Jod.

[mcnuggyy]

animnapu't siyam 😏

[ali3nboyfriend]

be real with me is it asshole behavior to have an immediate (internal) negative reaction to someone calling themselves fat, even if it’s proudly, when i know they’re a typical weight for their height? it kinda brings me back to the mindset of being an awkward girl in middle school listening to my friends talking about how fat they are while i’m sitting there two weight classes heavier than them.

[peaches2217]

Something kicked my butt into gear, and I’ve spent the past hour cleaning! My place still isn’t CLEAN clean, but it’s a hell of a lot less bad than it was. Seeing surfaces I haven’t seen in months has given me ideas for sorting and storing the rest of the clutter.

As the heat index is at 105F and my body’s notoriously resistant to excessive movement for more than twenty minutes at a time, I’m taking a break to blast the fan in my direction and chug some ice water until my core temperature goes back down. I’ll rest a bit until it’s time to take my shot, then I’ll do some more sorting so I can get my leg moving to prevent post-shot soreness, and then… well, there’s not much I CAN do these next two weeks, because this paycheck was slim due to my covid debacle, but I can certainly sit back and enjoy some shows in the comfort of a home that’s less of a mess.

Things feel a little less insurmountable now. I’m not letting that go to waste.

[cashweasel]

Cake to sooth the beast

[regular-lord-reckoner]

i’m home !!

procedure went real well, everything was really smooth and almost as soon as they said, “you can count backwards if you want,” i don’t think i even said ten before i was suddenly in recovery and sipping some ginger ale.

honestly the worst part was the iv because they had to do it on the side of my wrist because apparently my veins are crooked ?? i just hate ivs anyway so that’s no surprise but other than that no complaints.

everyone was real nice and made sure i was well taken care of (my nurse even had me pee one more time before so she wouldn’t have to do a catheter which with my history…..thank you)

but yeah, i’ll have a follow up in about a month just to make sure everything’s good and the iud is doing its thing !!

i do have some cramping and bleeding but that’s normal, although a little funny because i literally just stopped my period yesterday but…oh well !! hopefully in a few months i won’t have hardly any so this we can handle and i hace some medicine (and my ~medicine) that’ll help so i’m all set.

mom had to go run some errands so my little recovery buddy is keeping me company. also, a moment of recognition for my new favorite shirt (thank you as always, Boss Dog Art; i’ve already got my eye on another one that says, “i think therefore i am against transphobia around the world” or something like that and it’s got a cool skeleton on it; this is my third shirt from them and they’re really comfy and good quality so not sponsored but check them out, they seem cool):

[seagreenstardust]

Every time I watch MHA I come out of it loving Katsuki Bakugo more

[dirtbra1n]

it’s always when I have things to be doing that this happens but it’s like. I don’t know I’ve gone so far into weird love territory and I’ve been here so long that when I go back and really look at canon it’s like it’s new to me. because like do you ever think about how hanzawa masato just sort of DECIDED that tashiro would be the next captain of the ping pong club. like it wasn’t a recommendation or anything that decision was made. and absolutely if tashiro genuinely GENUINELY didn’t want to do it nothing bad would have really happened, someone else could have done it, sure. you know? but at the end of the day tashiro, in the midst of his running away, had that thought, like. not in a thought bubble but in a b Hold on

in the narration box. like it’s not a fleeting in-the-moment thought like the whole poor shmuck thing. I’m not explaining this well. it’s just you get the impression that tashiro thinks about things a lot and also tangentially kind of thinks about his hanzawa senpai a lot and that realization of burden is so significant to tashiro that he takes on the position of captain

and he doesn’t look him in the face when he does it, and I love it. I love when things are indirect and subtle and sort of reluctant because it’s human and speaks to sincerity and tashiro’s grounded…ness that he isn’t unflinchingly happy to do it. he still doesn’t really want to do it. but he will. and he’ll do it WELL. because and this so matters hanzawa masato just sort of DECIDED that tashiro would be the next captain of the ping pong club because he knows tashiro and has been watching tashiro as a fun kouhai who he likes a lot and who makes him laugh like literally no one else in the world, and he knows that he would be a good president because he is, amongst other relevant things, a good person. the right kind of good person! he wouldn’t have forced tashiro to do it because frankly he couldn’t REALLY force tashiro to do it, tashiro has a way of getting around things (pudding head….) but he decided tashiro would be captain, because he knows tashiro, and tashiro decided to take that on, because he sees hanzawa. he decided that tashiro would be captain, and tashiro decided to accept that decision because hanzawa decided correctly.

and tashiro cares, and encourages his senpai to rest, and we get the FUCKING.

that just speaks VOLUMES. hanzawa masato who notoriously stays busy for at least one of two known reasons that sound a little contradictory but aren’t actually is resting right now. hanzawa masato who is so weird and so unknowable to his juniors is wearing a small smile that, unlike so many of his other ones (ominous as they are, usually), shows for only contentment. he’s resting right now. like the tashiro gonzaburou hanzawa masato dynamic IS so weird I’m not delusional for that. but my favorite thing that I think I do a really bad job of showing is that their exchanges go back and forth and are so much fun for the both of them, and it’s exactly like PING PONG. well matched and silly and hanzawa masato knows tashiro gonzaburou and if tashiro gonzaburou doesn’t know hanzawa masato he sure as hell sees him, and wants to know him, just a little at least, and it’s all so much. I’m resting right now. fuck. anyway

[starlooove]

I don’t want to lose arm fat I want a fat person to be honest about how they got stronger arms.

[platypusisnotonfire]

How many calories is it reasonable to burn in a day (extra calories, like above your base metabolic rate)???

I’m PRETTY sure my watch is glitching cuz it used to show something normal like 200 normally up to like 900 on a busy day

Then I didn’t wear it for a few years and now it’s giving me daily readings of like 1000-3000 on a busy day.

There’s no way I burnt 3000 calories in a single day right? This thing is broken.

[brittlebutch]

realizing that it sounds kind of mean for me to be referring to this fic as the “cringe loser” fic if you don’t have the extensive lexicon i’ve created in my head for the lengthy opinion essay i haven’t written about how most people don’t actually want “good” autist-rep, they want “cool” rep even at the expense of ‘accuracy’. just believe me i say “cringe loser” with the highest degree of absolute affection

[mabelsguidetolife]

I need to try to eat larger portions (and more frequently) but when i try to i feel nauseous afterwards……